#R U RLY FKIN SURE?

[cantalooprat]

[repost from fairytaile bc its long]

i dont nearly talk abt tbbf enough which is like. completely unfair to it. considering it lives rent free in my head, like how liu-laoshi lives rent free in chi xiaochi's head

its one of those rando wn i came across w the normal pleasant review of "it's soo good, pls read it". n its like. sure. not like i have anything better to do, the art looks good, summary looks fun enough. never touched a danmei QT before but that's alright, i'm a garbage can that eats anything (well mostly anything). but! but there is one problem! and that it's unfinished! so i sadly put it at the back of my read list, and went on to browse other wn that have complete translations.

(also the author wrote as part of the summary: "Sue-ish, fluffy, no logic, not the same as those reforming villain stories, be warned" so i was like... is this rly good... but in hindsight its like, well, it's some kind of author awareness to say things like this, right? n it's like... author, if u say things like this, what of the truly trashy wn out there? author? author...?)

n then i was like... on the support authors discord, randomly browsing the discussion thread, when i saw tbbf recced again. just briefly, nothing big, nothing too deep. n idk what possessed me to just be like. u knw what, i knw full well this wn is not fully tl-ed but let's read it anyway.

initially it seemed like ur run of the mill face-slapping op protag wn which is... fine, those r a dime a dozen but they're not bad. it's wn anw, as long as it doesn't get to the cringe levels of stop bothering me, emperor it's whatever.

but then? cxc is actually a nice guy? he's a QT host, but he rly cares for the ppl whose bodies he's inhabiting. he's cold, calculative, ruthless towards his enemies, but he also really really cares abt the victims of these scum gongs, n i was like, wow, what a guy. have u ever wondered what happens to the original soul when the transmigrator transmigrates into them? chi xiaochi does. if there's even the slightest chance that the original soul is still there... he'd bet on that chance, and strive to make them live better lives. he'll act like them, treat their bodies with dignity and respect, and that's just rly cool of him to do that. in all transmigration stories i've read, no one's ever cared abt the original soul /sad

but like, this is a danmei, n why would i read if not for the romance? the romance doesn't have to be dazzling, but it needs to be convincing, y'kno. and boy does it convince. cxc drops hints here and there, of this person in his world, for whom he has to return no matter what. but here's the catch---he's dead, and cxc has to return because he believes that he needs to keep living on for him, to keep remembering him and sweep his grave when no one else would.

i think this was the scene that rly sold me:

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"i won't go to a world without him" just kill me dead why don't u?

anw later on i spoiled myself that 061 is lou ying which is... well... expected, and i was like, kinda regretting spoiling myself and tried to self-convince that well the journey is what counts, not the destination, but anw in the long run this spoiler doesn't even rly matter bc the Whole Point is the fkin bittersweet flashbacks to their childhood and How It Parallels Current Events and also the sheer もどかしさ of Knowing that 061 is cxc's lou-ge, but cxc Can't Be Sure About That and 061 is Unable To Tell Him Because Plot. they're like parallel lines that are so close to each other but still unable to touch n their relationship makes me have so many feelings, fuck

in a subset of fiction rife with cold, calculating mcs and devoted mls who seem to love the mc more than the mc loves the ml, it's actually such a breath of fresh air to have an mc who's just wholeheartedly devoted to his (dead) beloved. so many danmei have death-chasing shou mcs who have never known love before, whose behaviors scream "it doesn't rly matter what happens to me as long as i achieve my goals" which is like... i'm not saying don't have goals, but lowkey i feel bad for the mls sometimes (lmao). but cxc's goal is his lou-ge, which is... pretty new for me, or mb i haven't read enough danmei lmao. cxc is someone who's fallen in love before he even knew what love was. he's someone who realized that it was love too little too late, and by the time he's even aware, the only way he could express his love is to keep living so that there will be at least someone who remembers his beloved in this world. he climbs out of poverty, he behaves with a devil may care attitude, he's attained what regular people would call "success" at such a young age, but he can't even have one simple, mundane wish granted. and he's so devoted to ly too---to him, there is only one of his lou-ge, and that's the lou ying in his original world. even if he were to come across a different lou ying in a different world, that person isn't his lou ying. he would only want to catch a glimpse of him and see that he's doing well, and he'd move on so that he can go back to his world, the world where his lou-ge once lived in. chi xiaochi won't stay for any other lou ying from any other world. he would go back to his world and continue to live his life the way he's always done, even if it means he'll be alone.

