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aro-culture-is · 1 year
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Aro culture is believing that your friends are dating because they’re not aro
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galactic-magick · 2 years
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Jacob Holland x neutral!Reader
Summary: Now that Jacob has sworn off monster hunting, he has decided to build a new crew to promote learning about and peace with the sea beasts, and you might just get a spot on that ship.
Warnings: none
Words: 900+
Author’s Notes: I’m pretty sure I’ve read all the fics in the tag and I wanted more so here I am writing my own lol. This movie came out months ago so idk if people are still interested in fics about it but idc I just needed to write something dangit! If people like this I might do a part 2 :)
Requests Status: CURRENTLY CLOSED although I’m always open to suggestions, I just can’t promise I’ll write it cuz my semester just started and I’m very busy!
It’s been about a year since the truth was revealed about the royal family’s involvement in initiating the war with the sea beasts, and thanks to the demand and passion of the people, change is actually being made. Hunting the beasts is now illegal, all the old history books have been thrown away, and now there’s been a push to study and learn about the beasts rather than just learning how to kill them. The king and queen are still certainly not happy about the changes, but as less and less people stay on their side, their argument power has been lost.
You in particular have been quite intrigued by the new changes in the kingdom. Like everyone else, you were taught to fear the beasts, but now you’re very open to learning about who they really are. You’ve always wanted to take to the sea yourself, originally to join the hunters but now just to explore. You have high hopes of boarding a ship as soon as tonight possibly, since the famous Jacob Holland is in town. You hear he’s trying to put a crew together to sail farther than anyone in the kingdom has ever gone before, with the goal of finding new species of sea beasts and spreading the message of peace to other kingdoms.
You’ve never met the guy personally, but you instantly recognize him when you see him across the room in the tavern. He’s not currently talking with anyone, so you take your shot and walk towards him, sitting next to him at the bar and ordering another drink.
“Why hello there,” he speaks first. “I don’t believe I’ve ever seen you in here before,”
“Oh, I’m here from time to time,” you smile.
He introduces himself, not that he needs an introduction, and you tell him your name as well. You’re not really sure what you expected, but he’s an incredibly kind man. Not that you thought he’d be mean, but after all, he’s the captain of a ship and responsible for both killing dozens of beasts and rebuilding a peaceful relationship with the beasts alongside his adopted daughter. It wouldn’t surprise you if he was a little cocky.
But he’s not. He makes casual conversation with you, attentively listening to everything you say. He tells you about his past adventures, and his plans for the future. He even asks you to dance for a while when the music starts up again, and you can’t remember the last time you had this much fun.
The multi-colored sunset glow pours through the windows, Jacob holding your hands tight as you swing around. Tune after tune plays, and neither of you grow tired. The energy in the tavern is electric, with almost everyone joining into the dance as well. Some of the songs you sing along to and some you just move to the rhythm, but neither of you care if you’re doing it correctly.
Eventually the crowd starts to flow out as the night goes on, and you sit back down at the bar to have one last round.
“Say,” he swallows the last sip of his drink. “Would you be interested in joining my crew?”
You almost spit out your own. You honestly didn’t think he’d ask you first.
“Oh! Well- I’d um- definitely consider it,” you nod.
“Wonderful. Just a moment,” he dashes across the room and soon comes back pulling a little girl on his arm, who you’re assuming is his daughter. “This is Maisie. We all have her to thank for where the kingdom is now,” he ruffles her hair and grins.
“Lovely to meet you!” you shake her hand.
“What do you think of them, hmm? Think they’re worthy to join our crew?”
Maisie takes a long look at you, as if analyzing every feature and reading your brain.
“I think so,” she finally says. “Do you really wanna join us?”
Your nod becomes more confident.
“Absolutely, if you’ll have me,”
“Yay!” she hugs you tight. “Finally someone else wants to join!”
You tilt your head towards Jacob, “You mean you haven’t recruited anyone else yet?”
“Well,” he runs a nervous hand through his hair, “Besides some of the crew members from The Inevitable...no. Not many civilians with no previous sailing experience have been interested,”
“I think they’re still scared,” Maisie pipes up, rolling her eyes. “You’re not scared, are ya?”
“It’s always a little scary trying something new,” you reply. “But no, I’m not scared to sail on a ship,”
“Good,” she looks up to Jacob. “We can keep ‘em then,”
He laughs, offering his hand to you, “Do you want to take a look around?”
You enthusiastically agree, and he leads you outside to the docks. The new ship is quite different than The Inevitable, no weapons, for one. The ship is a lot less menacing looking overall, and the lodging is much nicer. There’s even a designated spot for Maisie’s pet Blue, although she says he’s getting a bit too big to stay with her on the ship much longer.
“What do ya think?” she asks you.
“I love it,” you smile.
“We could leave tomorrow if you’d like,” Jacob says.
Your brows furrow, “What about recruiting more people?”
“I highly doubt we’ll find others as eager to join as you, love. We already have enough crew members for the basic ship operations, and I think the exploration part will be just fine with only the three of us,”
“But I’m super inexperienced, I really don’t think-”
“We were both new once too,” Maisie interrupts, tugging your sleeve with reassurance. “We both joined as kids knowin’ nothin’ too. You’re at least older and smarter than we were,”
You chuckle, “I suppose so,”
“Do we have a deal then, darlin?” Jacob smirks.
“I think we do.”
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wonwoonlight · 2 years
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my way to you / jeon wonwoo | chapter 3
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➝ Wonwoo x fem!Reader
➝ rich!AU // heir & heiress!AU // best friends to lovers // idiots to lovers lol // fluff // a lil drama bc why not // somewhat angsty // clicheeeee <3
➝ series warning: OC is Dense with a capital D, so many cliches but idc, implied sexual activities (but no actual smut scenes), eventual suggestive scenes, theyre both idiots, food, insecurity and self doubts, somewhat toxic parents, someone fainted like once, not always proofread am sorry ;-; that’s probably it? tell me if there’s more!
➝ A/N: hi! decided to change the schedule from tue/sat to tue/fri bc tuesday and saturday is too far away lol anyway, i feel like this fic is slower than you guys must've expected so im sorry for that jhdfbsfb anyhow, pls enjoy and, as always, dont hesitate to drop by and share your thoughts with me!
