#and augh it's not the same! it's not the same. might be just not the best translation fuck if i know but still

[corfisers]

two weird things that happen to me more often than i'd like and feel like they are on the opposite ends of the same spectrum: forgetting that i do actually speak two languages and forgetting that some people who post here in english speak only english

#the latter is usually when there's some post on linguistics or just like?? a thing with eng being passed as universal??? #don't have any examples off the top of my head unfortunately #but sometimes you read a post and get this “oh you never had to grapple with concepts that are not applicable to your first language” feel #this isn't me trying to shame anyone who speaks one language btw you're fine as long as you're not being an asshole #to people who's eng isn't perfect or have some weirdly strong opinions on translation or languages in general #while not having any actual knowledge you know? #whatever idk how much sense i'm making #forgetting that i speak rus has more to do with how used i am to using eng. to the point that i mostly think in it #kinda sucks if i'm being honest? i'm rereading idiot and went to look up eng translation for a chapter because i wanted to post something #and augh it's not the same! it's not the same. might be just not the best translation fuck if i know but still #but yeah i barely use rus outside of talking to someone irl (rarely happens) or reading a book. it's weird #benvey tag

[skyward-floored]

“You’re sick so it’s okay to rest and not do anything” VS “what if you’re just faking it actually”

#FIGHT #delete later #I go through this same thing every time i get so much as a sniffle #‘there’s no way you’re sick again it’s only been a few weeks and you’re probably imagining it’ #but also #I’ve been falling asleep on the couch all morning and my throat hurts #but then again #I didn’t sleep the best last night so it might just be that!!! #idk!!!!! #augh

[volivolition]

gotta draw more voli and echem being little haters to each other. i know their canon interactions are arguing over temptations vs abstinence and i LOVE that dynamic. unfortunately i am also the world's biggest fucking softie and i go weak in the knees for them working together and being affectionate.

#ECHEM FROM MY BRAIN [Failure] - No no wait let him hold me so I can kiss his face. It'll be so in character I prommy. #like. no little guy. i need a different ship to inflict this on so i dont mischaracterize them lmao. #in my brain they need to work together for harry's happiness. voli says ''i want you to live'' and echem says ''i want you to love living'' #and in order to not be ''living but not happy/might as well be dead'' or ''happy to the point of death'' they have to balance each other. #IN CANON HOWEVER. the girlies are fighting hkjgsk. less ''balancing'' and more ''straight up cancelling each other out'' #ourgh. i want to draw/write them sweet and doting and cutesy AND I CAN but i also should draw more actual dynamic too hkjhg #ive written and planned a whole rivals to friends with benefits to lovers slowburn about them already. so in my brain im like: #''they worked through a lot of shit together and they've both character arc'd and they deserve to be cute and in love!'' #but since its unpublished no one else has the same context as i do so they're technically just very ooc!! AUGH! #this is just a sign for me to actually finish my projects so i can show them off and give people context lmao. #anyway enough about them. thinking about empathy now. :) #chemi chats

[zincbot]

WWW EPISODE 19

#worlds beyond number #THE SECRET OF CONTINGENCY WITCH BOLT #AUGH SUVI AND EURSULON MAKE ME CRAZY #'knowing what steel said about spirits being impossible to control. i don't want to think the same applies to my brother' #i was seeing the parallels to port talon immediately so when suvi thought it too i aughhh #not witch bolt on eursulon i'm gonna cry #AND WHAT ABT BADGER BEING IN THE COLLECTION AT A TIME #i want eursulon to free these spirits but also the specific one that called him.. i dunno if i trust that one... #also the implication that his sister's quest might have been to find him. and where is she now #the contrast between two people he calls his sister both. each from a different world completely. #i'm so crazy about suvi rn man #worlds beyond number spoilers #in the tags #it's not the most recent episode but its a close thing #also i feel the danger frm the collector guy but i also am fully aware of the unplayed card that is ame knows his true name #man AND WHEN SUVI GOT IN HIS WAY AND EURSULON PUSHED HER ASIDE #i NEED suvi and eursulon to have a fight in the future NOT IN A BAD WAY i just think that eursulon is super not aware of suvi's fucked up #emotion swarm abt him and his actions and who he is. (see. not seeing the connection to himself when suvi that thing abt spirits who come to #the mortal world 'getting what they get') #and i think the best way for him to understand is for suvi to scream it at him #even though i Know she wouldn't do that delicately #but that's why i love her ♥️ #I HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED THE EPISODE YET SORRY I CAME HERE FROM THE WITCH BOLT CRITERIA