(and like, we all know 061 is ly, and then one can't help but wonder, man, cxc is so smart, surely he's seen the similarities? and like, he has, he has, but 1. he can't bear harboring even the smallest fragment of hope that his lou-ge is still out there, because what if he isn't? after all, hope could be the cruelest thing of all... cxc doesn't dare believe, in the chance that it turns out he's wrong. the only way for him to believe is for 061 to tell him that he's cxc's lou-ge. and then 2. cxc thinks so lowly of himself. he doesn't like the person he thinks he's become. he thinks he's done all the bad things like "smoking, drinking, acting like a rogue, behaving shamelessly", so far from lou ying's chi xiaochi from back then, and he doesn't want his lou-ge to see what kind of person he's become. but then there are the few moments in which he lowers his guard and just indulges, lets himself dream a little that his lou-ge is with him, and it's just! so bittersweet! that feeling of "i can't bear to hope that he's lou-ge" but also "let me pretend, just for a bit, that lou-ge is still here"! pls!!! and anw 061 loves him the way he is!!!! even before he remembers his identity, 061 was alrd like unknowingly sipping vinegar...)

and 061!!! truly a gem among mls!!!!! gentle, sweet, protective but not overbearing, and just all-around a decent person. just how many ml have thoughts of "if only i could keep my beloved from facing danger" without even thinking of what their beloved wants? 061 doesn't do that. ly trusts! believes fully! in cxc! even when he doesn't know that cxc is the person he's working so hard for, he still trusts in his plans and just does the best he can to make cxc's journey smoother! and after he does find out, he still doesn't do any of that "i'll protect you so you won't be hurt" bullshit, more like he...enables cxc's bullshit. on a tangent, imagine if in mdzs, lwj is as confident in wwx as much as ly in cxc. wwx prob wouldn't have to die like that. 061 works so hard behind the scenes, and cxc doesn't even know. 061 thinks cxc doesn't have to know, so he doesn't have to worry, so he can focus on his own tasks. 061 won't hold cxc back for whatever reason---he believes fully in cxc, and that's why he just makes his own decisions and tries his best to help cxc in his own way.

speaking of working hard, this dude is like, slaving away to come back to the person who's waiting for him, even after he got memory loss and can't remember anything else but the vague silhouette of someone in the deep recesses of his lost memories. like, they just rly love each other, even though one of them doesn't know, and the other one can't say anything. god even the reason why 061 lost his memories is cxc. that point in the story when cxc mentioned that someone claiming himself to be ly promised to meet with him but never showed up and it totally broke him, and how after ly remembers his identity, he vows to never break his promise a third time... sigh. wow. why do i have so many feelings for tbbf lmao

another point i rly like abt ly is how he doesn't even have the ml role in the worlds. in the first and second, they're not quite close enough for ly to rly dip his fingers in. in the third, he's an uncle. in the fourth, he's a fukin mecha. in the fifth, he's... a pair of siblings, and anw the "mc" alrd has a love line. in the sixth, he's a "big cat". in the seventh, he's... the shizun, and also another cat, and anw the "mc" alrd has a love line. like, it's just nice, y'know? that ly doesn't have to be the "romantic interest" to show his bond w cxc in each of the worlds. he knows to separate his personal and professional lives lmao. he's just... there for cxc, no matter what, and i think that's the most romantic thing abt them. the trust and devotion, the synchronicity they have, the 一途な想い. and the pining! and how affectionately exasperated ly is!! rly truly "knightly loyal gong" and "satisfied after being mischievous for a moment shou".

anw tbbf also comes with two memorable quotes, the first of which is chi xiaochi's: "To me, only the Lou-ge from the world I came from is real. I won’t go to a world without him." which is also reflected by the author's self-proclaimed one-line summary of tbbf: "I’ll never go to any world where he doesn’t exist". which is like. well. in essence. that's how it is, isn't it? it's totally not a coincidence that it's also one of the quotes that caught me by the heart and wouldn't let go. the author intended it to be that way, and it works so well.