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“What’s wrong this time, son?” His mom asks yet again. She’s not sure how many times Wonwoo has refused to actually pursue the girls she has set him up with. But, then again, she’s his mom and she knows Wonwoo only has his eyes–and heart–on the Yoons’ only daughter.
She can think of a few scenarios on why he hasn’t tried to pursue the heiress either.
“Just not my type,” he shrugs nonchalantly over dinner. He knows this talk was coming the moment his mom calls him over to have dinner on the family house; she has even extended the invitation to you, who was with Wonwoo when she called, but you already promised Jeonghan you’ll eat with him so you make sure instead to invite his mom to lunch one of these days.
“Do you even have a type?” His dad asks, serious and oblivious of his son’s affection towards his childhood friend.
Jinyoung shares a look with his mom, not even bothering to comment on it when Wonwoo simply shrugs and says he’s not looking to be in a relationship now.
“Why do you even keep on setting me up?” he asks, trying his best to bite back the tired and annoyed tone. This is his parents and he has to be polite.
“We’re not getting any younger, son.”
“Then ask Jinyoung to get married? He’s literally the oldest son here,” he offers innocently, earning a glare from his brother. “You’ve been dating Jisoo for what–5 years? Why haven’t you proposed yet?”
“Not your business,” Jinyoung simply answers, stopping the discussion there. “But Wonwoo’s right, Mom. You don’t need to worry about his lovelife. He’s simply not interested for now and you shouldn’t push it.”
Their mom sighs, once again muttering about how she just wants the best for him. Their dad doesn’t fuss too much about it, either because Wonwoo’s the youngest or because Jinyoung’s set with a serious girlfriend anyway.
But Wonwoo figures his mom is probably bored because she doesn’t get to play cupid like her friends. He rarely even agrees when she says she wants to set him up with someone, and the few times he does, it’s because he’s either interested in the family’s company or he already knows the other person isn’t looking for a relationship either.
“Who did you meet anyway?” his brother asks, suddenly curious.
“Han Yerin,” his mom answers instead, eyes twinkling at the thought of playing cupid.
Jinyoung snorts, and at least he still has enough manners to reach for a napkin and close his mouth as he does so. “You couldn’t have chosen a better date for him? What made you agree this time?”
“Mom promised not to set me up on blind dates again until the year ends,” he shrugs, not minding his mother’s pout. “Plus, I heard one of their subholdings is branching to Singapore so I wanted to see if I can prod.”
“You made me promise that,” she sighs dramatically. “Honestly, if it’s not because of that partnership with their company and I already promised her mom, I wouldn’t have agreed with your condition.”
“I’ve always thought you’re bound to get tired already, Mom,” Jinyoung chirps again as he nudges his younger brother for some tissue. “None of the date has seen a second time but you’re still so adamant on setting him up on one.”
Their mother sighs and says something about not stopping until Wonwoo finds himself a girlfriend, because it’s fun and she has never forced Wonwoo to actually date any of them anyway.
Ultimately, it’s his decision if he wants to take things further, and as much as it’s annoying to go on these occasional dates, Wonwoo’s still glad his mom has never pushed him into an actual relationship with any of them.
Deep down, he figures that’s the reason why he goes (albeit reluctantly) to these dates as well; he knows it makes his mom happy and there’s no real commitment behind it. He would never understand how it makes her happy, but that’s really the last of his problems. If anything, at least he gets to dig about their family companies most of the time.
“Speaking of,” their mom speaks up once again. “Have you heard Jennie is returning to Korea some time next week?”
Wonwoo chokes on his food at the mention of her name, with Jinyoung quickly patting him in the back as he tries to calm himself down. The older brother looks at him in concern, his mind floating to you.
He's heard from Jennie herself that she's going to be in Seoul after so long, and between his meetings and reports, he's forgotten to tell his brother about it. It's been quite sometime since the girl is going to stay in her birth country for so long, and the first thing that popped up in his mind when he heard the news was you.
Jinyoung isn’t sure why, but even though you’ve always had a high self-esteem and self-assurance, Jennie Kim is the one exception that makes you feel queasy inside. And if Jinyoung is already worried about this, God knows how Wonwoo is feeling inside.
Jennie is a family friend, one that lives mostly abroad than within the country–even right now she mostly stays in France with her parents. She spent half of her childhood in South Korea, and because her mom is somewhat close with their mom, she often made Jennie play with the Jeon siblings and, by extension, you.
You’ve never explicitly said or even shown that you have any distaste towards the girl, but, even in their young ages, Jinyoung, Wonwoo, and Shua had it in them to notice that you got quiet everytime Jennie was present.
Jinyoung knew Shua had asked about it before, somewhere during your high school holiday when Jennie had suddenly joined the short vacation in Toulouse all of you had been planning for a while. You were so excited when you got off the plane, and Jinyoung still remembers the way you stilled the moment Jennie came to pick you up at the airport as a surprise. Of course she was going to be there, she was living in the country, after all, and she probably heard from Wonwoo’s mom that you're visiting for the holiday.
“Did she tell you anything?” he had asked Shua, his brotherly instinct kicking in after seeing you quiet most of the time when you were the most excited about this trip before.
The younger guy had just shook his head, telling Jinyoung you had refused to tell him if anything’s bothering you. “I… don’t think it’s something she wants to talk about, at least not now. You know she rarely keeps things from me.”
“For what reason?” Jinyoung asks even if he knows already, well aware that Wonwoo’s curious but wouldn’t sound it himself.
“I’m not entirely sure,” their mom answers honestly. “But I think she’s shooting a… photobook? For her portfolio, I suppose.”
It’s to no one’s surprise that Jennie Kim, in line to take over Ruby Corp., is quick to climb up the business ladder and is already a world famous high fashion designer at her young age. She does have the talent for it, and is also very meticulous at everything she does, but everyone knows her parents’ connections get her everywhere quicker than anyone else would.
People (the elders, to be particular) were skeptical at first, not getting why she’d become a designer when her family owns a giant fashion company for her to manage. But Jennie has always loved drawing clothes, has always loved dressing people up too, so when she declared she’d learn their family business while she takes on the challenge to be a high fashion designer, her parents couldn’t really say no to that.
