#anyway that's the main reason for my stress

[jigglypuff1994]

Okay, so, I'm sorry if this idea has already been put out there, but I love the idea of post Monarch, young LadyNoir going to Disney.

Hear me out.

Chat Noir booked the flights, took care of the hotels and transportation while they're there. And Ladybug is absolutely stunned because like how can he afford to do this? And Chat is just being cheeky like 'tehehe I have my ways'.

Even though Chat and LB were offered a free day at Disney, Chat Noir insists that he should pay to experience just like everyone else, and since he can afford it, he pays for everything. Ladybug doesn't know that he's absolutely loaded so she's just confounded every time he pulls out hundred-dollar bills as if it was something everyone did.

Ladybug would be scrambling constantly to ensure she and Chat do every. possible. activity. Like they rope-dropped at 7am. LB's absolutely losing her mind on Genie+ and has done hundreds of hours of research watching Youtubers and reading every blogger and tips and tricks guide out there to ensure the one day they have together is undeniably picture perfect.

At some point, Chat Noir talks to Ladybug and tells her gently to chill out, she is finally able to relax and realizes how magical the experience is.

Chat Noir proceeds to stuff his face with anything Mickey-shaped: pretzels, ice cream bars, caramel apples, rice crispy treats, everything Mickey shaped. While having no concern for his figure because they're walking a million steps anyways.

Ladybug takes so many pictures and a video when Chat Noir meets his favorite Disney character, Rapunzel. Chat becomes absolutely giddy and beside himself. Him and Rapunzel talk about what it's like to be locked away in a castle and preoccupying themselves with all their indoor activities while dealing with manipulative parent figures, and Ladybug tilts her head for a moment because why does that sound so familiar.

Ladybug is put on edge every time fans want photos with them. She anxiously smiles too wide because she's stressed that her and Chat might not make it from Tomorrowland to Frontierland in 3 minutes time. Chat, who is aware how stressed his lady is, has to nicely remind their fans that they have a scheduled itinerary that Ladybug is absolutely *not* budging on.

Chat suggests that he and LB use the rooftops to get around rather than walking. LB lights up immediately because why didn't she think of that earlier!

Chat insists on taking a selfie with Ladybug in front of the Cinderella castle, and Ladybug sneaks a quick cheek kiss. This is the only cute photo where Chat is stunned and doesn't have his large, toothy smile. That photo ends up being Ladybug's favorite of the hundreds they took together that day because reasons.

To end their day, they sit on top of the Main Street rooftop above Tony's, eating spaghetti and meatballs like Lady and the Tramp because LB will always be 'His Lady', and he rolls the meatball over with his nose to recreate the movie while Ladybug rolls her eyes, gives him a small smile and scratches behind his ears. They cuddle in close while listening to 'When You Wish Upon a Star,' and the view is breathtaking as they watch the fireworks and lightshow on the castle.

Just a cute, magical day at Disney.

#disney world #ladybug and chat noir #ladynoir #miraculous ladybug #cutie pies #disnerd #rapunzel #mickey mouse

[gui1lermodelacruz]

(Ι owe starters/replies, but since work and anxiety are not my friends right now, like this so I can send you memes? ramble in the tags)

#sofia speaks (ooc) #meme call #I am trying to find a way to get out of a class I took #cause... I no longer want to get that specialization #(I did study psychology but I don't want to be a therapist anymore #which is a feeling that has been here for a long time and #I just kept saying maybe I will like it #but it's just not for me #but also I've invested so much time and money in it #so it's difficult to just quite the course halfway through #but... I think I gotta #anyway that's the main reason for my stress #right now #so I feel like Guillermo a lot haha

[cerise-on-top]

Nikolai with a s/o who always has a hand on his chest? With consent ofc, and it’s always to feel his heartbeat. I think of this all the time and it’s always super cute in my head.

Hello! That is pretty cute!

