#also my car died today

[cheeryknots]

y’all ever get so mentally ready for fall and light ur scented candles and start planning fun fall activities then you walk outside and realize it’s still 95 out and just get really pissed off and glare up at the sun ??

#lol not me #jk i’m so sick of endless sunny days #give me some RAIN #and a cold front #rainy day ambience isn’t enough #i need to lay flat on the ground and let the rain drown me #also my car died today #so i was drenched in sweat outside dealing with that

[saltpepperbeard]

*comes back to tungle covered in blood* hi beloveds

#goodness GRACIOUS BESTIES #i feel like #ofmd s2 wrapped #and then i haven't known peace since <3 JSKLDJS #LIKE GENUINELY #THINGS HAVE BEEN SO SO //SO// INSANE SINCE OCTOBER 26TH #AND FOR WHAT #FOR //WHAT// #work has been the most insane workload wise since i've started this role #i've had to jump through legal hoops/copyright hoops/fistfight adobe--ALSO for work #my car battery died on me a few days after the finale #annnnnd then today i had a nonrepairable flat tire <3 PFFFF #LIKE UM #UMMMM??? #*crawls through djenks' window* david. hey david. hey #can you do a girl (gn) a solid and just drop s3 right in my lap #because i feel like s2 wrapped and then a singularity opened and spacetime distorted idk </3 #i'm going to need them back in my life so all feels Balanced once more ya feel #...ANYWAY LMAO #the way i've been ~*~lurking~*~ and the way i nearly fell tf out over those rhys/taika pictures like are we kidding #SO I WILL BE SLOWLY CATCHING BACK UP AS MY ENERGY SLOWLY INCHES BACK HSDKJLS

[nyanryan]

a motorcycle helmet is the sexiest accessory in the whole wide world. i get to see soo many cute motorcycle boys during my commutes and it is kind of driving me insane that i cannot just get out and propose to them whenever we are stopped at an intersection

#i was behind a guy on his bike at a red light today and he was absolutely bopping to his music and well. i am not immune to that #i was yelling YOU ARE SO CUTE!!! at him but i am in my car and he is listening to his tunes. oh well. #also if he heard me i would have died of embarrassment so this is probably a good thing

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[brattysuki]

tried trü frü today and it was very pleasant I must say

#got into my first car accident today #also my cat almost died #I was on the way to go see her when this idiot hit me #im fine #just exhausted #but like bro #today has been a DAY #my cat is fine tho :) #💥 — cb talks

[mer-se]

I loveeeee having pets but the trauma that comes with having them that is inevitable . fuckin blows

#like leaving the vet er at midnight #I never want my niece to call me hysterical at work ever again #this is the second time now #I got legit flashbacks….was so similar to crybabes and felt like the same bad dream repeating #me and my niece sitting on the floor in trauma man #this time was obviously different though and scarier #I also maybe am weirdly protected sometimes because I was in the process of speeding home #and this extremely slow ass car immediately got in front of me and stopped me from driving fast #like legit stayed the entire drive and it annoyed the FUCK out of me but looking back like #shouldn't have been driving fast definitely not stressed out #he’s not in the clear yet and I definitely won’t sleep well tonight but he’s stable #thankfully. #wasn’t sure there for a while #when we got to the vet the woman looked in at him and started running #and gave me a DNR form and was relaying my answer over the phone to the back #fucking traumatic actually #also my beta fish died this morning too #I don’t like februaries . cursed ass month I swear #I wrote this all half asleep last night #but he went to the vet today and it’s still not great so #poor chubbies #sweetest boy ever too #I wish I didn’t have to go to work today #just wanna go sit with him all day

[nylarac]

p sure i was scammed out of over 400 bucks 🙃🙃

#water got in my car during the hurricane and my car got super moldy/musty smelling #i paid a mobile detailing guy to remove the mold/smell but it still smells musty/feels humid in there #p sure it is not safe to drive #i had an appointment today but the guy never came #radio silence from both him and the office #also the company name it was billed to doesn't match the name of the company on the website #dies #happy early birthday to me lmao

[agenderarkham]

What if I exploded rn. I think it’d be good for me personally

#I left work earlier than I needed to today (didn’t get overtime that I want and enjoy) bc I had a doctors appointment today but then I show #up to the office and oops !! I guess someone forgot to schedule it tee hee you wanna sit there for an hour so we can squeeze you in no well #you’ll have to reschedule then what’s your availability oh you get off work anywhere from 1230 to 230? how about an appointment at 1 o’clock #LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME STOP TALKING TO ME LIKE YOU THINK THIS IS MY FAULT EHATS THE POINT OF YOU SITTING THERE IF YOU CANT EVEN #SCHEDULE A FUCKING APPOINTMENT ??!!??? AND they’re making ME call my insurance to make sure it covers the orthodics I’m trying to get #so like. if you can schedule an appointment properly. and you’re making me call the insurance company to make sure they’re gonna cover the #shit that your doctor decided was best for me. what the fuck are you doing all day #also I cut my finger on something I literally don’t know what bc I’m so fucking about to explode frustrated and angry I’m having to lay on #my bed with the lights off and my sunglasses on so. fun #ALSO I go to leave after angry crying in my car for a few minutes and my key is stuck and wouldn’t start for a few minutes. what a wonderful #day that I’m having huh. can’t wait for my birthday on Saturday where I’m just gonna be sad because all my friends are moving away and a #bunch of people I know have died. what a week huh !! and here I thought I could start to treat myself a little better and start going to the #gym and get some good news at work but NOPE I GUESS ILL GO FUCK MYSELF #sorry. I’m feeling bad lately 👍 #vent #Arkham rambles #arkhamrambles

