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tinytourist · 3 years

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Queen Mary's Birthday Weekend

In NZ, the first Monday of June is a public holiday known as the Queen's Birthday. Queen Elizabeth II's birthday is actually on the 21st of April; however, it is celebrated on different dates across the commonwealth. It's a little strange if you ask me, but who am I to argue with a with an extra day off of work?

My friend Mary's sorority big sister/rave mom was getting married back in the States during the Queen's Birthday Weekend and the pandemic prevented her from going. To keep the celebration alive, she invited a bunch of her friends to Nelson to co-party. Mary’s birthday was about a week and a half before the trip, so in addition to the Queen, and her friend's wedding, we were celebrating her.

On Friday morning, I arrived in Blenheim to find out that my bag was missing. The Air NZ employee I spoke to had a real "she'll be right" attitude about it. My inner New Yorker was raging but I tried to embrace the Kiwi culture. Mary had arranged for her friends, Morgan and Andrew, to pick me up from the airport and drive me to Nelson.

Morgan and Andrew's kind and supportive nature eased me into a state of relaxation. Not too long into the drive, I got a call from Air NZ saying that they had located my bag and were flying it to Nelson. We decided to make a day of it and headed into the town to explore.

We were welcomed by the beautiful bay view and remaining yellow-leaved autumn trees. There, we ate falafel, rummaged through a vintage store, and did some light shopping. Next thing we knew, my bag was ready. We quickly popped by the Nelson airport and then headed to the Airbnb. Up a steep gravel road we went, passing by curious alpacas and hefty sheep on the way.

People trickled in as we watched the sun set over the bay from our deck. Andrew, Morgan, and I were on dinner duty. Morgan was the head chef in charge of the "Glowing Spiced Lentil Soup". He put me to work on the flatbreads. I should mention that all of the meals for the weekend were vegan and gluten-free to accommodate a variety of dietary restrictions among the group. I made a mess mixing gf flour and coconut yogurt, but to my surprise the flatbreads were a hit! The soup was even better.

The next morning, we awoke to Conagh and Logan making pancakes. After brekkie, about half of us ventured to the Saturday market. It was filled with a variety of arts, crafts, and specialty food stands. I succumbed to the market temptations and bought several rimu wood kitchen utensils in addition to hand-dyed yarn for my new knitting hobby. The dreary drizzly weather eventually drove us to leave.

Back at the house, we played games, had interesting chats, and got comfy in the "snug-pit". Mary, Olive, and Andy put together a lovely spread of roasted veggies for dinner. After dinner, Mary and Reuben introduced me to their favorite house game, affectionately referred to as the train game (otherwise known as Ticket to Ride). I was hesitant at first but ended up getting really into it.

Sunday was wedding day! Reuben made us an array of hearty brunch nachos to start the day off right. Then, we watched the ceremony from the snug-pit. Mary got dressed in her bridesmaid dress and periodically video-chatted with a variety of wedding guests.

Feeling a bit antsy, a few of us left the house to go for a foggy beach stroll. It was nice to stretch our legs, but the less-than-perfect weather stopped us from staying out for long. Back at the house, we played more games and watched a few episodes of Love + Death & Robots. Giulka and Luke made a lentil bolognaise for dinner. We ended the night with a lively game of Telephone Pictionary.

The next morning we packed up, cleaned the house, and played a game of musical food to distribute the trip leftovers. Finding a place that was open in Nelson on the holiday was difficult, but we persevered! We ate brunch at River Kitchen and said our goodbyes. Alex, Luke, Giulka, and I strolled through the botanical gardens before they dropped me at the airport.

#new zealand #nelson

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wexlerkimberly · 3 years

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oh god, yearly round-up.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

side note: this is my TENTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! year of doing this!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have been on this website for OVER 10 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jesus christ.

ok. on a completely personal level, last year was so fucking dreadful that i remember falling asleep at my friends house on new years eve and thinking: “well, at least this year can’t be any worse”. HMMMM. in all seriousness though, despite everything, i have had a mostly decent year. i’m very lucky in lots and lots of ways. i’m lucky none of my closest family or loved ones have been effected too deeply by covid. just mild inconvenience, at most. i am lucky that i live in a house with such a large garden, so i could enjoy fresh air and family-free time if i needed to. i am lucky the weather has been mostly nice this year so i could go for plenty of walks. i’m lucky that i’m naturally a very quiet, anti-social person anyway so i haven’t felt the strain of isolation as severely as others.

most of all, this year has been boring, if anything. but there’s still been things that have made it nice. january - birthday!!! i don’t usually go hard or anything for my birthday but it stands out to me as a really lovely day. i went for a walk to one of my favourite hills with my dad & dogs during the day. in the evening, i had badminton with my friends as i used to most thursdays (INDOOR SPORTS?!?!?!!? REMEMBER INDOORS SPORTS?!?!!?!?!) and then, as per our tradition, i went back to their flat for take-away chips and halloumi burgers. because they are so unbelievably generous and lovely, my friends bought me a new badminton racket for my birthday. i feel like i’ve barely got a chance to use this year, for obvious reasons, but i can’t wait to use it so much more as soon as possible. the following day, i went to work as normal but then went out to a really nice italian place with my family for a meal and we did birthday cake & candles when we got home. feeling stupidly grateful for so many thoughtful people in my life. february - again, this year has been so dry that a trip to the cinema could be considered a high point. but it was my only cinema trip of the year and just a really nice day. me & my friend saw jojo rabbit (which was great, if you haven’t seen it already) and afterwards we ambled around town looking at things in shops. it sounds so simple but i haven’t done any of that stuff since really, so it feels so exciting and exotic when i think back on it.

february - stayed at my grandma’s house for the weekend. we do that as often as we can, usually, and it’s always nice. but - obviously - we haven’t been able to see my grandma much at all this year. it was nice to sit in front of the fire with her and watch tv and be given access to all sorts of baked goods and walk up the hills around by her. on the sunday, we managed to pop-in on my nana & grandad too and eat many baked goods there too.

march - meal out for my brother’s birthday. i feel like a lot of my “special days” this year revolved around someone’s birthday this year. but i think this was our last day of ‘normalcy’ before things went a bit crazy here. my family went to a caribbean pub with my brother and his gf and we had lovely tasty food and a nice night out. i think that was the last day i wore anything other than pyjamas or leggings for a long time.

april - no joke, i remember going to the vets during the peak of lockdown when the whole country was essentially shut down and it felt like THE most exciting day of my life. my cat was fine (she’d been bitten and needed painkillers for an infection but she was absolutely fine!) but i remember being near giddy in the car. my sister came with us too even though she didn’t need to because of how exciting it felt.

may - my brother’s birthday. the other one. the first of our lockdown birthdays. we popped in to drop a card off at a friend’s who shares the same birthday as him. then we drove (DROVE! IN A CAR!) to a stretch of really lovely canal that my brother likes to walk on and had a great walk. in the evening, we ordered in an indian take-away and my sister had made a FAT four-tiered chocolate cake to celebrate.

may - ok this is very dumb but i finished breaking bad this year and i set aside a special date to watch el camino. i made a very sickly millionaire’s cheesecake and my whole family gathered round the tv to eat and re/watch el camino. it’s so dumb and silly but i was so excited, it felt like a special cinematic event. i cried.

june - my dad’s birthday. my dad, my brother & me (plus dogs) drove out of the county (rogue fugitives!!!!!!) to meet my grandad for a socially distanced chat and picnic. it was a bit weird not being able to hug him and sitting on separate benches but it was still great to see him. we had a takeaway chinese for dinner and a chocolate cake for dessert.

july - my sister’s birthday. we technically celebrated it 4 days earlier because she had to move into her new flat but we had a nice indian take-away and another bloody chocolate birthday cake.

july - my mom’s birthday. i honestly cannot remember what we ate - i think we had homemade pizzas in the garden??? it’s weird when food dictates the differences between days. anyway, i definitely made another birthday cake.

july - went for a socially distanced walk with a friend i haven’t seen in ages. it was lovely and the weather was very kind to us and it was great to go walking across fields and to a reservoir i hadn’t been to in years and years.

august - my brother got his GCSE results and we ate pizza in the garden to celebrate. after the monumental government fuck-up with results, we were a bit nervous about how badly they’d ruin his chances but he did very well.

