#anyways umm haha

[codacheetah]

#codacheetah #my art #in stars and time #isat #isat siffrin #isat loop #suicide cw #heyyyyyyy :3 #guess who forgot i had an art blogggggg #this guyyyyy #ok so!!!! #this art can b read as just regular ass fanart tbh BUT #SPOILERS FOR EVERYTHING IN THE TAGS BTW #this was actually drawn with a soul eater au in mind!!!! #(somewhat symbolic bc loop is there as person And weapon but #the idea being that loop is siffrin's weapon post-wish (sif is also a weapon but Forgor on account of the) #anyways umm haha #wouldnt it be fucked up if like #you killed yourself. and ur weapon was like. a person aha #for that reason this would prolly be an act 4 onetime event and it would Fuck Uppp loop and sif's resonance supremely #because loop is paranoid and feels betrayed and they cant forgive themself for enabling sif (and cant forgive sif for doing that to them) #and sif is so supremely guilty but they're also like. drenched in the madness and they kind of think they were in the right anyways #and for the rest of act 4 sif barely uses loop as a weapon and instead is constantly on that black blood sauce to make up for the power los #(my vision being. loop can chill out in their body vis a vis ragnarok and crona as well as separate. tho they usually are in weapon form #lest the party Perceive them teehee nobody rlly trusts them cuz of this) #but the cost of ragnaroking it with loop is shooting that black blood into siffy's bloodstream #act 5 siffrin i imagine is just completely caked in madness from abusing the blood in act 4 #and loops still angry with them but they cant watch siffrin go thru this #so they join up with the party and im imagining odile uses them as a weapon thru the house (neither enjoys this) #odile points loopweapon at bigsif like.u fucked up

[tsunael]

what maintenance does to a mf

#it was supposed to be a break sketch from comms but #I actually drew my own wolcred what da hell #anyway umm what if u were invited to an ishgardian ball but omg the only person who knows how to do their stupid waltz is #the person who u have complicated feewings for bc he would know stupid shit like that bc he's a spy or w/e #so u gotta pwactice every day with him but omg he's soooo annoying >_< and keeps wearing these low cut blousy ass shirts!!! #wouldn't that be crazy haha anyway #don't look at this im being CRINGE #my art (derogatory) #why is this shit more embarrassing than my gposes

[jils-things]

eeeekk hi again everyoneee!!! i'm gonna allow myself today to post one art because i miss sharing my stuff on my blog :]]

red sprites: (x)

#~ art #♥️ appleshipping #ueeee theyre here <3... #speaking of red. bad news tho. my soulsilver gameplay got corrupted. all my games got corrupted... #so uh....... vs red battle has to... be postponed again. this game hates me so much fr /lh i have ... to restart ... #i even had a misdreavus named xyla and i love her so much!!! she was hard to catch!!! #im just gonna jump back to emerald from square one since i felt like doing a reset too (didnt like my team that much lmao) #umm!! anyways. stuff is okay lately. pokemas is cheering me as usual and being away from tumblr with little visiting helped a lot #been hanging with my besties and we did something fun together all that fun stuff ehhee #but im still going to stay close to my promise that ill redownload tumblr after hiatus haha #umm on a lighthearted note... ive been really interested in legends arceus lately! ive been cooking jaide's ancestor design #and both jaides have an official surname now <3 (it's evergreen!) the oc is professor evergreen :33 #i think i just used this artpost to talk about how ive been doing lately LMAOOOO #i actyally have a lot of things i wanna talk about here like not even lore related ahdsjfdkafsa #like... how everyone's been speculating about pokemon day 2024 and how everyones thinking we might get bw remakes....

[shima-draws]

Hey Shima! I was wondering,,, where you’re watching all the episodes of one piece,,, I’ve been wanting to watch it. I started it, never finished, but I want to get back to it

Hey! I’m currently watching it on Crunchyroll, I’m p sure you can get an account and watch stuff for free with ads. I pay premium bc I Refuse to sit through commercials lol

It’s also on Netflix, but afaik they only have the first 500 episodes or so, up to the end of the Marineford arc. (They also have Egghead but that’s the current arc so they’re missing the 600-ish episodes in between)

Of course there’s the other option which is to pirate it but you definitely shouldn’t do that, noooo way, you shouldn’t go to aniwave.to and watch One Piece that way, that would be so silly :)

#I’d normally pirate—I mean umm what. I don’t do that. Haha. #Anyway I got CR so I can watch it full screen on my TV rather than on my leetle laptop screen #Shima answers questions #One Piece

[redstoneofaja]

smoke break

#my art #waistcoat *giggles and kicks my feet* #jared being woefully underdressed #anyway umm hehe haha :) :) :) :) :)

[fruixtii]

