#because I sucked at studying and school

[fly-sky-high-bug-games]

I think someone here mentioned this before but one of the coolest things in hollow knight is how Isma's tear repels or neutralized acid around Ghost specially, as in any water within the liquid is remains so the knight can still swim in it but not get burned by acidic properties found in the pools and lakes

Isma's tears is doing some chemical stuff there the magical way~✨

#sky rambles #this will probably make more sense to someone who actually knows chemistry #which is not me i know nothing lol #i like applying irl scientific logic to anything i fixate but sad I am not very goof at it #because I sucked at studying and school #despite it it's interesting #*good #yes i am not very goof hyuck

[wandixx]

Serious chaos one-shot snippet

“Hey, Dami?”

Boy hadn’t looked up from kittens he was bottle feeding but let out hum indicating he listened.

“I think about trying out more girlish style. Do you think it would suit me?”

Well, Damian had no idea but if Dani wished to give it a chance, then, well, the only appropriate course of action was to offer his aid.

Also features: Dani and Damian working at an animal shelter, Steph being fashionable, and Batman's rouge gallery and no, it's not a spelling mistake :)

#dpxdc #dp x dc #dc x dp #dcxdp #serious chaos #dani/damians #fanfic snippet #batman's rouge gallery #idk i have kinda shitty day and need a validation #i hate timed tests #i know all answers but how the fuck do you expect me to answer all this broad questions in 45 minutes #I would write an an answer for one of them in this time #i would like to infodump about it. give me chance to infodump about it not punish me for knowing too much #really history is only subject i actually still care about #so failing it majorly sucks #and now i have to learn something totally else also for history for tomorrow #i'm not mad about it #i have kinda special treatment because i'll write exam at the end of the high school and I have to study harder than my classmates #still I'm frustrated #sorry for spilling my guts like that #I lowkey want to scream rn #anyway how do you like this snippet? #have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part

[fishing-lesbian-catgirl]

I wish we lived in a world where I didn’t have to factor in things like “will this actually make enough money to pay off its own degree and live comfortably in this increasingly expensive world” when making my career choices because I think I would’ve really enjoyed devoting my life to studying entomology or icthyology or something instead of picking a practical but kinda bland field of engineering

#not that you can’t make it as a biologist. it’s just much more limited and not guaranteed in this increasingly expensive world #and also when I originally made the choice I was a suicidally depressed egg who didn’t really think I would have a future #now I have a future it’s just more profitable and less interesting than what I could’ve done #but I’m glad I chose what I did because being a trans woman in a field that already doesn’t make much money would probably suck even more #i hate that I have to care about money #maybe some day in the far future something might happen that will make me choose to go back to school and study what I’m passionate about #i don’t at all hate my field of study. it just puts me in close proximity to business related things that are dreadfully boring and depressi #depressing

[cerise-on-top]

hi there! I was wondering if you could write how Farah would react if the reader got hurt because she's the commander of the ULF?

(Btw you are feeding the Farah lovers! Remember to take breaks and such if needed! 💞💞)

Hello! I'm glad to hear that! I do love writing for the girls, after all! I love them dearly and I'm glad you all do too! And I will take breaks if I need them, don't worry!

Reader got Hurt Because of Farah

I think that, although Farah is a very reasonable person and always uses her head instead of her heart, you getting hurt would be one of the few times where she would act out of emotions rather than rational thought. She can’t usually afford such a thing, no matter how distressed she may be, so it basically never happens. But the person who hurt you will come to regret ever getting close to you. She won’t go after them guns blazing, no, she’s way too smart for that. But that person will be dealt with, either immediately or after a while. Farah doesn’t forget, her memory is far too good for that. If she can see your attackers face, good. That way she can either immediately go after them or track them down by memory alone. But if she can’t see it then she’ll spare no expense in finding out who it may have been. It might take a while, but she’ll get her revenge. In fact, you getting hurt would be another big reason for her to fight her war for peace, because in her ideal world, no one gets hurt. Not you, not her brothers or sisters. However, whoever hurt you won’t live to see such a utopia. Farah won’t torture them, but she’ll make quick work of whoever they may be so that they won’t hurt anyone else near and dear to her. But of course, all of this goes once she’s certain you’re alright. Farah will call the best medics she has to make sure you’ll make it, that you’ll end up in as little pain as possible during your recovery. She won’t particularly have the time to be by your side throughout it all, but she’ll come visit you whenever she can, maybe even bringing you a recovery gift or two in the process. Always has someone check up on you. Someone she trusts will come in every once in a while and ask you how you’re doing to give her a report on your status. Yes, she may be on the frontlines fighting a war, but she always needs to know how you’re doing or else she’ll get even more nervous than she should be.