Wonwoo’s mind wanders to you, perhaps Jennie wouldn’t be here for long and you wouldn’t have to meet her.
You’ve never explicitly said anything to him, but Wonwoo knows Jennie makes you uncomfortable. In what way or why, he’s still not sure, but what he’s certain of is he doesn’t like you being uncomfortable and he doesn’t like your eerie silence–they worry him, and Wonwoo has never been good at dealing with his worries when it comes to you.
But your parents have never really cared about this, or maybe they don’t notice their daughter’s obvious discomfort in the Kims’ heiress’ presence, which is why they always make you hang out–if what they consider hanging out is politely meet up–with her everytime you’re in the same city.
It is good publicity, after all.
Jennie doesn’t seem to mind your quietness either. He wonders if she knows you’re not… you in her presence, if Jennie’s simply unbothered, or if she’s making a statement. But at least she doesn’t treat you differently and simply acts like she doesn’t notice that you rarely initiate anything with her.
“–and so you’ll have to take care of her okay?” his mom’s voice brings him back to reality.
“Who?” he blinks in confusion. “Sorry, I missed what you were saying.”
“Jennie will be here for at least two months, Wonwoo,” she repeats patiently, used to her son’s tendency to zone out in the middle of meals. “Take care of her, okay? I know you’re busy but I’ve promised her mom we'll take care of her while she’s here.”
Wonwoo sighs, having an internal battle in his mind. He doesn’t… dislike Jennie, she is still an old friend and she’s actually one of the few people in this society that isn’t hypocritical. She’s pretty nice, actually, and she’s a very good friend to have which is why the whole thing is all the more complicated.
If she had been another spoiled rich kid, it’d be easier to just brush her off and tell his parents he couldn’t spare time to babysit the girl. But Jennie is a good friend, perhaps not a close one, but she’s still a good friend nevertheless and it would just be plain rude if he were to ignore her.
It wouldn’t be polite.
Ironically, everything you do around Jennie is just polite. You’ve always been fiery for as long as Wonwoo has known you, but whatever fire you have within you has never appeared in front of her. You don’t get quiet around people unless you dislike them that much, and Wonwoo knows you don’t harbor any ill feelings towards the other girl–it’s not apathy either, and it’s the one and only thing that Wonwoo has never managed to figure out about you.
“Invite her to lunch or dinner once she arrives, okay?”
The finality in his mom’s voice tells him he’s got no choice either way.
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“Hey Won.” You close the door of his office.
It’s past lunch, somewhere around 3PM, and you’re here after your last meeting of the day; you’ve still got a lot of documents to review, but Chan, Wonwoo’s secretary, has called you earlier because Wonwoo’s in one of his mood and hasn’t left his office at all, which is concerning. You’ve given him the go to call you everytime it happens, and you’re certain it is bad because Chan has never taken that option unless he really has to.
“Did Chan call you?” he grumbles from his desk, a frown evident in his face.
“No, I was just in the area after a meeting,” you lie easily, searching for his face. “Have you eaten lunch?”
Wonwoo makes a sound from the back of his throat that you don’t really know how to translate, but it doesn’t matter because you’re set on making him stop working anyway. Even from where you’re sitting, it’s clear that his whole body is tense; he’s trying his best to keep it together even though he’s burnt and stressed out.
“Are they urgent?” you softly ask as you make your way to him. “Think you can accompany me out for a bit?”
He’s really not in the mood to go out, though spending time with you does sound much more appealing than staying here with this hell of a workload. To top it off, people have been pissing him off since morning so his mood is completely sour to the point where even Chan is staying away from him.
He’s about to reject your offer though, because he still has a lot of work to do and he really doesn’t want to lash out on you by accident. But how can he when you’re looking at him like that? When you’re standing right beside him and your thumb is softly caressing his shoulder?
“Come on, they’re not urgent, are they?” you smile at him, planting your palm against the side of his face. Wonwoo immediately leans into the touch, he closes his eyes and exhales a deep breath as if it helps him let go of the stress he’s been carrying all day. You see his shoulders relaxing and you can only huff in satisfaction as he does so.
It sounds somewhat conceited to say it yourself, but it’s clear even to you why people always look for you when Wonwoo’s not in a good place. It works the other way around too, only Wonwoo can get to you when you refuse practically everyone else.
“Let’s go?” you ask after a while, relishing the feeling of his lips on your palm before he pulls away.
“Yeah,” his low voice greets you at last, the sight of his smile making you sigh in relief. “Let’s go.”
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“Chan called you, didn’t he?” Wonwoo tries once again, and then reaches out to tuck your hair behind your ear before it falls into the bowl of patbingsoo in front of you.
“Hmm, this is very good,” you deflect as you shove another spoonful into your mouth. “You should start eating too, Won. They’re going to melt.”
He shakes his head in amusement before doing exactly what you tell him to. Gosh, even he knows he’s so whipped for you it’s not even funny. There would be times when he’d try to trace back when the whole thing started, try to remember if there were times when he did not love you.
But he always draws a blank. He couldn’t think of a time when his heart doesn’t belong to you; not when you cried to him because Jinyoung pulled your hair a little too hard when you were five, not when you whispered to him the big secret of you finding your first boyfriend in junior high school, not when you told him some guy called Jihoon stole your first kiss during high school.
Not even when you went through a phase of sleeping around just to piss your parents off.
And certainly not now, when you readily set aside your hell of a workload just to make sure Wonwoo’s not too stressed.
Wonwoo knows you’ve been too busy these days to a concerning point, something that he’s been meaning to talk to you about but hasn’t found the time to. The few times he’s found you in his place, you’re already fast asleep and, at times, you didn’t even get to charge your phone and turn off your laptop because you’re way too tired.
And if that’s not telling enough, the fact that you rarely talk to him these days is. You rarely let Wonwoo to himself, always making sure to talk to him at least twice a day to make sure he doesn’t forget to take a bite. So when a few days passed and Wonwoo sees the last time you’ve contacted him is three days ago, he knows you’re much too busy than he would’ve liked.
“How’s the preparation going?”
“For which one?” you ask sheepishly, well aware that Wonwoo’s still not happy you’re doing three projects at once.
Your friend clicks his tongue in disapproval. “The charity dinner.”
“I told you that one’s practically finished Won,” you pout. “You know the dinner’s next week.”