september - went to visit my grandma. she had been living by herself for the entirity of the pandemic (she doesn’t mind, she’s loves to garden and she does online latin and pilates classes, she’s a very busy lady) but i think she enjoyed seeing us. we were plied full of food once again. we went for a lovely evening ramble on the hills right by her house. on the sunday, my dad went for a walk with a friend he hasn’t seen in ages while me, my brother and my grandma went for another hill walk elsewhere. i think my grandma really enjoyed that because she hasn’t been able to go walking much because she was so anxious about tripping and being completely alone, or being rescued by someone carrying The Virus. so it was nice to accompany her. after that, we had a nice socially distanced meeting with my grandparents in their garden. it felt very risky to me because i am insanely anxious but my grandma, my grandad and my nana are all very safe and healthy.

october - halloween!!! i never celebrate halloween BUT this year, i was so sick of being the house every single day i decided to organise something different. so in the evening, me, my dad & my brother went for a halloween walk in the countryside through a graveyard, then through a field where there used to be an old abonnonded saxon village, and then finally through hagley wood where bella of wych elm was found. my dad & my brother were completely uneffected but i was absolutely shitting myself at every tiny little thing. my dogs had their little flashing colours on and we all had torches but i was still so pathetically spooked by everything. after the walk, we met my mom in the car (i had to get changed in the car from my walking stuff to vaguely presentable clothes) then we went to a goddamn PUB!!!!!!!!! to eat a meal!!!!!!!!!!! i went a bit overboard making my family santise their hands every 5 minutes but we definitely had a lovely meal.

november - did a bonfire in the garden for bonfire night. ate homemade vegan chilli and then apple crumble. it was freezing cold and we tried to stay out there for as long as we could. i even managed to find some sparklers and me & my brother waltzed around the garden with them, likesay we’re not an adult and a child-grown. the others melted marshmallows on the fire and i just enjoyed watching the fireworks i could see and throwing balls for the dogs.

november - we’re brits lmao but when joe biden’s presidency was finally confirmed, we celebrated with an indonesian take-away because fuck it!!!!!!!! gotta celebrate where we could this year!!!!!!!!!!

december - christmas!!!!!!!!!!!! we usually have christmas every year at my grandma’s house with my aunt and her boyfriend. it’s a fairly decent sized house out in the countryside and she has a wood-burning fire and it just Feels more christmassy there, especially as i’ve literally only ever spent one single christmas at home before. but we still managed to make it very special this year i think. my sister came on the 13th and we got quickly into a routine of watching christmas films in the evening. on christmas eve, i made vegan gingerbread biscuits and vegan mince pies and my sister made a chocolate yule log cake and then we watched a film. on christmas morning, we all opened our presents in our own living room which felt weird but was still lovely. afterwards, we went for a family walk. my mom pretty much single-handedly (me & my sister helped) cooked a whole christmas dinner for the 6 of us with all the trimmings. usually it’s my grandma, my aunt and my mom but the fact my mom managed to cook such a goddamn feast with our shitty oven where the grill doesn’t work and you have to slam the oven door at least 5 times before it shuts.......... i’m convinced she Might be superwoman?!?!!?!? and it was SO good. in the evening, we had cheese & crackers and my sister’s tasty yule log and we watched many a film. boxing day was much the same but still nice. this whole stretch between christmas and new years day is usually painfully boring but this year has been good, i think. i have consumed an entire army’s worth of cheese and chocolate and i have definitely enjoyed the snow we’ve had here recently.

so. yeah. this is very basic and boring. none of these things would usually end up in my write-up of the year. but i haven’t been to a single concert or theatre trip or even really left the midlands at all. in my round-up last year, i wrote some stupid sentimental bullshit about romanticising “the most basic and boring aspects of life” and never has that been so apt. on the face of it, this year has been SO boring. but i’ve managed to make it enjoyable in the tiniest ways.

for example, i enjoyed every single sunny day. i would jump on the trampoline and listen to podcasts. i would go running and listen to podcasts. i would go walking and listen to podcasts. i owe a lot to podcasts, i think. but i definitively owe a LOTTTTT to walking. i walk for a living (i’m a dog-walker lmao) but i would still go out for walks with my own dogs in the evening or go out for walks with my dad in the morning where i could. if we thought we made good use of the pizza oven last year, this year has been insane. i have made and cooked SO! MANY! pizzas this year and they were all excellent. i feel like food has been really important this year. like i said, it helps distinguish the days, especially “special” or “treat” foods. like everyone i have done a lottt of baking this year. especially when it’s been such a great year for fruit!!! there’s a field near me and there’s just simply shit loads of blackberries and raspberries that grow there. i remember one evening sat in the garden eating some mango sorbet my sister made with some raspberries i picked from the field and thinking that life simply does not get better than that. idk. it’s nice to take pleasure in the smallest things i think.

but, like i said, i have been so lucky this year. i was only off work temporarily and none of my immediate circle have been directly impacted by the effects of covid. as annoying as they are, i’m very lucky to have spent so much time with my family - as opposed to be being by myself - because it’s nice when we make food for each other and watch tv and films together or go for walks together.

god. this is long and waffley. if you read all this: what the fuck is wrong with you? but also: thank you! i know 2021 is definitely going to start off rocky but i strongly believe - and i’m a massive pessimist - that things are going to get better. love and strength to everyone. wishing you peace and comfort x

(again: i cannot believe i have been writing up this silly little incoherent things for a decade!!! sometimes i like to go back and read the earlier ones and remind myself of old fun times and cringe at teenage me. here’s to... 10 more years??? hahahahaha. anyway:here’s the other 9 years of nonsense: 2019, 2018, 2017, 2016, 2015, 2014, 2013, 2012, and, finally, 2011.)

#2020 #personal #text #txt #hi it's me x

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kissmetae · 5 years

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A rant ahead

Plese excuse the typos and missing letters this potential mess will have, my keyboard is laggy and 3 keys don’t have actual keys on em and some are hella slow ANYWAY: I just got off the phone with my dad and yes I was cold and short worded but it’s because I’m still upset and dissapointed and he doesn’t even know I am. I’ve told my mum about it and she knows that I’m mad and upset at him but tomorrow we’re celebrating my birthday (one day early) me, mum, dad, sTePdAd and dad’s gf and I just... sigh

i’ve already ranted about how my parents make me feel like it’s the most annoying time of the year when it for me is the only time unless something big happens that i get to be with my mum and dad at the same time (ofc neither any of the 4 know what divorced parents feels like) and they both know about it and they toldme they dont think so but fckn hell they (my mum mainly.) really make it feel like it’s so annoying and problematic.

But this is about why i’m mad and just want to get it out of me.

I haven’t met my dad since the weekend before i went to london to go see BTS, when i did he made me feel so fckn upset. I was trying to talk about this big exciting trip i had waiting for me and he pays little to no interest and sure i am aware of that he was mad at his work place BUT he apparently isn’t mad enough to bring up the fact that his gf’s nephew is coming to visit us (he lives in greece, so he’s coming to sweden again) for the idk 4th time. and that was my last straw because he has constantly been making me feel like he is way more interested in what my unofficial cousin’s are doing THAN ME. i even had thoughts like it would be so much better if i wasnt here or if he had a son instead because all i feel is that “Oh felicia she is so boring she has nothing going for her and no aspirations” (I have a ton of aspirations if anyone would ever want to listen to me talk about them. *cough*).

