#and the one they chose was '±0'

[sysig]

Ooo requestober eh? Something I've been curious to see a bit more of maybe is Jake interracting with Scriabin. Edgar wondering about what the two of them talk about together alone got me curious too 👀

(Resending to the main for you :3)

Day 3 - Definitely not kissing! If that's what you think!

Meanwhile, Jake:

#My art #Requestober #Vargas #Scriabin #Edgar #Jake #Since I already got my serious ''This is what I think they might get up to'' a couple Requestobers ago I opted for silliness this time lol #Plus last time I did Before so this time how about some After! #What situation would arise that Scriabin would have a one-on-one with Jake without Edgar? Maybe Edgar had work? Had to take Todd somewhere? #Either way he's painfully jealous on all sides haha poor lad #Jake's good to them I'm sure he'll get some affection later - Scriabin'll still hold it over his head for as long as he can tho lol #Can you tell I like lipstick stains haha ♪ They're legit some of my favourites to draw! :D #I think this is my first time - at least in a long long while - drawing them digitally tho :0 Fun! #They're just jkfdlsafd they're So cute haha ♥ Evidence of attention! Incriminating in their placement <3 #Shows where someone was most focused on making them feel loved hehehe it's just so cute to me 💕 #Like that they obviously went for each other's necks - of course - but also their foreheads and Jake kissed his nose #And also missed/got a bit too rowdy and got some lipstick on his glasses lol #Tell me that's not adorable! #And in classic fashion the lover returns home and sees lipstick stains and gets envious lol #Scriabin definitely used lipstick to make out with Jake specifically to make Edgar jealous lol - he could've avoided this and chose not to #Kiss him Edgar you'll feel better #Jake just having fun not thinking about the implications haha ♪ #I may or may not have spent an inordinate amount of time thinking about how Jake interacts with each of them around kisses >.> #I mean - other than mainfic every time he shows up he ends up kissing them in some capacity! It's hard not to recognize his patterns! Lol

[good-beanswrites]

There haven't been any Milgram headcanon requests so far, right? How about 🧸 and 💔 for Mikoto?

Mikoto time!! Thank you for the request -- I know it's risky posting headcanons so close to Double, but I'll come back and ammend anything that might be proven wrong on Wednesday 😂

🧸 A headcanon about their childhood: Through his early schooling years, Mikoto was present for a lot of extracurricular activities. He didn't always care/give his all, he just enjoyed hanging out with others and fooling around. The reason he can be such good friends with everyone is because he's picked up on tons of little things over the years by dabbling in all those arts, fields of study, sports, etc. Once he finds out your hobby, he can immediately retrieve some bit of knowledge/memory to get a conversation going, or even join in the activity. Mahiru is pleasantly surprised by his classic literature references, gardening club gets him on Shidou's good side, Muu likes talking to him about fashion tips, he can play sports with Fuuta, he tries to bond over band memories with Amane, and so on. When he was a kid he was just trying things out for fun, but as an adult he's grateful he picked up on so much.

💔 An angsty headcanon: He's accustomed to, and expects, bad separations. So many friendships and relationships ended on a very sour note, so now he's used to pulling away first. (There was no aggression or violence, but) the appearance of different alters followed by the host's insistent denials would make others think poorly of him. The more he claims ignorance, the more it seems like he's just gaslighting/manipulating, so there have been a few explosive separations in which he had no idea what went wrong. Because of that, it's been harder to get close to anyone, and he will start pulling away the minute things show signs of trouble. It's why he left the smoking group so quickly, and doesn't hang out with the other prisoners as often in T2. Instead of waiting for an inevitable fight, he ends things immediately and peacefully.

