#Night all

[antis-delete-your-blogs-pls-thx]

So I had a chat with Bogleech in DMs and tried my best to explain the situation and summary of our experiences and position. He seems understanding. I'm exhausted in general but I think I managed to be coherent. I'm gonna go watch dumb mindless videos now.

#night all #what an exhausting harrowing month in general

[sutherlandspiritofficial]

Off 2 sleep it's been a long ass day!!

#The week has fucked my legs #Work #Selfie #Hello #Good night all #Girls #Bare faced #Ready for bed #Night all #Women

[turtlecleric]

Rise!Mikey save me

Rise!Mikey

Save me Rise!Mikey

(tw: depression, negative thoughts - short little thing that's, as always, incredibly self-indulgent)

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When Mikey slips in through your window, he's babbling excitedly about something. It isn't until he walks to the other side of the bed where you lay and sees your face that he stops, his joyful expression twisting into shock and then worry.

"Hey," he murmurs, crouching down in front of you. He waits for you to look at him before he continues. "What's wrong?"

You don't answer his question, instead asking one yourself. "What are you doing here?"

His brow creases, and his lips tug down into a frown. He searches your face for a long moment before he responds. "You haven't been to the lair in a few days. I wanted to see you."

You hum in reply, looking back at the wall you've been staring at for at least an hour now. Nothing has changed. Same wall. Same shadows growing longer as the day slowly turns to night. Same pit in your chest, threatening to swallow you whole.

Mikey swallows audibly, shifting a bit in his crouch. "Can I help?"

Of course he'd ask to help. Of course he would. Sweet, kind, caring Mikey. Literal ball of sunshine. And now he's looking at you like that, and it's all your fault. As fucking usual, it's your fault.

He really shouldn't be wasting his time here with you.

"No." You glance at him again, wishing that you weren't the reason he looked so upset right now. Wishing you could fix it. Wishing a lot of things. "I'm just tired."

That makes his brow crease further. Makes his frown deepen. "Have you eaten?"

"Yeah," you lie, looking away again to stare at the wall. Same wall. Nothing different. Nothing ever fucking different. He's still staring at you. "I'm fine, Mike. Just not up for hanging out with everyone right now."

He studies your face for a while longer. Whatever he sees, he doesn't comment on it. With a small grunt, he pushes himself up and disappears from your view.

You're not sure if you're relieved or not that he's leaving. You don't get time to think about it, though, before the bed dips behind you and an arm curls around your waist.

Mikey presses himself flush against your back, his forehead resting against the spot between your shoulder blades. It's... nice. Really nice. But he shouldn't have to stay here and take care of you. He has better things to do, you're sure.

"I told you I was fine, Mike."

"I know." He holds you a bit tighter, taking a slow, deep breath. "And now we're fine together."

You open your mouth to argue, but. You just can't.

Mikey stays. And you let him.

#turtlecleric scrolls #rise!mikey #night all

[alberta-sunrise]

Tired af!! 😴

#me #selfie #green eyes #blonde #nose piercing #sleepy girl #sleepy #time for bed #night all

[cosmic-kaden]

Bleh. Bad day is bad.

Gonna try to sleep.

Just want Ben to tell me everything is okay...that no matter how I'm feeling, no matter what I say "in the moment" he will be there for me....

Today was hard and I couldn't control my emotions at all today. Today I felt like a shell. I don't feel human. I feel...hollow. and I just want Ben to tell me it's not going to be like this forever.

I'm hurting now. Days like these are some of the hardest-

Ik it sounds vague but I don't like full on blasting my mental health issues online.

#sorry for dragging the dash down but I just feel real bad. 💔 #im gonna try and sleep #and hope and pray that I get some nice dreams tonight.... #night all #vent.tw #negative/

[raventhekittycat]

anyways that's my bride of Halloween watch and with this the live blogging is over. Its 12:40 am where i am and i gotta get up for work the next day. Ill watch parts of it again tomorrow (namely the end roll and the climax scene with music cause ocd but you know). Best part? Kogorou immediately without thinking and faster than conan going to protect Haibara. As much as he pretends the kids get on his nerves amd they prolly do to an extent (they're first graders they're bound to get on peoples nerves at some point like have you ever taught 1st grade dear lord) he also genuinely cares for them and push comes to shove he's gonna go above and beyond for them esp for the two that are the most annoying cause they act above their age. Like it's the first time weve really seen him look out for one of the kids that wasn't conan. Anyways good scene reminded me why i liked his character.