When we were in greece this august to visit them he just came to me to complain about his gf and her sister (who i also was hella pissed of with but i had better things to do than waste my time on that and tried to enjoy myself elsewhere instead.) What upset me is how my dad, a british person (living in sweden and fluent in swedish) is trying to very hard to intergrate with greek culture (greeceboo literally, i’m not joking it’s not funny.) and i dont’ have anything against greece or greek culture BUT i do have something against my dad telling me to hurry up IN GREEK when we’re crossing a street like he’s some kind of controlling alpha or sdigpwshwgwihgwgwpoer gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah it pissses me off so fucking much yjrutesjrtjrtdjtjtrds

anyway he keeps telling me that these people I HAVE NEVER MET BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE are my cousins.

yes.

they are not.

and i told him when we were walking alone how uncomfortable it makes me and that they’re not my cousins and i want him to stop and instead of even trying to understand he snorts at me and calls me lame/ridiculous (löjlig). (did i mention that he also tries to sound like he has a greek accent, probs unknowingly but i called him out on it once and he awkwardly laugh a laugh that sayd he is aware of it) anyhow when my CoUsIn came to visit i didnt do anything with them or meet up, purposely bc the last time he visisted i was left out AS FUCK and then asked to give thme a ride into town -_-

he also becomes oddly sexist and deragatory when he’s with them or in greece and he blames it on that “that’s how it is here.” WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK? ok sure so youre gonne treat your own daughter differently just bc we’re in another country? it’s the same thing when we’re in the uk.

but that’s that and then there’s this other incident that is relevant when he once told me to put on some music in the car and i was like sure ok :) and scroll through my playlists and then he just cuts in before ive evene put on anything “But none of that chinese stuff” (referring to kpop)

first of all, chinese? ok... second of all WHAT DO U HAVE AGAINST IT WHEN U LITERALLY LISTEN TO FCKN GREEK MUSIC and that made me very fcking sad because yet again I GET SHAMED FOR LIKING SOMETHING OR FOR BEING WHO I AM

I have talked about the bts concert on the phone, didn’t get much of a reaction and i havent even had the chance to show my photos from my trip or anything from the trip and im sure he wouldnt even like to look at it, just like when im trying to show my latest drawings for him he just says something short and basically im trying to be nice but u can hear in my voice that im not impressed nither do i care very much.

So fine, go and CARE how much u want about my cOuSiN and get involved in his life and listen and watch and talk about what he has going for him, you obviously care more about them than you do about me.

You can’t even listen to me, you shame me for my interests, you literally neglect anything i’m excited about and change subject mid sentence. When I told him about how i didnt like the bakery he sounded almost mad like he didnt even understand and i tried to explain and then he cut me off mid sentence talking about something else and i told him bc i was so mad at that point for all of this THAT I WASNT DONE TALKING ABOUT IT and he just goes “Yeah yeah, you didnt like it.” literally show some emphapahy?

all he keeps saying to me is “ full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job full time job” OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND IVE TOLD HIM I WANT TO STUDY UNI AND THAT I DONT WANT A FULL TIME JOB YET 39823985723524075295 TIMES BUT HE NEVER LISTENS! HE WOULDNT EVEN CARE MORE IF I GOT A FULL ONE, IM TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE IM ALMOST 22 I WANT FREEDOM TO DO WHAT I LIKE AND TRAVEL AND EXPLORE BUT NOTHING OF THAT MATTER IM JUST A BORING PERSON IN HIS EYES WITH NO ASPIRATIONS, INTERESTS OR GOALS I GUESS

IM so fckn done with this

#there's more to it but this is the main why im upset

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theycallmebecca · 7 years

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Can I prompt where Steve plans to celebrate his BD with his reader/GF out of town at a B&B in say....North Carolina....where he decides it's time to consumate the relationship?

And here is the final drabble for Becca’s Fourth of July Drabble Spectacular. Unlike the other drabbles in this collection, I’ve been writing this one for a few days, mostly because I was having issues with direction and all that jazz.

Thank you to everyone who submitted a prompt as well as everyone who liked, commented or reblogged the drabbles. I love doing these things and I’m happy you guys enjoy reading them. I will definitely be doing one in December for Christmas (probably all month long) and I might do something in October for my birthday (either birthday and/or fall themed…both include football because well I love football *hint hint*).

Anyway, based on this prompt, you guys should have already guessed that this one got smutty. Thanks to @heather-lynn and @mycapt-ohcapt for taking a look at this one for me. So without further ado, I give you the last drabble. Enjoy!

Title: The First of Many

Pairing: Steve Rogers x reader

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: oral sex (female receiving), handjob, semi graphic sex

Disclaimer: This work of fiction is not to be reposted, used or translated without my permission.

18+ Disclaimer: This work contains sexual material that is for those over the age of 18. By clicking the keep reading link below, you are agreeing that you are over the age of 18 and are not offended by sexual content.

To celebrate his birthday, Steve surprised you by planning a weekend away for the two of you. You guys had been dating for a couple of months now, but you hadn’t gone all the way yet. You’d gotten close a couple of times, but something (usually someone) always got in the way.

Therefore, Steve chose a bed and breakfast some five hours away from D.C. in North Carolina and the two of you had left early Friday morning to make the drive. His theory being that by being away-away there would be less disruptions. He had also taken an additional step in making it so only Natasha had the number to contact the two of you, knowing that she would be the only one to be able to correctly distinguish a true emergency from an “emergency”. Steve pulled up in front of the B&B just after lunch and he carried the bags inside while you followed him into the converted old house that was situated on a quiet section of a lake.

The two of you were greeted warmly by the woman who ran the B&B with her husband. After checking you in, she led you up the stairs to the “Romance Suite” which had a private seating area with doors to a bathroom with a soaking tub and another to a bedroom with a king size bed.

“Do you have any other couples staying this weekend?” you asked the woman.

“Oh, no, dear,” she replied. “We’re actually closed this weekend, but my father was in the 107th and well.” She smiled warmly at Steve. “I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for your boyfriend.” She glanced at her watch. “I’ve already told Steve, but my niece is getting married in Florida this weekend, so my husband and I are getting ready to leave ourselves. You two will have the place to yourselves.”

“Thank you again, Maggie,” Steve said to the woman. “I truly appreciate it.”

After putting your stuff down, you and Steve followed Maggie down to the main floor and she showed the two of you around, telling you both to make yourselves at home while you were there.

Once she and her husband had left for their drive to Florida, you and Steve went for a walk around the little, touristy town. You checked out some of the shops and Steve insisted on buying you a pair of sunglasses when you’d realized you’d left yours back home. Then you guys got a late lunch at one of the local diners before going to the grocery store to get some stuff to make dinner.

Returning to the bed and breakfast, you helped Steve put the groceries away and then the two of you relaxed on the porch swing reading books you’d found in the small library. The two of you lived such regimented lives that it was nice to not have to do any one thing by a certain time.

Because of that, it was nearly seven o’clock in the evening before you two started making dinner together and just before eight when you finally ate. After cleaning up after yourselves, the two of you went down to the water’s edge to watch sunset.

With a blanket under you, you leaned back against Steve as he wrapped his arms around you as the sun began to dip under the horizon line. In just a matter of minutes, the sun had disappeared completely, but the two of you stayed put even after the other sunset watchers had left. It wasn’t until storm clouds moved in that the two of you made your way back to the bed and breakfast.

Steve followed you up to the room you were sharing, but he paused just outside the main door instead of following you in. When you noticed, you turned to look back at him.

“Something wrong?” you asked him.

“Not wrong, no,” he replied. “I just think we need to talk about our expectations for the weekend.”

“What do you mean expectations?”

Steve ran a hand through his hair before he came into the room and closed the door. Taking your hand, he led you over to the sofa and sat down, pulling you with him. “We’ve been dating for two amazing months,” he started. “And we’ve done a lot of things, but we haven’t gone all the way yet.” He cleared his throat. “Part of that was because I wasn’t ready, but I am now and I’d like to make love to you. But I don’t want to do anything you aren’t-”

Pressing a finger to his lips, you silenced him. “I want to make love to you, too,” you told him, your eyes gazing back at his. “This weekend. The sooner the better, actually.” Your eyes flickered down to his lips for a second as you removed your finger. “In fact, I was hoping we would so I packed something a little special.”

“Really?” He asked, his eyebrows raised.

“Yes,” you replied. “I’ll just need like fifteen minutes to get ready. Does that work for you?”

“Yes,” he said, a little catch in his voice as he spoke.

You giggled and then pressed a quick kiss to his lips before you went into the bedroom to grab your bag. Then you carried the bag into the bathroom to get ready. You took off your clothes and took a really fast shower, washing away the day’s grime from your body and hair. Like Steve, you had secretly hoped that sex would be on the menu for the weekend and you’d gotten a wax so you’d be ready at a moment’s notice.

After getting out of the shower, you dried off and then used your hair dryer to dry your hair, but you didn’t bother to style it. You wanted to be your natural self when you were with Steve, which meant you didn’t put on any makeup or perfume, either. Instead, you just slipped on the simple, pink, silky nighty with lace edging that you’d purchased specifically for this weekend.