#milgram #mikoto kayano #thank you so much for the request!!! mikoto on the brain and im so hyped for double #(and actually i did get one milgram hc request a bit ago for muu -- strangely enough it was for the exact same prompts :0) #i debated on doing these after wednesday but ah well #i can always change things #i dont think mikoto necessarily Enjoys everything that he knows about but he keeps the knowledge anyway #he jokes that he has a really good memory to recall so much like that but cant even remember the night before... #and yeah :( im so sad about the smoking group but from how i read their characters it seems like something he chose himself #kazui and shidou wouldnt shun him or be afraid of him #and he mentions having lovers before but plays it off like a joke -- nothing ever got too serious then... #i wanted to write something about his home life (for either prompt honestly) but ill definitely wait a few days for that #i really hope hes close with his mom and sister ;--; knowing milgram though shit probably sucks ;___; #given his protective nature id love to see him as protective older brother #headcanon time milgram

[thedreadvampy]

Yes people are fucking dying and no I don't ever feel like. Great about people being killed in missile strikes.

But I also don't feel great about decades of civilians, including over 2,100 children in the last 20 years, being killed both by missile strikes and by being shot or beaten to death in the street.

250 people were killed in the Hamas rocket attacks on Saturday, which is around the same as the number of Palestinian people the Israeli security forces had murdered this year before Saturday, and significantly less than they've killed since Saturday.

look the people are not the state and despite Israel being an apartheid colony, being an Israeli citizen doesn't necessarily imply 100% agreement. It's been 70 years and 3 generations since Israel was established as a state and the majority of Israeli civilians now didn't choose to come, they're living in the country they were born (although the same is not so much true for people living in Gaza who have recently occupied the stolen homes of Palestinians). Israelis are human people with lives and hopes and passions and deaths of any person are tragic.

BUT.

Palestinians are human people with lives and hopes and passions and their lives matter just as much and are snuffed out without the international community batting an eye - I remind you again. 212 Palestinians including 38 children were murdered this year before this weekend's missile strikes and if you didn't give a shit until Hamas killed the same number of Israelis at which point everyone went OH MY GOD THE HUMANITY HOW COULD PALESTINIANS DO THIS (while Israel killed 300+ more Palestinians in under 24 hours) that's bc uhhhh you're fucking racist and don't think Palestinian lives are as important as Israeli ones

so like. sure we can acknowledge that 250 Israeli civilians' deaths are a tragedy, if we can also agree that the 300+ Palestinian civilians killed in retaliatory strikes are a tragedy and most importantly if we can agree that the 200+ Palestinians killed in 2023 before the Hamas strikes this weekend are not just a tragedy but a deliberate atrocity.

in January the Israeli government made it vocally clear before the UN than not only do they consider the occupation of Palestine permanent, they are explicitly focused on taking over as much Palestinian land as possible in perpetuity. Since then this whole year there have been a total of only FOUR (nonconsecutive) FULL WEEKS in which NO Palestines were killed by Israel (compared to only 8 weeks in which Israelis WERE killed, of which 2 incidents were friendly fire from another IDF member)

It's legitimately tragic when people are killed. And Israel has been systematically killing Palestinians to the degree there are Palestinian casualties recorded about 3 days in every 5 this year, usually multiple, with displacements, demolitions, injuries, arrests and beatings recorded almost every single day. I do not know how LITERALLY anyone can look at the numbers from this year, let alone the last 75, and conclude that Israel is the victim of unprovoked violence.

