#bc he deserves something nice

[hollowsbest]

goin' on vacay in quite literally 5 hours. ough. I hate early morning flights I'm already exhausted and I'm not even done packing yet. who allowed airlines to change ur flight times from afternoon to morning ones ugh

I'm exploding all the people who thought it a good idea

#kit posts #also gotta buy my sib a present #it was her birthday yesterday #and theres a lego store at the airport #hopefully theres something cheap #bc he deserves something nice #and I havent been around to give too many gifts bc. I live across the country to my family lmao

[angelthemanspanker]

The way some people characterise Buffy in fics like you described genuinely put me off Buffy fandom for years, it was absolutely everywhere, in Spuffy fics, in faith/buffy fics, it felt like I couldn't read a fic without the obligatory 'Buffy apologises to whoever the fuck for being so mean' and I just stopped, it was so baffling

For real its so weirdly pervasive. It genuinely blows my mind bc I totally get the urge to use your fic to call out a character/plot point you don't like, more power to you. Like I'm constantly imagining rewrites of the scenes where Xander is at his most insufferable but no one in-show is verbalising obvious holes in his bullshit (my big one is that besides a one off line from Buffy that everyone in the show ignores and a DELETED line from Giles is that NO ONE calls him on his absolutely infuriating "I was jealous of Angel being with the girl I like and I'm gonna have the gall to pretend it was bc I saw him turning evil coming" BULLSHIT)

But like. Buffy? You came out of this show and the person you had beef with and want to call out is BUFFY? THE VAMPIRE SLAYER? The protagonist of all time? Bc she's mean sometimes :( people try to apologise for trying to kill her and she's so unsympathetic :( she carries out her responsibility as the Slayer whether she wants to or not even if the person she's targeting is a character I like :( why won't she apologise. why won't she apologise. why does she insist on taking up space. why can't she just be nice all the time. yes my ao3 tag is princessspuffy why do you ask. yeah I know their relationship is abusive but I think Spike would forgive her :)

#NONE OF YOU DESERVE HER. SHE SAVED EXISTENCE AND YOU SAY SHE SHOULD HAVE SMILED MORE KILL KILL KILL #anyway. normal about her. #buffy summers #buffy the vampire slayer #im not a spuffy hater i love their mess but spike is easily the most common Why Wont Buffy Be Nice To Him i see #even though SPIKE loves her bc she DOESN'T let him off easy #'im a monster but you treat me like a man' was about the kiss in intervention #he hit on her and helped her fight and played nice with the scoobs all season #but he was clearly doing it to GET something and buffy is obviously completely unresponsive to that #but he lets himself get tortured almost to death for buffy and dawn and doesn’t seem to plan on telling them about it until buffy tricks him #THAT was real. the first real selfless good thing he did for her. AND SHE KISSED HIM FOR IT. #buffy has IMMENSE capacity to forgive people who she can see are actually trying #she just has zero patience for coddling self pitying murderers bc she learned from her first boyfriend #if you choose to do wrong she'll stop you but if you choose to do right she SEES that and she remembers it #she responds to action not words. you are what you do. and even if you're a monster #if you try to do the right thing she'll treat you like a man

[crybaby-bkg]

can you imagine the hell Bakugou would raise on earth if you asked him if he would feel more comfortable getting a prenup when you guys get married since he’s the no. 2 hero?????? he seriously considers throttling you for a moment

#this is so funny to me #he makes legit the ugliest face you could ever imagine #has to remind you that he’s the one who willingly throws money at you #and even has to force you to buy yourself something nice every once in a while bc you think you don’t deserve it #just stares at u for a solid 28.4 seconds before he answers #lmao I love him #okay I’m sad n tired goodnight lmfao #idk how to tag this???? #bakugou treats! 🍬 #—new treat in the streets! 🍫

[suntails]

protectors that will erode in time to dust

@llondonfog made the post that insp’d this here <3

#this is a shit sketch im NOT finishing this or making something nice but i needed it drawn. tumblr users do not follow suntails for good art #u follow for the ramblings in my tags. i see you. u see me. we are perceiving each other right here right now #silver thinking abt gargoyles bc malleus loves them. they protect a building they have utility. a purpose. silver is a protector it is his p #urpose too. and knowing that he can stand tall in the face of danger despite knowing that with time he'll crumble to dust just like the ston #ITS LETTIES JOB TO BE ELOQUENT NOT MINE. I JUST DRAW STUFF i am trying to laserbeam my thoughts into yalls heads is it working #spinning in circles rolling on the floor and sobbign #i like silvers pe shoes btw j saw em today for drawing this id wear them. just thought u deserved to know #<3 #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #diasomnia #suntails #oh also i know the gargoyle looks silly i think its hilarious. im naming him gerald

[nyaskitten]

my favorite villain is the type who's done so much bad evil stuff that the moment they die, they get slapped STRAIGHT down to hell because there's not even a CHANCE at redemption for them motherfuckers!!!