[swanno-arts]

looks like I won't be able to fully participate this year's artfight :(

#swan .txt #not art #KKN schedule.................. AUGH #i might be able to squeeze in some small arts in the early days but alas :( #maybe i could draw with my phone but the vibe just isnt the same

[waitineedaname]

I am thinking about scar all the time but unfortunately I cannot transfer any of those thoughts into the intelligent and coherent analysis he deserves, so instead you guys get stuck with all my thoughts about idiots (greedling)

#SCAR IS JUST SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER.... #I just read the chapter where he wakes up in the slums after being rescued from the homunculi #and I'm just like ouuuuguhhhh. augh. coughs up blood. #all the times scar is nursed back to health through the kindness of strangers...... what if I implode. #and this scene in particular just. ough. i can't imagine how conflicted his feelings must have been in that moment #seeing other ishvalans (including ishvalan children!) must be reassuring #but at the same time so painful to see them in poverty in the slums #it's those conflicting emotions that are so interesting to me about scar #the blurry lines between love and hate #because he loves his people so much #and then acts out of such hatred *because* he loves his people so much #and I can't blame him. I can see exactly how he ended up that way #he makes my heart ache #ling might be my favorite character but I think scar is hands down the best character #in terms of concept and characterization and motivation and personal arc and writing and

[lindwurmkai]

i want my own "AI" image generator trained exclusively on my own art so bad. but i suspect even if the tools to make such a thing were available for free, my decade-old computer would probably not be able to run them ahaha

#seriously it just sounds like so much fun #i would take photos of all the pieces i've never posted just to provide it with more material #still might not be enough for decent results tho :( #clearly the solution is to make more art first but augh i do not have a workspace!!! all i have is my sofa table #which i also use for eating 😭 #i can make digital art but it's not the same. different genre i suppose #anyway how much longer do you think i will keep putting quotation marks around ai before i finally give up #weirdo chronicles

[monstertsunami]

ive already run out of ideas for bettycest :(

#im too burnt out to spend hours considering symbolism and composition the same way i usually do w yuri art... #i can only draw them being goofy or macking on each other and even then im just too braindead to come up w new ideas augh #schizobabble #this might be part of a larger problem but ill be damned if i stop drawing again NOW

[red-dyed-sarumane]

u know i really like how magu manages to make the instrumentals in series songs part of the story telling ive said this 20 thousand times before yeah but just the fact that kannagi is so incomprehensible at first to the point even native speakers are joking its magu's own language & yet u can very distinctly pick up the emotions & feelings going on in it. & u start wondering if ur picking up on it right but the second anyone has any new details on it, everythings as u expected it. the melancholy, the regret type feelings, its all there. the way each song shows off not only the story but adds to each character's characterization is just really cool. kannagi has long notes too but she's not calling out in the same way as kyuuyaku. the bells she's holding are added in the song. even with similar emotions to other songs(regret, despair, desperation, etc.) & the motifs tied in, it handles it all in its own unique way, adds a whole new side to the story & its just so neat to me

#aru sekai series #thinking about the #'may these thoughts rest in ur heart said while my own refused to settle down' #SHE MEANT WELL.......AUGH........ #this series makes me take residual emotional damage theres not one single good thing that happens ever #just think. if i had not accidentally found aru sekai shoushitsu on the ranking & looped it for countless hours #while playing animal crossing in 2020. u would not have to see me repeating the same thoughts 20 times & permanently losing my mind #i think id still have gotten into magus music with maximizer i just dont know if id be so into the series aspect of it #to think tenshi might not be my fave character in that case. unthinkable

[goldensunset]

Happy one month until tears of the kingdom 🎉

WAUGH YOU’RE RIGHT

#time is passing soso quickly… #june 2019 feels like it was only yesterday #we’ve really been waiting for this game for almost four years huh #now suddenly it’s like that’s way too soon oh man just a month #can’t believe it’s even happening feels like this was never supposed to be a real game just a myth #i’m gonna be out of school in less than a month… probably working in less than a month… #funny my brother has been saying for years now ‘once botw2 comes out i’m gonna request an entire week off of work’ LOL #imagine if i did that lol. hey i know i’ve been here for two days but it’s really important i need to play this game right now #man this summer is about to be lit… a real and interesting job… a game i’ve been waiting for for years… #i’ll be in class for the final trailer tomorrow AUGH #maybe i just shouldn’t watch it anyway. like just to avoid spoilers #i wanna go in as blind as possible actually #me from a year or so ago would’ve NEVER passed up the chance to get more info on totk but that’s bc i needed crumbs to sustain me #but now it’s like. hey it’ll be here in a month anyway and i’ve got other stuff to do in that time #same with the gameplay showcase i haven’t seen that #i’ve had all the relevant tags filtered on here for like a month ever since the art book leaked #just gonna leave ‘em on #once we get closer to the date itself i might eventually log off indefinitely #actually that’s probably gonna happen anyway #if it’s anything like last summer having a job and a game to play over the summer means i don’t need tumblr to fill my time #anyway this has been a ramble sorry #asks #rosie-kairi