Nikolai Always with Reader’s Hand on His Chest

Nikolai is a pretty laid back and chill sort of man, so he usually doesn’t mind you putting your hand over his heart. Maybe not while you’re walking, though, he doesn’t want you to trip. It’s very sweet to him: You wanna make sure that he’s alive? That he’s still with you? That his heart is still beating? Trust me, not even death could take him away from you. He’d dig his way out of his grave after killing the reaper with his bare hands himself. You can always put your hand over his chest while you’re at home together, though. It’s nice to feel you. After a while it would be reassuring to him as well, feeling that you’re there, that you’re with him. He thinks it’s sweet that you always want to be touching him, because if it was up to you he’d do the same thing with you. After some time, once he’s realized that you’re always touching him whenever you can, he tries to get into positions that facilitate you touching him a bit. Usually lies on his back when you’re cuddling so you have full access to him. Can and will fall asleep like that, but will also want to hold you back. Will also put his hand over your heart as well so he can “get back at you”. In reality, feeling your heartbeat is also just nice and reassuring to him. However, he sometimes might lie on your chest in order to hear it as well, something like it lulls him to sleep, after all. You can put your hand over his chest in public as well, though, he doesn’t particularly mind cuddling in public either. There’s a good chance you’ll be nicely clothed, though, so you won’t feel his heartbeat unless you slip your hand under his clothes. You can do that, he doesn’t care about strangers staring in public. However, once it’s time to continue walking around, release him. You can continue your antics once you’ve found another nice bench to sit on.

#cod #cod x reader #cod nikolai #cod nikolai x reader #tomorrow is finally friday for me right now. I am so tired. but tomorrow I'm gonna take a long long nap #I have the next two weeks off but I can't promise that I'll be able to post too much during that time for driver's license reasons #I'll try but I have a lot of errands to run then #besides it's not like I get too many requests in per day luckily. at one point I got 4 requests in one night #now I get one. maybe two at most per day. which is good. it's relaxing and doesn't stress me out too much either #at one point I had eight requests sitting in my inbox despite working on them ever day. that was really stressful #but these days I'm more willing to close my inbox. people usually don't mind the waiting too much anyway #I do work as fast as I can though but I'm gonna stick with posting one request per day. that's a much better pace for me #haven't written for Nikolai in a while though. I'm glad people still like me writing characters other than the girls as well #but it seems as though for now I've become a cod girls centric blog haha #I don't mind. I'm just glad that people like my writing enough to want to request it. I'll write for just about anyone of the main charas #two exceptions apply but I refuse to write for them. i just genuinely don't like them #but I like Nikolai. he's good he's nice. he seems like someone who'd be great at giving bear hugs

[icewindandboringhorror]

More misc. daily life pictures and such

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that -- #1 & 2 - Very bright pretty looking sky ! #2. HUGE icicle that looked like you could kill someone with it or something.. Pulled from near a gutter on the side of a building #3. & 4 & 5 - various images from a silly party I had where I pretended to be some elf king turning like 204 years old lol (also not like #a REAL party. Only my roommates were there really and we're all in the same household bubble. #just to clarify. I would never dare have a large party anyway given #my hermitous nature but on top of that.. didn't want there to be some implication that I'm having a Party while covid is still ongoing lol. #NEVER.. But I do love dressing up as some fantasy character so much.. The only thing that could ever bring a true hermit wizard #to engage with others socially is the prospect of connecting it somehow to fantasy worlds and costumes lol. One must simply dress up #as a silly 200 year old man from time to time and pretend you've never seen a balloon before in your life. etc. #6. bapy boye... feets #7. The main food that I made for the elderly elf man 'party'. which was a Deconstructed Beef Wellington (kind of as ajoke since I watch s #o many silly cooking competition shows and they always make stuff 'deconstructed' at the last minute when under time limits or whatever.) #I've wanted to make beef wellington a few times but Ithink to do it well I'd need like..an actual kitchen and a lot of time and #an oven that fully works to bake things and etc. etc. So I thought this would be an easier method. A thick steak cut round to kind of mimi #c the round tenderloin or whatever it is in a wellington. instead of the puff pastry being wrapped around - I just did star shaped cut outs #of pastry and baked them and put them on top (to go with the star theme). instead of mushroom duxelles being wrapped around in pastry #its in a little circle under the steak. and instead of mustard being brushed onto the meat I made a mustard gravy sauce type of thing #Then of course asparagus on the side.. my favorite... Though I know some wellington #also has a layer of prosciutto I think. or I saw one person use crepes. I didn't feel it was necessary to incorporate that too lol #8. bapy son helping me do a giant puzzle that took me hours and I had no idea it was actually that large of a puzzle #until I started putting it together and for some reason it made me stressed by the end instead of relaxed lol.. puzzle fatigue #photo diary