IM FREEEE

#the friday relief hooray #it’s the weekend!!! #anyways hey guys how are you doing :] #i was so busy this week and i’m going to be busy during the weekend still #so i’m going to relax today haha #i had a TEST today isn’t that so stupid #umm but yeah happy late birthday to riddle also i love her new card

[agonizedembrace]

"god, eve." barely restrained want. "the things you do to me. i can't stop thinking about you, baby." - @kalijhomentethi

A wanton stare accompanied with a heavy breath as Evelynn settles herself on Akali's lap, hardly able to keep hands to herself. Her lips begin to curl into a sultry smile, a flutter in her chest that she allows over such name. It's dangerous, to openly flirt in the vip section of the club (even if it does act as quite the cover) but the way those words leave her lover has the demon excited.

"Don't stop thinking about me," is said as she leans in, all of a demand as it is a request. Her lips brush Akali's ear, breath hot as she can no longer keep her hands to herself. Metal claws that scrape along the rapper's neck before settling on each side; a scratch and tease, the desire for more. "I want to be the only thing on your mind."

The bass booms around them, all but ill attempts of distraction as Evelynn ghosts a kiss along her jaw. "Tell me your thoughts," she pauses to draw herself away, hands that begin to lower to take Akali's in her own and guide them to her hips. Baited breath that escapes her, soon fading into a moan as soon as they make contact. Oh, if she could share how much she does to her.

Slowly she grinds on the rapper's thigh, whether to tease or begin fulfilling her own desire, she omits to say. She throws her head back, letting ivory locks cascade behind her, losing care if anyone happens to see. Much longer, and they might have to make their escape.

"I felt your gaze on me earlier-- on the dancefloor." Evelynn coos, finally leaning forward again to palm at the woman's collar. There's a constant craving for more. "Honey," a quick breath, hardly masking the whine at the slow pace she creates for herself. "It's hot. I kept imaging your hands on me. You whisking me away to somewhere... private."

Ah -- isn't that where they are now?

Her lips graze Akali's own, not quite a kiss, yet the yearn is ever present. Evelynn wants nothing more than to either ravish her or be ravaged. Likely the latter, as her pace is ever growing, pupils dilating as she moans into the sensation.

#» HATE AND LOVE ARE JUST TWO WORDS FOR PASSION ( IC ) #» V. { KDA } #» WHO DOES A GIRL HAVE TO KILL TO START ANOTHER RUNE WAR? ( ASK ) #TW: suggestive #kalijhomentethi #haha... umm.. hii #hiding my face behind my hands #I GOT CARRIED... AWWAY WITH THIS #anyways girls maybe DONT ... do that in club #or maybe do.. #lbr eve would be into that

[mysandwichranaway]

It's midnight and i can't sleep so I'm going to write a hxh essay that I've had in my brain for literally half a year. And like, I'm sure people have said this better than me before, but i literally can't have it in my brain anymore i need to write it down.

(I'll put a read more here when I wake up and open my computer because i literally can't find how to do it on my phone sorry)

Ok so we all know that hxh is about love right?? It's the core theme of the series and it's also the message, Right? I really hope I'm not hallucinating lmao.

Gon only survives pitou because he had people that loved him, because killua was willing to go against his whole family for him, because morel and knov respected and appreciated him, because leorio thought of him as family.

Kurapika survived the massacre because he loved pairo, and wanted to cure him. He wanted to go back to his family and he wanted pairo to be able to see. He left because he loved him and he the chose vengeance because of it too. He loved everyone so much he just couldn't take it.

Leorio wants to become a doctor because he loved Pietro, because he couldn't do anything to save him and he wants to prevent that pain for other people. Because he is considerate and caring and kind.

Love is literally everything in life and i will die on this hill.

But also, they way they deal with loss is also so so important.

Gon grows basically alone, and it seems like he takes it well, but we all know he is seriously fucked up in the head. He looks for answers and he wants to meet ging. He wants to what's so good and important about a hunter that it would be better than raising him. And like this might have a lot to do with the fact that I'm literally fatherless, but i understand that, i understand that need to know why you were abandoned.

And killua has to deal with the loss of his childhood, the trauma of abuse. And he seeks freedom, he seeks another family, people to rely on, who will fight for him and give him the option to choose, to draw away when it's too much.

And kurapika can't take the loss, he just can't deal with the fact that he was left alone that day that he returned. And of course he can't, he just suddenly lost literally everything and everyone he loved. And he was so, so young, that i don't blame him for avoiding the pain by choosing vengeance. Ultimately the vengeance is for him to run away from the pain, the anger is a distraction from the fact that he loved.

And leorio instead seeks to change things in some way. He finds himself powerless in a system that values more money than life, and is punched in the face with the fact that helping is also for the privileged, because med school is very fucking expensive. So he is forced to put himself in literal mortal danger to access an education. He wants to prevent further pain but he ultimately can't because the problem is the system that he lives in.