When you finally exited the bathroom, you found the lights in the main room dimmed. You left your bag in the corner of the room before you made your way into the bedroom where you found Steve waiting for you.

“Wow,” he breathed, a smile overtaking his face as he took you in.

“You look pretty wow yourself,” you told him. Judging by his wet hair, he had showered and then had changed into a pair of low slung pajama pants, leaving his strong, sculpted chest bare.

You’re not sure who took the first step, but soon the two of you had closed the gap and your lips were pressed against his. Things progressed slowly as the two of you savored every moment of your first time together. What clothing the two of you were wearing came off and was forgotten as Steve moved you to the bed.

After kissing you nearly senseless, Steve made his way down your body, expressing his desire for you as he went along. He used his mouth on every inch of your skin as his hands led him down your body. You arched your back, offering yourself to him as he descended.

You were already wet when his large hands reached your pussy, but that didn’t stop him from teasing you or laughing against your sensitive skin when you wiggled your lower body to get him to touch you where you really wanted him to. Your eyes rolled back into your head when his fingers finally touched your clit. He soon had you squirming for a completely different reason as he worked your clit and pussy with his fingers and his mouth.

Your fingers clutched the bed sheets as Steve brought you to your climax. Cries escaped your lips as your body contracted. Steve continued to touch you as you came down from you high and he was smiling up at you when you finally managed to open your eyes.

Still feeling a little limp, you motioned him to come up to you and he obeyed, position himself at your side, his hard cock pressing against your hip. Rolling onto your side, you licked Steve’s lips with your tongue before you tipped your head slightly to kiss him. Meanwhile, you slithered your hand down his body and wrapped it around his dick. You felt him suck in a breath against your lips as you began to move your hand, sliding it up and down his thick member.

“Stop, stop,” he groaned against your lips less than a minute later. “I don’t want to ruin this for us by coming now.” His blue eyes bore into yours and he pushed you back against the mattress before he got up. You watched him as leaned over and grabbed a condom from the bedside table.

Once the condom was on, he positioned himself above you then slid into you slowly, allowing your body to adjust to his girth. Once he was fully seated within you, he lowered his mouth to your neck and bit you softly as he began to move. You widened your legs and then wrapped them around his thighs to give yourself more leverage to move beneath him.

It wasn’t long before the buildup to and the sensation of your first time with Steve became too much for both of you. Steve’s groaned into your neck as he came and you clung to him as you came. The two of you laid together for a couple minutes as tried to steady your breathing. Then he left the room to get rid of the condom and returned with a wet washcloth so you could clean yourself up.

Once you were finished, you rolled your body so you were pressed against Steve and closed your eyes. He wrapped his arm around you and held you close as the two of you drifted off to sleep.

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rythelover · 7 years

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answers for @sproutingpeach (sorry it took so long had to do it on mobile when nobody was watching) 200: My crush’s name is: helen🌸 199: I was born in: 2000 198: I am really: relaxed 197: My cellphone company is: verizon 196: My eye color is: green 195: My shoe size is: 7 1/2 194: My ring size is: 6 or 7 193: My height is: 5'5" 192: I am allergic to: witch hazel 191: My 1st car was: 2003 silver honda accord 190: My 1st job was: haven’t had one 189: Last book you read: milk and honey by rupi kar 188: My bed is: queen sized and vv comfy 187: My pets: jyn and andy 186: My best friend: dally (@justloveselfushlove) 185: My favorite shampoo is: idk 184: Xbox or ps3: xbox I guess 183: Piggy banks are: alright 182: In my pockets: earbuds 181: On my calendar: vacation this week 180: Marriage is: not necessary 179: Spongebob can: shut up please 178: My mom: is problematic 177: The last three songs I bought were?: I don’t buy songs, I’ve got spotify 176: Last YouTube video watched: some random vine compilation i think 175: How many cousins do you have?: 4 174: Do you have any siblings?: yes, 4 173: Are your parents divorced?: no 172: Are you taller than your mom?: yes 171: Do you play an instrument?: I’m learning piano 170: What did you do yesterday?: mini road trip and swimming [ I Believe In ]  169: Love at first sight: no 168: Luck: no 167: Fate: no 166: Yourself: sometimes 165: Aliens:sure 164: Heaven: no 163: Hell: no 162: God: idk 161: Horoscopes: not really but they’re fun to read anyways 160: Soul mates: nope 159: Ghosts: no 158: Gay Marriage: of course 157: War: no 156: Orbs: no? 155: Magic: no [ This or That ]  154: Hugs or Kisses: never been kissed so I'd have to say hugs 153: Drunk or High: high 152: Phone or Online: online 151: Red heads or Black haired: both i can’t decide 150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes 149: Hot or cold: hot 148: Summer or winter: summer 147: Autumn or Spring: autumn 146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla 145: Night or Day: night 144: Oranges or Apples: apples 143: Curly or Straight hair: straight 142: McDonalds or Burger King: McD 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk 140: Mac or PC: mac 139: Flip flops or high heels: depends on the situation, i like both 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor 137: Coke or Pepsi: coke 136: Hillary or Obama: obama 135: Burried or cremated: buried 134: Singing or Dancing: singing 133: Coach or Chanel: chanel 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who?? 131: Small town or Big city: big city 130: Wal-Mart or Target: target 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: ben stiller 128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure 127: East Coast or West Coast: west coast 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas 125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers 124: Disney or Six Flags: Disneyland 123: Yankees or Red Sox: idc [ Here’s What I Think About ]  122: War: unnecessary 121: George Bush: did 9/11 120: Gay Marriage: please legalise it everywhere 119: The presidential election: trumps not my president. 118: Abortion: pro choice 117: MySpace: no opinion 116: Reality TV: don’t watch it 115: Parents: good idea, poor execution 114: Back stabbers: they did it for a reason 113: Ebay: no opinion 112: Facebook: my safe app, flip to it when parents are around 111: Work: fine i guess 110: My Neighbors: annoying 109: Gas Prices: better than they can used to be 108: Designer Clothes: unnecessary 107: College: wish it wasn’t a social requirement 106: Sports: don’t mind watching (sometimes even enjoy it) but hate playing 105: My family: big and loud but still good 104: The future: let’s not think about it… [ Last time I ]  103: Hugged someone: I don’t remember, a couple weeks ago?? 102: Last time you ate: half an hour ago 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: May 100: Cried in front of someone: a month or so i think? 99: Went to a movie theater: a week ago 98: Took a vacation: rn 97: Swam in a pool: last night 96: Changed a diaper: 3 weeks ago 95: Got my nails done: 2 years ago 94: Went to a wedding: 8 years ago 93: Broke a bone: 5th grade 92: Got a piercing: 8 years ago 91: Broke the law: never 90: Texted: half an hour ago [ MISC ]  89: Who makes you laugh the most: helen 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my kitty 87: The last movie I saw: the amazing spiderman 2 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: meeting helen irl 85: The thing im not looking forward to: starting school again 84: People call me: on the internet-ry irl-raveyn or rave 83: The most difficult thing to do is: get along with my mother 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never 81: My zodiac sign is: sagittarius 80: The first person i talked to today was: my dad 79: First time you had a crush: kindergarten probably 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: nobody 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: idk 76: Right now I am talking to: helen 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: be happy hopefully 74: I have/will get a job: my first job be grocery bagging 73: Tomorrow: hanging out and to softball game 72: Today: I'm bored af 71: Next Summer: idk 70: Next Weekend: idk 69: I have these pets: one kitty one puppy 68: The worst sound in the world: cotton balls rubbing together 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mom 66: People that make you happy: my gf and internet friends and my siblings 65: Last time I cried: last night (watching a movie) 64: My friends are: the i love them 63: My computer is: nonexistent 62: My School: online 61: My Car: older but good 60: I lose all respect for people who: are assholes 59: The movie I cried at was: amazing spiderman 2 58: Your hair color is: bleached 57: TV shows you watch: Grey's Anatomy and Brooklyn 99 56: Favorite web site: tumblr.com.hell 55: Your dream vacation: Greece 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when i had a broken nose and sneezed 53: How do you like your steak cooked: i don't like steak 52: My room is: cozy+aesthetic 51: My favorite celebrity is: Priyanka Chopra 50: Where would you like to be: with my girlfriend 49: Do you want children: no 48: Ever been in love: nope 47: Who’s your best friend: dally 46: More guy friends or girl friends: i have one guy friend, one girl friend, one nb so it's an even mix 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: when my hair looks good 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: helen 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: um no 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: not a concrete list but a ideas 41: Have you pre-named your children: I've thought it 40: Last person I got mad at: my mom 39: I would like to move to: New York 38: I wish I was a professional: ??? [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: Reese's pieces 36: Vehicle: idk 35: President: obama 34: State visited: California 33: Cellphone provider: Verizon i guess 32: Athlete: Serena Williams 31: Actor: Andrew Garfield 30: Actress: Priyanka Chopra or Amanda Seyfried 29: Singer: the weeknd or halsey 28: Band: fall out boy 27: Clothing store: idk 26: Grocery store: Fry's 25: TV show: Brooklyn 99 24: Movie: the breakfast club 23: Website: this one 22: Animal: all of them 21: Theme park: Disneyland 20: Holiday: Christmas 19: Sport to watch: baseball 18: Sport to play: none sports aren't allowed look at me 17: Magazine: teen vogue 16: Book: Althea and Oliver 15: Day of the week: Sunday 14: Beach: idk 13: Concert attended: 5sos 12: Thing to cook: chocolate chip cookies 11: Food: burgers and fries 10: Restaurant: Fuddruckers 9: Radio station: 97.1 8: Yankee candle scent: idk 7: Perfume: idk 6: Flower: daisy 5: Color: blue 4: Talk show host: idk 3: Comedian: idk 2: Dog breed: lab 1: Did you answer all these truthfully?: yes

