#Substence Abuse

[rockstarlwt28]

The Light In The Darkness; The White In The Blackness

Tags: Psychosis, Psychiatric Disorders, Mental Health, Medication, Depression, PTSD, Overdose, Addiction, Drug Substence Abuse, Institutions, Hospitalisation [to be continued]

Saturday Snippet:

'I can't imagine what you're going through. I wish that I could take away all your pain, your sorrow.'

Obscuring the symphony of colours are buildings, for miles beyond; varying in height and width. Neither match the other, almost like civilians; different in structure, internally and externally. Resemblances can be made, the human flesh signifies their being by name while the architectural structure of bricks and mortar give a sense of binding in their outerwork. Though like humans, their outer detects are visible, signs of wear and tear, behind the flesh, humans have wounds invisible to the naked eye. Buildings tell a thousand stories of its previously owned tenants, the inner workings of furnishings or neglect are similar to human kind; a destruction of each other. And while one builds walls in metaphor to seek closure, comfort and protection; a sledge hammer of words and anger can break through even the toughest of walls.

#fanfic #Wip #Work in progress #Mental health #Psychosis #psychotic disorders #Psychiatric break #Depression #mental health #tw drug addiction #Substence Abuse #Over dose #Audhd traits #Hospitalisation #Institution #medications #Addiction

[dcnt-preach]

🍒 ; 　𝐖𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 ; 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋, 𝐏𝐇𝐘𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋, 𝐊𝐑𝐘𝐏𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐄 . . . — 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑫𝑨𝑹𝑬 𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑲 𝑩𝑨𝑪𝑲, 𝑱𝑼𝑺𝑻 𝑲𝑬𝑬𝑷 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑬𝒀𝑬𝑺 𝑶𝑵 𝑴𝑬 .

TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR THE BLOG : violence, gore, suggestive content, power imbalances, manipulation, toxic relationships, religious references, abuse, sa mentions / implications , substence abuse, addiction, gore, adult themes. DARK THEMES IN GENERAL. I'm mobile bound so please be patient with me as some things might not be formatted properly. BLOG IS CURRENTLY DUAL VERSE/SHIP.

[hazbincalifornia]

gonna be honest, i always held the hc that one reason blitzo and verosika clicked so much in the first place is because she reminded him of his sister. a screwed up starlet with substence abuse problems? then again, that's also probably part of the reason their relationship crashed and burned as bad as it did.

YOU, KEEP TALKING… maybe he‘d only just lost Barbie because things went too far and she wasn’t coming back anymore/he had to leave because he was sick of it all, and he was looking for something new and better but slid right into the same routine with Verosika because it was comfortable, safe, familiar. This one liked him (more, the laughs shared too painful to think about now). This one respected him (enough, she cooed that he was wonderful and he almost believed it). It’d be different. It’d be better. It wouldn’t happen again, until her rising star started to rise up up past him and he became a dead weight that couldn’t stand the thought of being left behind.

#asks #anonymous #hb

[crptkng]

:)

#holy SHIT i feel fucking awyfl #im so fucking boring and im useless #theres always someone cooler and more funny than me lmfao #i wish I had some substences to abuse but i do not ha ha #personal

[doctortwhohiddles]

The dismal duo are trying really, really hard to defend their "Ben is a drug addict" BS. As always, they are failing:

I very much doubt Hator has that many friends, let alone one who personaly knows Ben. And besides, didn't she say she had multiple sources confirming her story? Because an imaginary friend and a tweet (how can you even send a tweet anonymously?) isn't what I'd call multiple. If Ben really had substence abuse problems, the haters wouldn't be the only talking about it.

And then there's Aeltri, once again using Enty as proof she and Hator are right. That story wasn't "leaked", it was made up. As for the repeating a lie to make it fact, the haters should know by now it doesn't work. Four years on, and no one buys their bullshit, not even the National Enquirer or the Sun.

#haters #gatorfisch #benedict cumberbatch #liar liar pants on fire #her very untrustworthy sources

[rockstarlwt28]

The Light In The Darkness; The White In The Blackness

Tags: Psychosis, Psychiatric Disorders, Mental Health, Medication, Depression, PTSD, Overdose, Addiction, Drug Substance Abuse, Institutions, Hospitalisation [to be continued]

Snippet

Unwanted. 

Over sanitised and saturated lemons; a smell Louis knows only too well. It lingers in every room, his feelings of impurity made crystal clear. He's sure the woman; dark eyes and dark hair cleanses his room more than any other. It's the way she stares at him, a little too long, obtaining his inner thoughts and weighing up his soul. His skin crawls in fear of discovery, a sense of nakedness. 

Louis religiously strips himself bare, tossing the clothes into a corner of the room when she closes the door, her contaminated glare infecting him and the fibres that cling to his skin, the venom seeping into his bloodstream. Inhalation from the steamy shower maximises his lungs, restricted by her presence; skin red and sore from the intensity. Eradicating the woman's intoxication leaves Louis like a spirit the moment he exits the shower cubicle; more when he slips on an oversized button up and slips beneath the duvet; hidden in plain sight.

#fanfic #Wip #Work in progress #Mental health #Psychosis #psychotic disorders #Psychiatric break #Depression #mental health #tw drug addiction #Substence Abuse #Over dose #Audhd traits #Hospitalisation #Institution #medications #Addiction