the second one is this super unreasonable whatever this is:

"I've loved someone before. I loved going up and down the stairs with him, I loved it when he taught me how to play video games, where for every six wins he would never forget to let me win four, I loved when he cooked for me and Dog Meat, I loved when he taught me subjects, I loved when he would cover my ears whenever my parents foughtーーI was never asleep, I was always listening. ……love is when after he died I wanted nothing more than to go with him, but was afraid that other than me, no one else would remember him, so I could only use what bound him to the world to bind myself to it. I lived on for him, and even had to live well."

like who even expected a quote like that to come out of a wn titled "don't pick up boyfriends from the trash bin" not me for sure

the first time i read it i was just like, wtf this is def a memorable quote... i don't even have words for it, who even says things like this, im dying

speaking of bittersweet memories, one of my favorite parallels the author pulled is def the "video game coop mode" flashback that basically mirrors how cxc and 061 are in the current events even when cxc doesn't know 061's real identity and 061 can't reveal his real identity to cxc:

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because... cxc misses that coop mode more than anything... even after he's "gotten used to" the "solo play" of "the game of life", he just wants his lou-ge by his side again. i love that it's such a meta thing, that the entire wn! he's literally playing coop mode with his lou-ge! but he doesn't know that and ly can't tell him! it's so! vexing! this is basically how i feel the entire time i'm reading!!!

i have no words to end this insane rant with, have some songs i headcanon as cxc>>ly songs:

ref:rain by aimer

niji no kanata ni by reona

ame ni utaeba by reona

[vvardenfellcat]

[WHY IS EVERYONE KISSING J’HASI IS HIS UNINTENTIONAL FLIRT GAME JUST THAT STRONG??]

#yes im still playing the mod #first shani now julan #everyone wants to get into jhasis pants apparently #tho im diggin a lot of the extra stuff it adds to the morrowind MQ #like the smoochin is a v small part of the mod and im glad bc i fucking love some of julans comments on places #and hes less of an idiot now so i dont get mad at him so much anymore #tho its rapidly hitting ooc territory for jhasi bc there isnt jhasi like reactions anymore #hed be more like 'uh...okay...' when julan tells him he finds him attractive #which LMFAO SOMEONE FINDING JHASI ATTRACTIVE GIVES ME THE GIGGLES HES A FUCKING TWIG #and apparently a few years younger than julan in morrowind times lmao #but if i turn him down it knocks his disposition down so im just like 'uhhhhhhhhhh okay sure w/e' #but now julan wants to get into bed with jhasi and im like #R U SURE M8? #R U RLY FKIN SURE? #i fucking laughed tho bc he was like 'hey ur handsome' when we got to suran #im tryna figure out the routes to the telvanni towns bc its been a while x__x #and now apparently i gotta find a bed bc julan is too much of a wimp to sleep outside #or i could just leave him hangin around w half his armor on lmao #show up at his mums place like 'AYYY LMAO WHATS UP MASHTI?' #tho for real like why are there no inns in suran? youd think with the red lanturn district thered be at least one available rentable bed but #nooooooo we gotta hoof it or teleport to one #still debating on just leaving him bc like #i wanna get the fucking hortator quest done #i got the tribes #just need the telvanni #ooc #delete later #THO I TELL YA #JULANS GMA IS THE SHIT #ID GO ON A DATE W HER I LOVE HER

[shoshie]

hi poosie 💞🌺💘 im going w 3 nights by dominic fike; emotional by okaywil; honest by the neighborhood; devil i know by allie x; sweet disposition by the temper trap; very nice by seventeen; moonlight by dhruv; rain by ben platt; home by phillip phillips; just friends by jordy; timebomb by walk the moon; cross my heart by marianas trench; shatter me by lindsey striling; paris is burning by st vincent; arrival of the birds by the cinematic orchestra; nyc girl by the orion experience; relay by fiona apple; dnd by glaive; sympathy by vampire weekend; december 1963 by frankie valli & the four seasons; and step with me by mika.

