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Can we see how nat and r started dating/met

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a/n: i tried to go into as much detail as i can but not too much. their love story is just.. cute and hopeful

pairings: natasha romanoff x reader.

warnings:18+ mentions of suicide,

part one || part two

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You met Natasha when Clint recruit her in, since you and Clint were close, you helped him with Natasha. Getting Natasha used to working with a team, teaching her to speak without her accent (although you secretly loves the accent), you helped Natasha with everything and little by little Natasha let her in, You and Clint being the only two to break down her walls. You three became the three musketeers honestly, always having each other backs. You and Natasha go closer and closer, you slowly began to have feelings for the redhead and thank god you were a good agent, you were able to keep your feelings unknown. Though the friendship you and Natasha had was really close that you both would always jokingly ‘friend’ flirt with each other, though for you, you were actually flirting but to her it was just a big joke.

When Fury wanted to bring other ‘superhero’s’ together, he asked you to be apart of the team as well due to the fact that you have powers like some of them. Of course, you being you, you thought it was a big joke so walking in seeing a group of men talking about a god name Loki. You kept walking, going straight to Natasha and giving her a big kiss on the cheek, “Hello Natty”

She had gave you a very anger face, telling you that she had to you to stop calling her that, although the last time you check when you called her that, she had never said anything. So together you, her and Clint saved the world along with a god, green giant, American guy and a robot man and it continued that way, sorta. Natasha going on missions with Steve, you getting a little jealous. Helping her cover fic her wound after getting shot by the Winter soldier. Your heart breaking when she told you, she had kissed Steve but you quickly brushed it off.

When the team got back together, it was to destroy Ultron, to you it was the hardest time of your life due to the fact that you had to see your crush pin over a nerd/green giant. It pained you watching them flirt all the time but you pushed those feelings away and stayed focus on trying to take down Ultron. When you met Wanda and Pietro, that wasn’t really fun because Wanda was able to get to your head before you got a chance to get to use your powers against her. It was a nightmare, literally. Seeing the disappointment in your dads face when you stopped killing for him, leaving him and your brother to be on the good side. Seeing your mom commit suicide, you were only eight years old. Next thing you remember is getting to Clint’s farm house and hearing your lilabug. Laura let you wash up in hers and Clint’s room, you didn’t mean to spy but you couldn’t help it when you heard Natasha and Bruce talking, your heart broke for Natasha hearing Bruce’s words. You knew what she wanted, she longed for someone to love her for her, longed for kids. Part of you felt like you could be that person, be the person who loves her and who she loves, be the person to give her babies.

You didn’t tell her that you had heard the conversation until after the whole Ultron thing and a little after you had held her at night as she cried for the green giant that left her. The day Steve recruited Wanda and Sam, was when you told her, before his big “Avengers assemble” speech, and you also confessed your feelings towards the redhead but you made to to play it out safe with, “no matter what. whether you like me like that or not. I’ll always be there for you. Always. If i half to push theses feelings aside again, I will. If you somehow feel the same, than that’s fucking amazing but i’m not expecting anything right now because I don’t want to be a rebound. I love you Natty, through think and thin. I’m here. always and I will always stand by your side”

That conversation never got brought up again. And the half of the team got brought together again to sign the accords. You being on Nat’s side did, not because of the reason that her and Tony did but because you didn’t want to lose her. After that you stepped out, letting everyone else handle it differently, you even sat on the sidelines watching your family fight each other. It wasn’t until you saw her sneak into the garage where Steve and Bucky were at with Ta’challa right behind them. Using a portal, you took yourself to them, standing almost behind T’Challa, Natasha in front of him with Steve and Bucky in the middle. You see her give you a little nod, using your mind control you turned on the plane while Natasha shot T’Challa with her widows bite. You three watched them get away, T’challa scolding you and Natasha. You quickly grabbed her, creating a portal and going back to the compound.

Natasha kissed your head, telling you to pack a bag and head to her room. Confused, you didn’t question her and did as you told. Natasha had a bad feeling about the whole thing, she also had a feeling that T’Challa would tell either Tony who would probably tell Ross or tell Ross himself. After the conversation she had with the prick.. Tony. She knew she was right, heading straight to her room, she sees you sitting on the bed a backpack next to you. Quickly, she grabs it, putting a couple of things in it as well. She pulls you up from the bed, handing you the backpack and cupping your cheeks, “do you trust me?”

“Of course” You say back to her and next thing you knew her lips were on yours. Pull away, she lays her forehead on yours, and you told her that you better not be a rebound, in which she replies with, “My sweet girl, you are much more than that and I was too blind to never see it. C’mon”, Then you two were off, running away before Ross can storm both your rooms. Making your way to a building, changing to disguise yourself. You both stayed in a motel that night, that was the night you both made love. Then the next few days involved running away from Ross again, then making your way to Norway, meeting up with Natasha’s friend who was going to help you two.

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