#in other words i love villains who do irredeemable shit #chen iron baron vex vangelis beatrix #the lady bone demon #azure ? bc he killed god and all #megatron #that one depends on the iteration but im goingw my 2 favs. Animated and TFP #in which hell is nice and cozy for his metallic skin. for about a second . #hrm whomst elseth . #hrm #lets say vilgax #hes not a very redeemable guy #he got a bounty hunter to unwittingly help eradicate the people said bounty hunter came from !!! #like thats. FUCKED. up #raine's rambles #raine's shitposting #oh also belos. i dont like him in the sense that i enjoy him #my liking of him is like. hes a TERRIBLE person . absolutely atrocious #he deserves to rot #but theres something about his manipulation and abuse of hunter and all that shit that just. OH hes a terrible person by all means and #i have such a weird tendency to have a weird type of interest in the most fucked up TERRIBLE people ever !

[funfettified]

i saw a dead kitten on the road on my drive to work today and i’m still sobbing about it ten hours later. can someone cheer me up please i don’t know why i hurt so bad for him

#deer diary #i was crying so hard in my car i almost threw up i feel so fucking horrible. he was so small #there was no shoulder and nowhere i could even pull over to just get him off the road bc he doesn’t deserve to be hurt anymore #i want to bury him somewhere nice and let him rest peacefully #i drew a little picture of him in kitty heaven as a tribute and a sort of prayer that that’s where he is #that’s all i could think to do for him but i feel so bad that i couldn’t help #i’ll put that and something i wrote for him in the replies #tw animal death

[eerna]

I never though about wren using sex as self punishing but now that i though about her words...MY GIRL!!!!

Yeaaah T.T In TSH she only thinks of it in terms of "oh it's something I'd have to pressure him into, it's something I can only get if I am pathetic enough, I can't let myself believe for a moment that what I feel is mutual, I'm just a disgusting desperate creature and can't allow myself to forget it". And in TPT she is so convinced that if she isn't treated like shit, she will do something horrible. She is Not Okay

#eernask #eernanon #eernask talk tfota #the prisoner's throne spoilers #points so fucking hard at the lovetalker experiment scene. she doesn't experience her attraction normally. her desire feels as horrible #as a magical curse. which makes oak's excitement SO SAD he just wants to FEEL OKAY ABOUT HIMSELF and isn't aware WREN IS DOING IT FOR THE #OPPOSITE REASON. she doesn't want to hear something nice that makes her feel good bc feeling good is something she doesn't deserve.

[fiovske]

oh those macdennis girlies weren't lying. mac truly gay as hell for dennis

#i have been watching iasip slowly during lunchtime and it's been. something. this much i can say. #requires that you park your brain far away outside before u start watching #but its a nice show to relax with bc everyone is so goddamn stupid. #anyway.. macdennis girlies. sorry i doubted you. the mac truly be in love w the dennis. #he tried to poison dennis to get dennis to be dependent on him and ykno what. its what dennis deserves <3.

[lunearobservatory]

Indiana cars special interest. than k you

#he deserves something nice as a treat #im going to get him 8000000 hot wheels #i lived in indiana. A DECADE AGO. #BUT I STILL KNOW ALL THE FOOTBALL CHANTS BC WE WERE MADE TO LEARN THEM FOR A SCHOOL PLAY #ABOUT INDIANA #hoosier baby wooo im a hoosier baby corn as far as the eye can see cuz im a hoosier baby yeah that's me #the actual lyrics were hoosier daddy but. they changed it for the play! thank fuck lmfao #WOO YEAH AMERICA 🦅🦅🦅🦅🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲 I LOVE. ERM. STATE. INDOCTRINATION? PRIDE? A COMBINATION OF THE TWO PERCHANCE! #anywaymh. i think indi is SO boy next door coded. #you know that fuckin meme picture of the little girl praying in front of the cross made of??? dr pepper i think??? thats him mm yeah #i need to talk more abt how insane the midwest is PLEASE #CHRIS FLEMING'S TOWNIE HOMOPHOBE CAR RANT VIDEO. THAT IS THEM THEY'RE THAT THE ENTIRE MIDWEST #PLEASSSGGHHHEEEE ITS SO GOOD ITS THEM #lune talks #oops i cant shut the Fuck up in tags #wttt #wttsh #ben brainard #welcome to the statehouse #welcome to the table #wttt indiana