if ur thinking ‘h what the fuck’ you & i would b thinking the same thing. i kept adding songs bc im like ‘ah shit what if they hate the one i suggested?’ so i added 2 more. and then yk . i kept adding until my spotify app weirdly refreshed and i took it as a sign from god to stfu and finish the list so !!! that’s what i have !!! i hope ur having a lovely lovely day & that u like at Least one on this list 💓❣️💘🌺💞‼️

i’m gonna tell u what i think of each song BUT i’m putting it under a read more lkdhfbf

1. 3 nights: i realized i’ve actually heard this one BUT not the whole song so it’s ok! i like it it’s v chill v vibey it sounds like streetlights reflecting off a wet road <3 (i am incapable of describing songs with adjectives)

2. emotional: the instrument in the background of this is rly cool idk it’s like. it kinda sounds like hitting spoons on a glass but more musical & almost piano like? i rly like it tho, this song sounds like bright colors & peaches :D

3. honest: this one kinda sounds like one of those ones that makes ur brain go brrrr ‼️ its like. laced w something kfjbjsbfksnv musically it’s not rly my thing but i can appreciate it as a song <3

4. devil i know: i only know one allie x song (can’t stop now) so i wasn’t sure what this would sound like but it’s kinda insane??? the background vocals r so cool i love the humming :0 v sexie nd her voice is so beautiful omg

5. sweet disposition: this feels oddly familiar. i don’t think i’ve heard it tho. it kinda reminds me of say geronimo if u know that one? it sounds like adventure kind of, like it could be used in a travel vlog (complimentary)

6. very nice: aju NICE babababdadadabbabda!!!! i’ve heard this one but i don’t mind listening to it again <3 bop banger etc. good vocals amazing horns in the chorus also if u haven’t seen the choreo i would definitely recommend it it’s so fun

7. moonlight: this is so pretty omg 🥺 i got a mental image of like. sitting on top of a car w someone u love & watching a meteor shower on a clear night. very chill his voice is so lovely

8. rain: ben platt’s voice is gorgeous. this is not the type of music i would have expected from him though??? idk he doesn’t seem like the pop music type of person. i think i prefer some of his other music (cough grow as we go cough) but this is a solid song

9.. home: ive heard this but not since i was like 10 so the nostalgia i got from it,,,, :’) home also sounds like a travel vlog song a bit! i think its the oooohhhhhohohohs in the post chorus (?). this song just reminds me of my childhood i used to hear it all the time on the radio sitting in the backseat <3

10. just friends: I HAVE ALSO HEARD THIS BUT IDK WHERE the beginning played nd i was like wait a minute. OH!! its so nice i love how simple the instrumentals are & jordy has a rly pretty voice as well!! the melody is so addictive as well

halfway done! this is fun<3

11. timebomb: bop?? this could be used in the soundtrack to a romcom tv show directed at teenagers (once again. what are adjectives) it reminds me of when shut up and dance came out nd everyone was obsessed with it.. that was a better time i think

12. cross my heart: headbanging songs > the lyrics to this one r a little basic but thats ok not every song has to have deep profound lyrics that make u feel existential. this is certainly a banger yessir. the ending is cool too i love harmonies

13. shatter me: scawy... the imagery in this is insane "i pirouette in the dark" UM?? this sounds like a movie hello. imagine WAI HISNFVNKDNV THE DROP???? THE VIOLIN?????? i litrally just had to interrupt myself that was not an exaggerated reaction. ANYWAYS i was going to say: the movie scene im imagining is like. it keeps cutting between a girl doing ballet in dark, foggy lighting & a fight scene

14. paris is burning: dark alleyways & vintage movies!!! i enjoyed this more than i expected to? im picturing a girlboss character, maybe a spy? in all black & carrying a purse walking down the street. but she has to be wearing one of those black hats w a veil in the front & a flower on the brim, an ankle-length velvety black coat, & heels that go plonk on the cobblestone

15. arrival of the birds: THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!! OMG! blue skies & green grass at a state park!!! i love it so much actually this went in my healing playlist <333 the way it built up in the best way.. tears

16. nyc girl: ok the guitar in the intro??? this is fuckign music truly one of the most songs ive ever heard. the bass fucks as well i rly like this one :D its so catchy im already bopping nd ik later im gonna b going "im gonna make u ma ha hine"

17. relay: the lyrics are so good???? its not a song that id probably listen to very often just bc its musically not my type of thing BUT i respect it a lot. shes obviously a super talented artist like i looked up the lyrics nd apparently she wrote the repeated line when she was 15??? i love what the song is about!

