#ah im rambling lol

[miquella-everywhere]

Love love love this Sword Monument because while the others are written in a passive tone this one genuinely sounds like a prayer for Malenia's safety and victory.

#like hc but if this was written by someone in liurnia carian wise #then miqs strong connection with the royals extends to his blade #further proving the halígtrees good relationship with the carians #ah im rambling lol #uri posts #malenia #miquella #elden ring

[honeydots]

did a redraw that was going around on twitter a while back~ ♥♥

og by _K0TTERl_ from their manga veil!!

#xanlow #fe laslow #fe xander #fe fates #feif #fire emblem fates #fe14 #literally have an au where this is remarkably close to their meet cute LOL #i kinda adjusted the redraw to make it match that au eheh. the strawberry moon is where laslow works #its kinda like.......... a showgirl thing....... a showboy..................... #fdjfkdshfsdf. be nice to me okay i like to indulge #might not even be a showboy its more like an entertainer. sorta. im still deciding on the finer details #its my 40s au...!! the main premise of this au is NOT this tho lmao #this is more like. 'ah here's how the established relationship xanlow happened' #okay ive rambled far too much and im embarrassed goodbye #dots draws

[yellowhearther0]

woaugh no way is that THE cranboo in 2023.....

[like + rb mayb?]

#sagittarius.txt #mcyt #ranboo #art tag #dsmp #again ive been sat on this one for a BIT now lol #still think its cute tho cranboo my cranboo ur my cranboo say it to me #thsi was just like a whole experiemnt. tbh. with the colors nd also in design #my line of thinking was post revival iirc. but like. recovered from being revived and adjusted nd stuff #but i wanted to keep the dyed hair so. bam #also i think cranboo would be able to ROCK bangs ok im just bad at drawing them #i prolly should of added more tear scars but like. oh well. im not changing it now ToT #i think this was the first time id drawn short hair on them in AGES lmao #long hair cranboo 4ever amen #ah. erm. sorry for rambling </3

[kirnet]

im just talking myself thru the actium release schedule lol

I’m toying with starting to publicly release actium like. next month. i really wanted to wait until i had finished chapter 5 to create a pretty big buffer so that i could have consistent updates (and to have a buffer to take a break when my pain flares up). but currently im kinda struggling to stay motivated bc of aforementioned chronic pain and just the fact that i have a short attention span lol. I currently have like a 12 week buffer which is not bad. and i know i would be much much more motivated if its out there and people are responding to it cause otherwise i just get bored. now that also means that once i do eat into my buffer and if i have more pain flareups that i can’t quickly push through then there’s gonna be a larger wait in between updates. which is fine. im doing this by myself and its just a fun little passion project so that’s ok if that happens.

im also hopefully gonna have full time work soon (hopefully hopefully) which will mean less time to work on it which means more of a chance to eat into my buffer. but that also means wayyy more time to get to chapter 5 anyways.

i think im gonna release it next month publicly yeah. and if i get behind then i get behind and ill just have to be kind to myself. i think its better to just throw it out there and start than wait. idk

the thought of promoting it at all sends me into anxious overdrive lol so im just. not gonna do that. maybe later. im just gonna throw it out there. i think ill put the first three eps up tentatively august 4th :3

#i think? i think. this is probs a bad decision but ugh im done waiting #like the first 85 pages are all ready to go which is so small in the grand scheme of things but is significant by itself i keep forgetting #but yeah. if i do release it august 4th i would really appreciate people sharing it bc the thought of marketing makes me ill #or maybe dont lol! now im freaking out at the thought of people reading it ah! #ramblings #actium update… wednesday

[alchemicalys]

I can't help but laugh when someone calls me a dickrider for showing basic empathy for someone cause.....well equating general kindness and human decency with sexual favors says a LOT more about you than it does me, doesn't it.

#twitter antis are insane #if people could just rub their two brain cells together for 5 seconds and use common sense #i know thats a big ask for internet trolls but still #lol #i cant even be mad im just like #'ah i see you felt like telling on yourself today' #alys rambles

[everoutoftouch]

.

#thinking of uploading more like diary entry memes #like inspired by dankzell on ig #I love their account #but I don’t always have enough to say #still tho I have some things idk #in my head I’m like is that stupid to try that and will it clash with the rest of my memes idk #I hear my partners voice in my head because I know he’d be like ‘it’s your account do whatever you want!’ #and he’s supportive of whatever thing im into no matter how good or bad i am at it #but the other voices are in my head are all critics and haters lol #idk where I was going with this. I just get self conscious and hate myself too much #then I wanna say well I deserve it. ah who knows. I’m rambling off to nowhere now #why am I talking here. this is dumb lol

[clearlitebergaming]

@saclarclay​

jdlaksjda totally get u, cannach is also my reason of living in HoT hahaha i love him since s2 :D (i didnt get the southsun event :'( ) also sorry to reply in post, im in the mood for rambles, i hope u dont mind!

its just such a let down the story kinda just... write trahearne out of the story. it would be so much better if he survived the crash, the we can see him either getting the brunt of the pact's destruction, like, not only held accountable, but also stripped of his rank, getting the hate from half of the surviving pact, AND trying hard making up for it.

