#a monster.

[manybrokenquills]

I'm clawing at the walls and I'm screaming going "I never asked for this but I can't go back I can be better I can try I can learn how to handle everything but I can never go back to when I apparently asked for this I can never take back the permission I apparently gave I can never do anything to change how my life is going to go forever now I can never change what I want to what I need to" and I only stop once my nails are filed down and my voice is crackling and I sound and look more monster then I do human.

#maybe that's what I am; #a monster. #A creature you wouldn't trust to hold your kids. #A cretin you wouldn't- no -couldn't love. #Is that what it is to be human? #To be unrecognizable? #To not be classified as your own species? #Is to be human to become a monster? #... #if you're confused this poem is about #...... #what? #You really thought I would give this meaning? #You really thought I would change your perspective of it? #This poem is a poem. #It's up as to anything else. #Interpret it how you wish. #You're the consumer after all. #poem

[benbraeden-a]

"HEY, BEN! THESE GALS OVER HERE AT THIS TABLE ALL SAY THEY KNOW YOU!!!!!"

when he turns and sees where sarah waves, ben's gaze flits over to the table of the girls that he had been texting over the course of a few weeks. at the same time. a wince crosses his features, and ben turns to the door to leave so he doesn't have to face the consequences of his own actions.

#unbearablyindifferent #replies. #this screams high school ben and I CANT FNDSJKFNSJKFDSNF HE IS A GREMLIN. #A MONSTER.

[fourfuckinghorsemen]

I hate this.

#I hate me. #When does it stop? #I'm going to be stuck like this forever. Aren't I? #A monster. #Always was. Always will be. #Tua rp #Tua rp blog #Five Vents #(or five just killed something and feels awful about it 😔)

[drunkjaked]

(see also) more fictional man cave jake content

why did you send this to me. why did i even click on the link. why is the video ten hours long. much to think about ..

#thank you for creating him and letting me know that he exists.. im a better person after reading that fic #fictional man cave jake is not a want but a need #i.. can't stop thinking about him. #i'm literally on my hands and knees begging for a man who said HARDCORE VIRG.. what have you turned me into.. #a monster. #im a monster. #sky 😽 #saxophonist 💌🫀

[airship-full-of-dragons]

I'm about to up my breeding project spreadsheet game even further and make autoformatting bio snippets with the pair and/or project info

#staring at someone's autoformatting bio spreadsheet I think I know how to do it actually #makes me want python's F strings though... that would be done in 2.5 minutes tops. substitute is a weird gsheets function and it's gonna be #a monster. #BUT IT'S GONNA WORK

[ardentglory]

shipping with michael has two modes—

mine<3 and  MINE.

#he is. #a monster. #lmao.

[moreimportant]

Who even does that Who asks a person who won't even eat imitation crab to do that Who does something like this ???

#a monster. #selfish #personal #me #idontwannatalkaboutit #fuck

[tooraloora]

CHELSEA HAS NOT BEEN FOLLOWING ME THIS WHOLE GODDAMN TIME

WHAT THE FUCK CHELSEA

I DON'T EVEN HAVE A GIF FOR YOU RN

#this is what I live with. #a monster.

[dyke-fruit]

Bering and Wells as Red Beauty. based on this and this. 

#otp: bite me wells #you don't know what you did to deserve her. #she's of noble blood and you're just you. #a murderer. #a monster. #a commoner. #but you like the way her fingers feel in your hair. #and you like the way she feels next to you when #you're both wrapped in your cloak. #you like the way her lips feel against yours. #you're scared though. #you don't want to hurt her and you tell her that she should go. #she should run far far away because one day you'll lose it. #but she stays #and her fingers stay in your hair #and she stays wrapped with you under your cloak #and her lips press against your temple and you realize something. #you realize that you never want her to leave #because you love her. #wh13** #mine

[sea-hag420]

matt weiner is a monster.　

#A MONSTER.