#red said #i note again. ISRAEL THE STATE provoked the violence which ISRAELI PEOPLE face regardless of their political beliefs #Israel's government does not represent the beliefs of all Israelis. no state does. #Israelis live on stolen land in an apartheid state. some of them chose to do so and to enthusiastically participate and some don't. #the Israeli people en masse are as responsible for the Israeli state as the American people are for the American state #or the British people for the British state #which is to say they run the gamut from thinking the government doesn't go far enough to protesting constantly #Israeli doesn't mean evil. Israeli people are people like anyone else. and resisting apartheid from within an apartheid state #isn't easy and a lot of Israelis do. and even if they don't they're still human people. #Israel as a state like most colonial states puts work into propaganda fear and dehumanisation of the other. #people are responsible for breaking out of that but they're not personally culpable for the crimes of their country #it fucking sucks. that Israeli civilians are killed indiscriminately as part of this conflict. #IT JUST ALSO FUCKING SUCKS THAT PALESTINIAN CIVILIANS ARE KILLED DISPLACED AND IMPRISONED #WHETHER OR NOT THE NATIONS ARE INVOLVED IN DIRECT VIOLENT CONFLICT #Israeli civilians are collateral casualties in violence which is happening bc Palestinians would like to stop being killed almost daily #and that sucks. it isn't a good thing and i don't delight in their deaths. the people are not the state. #but it also sucks that Palestinian people are killed at a rate of 15-60 every month regardless of what if anything happens to Israeli people #prior to this week the highest monthly conflict-related death toll for Israel was 7. the lowest for Palestine was 12. #and btw at least 3 Israeli deaths recorded were cases of one IDF member accidentally shooting another while trying to kill a Palestinian #in September 0 Israelis were killed by Palestinians and yet 15 Palestinians were killed by Israeli forces. #that's not to pretend it's good for Israelis to die. it's to point out that the violence of Palestinians against Israelis is in desperation #while the violence of Israelis against Palestinians is of opportunity. #where Israeli noncombatants are killed by Palestinian forces it's almost always collateral damage. and to be clear that is still a tragedy. #Palestinian noncombatants are regularly collateral damage but they're ALSO singled out and shot dead in the street #and that's a much more deliberate act. #if a 13yo is killed in a missile strike. if a 13yo is hit by a car. if a 13yo is shot by a gunman. all those are tragedies. #for the victim. they're dead however they die. for their families it's the same level of grief. #but there is a DIFFERENCE. between knowing your actions may kill children. and putting a child in your sights and shooting them dead. #that kind of targeted violence against specific individual civilians is something Israeli forces do to Palestinians. #it isn't something that is on record as happening the other way around

[birchisnotokay]

doodles I did in math class

Henry !!

since you gave me qwasons, I shall return the favor by drawing your ocs

1st oc is @sproutsgreenhouse 's

2nd is Benjamin, belongs so @fluvvie

3rd is Jackie and ech-0, belongs to @eeveethekitti

#i randomly chose the ones who gave me qwason theres probably some i didnt draw—srry #anygays #thsc #thsc art #thsc fanart #thsc oc #the henry stickmin collection #henry stickmin #benjamin suave #terrence suave #murder drones #murder drones oc #murder drones art #murder drones fanart #md jackal #serial designation ech-0 #my art

[fruitclan]

Clayheart!

#want to know how to make yourself hate a character? #give them a hard to draw design thst you cant change #because the game chose jt #and i cant find a rosette brush for krita #if anyone finds one youre a life saver #kritaart #warrior cats clangen #clangen #moon 0 #digital art #character design #clan art

[blerghie]

are we really- how many times do we have to do this-

#orv #yjh #the fact that sp lost again i- hsgshshs #[[why is it not me but you??]] take 2 #also 1863 lost no one fucking deserves him!!!! except kdj who chose him to the displeasure of 1864 #i hope kdj wins as the honorary korean reigen #also i just realized this shows my choices but idc!!! i think sp should be cured of his second male lead syndrome #i love 999 tho ;-; #and 0 #why did rngesus make them face off so early #also the fact that these 4 regression specifically got 49 51

[pocketramblr]

realism hellschool au cant be totally gen and shipless but sadly i know the ships gotta include:

- students who ask incredibly unqualified teacher if they should date because of vauge and imagined reasons stopping them. teacher points out the only thing that should matter is if both of them want to. teacher regrets this for months to come because once they start dating they are turning in 4% of the amount of work they did before even tho nothing about their interactions seems to have actually changed 

- students who are dating and now no longer allowed to be out in the hallway at the same time because their idea of romance is either stealing tech equipment from the cafeteria or trying to kiss in locked storage closets with no in between

- students who are dating and while teachers don’t say anything to the kids, anytime one of them comes up in conversation in the teacher’s lounge, everyone goes “ugh i don’t get it A could do way better than B, what are they thinking?”

