#anyway logging off forever

[edandstede]

I am so sorry for the hate you’re facing right now, is there anything at all we can do to help? Please don’t listen to assholes, they’re just that and they aren’t the majority I promise you that. Keep being you ❤️

thank you, i appreciate the kindness. people are being really sweet and supportive, showing me a lot of love, which is all i can ask. nobody need do anything else <3

#everything hurts right now i’ve cried like 5 times this evening lol #‘don’t let them see they’ve gotten to you’ some might say #and i get that. but this shit DOES fucking hurt actually #it does. and i’m not gonna sit here and say it doesn’t #these people know they’re causing pain to vulnerable people and they keep doing it anyway #canyon are sick in the head end of discussion #it’s repulsive and being harassed is making me want to just log off forever #message in a bottle #anonymous

[tiktaalic]

[sees an incredibly inflammatory post that aggressively tells people to kill themselves over something harmless] whoa [clicks on op’s blog and sees, within five seconds, a post that says I’m so fucking miserable I want to kill myself it’s so hard to find something to keep going on for] Ah

#etxt #im sure it’s been going on forever but Kids These Days really into being a crab in a bucket pulling at other crabs #every time ! every time the most vocally cruel people turn around and say I’m so miserable and engaging in this online drama is physically d #detrimental to my health. and then they post thru it anyway! quing. log off

[simonstamenovic]

not on anon cause it'd be obvious who we are anyways —

i think you are one of the most amazing people we have ever met. you don't even know how beautiful of a heart and soul you have, or how genuine and kind you truly are. you are often the first thing on our mind when we wake up, and the last thing before we go to sleep. we are always thinking about you. we want you at your best and even your worst, even when you think you don't deserve it. we are so grateful and so lucky to know you. i can only hope you will let us stay by your side forever, just like we promised. we love you.

we love you so very much and think about you often i wish we could meld minds so we didnt have to worry about texting but also enjoy the process of being around you this means more than we can currently say but ill keep this in my heart

#bloodletting #no clue who i is simon w the usual jaskier background and then some cunt. but regardless it is all encompassing #its sweet when you send anons and we can tell who it is though so you can do anything you want forever always #save #ask.exe #orpheusian #lovely url we do have to check 3+x to make sure it is spelled right #'it is' jaskier ass #anyway we love you so deeply i should send you a screenshot soon even miasma youre on the mind heart soul #rambling ah trying to exist doing weird but love you again 🖤💗 #everyone log off we have to be alone with you rn but also publishing bc i like being gay in public #i need more words but its difficult just know the heart is expanding

[elegyofthemoon]

im staying up a bit longer but ill just do this now or else ill forget (as usual plus the internets being compliant so post this asap)

Got confirmation about when I get to go home!! negative is!! i have to be here for another two weeks after my rotation ends :/

Positive for THAT! also means theres a chanve i can just use the time to go explore cities a bit more before i finally say goodbye

They are FINALLY sending someone to fix the internet tomorrow morning 😭😭

I got so bored I started playing the random games on my computer, which eventually led me into replaying parts 😒 of ff13-2. AND ITS NOT BAD its just my predictability is so annoying tbh lmaooo Regardless of how much time has passed, that game (the series not just that game) will always have such a special place in my heart, and being able to replay parts of the game made me remember how much it meant to me. so it made me smile a lot that I had a chance to come back to it!! Even if it was just because I was bored out of my mind 🤧🤧 And not to ramble any longer about FF13 judt bc it makes me happy, but idk. whenever i play that game, it always fills me with a sense of hope (no pun intended) for the future, and maybe thats a nice thing for me right now -- that time doesnt stop for me here, now that ive stopped at one end. It's nice :)

Started redrawing some old drawings i did like 4 years ago???? idk but it's been kinda cool to see the little improvements but I cant tell if thats just bc i moved from doing traditional to digital haha either way!! i really like how the redraws coming out at least so im happy about that 🥰🥰

#happy logs #see this is why we dONT TALK ABOUT THAT SERIES I JUST TALK FOREVER ABOUT IT #also not to nerd further bc i actually finished one paradox ending before im running off to shower #BUT LIKE THE SATISFACTION THAT IS READING THE DATALOGS AND THEN SEEING AND UNDERSTANDING MORE ABOUT THE PARADOX ENDING? #(shakes the entire datalog) #i feel soooo satisfied B) #but anyways #sighs. #im glad i have one friend whos super into ff13 as well. then i can just cry in his dm all the time when it hits me like a brick weeeee #and besides this is just be talking on the surface of the game #i didnt even talk about what EXACTLY makes me happy but you can probably see what lmao #rolls on the ground some more #anyways next time if anyone sees me play ff13 please tell me to stop ive just been a crypuddle since midday fjdnjdjs