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steamishot · 4 years

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Mid-November

Wow. It’s been an eventful past two weeks. I feel like I’m still on vacation mode because it’s almost Thanksgiving and then winter break a few weeks after that. Work has been at a steady pace – I have things to do so it’s not totally boring, but it’s not very busy to the point of being stressed out.

The day before Halloween, I came to work half day and then bounced. 10 hour red eye flight to London later, I arrived at noon. I waited for Matt who arrived an hour later from NY. He had just got a haircut, and they didn’t do him good ($5 NY Chinatown haircut), so he wasn’t as attractive when I first met him. He also gained weight from residency and the stress aged him. On my flight, I also got a swollen eyelid. I remember feeling pretty sad on the flight because I didn’t wanna look dumb with a swollen eyelid in my Europe photos lol. I felt it when I woke up from a nap, and immediately asked a flight attendant for some ice. The swelling did go down, but it lasted for another 2 days.

London was pretty fun. I had the impression that the UK has the worst food in the world (lol) but I was pleasantly surprised by the food we had! It could be that we just chose good restaurants (on the fancier/more expensive side). We reached a level of comfort where we farted a lot throughout the trip and pooped freely in front of each other. I was also surprised that our digestive systems were keeping up with all the eating we were doing. Not once did I feel constipated, as I felt in Asia after overeating. We were pooping like 3-4x a day I think lol. Because of the cold, my face started peeling after a few days too.

Before arriving to London, a small concern I had was being an “outsider” because of my American accent, but I think because London is a big multicultural city, I didn’t feel like I was different. I heard plenty of other people with American and non-British accents. I really liked their transportation system, the tube. It was smaller than any other subway I’ve been on. Instead of buying a pass, we were able to use our contactless credit cards as a substitute. It cost about $9.50 for unlimited tube usage per day, which is a bargain imo, given how efficient their system is. I also loved their style – dark and grungy, just like their weather. Their milk tea was surprisingly delicious too.

Amsterdam – our hotel was really nice. Architecture is beautiful. I can understand how my cousins who visited from France seemed unimpressed by LA – our city is not very aesthetically pleasing architecture wise. I ate a space cake and at first thought it was a tourist trap because I didn’t feel anything. But after an hour and a half, it finally hit me. I had a nice high and was giggly/happy.

Matt and I came back to LA, and it was his first time back in LA after 5 months. We spent 6 nights together in Europe, 2 nights in our respective homes, and then 3 nights at his place, 1 night in our respective homes, and the last night at his place. I joked to myself that LDR is like periods of neglect, then periods of smothering. I did feel annoyed with him during some points of our time together and I wasn’t used to the amount of time we had together – I craved for alone time after our trip. I learned that it’s best to just voice it instead of bottling it in, but it’s sometimes hard to when he’s a tired resident and you feel a little sorry for them. It took him like a week and half to return to his old, happy and relaxed self. Traveling isn’t quite relaxing because we’re always on the go. When he got back to LA, he was still extremely tired, and had feet pain from months of being on his feet for long hours without appropriate shoes.

I had 3 meals with his family (his dad is still in China) by his mom’s invitation – Saturday dimsum, Sunday Japanese lunch to celebrate cousin’s birthday, and Tuesday hot pot dinner. His mom also bought me a blouse. It was a coral color and too girly/not my style, and it looked a little cheap lol. It was a nice gesture, but I ended up giving it back to her because it didn’t fit. Matt will be coming back to LA for an interview in Palm Desert in a few weeks, and she was already planning what to cook. Tuesday was their family’s first time going to eat hot pot ever. Their dad is not a fan, and the two boys and mom never really cared for it either. Matt only started eating hot pot (my fav) after I introduced him to it. It made me happy when his 15 year old brother said- I always thought hot pot was not good until today. The whole family (and grandma) all enjoyed the dinner, and the mom said she’ll make hot pot at home (first time) the next time matt’s in town. She extended the invitation to me. By the third meal, I felt more comfortable being around them. Their family is much more academically inclined. His mom and cousin were talking to me about Chinese proverbs and history.

I also met all his close friends on Saturday night. I was intimidated at first, but once I was in the space I was pretty comfortable and was able to talk to them easily (alcohol helped). Another friend brought his white girlfriend out, and it was everyone’s first time meeting her too. I looked through his group chat the next day, because I was curious if they said anything about me lol, and one guy said “Just wanted to say, your gf is very kind. Considerate. Same thing” which got lost in the chat because they’re not very responsive to people’s texts. The next morning I got breakfast with another one of his friends and someone from the night before.

With my past partners (D & J) where I’ve met family/friends, I was never too crazy about the idea. It could be that I’m more social now, an age thing, or that Matt’s friends and family are the type that I mesh well with – but I had a great time with them. They’re lowkey, smart, into yoga, and clean eating (and they’re older, so they’re over the partying phase). Definitely nicer than David’s ratchet friends. I’m thinking about what to gift Matt’s mom for treating me well when I see her next. Feels like I have a mother in law lol.

Another cute thing we did was a “family day”. Months ago, Matt talked about wanting to do a family day like all go to Disneyland together. His mom brought up Venice canals and we ended up going there – mom, grandma, brother, and two cousins after the cousin’s bday lunch. His family’s not really the type to go out and do things together as everyone’s quite busy and they don’t value family time/just hanging out very much. We got a really cute group photo and the mom was in our faces one time taking a photo of us lol. Matt ended up sending the group photo to his dad in China. After all this time with family and friends, I felt integrated. I have a better idea of what my sister in law feels when she hangs out with us. The dynamics do change.

Eating with their family, I thought “man, big and tall boys must be expensive to raise because they just eat so much”. It was nice to see him interact with his mom and being excited over food. At the restaurant he would ask her “mom can we order this?” like a little boy would, and the two boys (even though both are ~6 ft tall) seemed like little innocent boys to me. The mom also commented that the brother’s new haircut is nice because it makes him look like a teenager. Instead of his past haircut that made him look in his 20s. I always thought the whole looking older than you are was more of an issue with teenage girls, so it was interesting hearing that about a boy. They also walk around in their underwear at home. His mom commented that he needs to watch his weight LOL and told me to help him because he doesn’t listen to her.

On veterans day, we had a relaxing day – pho for breakfast, walk at a park, couples massage (amazing massage for cheap, but uncomfortable at times because I had just eaten), hot yoga at a bougie studio that his friend goes to. By Tuesday night, he returned back to happy and relaxed Matt. He looked younger, happier, his eye bags were gone, he was more attractive also bc he got his hair fixed, and he was more present.