18. dnd: the production on the vocals is a lil bit strange but i like the song itself if that makes sense. its like mitam where the songs r mixed weirdly but i enjoy the songs anyway? i did think for abt a minute that the title referred to dungeons & dragons tho,, also i just looked up the artist and he is ALSO 15 what the FUCK

19. sympathy: the GUITARRRRR omg omgogmomg!! i rly love the whole intro like the first 30 seconds r just *chefs kiss*. OOH bass solo sexyyyyy i love prominent bass :D the instrumentals r really nice too & it reminds me of like. a heist? like a found family of thieves. this song would play as they were breaking into a museum or smth

20. december 1963: GROOVY! simply a fkin tune idk dude like this IS fun nd makes me think of roadtrips during the summer & also of walking along a dock in a harbor under the moonlight. very much floaty yellow dress vibes this song is just a mood booster

21. step with me: domestic. domesticity. thats it. no but the chorus is rly nice omg i like the melody!!! its so cute too the lyrics r so wholesome.. this sounds like an old couple thats been married for 50 years dancing to the radio in their kitchen <333 life goals

#thank u for so much new music !!!! #i need to organize my bangers playlist it’s so messy like there’s EVERYthing in there #asks #h 🕊

[excvlsior]

👫 lana leo

Send a 👫 and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship

its not a secret tht leo is like. protective to a fault........ ppl have spat in his face before n he’s been like ‘awwww does baby need his bottle? 😋’ jst absolutely not taking anything srsly but the second tht they look wrong at someone he’s rly close to it’s on sight. before him n lana were even properly close he was fully ready to kill felix in the middle of campus in front of a giant crowd he truly has no chill when it comes to anger n needing to protect the ppl he loves. n i kno in his n lana’s earlier days when they first hooked up properly it was after being flirty at a bar n wht not n i jst imagine tht became like Their Place where they went to drink quite a lot...... n i jst picture near the end of their university life after leo probs dropped/flunked out n he went a bit unhinged someone probs wasnt even bad to lana one night just....... probs merely rolled his eyes just thought she was a chatter box bt leo caught it n went ballistic. knowing him it wasnt the first bar fight he got into there too..... probs his third tht year or something n now his pictures hung up behind the bar top under a giant ‘DO NOT SERVE’ sign..... he’d b pissed at himself fr getting banned from his fav bar n its his fav bc of lana bt knowing her she’d find them a better more fun place n pretend tht tht was where everything Started between them years ago......

even tho he usually sticks to bass n drums leo’s pretty musically inclined in a few areas tbh, he can play guitar and piano too due to Forced Lessons when he was younger n has a wee bit of a Voice on him. i jst imagine he loved to write half-assed goofy songs abt his friends and family n what not....... has probs even performed them from time to time as a joke at open mic nights at school or local cafe’s, n he’s def written A Lot of them abt lana. before they were dating, during, after, all just as bad as the last cuz bless his heart but he’s still a dumbass..... lyrics get as good as ‘thats my lana, wish i was her man-a’ even tho they were fully together at the time. got booed off stage once because he performed like 5 in a row and they all got more and more graphic, one of them went into specific detail abt their sex life n their fav sex position so hes probs banned from the cafe he used to perform those at too LKDHGLHSDLGKHSKLDGHSDG bt it was worth it..........