[paponela]

spent 4hs and R$400 to get an ultrasound done on my cat just to get home and figure out the vet asked for the wrong joint by mistake!!!! im literally on the verge of collapse!!!!!

#she wrote elbow instead of shoulder for whatever reason and i was like girl what!!!!! what!!!!!! #i only figured out bc the vet doing the ultrasound though it was strange bc the symptoms my cat has are textbook shoulder issues #and found nothing on the fucking elbow so she asked me to speak again with my main vet #and when i did she said oops i wrote that wrong sorry 😬 #anyway she took full responsability and will reimburse everything but still #you'll remember that im still unemployed!!! and i only had 300 on my bank account!!! i had to borrow money from my mom!!!! #and im starting the new job next week so i simply dont know when i'll have the time to cross the city with the damn cat!! #not to mention the stress

[dandyshucks]

need Guz to hug me tightly for like an hour solid oh my god dhdjdkl I went driving for the first time in over a year and I chewed my lip raw 😭😭

I'm starting to look like a caricature of Anxiety with all these physical symptoms and signs LMAO

#this is so ridiculous fhfjdkdl #i do not like driving fjdkdl i know i should not be on the roads #but unfortunately i have to bc i live rural and also my parents insist i ''just need more practice'' #practice is not going to fix the dissociation 😭😭 practice will not fix the Other Drivers being shitty and scary and reckless fjfkdl #it might make it slightly easier bc i wont have to think as hard about shoulder and mirror checks and roadsigns and speed limits #and where i am located on the road and intersection rules and whatnot #but like... it does not fix that i live in a town (and world lol) where ppl are fucking bonkers on the road #i had someone riding my ass for like a full five minutes. we had only two feet btwn us. MAYBE. IF THAT MUCH. #he was BIG mad that i was going the speed limit #and THERES A POLICE STATION LIKE RIGHT NEAR THAT AREA MY GUY IM NOT GONNA GO OVER THE SPEED LIMIT RIGHT THERE LMAO ???? #also im a rule follower usually so i do tend to go Exactly the speed limit fjfkdl #and maaannn that makes people SO fucking angry dhfjdl its impossible to drive Anywhere without having someone right on ur bumper #its so ridiculous like... that's not helping anyone ??? ur not getting to ur destination faster by riding up on somebodys ass ???? hewwo ??? #ANYWAYS. i drove around the neighborhood and then went up the highway and thru some intersections and then into the main core of town #and then i got my dad to take over from there bc it was lunch hour and the core of town is a lawless land at the best of times #MY NERVES ARE FRIED. i need Guz to act as a weighted blanket or one of those pressure therapy vests for me LOL #im like... shaking fhdjsl that was far more than i thought we were going to do for driving today good lord #IM OKAY THOUGH I SURVIVED I DIDNT EVEN HIT A CURB OR ANYTHING #i think I've only hit a curb once so far in all my times driving and that was on my second time driving on a road i think #so pretty good track record... im a very careful driver fjdkdl i work so hard to be safe and drive smoothly #during my driving test the only thing the test guy had to critique was that i waited at an intersection when i could've gone #but the reason i waited was bc i wasnt sure i could make it across the traffic lane before the oncoming vehicle got to us #so it was like. a safe decision overall but a little too hesitant which can actually be unsafe fjdkdl #AUGH ANYWAYS SORRY FOR RAMBLING SM #driving stresses me out so bad and my lip is all raw now and i have so many physical stress symptoms the past few days fhfjdl #after tonight i should be able to calm down a bit hopefully fhfkdl theres a thing we're going to tonight thats been stressing me out so bad #but after tonight it'll be over and hopefully I can get myself settled down again fjfjdkl #dandy.cmd #vent //