- students who are dating and once the teachers realize they can get X to work on projects by telling Y that “X will be stuck in study hall instead of club hour with you until it’s done” its a game changer

#'what about the teachers' dating my coworkers does not seem to be realism from my experince #closest you get is a couple of married teachers who were married before #and one chose to move schools to be at the same place as their spouse #the realism about dating is that all teachers' lives would be easier if 0 students dated each other #so. idk. make of that list what you will #realism hellschool au

[skunkes]

#ive identified my current issue and its that im incapable of Choosing to do something bc of the Punishment of Choice #right now im sitting doing nothing with no prospects and i can just hollowly blame myself and my environment for it #if i chose to pay to get certs for a job or went back to school for another degree and i hated the outcome (job) #then its all my fault and i wasted money. #but my issue is like. i dont care enough about anything either...! all jobs will suck bc they are a job. shouldnt i just throw a dart #and go for one? ill always hate it. but what if i REALLY hate it and suck at it. idk. jealous of ppl who have and stick #to a calling that makes money. and have the brain for it. #torn rn bc someone suggested going into IT since u can just get a cert(s) vs a degree... #looking into it and its like well what if i hate it. ill hate any job but what if i really hate it and i wasted time and dollars. #what if im too stupid to do it. what if i dont even get a jawb. ill end up as i am rn but now its Worse and My Fault. ykwim #but like what else am i doing and what else would i even do? 0 direction rn. idk. im so lost #talkys

[iinmysights]

EVERYONE LOOK AT KIL’ON RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!

#Ravage.txt #me taking screenshots to send to my friend: ahuehuehue #my brother who owns the ps5 and is actively watching me slowly suck up all his storage with screenshots: *heavy sigh* #i got the skin i skipped over last-minute in the mission i completed right after complaining abt wishing i chose this skin A HEEM HEEM #didn’t play with her v much today 😔 doubt i’ll be able to play tomorrow outside of helping my brother with his own save file #tbh i know she never would but i would LOVE to be able to play this on pc w my friend. we have like 0 multiplayer games we enjoy now bc we #both game too little to find multiplayer ones we like (+ our tastes don’t usually line up when we find something with co-op available) and #our og games are either a) for children or b) deleted :/ BUT I WANNA FLY KIL’ON AROUND HER AS SHE SCALES A MOUNTAIN TO REACH HER OWN IKRAN #SO BAAAAAAAAAD AUUUUUUUUGH

[maddy-ferguson]

the girls who chose a one direction member that they continued being a fan of after they broke up (sorry, went on hiatus) are so much happier than us

#i mean for like three of them #the one i listen to the most like i actually listened to all three of his albums is zayn i chose wrong #i think niall girls and louis girls are the happiest because the fandoms just aren't like harry's like they look like they're having #fun to me #i think niall is probably the best choice. and i was a niall girl he was my favorite and i don't dislike his music i have all of flicker in #my liked songs on spotify but i never listened to his other two albums. sorry #the girls who chose liam are probably the least happy i had one (1) liam mutual and well #i said i chose wrong for zayn because this was inspired by niall's tour he was in paris on friday and whenever there's a harry/louis/niall #concert it's funny i'm like oh this really is a tl of former directioners #albums i've listened to: #zayn 3/3 niall 1/3 harry 1/3 louis 0/2 liam 0/1 #but i listen to like 8 songs by louis and only 4 by harry. 20 by niall see how we're still friends #and like i say: brf slt

[mona-liar]

The way some people approach their celebrity crushes is just flabbergasting

#I mean... I do not want to believe this high scale celebrity is in this relationship bc I have a crush on them -> okay completely normal #instead I chose to believe they're in this other relationship which has 0 sustenance and no one talked about ever -> what are you on?? #this sounds relatively normal written like this but trust me if I were to tell you what people this is about... yeah no you'd be on my side

[richardxoliverxmayhew]