usually marj is the one thts rly keen on leo’s friends bt i think steve wld actually find lana a hoot............ marj wld still love her ofc bt. lana n steve’s humour is both so similar n they’re jst ridiculous. leo probs had to ask lana to come over a lot fr dinner maybe even more than after they broke up cuz steve wanted to make sure lana knew she was always welcome as if she wasn’t still best friends w leo maybe a mere week after they broke up..... sometimes he’ll show up at home after a shift n steve n lana r jst laughing to themselves in the kitchen n when leo asks abt it steve jst says . u had to b there. like he’s started some exclusive club w lana tht u have to fit the criteria to fit in for. LKSHDGKLHSDLGKHSDLGKSDG i kno thts not so much abt leo bt. it’d make him rly happy...... he’d sometimes dawdle after work jst so steve n lana can hang out a bit longer jst the two of them. steve’s a lot more interior w his emotions n leo’s always worried tht he doesnt hv a good outlet after finn passed so it wld jst b a nice reassurance....... n jst b nice seeing him so happy all the time again

even tho hes definitely not supposed to i think leo wld take so many bouquets to lana after shifts........ he wldnt even think much abt it or the insinuation behind it tbh its like such an obvious romantic move bt he jst thought lana wld like it n he wanted to try new flower combinations and figure out wht her favourite ones were......like i think it’d start fr special events n wht not like bdays or bringing some fr thanksgiving/xmas etc. n then one time he’d jst bring a bouquet randomly bc lana always seemed to love it n he didnt want some to go to waste n he figured she could nurture anything to full health. then it’d become a weekly thing n then suddenly lana’s getting 5 new bouquets a week...... her house wld b like a fkin greenhouse leo wldnt even get the hint tht hes being barbaric w it n bringing over so fkin many n knowing lana she wld never say anything n tell him to stop KLHSDKGLHSKLDHGKLSDD

#strvwberryblcnde #meme #muse | leo fowler. #leo fowler | lana jameson. #i didnt proof read this >_>

[neetpop]

a vent lmao

i am salty that the myspace clone is down bc i dont really have anywhere else to put my thoughts online lmao HEY remember when blogging was actually a low key thing??? like sry im just rly emo and need an outlet.

i start up therapy tomo again and i am rly excited, low key also scared but its chill....i finally feel ready to go to some dark places, places that i havent touched in a while bc i feel weird shame about them....i have been in a lot of situations where i felt like i was taking up too much space & it always kinda left me feeling guilty...i am tired of feeling this way and i am looking forward to being validated. (esp bc she is an art therapist and thats literally the most productive form of therapy for me, nothing else feels helpful or worthwhile)

this whole way of living brings me back to those situations as a kid or a younger adult where ppl were just taking advantage of my time, energy, and trust. honestly living like this has been absolute agony. i have lost a lot of friends, and more still are just busy doing their own thing and seem to have forgotten me. at least it feels that way. my heart hurts so fkin bad.

i just need someone on my team. i am tired of dealing with sh*t alone. when i put trust in guys they just want to take more away from me...im sure if u got this far u know what im tryna say.......needless to say i been listening to a lot of tori amos again....she’s been everybody else’s girl, maybe one day she’ll be her own ♥ (tysm to tori for giving me n so many others a voice!!)

ANYWAY! THANK YOU! if you got this far pls like the post so i know that we vibe!! i am working on reinforcing/establishing strong friendships in person and online, so far so good, doesnt have to be deep just real...sick of being dumb happy & fake w everyone all the time. just want to be me. want to share my love with the right people, in a healthy way, on my own terms. i know we r all just doing our best ♥♥

#no rb #personal #mp3.txt #mental health #ptsd

[boywluv]

oki i hvnt talked abt my day6 concert here so !!! it was amazing it was so much fun n the venue was smallish so it felt intimate n like . they loved us all they rly made sure we knew they loved n appreciated us I Love You Day6 n i saw troye sivan at the same venue in 2016 so tht was cool !!! we were fairly close to the front (i was 79 in the queue for vip but there was almost 600 vvips in front of me 😑) oh n everyone in the queue was so friendly !!!! we made friends with three groups of girls n they were all so nice n cute n we queued tgt n ended up tgt inside too 💘 OMG i couldnt stop looking at younghyun he was HOT like SEXY 🥵🥵🥵 he was So . 🤤 i posted a vid of him on twt n it has 11k views we love fame ! n dowoon is literally my baby he was singing along n looked so so cute on his drums :( n wonpil kept smiling n like . im in love w him . sungjin was so handsome n watching him was like enchanting ? mesmerising ! bc he looked so happy like he played the guitar so well n u could tell how much he was loving performing for us n when he wasnt singing hed be looking around the crowd with such an appreciative beautiful smile !!! jae was cute n funny he made us all laugh hehe n he was handsome too omg handsome day6 anygay they did so well like we been knew every day6 song is a fkin banner n the concert jus made me appreciate them n their music more like they r so so talented!!! n everyone had such a good time so thank u day6 n i love u

#also fansites gave me free gifts .. posters n fans n pcs etc n i love them !!!!