[no1ryomafan]

I have said this before but me being self proclaimed number 1 Ryoma fan and that being possibly literal-bc even if this bro had fans before me I might’ve simply done the most for him by talking about him so much + being the first to write fics that are in depth studies on his trauma across canons-I gotta say if there’s one other character I rotate a lot that isn’t him it’s probably Kei. (Shocking it’s not Hayato even if I do think about him too- but it’s usually associated with Ryoma bc gays 🗿)

I’m not even exaggerating when I say Kei would be my favorite and only isn’t because she doesn’t exist in many other canons yet my brain rotates the endless possibilities of how to incorporate her. I’ve already written a fic where she’s in shin vs neo verse which worked surprisingly well but I’ve been thinking how universally she could appear in other things. (Whether it be fitting her into a idea of a possible Go team in New or just a new canon completely) I think what I’ve narrow it down to is that she could be like- in Michirus role? Like she’s the supporting female who isn’t a pilot but helps out the real occasionally which I think would align very well especially with the original manga role she has of being Hayato’s assistant. And even if Hayato isn’t grandpa mode yet he still very much is in Saotomes position at that point. Not sure if she’d Hayato’s biological kid to further parallel Saotome and Michiru given well Hayato already adopts the Go team and his wife is irrelevant LOL.

I have no idea if I’ll ever write this specific idea but I’m still- rotating it cause this is such a easy way to get around “picking between Sho or Kei as the 2nd pilot” since both of them can still exist even if one doesn’t get to pilot, idm my supporting females. (Granted there could always be like- plot line where Sho gets hurt so Kei is temporary pilot but I can’t remember if Getter ever really did this since “once your hurt your ass is basically replaced” lol)

#meg text #getter robo #au rambles #I think I rotate her so much because my friend and I talked about her relationship with Go #like it makes so much sense if among all the universal constants in getter one would be Kei is important to Go #granted the shift from “she’s my love interest” to “she’s my sister” will never not be so fucking drastic 💀 #also I get why in SVN she wasn’t there for time and idk where you’d fit her but man Kei deserves a more significant role #hence why I imagine her in Michirus role because even if she also had it ROUGH some iterations knew how to use her #also Kei already has a established relationship w gai mainly thanks to arma so- Sho deserves to speak with her too #they can be besties who rat out on the boys but still have high respect for hayato #granted I know the real reason why this hasn’t happened is because Kei is a minor character and “no proper go manga adaptation??” #at this point I don’t expect a anime but it be nice if Go team got used in a spin off bc we had a good run of OG team #I’d also want them to use arc in spin offs too but I understand their more- finicky characters to use #given their main thing is their actual descendants of existing characters and one of them is our first boyo (ryoma) #if you took out the bloodline stuff it make them feel redundant because you can just use go team for that #also honestly despite how mixed arc anime is for everyone they really don’t need to be in anything after this #other then wishing they get something with nicer animation but that’s what’s SRW is for #(also back to Kei I’m a bit upset she did not get a cameo in arc even if she’d probably look horrendous it was just salt in the wound) #(GAI LITERALLY SAIDS WHEN HE DIES IN THE MANGA HE SEES KEI WHERE WAS SHE WITH ALL THE GETTER GHOSTS?) #actually Michiru wasn’t there too so it was probably just woman erasure /hj