//Richard randomly after being dead silent for a month or so:

#ooc;the gremlin behind the curtain #//listen idk how long it'll last but awww man have i missed my son 🥺// #//this also might have to do with the fact that one of my assignments right now is to write up// #//a fun little book blog thing for any book of our choosing and i chose neverwhere// #//and all of a sudden i missed writing for my clumsy klutz of a boi! ;0;// #//so anywho excuse me while i post some replies and open starters! :>//

[deus-ex-mona]

little brothers and their will to #slay, man </3

#while yes yes this post technically does apply to the simp bros i wanna cry about my own bro in the tags so you have been warned~? #so to start off my monthly existential crisis rant i just wanna say that… i’m so so soo envious of my bro. like to a really unhealthy extent #he’s tall enough to reach the top shelves. i can barely touch them if i jump. he has so many friends and even a gf. i have 0 irl friends. #he is able to sit in one spot and focus on his studies. i can’t even sit down for a full half hour to *eat* without getting up to take a nap #he’s learning how to drive. i can’t. he was admitted into university. i wasn’t. he’s able to find what he likes and stick to it. i can’t. #like mannn. he thrived in the course he chose in tertiary education while i lost my passion for it in the middle of my first year. #he’s good at picking up everything he tries (puzzle cubes; bball; you name it he’s good at it) while i’m just. bad at everything i try lol #he’s very good at his studies (aside from languages) and sports. i’m not good at anything at all. #he gets told that he has a great sense of humour. i’m just. boring and annoying. lolllll #he’s super sociable and he has good relations with pretty much every single family member (sans me). i’m not in contsct with most of the fam #heck he was pretty much the favourite from the moment he was born. his baby pics still get brought up from time to time bc of how cute he is #(granted it’s bc he looks like a bby m*ch*l*n man (like the tire company mascot) and he’s super cute in them but still) #and he’s also a guy and content with being a guy which is just… not fair y’knowwww~~~ asian family boy biases and all (cries) #our father pretty much cast me aside once my bro was old enough to hang with him. and even before then the bias was as clear as day. >:((((( #i make the dude mad? i get screamed at and whaccced. bro gets the dude mad? he gets a lesson on how to throw punches instead!!! like wow!!!! #he’s the only one who got to escape any direct physical harm from the guy and yet!!!! he was the 1st one to be singled out for trauma focus #idk if it’s bc of his age back then or whattttt but i can’t believe i had to friggin’ ask my therapist back then for a trauma assessment :( #2015 was a different time… my bro managed to succeed in school while i was rejected from the drama club for being too depressed :(((( #but i’m sure my bro has his own share of struggles… and i’m glad that he has a few groups of friends to chill with. really. #but i just can’t help feeling extremely envious of him. i could never tell him any of this though we hardly talk at home lol #and he pretends not to know me when i approach him in public lmfaoooo. i don’t blame him though; i’d do the same if i were to approach me #so yeah. if you read this i’m sorry for being cringefail and bad at everything~~ am i still allowed to pollute your dash~? <3 #and also. idk if i’ll be able to continue sischange over this week bc i’ll be handling 2 workstations by meself :( and idk how tired i’ll be #but we’ll see ok~? sorry for having zero time management skills am i still qualified to be a legit adult~? #sunday’s 🧂saltfest🧂

[grand-theft-carbohydrates]

me: no fears!

[remembers that pov characters are intrinsically sympathetic, even when all textual evidence proves they are biased and flawed because their perspective is the dominant narrative and it is human nature to root for the character that feels the most 'real'. if u decide to provide a balanced and realistic exploration of an 'evil' character, the audience may mistake ur fascination for uncritical support, or even idolisation. u may inadvertently contribute to the nationalistic propaganda that u sought to undermine.]

me: one fear!

