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joelwindows7 · 6 months

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Yes, I am way to old and reaches retirement age, already, which is

Above 20s nah wait that not true, it's age_of_demise_passionjob.

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Hear me out.

I have been having mental challenges in my life as days goes. These people have been successful, at the age of the earliest as possible. Never been marketed those who success as late near retirement nor even natural demise.

Every time I see them, my envy grows and my feel as an utter failure exponentially gets stronger. 2023, wow, 24? Did not made over at least a billion USD?? I am a trash!

But owiebrainhurts made us feel better. She gave us snippet of an article, that in average the circumstance of success would be around 50s, like examples of people shown in video. Damn it where sauce..

Wait. I still have.... 30 years around!..... hold on. Steve Balmer in his 50s would then only got around 10 years that time, I think. I'd only feel income and joy for 10 years only!! No... that's dark. We live very short today, I tell you!

I still pray though.

The house? No, I don't care the house. I don't play Yay I bought my own house!!!, no no no. Not interested. Just have this house, If move, family includes. No separation allowed, ... personally. Together. Small together, big together. I have other interest.

Look. My interest is not to get money. I want money, so I can enjoy little machines, and do my duty. All MIDIs, 3D models, games, every files to be. Build something out of these, that all gamers can enjoy without barriers. And this.. I lacked the resource needed to ahold these before they gone. I will get them, as much as I can, but limited in my situation of my time.

Maybe I should offer you a service. But it's different. It is that, ... you only pay, to unprocrastinate it.

What is it? .... Render... too heavy, not complete yet. MIDI... whoah, that's big. Wait. I remember. I had ever twice, to edit a MIDI. Make them plays best in any synth I could have. Oh.. and 1 I make.

Huh..

You got a MIDI full band music here? You know.. one that you open sounds like a trash can? .. yeah? That.

Okay, send me one. I'll handle this. Despite that... I can only do this for S-YXG2006LE, and this... ARGH F8888 HELL IT'S DEDD, uh it's this waveform MIDI thing.. can read SoundCanvas..

DM Prefix: PLS_UNTRASH_MIDI

Sorry, Genos expensive. Can't lie and shall not, that, I envy people off island lives in even smaller house, got it. Must be the Dangdut hireables people. Help me out. Pls.

Got business. I got.. something else to attend. Full rules to be made.

Damn.

I don't get monetized. I lost all of them, or say that.. it's never been.

I'm lazy. Wake me up with cash, or no need if I think that's too important to ignore. I want to play games. If you just... really want me to do it da right now,... go ahead, insist me, how much ever you want, send the MIDI download link in the donation note. Must be as official as possible, or if you don't know, whatever just send it.

No refund. I tried my best. I only have outdated instruments here, nor I got any idea how to perfect it. Which is why I send you back untrashed, not yet done, never will. May make improvements If in time to retalk this again.

No exclusive privately. All gamer had to have it. I hate no download link. So pls avoid paywalled or uhh private files, coz uhh can't afford to be caught by my own government. If that's yours, okay. Not?, file has to be... public, and $0.

Ah pusing

By JOELwindows7

Perkedel Technologies

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What else?

Said wrong, sorry, I got lots of things to do.

#prodigy #successful #successful life #successful mindset #Youtube #commission

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aktionfsa-blog-blog · 7 months

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Microsoft macht Wechsel zu Linux möglich

Wohin geht der Weg?

Wir haben stets gedacht, der Finger zeigt an, dass Microsoft mit seinem Windows "nach Hause telefonieren" will. Das war sicher in den letzten Jahrzehnten auch die Entwicklung, die man bei Microsoft beobachten konnte. Doch die aktuellen Nachrichten lassen etwas Licht am Horizont erkennen.

Microsoft hilft bei Linux-Installation

... titelt Heise.de und beschreibt die Möglichkeiten ein Linux System neben oder sogar an Stelle des bestehenden Windows zu installieren. Der alte Hass, der im Ausspruch von Steve Balmer "Linux ist Krebs" gipfelte, scheint vorbei zu sein.