[pepprs]

the renovation starts tmrrw (LOL) and i woke up from a dream abt it crying. awesome

#today is our last day having a deck and i genuinely feel sick to my stomach over it. ik it’s just a piece of wood and it’s falling apart but #omg like… o ur house is about to not be our house anymore. like the deck is where me and my siblings played w our best friends it’s where i #paced back and forth to get fresh air so many times ater losing my shit during lockdown and it’s literally about to be gone…. forever? ok!!! #and then the kitchen is going to go and im going to lose it genuinely. like this house is shitty and rotting and falling apart and its great #that we are getting a renovation finally but jesus christ i have lived here all my life and yeah i hate the kitchen but it’s home and you’re #just gonna tear it down and make jt 3x bigger like it’s nothing??? ok 😂😂😂😂😂😂 #purrs #literally im getting war flashbacks to losing the van which was never gonna drive again but it was my SPACE for all of lockdown and #it got fucking junked after being my sanctuary (as unpleasant as it was) for like 2 years not to mention OUR CAR that we did everything in a #and now we have my grandparents car and there isn’t a backseat so i don’t get room to breathe when they drive. and also my grandparents #house has officially been demolished to make way for a fucking mansion and the near total renovation of my high school is almost done which #means the classroom where i became a human being is gone and the office is going to get destroyed too when that renovation happens and we’ll #have to go make a home somewhere else. i know this kind of thing happens but it makes me want to start screaming. like yeah these #renovations will make life better for everyone (except the fucking mansion it’s bc my grandparents died and the developers are selfish and #cruel lol!!!!!) but the way so many of the spaces that have been important to me keep ending up getting destroyed after im done w them. it’s #comforting in a way bc it’s like oh no one else gets to have it be important but also no that ISNT comforting i want those spaces to keep #being sacred i want them to mean something to other people and i want to be able to go back and soak in the memories again. and everyone is #mad at me for freaking out the renovation but it’s like ok you come into our living space you destroy core parts of my childhood and also #create a situation where we literally can’t like eat or cook anything in the house for months like idk what we’re gonna do bc we don’t go #anywhere bc of covid except work for me and school for my brother so. idk. this whole thing SUCKS. i can’t believe it’s starting tomorrow #and i can’t believe the deck is about to be gone. pain and suffering and pain and suffering and pain and suffering.

[altruistic-meme]

fucking rip me and everything around me

#going to go feral >:( #aka my car doesnt have glass coverage #and also the lawn company wont do anything unless weve got actual evidence that theyre the ones who did it #and like. aside from all of the very evident circumstances of 'it wasnt broken before yall worked and then it was after' #and 'we KNOW you worked here that day between the times' #and 'we KNOW you worked NEXT TO MY CAR bc there was cut grass by it' #like no we didnt get video or photographic evidence of the probably smaller than a pea sized rock hitting the window #its not like i was sitting at my fucking apartment window recording yall while you worked ?????? #bullshit. very bullshit. but whatever. #its only fucking $500 if i want a chance if having it done today or tomorrow. #my friend said she could probably fix it byt id have to order a window and then. thats gonna be 1-2 days which would mean #maybe 4 bc of the weekend #and thats a whole week of driving on the luck it hasnt actually shattered out yet #but it WOULD be MUCH cheaper #but also im. concerned kn if she actually COULD figure. out how to di it #but again id rather try that bc thats maybe $200ish vs $500 so #shh ac

[dilfian]

they told us 10 but we got 17 😭

#xoxo #i thought i misheard b when she told me. . .nope. #17 palettes of all kinds of trees guys. . .also i didnt think to wear my long sleeve so im getting all the rashes rip #good news is i have b and o pulling all the old trees we happen to have left snd put them on clearance. #and ive made space for basicslly all the trees i think. blueberries can go with the other fruit on their temporary table (rose table). #bad news is. well. 17 fucking palettes. #i dont think we've ever gotten in this many b4. maybe 13 max. #also have no idea where i'll put these crapes. . eugh. #um what else. i havent worked since sunday. walked in to all thd homeless ppl having left. at least the ones in their cars. #di (formerly dl) is apparently trying to take an asm position instead of be mst. . .so. #OH I FORGOT TO SHOW HIM THE PIC man i hope i see somebody today. i have a funny pic to show mst. #he still hasnt found my sign. fun. #i sent gcf a text yesterday and im glad i did. also texted him asking what fruit tree he was looking for earlier bc we got in so many lol #its really warm today too 😔 ok that was my break back to work. trying to finish as much so ehen b and o come back from lunch we can crank #it out b4 they leave.