There were other good scenes but as ive mentioned its late for me (since i get up before 7) which I'll prolly talk bout tomorrow a bit and if i forget feel free to poke me bout it if ya wanna hear.

#Anyways gonna do my best to catch up for movie 27! #dcmk #Detective Conan #haroyome lb #Ill go back through later and tag all my posts appropriately for me #night all

[greetings-inferiors]

It’s so strange that I just have two animals in my house. Like they’re living, breathing things that think and feel. And go about their day. They aren’t just objects. And they are indistinguishable from objects. In my mind at least. Sure they move around, make noise, etc., but objects can do that. The thing which distinguishes objects from not-objects is for me to be able to communicate with them, and to be able to interact and get a ‘unique’ outcome. If I went up to my brother I could talk with him about anything, and I wouldn’t be able to predict what he does next. I can guess, but there’ll always be something different each time. But with my dogs, I can’t communicate with them in any meaningful way, and I can predict what they’d do. If someone comes near the door they’ll bark. If I walk up to them they’ll start wagging their tails expecting a stroke. If I start stroking them they’ll go on their back. Obviously there are differences, but they’re not noticeable to me. And also it just doesn’t feel like I’m communicating with someone. Humanity has a very unique feeling that I don’t feel when interacting with anything else.

It’s just weird to me that they ARE like us. I just can’t tell.

#text post #randyposting #long post #dogs #Randy what drugs are you on #staying awake #I’m so tired #humans #communication #philosophy #sentience #sapience #night all

[bending-sickle]

today’s Good Thing: planted two tinniest of garlic cloves that had sprouted roots (as had all their brethren)

#told y’all it’d be tough finding a good thing today #hope y’all had better luck #randomness #night all #today's good thing

[freepassbound]

A productive day of blogging, anyway!

(and I did make the lasagna)

#plus got gas and bought milk... #but the big task... remains untouched 😬 #and the clock is ticking #😬😬😬 #(yet what I'm thinking is of getting the drafts back to September tomorrow) #(which is an absolute distraction) #(ah well) #(getting through September would take awhile) #(there's *lots* of those) #(after that though it's pretty clear sailing to 2022!) #free life #night all

[vocesincaput]

I'm going to head off to bed now.

But I think tomorrow I'm going to be putting Flint back up to a primary muse.

Thomas Hamilton is a muse i'm sooo wanting to do things with.

And my Turn muses are all going crazy in my brain lol.

#ooc #night all

[montied]

having a very good gender time this evening !!

#xoxo.monty #also having a very tired time #going to go to bed #night all #sorry about the unanswered asks. again

[laurenkmyers]

i’m 3 hours into the new year and i’m right where i wanna be, watching a really good bl series that has me hooked on the edge of my seat

night

#but its also 3am and i really should get some sleep #and i can continue my binging later #night all #and to my friends who haven't hit the new year yet #enjoy #and happy new year when it comes around your neck of the woods

[wings-of-flying]

sleepy time!

#night all #love you guys you're all epic and awesome btw #never change #albatross rambles

[alltheoutcasts]

What do you mean I should sle- *face plants*

#night all

[silverdax]

I was gonna write but I feel very poorly so instead I will sleep

#bad migraine #plus just not feeling good about myself #like. my job. my life situation. #anyway im gonna lay down #night all

[kiingsroar]

Okay anyway to not fall asleep on a bad note I just found out that that the twins went o the botanical garden and interrupted Leona’s nap and Leona got upset but then Jade’s tsum hopped on Leona’s shoulders and gave him a massage and he fell asleep

#living proof that like a cat if you massage or pet them in the right places they are putting in your hands #anyway I’m gonna sleep now so I dont let my #mind get carried away #night all #ooc. 》 ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᶠᵘᶜᵏˢ ᵗᵒ ᵍⁱᵛᵉ