OR make him mordremoth's thrall since the beginning. make him intentionally destroy the whole fleet while cackling like scarlet did. and the whole HoT is dedicated in fighting him who has been crowned as mordremoth's numero uno champion and his army. itd be very ironic that the beloved son, the first of sylvari, is mordremoth strongest minion.

it would make so much more interesting story than hiding him from the narrative and killed him in meaningless way. i dont mind him dying, its just written in such a disappointing way, with abrupt ending. just explosion and egg. no further closing speech or anything, just... ends with egg.

both scenarios also (imo) beneficial for both trahearne's fans *and* trahearne's haters. fans got to see what hes capable of in full glory (either to redeem himself or being ruthless dragon champion), and haters got to see him got his comeuppance (either made to answer to his blunder or die by our hands). its such a win win i cant believe its not what happened ;w;

and about eir's death, im half expected she would die protecting braham. preferably weapons drawn and stand tall. "im sorry, son, i was never good mother to you. at least let me be a good shield for the last time" something like that. sure its tropey, or 'cliche'. but that would be so badass. and tragic. and it strengthens bond between the two.

while at it, maybe expand more about nightmare court lore and malyck. malyck my vagabond tree where are you baby? ;w;

s2 is not perfect, sure, but it has proper build up, which never got delivered in the expansion's story. its like being stood up in a date, and i somehow still waiting even until 5 minutes to closing hour while the waiters are giving me pitying looks when im finally got up and left after ordering take outs. (ps: the take out is very delish even when eaten with all the tears and snot)

on the side note,

i can understand why trahearne just come at the dragon weapon drawn. not only that he ran out of time, the camp resolve destroyed, he's also at the position where if he pulls back, it means mordremoth push further into tyria than he already did --- possibly even to the main cities. so he flew with the pact on airship, thinking they'd get air supperiority (since that works with zhaitan).

he didnt expect the whole jungle swallow the fleet whole. i think no one expect the jungle to just *rise up* like that and half of sylvaris soldier stabbing them in the back.

#trahearne #gw2 #guild wars 2 #ah im rambling again #maybe i should just write fanfiction to shut me up hahaha #gomen jadi rambling ^^; #im looking forward EoD then hahaha #i dont think i'll ever move on from HoT until i progress in story lol

[gremnda]

pearl is full on witnessing my hyperfixation on her hermitcraft character and videos and i dont know how to feel about that-

#grem rambles #i imagine her logging onto tumblr and seing me in her fanart tag like #Ah this bitch again #what is wrong with them/j #anyways fellas i am making an animatic for season 9 LOL #maybe i'll post it here #MAYBE #im not good at animating tho and i am self concious SOBS #okay rambles over #going back under my rock

[shelterskimmer]

*goes to sleep hoping to wake up in that collar chained to the wall*

giggles cutely as i chain ur limp body up in my living room ^_^

#asks #this answer is completely wild but i also think its funny #thank u 4 the message LOL #i love the idea of chaining someone to a wall because then i can just like. look at them #and be like. ah nice. look at that. new centerpiece! #(<- the ramblings of a mad man. lmfao) (im right though) #wizardbearz

[nezzling]

Me a few days ago: I just wanna be friends

Me as soon as he says hello irl: *kiss* FUCK

#im either a bad friend or a good friend depending who you ask lol #but ugh i was a wee bit sad so cuddles and kisses and being dropped home after work before he drives back up north was so needed #dont ask me why i only want to be friends cus its one of those Hes Actually A Nice Person and I Dont Wanna Ruin Him things #like hes so kind and thoughtful towards me and always has been and god i love his cuddles so much #he got me a lego type brick build Dragonite and a Cheer bear carebear plush and my heartttttt #cheer bear was an arcade win of his so it has extra lore too and i will be cuddling her all night #ah damn it i shoulda kissed him more i want more kissessssssss #ugh #lil rambles

[maiteo]

mls is fun…the fans are fun. def needs work & will grow in the future but I think there’s a lot of potential… random thought but I was remembering the posts I’ve seen on here (mainly from europeans) about footie here and the “culture” and…hm👁️

#just being here w these fans…not just here but all the games I’ve been to all over the country…got me thinking that’s all #hate how pretentious and snobby and the whole know it all attitude when it comes to this game as if the entire world doesn’t kick ball lol #I won’t ramble but im vividly remembering some of the posts on here…and yeah a lot of y’all are sick in the head actually😭 #anyways AH😜

[ofcowardiceandkings]

ive legitimately looked up private healthcare options for otolaryngology enquiries because it drives me insane

i just want someone to look into why my throat is so fucked up without a doctor telling me that the NHS has a threshhold restriction on interventions its not fucking normal

#it wont be but if it turns out i have a lymph tumor or something thats been brushed off i wouldnt be surprised #ah when i was a wee lad the NHS was like ... functional ... lol #it still snowed reliably every winter and there werent scabby betting shops everywhere #its kinda shit here rn if you didnt know lol #its getting existential i need to go to bed #im not SLEEPY #im tired but not sleepy ..... ugh #rory's ramblings

[kue-rangi]

Hmnn after finding things out maybe i am aroace? I feel like it tho

#since ah i think i feel like it lol #i have no attraction towards both lol #thanks to shadowiie i had been looking through and just finding things out #but dunno too since im also a person that likes to seeking hugs but thats all lol im not interested besides that #so i guess i am aroace?? ):D?? #ramble #im sorry lol im still in thoughts of self discovery and all

[still-with-koo]

Wait…lo,

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY love!