“It’s not finished if you still have to meet the florist today, princess,” he huffs tiredly, completely worried. He truly wishes he’s imagining the growing dark circles under your eyes and the way you’re more quiet than you usually are, but he knows the telltale of you being worn out and he’s sure you’re going to get sick in a few days if you don’t take an actual rest.
“How did you know I have a meeting with the florist…” you mumble to yourself, which Wonwoo provides the answer to by telling you he’s heard from Seungcheol. “I really should stop letting you befriend every single one of my staff. Anyway, they just told me last minute that there's a problem with one of the flowers so I had to change the bouquets concept a little, okay?”
Wonwoo gives you an unimpressed look, brows furrowed. “You need to rest, you know? Won’t be any good if you’re going to be too tired and can’t attend when the event is due.”
“I am resting now, aren’t I?” you say cheekily, trying your best not to worry him. You know he’s true, that Shua and Jeonghan’s concern since that day is valid, and it’s also true that you’ve been lightheaded for the past few days, often having to hold on to something when you try to stand up from your seat.
Wonwoo doesn’t need to know that though, and you’ll make sure to eat a proper meal and take your supplements before it gets worse.
That should do it.
“You wouldn’t be if Chan didn’t call you,” he retorts back.
“Won, he’s worried and probably afraid you’ll fire someone out of anger again if I don’t take you out of the office,” you try to make light of the situation. “And it’s my best friend duty to bother you, remember?”
“It happened once,” he cringes everytime he remembers that episode. “And the guy totally deserved it regardless of my mood. Anyway, it’s also my best friend duty to make sure you’re not becoming a walking zombie.”
“It’s not that bad,” you pout. “Tomorrow is my last packed schedule before the charity dinner takes place and I don’t have any meeting the day after tomorrow. I already plan on catching up on sleep then, okay?”
Wonwoo sighs once again and puts down his spoon before he stares at you pointedly. The worry in his eyes is clear as days, and you really hate knowing you’re the reason behind it. “Just… don’t overdo yourself, alright?”
“I know my limit Won, I promise. I’ll probably just review some documents because I’m finally out of meetings,” you grin tiredly, hoping that it doesn’t look like you’re forcing it. “Speaking of, should we go to lunch on that day? It’s been some time since we went out for lunch.”
He winces slightly at the question, a gesture so subtle that you would’ve missed it if you hadn’t been staring at him. “I… Jennie’s in the country and Mom asked me to take her to lunch.”
“Oh.” There it is, the resigning tone you often use when her name is brought up. Wonwoo frowns at the way your gaze drops from him, suddenly eyeing your empty bowl like it’s the most interesting thing you can find. “Oh well, I can just eat with Chaeyoung or something.”
“I can just reschedule if you really want to go out,” he tries, cursing himself for not thinking about it sooner. You shake your head though, and then tell him to have fun with her.
“You did say I should rest,” you shrug.
“Princess…”
“It’s fine,” you softly tell him, a small smile that churns his heart on your face. “And I just remembered I promised Shua I’d drop by his studio too to help prepare his open class.”
He bites back a sigh at your faux nonchalance, not having it in him to ask what is it about Jennie that always gets you like this. He’s not dense enough to ask about it, not when he knows how you react everytime Jennie is the topic of a conversation. The least he could do was not ask, he’d spare himself the ‘nothing’s wrong’ answer and would rather figure it out on his own one day.
“Alright, call me if you’re up for dinner that day?” he offers.
You simply nod at him, your eyes refusing to meet his. Wonwoo can only hope Jennie’s schedules for the next two months are packed and he wouldn’t have to ‘take care’ of her as often as his mom would like him to.
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raganandhersurveys · 4 years
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5/19/20~CI
Basics
What is your name? 
~ragan
 What is your favorite color?
~pink
 Your age: 
~17
 Where do you live? 
~north carolina 
Where were you born?
~nc
Mention one fun fact about you: 
~i love silver screen movies aka black and white films 
What is your marital status? 
~single
 If taken, what is his/her name?
~n/a
 Your primary hobby:
~shopping 
 Lets go Deeper… Are you skinny, fit, overweight, or obese?
~ummm ig fit
 Your heritage: 
~scotch-irish, german, and italian 
 Are your teeth spaced out or together? 
~together 
 Do you have a secret phobia we should know? 
~i mean they aren’t secret lol but i’m terrified of clowns 
Do you take any medication? 
~nope 
 Do you have any disorders? 
~not that i’m aware of 
How strange do people say you are?
~i mean i don’t think i’m that strange but on the other hand i’m weird ig 
 How is your home life?
~fine i’m just sick of being at home 
 You have a job? Why or why not? 
~yes, I’m on staff at my church and babysit 
Gotta secret you’d like to give out?
~nope i’m good :)
. Name a guilty pleasure: 
~fast food ughhhh
Do you have kids? 
~not as of now 
 Do you have pets? 
~yes, i have 2 cats and a dog 
 Do you have a nice relationship with your mom? 
~for the most part. we argue and don’t see eye to eye on things but we love each other 
Do you have a nice relationship with your dad? 
~yes,my dad is my rock 
Any step-parents? If so, do you get along with them?
~not at the moment but my mom is getting married soon but yeah I like him a lot
If you go back in time once, what all would you change?
~tell people how much they mean to me/tell them how they make me feel. life is too short to not tell people how they make you feel
Do you have any regrets?
~i think the mistakes you make in your life shape who you are today, so no
Are you happy with life? Why or why not? 
~if i wasn’t in quarantine i’d be so much happier but i’m doing fine 
 Name one UNIQUE characteristic about you:
~umm this isn’t really that unique but i do have hazel eyes which is not as common as other eye colors
 In a Boy/Girl Are you straight, bisexual, gay/lesbian, or not sure? 
~i’m a straight girl
 What do you like in the sex you’re attracted to? 
~lol I just like hot guys in general ahaha 
What’s something you don’t like about them?
~how they switch up around their friends. ughhh men 
 Would you cheat on your significant other for a million dollars? 
~i don’t have one but no. like money is great but i’d carry that guilt forever 
When do you think is the right time to have sex with someone?
~that is something a person must decide for themselves. it should be when you’re comfortable and with someone you love. however you shouldn’t be under like 15. i think that’s kinda young 
 When do you think it’s the appropriate time to marry? 