Aktuell beschreibt Microsoft drei Wege für eine Windows Besitzer, um an Linux zu kommen:

über das Windows-eigene Windows Subsystem for Linux (WSL),

virtualisiert in der Cloud oder

"Bare metal", also als direkte Installation auf dem Rechner neben dem bestehenden Windows (Dual Boot) oder "an Stelle von Windows".

Zweifellos wäre uns die allerletzte Möglichkeit die liebste ...

Wohin wird diese Entwicklung führen?

Das erste Windows Subsystem für Linux wurde 2016 von Microsoft vorgestellt, inzwischen gibt es eine verbesserte Version 2 - und nun? Microsoft verdient sein Geld mit den Cloud Diensten und das Betriebssystem tritt mehr und mehr in den Hintergrund. Außerdem gibt es fast alle gängigen Anwendungen in gleich guter oder sogar besserer Funktion auch als Open Source. Lediglich die Gamer hängen noch am "Fenster".

Moritz Förster spekuliert auf Heise.de sogar, ob der Konzern irgendwann selbst auf Linux umsteigt, nachdem Android und auch MacOS auf Unix Derivaten beruhen. Auf jeden Fall möchte sich Microsoft die Linux Gemeinde nicht länger zum Feind machen. Für Ärger hatte kürzlich ein zugemauertes Gratis-Upgrade gesorgt. Da wird es Zeit wemigstens die Friedenspfeife zu zeigen und Wege zum Umstieg anzubieten. Langfristig könnte der Konzern damit sogar Geld sparen, denn die Kosten für Entwicklung, Tests und Pflege des eigenen Systems würden dann wegfallen.

Mehr dazu bei https://www.heise.de/news/Microsoft-hilft-bei-Linux-Installation-9333190.html und https://www.heise.de/meinung/Kommentar-Wenn-das-Jahr-des-Linux-Desktops-kommt-dann-von-Microsoft-9334023.html

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#Microsoft #Wechsel #Linux #OpenSource #Transparenz #Informationsfreiheit #Anonymisierung #Verbraucherdatenschutz #Datenschutz #Datensicherheit #Lauschangriff #Überwachung #Betriebssysteme #iOS #MacOS #Android #WindowsSubsystem #WSL

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boomerissimo · 9 months

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La danza della pioggia (di miliardi): riemerge il capolavoro artistico di Bill Gates & Co

La cosa più bella mai vista su Internet è il lancio di Windows95 Difficile che qualcuno o qualcosa possa superarla...

È stata definita “la cosa più bella mai vista su Internet” e secondo noi lo è davvero: quattro nerd totalmente negati, e la musica dei Rolling Stones, davanti agli occhi del mondo. Tutto quello che avevate pensato dei vostri compagni di scuola occhialuti e brufolosi, è vero. Solo che questi stavano diventando i nerd più ricchi del mondo. Bill Gates, Steve Balmer, è una banda di ingegneri…

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#BillGates #SteveBallmer #Microsoft #Windows95 #nerd #informatica #tecnologia #rollingstones #miliardari #LosAngelesClippers #startup #SiliconValley #successo #boomerissimo

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ml-pnp · 4 years

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shahideal · 4 years

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Bill Gates Sr, father of Microsoft’s co-founder, dead

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William H. Gates Sr, a lawyer raised in the Great Depression who helped his son — Microsoft’s co-founder Bill Gates — give away an immense fortune, has died. He was 94.

Gates Sr saw his middle child grow from a headstrong boy to one of the most admired business leaders of his generation who became the world’s second-richest person, with a net worth of more than $123 billion, according to…

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#Bill Gates #Melinda Gates #microsoft #Steve Balmer

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buddylistsocial · 4 years

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Donald Trump Demands Change: 'Too Much Income Disparity' After COVID-19

Donald Trump Demands Change: ‘Too Much Income Disparity’ After COVID-19

President Donald Trump criticized America’s top billionaires on Saturday for massively increasing their net worth during the coronavirus pandemic.

“I actually agree with this,” Trump wrote on Twitter. “Too much income disparity. Changes must be made, and soon!”