[creekbed-burial]

Everytime i go on stan twit im reminded why ive chosen to come back and huddle in my lil corner on Tumblr

#thoughts #all im saying is some people on a certain side of stan twitter need to go outside and log off twitter…forever #like theyre actual feral and rabid and braindead at the same time like life is too short to cry over being called a bitch lmao #anyways im going to bed gn ily be good

[themyscirah]

This is such a "nobody else has read this comic" moment but like. It kills me every day that we never see Simon's conversation with Amanda Waller in JLA (2013) #5. Like I NEED to know what she said to him in that room. He goes in fully intending to detach himself from all the drama of his origin arc and get the government off his back yet when he leaves he joins Waller's JLA (which is a different, rival entity of the JL at this time). And THEN in JLA comic he's not just on the team, he's one of the more pro-Waller/pro-authority members!!! Which doesn't sound like Simon!!! Like at all! But again this is the Wall we are talking about. And they had a private conversation together! For an unspecified amount of time! That we know nothing about! Like this is Amanda freaking Waller if anyone could say something to make this make sense it would be her. SO I NEED TO KNOW WHAT SHE SAID. but also also also we see ANOTHER change of heart from Simon towards Waller (and the government) in Green Lanterns #1! (I think.) Here he's shown being fed up as the government tries to manipulate him for information and to gain power and such and is like keeping tabs on him and his family etc. So obviously he's become disillusioned with this and is not happy about it, which is the kind of reaction you would expect from him! Like that actually makes sense!!!

So its like logically you figure that his characterization in JLA is bad (it is new 52) and doesn't make sense and stems from an ignorance of his character (who had been in literally 16 comics before this. Including cameos. Like bruh just read them) and that's why this doesn't make sense. BUT THERE'S STILL THAT CONVERSATION WITH WALLER. Like I want this to my sense so bad. And my brain knows what Amanda Waller is like like it KNOWS that something could have plausibly happened in that room to make this line up! Like it's Amanda freaking Waller anything could have happened there. I need to know what happened there. I will NEVER know what happened there.

#like its a new 52 comic it makes sense that it wouldnt make sense!!!!!!! but there is this GAP and it is driving me nuts #because if anyone could have said something to make this make sense it would be waller!!!! NEVER underestimate waller!!!! that is how she #gets you. also shadow government plots shes very good at those at well #especially when they explode in everyone's faces including her own #she still comes out swinging #grrrrrr no but this drives me SO bonkers because like AGGGHHHHH and its some random new 52 comic like no one cares but then #I am all like guys lets talk abt the Simon and Amanda Waller dynamic lets talk abt Simon and Waller like NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I AM TALKING ABT #like they met??????? yeah in a nu52 comic that i read in my quest to read every simon baz appearance #im 9999.999% sure dc has totally forgotten this comic existed. the writer probably has too. the only thing its notable for is causing drama #to lead up to forever evil. #anyways just oh my god. the simon and waller missing conversation is insane to me. what the fuck did they say?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! #maybe i go crazy bc of this bc theyre both in my top 10 on locg. like ive read a bunch of simon but ive also read ostrander + yale suicide #squad. which is the waller holy grail. and so i am vertifiably insane #only way for this to get more swishy self indulgent is to merge GL and SS even more and bring ben into it #i love ben he just dropped out of my top 10 and im devastated. i should read more ben comics. ive read a good chunk already hes not in that #many. also jess should be there. that would be even more self indulgent and make me crazier #suicide squad comic but you just stuff all swishy's faves in a room and expose them to the wall #wait shit this is giving me ideas now i dont have time for this LOG OFF LOG OFF #what was i saying again????? oh. #blah #simon baz #amanda waller

[vulcanhello]

#IM ON ANOTHER ROLL! SHELL GAME WAS GREAT’ #mccoy main character moment sooo good i wish he got this much time in every book #and him and spock and chekov and ensigns side mission was so fun i really loved it #theyre having the worst time but not as bad as kirk and scotty who in their friends absence decide to self destruct the enterprise #and its insane #big recommend #anyways enjoy these mccoy moments i love him #captain’s log #tos #trek books #doesnt he not have a canon death date. he really never died in canon good for him. #so he really is living forever #this book as prophecy #sorry for reading in sepia 😔 im trying to protect my eyes and switching up the screen is helping #ok spoilers time. THE CREATURE WAS VERY COOL AND DESERVED MORE TIME! #and the intro of the romulan doctor paying off the way it did GOT me okay. i wish it was confirmed they got his journal back to his wife tho

[peapod20001]

I am the nail growth self saboteur!!