[1ovestay]

have had a very disappointing and stressful morning but at least i am sitting by the ocean with the sun shining on my face

#appreciating the ocean while i can before i move to canada in a week #i’m like . very upset and feeling dramatic and i think im within right to cuz it meant a lot to me #was meant to be going to the a15 action in my city and i had it all planned out #but i don’t have a car cuz my friends car broke down so i let them have mine early #and i planned to wake up at 5:30 and drop my mum off at work so i could have her car for the day #but then yesterday at the rally my friend was like oh i’ll come with u! #so after we drove back from melbourne i left my sign in their car (my car…) #and then this morning 5 mins before they were meant to pick me up they were like oh i’ve been called into work #which like understandable that they need the work but telling me 5 mins before u were supposed to pick me up…. 25 mins before the event… #anyway the next bus was so much later but i got on anyway after stressing a bunch #and i was like well even if im an hour late i still wanna show up #but it ended literally right as i got there im so upsetttt #i think the main reasons i’m upset is cuz this would be my last action in australia #cuz i’m moving in a week and i can’t go to this sundays rally in melb #and i was gonna give away my sign cuz i don’t want to throw it out but i can’t take it with me when i move #and i planned to participate in this for weeks n had it all sorted out i should have just gone with my own plans :( #anyway it is what it is i’m disappointed but i’m sitting in the sun by the ocean listening to day6 so it’s all fine really #p

[toytulini]

man i remember complaining about The Bone Bees and someone asking why i drank the 5hr energy and my answer being that i was "a little sleepy!" and saying that "god i shouldve just been A Little Sleepy! it was Fine!" and someone being Concerned by that and being like you shouldnt drive when youre A Little Sleepy! and just being like. i dont know how else to tell you that the Bone Bees Were So Much Worse Than Being Sleepy. i cannot stress enough that the condition it put me in was Worse. i recognize and acknowledge that drowsy driving is bad. that is why i made the Caffeine Mistake in the first place. i was trying to Avoid Drowsy Driving. and i had not Realized that the Caffeine was going to make me So Much Worse Than Drowsy. 0/10 never again. 5hr energy evil.

#toy txt post #i don't remember who it was but man. the bone bees. guys the bone bees were so bad. it was so bad. i never wanna feel like that again #not to admit to reckless driving on main and i want to stress i dont endorse this behavior and also never want to do what im about to say #again either: having once driven after taking a benadryl. and once driven in The Bone Bees. the benadryl was not as bad #i will grant. the benadryl. i was also So Fucking Full Of Adrenaline. for bug reasons. and i also want to stress i really did not want to do #it at the time but really did Not Have Better Options. and am comparing the bone bees to that and saying it was not as bad as the bone bees #to stress just how bad the bone bees were #if the bone bees ever happen again im gonna just fucking wait it out at a rest stop and chug water and piss til the bees fade #you know the feeling when you take adhd meds with no food and then you also have coffee on top of that with no food and you forget to eat #all day and you keep not eating and then to top it off you decide to have more coffee and it feels like you have been hollowed out and like #all of your bones are vibrating and also like you might pass out and stop breathing? it was like that but food wasnt helping and it was just #one single 5hr energy #(i did also have my adhd meds that day) (but it was not at the same time the 5hr energy was way later in the day) #anyway you know how ppl in their 30s will be like oh man i cant do things like i used to when i was 20! that was me at like idk 24 with the #5hr energy #anyway #this is why that battery acid spaghetti post felt like they were really overhyping the effects of the beverage. it didnt taste bad and it #gave me zero bone bees

[ereh-emanresu-tresni]