[puppygirldanhowell]

there's something incredibly healing about this

#ok bear with me bc i am NOT great w words b u t #there's just something so special about ray- ray who stayed alive for *six* years for norman and emma- ray who never thought he deserved to #be alive. ray who would undoubtedly struggle with his self worth because his entire life he existed to help or be of use to someone else #THAT ray letting himself dream about traveling the world and seeing art and actually Live #he spent his entire life focusing on others- and finally let him focus on himself #and norman. norman who always treasured his family but not in the way that ray had until the last two months #i just #im losing my train of thought god #but ok right so #in the anime they had the kids discussing what they wanted to do on the outside- that scene didnt happen in the manga so it's the only one #i have to base this off of #but anyways #in the anime right? ray was just like. ill have to survive blah blah and norman talked about wanting to travel #so if we're basing it on that- it's nice to see that ray let himself focus on his own happiness. and norman moreso treassured his time with #family because he understands that his time with them is limited #uhhhh ok i guess that makes sense ill probably try and rb this and explain it better not in the tags #tpn #ash is mentally ill #ray #norman

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

ugh had a conversation w someone and i thuink i upset them but also i was in the right

#me: ur neglecting ur pet snake and i think u should find a new home for him bc this is not good for him #them: i am so offended and i can’t do that bc i love him #me: if u loved him u would not neglect him tho #them: so if i take better care of him u will believe that i love him and leave me alone #me: if u need me to tell u to take care if ur pet’s basic needs to do it then i don’t think u really love them #them: i am so fucking offended and i am upset u can’t tell me how i feel #but also like this person was getting pissed bc another person we know takes care of their dogs like the bare minimum and we both were #upset by that but then?? they also don’t take care of their snake and now they’re upset bc i called them out on it? #they’re also upset bc of the “u don’t love ur pet” thing bc like. i can admit that i don’t like. feel love. a lot. like i like the cats #and i would be sad if i could never see them again but if i knew i could not take good care of them i would absolutely find them a new #home. like. idk if i can really feel love a lot? like i don’t love my family and i don’t know if i’ve ever loved my family and i don’t even #know if i’ve ever loved anyone. maybe except for goose i think i would die inside if something bad happened to him. but for the most part #i’ve only ever liked animals not loved them but i would still take care of them bc it’s my responsibility like they deserve care and even #if i’m bad at loving i would never want them to feel unloved and i just find it annoying that this person can claim to love but be content #with this kind of neglect. like i don’t need love to still be nice and take care of pets bc it makes me happy for them to be happy and #healthy so it’s weird to me that someone who claims they love so much (and they do this a lot) to not be bothered. like what is your #love doing for you? like i care but i don’t really love but they love and don’t really care and idk i think they should still care #i wonder if they’d let me take the snake. originally he actually was mine but we got him literally a week before smth happened that made #me fucked in the head so i gave him up because i knew i wasn’t fit to take care of him but i’ve been getting a lot better recently so #i think i’d be able to step back in atp #the real question is if they’d let me

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ever sit like a corpse in your own body? #im doing a job i wasnt designed for. theres this funny thing we do in academia where we beg for money. write in consise phrasing why we #deserve funding. what it is about our project what it is about our personhood that makes us deserving. what we're doing in our present to #give back and ensure a better future. and i can pull together a description of a nervous kid who couldn't read but loved to learn anyway. #who didnt kno how to hold proper a conversation until college and so tried and got better at ppl. who wouldnt let a language problem get in #the way of information gain. who cares about making complicated info visually digestible. and that's a nice story. but it falls apart when #projected into the future. what r u doing for the future? im just trying to continue existing #dont u want to help other ppl like u? sure but i dont have anything nice to say to them. does it ever get easier? no. it probably never will #ur brain was not built for reading. sometimes things r just terrible and u have to accept that. develop a crippling mental disorder or do #something where u dont have to read. see. not helpful. bad attitude. im just too full of blood and broken glass. all my achievements r #stained red and it hurts to look at them. to get myself to function i have to squeeze so tight i can feel the strain in my head. and even #then its not enough. do u kno what its like to spend ur whole life building something only to watch it burn to ashes in front of u? just a #broken machine rotting away underground where no one will see it. but dont let things fester. speak up if somethings wrong. and say what? #lmao i wrote this last night and then today when my advisor was like: hows it going? do u feel like u have enough time to get everything #done? and i had the gall to be like *voice strained high to prevent crying* its alright i think ive got enough time. bc yea technically i #think there r enough hours in yhr day that if i really tried i could get it all done. but that doesn't count the time i spend laying with #thr absolute desolation of my mind. so no. there isnt enough time bc im not doing well. but there's nothing he can do abt it so ya kno #whats the point in talking abt it except to say ya sorry im such a wretched miserable person. i dont kno how to fix it. my enthusiasm is #hidden under layer upon layer of pain. i burnef out before even getting here and im only making it worse #but whatever ill see my therapist Tuesday #unrelated