The president shared a Business Insidervideo showing the net worth of wealthy CEOs like Amazon’s Jeff Bezos, whose net worth rose by…

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#COVID-19 #Donald Trump #Elon Musk #Eric Yuan #Jeff Bezos #pandemic #Politics #Shelden Adelson #Steve Balmer

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alexlacquemanne · 3 years

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Juillet MMXXI

Films

Le Colosse de Rhodes (Il colosso di Rodi) (1961) de Sergio Leone avec Rory Calhoun, Lea Massari, Georges Marchal et Conrado San Martín

Harry Potter à l'école des sorciers (Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone) (2001) de Chris Columbus avec Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Robbie Coltrane et Richard Harris

Black Widow (2021) de Cate Shortland avec Scarlett Johansson, Florence Pugh, David Harbour, Rachel Weisz et O. T. Fagbenle

Flic ou Voyou (1979) de Georges Lautner avec Jean-Paul Belmondo, Marie Laforêt, Michel Galabru, Georges Géret et Jean-François Balmer

Harry Potter et la Chambre des secrets (Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets) (2002) de Chris Columbus avec Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Richard Harris et Kenneth Branagh

Mort sur le Nil (Death on the Nile) (1978) de John Guillermin avec Peter Ustinov, Jane Birkin, Lois Chiles, Bette Davis, Mia Farrow, Simon MacCorkindale, David Niven et Maggie Smith

Astérix : Le Domaine des dieux (2014) de Louis Clichy et Alexandre Astier avec Roger Carel, Guillaume Briat, Laurent Lafitte, Alexandre Astier et Alain Chabat

Reservoir Dogs (1992) de Quentin Tarantino avec Harvey Keitel, Tim Roth, Michael Madsen, Steve Buscemi, Chris Penn et Lawrence Tierney

Hold-up (1985) de Alexandre Arcady avec Jean-Paul Belmondo, Jean-Pierre Marielle, Kim Cattrall, Guy Marchand, Jacques Villeret et Jean-Claude de Goros

Mystère à Saint-Tropez (2021) de Nicolas Benamou avec Christian Clavier, Benoît Poelvoorde, Gérard Depardieu, Thierry Lhermitte, Virginie Hocq, Rossy de Palma, Vincent Desagnat et Jérôme Commandeur

Harry Potter et le Prisonnier d'Azkaban (Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban) (2004) de Alfonso Cuarón avec Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Gary Oldman et David Thewlis

Kaamelott : Premier Volet (2021) d'Alexandre Astier avec Alexandre Astier, Franck Pitiot, Thomas Cousseau, Jean-Christophe Hembert et Anne Girouard

Ouvert la nuit (2016) d'Édouard Baer avec Édouard Baer, Audrey Tautou, Grégory Gadebois, Sabrina Ouazani, Atmen Kélif et Michel Galabru

Sur la piste de la grande caravane (The Hallelujah Trail) (1965) de John Sturges avec Burt Lancaster, Lee Remick, Donald Pleasence, Brian Keith, Jim Hutton et Pamela Tiffin

Les Grands Ducs (1996) de Patrice Leconte avec Jean-Pierre Marielle, Philippe Noiret, Jean Rochefort, Catherine Jacob et Michel Blanc

Spectacle

The Doors : Live At The Isle Of Wight Festival (1970)

Simply Red: Live at the Royal Albert Hall (2007)

Deux hommes tout nus (2015) de Sébastien Thiéry avec François Berléand, Elise Diamant, Isabelle Gélinas et Sébastien Thiéry

Séries

The Rookie Saison 3

Conséquences - Injustice - La Fiera - Sabotage - Alerte à la bombe - Infiltrées - La Star déchue

Wandavision

Filmé devant public - Ne zappez pas - On passe à la couleur - Interruption du programme - Dans cet épisode très spécial... - Spécial Halloween - Briser le quatrième mur - Précédemment dans... - Le grand final

Nestor Burma Saison 4, 5

Les Paletots sans manches - Nestor Burma en direct - Sortie des artistes

Cat's Eyes Saison 2

Les Cat's Eyes à Paris - Mutation difficile - Ange gardien - Surprise dans le noir - Chambre forte - 107 - Douceur de vivre

Kaamelott Livre II, VI

Le Larcin - La Délégation Maure - L'Ivresse - La Cassette - Le Tourment II - Le Message Codé - Le Poème - Les Classes de Bohort - Feue la vache de Roparzh - Dies irae