[surreal-duck]

grrgrgrrrrgrrr incredibly exhausted and sleepy but Homework. cant believe im reaping what i sowed when i decided to draw all day instead of studying like i planned to

#i regret nothing btw but at the same time. augh #had a headache this morning and got excused from class too and yet !!! augh #ive been sleeping too much in general surely i can stay up for a while longer #but aaagh these. damn history worksheets screw you past me why'd you put it off until now #history is literally tomorrow w PE to top it off im gonna crumble into dust #not to mention i still need to sweep and mop my room this week... plus laundry... tired of this i might as well just become part of the bed #duck rants about something

[abernant]

ok final garages post i prommy. i will never let go of vanessa tables listen 2 vanessa tables

#UR ALWAYS STAYING AT THE SAME HOTEL BUT MY DOOR IS OPEN SO COME OVER DARLING YOU !!! #MIGHT AS WELL VANESSA BABY. ITS WARMER IN MY BED AND IDC WHAT PPL SAY CAUSE AT THE END OF EVERY DAY UR THE ONE IM HERE TO PLEASE #AUGHHHH IT DID SMTH TO ME I SWEAR. MAYB I AM JUST LESBIAN AND HEARD IT ON A ROADTRIP BUT AUGH

[scoreplings]

so pissed off that i have a boyfriend i love so so much and want to live with but the career i want requires me to move around constantly and he wants to settle down

#and i am Absolutely Not putting aside my career dreams for love because that would make me miserable. i hate staying in the same place #and i am Absolutely Not asking him to follow me around the country when thats not the life he wants #but we have a little under a year before this term ends #and he wants to go home and settle down and i want to keep traveling :( #and i do not want to do the long distance thing either #god this sucks so bad. #i love him so much. #and hes told me he’ll do long distance he’ll visit me as much as possible he still wants to be with me #and it makes me feel so bad that i dont feel the same #like ofc id love to still see him ofc i want to stay close with him but also i cannnooot stay in a relationship like that long term :(( #i want to live with him and make him my wifey so bad 😭😭 #kinda wish we had met like 10 years from now when i’m ready to settle down somewhere and make it home #and not when i’m just starting to get out and explore #augh #sorry i am drunk and rambling i just #i love him SO much. and i dont want to lose him. but i might have to #and thats awful :(

[applejarjar]

got my first shipment of scales in!

I'm just missing 2 colors of the smaller scales and then I can begin my work 😈

guess you're bound to short out a supplier when you order over 1000 scales 😖

I feel so impatient though lol

#ah I'm so excited!!!! #these projects are gonna turn out so much nicer than when I first did them #not only am I no longer a beginner but all the scales are from the same place too! #some of these scales aren't as flashy as the ones before but I think it'll look better all together #I think the matte look will be better thematically anyway #augh I want to start asap but I also want that pic of all my supplies in one spot lol #it looks like the stuff they did send me is in the right quantities though #I just hope I did my math right when ordering #waiting for my scales on back order works out though cause now I can plan and have a better idea on if I bought enough #I think it's funny that they sent 8 bags of the small lightest green scales though lol #I guess they didn't have bigger bags for that color #now might be a good time to try out that chainmail project simulator ppl keep recommending #probably shoulda dome that before ordering...whoops 😖

[glitchdollmemoria]

patrick i need to hold my boyfriend gently in my lap and let him curl up against my chest and then i need to give her a kiss on the head and then another and another and another and another and i need to make sure she knows i love her. does she know. like yeah i think she knows but does she know. i feel like i might go a little crazy. does she know how much i love her. this post brought to you by me making myself sad about what i do know and worried about what i dont know and being the type of bf who has in intrinsic need to pamper and spoil my partner and be as protective as i can healthily be. and yes i know it can take care of itself, it prides itself on giving shitheads a tongue lashing, but it shouldnt have to :( babygirl please let me scare the shit out of anyone who tries to be even the slightest bit mean to you :( its enrichment :( and so is cuddling you and making sure you have a safe place to relax and let your walls down :((( guys the melatonin isnt working im sorry for being a combination guard dog therapy dog partner i would not be acting like this if i werent a chronic insomniac i swear guys i promise i sweaaaaar (my fingers are crosses behind my back) i promise. please believe me