[magentagalaxies]

tonight is a "getting emotional over paul bellini" kind of night <3

#just thinking about how lucky i am that not only did he see me being a nerd over mouth congress almost two years ago and reach out to say hi #but also that in our first conversation he asked about my comedy and immediately was interested in seeing where it could go #like i have a distinct type of dynamic with each of the kith people i know of course #but bellini's always going to be special to me bc he's the first one i met. he's the one who met me before i knew anyone related to kith #both scott and bruce met me as someone who already knew someone from the show. but bellini met me as just a random fan #like he didn't have to bring me into the world of kith as much as he did but he wanted to! #and idk i'm just thinking about it bc in my little interview i did with him for my final in a comedy class #i did ask him what it was about my comedy that made him think it had potential #and he gave such a thoughtful answer that really showed he thinks i'm funny and that i could be a great comedian #and he referenced past work i've shown him etc. and it was all in that great bellini tone where he's very complimentary #but it never feels disingenuous or like he's just being nice bc he respects you enough to tell you his honest opinions #i value a compliment from scott or bruce or paul very much bc they're all some of my favorite comedians and my mentors #and of course having a different dynamic with each of them means i will value their comments in different ways #and i wouldn't say i value one person's feedback more than another's #but there's always something special about bellini bc he's the one who has known me the longest and knew me before all of this #(technically he's the only one who got to know me as a teenager bc i was 19 when we met even tho my 20th birthday was a few weeks later) #and yeah i really hope he's having a good night tonight bc he deserves it

[strangerhands]

ohmygodddddd i am a fucking genius...👁️ the fic idea i just came up with. the Specific Line i thought up. its such a random idea but its so so cute and sweet and ugh its gonna plague me forever. kinda proud of myself to be honest so lets just hope i can Actually write it soon🧎

#mmm brain isnt always bad sometimes i guess. #its some unapologetic jake fluff btw #bc he deserves it #also i forgot i cant really spend time on tumblr today bc ill be busy again lol so tomorrow it is (hopefully) #but its gonna be a good day bc me and my bestie are going to see love lies bleeding And immaculate together😋😋 #and probably get some lunch and maybe ice cream too #excited #have been looking forward to today #and then after today im looking forward to finally crawling back into my little tumblr cave #hopefully i can Actually Read. #and yk. writing would be nice too. #also im goin back on sertraline today and apparently it can be used for ocd too so i will try to see if any of That feels different as well #raaaaaa #still havent fully researched ocd tho🧎ive been procrastinating🧎as i do🧎 #anyways goodnight its 5am. #shouldnt have had that 8pm iced capp #i downed that shit fr #ok bye bye love yall #talkin shit #FUCK YES THIS POSTED LIKE ON THE VERY SECOND 5:15 WAS ENDING YESSS #sorry i actually like am distressed when the minute(s) of my posts arent posted on a 0 or 5 or like the same as the previous number #and when it is i feel like actual relief and joy #and when it isnt i contemplate deleting and waiting until the desired minute to post again. #anddd sometimes i actually do. #i also will just wait several minutes to post something when its not the exact minute i want yet #or ill queue it for like. literally a couple minutes in the future. #yeah i have many issues #okay gn thank you for reading if you read🧍🫶 #i always either suck my own dick or beat my own ass. #rarely ever is there an in between

[darkclouud9]

astrozorp #17 for the song thingie? :3

Asterzorp :3

what I'm proud of vs the whole thing 😔

colours were mixed with blues and purples bc of the cover image, even though you can't make it out?? idk

it was a bad and embarrassing song to get for 17, but I think the design and messing with colors is fun

#adding silly bits here bc why not #that is a gaping hole in his chest. #hes bleeding. uh. candy or something. its like a trippy song so i went for a trippy look. #the purple eye was based off your Endless design heehee #void looking thing :3 #i actually really like the torn clothing over him and the shape of the hands and i was going to crop to the hands but eh #i decided i hated everything last second #i want to fix it and make this better since its an ask but the design is just too woah to not show off or something #< i dont want to be nice to myself #also i love the colors for the star pants #sticky note over mouth? just went for random things really. i just matched the vibe of the song or tried to :] #im running out of things to say if you couldnt tell :] #might try again later #Puff deserves more than just one silly failed experiment of a guy :3 #why did i word it like that #happy box :)