Le Coffre à Catch

#32 : Le Père Noël est un Catcheur - #33 : Comment (mal) builder le Royal Rumble - #34 : Bobby Lashley contre….UNDERTAKER ??? - #1 : ECW ONE NIGHT STAND 2006 - #7 : Quand L'UNDERTAKER CRÉE la SURPRISE - #8 : 370KG DE MONSTRES DANS LE RING ! - #35 : ECW Originals vs. New Breed - #9 : BATISTA se fait POURRIR par les fans WWE ! - #10 : KURT ANGLE en mode MASTERCLASS

Loki

Un destin exceptionnel - Le Variant - Lamentis - Le Nexus - Voyage vers le mystère - Pour toujours. À jamais.

Sydney Fox, l'aventurière Saison 1

La Bouche diabolique - Labyrinthe

The Crown Saison 1

Wolferton Splash - Hyde Park Corner - Windsor - Catastrophe naturelle - Poudre aux yeux - Bombe à retardement - Le savoir, c'est le pouvoir - Joie et Fierté - Assassins - Gloriana

Papa a un plan Saison 2

Le Renard argentée - (Re)marié à tout prix - Grève contre grève - Un grand bol d'herbe - La Contremaîtresse - Les Nouveaux Voisins - La Guerre des héros - Maman, j'ai raté l'école - Le Désarmé - L'Homme le plus attentionné au monde - Devine qui vient pour le petit déjeuner, le déjeuner et le dîner - Gagnant gagnant - Crash imminent - Vidéos… et des bas - La Bataille des varices - Tel est pris - Roi d'un jour - La Méthode Burns - On déteste le fric - On a une fille - Entreprise familiale

James May's Cars of the People Saison 1

Gravir l'échelle sociale

Brooklyn Nine Nine Saison 6

Lune de miel - Hitchcock & Scully - Retour au lycée - En quatre mouvements - Un voleur peut en cacher un autre - La Scène de crime - La Taupe modèle - Parole contre parole - Le Chouchou - Gintars - Le Psy - L'Anniversaire de mariage - La Bimbo - Contre la montre - Retour du Roi - Cinco De Mayo - Taré - Suicide Squad

La Cloche

#59: Daniel Bryan Annonce Son Retour!

The Grand Tour Saison 2, 3, 4

Coup de vieux - Mozambique - Spécial Colombie : Partie 1 - Spécial Colombie : Partie 2 - La Loi du plus gros - The Grand Tour présente... Seamen

Top Gear Saison 17

Surfin' USA - Tout doit disparaitre - La Course des Tsars - La fièvre du Vintage

Dark Side Of The Ring Saison 3, 2

Collision en Corée - David Schultz & The Slap Heard Round the World - Brian Pillman Première Partie - Brian Pillman Deuxième Partie - Cocaïne et santiags : l'histoire de Herb Abrams

Livres

Rocketeer de Dave Stevens

La Nuit des Camisards de Lionnel Astier

Marvel - Le côté obscur #1 : Black Widow - Ce qu'ils disent d'elle de Richard K. Morgan et Sean Phillips

La ballade des Dalton de René Goscinny et Morris

Kaamelott : À la table du roi Arthur d'Éric Le Nabour

Drôles de morts de John Garforth

#mediatheque #juillet21

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mrepstein · 5 years

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Brian Epstein’s Address & Telephone Book

A small leather bound pocket address and telephone book that was owned and used by Brian Epstein. The book dates to 1967 and it consists of 57 pages of addresses and telephone number some of which are typed, some of which are in Epstein’s hand and some which have been added by hand on his behalf. // (click HERE to view more pages from the book)

The book contains a total of 404 entries - a selection of them are listed below:

ATV Ltd

ABC Television Ltd

AIR London Ltd.