#cod #cod x reader #farah karim #farah karim x reader #the cod women lovers seem to have found me and liked me enough to want to request something from me. lovely #I am once again really tired today. work was rough and I ate some fried calamari today. the portion was so big and I'm stuffed #now I'm super tired but I have to wait until 21:20 until I can go to bed #at the time I'm writing this it's roughly 17:00 so I still have to pass a lot of time until I can finally sleep #anyway I don't have much to say as of right now #might mess around and finish the other two requests I have in my inbox today so some time will pass #I never would have thought I'd ever get into CoD but here I am and I am enjoying myself greatly #it never occurred to me before that it might have a storyline. and now I've been writing for that silly game for roughly two months now #time really does fly by. I got into it last summer actually so I haven't been a fan for too long #it's been fun. I got back into writing. but I only lost my writing spark because of vocational school. vocational school sucks so bad #had no time whatsoever for anything. had to study the entire time and had no time for my hobbies #god I'm looking forward to my apprenticeship leave exam so i never have to go there again #but enough about me on this post. sorry!

[twilightarcade]

I think most of this [gesturing at me as a person] was my middle school english teacher's fault really

#wordstag #like ok... middle school was a While ago so I absolutely can't blame all of it oh him but man..... #all his fault really #a lot of people HATED him like. Vicious hatred. Never understood why #he knows damn well he wasn't teaching us the required english curriculum. But man. #i didn't do good enough in that class. Because I used to suck back then. At Everything. Grades sucked. #but well. If I could do it all over again I would try my hardest. Just 4 him. I will get an A #(her ass will never get an A 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣) #but seriously that was the only class where like. I grew as a person or whatever. #like sure grammar is and was important but like.... character growth and shit #still think of that class a lot today. And not just in an academic setting (tm) #social studies teacher tried Really hard to get us to like grow as people (presenting and such) but it never really did it for me #that said i am horrid with presenting so i'm an outlier and should not be counted. #my social skills haven't improved much even now .social studies teacher had literally no chance

[dogwhizzer]

straight men really fascinate me. why do they love being gay with each other

#like it starts in middle school with bits but it evolves as they near their mid 20s. it grows more. not sincere exactly #but something like that. does it have to do with the limitations on platonic affection that they're allowed to express? #at least in comparison to women? they can't hug or hold hands so they have to kiss and talk about sucking each others dicks 'for the bit' #or does it simply stem from some sort of weird evolved form of homophobia? Gay Men Funny? #it really is interesting to me i want to study them like bugs #idk. im queer and autistic and trans and don't Get Things and sometimes i'll watch the guys in men's choir interact #and other times i'll watch supermega. as i am right now #id really like other's opinion on this because i think i genuinely want to write something about it. #garfs barfs

[prozac-and-peonies]

i've been upping my intake lately because of finals and my roommate was like "i noticed you've been eating more lately! i'm so proud of you!" I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF I HAVE TO DROP MY INTAKE BACK DOWN WTFFFFFFFFF

#tw ed but not sheeran #thinspø #thin$po #tw ana rant #@na motivation #starv1ng #i can't do this wtf #it sucks because ana brain fog makes it so goddamn hard to study #but i can't afford to do poorly in school and lose my scholarships i'm an honors student i need to get straight a's #so i'm just fucked #ughhhhhh #it's so invalidating though #why would she say thatttttt #WHY WOULD SHE SAY THAT

[13eyond13]

As much as I roast Beyond Birthday for his lack of subtlety I also kin him for it. Because in art school we were sometimes required to incorporate deep symbolism into our art pieces, and I was always doing things like drawing a dude holding a compass and wearing goggles to represent that he's feeling directionless about his worldview

#seriously art school was such both a good learning experience and also an embarrassing bummer all at once hahaha #i think the worst part about it is i started feeling like i couldnt have a sense of playfulness or humour in what i made? #not necessarily because anyone told me that but i just somehow internalized it and it sucked all the joy out of making stuff #i had to relearn a lot about why i used to love doing it in the first place and all that jazz people always say about art school #but anyway i just cant not be literal and hamfisted so i really shouldn't make fun of B #for being like #hmmm clocks!! eyeballs!! the number 13 #it's really not as easy as it looks to be subtle and artful about such things #i think part of the problem was i went to school basically for making fine art to hang in galleries #when all i really ever loved art for was all the comics and movies and games and cartoons i took in #i didnt live somewhere where i could often go to museums or galleries so i lived through books and screens alone for art basically #and i really started believing all the stuff i loved wasnt the 'correct' kind of art that i should be focusing on anymore because of school #i definitely recommend considering your influences when it comes to the kind of schooling you do #like pick something where you'll be studying the artists and art you genuinely were inspired by because #so much of art school was studying fine art and artists that legitimately did nothing for me #not because they werent worth studying but just because they werent my personal taste #beyond birthday #p

[oscill4te]

Been thinking about how i used to spend a lot of my teen years in the kitchen alone for hours. For some reason I'd never go to my room until it was time to actually asleep

#i think partially it was because it took me hours to do homework and i preferred to do it on a table #still. its strange. #those years sucked and i barely remember most of it. i only recently realized this kitchen thing #its sad tho. i never liked being in the living room. i hated it. #but my room? i shared with a sister. i don't know why i didnt go in my room or what it even looked like #i just always remember being in the corner of the kitchen studying or idling on my school laptop #tumblr wasnt banned on my school laptop which is hilarious bc every other social media site was at the time

[brother-emperors]

I ADORE your art. I love how you use color and just your style is SO jgpgdgdjldfjtuzifs

Anyways, I'm curious if you went to school to learn art or you taught yourself!