[destrachan]

6, 18, 22, 23, 25, 35, 43 for Kael :3c

UNDER THE CUT FOR LENGTH!! THANK YOU!!

6. What were they like at school? Did they enjoy it? Did they finish? What level of higher education did they reach? What subjects did they enjoy? Which did they hate?

DOES SCHOOL EXIST IN DND. anyway?? he wouldve liked literature and things like that but even if school was a thing for him he’d have dropped out to help his mother take care of his sisters n work n stuff so,,, BUT HE RLY LIKES BOOKS OK. MODERN AU HE’D BE A LIT PROFESSOR. also he’s pretty good at maths. Awful at art tho, and hes gay and cant do science

18. What’s their favourite genre of: books, music, tv shows, films, video games and anything else

oh no dsfgh,, books are uhh (romance novels. SHUSH) but he’ll read p much anything once (and then endlessly complain if it was bad)!! he likes instrumental music n.. chill stuff? but again he’ll listen to anything!!! tv shows n films he’d like.. Crime drama ones n fkin romantic dramas. SHhh

22. What are their favourite insults to use? What do they insult people for? Or do they prefer to bitch behind someone’s back?

hes... GRUMPY. his favourite (not really actual insulty)  insults r,,, callin his favourite people insufferable and annoying but he’s too soft u can tell he doesnt mean it. mostly he likes chattin shit abt people in front of them in a language they dont understand, and he has A KILLER BITCH FACE. IF LOOKS COULD KILL. a rly good stink eye. he insults ppl for a lot of things he’s not particularly nice to people sadfghj. HE LIKES people thinkin hes Grumpy + Intimidating

23. Do they have a good memory? Short term or long term? Are they good with names? Or faces?

he’s got a pretty good memory!! he’s good w/ faces and stories he’s read or heard!! but not that great with numbers (i..e years n birthdays n stuff he.. loses track) HE HAS AN EXCELLENT PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY WHEN IT IS REQUIRED FOR HIM TO PROVE A POINT/BE STUBBORN/BE RIGHT THOUGH. also when holding grudges/remembering When He Has Been Wronged

25. What do they find funny? Do they have a good sense of humour? Are they funny themselves?

THINGS HE P R O B A B L Y SHOULDNT.. (@ shao stop making him laugh in front of people he hates he’s got a REPUTATION) he doesnt. emote in front of strangers or... anyone at all really tho so it’s hard to tell what he thinks is funny unless he likes u or? knows u WELL!!?? his sense of humour is.. dry af but also he likes puns. Secretly. sometimes he snort-laughs when he’s surprised. its cute and he’d rather die than do it in front of people

35. What’s their guilty pleasure? What is their totally unguilty pleasure?

ok so he reads a lot of books. he likes books. nobody must kno that the SUPER SAPPY ROMANCE ONES R HIS FAVE. he can and will change the sleeves etc so ppl dont know. pls. dont call him out on it. ALSO LIKES HUGS N FOREHEAD KISSES N IS GENERALLY A SOFTIE BUT SHUSH NOBODYS ALLOWED TO KNOW... as for unguilty pleasures im ?? not sure really? IM SURE IM FORGETTING SOMETHING 

43. Are they religious? What do they think of religion? What do they think of religious people? What do they think of non religious people?

n o no he’s not and hes SO CYNICAL AND HE LOVES TO ARGUE. he doesnt really think lesser of religious people ( i think actually hes. lowkey jealous of bein that convicted + believing in something rip) but he likes to pretend he does lmao

ARGUING ABT RELIGION N ETHICS IS A FAVE PAST TIME LOL

ANYWAY THANK U....... MY POTATO SON

#kael #ocs #THANK U!! #THIS GOT LONG OOPS #r4tso #asks