Tom Arnold Ltd

Neil Aspinall

Artistes Car Hire

Annabels [nightclub]

Alexander’s Restaurant

Ashley Steiner Famous [talent agency]

Al Aronowitz

Atlantic Records

Eric Andersen

Bob Anthony

Bryce Hanmer & Co [accounting firm]

Bedford, Okrent & Co

BBC Television Centre

BBC Broadcasting House

Al Brodax

Cilla Black

Mr. & Mrs. Tony Barrow

Mr. & Mrs Don Black

Bryan Barrett

Jack Barclay Ltd [Bentley dealership]

Peter Brown

Mr. & Mrs. B. Bullough

Mr. & Mrs J. Bullough

Miss J. Balmer

Mr. &. Mrs. Ivan Bennett

Eric Burdon

Francisco Bermudez

Lionel Bart

David Bailey

Bag O’Nails

Tony Barlow

Ray Bartell

Rodney Barnes

Bruno One Restaurant

Sid Bernstein

Kenn Brodziak

Leonard Bernstein

Al Bennett

Beverly Hills Hotel

Brian Bedford

Scotty Bower

David Ballman

Bob Bonis

Bill Buist

Arthur Buist

Dr. Norman Cowan

Curzon House Club

Crockfords Club

Clermont Club

Cromwellian Club

Paddy Chambers

Radio Caroline

Michael Codron

Cap-Estel Le

Mr. & Mrs. J. Cassen

Columbia Pictures Ltd

Eric Clapton

Capitol Records Mexico

Michael Cooper

Roger Curtis

Neil Christian

Maureen Cleave

Thomas Clyde

Cash Box

CBS Records Ltd

Denny Cordell

William Cavendish

Caprice Restuarant

David Charkham

Capitol Records

Columbia Broadcasting System

Bob Crewe

May Cunnell

Car Hire Co. for Lincoln

Dr. Kenneth Chesky

Capitol Records (Voyle Gilmore)

Irving E. Chezar

Danny Cleary

Bobby Colomby

Bob Casper

Andre Cadet

Daily Express

Disc & Music Echo

Decca Records

Bernard Delfont Ltd

Bernard Delfont

Noel Dixon

Jimmy Douglas

Chris Denning

Simon Dee

Rik Dane

Dolly’s [nightclub]

Hunter Davies

Terry Doran

Pat Doncaster

Norrie Drummond

Alan David

John Dunbar

Peter Dalton

Kappy Ditson

Robert Dunlap

Robert L. David

Diana Dors

Ivor Davis

Tom Dawes

Brandon de Wilde

Don Danneman

Malcolm Evans

Clive J. Epstein

Mr. & Mrs. H. Epstein

EMI Records Ltd

EMI Studios

Geoffrey Ellis

Etoile Restaurant

Tim Ellis

Terry Eaton

Kenny Everett

John East

Bob Eubanks

Esther Edwards

Ahmet Ertegun

Alan Freeman

David Frost

Georgie Fame

Robert Fraser

Andre Fattacini

Dan Farson

Billy Fury

Barry Finch

Marianne Faithfull

Robert Fitzpatrick

Warren Frederikson

John Fisher

Danny Fields

Francis Fiorino

Dr. Geoffrey Gray

Hamish Grimes

Derek Grainger

Rik Gunnell

Rik Gunnell Agency Ltd

Derrick Goodman & Co.

Peter Goldman

Christopher Gibbs

David Garrick

Geoffrey Grant

Mick Green

John P. Greenside

Michael Gillet

General Artists Corp.

John Gillespie

Voyle Gilmore

George Greif

Ren Grevatt

Milton Goldman

M. Goldstein

Gary Grove

Henry Grossman

Mr. & Mrs. Berrell Hyman

Doreen Hyman

Mr. & Mrs. Basil J. Hyman

Mrs. A. Hyman

Steve Hardy

H. Huntsman & Son Ltd

Simon Hayes

Frankie Howerd

Henry Higgins

Chris Hutchins

Tony Howard

Wendy Hanson

Marty Himmel

Casper Halpern

John Heska

Ricky Heiman

Joe Hunter

Ty Hargrove

Hullabaloo.

Walter Hofer

M.A. Jacobs & Son

David Jacobs [lawyer]

Dick James Music Ltd

Mr. & Mrs. D. James

Mick Jagger

Brian Jones

Michael Jeffries

Drummond Jackson

David Jacobs [d.j.]

Brian Joyce

Gerry Justice

Gibson Kemp

Johnathan King

Mr. & Mrs Maurice Kinn

Kingsway Recording Studios

Ashley Kozac

Kafetz Camera Ltd.