And i think that's why most antagonists in hxh are at least a little morally gray. Because even if Gon defeated pitou, he was selfish and stupid and damaged his most precious relationship. Kite was going to be fine regardless of his pain and regret. The problem was that he was in an unfair situation where there was literally no way to win.

Even if killua wants to be something else, he couldn't help that he was born into that family, that his society called for a system of solving problems that relied on violence. He was doomed since the day he was born by the power his family had and the way they perpetuated their place is society.

And kurapika is right in wanting to punish chrollo, he did very much kill a lot of people, but even if he gets rid of him and all the phantom troupe, they will just be replaced because the material reality of the place they came from would have stayed the same. He is quite literally just killing himself on a fools errand because in the end he would have solved literally nothing. The people he loved are still dead, there is still a literal garbage city and genocide is still being done, just by different people.

I think the thing that gives them strength is not the goal, but the companionship, the love and care of others.

That's why Gon was healed, and why killua took alluka away, and why kurapika was arguably happiest when he was with them, and why leorio keeps fighting.

They will achieve nothing if they separate because we can't live alone. No one is independent because that's just not what we are for, we were made to have families and friends and love. And it is shitty to lose people, but you won't be alone forever.

Kurapika gets away from leorio because he is afraid to have something else that can be taken from him, but he fails to realize that without friends and love we are nothing. He is miserable and empty because he refuses to let anyone in.

And like. Idk man. That's just. It's just so much. Like, yeah! Family is love! Care and understanding and loyalty!!! Devotion and selflessness!!!! I'm literally SOBBING.

#midnight anime posts #hunter x hunter #random #umm literally going insane #i didn't edit this at all and it's almost 2 am I'm sorry if this hurts to read haha #AND THAT'S WHY ORGANIZING AND COLLECTIVE ACTION IS IMPORTANT #anyway i would literally die for leorio #and gon and killua and kurapika

[unproduciblesmackdown]

our beloved blade gunnblade upstage at any time

#but not every time. afaik also at any given time idk they could be being generally intense but that takes on many forms #and maybe also funny? don't know any specifics there but. ''in times like these i guess all you can do is laugh / :l'' #deciding like hey may as well strike while the iron's hot like. weeks later..... #like oh the pen size setting will be less than one percent of the canvas width & the lines will be unnecessarily honed...smh #could've taken even longer on those counts though. anyways of course it's time for a waist up portrait of everyone's fave #there's also pics where their hair is varying lengths but it's never this long. that's just a matter of convenience #well it's 8am it's bed time bitch #kinda like the like umm. topographical map style effect this gif format has on the gradient shading/highlights in this lol #hang in there blade gunnblade....however it's Very funny that they don't hang in there & wanna kill litchrelly everyone haha yes go babe go #ok that's simply enough tag commentary For Now when it's naptime #blade gunnblade #honorarily: #asia kate dillon #corned beef #kapow-i gogo

[etchedstars]

fun fact: the literal only reason i didnt write a kiss in captured ghosts is because i hate writing kisses and decided to procrastinate the hell out of it

#it took me two weeks to psyche myself up enough to write the kiss scene in keep glowing come back and even then like #that is my least favorite part of all 15k words of it #just that bit #anyways haha sorry to every person who commented 'they didnt even get to kiss' umm i apologize it felt Wrong #i am writing one tho . i have a whole plan for it . we r all good #that being said i did write a kiss scene yesterday are you proud of me (took an hr to write #) #the overdue asteroid strikes again #overdue writes

[indulgnc]

personal update in tags :3

#hiii so i havent been here for a hot sec #umm #tmi but i took a lil mental health vacation haha #im good now tho!! wooo woohoo #anyway i haved j-ed it in like 2 weeks. so. yall know whats uo #up* #i havent been super active on here but id rlllly like to create m ore originsl content… writing or even drawing if i can manage! #as youd guess ive had other priorities so i havent been thinking muvh abt stuff #but i wanna… sometime soon… #but i get a lil didcouraged bc oc dtuff doesnt do as well as fandom… #also i do have a wav to post that i forgot abt! its a collab so im less self conscious but ill get to it!! #yay wooo

[viriporne]

S2g why do ultrasounds take so fucking long to process goddamn can I know if my uterus is possibly defective or not yet pleaseee

#u ever have someone press down on your ovaries and uterus for ten minutes straight while u have to piss stupid bad??? #not fun #and also very awkward bc ur just in this dark room while a nurse silently takes pictures of your insides like umm so what r u doing after #this haha #Anyways I’m TERRIFIED of doing hormone treatments bc my mom had to do that when she was a little bit older than me and uh #it made her experience all the symptoms of menopause at like age 23 which is Horrible #at least they seem to have different treatments now like going on T seems to be one of the routes I’ve seen proposed but #I really don’t wanna be on T for the rest of my life honestly #bc I am not a guy and don’t wanna look like one