If I switch degrees should I do carpentry or music production hm

#i honestly just don't see a sensible path forward with natsci as a profession enough my brain is way too fried to keep up with it anymore #like i could push through the AS if i really wanted to but i simply just don't want to deal with a whole bs/grad school in it anymore #whereas I've already basically fallen into dj/stage tech position so don't have to worry so much about a music degree being inapplicable #and while carpentry conflicts with hand injury that's easier to work through/accommodate for than mental burnout lol #idk I'm just stressed and already imploding a semester in lol esp since the housing stability that was the main if not entire reason i went #back to school for immediately fell through again anyway ugh. IDK

[collectingthestars]

i have a maths test tomorrow and for some reason, i'm not all that freaked out

#diya says #it doesn't contribute to my final grade so i suppose that's the main reason i'm not caring #but that hasn't stopped me from caring about previous tests of this nature #i did two practice tests today that i did okay on and i just decided that was that #the thing is i know the content pretty well i just need to make sure i don't freak out in the test setting #bc that's when i tend to do things such as read the question wrong #or make a silly mistake in my working which tends to derail the answers i'm giving and my attitude during the test #i inadvertently fuck something up -> i'm too stressed to figure it out -> it messes up the other parts of the same question #-> it wastes time and i end up fucking up the rest of the test bc i'm too stressed #anyway enough of me reflecting on my study and test habits that's boring #i just needed to get them out of my head ig

[hyunjining]

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#i’m feeling really anxious right now and i feel like the only way to get over it is to just be honest #i love speaking my mind but i hate not being able to please everyone which makes having a large following on here so stressful #i think my main issue is that i’m so afraid of people having misconceptions about me and spreading them because that’s not fair #even tho this is the internet and that’s basically the name of the game #but anyway i hope that anyone who has followed me for any length of time knows that i always try to see multiple sides of an issue #and be a voice of reason within the fandom #i think a lot of the time people discount having human reactions to complicated situations #and i want to always prioritize being honest about my feelings #if that makes me disliked then so be it i guess #idk i just always feel paranoid that people are talking about me #as stupid as it is ​i wish people would talk to me if they have a question about something i’ve said rather than unfollowing or blocking #to sum it up maybe i should just get over it because it’s inevitable but my literal worst fear is being misunderstood #anyway idek what this is

[monsterbisexual]

things have been scary n hard n a lot but i do feel good sometimes..theres good things too they might not seem like big things or as meaningful but it still matters n makes a difference! things might get scarier n harder etc overall n probs will at least sometimes.. even when it feels like things shld be easy theyre usually not but im trying ! n thats smth i suppose

#p #work was so bad today had to socialize w family which went ok but not ideal situation for me after #might see a friend tomorrow n walk my dog n thats makin me anxious for a few reasons but mostly cuz idk how to talk to my friends anymore #for reasons that arent even only just me being a freak #the next day im having cavities fixed n itll take hrs #i rly to set up a dr appointment n its been ages cuz even for a normal appointment its v stressful n scary n bad for me #for a variety of reasons but i also just fuckin hate it #n this is cuz i think there coulddd be smth more serious goin on that ive been trying to ignore n avoid bringing up #cuz what if it is actually smth #n i cant even go on abt that rn (tired) but ive been..thinkin abt it #aaaand i need to try n get an appointment w a psychiatrist so i can maybe get back on meds again cuz i think itd be a good idea #like i think on em i didnt think they made a big difference but i feel like im way worse now off em so #n i hope i dont have to go thru the regular dr abt that cuz i got my refills thru them but i guess ill be seein her anyway n overwhelmed!!! #oh n the friend thing is scary cuz my lil group is all broken up now n i feel like im choosing sides when i hang out w some of em now #which sucks so thats the main thing abt that. ok enough bye <3 #idk what the original post not the tags even meant im tryin to be . positive! or smth jeez :/ #dlt ltr !