Matt’s mom dropped him off at union station the day he flew out, and she gave him a full frontal hug for the first time. I asked, what’d you do? And he said he gave her a full hug too. In the past, it was like no hug, then side hug. First time full frontal hug.

Now I’m barely settling in and getting into the swing of things. Have to clean up my room/house. Things to look forward to:

Girls night – DIY pizza

Hiking

Simple Plan concert

Thanksgiving/ Friendsgiving potluck

Black Friday shopping - clothes/mattress

Matt coming back for a weekend

NY/Washington DC, Philly

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thereasonmygfisupsettoday-blog · 5 years

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Car troubles

06/20/2019

Tomorrow morning, my GF and I are planning on spending the weekend in San Diego. This was an idea that my girlfriend suggested we should do for my birthday weekend. I will start off by saying that I honestly appreciate my girlfriend for being thoughtful and wanting to make plans to celebrate my birthday. Being thoughtful is a trait of hers that I can really admire as I’m known to not be very thoughtful, I guess I tend to keep things simple and I will say that I like to think it’s because I’m always thinking about our financial situations and I understand that we, at this point in our lives, can’t afford to be living our best lives. Or that may just be the excuse I tell myself for my lack of thoughtfulness. (More information about our financial situation to come in my introduction blog post for a better understanding on where we are both coming from.)

Now, when we go out of town, or usually whenever we go anywhere together, we tend to use her car and I understand that is extremely obnoxious and I would definitely be okay with using my car, But when we do use my car, I’m met with complaints about the speakers in my car not being as good as hers and the music just doesn’t sound the same and so after one trip in my car, she is reminded why we always take her car places. Well just a few days ago, her oil change light went off and she had asked me if she should get an oil change before or after the trip in which I suggested before and I offered to the oil change myself, as I usually do the oil change on my own car. She agreed and brought her vehicle to me the next morning (this morning).

It’s 7am and I go out to work on the car while she sits inside and reads her book. I immediately am met with issues. First and biggest issue was that her car was too low for me to get under as she drives a 2016 Toyota Camry. Well that morning she was in a hurry as she had an appointment to attend to at 9am and so I figured I wouldn’t have time to lift the vehicle and so I would just try my best to get under and work with the space I have. The clock hits 7:30am (opening time of the auto shop) and I head to my closest O’rileys auto parts to buy the oil and oil filter including a few of tools I would need as her oil filter is places and removed different from my car. I buy the items and head back to start working on the vehicle.

Now at this point I begin to run into other problems. I had realized that the socket wrench I needed was not in its place and after 5+ minutes of searching, I turn to my next best option. This was a mistake as it begin to strip the 14mm bolt as I had to work in an awful angle in which I call my brother to ask where he had the tools in which he had told me that he had it there at his work. He then suggested that I bring the vehicle and do the work there as they had a lift for the vehicles and I would have an easier time but I would have to wait a few minutes while they head off to the store. I finally agree as I knew my current situation was not only prone to errors but also slightly dangerous.

I had informed my girlfriend with the change of plans and suggested she take my car with her to the appointment while I get everything done. She was not at all happy with me. She stares at me with a look of discontent as if she is thinking of how useless I am and so then decides that she will just take it to shop to get it done, but I insist that I had paid for the parts and I could get it done. (I just really wanted to be able to the oil change for her and prove that I’m not useless).

Over at the workplace, I get everything done with the help of one of the mechanics that works there and the man sees that the car is in huge need of a rotation. Knowing we will be going out of town, he offers to do a free tire rotation and make sure the air pressure of each tire is good. Now I offered to pay this many multiple times, in which we wouldn’t let me, and so I thanked the gentleman for his help. Now while all this was happening, my girlfriend had gotten out of her appointment and gave me a call in which I told her I would be a few more minutes. She sounded extremely annoyed and told me to just meet her at her house when I was done. When everything was fine and dandy, I went to meet her at her house and told her of the problems I ran into throughout the day and the work that was put into her car. She didn’t seem pleased at all, and at this moment I genuinely cannot remember if I received a “Thank you”. I also told her that the mechanic had not charged me at all in which she became more agitated with me and said that if he just went ahead and did that work for us, why would he charge? I explained that he spent half an hour of his day to help me out and I wanted to at least pay him for his labor although he wouldn’t let me. She stayed quiet and annoyed. She finally told me she was going to go back inside and so we both got up and went for a hug. I went in for a kiss in which she turned her check and walked off.

Now, one big thought that comes to mind: I spent my morning doing her a favor and paying for the parts so she didn’t have to and she is upset over (unless I missed something else) the fact that I went through a bit of trouble with something that should’ve only taken a short time. I think to myself, should I have just let her take her car to the shop to get the work done and allow her to pay and not offer to help to begin with? Or do I continue to want to do things for her knowing that it may upset her when it’s not done efficiently?

I believe I will continue to offer my help because at the end of the day,She may be able to say that I was lousy at stuff of this sort, but she cannot say I never tried to do anything for her. Hopefully one day she looks back and is reminded of all the times I at least tried to do something nice or helpful for her.

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surveys-r-us · 5 years

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What does your mom say when she yells at you: Sunflower - Shannon Purser

Your dad pokes you on the head, what does he say to you: She’s Leaving Home - The Beatles

A hobo walks up to you, what does he say: Angela - The Lumineers

You’re best friend punches you in the arm, what do they say: Fire and the Flood - Vance Joy

Your crush bumps into you at school, what does he/she say: Tattoo - Hunter Hayes

Your worst enemy walks up to you, what do they say: Orange Trees - MARINA

You are walking down the street at night when you run into a stranger, what do they say: Move Along - The All-American Rejects (so something illegal is definitely about to go down)

You are running to your house when your brother stops you, what does he say: Go Back Home - Stephan Stills (that’s where I’m going tho)

Your sister starts yelling at you, what does she say: Isolation - Joy Division

You see your pet, what do you say to it: Take Cover - All Time Low (okay but why?)

Your favorite teacher comes up to you, what do they say: Talk Dirty - Jason Derulo (yeahhh no)

Your least favorite teacher walks up to you, what do they say: Revolution Radio - Green Day

WHAT SONG EXPLAINS YOUR (Shuffle):

Life: No Sleep - Caamp (accurate)

Friends: Bleecker Street - Simon & Garfunkel

Family: Life in a Northern Town - The Dream Academy

Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Crush: Let Her Go - Passenger

Favorite Teacher: Amnesia - Justin Timberlake

Pet: This Isn’t Everything You Are - Snow Patrol

Enemy: Ghosts That We Knew - Mumford & Sons

Religion: I’ve Given Up on You - Real Friends (sorta true)

Sexuality: Without Me - Halsey

Sex Life: Jimmy Olsen’s Blues - Spin Doctors

Doctor: Some Kind of Wonderful - Grand Funk Railroad

Favorite TV Character: I Am An Outsider - Three Days Grace (it’s Jon Snow so i would say this is accurate)

Personality: Shelia Put the Knife Down - Junior Prom (hahahah)

Looks: Queen of Daydreamers - Third Eye Blind

SOUNDTRACK (Shuffle)

Opening Credits: Missing You - John Waite

When You Wake Up: Sweet Caroline - Neil Diamond

Go to School: Poprocks & Coke - Green Day

Hang Out With Friends: Body Like a Back Road - Sam Hunt (probably not)

You and Your Enemy Start Fighting: Fall At Your Feet - Saint Raymond

You Go on a Date With Your Crush: Nineteen - Hayley Williams

Your First Kiss With Them: Just What I Needed - The Cars

You Get Home and You See That Your Siblings Jacked Up Your Room: Soap Disco - Kara’s Flowers

You Go to Sleep: Tik Tok - Kesha (why couldn’t this have been the waking up one?)