Reg King

Andrew Koritsas

Ed Kenmore

Walker Kundzicz

John Kurland

Murray Kauffman

Larry Lamb

Martin Landau

Kit Lambert

Dick Lester

Mr. & Mrs. Vic Lewis

Tony Lynch

Radio London

Mike Leander

John Lyndon

Bernard Lee

Kenny Lynch

Denny Laine

Lomax Alliance

Ed Leffler

David G. Lowe

Richard W. Lean

Goddard Lieberson

Laurie Records

Liberty Records

London Records

Alan Livingston

Melody Maker

Peter Murray

Keith Moon

Mr. & Mrs. G. Martin

Mr. & Mrs. Brian Matthew

Midland Bank Limited

Vyvienne Moynihan

Gerry Marsden

Ian Moody

Michael McGrath

Cathy McGowan

Mr. & Mrs. J. McCartney

Albert Marrion

Robin Maughan

Peter Maddok

Gordon Mills

Brian McEwan

John Mendell Jnr.

Marshall Migatz

Fred Morrow

Chruch McLaine

Vincent Morrone

Jeffrey Martin Co.

Gavin Murrell

Dean Martin

Gordon B. McLendon

Sal Mineo

Scott Manley

Bernard Mavnitte

Verne Miller

John Neville

Joanne Newfield

Tommy Nutter

Francisco Neuner

Tatsuji Nagasima

New Musical Express

NEMS Enterprises Ltd

Graham Nash

Nemperor Artists Ltd

Louis Nizer

Bob Nauss

Gene Narmore

George H. Ornstein

Olympic Sound Studios

A. L. Oldham

Myles Osternak

Roy Onsborg

Col. Tom Parker

Jerry Pam

Plaza Hotel

PAN AM. rep

Bob Perlman

Allen Pohju

Robert H. Prech

John Pritchard

Prince Of Wales Theatre

Don Paul

Sean Phillips

Jon Pertwee

Ricki Pipe

Dr. D. A. Pond

David Puttnam

David Puttnam Associates

Tom Parr

Harry Pinsker

Kenneth Partridge

Larry Parnes

Priory Nursing Home

Viv Prince

Steve Paul

Radnor Arms [pub]

Leo Rost

Keith Richard

Record Mirror

Dolly Robertson-Ward

Charles Ross

Rules Restuarant

Marian Rainford

Bobby Roberts

Bill Rosado

Vic Singh

Speakeasy [club]

Simon and Marijke

Simon Shops

Judith Symons

Keith Skeel

Tony Sharman

Simon Scott

Barrie Summers

John Singleton

Squarciafichi

Don Short

Dr. Walter Strach

Walter Shenson

John Sandoe Ltd

Bobby Shafto

Harry South

Brian Sommerville

Robert Stigwood

David Shaw

Chris Stamp

Aaron Schroeder

Stephen, Jacques & Stephen [law firm]

Leo Sullivan

Gene Schwann

Herb Schlosser

Gary Smith

Jim Stewart [co-founder, Stax Records]

John Simon

Jerry N. Schatzberg

Lex Taylor

Robert Shoot

Lauren Stanton

St. Regis Hotel

Eric Spiros

Howard Soloman

Taft Limousine Corp

[Sidney] Traxler (lawyer)

T.W.A. Ken S. Fletcher [director, public relations, TWA]

Derek & Joan Taylor

T.W.A. (Victor Page)

Martin Tempest

Evelyn Taylor

Twickenham Studios

Kenneth Tynan

Alistair Taylor

F. T. Turner & Son Ltd.

R. S. Taylor

Michael Taylor

George Tempest

Norm Talbott

United Artists Corp Ltd

U.P.I.

Klaus & Christine Voormann

V.I.P. Travel Ltd

Mark Warman

Gary Walker

Robert Whitaker

Peter Watkins

Peter Weldon

Mrs. Freda Weldon

Alan Warren

Orson Welles

Sir David Webster

Alan Williams

Dennis Wiley

Terry Wilson

Nathan Weiss

Norman Weiss

Gerry Wexler

Murial Young

Bernice Young

Peter Zorcon

#Brian Epstein #handwriting #60s

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halliemoo-blog · 4 years

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Jeff.