~ ^
What about having kids? 
~ ^
Are in an open relationship? If so, why? 
~nope 
 Name some turn-ons: 
~confidence, dark features, tattoos, talented, likes oldies, social 
 Name some turn-offs:
~being too full of yourself, disrespectful to people in public, bad hygiene, being too sarcastic, bad style 
Your opinion on smoking? 
~cigarettes? sorry, no can do my guy 
Drinking? 
~don’t be an alcoholic ahaha. i do sometimes but i don’t get hammered often or anything like that 
 Smoking Weed?
~i don’t care about that but i don’t personally smoke 
 Doing any other illicit drugs? 
~absolutely not
Cheating? 
~ ^
Watching porn? 
~idc. most of these, you do you 
Your Beliefs 
Are you pro-choice or pro-life? 
~ughhh i hate talking about this. it’s none of my business what another woman does to her body, however i could never ever do it. 
Are you straightedge?
~no
 What religion do you practice? 
~Christianity 
 Believe in death row? 
~no, let them rot in prison because death is the easy way out and its solving violence with violence 
 How should the court deal with murderers? 
~lock them up forever 
 Your opinion on animal rights?
~ok i’m not vegan or anything but I don’t believe in animal abuse or anything obviously 
 Are you vegan or vegetarian? 
~no
Do you believe in spanking [your] children?
~all i’m gonna say is that i got spankings and know that my parents weren’t beating me. i love them and have nothing against them. it taught me right from wrong and i wasn’t the kind of kid you could have just told not to do something. you had to show me you meant business so yeah, i will lightly spank my future child on the bum but i will never hit them or whip them obviously. there is a difference 
Health & Education
 Are you freaked out by Swine Flu?
~more like corona 
 Are you in college?
~highschool 
What is your highest level of education? 
~ ^
What was/is your favorite subject in school? 
~choir or literature 
Did you have a lot of friends in grade school? 
~yes i did 
Did you participate in any activities?
~yes, i’m involved it quite a lot of things at school 
 Did you take Sex-Ed? 
~lol yeah 
Worst part about high school:
~math OMFG I.HATE.IT
Best part about high school: 
~truly finding who my true friends are, sports events, having some of the best teachers i’ve ever had.
 If you could go back to the 7th grade for a day, would you? 
~sure, honestly 7th grade was pretty great 
 Did you get your flu shot?
~of course 
 Have you ever had Chicken Pox? 
~do people even get that anymore? lol no
What about Rubella?
~idek what that is
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Tel Aviv 2019: Straight outta Czech Republic to Eurovision with an unexpected geographical sight name
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Another year, another Czech attempt at a national final that wasn’t televised also BUT this time we got some excitement announcements out of them - even if they were blatantly boring, kind of.
Keep in mind though that I know that the revamp's out, BUT this whole review is just me reviewing the version we all witnessed back when ESCZ hit. The one and only.
So the NF’s here because we saw Mikolas succeed from it the last time (eventhough it’s just a secret internal selection for just the Mikolas’s song and there’s no no denying hihihi), right? And thanks to that we got pseudo-official-but-not-so-official hotel music videos of each contestant’s songs just in case they decide to... like... change it for something different. Like those lyric videos last year. Eventhough they looked so very lowbudget this year, I still liked them to some degree, and eventually I had to witness this one video (set in presumably mostly the living room) where the lead singer confettis all over himself win this year (well not really the video as much as I only got to first hear that song on ESCRadio hahaha). Well, just the lead singer of it. As the buddies were on the other official video (the one I’ll talk about in my revamps update I guess but has anything changed other than the singer singing one of his talking parts?). As a whole the Czech entrants this year are known as Lake Malawi (it exists) and “Friend of a Friend” is their A-game! Let’s listen!
I liked it ever since my first acknowledgence(??) of it through ESCRadio. It reminded me of those happy-clappy 80s synth sounds (eventhough the 80s songs were mostly about gloom and doom), somehow somewhat mixed in with a bit of that ‘modern’ synthpop sound from the British music scene (Years & Years maybe? Nah that’d be too far-fetched). The lyrics, while cheap enough, at least paint a bit of a picture? I don’t think the person in the song was “making love” to his ‘old’ neighbouress back when she was 13, anyway. She’s, afterall, the “friend of a friend”. Who is a friend of a friend. Who is a friend of a friend. Who is a friend of a friend’s COUSIN~
The thing is that some songs out here are enjoyable besides their lyrical content. Or even without the singer’s background (still looking at those who’re shading Sheppard’s family business - shut up and enjoy “Geronimo” in peace, geez!). I, for example, jammed to RiRi’s “S&M” for my lifetime - yes, even since when it got big, and the pop music was being made to sound trashy, and not like something that sounds too somber and ‘foggy’, and with lyrics from r/im14andthisisdeep, and then later slapped on those a e s t h e t i c moodboards with tulips and liquid (of colour blue/red) splashed onto them to make it loof more effective, and placed in front of a yellow background on a white table. I miss late 2000s-early 2010s pop a whole lot, because at least it had fathomable-to-the-ear hits of the time - cheap, fast food, techno melodies with overproduction and lyrics that actually mean something more intimate and grotesque (with sometimes even hinting to the love surface) - that was the shit. Now it’s just drowsy stuff with blurry melodies and lamentings of lost love and devotion in an equally slurry, pathetic, vocal whine. I’m so tired of it. It’s unsettling. Get it off me. And thankfully, none of that invades this small little bubble of Eurovision’s just as of now (unlike the other pathetic musical cliche of nowadays that’s Soundcloud rap - ‘thanks’ a lot USNK). And I guess I shouldn’t be blessed that Lake Malawi brings this “this bangs but the lyrics are... a choice, but it still bangs so idc” back onto Eurovision? Like, come on, we all have had such kinds of songs like those all of that time. From “I Can’t Go On” (a man being a slut for love???) to countless of national final shlocks made by these usual suspects from rent-a-songwriter corner, ESPECIALLY in the 00s, to some of those actual 00s entries that made it - so stupid to sing along to, yet so infectious you can’t drag your earworm out of your ear canals just now. What does “Friend of a Friend” have for itself? Keyboard melody in the 2nd half of the chorus that is easily stuck in MY head, with a female voice (I assume it’s the song’s protagonist’s subject of speech - the neighbourina herself) reassuring that “[she’s] only [his] friend” - not in a “haha I’m friendzoning you forever >:)” way, but “ehhhh there’s truly nothing between us as he says, we’re just friends, not lovers, don’t give me that look” way. Sure it’s believable, sure. It might as well turn out that these neighbours are indeed doing the same thing as in all those local anecdotes where a family’s mother or father has an affair with a next-door neighbour for shits and giggles to move the joke’s plot forward.
