Me when I go to the Monster Ball in a lesbian flag of a skirt (love me) and dye my hair the main color of this girl I used to fight with because of my mom’s pressuring influence (love me love me) and now I share soft looks with her, this girl who has led me to softness with open hands and gentle smiles (love me love me love me) and she’s just a friend but in that weird aching way that leaves my heart sore and teeth hurting (love me love me love me love me-) and good gods is this what it feels like to be accepted? To be known?
(love me love me love me love me please just please it’s all I’ll ask)
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I haven't had to witness the intense and ongoing relationship between you and Ked for YEARS only for you to deny all of it.
I know what I read
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Ked says I love you, no take-backsies.
LOOK. I KNOW THAT KEDREEVA LOVES ME.
She’s just UPSET that when she asked “Does someone love you?” for the meme, I didn’t say, “Yes, you do.”
AND NOW SHE’S HAVING PEOPLE BULLY ME
Which!!! WHICH
violates the contract I have with all of my friends, tyvm
The contract clearly states that I adore them and will raze the fucking earth if it pleases them, but we are never supposed to talk about feelings
Do you know, historically, what my response has been to my own family when they say “I love you”?
“I kind of like you, too.”
I only started saying “I love you” when the kiddos started coming along bc they wouldn’t understand that their aunt is a weirdo and I never wanted them to feel like they were anything other than the light of my life
Feelings are weird, stop encouraging @kedreeva to talk about them 😑😑😑
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