Once upon a time, in the patriotic state of Ohio, there lived a boy named Jeff. Jeff was sad. He did not have any friends. During lunchtime, he would often wander the halls at Revere High all by himself. Jeff was a very secluded, soft spoken fellow, and found it difficult to relate to others. Although he was a polite boy, and a bright student, the other kids would tease him, and call him cruel things like “creepy” or a “freak.” He was ignored by his family at home and was left feeling very alone. During his teen years, he frequently turned to alcohol in order to numb his pain. Being attracted to other boys didn’t help him to fit in either. Even in the late 70s, after the revolutionary period of “free-love”, many people remained unaccepting of those who liked the same-sex. Throughout his high school years, Jeffrey had felt he was living a lonely, seemingly worthless existence. That is, until one fateful morning.

It was Monday, June 10th, 1978. School was almost over. “Just a few days left until graduation, then I’m outta here,” Jeffrey muttered to himself as he rose from his bed and combed his hair. He dressed in his simple striped sweater and jeans, and put on his clear aviator eye-glasses, and was soon out the door. Mere moments after he stepped into the school’s foyer, Jeff was shoulder checked into a nearby locker by a larger, intimidating looking boy. While expecting to be punched or spat on, Jeff quickly blocked his face and cowered against the locker doors. He was surprised to see the boy just standing there staring at him, smiling. Not the sneers or condescending smirks that he was used to seeing, but a friendly, eyes-twinkling smile. “Watch where you’re going...nerd,” said the boy. He made sure no one was looking and quickly winked at Jeff, and continued on his way. Jeffrey was stunned. He couldn’t do anything but stare at the handsome boy as he walked further and further away. Jeffrey recognized him. He was popular. An athlete too. His eyes focused closer in on the boy’s arms and back, so toned that he could see the boy’s muscles through his varsity jacket. “He’s got such a… fascinating body.” Jeff thought to himself as he felt a small smile stretch across his face.

The bell rang, and Jeff and twenty or so other students filed into their Consumer Ed class, where they sat through another one of Mr.Johnston’s “motivational” lectures. Most of Jeff’s classmates had long since stopped paying any attention, most of them sleeping or passing notes. Jeffrey would usually ignore his teacher’s monotonous voice too after a while, but this time, something he said caught the high schooler’s attention. “...and so everyone, senior year is almost finished. It’ll soon be time to go off into the world and provide for yourselves. If there was any advice I could offer you all, it would be to find something you are passionate about, and do what makes you happy.” Do what makes you happy. Nobody had ever said that to Jeff before. Much of his life decisions had been made for him, from where he lived to how he dressed and what he ate. This newfound feeling of insight inspired Jeff to finally take control of his life. He had been playing by other people’s rules for far too long. It was time to make a change.

School was finally out, and Jeffrey was on his usual way to the bus stop when he stopped suddenly. The boy, the handsome athlete, was on his way home. Now normally, Jeff would just stand, stare, and fantasize about his interaction once he was alone in his bedroom. This time though, the timid boy felt a shock of adrenaline course through his veins. Without so much as a second thought, Jeff bolted after him.

“Uh...hey. Hi.” Jeffrey stammered once he caught up to the boy.

“Hey! How’s it going? The name’s... Balmer, right?” He replied, quizzically.

“Um, Dahmer actually. Jeffrey Dahmer.” Jeffrey corrected, more sure of himself this time.

“Cool, cool. I’m Hicks, Steve Hicks.” said Steve Hicks.

A few awkward back-and-forths later, Jeffrey eventually worked up the courage to invite Steve over for a beer, to which he enthusiastically agreed. There would be no one else home until late that evening, so Jeff had plenty of time to spend with his new friend in private. Up until then, Jeffrey had never even kissed a boy, much less slept with them. Jeff was so nervous, but Steve was so handsome and muscular. So strong, and yet so gentle. Jeffrey quickly gave in to his curiosity, and as he was led by Steve to the bedroom, he locked the door behind them.

Steve was in complete euphoria. He had never felt so incredible in his life. He lay there with a large grin on his face, breathing heavily, but when he looked over at the boy he had just made love to, Jeff looked more as if he had just stubbed his toe than lost his virginity.

“Oh, what’s wrong?” Hicks asked, concerned.

“I just… I just want to do what makes me happy.” Jeff murmured.