So it is, as a whole, a fun little throwback-ish piece of fine and smooth music, accompanied with the lead singer’s ‘British’ ‘accent’ (aha so this is why I get a lot of British radio vibes from this - not to mention, tropical beach ones too for some reason!), some sort of spoken dialogue, energy and the ability to raise you up from your seat the 45875th time you’re actually giving in to all of this. You know you want to, despite this song possibly not being your cup of tea. But I see you, and I look forward to seeing you bopping to this fully in May, no matter if this isn’t Mikolas you’re dealing with anymore, and no camel spaghetti. Ahw yeah!
Approval factor: Although it’s also slowly wearing off me like it already wore off everyone else back then, I’m still giving it one hell of an approval. Yay!
Follow-up factor: I definitely like it more than “Lie to Me” as well. Somewhat. Honestly. Don’t bash me in secret.
Qualification factor: the naysayers are saying this will flop but imo they’re mostly just upset that Barbora didn’t go (even if they were only still upset back in the say), STILL. Ugh can’t they just leave. I am positive about this song’s chances somewhat, just hoping it gets a really memorable and stand out staging and maybe it will escape this hellhole of its semi. Not very confident, just positive. (Also they rocked the Vidbir stage so hard even the uncomfortable question queen Dramala couldn’t not give in the dance, lolz.)
NATIONAL FINAL BONUS
Honestly, the best possible thing that came out of this NF was the oh-so-unexpectedly-expected winner choice, and it is like this because, yet again, people couldn’t get over Barbora losing at first, to which I’m like “to be quite honest, you were all into it because that’s the closest thing to Lana del Rey you’d ever get in Eurovision because Lana herself is American and America should NOT set their foot into ESC... besides, she wouldn’t probably do it anyways”. ESCZ wasn’t pretty bad of a NF honestly:
• people actually laughed at the fact every single video of this NF is so low-budget that it looked like it was all filmed in the same hotel room! (in reality I’m just jealous at the slick-ass hotels they’ve had on there, feels like someone’s house more than a hotel actually)
• Pam Rabbit, one of Mikolas’s last year’s backings, brought the second-best NF song this year imo (Barbora for me is likeable but not to THAT degree, lol calm yer tits), as it was a lowkey bop and I can’t not appreciate one!
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(her officially official MV is here but in the spirit of this NF’s, you’re gonna have to subject yourself to this above in order to witness spectacular budget-MVs that happened for this NF especially, come on. Hardly a cool NF without its own little perks!)
• Fine, I’ll bring up Barbora Mochowa too. I gotta say she DOES sound like Queen Bee Lana, same to say on her earlier works which, among them, has one enchanting and haunting forest-like ballad. “True Colors”, her ESCZ entry, is just a pop ballad, which is not THAT bad, it’s just that... did y’all see any more in that song beyond the Lana vocals? Sure sure the melody is pleasant but... did ya?
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(Lord alive, she also has a live video for this song on her channel, which is in fact the ESCZ’s unplugged version video!)
• The ex-ESC entrant jury is back for another year! This time though, the votes of all of the participants in it were all up and public (unlike secrety mcsecret ones from 2018 where I’m not even sure if the Eurojury panel was correct), and most of them were #TeamMalawi or #TeamBarbora... up until AWS (yes AWS are relevant enough for their own panel!), being the “wait do we still have to do Eurovision related things??? it’s sooooo 1 year ago already, let us go goddammit!!” type of participants that they are, totally and utterly half-arsing their own experience in there by 12ing Andrea Holá. The thing is that she’s first alphabetically from the artists so that’s probably the best possible theory why. “GIVE ME A HINT, ANDREA!!!”
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• The best part? The NF itself taking place in the second floor of an abandoned warehouse somewhere in Czech Republic (Czechia go to hell), in the middle of the day, with no live performances, just that video above played in full motion and some random people speaking in between. Silly of them to leak my ideal NF design location if I ever were a Lithuanian HoD. And yes, it was streamed on Facebook, the platform that I can barely play livestreams on my 11-year-old laptop on, while suspiciously enough, it worked for FiK 56... which meant that I was barely able to grasp a screenshot but I managed!
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Well of course I didn’t get to watch much but after someone said Lake Malawi (or, in their words, Lake Malala <333) won, I almost believed it until I found out that the show’s still going... and only saw the thing on the projection screen later out of nowhere. IDK who’s hugging who and if that audience on the right are all the participants then I may have an idea but for now IDK. Ahh, relevant video media being projected on projection screens (duh) <33 giving San Marino, Albania’s Powerpoint scoreboards and Belgian 2013 radio NF runs for their money.
I might find mistakes and off-the-wall blabbers in this write-up later but for now I’ll carelessly submit this beauty to Tumblr today and wish the best of luck to Lake Malawi in Tel Aviv! May you qualify for the 2nd year in a row for CZ ^^
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1. Can you remember what you were doing at 8:15 this morning?
Getting ready to leave my friend’s house
2. In your phone’s contacts, who is the first person listed under the letter ‘R’? When did you last see that person?
Rob, I don’t remember
3. If someone is sticking their nose into your business where it isn’t wanted, how would you deal with that? Would you say something to them?
Probably
4. What did you have for lunch today? Or, if you haven’t had lunch yet, what do you think you will have?
It’s not lunch yet
5. Is there someone you desperately want to see/speak to atm, but you can’t?
Kind of
6. Do you and your significant other have a special song? What is it?
I’m single
7. If you HAD to sing something on karaoke, what song would you choose?
Idk
9. What time is it now? Are you tired?
9:55 am, yeah I’m exhausted
10. If you wear make-up, do you take it with you, to reapply throughout the day? Does your make-up stay for a long time after you first apply it, or do you find that you need to reapply often? Are you wearing any make-up atm?