AHH THANK YOU SO MUCH KIE!!! 🥺💕

bringing all my dream guys in one place, really the best gift ever 👌🤤 (although we might need to add song kang to this list pretty soon 🫢)

#i’m starting ep 7 of nevertheless tonight and i’m soo nervous 😬 #ah in case anyone else reads this spoilers of nevertheless ahead ⚠️ #im in the spot where jae eon visits nabi in her hometown and she’s with dohyeon and ahhh idk whats gonna happen #what is going on with him?! those warning bells i had at the beginning are still there but honestly he’s super attractive #so im full blown ignoring them and cheering nabi and jae eon’s relationship 🤣🤣 #i totally get nabi’s hesitation though #and btw bitna and gyuhyun are so cute lol #i feel bad for gyuhyun but why he trying to change her like?? that’s why you fell for her let her be who she is 🤨 let her get there to where #you are 🤨 #anyways im rambling now #it took me a while to get into it but im invested now #i need to see if they end up together #and who the heck seola is (like fr sometimes she seems like a fling and other times she seems like a friend like what is it?? 😤) #but seriously thank you for your birthday message darling 😘 i appreciate you 💕💕 #kie <3 #also i saw it says mars in your bio do you prefer mars over kie? (just thought i’d ask!) #letters to lilo #birthday messages

[derekgoffard]

hello! (i'm rly shy sorry) BUT i wanted to say that reading the tags you put on your posts really just makes me smile. like you're having so much fun and just going crazy and it makes me laugh so much. it makes me wish i was there having fun with you. please don't ever change, keep being awesome you! because it does make me laugh :)

* FALLING TO MY KNEES AND SOBBING AND CRYING AND MELTING INTO MUSH I- * !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞 OHHH MY GOD IM!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS . IS SO UNBELIEVABLY KIND AND NICE AND SWEET IM GOING TO PASS AWAY ANON IM SO!!;;;;;!3(;+3; LIKE.... THANK YOU FOR MY LIFE RN OH MY GOODNESS :']

This....like.....made my entire day haha!!!! T_T Heho I've been having a ROUGH GO OF FINALS I WILL NOT TELL A FIB☝️☝️ BUT! READING THIS JUST MADE MY HEART EXPLODE OOUGHH!!!;;; 💞💞💞💞😭😭😭🙏🙏 LIKE GENUINELY FROM MY HEART: THANK YOU SO SO INCREDIBLY MUCH FOR TAKING THE TIME TO SEND ME SUCH AN UNBELIEVABLY KIND MESSAGE??!!! It always boggles my mind when people take the time to send such nice things because like!! Just the fact that you'd go OUT OF YOUR WAY to send this is SO KIND LIKE!!+ This means so much to me haha;! :'''] Thank you so so much Anon!!! \(T_T)/ 10000000 YEARS OF PEACE AND LOVE UPON YE!!!!!💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💐💐💐💐💐💐💐

#PRINTING THIS OFF AND HANGING IT ON MY WALL #OHH MAN I JUST. LIKE. MY HEART IS SO FULL READING THIS HAHAA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 #Anon i wish i could like ..give u a serotonin graph of me before reading this and after LOL!!!! THIS REALLY JUST BOOSTED MY WHOLE LIFE RN #i haven't been online much at all because of finals so coming back to see this JUST....AH.....IM SO ❤️❤️❤️❤️💞💞🙏🙏 #rambling in tags is LIKE SMTH IM ALWAYS SO SO NERVOUS ABT!!!! SO to get such a kind message about it JUST MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL LIKE...A #😭😭😭😭Anon thank you so so so much!!!!! you really truly MADE MY DAY SO MUCH BETTER 💞💞💞 LIKE..IM SMILING AT MY PHONE RN LOL!! #* GENTLY HOLDING UR HANDS AND SPINNING U AROUND WHILE IM SOBBING * 😭😭😭😭😭

[good-beans]

That comic of the person getting all swirly then slamming their laptop shut -- IM GOING TO BED

#my depression has been so much worse this week for some reason and i really need to watch my sleep #but alas #somehow its 3am and im just sitting here swirly instead of actually taking care of myself 😭 #if im ignoring your message right now no im not! its consuming me every moment and i physically cannot answer it!! #ah!! #today was good though -- we cleaned the whole apartment and i vibed and queued blog stuff #but now i must sleeeeep i cant afford to fuck up my sleep schedule now 😭 #i hope you all are chillin sorry for the ramblin lol!! #we'll take it easy together 🤝 #rose rambles