You Get Depressed: Ain’t Even Done With the Night - John Mellencamp

You Commit Suicide: Why Can’t I - Liz Phair (jesus)

Your Funeral: Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na) - My Chemical Romance

Funeral Reception: All Is Well (It’s Only Blood) - Radical Face (jesus)

Ending Credits: If It Wasn’t For You - Various Cruelties

WHAT SONG DO YOU PLAY WHEN YOU ARE (Shuffle)

Happy: Hip Hop Chick - Forever the Sickest Kids

Sad: Uptown Girl - Billy Joel

Mad: The Break Up Song - The Greg Kihn Band

Depressed: Friend of the Devil - Grateful Dead

In Love: Murder in the City - The Avett Brothers

Trying to Go to Sleep: Respect - Aretha Franklin

Going to School: Breathless - The Corrs

Hanging Out with Your Friends: Oops!...I Did It Again - Britney Spears (telling them about my bad decision making)

Moping Around Because Your BF/GF Broke Up with You: Wide Eyes - Local Natives

Having a Bad Day: Get Loose - The Coronas

Bored: Art Isn’t Real (City of Sin) - Deer Tick

Really Really Hyper: Bad Moon Rising - Creedence Clearwater Revival

Missing Someone: Reckless Abandon - blink-182

WHAT SONG WAS PLAYING WHEN YOU WERE

Being born: All Night - Chance the Rapper

Having your 1st birthday: Tequila Makes Her Clothes Fall Off - Joe Nichols (hopefully not)

First day of school: I Wanna Dance With Somebody (Who Loves Me) - Whitney Houston

First BF/GF: And It Stoned Me - Van Morrison

First Real Job: good kid - Kendrick Lamar

Going to College: Queen - Loren Gray

When you graduated: Numb / Encore - Jay Z and Linkin Park

Having your party: Call Me Back - Young the Giant

Getting proposed to: I Fought the Law - The Clash

Getting married: Safari Song - Greta Van Fleet

When having first kid: Tompkins Square Park - Mumford & Sons

Getting a divorce: Lucky You - Eminem feat. Joyner Lucas (damnnn)

Dying: Oxford Comma - Vampire Weekend

Having your funeral: Natural - Imagine Dragons

THEME

Your theme song is: The Once and Future Carpenter - The Avett Brothers

Your best friend’s theme song: Nobody - Mac DeMarco

Your worst enemy’s theme song: Chicago is So Two Years Ago - Fall Out Boy (lol)

Your mom’s theme song: If You Ever Want to Be in Love - James Bay

Your dad’s theme song: Lose It - SWMRS

Your sibling’s theme song: I’m Still Here - Vertical Horizon

Your BF/GF/Crush’s theme song: I’ll Be Fine - Juice WRLD

Your celebrity crush’s theme song: Good Lover - Donovan Woods

What song do your friends think your theme song is: HARD LOVE - NEEDTOBREATHE

RANDOM

What song was your mom humming when she was giving birth to you: Here Comes the Sun - The Beatles

What song was your BF/GF thinking of when they were kissing you: White Room - Cream

What song were you thinking of when breaking out of jail: Not About Angels - Birdy

What song are you thinking of now: Olivia - Rayland Baxter

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captain-cutie-pie-sfw · 5 years

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All about me:

200: My crush’s name is: panda

199: I was born in: 1997

198: I am really: uhhh Tina belcher tbh

197: My cellphone company is: straight talk

196: My eye color is: green

195: My shoe size is: 12 w 10 m

194: My ring size is: 13

193: My height is: 5’6

192: I am allergic to: pollen and dust mites

191: My 1st car was: never had one

190: My 1st job was: never had one

189: Last book you read: the sun and her flowers by rupi kaur

188: My bed is: comfy

187: My pet: is crazy lol

186: My best friend: I wish I could make her love herself

185: My favorite shampoo is: vo5 strawberry

184: Xbox or ps4: Xbox

183: Piggy banks are: cute

182: In my pockets: I never have pockets #leggingslife

181: On my calendar: I can’t wait for Easter!

180: Marriage is: a good way for two people to prove to each other how much they love each other

179: Spongebob can: gtfo (I don’t like spongebob)

178: My mom: is currently cleaning the kitchen while I lay down because I don’t feel well

177: The last three songs I bought were?

1) Halsey - without me

2) yungblud- California

3) blackpink - stay

176: Last YouTube video watched: one by little moo moo (her vids are adorable!)

175: How many cousins do you have? Uhhh idk I am part Portuguese and part white and the Portuguese part has a lot of family, and it’s a tight knit family because family and elders are very important to us. The white side is really trashy and I have cousins I’ve never even heard of

174: Do you have any siblings? One brother (he’s 13)

173: Are your parents divorced? Yes

172: Are you taller than your mom? Yeah by like 4 inches

171: Do you play an instrument? I sing

170: What did you do yesterday? Drank by the pool at the water resort in Orlando

[ I Believe In ]

169: Love at first sight: yes because it happened to me

168: Luck: no

167: Fate: yes but like... I try not to think about it too much because it stresses me out

166: Yourself: not really tbh

165: Aliens: anything is possible

164: Heaven: yes

163: Hell: maybe? I don’t want to think about that either

162: God: yes

161: Horoscopes: yes

160: Soul mates: yes

159: Ghosts: yes I’ve seen one

158: Gay Marriage: well I’m getting one...

157: War: no

156: Orbs: yes I’ve seen them

155: Magic: on the fence

[ This or That ]

154: Hugs or Kisses: kisses

152: Phone or Online: phone online. Online on my phone

151: Red heads or Black haired: red heads

150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes

149: Hot or cold: warm but not too warm

148: Summer or winter: winter

147: Autumn or Spring: we do not have these in florida

146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate

145: Night or Day: night

144: Oranges or Apples: oranges

143: Curly or Straight hair: curly

142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: I actually like dark chocolate better

140: Mac or PC: pc

139: Flip flops or high heals: flip flops (I’m a size 12. I hardly ever see anything else in my size)

138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: I’m already sweet and poor

137: Coke or Pepsi: they’re... the same thing

136: Hillary or Obama: hillbama

135: Buried or cremated: cremated so my family can keep my remains

134: Singing or Dancing: singing

133: Coach or Chanel: idk what this is

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:idk who this is

131: Small town or Big city: small town

130: Wal-Mart or Target: wal mart

129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: neither but my gf likes Adam sandler

128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure

127: East Coast or West Coast: east

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: birthday

125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate

124: Disney or Six Flags: disney

123: Yankees or Red Sox: Red Sox

[ Here’s What I Think About ]

122: War: needs to stop

121: George Bush: uhhh idiot

120: Gay Marriage: I’m excited for mine

119: The presidential election: 2016? It was the first time I voted and I cried because of the stress

118: Abortion: not my body, not my choice

117: MySpace: I liked how customizable it was and I miss that.

116: Reality TV: guilty pleasure

115: Parents: I love my mom so much

113: Ebay: not as good as amazon

112: Facebook: I need to stop going on it so much!

111: Work: I want to be an elementary school teacher

110: My Neighbors: they’re all very nice!

109: Gas Prices: too damn high!

108: Designer Clothes: look, I’ve got a $10 hoodie from wal mart. I’m good.

107: College: I think it’ll be fun if I ever get my GED

106: Sports: the only one I really get is baseball

105: My family: they’re crazy but I love them

104: The future: uncertain

[ Last time I ]

103: Hugged someone:q I tried to hug my brother this morning and he screamed and called me weird

102: Last time you ate: a few hours ago

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: two days ago (my cousin mike, who works for apple)

100: Cried in front of someone: last week

99: Went to a movie theater: it’s been a while

98: Took a vacation: just got back from one today!

97: Swam in a pool: a few years. I’ve had other things to deal with that get in the way of fun

96: Changed a diaper: not since my brother was like 1. Which was 12 yrs ago. I would sometimes offer to do it so my mom taught me how.

95: Got my nails done: never? I do them myself

94: Went to a wedding: my cousin Jen’s wedding. It was lovely.

93: Broke a bone: never

92: Got a peircing: uhh I was 11 and it was the cartilage on my right ear

91: Broke the law: I shoplift all the time

90: Texted: hour ago

[ MISC ]

89: Who makes you laugh the most: my brother

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my blankets

87: The last movie I saw: instant family (it was cute!)

86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: taking a nap

84: People call me: when they have something funny to tell me

83: The most difficult thing to do is: admit you’re wrong

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never. I don’t drive.

81: My zodiac sign is: virgo

80: The first person i talked to today was: my mom

79: First time you had a crush: I was a boy crazy kid so I can’t remember. Maybe kindergarten?

78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: my best friend

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: my brother and I say the same thing in unison a lot. He says it’s because stupid minds think alike. I think he’s right.