I usually take my makeup with me so I can apply it, it doesn’t always stay on for a long time and yeah I still have makeup on from yesterday
11. What if you found the last person you kissed, in bed with the last person you texted?
Idc lol
12. The last person you held hands with - have you ever kissed them?
No
13. Can you remember what your parents bought you for Christmas last year?
Honestly no lmfao I forgot
14. Think about the person you fell hardest for. Why do you think your feelings for this person were so strong? How is he/she different compared to everyone else you’ve had feelings for?
Idk
30. Have you ever caught your friend cheating on their boyfriend/girlfriend? If you have, what did you do about it? If you haven’t, what do you think you would do?
Yes and I didn’t say anything because I encouraged her lmao
31. When your last relationship ended, how long was it before you felt ready to think about being with someone else?
Never lol
32. Has any of your friends ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend that you found attractive, and you would secretly have liked to have for yourself?
No
33. How many guys do you know named Matthew?
None atm
34. Think about the last person that made you cry. Would that person be there for you if you needed help?
I don’t remember
35. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to sleep last night? Do you remember what you talked about?
Amber, she wanted me to come sit on the floor with her
36. Has someone of the opposite sex made you cry at any point during the last 24 hours?
No
37. Is there anything you would like to say to your most recent ex?
That if it makes him feel any better I’ll never fall in love with anyone else
38. If your friends are sexually active but you aren’t, does that bother you? Have you ever felt pressured to have sex before you were ready, because your friends had done it?
No
39. In your opinion, what is the difference between having a crush and being in love? Have your own experiences helped you to realise that there is a difference?
Hard to explain
40. Did the last person you hugged have any of these letters in their name: T, R, K, P, J?
Yeah, K
41. What’s the most unhealthy thing you’ve eaten in the last 24 hours?
3 Musketeers
42. What was the last compliment you received from someone of the opposite sex?
That I “look like you can suck a mean dick” lmfaoo
43. Who did you last say ‘I love you’ to? What color are that person’s eyes?
I don’t remember lol
44. If you took away the first and third letters of your name, what would you then be called?
Nelica
45. Name 7 things that make you happy.
Just my friends and drugs
46. Think about your Facebook profile photo. What kind of assumptions do you think a stranger might make about you, from seeing that photograph? Would any of these assumptions be correct?
Idk
47. You buy a bar of chocolate, but you decide that you don’t want to eat it now, and put it in the fridge. When you go back later, half of it’s gone - someone else has started eating it! Who are you most likely to blame?
My brother lol
48. Choose 5 friends, and talk about each person’s longest/most serious relationship. Who was the relationship with, and how long did it last?
Omg that’ll take forever lol
49. Do you think it’s wrong for someone to commit themselves to a long-term relationship at a young age? Explain.
No it’s up to them, I think it’s stupid though
50. Is there something happening in the near future, that you’re looking forward to?
Roadtrip to Ohio
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large amounts of TAG GAMES
actually i decided to do all of them in one post so here we go! if you want me to do any more, tag me in them!
it’s all under the read-more, if anyone cares:
first one! this one is tag 20+ followers you want to get to know better, tagged by @chochxng, @cahliiopes​, @residentpotter​, @softsunshinescamander, @timeandstars​, and @marauderslilys​ for this one
name: sandhya
nickname(s): idiot, probably
gender: female
star sign: sagittarius
height: 5'6" (AND A HALF)
sexual orientation: straight, probably, but honestly i’m too young to be sure
hogwarts house: gryffindor, home of the brave!
ssbb character: chaotic good? i dunno what this is lol
favorite band/singer: the cast of hamilton; fall out boy; børns; maroon 5
favorite color: aquamarine
favorite animal: cats cuz i’m basic
time right now: 4:53 am
average hours of sleep: seven to nine
cat or dog person: see above; cat
favorite fictional character(s): marauders (minus traitor) ESP SIRIUS AND REMUS, lily, marlene, hermione, harry, percy (jackson), annabeth, leo, finnick, gale, tobias, june iparis, day wing, anden (wish me luck here) stavropulous (welp i failed that), sydney carton, do aaron burr and alexander hamilton count
number of blankets i sleep with: 2
dream trip: athens and rome
dream job: chemical geneticist who publishes ya novels in her spare time
when did you make this blog: seven or so months ago
current number of followers: 628
when did your blog reach its peak: i like to think it hasn’t yet
what made you decide to get tumblr: i was *on* tumblr for a long time (scrolling through posts and blogs), and it bugged me that i couldn’t like posts, so i got a tumblr to keep track of ones i liked and then i started posting and then this happened
character i’d date: sirius black, remus lupin, harry potter, percy jackson, leo valdez, gale hawthorne
how many blogs do i follow: 992 - rip
what do i post about: harry potter here, hamilton and lssc over on @disasterburr, and resources over on @phosphoramidon
do i get asks regularly: depends (speaking of which, i’ll get to all of the name aesthetics at some point i’m just hella busy sorry)
aesthetic: new books, cups of coffee, geometric patterns, cloudless skies, laughing with friends, urban settings, copious amounts of food, roller coasters, thick sweaters
next! tagged by @cahliiopes​; thanks meghan, ily!
RULES: Tell your followers 11 random facts about yourself and tag 11 people. Tag backs are allowed but if you do get tagged again you must not repeat any of the facts you mentioned in the previous round. The facts can be absolutely anything, whatever comes to mind first.
1. i’m freaking out rn bc there’s this math competition that i really want to make the school team for and i sort of did (i mean i’m on the team atm), but i have the lowest score on the team, and i’ve heard that one sixth grader has to be sent ( @hearing-from-my-lawyers​ ???), so if that’s the case i’ll be booted and i dunno i’m just worried
2. god i hate rainy days sm
3. i can’t speak my mother tongue, which sucks
4. i’m pretty tall, and i used to be the tallest kid in my elementary school - and then the guys shot up so
5. i LOVE astronomy, it’s so fascinating!!!
6. i play the piano and the viola, and i love them both!