[yuribalisms]

Okay I think I’ve figured out why I’m having such a hard time right now especially and it is…. not fun

#I just need to vent if anyone reads this I just wanna stress that I am fine #well…. not Fine obviously but like I’m not gonna Do anything so…. yeah #anyways #I haven’t been suicidal since I lived with my mom #most of my time in high school I was high key suicidal and those were the times I was actively engaging in various forms of self harm #and was actually going to attempt one day and the only reason I didn’t was because my family came home early #and one of the things that got me through all of that was telling myself I only felt that way because of everything my family put me through #that after I moved out and didn’t have to live with my mother or put up with whatever guy she was with at the time #or parent five little kids that I didn’t sign up for #and then I wouldn’t hate life I would be okay and I would be happy #I left at 17 and other than a few months at the start of Covid I have not had to stay with them for an extended period of time #and I HAVENT been suicidal at any point that I haven’t lived with them #so in a way I was right I was only that way because of them I wasn’t fucked up I was fine it was just THEM #I wasn’t going to have to live this way forever #except now…. I feel very suicidal again #and it’s just kinda sinking in ‘oh…. it’s not just my family I AM just fucked up and stuck this way’ #I’m never gonna Not be this way it could always come back no matter how okay I am #my family isn’t the only trigger that causes it and I…. don’t know what to do with that #like yeah the abuse they put me through for years is probably the main culprit #and I get anxiety and depression from my mom AND dad #I know my mom tried to commit at least once and was hospitalized over it #she’s never pursued actual treatment for it tho #my dad does and like actually acknowledges it but idk the point is I had higher probability of ending up this way cuz of genetic factors #and then…. yeah everything I grew up with didn’t help #but getting away from all of it…. didn’t fix it…. and I just Am this way #and I don’t want/can’t accept that #except I’m gonna have to or I know I can’t actually… get better #it’s fine….. I mean it’s not but like what can I really do it’s…. ugh #I’m tired of being alive but I’m MORE tired of being tired of being alive I just wanna LIVE but feel like I can’t #kaz rambles

[myfriendtheghost]

my roommate knowingly exposed herself to covid today (after I asked her multiple times not to ✨) which means I’m gonna lock myself in the bedroom for the next week

what I’m saying is y’all better drop some banging josh x reader fics this week because I’m gonna be really stressed and bored lol

#im literally so mad #and I usually escape her at times like this by going to my mom and dad’s house but i can’t do that until like halfway through the week #so #that’s fun #anyways .. this is the main reason I wanted to talk about josh earlier lol to get my mind off of it but now im back at this stupid house and #im stressed #I’ve been home for literally 5 minutes lol #and I have to go through and disinfect everything after I shower #big mad big mad sorry im ranting

[officialjanetweiss]

One shitty aspect about the great friend breakup of 2019/2020 was that when we were friends i told her about my first heartbreak as a teen, where my best friend just started being rude to me and cut me off with no explanation, and then she just went and did the same thing. :/

#anyway just thinking about that bc i have a friendship that’s longer than either of those and bc there’s a power imbalance i sometimes #feel really anxious that she’ll just stop liking me #and there truly is no reason to feel that way expect for those other two breakups that just messed me up #like we’ve never had a problem but making plans or texting her feels different than it is with my main peer group #i get so worried that i’ll cross a line someday and ruin the whole darn thing #anywaaay this is a stressful month for aside from all of this and i’m just too deep in my own brain #but i will bookmark these thoughts for my next therapy sesh

[yoohyeontual]

Can I have a fucking break please 😭

#first I’m in a constant stress since Saturday my stomach hurt all day like when I’m stress when I was okay ???? #second my friend #third Puppy had another crisis since may 1st 😔 #now I’ll be a while not wanting to leave him #this is like the main reason why I’m not looking for a job I’m so terrified of leaving even an hour 😭 #even tho I really have too I don’t have the choice anymore #anyway bye bye sleep for now I was having a hard time sleeping now it’s gonna me so much worse #he’s okay just shock and scared he won’t leave us at all #it didn’t last long so it’s not dangerous but it’s still terrifying #I was too shock and worried for him to cry but I’ll surely cry my heart out when I’ll go to bed 😭 #it’s my grandmas birthday I wish I had at least today to be happy !!! #Alex.txt #tw sick pet #tw sick animal