#random post #guess who rammed their hand in a wall and broke off the literal short nail on their hand?? this guyy #I’m prone to ramming parts of my body into things. it’s comical really #like a week ago I somehow bashed my hip into a drawer handle. because that’s how I roll 😎 #it hurt bad enough to shock me into silence </3 I got scraped bad enough for my parents to go ‘GASP. PEAA!!!! WHAT DID YOU DOOO???’ #read that in concerned parent voice if u would #it’s funny when I get hurt or do smth bad and I’m asked why I’d do that. like we both don’t know I function like a scarecrow brought to life #and learning to walk with no bones or muscles HHFSCREE #it’s fine now pain only hurts in like the first few moments and then it’s chill #got off topic there but anywayssss yea :> I’m just glad it was the one that was already broken an not a longer one #I’m surprisingly optimistic I’ll have u know. contrary to popular belief #adhd moment but do u ever think how we’re the first generation that will grow up and grow old on the internet? #do u ever think about what that’ll mean for us? or what it looks like? will there be a time when we just don’t log on ever again? #I also sometimes think of the internet graveyard. the millions of accounts that are no longer used either by choice or by some other #circumstance like passing away. I think we’ll only know when the future generations see a post by someone with a date 100 years in the past #these aren’t negative thought they’re just thoughts I have. a negative thought would be me wondering who will tell the world I’m gone so I’m #not waited on. obviously that’s not a problem I hate to worry about now but then intrusive thoughts do be intruding. anyways yea when I’m #gone at like. 80 (?) I’ll release my creations into the wild for people to do whatever with. it’ll be like an intrusive species lmfao my #impact on the world will be fucking up the online ecosystem forever #ok I’m done rambling now lol did you know I was holding a muffin while typing this entire thing? one handed I might add!! the chaos can’t #be contained no matter how much adderall u pump in me

[chaos-in-one]

Proship mfs really sat there and justified their shit with 'it's just fiction' then turned around and justified rpf including of actual minors

#anyways if you write rpf of people who haven't consented log off forever actually <3 #tw cp #tw sexualization of minors #anti rpf

[kissue]

Recolor was made by the person who made tektek before Gaia online made him shut the website down. It’s basically another Gaia online and the avatar making is fun, but there aren’t as many options as Gaia and I’m more fond of the style of Gaia. There’s also forums but it’s full of people from the gd section of Gaia and always have drama and hate people from the chatterbox section of Gaia.

A cute little doll making site is the last place I would have expected drama... 😔 Hell and havoc on planet earth. Shameful, just make your silly digi-dolls and have fun!!

Seriously though, thank you for the info. I had no idea that Gaia even had social connectivity. I'd always imagined it being like other doll makers made around the early 2000s. You make your dolls and go, no dummy drama, no forum fussing.. Really sad to hear that people are so spiteful on there.

Gaia has always had a gorgeous style to me, and seeing so many designs made me want to give it a whirl (for the sake of my inner child who deeply loved dollz.com). Maybe some day I'll check out both Recolor and Gaia. Likely won't interact with folks on there BUT I'm super interested in the doll creation.

#can you imagine going to this site to make silly little dolls #only to find yourself in the midst of doll dissing drama #these people don't just need to touch grass #they need to log off forever and go frolicking through a field #anyways rambling done. thank you once again for the info!💗 #asks

[sprucewoodmpreg]

some of you people in mcytblr are weird as hell about transfems and i think you could maybe benefit from some self-reflection as to why that is

#this is abt something specific but also i have been around here for a few years now and this shit's always been a thing #whatever. i dont want to say much anyway since it isnt my place to do so #just learn some critical thinking maybe u bozos. it's a fine thing to have sometimes #logging off forever YET AGAIN!!!! bye i hope everyone explodes

[perfcell]

// STARTER CALL - i wanna get more things going on here if possible soooo this is a starter call hehe. feel free to specify muses/scenarios, it will help me out a lot since ive only just restarted the blog u_u

#i have so many good icons of him i can browse them forever . for real . like what is that . is that a fly . #ew. smacks it away ! #anyways ya im logging off for now but puuuhhllleasseeeee. i got . thoughts to share

[arthur-r]

arthur fact as of today. high school graduate. not doing that whole thing anymore