7. my first fandom was avatar: the last airbender
8. i have the weirdest combination of a superiority and an inferiority complex - more often than not, though, it’s the latter that acts up more often
9. i’m like a huge nerd! i mean, i love math and science and all that - stem ftw man
10. bees are my worst nightmare. i mean, whenever i hear in the news that bees are disappearing at an alarming rate, i know that’s a bad thing, but i can’t find it in me to bee sad (puns) cuz i hate them SO MUCH
11. one of my favorite hobbies is debate! ( @hearing-from-my-lawyers​ why am i tagging you in so much shit but SWG FTW) 
why are all of these facts so boring why am i like this
up next! i was tagged by @fjrebolt​ for this fun one - thanks so much!
rules: tell us your one favorite character from ten different fandoms and tag around ten people
harry potter - sirius black
fantastic beasts - newt scamander (probably not allowed but idc)
percy jackson - percy jackson or annabeth chase, i can’t decide
heroes of olympus - leo valdez (hehe i don’t know if this is allowed but whatever)
the hunger games - finnick odair (*goes and cries in a corner* HE DESERVED BETTER)
divergent - tobias eaton
legend - daniel altan wing, aka day
hamilton - aaron burr
the john green-verse - margo roth spiegelman or hazel grace lancaster
late night - stephen colbert
what do you mean, that last one didn’t count? ah, fine.
the young elites - enzo valenciano, or magiano
next! tagged by @totally-ravenclaw​, to do if i was a witch/wizard. here goes!
School: hogwarts
House: gryffindor
Patronus: black stallion
Wand: redwood, unicorn hair core, 14.5′′, bendy
Blood Status: half-blood
Favorite Subject: arithmancy, DADA, charms
Least Favorite Subject: divination or herbology
Quidditch Position: chaser or announcer
Anything Else: maybe after graduating, i’d go into the ministry or something - after all, there aren’t many jobs outside of the ministry, oddly enough
i was tagged for some others that i’ve already done before, so i’m not going to do those, sorry! this was a lot, though, so i’m good tbh.
anyways, time for tags! i tag @newt-scamndr, @ravenspuff, @peppermintparvati, @cahliiopes, @aweami543, @hollowsgodric, @fjrebolt, @petuniaevans, @chochxng, @cho-chang (whose icon i love btw), @poppypomfrey, @dudleydursley, @hearing-from-my-lawyers,  @hcgwarts, and anyone else who wants to! you can do all of these, or some of these, or none if you want to haha
have a great day!
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hey i just stumbled across ur blog its cute! i got no life so i just kept scrolling and scrolling and got interested in ur life a lil :) u still seeing that guy u were so crazy about? and whats he like? if so what has being with him done to all ur confusion abt gender/sexuality? what do u like abt him? im sorry if im being annoying im just so bored u dont have to answer
omg this message is so cute thx 4 being interested in my life!! its not annoying at all + i decide to put that information abt me online so its rly ok! my answer got really long and im a lil tired (and not good with english grammar) so sorry 4 any mistakes lel
im actually in a relationship with the guy rn and i swear its one of the few good things that happened to me in 2016 !! i mean it took some time for us to actually get together bc at first he didnt want to ‘put a label on it’ but apparently im an “all or nothing” kind of person and thank god he realized it!! its still kinda weird and very very new for me to be in an actual relationship and i sometimes forget that he is my boyfriend so ??? but im very excited and very very happy and even the smallest things he does still make my heart go !!!!! the gender issue I once had doesnt really exist anymore, I feel more comfortable in my body than ever and enjoy being ‘girly’. Im wearing dresses and skirts quite often now and started to wear the thight fitting tshirts again, instead of only the really loose ones (: the sex thing is still a lil bit tricky: he doesnt really care abt sex which is fucking fantastic, bc I used to think that maybe Im gonna end alone bc Im ace (btw I dont really consider myself ace anymore bc y should I label myself ?? Im okay with telling ppl I dont like sex, but maybe I will one day so idc abt what label to give my sexuality and honestly : its none of other ppls business who I fuck ((or not)) ). I did find out that I can get sexually aroused if I really like the person im with but Im still not sure if I really want to have sex and/or if I would enjoy it. maybe we gonna fuck one day, or maybe not but idc bc its not that important to both of us (i hope). I dont really wanna be too personal or nsfw here but lets just say that my body does react stronger to him touching/kissing me than I thought so yeah thats thatumm what to say about him… hes kinda the stoic person and thinks that everything has to be rational and objective which I think is very stupid bc Im a really subjective person who prefers to just do things instead of planning ahead. also he is very smart (but likes to think he’s smarter than everybody which sucks tbh) and he explains a lot of things to me which is nice bc im a sucker for people explaining the world and stuff to me. i feel very comfortable and safe around him and I think that I make him feel safe too. he questions everything and wants to be 100% sure he makes the ‘right’ decision before doing it, so i actually feel kinda special that he likes me. He also has this thing with wanting to bring out the best in people (according to his vision of ‘good’ and ‘best people’) and that does get kinda annoying bc I dont like the idea of him just wanting to change me ??? But apparently he sees way more potential in me than I do and thats a nice feeling tbh. aaah what I like about him is actually a lot, he is absurd handsome and can literally wear anything he wants ???? sometimes I get self conscious abt how good he looks and that Im not in his league or smth like that although I know how stupid that sounds.. anyway, hes kinda made of edges and has this thin, sharp smile with pointy teeth and hes very tall and fit and I like to call him weasel bc when he proofes me wrong he smirkes all mischievous and sometimes he gets giddy and hyper so it rly fits lol. I like how his voice gets all soft and warm when Im sad or something happened and he tries to cheer me up and I like how fucking much he cares abt other ppl - so much it must hurt himself bc he puts other ppls feelings over his and just cares too much. he is actually a very soft person but probably doesnt want everybody to see it bc he is a man™  I also love how good he is at reading ppl (especially me) bc im terrible at doing the whole feeling thing and voicing what I want so that helps a lot bc often I dont even have to say anything he just knows its spoopy. + im kinda obsessed with biting/biting people, not even in a sexual way just in a ‘i wanna bite u (bc im drunk)’ way and he does that too so thats !!! very good thank you universe for doing all this sorcery I still dont understand how this all worked out but im very happy and i appreciate every single thing in my life that led to today. its all magic but we somehow fit together quite well and I love him so please 2017 me dont fuck that up
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