76: Right now I am talking to: nobody but I wish I was talking to my gf

75: What are you going to do when you grow up:be a teacher

74: I have/will get a job: hopefully

73: Tomorrow: I hope my annoying friend doesn’t call me. Like I don’t like talking to people just text me

72: Today: I’m tired

71: Next Summer: I hope to have fun!

70: Next Weekend: I’m going to church

69: I have these pets: a cat, a dog (he lives w my grandparents), and a bunny

68: The worst sound in the world: overcrowded places with all the people talking at once

67: The person that makes me cry the most is: myself

66: People that make you happy: nova

65: Last time I cried: last night

64: My friends are: cool as heck

63: My computer is: stolen by my brother because he was on it and he broke it but when he fixed it he made it run an OS I can’t use so I guess it’s his now.

62: My School: eckerd college hopefully

61: My Car: nonexistent

60: I lose all respect for people who: are mean to kids, animals, or old people

59: The movie I cried at was: les miserables

58: Your hair color is: brown but I dyed it purple

57: TV shows you watch: too many

56: Favorite web site: dress up games

55: Your dream vacation: new york

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: one time I busted my toe open but I didn’t like cry or anything

53: How do you like your steak cooked: no steak for me

52: My room is: messy

51: My favorite celebrity is: a queen by the name of Demi Lovato

50: Where would you like to be: in bed but my bed is messy

49: Do you want children: maybe

48: Ever been in love: yes

47: Who’s your best friend: I have two

46: More guy friends or girl friends: girls

45: One thing that makes you feel great is: when I help someone. Like yesterday I was at an arcade and I helped a little kid with skee ball and she got so excited when she got a good score

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my gf

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: yeah but I think it might take longer

42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no

41: Have you pre-named your children: yes. Lilliann Alice and Rowan Grace

40: Last person I got mad at: my mom

39: I would like to move to: st Pete, Florida

38: I wish I was a professional: singer

[ My Favorites ]

37: Candy: sour patch kids

36: Vehicle: 67 impala tbh

35: President: Bernie Sanders (shhh I can dream)

34: State visited: mass. Fall River is cool because Lizzie Borden

32: Athlete: Sara Groenewegen, a t1d softball player

31: Actor: David tennant

30: Actress: Gillian anderson

29: Singer: Demi Lovato

28: Band: halestorm

27: Clothing store: Walmart

26: Grocery store:walmart

25: TV show: Star trek ent

24: Movie: men in black 1

22: Animal: turtles

21: Theme park: Busch gardens

20: Holiday: christmas

19: Sport to watch: basketball

18: Sport to play: lmao no

17: Magazine: revolver

16: Book: Neil gaiman- neverwhere

15: Day of the week: Saturday’s

14: Beach: coquina

13: Concert attended: I’ve never attended a concert

12: Thing to cook: stir fry

11: Food: asian

10: Restaurant: checkers

9: Radio station: classic rock

8: Yankee candle scent: all of them

7: Perfume: dark kiss by babw

6: Flower: gardenias

5: Color: purple or yellow

4: Talk show host: none

3: Comedian: John mulaney

2: Dog breed: mine

1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Yes

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My last good day

April 17 2016 My 26th birthday. We drove around getting all my free birthday stuff. Just me and you. Since that day however you decided nothing you had was good enough. Not me, not the kids, not where we lived, not how we lived, not the money, not the love you were getting, nothing.

You solidified your discontent late august by allowing an old friend to become more than a client who needed help managing money. You decided in order for what you wanted out of life to happen youd have to do the only thing ive ever voiced that i didnt want. And with that decision you chose to ignore my feelings and force me to hide my pain from you in consideration of yours.

All my potential good days henceforth have been infiltrated and subsequently ruined, wrongly shared, and sacrificed.

Oct 19 2016 our anniversary. While you managed to acknowledge it with a bottle of liqour and a promise of a date later in the week since i had to work you left me early that evening to do things with or for her. The promose never got fulfilled because she neded more and more of you and i guess it slipped your mind or you simply didnt care anymore since shes here now in my living room

Oct 31 2016 hallowen. MY holiday. You decided we were going to go do it her way since her original plan of taking her brood to her friend house to go around there fell apart. I missed the walk that i wanted to do and you left us anyway to go home with her and her kids. Cause even though you were willing to walk with us all at the place she chose you weren’t willing to walk with me and your actual kids because it wouldn’t be fair to her kids that your mom didnt have anything special for them.

Thanksgiving 2016. You go to drop her off as it should be with her family but it doesnt work. You take her back to the house you sit outisde with her because shes sad instead of inside with your family. Which you also leave us to watch her kids cause you sent them inside without even asking if we felt like dealing with them which nobody wanted to. We all just wanted to see talk and chill with you.

Jan 5 2017 ayanna birthday party. This is something i was told i didnt initially observe myself buy i had to answer the questions about it all fucking night. Because at your actual daughters party you spent more time in the corner with her holding and playing with her baby than interacting with your visiting neice and your child. All the adults trying to figure out if you went and had a baby with her and didnt tell nobody. Or why she had to be there at all.

Jan 14 her birthday. You took me and the gitls to get groceries. Then got dressed up you almost wore a tie even. And left. You ignored my texts and calls for the rest of that night. You had recently given me pernission to ask what you had done claiming you had nothing to hide and she wasnt that important however my 2 questions pissed you off. You used my free ticket points i was saving to take her to the movies.

Feb 14 2017 a few days after she decides to show some love and celebrate valentines day for you even though we dont do that cause Its bullshit. Not only do you accept it you stay the night with her and make me late for work the next morning. And she got my gift for you before i could save the money to get it. This is how i learned what one person sees as disrespectful is not always the same to someone else.

March.. My miscarriage. You allowed me time away to cope and not have to see you be all bfgf with her while i needed you. All i wanted was for none of that gf shit to bother me while i dealt with my pain physically and emotionally. You decided to take her to work instead of letting her drive like the red truck is supposed to be for anyway. Which meant the gf shit was brought to my temporary safe place and added pain and hurt to my already sad days.

April 17 2017

My birthday. While we were running around getting my freebies and enjoying my bday she calls you cause of course today the truck gets mesed up. You tell her what to do and in thinkint we should be able to go on with the fun and festivities of my day. No no no. You have to pause my bday to actually go to her even though she was doing exactly what you told her to. Since we were no longer on the side of town where i wanted to have dinner you made a spectacle about me thinking in getting two parties and acted like you had no idea i said i wanted to do dinner on the day of and to the beach that weekend. So no i didnt get to go where i really wanted cause now you had the truck on your mind.

Part 2 friday

My kick back even though only one person showed up you were there. We were seemingly having fun but since she mesed up the truck you couldn’t let her keep driving. You left before cake to go take her to work. And you never even came back. My night and you left it to stay at her house since you would also have to go get her in the morning but you still didnt come back staying over there doing fake daddy shit all saturday with her and her kids. You didnt come back that night either. Not until it was time for me to go to work on Sunday morning. My bday party taken from me by you for her. May 28: a family day The day we went to kings dominion to get our season passes. Everything was fine and was doing good until she called for the thousandth time this time to tell you the lugnuts fell off the dodge truck you had let her use since she once again fucked up the red truck you got specifically so you wouldnt have to take her every fucking where. Somehow she finds ways for you to end up doing that anyway. Now youre pissed cause your truck is messed up so guess who has to hurry up and pick one last thing to do cause now we gotta go? Me and your actual kids. Another family day cut short because of her. There have been plenty not all specifically important outungs but damn isnt tine with yourreal fiamily inportant? This day was cause you told the girls we could watch the fireworks but because of her now we cant. You dropped us at home and made your way to her reacue…….again. And we didnt see you until the next night.

June 23: beach trip

Not us, no You took her to the beach. Just the two of you. No kids no other adults just you and your lady. Here’s the kicker though…. You told her on tuesday that you and her were having a beach trip friday. You didnt even call us all day to check on us like you usually do. Guess you dont care anymore or at least not when youre with her and her kids you don’t. And later you lied to me about planning it in advance.

That day broke me. It was the icing on this cake and it confused me like hell. But i broke all the way that day. Every day since that day has been a atruggle dor me to function. I dont know where i stand. I hear what you say but then i see what you do and the two don’t match up.

My days are not mine…

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