#i won’t be walking at graduation so this is it for me #keep trying to say something about this and then i talk myself into a panic attack #so i’m gonna just step back and say yeah i’m done with that now #don’t understand how i’m the only person in the whole school who is freaking out about this #but here i am #everyone is staying in minnesota except for me and two other friends #and one of them is going to the same school as i am and the other one is going to canada #so everything changes now forever and i just don’t know how to feel #but hey. things are going to be good. i’ll be over by chicago that’s exciting #and i already changed my name in the system a couple days ago. kind of risky but i don’t want to keep putting it off #i figure i have friends i can move in with this summer if my parents find out and it goes over really badly #and otherwise they have to confront it sooner or later and i’d rather now than college graduation in four years #so anyway things will be good there hopefully. and high school has been bad enough that i should be happy #i dont know. things really got better just in time to go away forever #i’m gonna go to bed but everything is really strange and i’m officially out of there #so this is as much closure as i get #idk. i have a whole summer before everything changes entirely. everything will be okay #anyway gonna log off of tumblr. but yeah. this is where i’m at #me. my post. mine. #delete later #friends only

[unproduciblesmackdown]

as ever like: no two things Need to be juxtaposed, much less like material vs material deathmatch Only One Can Be Good, much less am i thinking i have thee objective word on fuckall b/c who does and it's like perfectly boring & unserious whenever someone just throws out Takes that are just "i think...[xyz] is [adjective]" like okay.

but anyways thinking of how, though differing in execution in a lot of ways ofc, deh & bmc start out in a v similar place & explore a journey to self-acceptance from a despairing starting point....it feels like a lot of the hindrance in deh's exploration of its own Theme there is in like, hey. :) hand on your shoulder. it's okay b/c you'll be able to be more normal. whereas w/bmc it's that it's okay b/c you'll be able to be more abnormal

#like hell yeah. and Normality is fake the way that things like Gender is fake so. what's more universally relevant here #versus like. the idea that a winning takeaway re: deh is Talking With Your Parents / Kid like #yeah that could be an improvement? in other situations; that Talking is dangerous &/or just not going to happen / be irrelevant #meanwhile nobody is ''normal'' & the idea of Normality & its Moral Goodness / Requirement does affect everyone #meanwhile that bmc is clear on jeremy's gaining supportive relationships means support for his relationship w/himself #whilest he's also able to feel better insulated from feeling Defined by whatever instance of feedback/input #whereas with deh it's like. All These People....but log off & all you need is at least one parent who doesn't hate you No Matter What #including your unfortunate abnormality....Just(tm) make the phone calls am i right? well now he at least has a part time job #meanwhile difficult to compare w/e's going on w/zoe/evan vs mpdg4mpdg jeremy/christine. latter are cute & a coherent relationship #former are [nothing] to [i'm taking psychic damage] & fuck if i know what's going on besides The Ultimate Romance(tm) (negative) #he was a boy she was a girl they could politely tolerate each other's presence. maybe forever :') #i really don't know what's supposed to be going on there so like. for real share Any reasons you like each other in Either love song abt it #anyways like No Need To Compare but for me the juxtaposition is natural b/c it Does feel like they can be looked at re: a v similar Essence #but one is fumbling around w/it & really Not sticking the landing especially while the other just does exactly what it's trying to do #and ofc it could only help that deh had to go so far from the original [???] ideas & more Farcical approach #vs i don't think bmc's envisioning ever changed so fundamentally along its development at any point #like deh's story does feel like it still has the remnants of the earlier farcier versions even in its bway form #story of A Bunch Of Wild Shit Happens To Our Protag Whaaat & sure ppl are humanized but you still never made room for like a quarter of the #alana & jared? they're alright but they died #anyways & in all these things it's like It's Not A Big Deal lol i am not here to strive to have thee true & final word #right tf on if you as well know them both & like deh more / think It was the more successful execution of its story #though i have natural enemies like say [trt loyalists who are Like That] or forever [deh haters who are Like That]....we're different #erased a tangent also mentioning how i like the Parent Approach of mr. heere's arc better than any parents in deh lol. like of course #it's Not about his Feelings or being Imperfect or Human. like ofc he has the feelings & is human & imperfect #but he just gets energized & focused like welp bummer but ofc i gotta give my kid more support w/whatever he's going through rn #like hell yeah. one fun song we're good to go #bmc #deh

[neverendingford]

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#tag talk #tumblr ads keep auto playing audio for me and I swear to god I will leave tumblr forever if this keeps happening. #idgaf I'll dust off my old reddit account if I have to. I fucking hate auto play videos and I do not want audio playing without permission #I'm on the app version so extensions and adblock won't do anything here. maybe I could just log in via mobile web browser? cause Firefox #I might try that. see if the interface works at all. #thinking about it gave me massive nostalgia vibes all of a sudden #cause that's what I did when I first got on tumblr cause my phone couldn't handle the app back in 2015/16 #anyway urrghhhh I will kill and maim and destroy if this keeps being an issue