“Hey, come on now.” Steve reassured, sitting up. “You don’t have to feel bad. One day they’ll understand, and we won’t have to hide who we are from people.”

“No, it’s, it’s not that.”

“Then what is it?”

“I want to do what makes me happy, but I’m worried that it’ll make me a bad person”

“That what will? Come on, you can be honest with me. I promise I won’t get freaked out.” Steve said as he stroked Jeffrey’s hair.

“I wanna…”

“Yeahh…?” Hick’s leaned closer, eyebrows raised.

“I want to see what you’re like on the inside.”

“Awhahaw, you’re so cute Jiffy, how on earth could you think that makes you a bad person?” he chuckled.

“No. No.” said Jeffrey, growing frustrated. “I want to see your insides. I want to know what they look like. I want to open you, and compare your body with Josef’s. I want to see if white people’s insides are the same as black people’s insides.”

Steve exhaled sharply out of his nose. “Haha, good one Jeffrey. I don’t know if it’s one of your better ones, though, this one sounds...pretty messed.”

“I’ve been practicing with squirrels in the shed.” Jeff continued. “The acid works in dissolving them so I can collect their bones easier but - they’re just so small.”

“Ohhkay Jeff.” Steve said as he rose from the bed, his pace quickening. “I knew that you were an odd ball from the get go but this is just, this isn’t right. You need help man. I-I’ve gotta go.”

“No...please don’t leave.” Jeffrey said calmly, rising and following Hicks to his bedroom door.

The door wouldn’t open. Steve’s breath got caught in his throat. He couldn’t open the door. It was locked, and the key was nowhere in sight. He was trapped. Trapped with someone who wanted to cut him open and feel his insides. Steve tried repeatedly to break down the door, but to no avail. His aggregated yelling and cursing soon turned into quiet sobs and desperate pleas for his life. Jeffrey was getting annoyed. Why couldn’t he just be quiet? This certainly wasn’t making him feel happy. To finally silence his former muse, Jeffrey promptly slammed a dumbbell into his base of his head.

Jeffrey was in complete euphoria. He had never felt so incredible in his life. He lay there with a large grin on his face, breathing heavily. As he looked over at the boy he was about to cut open, he only became more excited. His mind kept tracing back to the satisfying “crunch” that emanated from the dumbbell as it made impact with the young man’s skull. The bloody gurgles and twitches he made as the life slowly drained from his face. Jeff writhed with pleasure just thinking about it. For years, Jeffrey had had to hide who he is from the world. His desire for human contact constantly neglected. His scientific curiosity confined to only exploring squirrels, roadkill and the neighbourhood cats. Not anymore. He has finally decided to put his own happiness first, and what a spectacle it was. Slowly, hands shaking with anticipation, he took a kitchen knife in his hand and plunged it into Steve’s chest.

There was just so much. So much to hold, to explore. His insides were warm and wet, and a few of them were still throbbing. They were so much larger than the squirrels he had dissected previously. Jeffrey gazed in wonder, marvelling at the unique shapes, colours, and sounds of Hicks’ organs. They sounded so different. Steve’s insides uttered a lower, heavier sonority, while the small animals’ bodies produced a softer, higher pitch. Jeffrey was anxious to take him out into the shed and pull him apart. He knew that now he could get a much better view of the flesh dissolving in the jars of acid without all the fur which normally covered it. Steve was oh so handsome, and he tasted even better. Raw, he tasted like sweet, juicy veal. Cooked, like honey ham and smoky game. Jeff just couldn’t get enough of him. He continued to make love to his gorgeous body even after it had been cut open. His eyes were just so striking that Jeff plucked and swallowed them whole. The bones were so strong and shiny that Jeffrey decided to keep and use them as decorations throughout his home.

For the next decade Jeffrey would continue doing what makes him happy, and each time he got to know the insides of a new handsome man, his feelings of delight would only continue to grow. Jeff was lucky enough to meet sixteen other attractive young men after his epiphany of pursuing happiness had occurred. Yes, Dahmer had finally chosen to do what it was that brought him joy. Had it not been for those inspiring words spoken by his Consumer Ed teacher in twelfth grade, he may have never made the decision to do so, and he certainly would not be the household name that he is today.

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