[keebwee]

rest in peace birdie and five of our rescued baby mice. im glad we got to give you a chance at life ♥️ much love, you will be missed

some birdie photos <3 sweet girl

#i think i will process this mmm #not today #ok maybe today #unsure #im real sad about birdie #but to be fair my sibling found her under a car in a parking lot #with splayed leg #but also neurological issues #so who knows what she had going on #the mice were found in our garage #we think the mom died somewhere and the babies left because they were hungry #we dont know how long they were without food and water #we've got one more that's going strong. hoping that she makes it. the others were doing well and then they started acting sick so who knows #animal death #tw animal death #pet death #tw pet death

[harmonizewithechoes]

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#I’m currently listening to How to Sell a Haunted House by Grady Hendrix #it’s been on my tbr for a while and it just became available on Libby today #and oh boy…. #I’m only 5 chapters in and it’s dredging up so many memories and emotions #for context it’s about a women whose parents suddenly die in a car accident and she has to fly to their home and get things figured out #and it’s so well written that I’m reliving conversations I had with family when my dad died and decisions that had to be made #a lot of those memories are shrouded in a cloud of grief and this book is bringing them into sharper focus #it hurts a lot #like a cheese grater to my heart- everything feels raw #but I also think it’ll be good to continue reading so I can deal with that #in the first chapter she was going back and forth with herself on how to tell her 5 year old what had happened and how to talk about death #and as someone who has been fielding those questions with my own 5 year old every day for months now it hit really hard

[iron-sides]

>:(( I Am Going Home Soon

#my thots #🐝 #dad is coming up on tuesday for big things and then mom will be here thursday night and i will be in my bed at home by the end of the week #i just need to not die between now and thursday and also clean and do my laundry. and take finals ig but they cannot save my grades like #im failing everything regardless of how i do on those so like. whatever #stares at nie huaisang like hes the patron saint of bad grades KING HOW DID YOU DO IT #(the difference here is he did it on purpose because hes a little shit and i did it because my grandpa died and i reacted in the weirdest #possible way. but thats neither here nor there) #anyway! goal for today is to put literally anything in my body please GOD so options are: #doordash (i would go get food but i am NOT moving my car btwn now and friday) #pros: real meal rn. cons: idk abt full meals rn #go get caf food now when no one is there and they arent serving anything #pros: more likely to finish + cheap + less people #cons: it would be a meal of like. yogurt & maybe cottage cheese if its still out & Unknown Pastry. & either lemonade or ice cream. which #is less than ideal #or wait until 5 when they start serving dinner #pros: full mean + cheap #cons: full meal :| + have to wait 3 hours. + dinner rush #ok i think im going to start with getting smth to eat rn and see how i feel after #good talk tumblr #negativity #<- kiiiiind of? not per se but not a fun one either. #ok. steps one through eight: get food steps two through: watch hades gameplay & eat bc i dont have the brain for subs rn #ok lets rock&roll

[androidemotions]

had the most terrible day and now I cant sleep bc im thinking abt my dog walking boss wanting me to do overnights for 50 like.....

#truly an awful day......... #she was literslly like yea we dont leave we just go for lunch once in 8 hours #ma'amm are you fuxkingbinsane #im not doing that. #anyway now i need to fucking talk to her i kinda mentioned it before i left today but goddddddddd what?????? #what youre proposing is that im trapped in someone elses house for an extended period of time with only like 2 breaks a day??????? what the #and my time for doing that is worth about 4 dollars??????? #i know youre not saying that to me !!!!!!! #jesus christ i cant stop thinking about it #it doesnt matter how skilled or unskilled a job is a persons time is literally just worth more than that!!!!!!!!! #wtf!!!!!!! #vent / #also my car died thats why the day was so terrible but now im stuck thinking about this.......

[cutevirgo]

so I have to like .. wake up super early to go to the ficking dmv and then hopefully get this shot settled and drive an hour plus in my new car I’ve never really driven to go rob wrk late and then go to work 2 later and like woooo I hate the thrill I get from working hospitality/f&b holiday weeks god I hate it so bad why am I still doing it for this thrill

#p #I’m like fone today bc of the people and my not mans who I will not see the next few nights a #and like his ssxinsss stems from the fact he’s like GOOD at what he does and I can rely on his work #but god like I’ll be wired tomorrow bc like it’ll be so stressful but work will be like whatever until like hour 12 of my day when it gets #REAL hectic for a couple hours and then it dies off #god okay I did this to myself I did #but previously working two jobs out here in tourist beachlands #i started with the hospitality first and then the f&b … #but now I’ve continuously been at that f&b place for the longest of any job I’ve ever had and also am tired of ppls shit #and started a new hospitality daytime office job and wowie ! boy howdy! #will this be the last? doubt it! but I’m buying a car and getting the shit set up #AND I’ve literally worked 27?28? of the last 48 hours