#pda tag #ill just continue in here sigh sigh sigh #like idk im just worried abt him ok!!! ik college is tiring and finals are tiring and i have got to give him a shoulder massage #and i worry about if they might be working themself too hard #like. augh they seem to get sick a lot. and i just worry if its stress related #like honey take a break let me cuddle you i have built in pillows just come take a nap on me ok. for yr immune system. #and your oxytocin levels. #my love is hellfire is such a real song honestly. i started overheating bc i was thinking abt them too much #i need to crash my head through my bedroom wall #idk man im just like #theyre so fucking sweet and just such a good person and . idk how to word my thoughts #idk if i deserve them but also ik they have the same worry #idk what else to say. lots of thoughts but its hard to word them all

[adams-angels]

hello! May I have a part 2 of Adam's revenge? It's really made my day btw —

Oooh a two parter? You bet! As I was writing I figured this would be the end but .... I think a part 3 might be called for :3c

💖 Please send me requests! Send me your own headcanons! I will draw! I'm obsessed rn!💖

Revenge 😈 pt 2

You can't believe it. No way. No fucking way. You pace your bedroom floor, hand pulling at your hair. You cheated. On your husband. He'll kill you. Right? I mean, he's the king of HELL and you betrayed him.

"and with YOU! Of all the fucking people in the heavens and hells I fucked you!" You turn to the bed where Adam lies, feeling proud of himself after multiple rounds. "What? You liked it." He smirked as he watched your eventual break down. You pick up his robe from the floor and shoved it into his arms. "You need to leave!" Quickly pulling him to his feet and pushing him towards the balcony. "Woah, woah! What's the rush, babe!" He sounded so smug right now. You hated it. You push in on to the balcony, he turns to face you just as you about to shut the doors. "What? No kiss goodbye?" He teased. "AUGH!" You slam the doors shut and close the curtains.

You can hear him laugh before hearing him shuffle on his robe and flying away. You rush to the bed pulling the sheets off that was covered with your combined fluids. But it wasn't enough, you could still smell him. You took the pillows and the duvet. Still the bed itself was tainted by his smell. "No, no, no..."

You found yourself standing outside, your whole bed burning in hellfire as you smoked a cigarette. Blowing out smoke and flicking the cigarette into the fire you sigh. "Never again."

You returned to the bedroom, opening the balcony doors and all the windows in the room to get "fresh" air. In your vendetta against the bed you didn't notice that Adams mask was still there on the floor. You didn't give it him and he didn't pick it up. Your heart fluttered as you picked it up. Your hand cupping the cheek of the mask wishing it would be his face. You scowled at yourself before dropping the mask in disgust. No way did you just think that. You picked the mask back up like it was a dirty sock and tried thinking what do with it. Hellfire wouldn't burn it. You don't think you can destroy it... You walk towards your wardrobe and hide it on the top shelf. Your short king would never. You hoped...

～⁠♡✧⁠｡ I really hope you enjoyed! I'm not a writer by any means but I appreciate any support I receive so thank you for reading! ｡✧⁠♡～⁠

Extermination day came to an end, you'd have a week before Lucifer would come back. You spent that time cleaning the bedroom, avoiding the wardrobe all together. Ordered a new bed. Made your bedroom all pretty for you husbands return. The love of your after life. Your man. Adam. I MEAN LUCIFER!!!!! You start cleaning the bedroom again.

"so... Extermination day. I hope you didn't get into any bother, my dear." He took your hand, pulling your closer. You were surprised by the affection you were recieving. "Well.. it's the same as every year." You chuckled awkwardly. Why was he asking? Does he know? "I'm sorry I have to leave for so long. But don't worry. That changes today!" He dip kisses you. You pull away. "O-oh? Thats... That's fantastic! Yay!" It didn't feel fantastic. You should be happy your husband will be with you, the deadliest day of the year. But no.. you feel.. sad... That means you won't be able to see Adam.

Half way through scrubbing the floor you see feet. Looking up you see Lucifer smiling with his hands behind his back. "Hello, my darling." He smiled softly at you. How could you do this to him. "Lucifer! You're home early." His gives you his hand to help you up from the floor. "Yes, well.." you hesitate before taking his hand. "I have a suprise for you." You watch as you brings his hand from behind his back to reveal a little duck, that looks like you. Your heart shattered. Not that you let it show. "Oh, Lucifer, thank you. That's very sweet." You cradle the duck in your hands before giving you husband a peck on the lips.

"Uh, Lucifer... Do you think you could start calling me.... Babe?" You winced at your own question. "Uh, of course. Anything for you.. babe."

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