[yukinyaminyato]

nah am i rlly lowkey crushing on someone i've literally met twice or am i just happy that someone's nice to me 🤡🤡

#i was thinking abt her today and then she txted me this evening and my heart went 💓 why :( #i still haven't replied bc uhh. i didn't like my reaction 💀 #anyways. i. umm. know. my type. too well. and. yeahhhhh 😭😭 i see a short queer girl w/ short fluffy hair and im swooning 🥴 #(or fem. presenting nb person im not sure abt their identity but doesn't rlly matter bc they're rlly attractive) #literally abt to scream into my pillow ah haha ha kill me #like i started thinking abt how nice her laugh is and. wow i feel really gay. #my posts

[sadnesshotline]

just remembered i’m meant to be a story simblr

#its so weird bc #growing up on simblr obv i always saw people be like UMM BUSY W SCHOOL HIATUS #i thought itd be like obvious how busy you are #but now i dont feel busy i just like have less time its really realy weird #or like sims takes more time than i can justify rn 💆‍♀️ #anyway yeah itd be nice to do coa one day #i say that because the stories i acc wanna get onto are poppys kids HAHA #sadnesshotline #chat

[woahajimes]

girl who tf is the orange guy

it's like you guys never listen to me

#one day. i hadn't eaten anything and it was like 11am and the teacher was giving a lecture and my stomach like. screamed. in the middle of #class. mighty ROAR. everybody heard and i was humiliated ong right. like ive spent double the amount without eating anything and i had food #packed so i was just like umm haha sorry guys #guy beside me (whom i knew already like we are friends) was eating an orange. he offers me all he has left but i only take half so we eat #the orange in silence. #anyways same guy like a few days prior had offered me his seat bc #ok lemme tell this story. #i was with the funny guy in the library and the fucking fire alarm goes off like a drill. whatever we go to the outside bc we have no class #so we just hang there and we see the orange guy and another friend waiting for the bus #orange guy is eating a pizza btw anways we are like talking talking #they (orange and friend) are sitting bc there are seats #and me and my friend are standing #we're just talking talking and then orange guy stands up and like just stands up idk i dont notice #my friend starts to like talk and he uncionsoucsly like he sits on it and orange guy is like ''man cmon im giving my seat to her'' #and im like oo you're literally eating #AND UGH #HE'S MY FAVE #he's also really attractive #like mad attractive #he knows it too but not in the cocky way #hmm #this feels like a lot of info on him #that is the orange guy btw

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

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#girl i have so many teshes thoughts its INSANE #me starting with haha actually this ship has no basis i just want to Put Tesilid Through It #but over the past few months of brainrotting their dynamic is now like. #what if we were doomed from the start and there was never anything either of us could do to save the other #(not even talking about the regression but rather the stigma bearer thing and how they have no social power) #(but also the regression thing) #what if we loved each other throughout all the lifetimes but there could never be a happy ending. tragedy dogs our footsteps #what if we were 'guy who has a good head on his shoulders and recognises our low social positions and looks out for his friends in similar #predicaments' x 'guy who is way too giving and this is bad bc the world is out to get him and he loves ppl too much to care about #the danger to himself' #what if we were 'guy who is way too giving' x 'guy who wants to protect him but Cant' #doomed ships..... #swings hestio around i like you SO much. i need to put you under a microscope and in a fish tank #(statements that should not ever be viewed by people outside of tumblr) #some of my fic outlines has notes that are like 'wow if they had the transmigrators privilege this wouldnt even have been a problem' #and im suddenly very appreciative of canon #god bless canon tesilid may you be happy. not my fanfic tesilid though im making him miserable #anyway. the more i think about it the more interesting hestio's internal conflict could be #it's about being so acutely aware of how shit their lives already are that he knows having a r/s that is frowned upon would just #make things worse #also i am very much hooked by the fact that like. nowadays i keep seeing ship posts about 'killing myself in front of you to change the #trajectory of your life forever' #for teshes its the opposite. hestio is desperately trying to make sure tesilid doesnt off himself #and also its not hestio dying that changes the trajectory of tesilid's life forever it's hestio confessing #and somehow this inflicts more pain on tesilid in the long run #which is extremely funny bc for all the notes that ive written abt teshes hestio has only confessed like umm. checks notes. 3 times #1. drunk (tesilid is not in the room) 2. the world is ending #like if hestio had managed to take this to the grave like he had originally planned then this could have been avoided #but the tragedy is that tesilid lives thru this multiple times so at least ONE time hestio's going to blab and that forever changes things #crying in fic writing being stupidly hard