#yes this is about cao cao #i know i cant control.how people interpret a text if they chose to ignore the message they will #e.g. american history x #like on one hand im not interested in moralising. the whole 'shakes head every page to show i disprove' #i want to present characters as they are. but at the same time at many points their actions HAVE consequences and i dont want it to go ove #ppls heads. e.g. cao cao was incredibly manipulative and ruthless which got GREAT results...but this made the populace fear n distrust him #which is why many ppl opted to join loser leige lord liu bei #none of them are good people #but its a HUGE cop out to ignore all ethics entirely. like im pretty sure the guy who commited 0 massacres on innocent civilians has a leg #leg up on the guy who routinely massacred civilians #san guo

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

during my brief absence in this blog I continued my hgss gameplay!! I stopped for a bit because I'm focusing on school and I'll continue it when it's over (starting Mondayyyy hehe)

me talking about my experiences as a blind player of hgss vvv

i finally met eusine (hi sarah <3) wherever suicine goes, eusine follows 😭 but hey I like his design! I tried out the pokeathlon(?) spelling?? yeah. but that thingy!! i had a uueueueu moment seeing ethan's jersey outfit he's so adorable 😭 i love his hair??? I was pleasantly surprised to see that's how it'd look like. unique even! anyways, the pokeathlon was suuuper fun, I had a lot of moments where I was just laughing from pure joy + my oddish aggressively breaking wood panels that's literally too small for him LMAAODKOAS that one made me laugh so hard...

when I finally got the HM for surfing I decided to backpedal for a bit to travel beyond the small streams in caves and rivers found in some routes. when I got back to new bark town and went past that river JUST NEXT TO MY HOUSE AND THEN THIS DUDE ON THE OTHER SIDE TELLS ME — OH HEY, YOU'RE IN KANTO NOW, I WAS LIKE ?;?!?!?!??!!?;?!? *ROCK EYEBROW MEME* ARE U FR.?? I was under the impression I'd had to take a special traveling option just to go to kanto BUT NO ITS LITERALLY NEXT TO MY HOUSE LMAOAOSODKSO I saw victory road in the map and got crazy excited 😭 (the satisfaction of finishing leaf green hasn't subsided yet so shh) then I saw mt silver on the map. the evil stupid grin I had DBBFBDBFBDD

anyways yeah that's it — I figured it'd be fun to write entries abt my gameplay since I don't remember much when I first started r/s/e back then :')

#i kinda wished i chose cyndaquil over chikorita because fire types are so hard to find wtf..... #i downloaded emerald by the way! i wanted to see the difference it had compared to ruby/sapphire. will play that one after hgss #and then ill try pkmn platinum :0 i got the game but didnt touch it apart from preparing my character and selecting my starter #im also totally down if u wanna throw tips at me when im playing! i like to hear anyone's advice about it #🍀 jil plays pokemon

[majimassqueaktoy]

I don't fault Majima for encouraging Makoto's doctor to admit his feelings at all. It makes sense from his warped point of view, a doctor is safe and normal and well off enough to give her a comfortable life, someone nothing like Majima- but that does not stop me from fucking hating that aspect of the story. Like Makoto got no say. She was horrifically traumatised and in such a vulberable position and then her doctor, who likely knows all her history goes and "falls in love" with her like... Fuck Off. That is unethical as shit and the power imbalance is immeasurable. i want that guys kneecaps caved in. Fuck you Tateyama.

#let alone he looked At Least 30 ?? if not older??? #Like absolute crack headery #like see thats the one aspect that i do just 😩 #MAKOTO NEVER GOT A SAY!!! #EVERYONE ELSE SPOKE FOR HER!!! #majima included #and i get his pov I do #but like. She deserved to make the choice herself. #"as soon as i got to that point in 0 i was just yelling to my homie like THATS UNETHICAL lmao #id have preferred she ended up married to a total random that she at least chose herself #not her doctor lmao #oh my brother and my surrogate dad just died and i got shot and regained my vision #perfect time for me to be coerced into dating my much older doctor!! #again i dont fault majima that much bc like. his pov is not seeing shit clear #but nonetheless its like..... Ai yai yai #no #makimura makoto