I did go to art school, but it wasn't to learn art! I went to art school to learn how to. uh. make comics. specifically, the technical, production, and business aspects of it! (also thank you!)

#fully recommend no one ever goes to art school if they're in america bc it sucks here. the loan debt is NOT worth it #and very rarely do people actually care abt ur art school degree. its about your portfolio. art school is only good for connections #and you can make those in other ways without the crushing weight of student loan debt and interest #HEUGHGHH NOT TO GO ON A SOAP BOX TO COMPLAIN ABOUT THE STATE OF ART SCHOOL. anyway #art school had very little impact on my style tbqh #the biggest impacts style wise that school had on my were the figure drawing and painting classes #but that's because i didn't have access to live figure drawing where i was living before #and painting was an eye opener bc i couldn't afford to take a chance on oil painting until it was a class requirement #i think artists at heart are self taught bc art is a dialogue with thousands of years of history #all art school can do is speed up or condense that conversation #everything is already out there in the world so all that's left is to pick up a pencil and see what happens #more specifically ive been drawing since i was 5 (crayons baby) but i started to take it more seriously in highschool bc it was #the only thing i was good at so i started looking up the old masters and studying their techniques #and reading art history books at the public library to find out what's been going on in art for the last thousand years #ask tag

[def-not-kaz-brekker]

You know I haven’t studied for about one year and a half (and for the record I’ve been passing school for the time being while getting bad grades only on about three subjects) but today I’m studying chemistry (which is a subject I’ve gotten a passing mark once) because I told my friend about my burn out and the fact I haven’t been studying so now he’s gonna send me formulas and help me a little bit and I’ll be damned before I let him down

#so long story short I study for my friends and no one else #and for me too ig #because that’s self care #I’ll kick chemistry in the ass and then tackle physics #and I’ll actually pay attention in math now #because I will not be sent back an year just because life sucks #do I have a mental health problem? #no #mental health has a problem with me #suck on this burn out I’ll pass this year #and then I’ll drop chemistry and physics and take fewer periods of math next year #suits you you peice of shit #fuck school

[princesskkfish]

Background practice ig

Italian alleyways are GORGEOUS

#background practice #italian alleyways #Y’all Italians that get to have alleyways like THIS #so lucky #this is kinda messy but heh all of my art is so that’s alright #Background study #school just ended and now I have summer semester because I need to get ahead on some classes and it SUCKS #I have to do 2 weeks of work in 4 days! #And there’s so much work too #Ughhh #its fineee #I’ll just procrastinate and work on other stuff instead:] #My art

[eddiethehunted]

my headcanon that eddie is super into entomology has permeated every thought i have

#in the autism way. you know. #did he struggle with school? yes </3 #did he see a cool bug once and research it and fall into a rabbit hole of bug information at the library? YES #he’s just like me fr in that i suck at research and studies unless it’s something cool that i like #egg.txt #because listen i don’t think he’s stupid i just think he struggles and there’s a lot against him that makes it harder to succeed #he will see a centipede and be like ohhhhh my goddddddd and pick it up and let it crawl on him very much to the dismay of onlookers

[matchandelure]

fhjmsdfhjglks feeling kind of frustrated at a lot of things

#sometiems i feel that maybe i set goals that are too ambitious #good grades in classes. internship prep. learning how to be independant and do adult stuff in general #working out regularly eating balanced meals getting enough sleep every night taking care of skin. overlall physical wellbeing #while also trying to make time for hobbies especially art... #ive been sucked into a rather strong loop of comparison.. bc i recentl ylooked through my old art when i went back home #and im so sad at how little ive improved. and i know that everyone learns and imrpoves at different rates #and i have more important things to focus on such as completeing this degree completely unrelated to art #but i dont want to go through the nexxt five years just.not improving at all at something i love so much :(( #but everyday this past almost two terms of school. i never finish the work i need to before i go to sleep #everytime i do finish everything its time to repeat the whole cycle all over again #and whne i do get time to draw im so tired that all i can amnage are some scribbles..which means my technical skills arent improving atall #bc i dont have the energy to study even ifi its something i love #which iguess ispart terrible self discipline which i need to work on but sometimes i just wnat to shut my brain off and doodle mindlessly #bc i dislike my program :((( eww math ewwwww compsci #and i want a distraction from it whenever possible because if i have to calculate the eigenspace corresponding to an eigenvalue of a matrix #one more time i am going to cry #im tired gnight #willows rambling branch

[salsflore]

#its always the fucking chemistry projects that ruin my life #not ready to go back to school ... getting home late & eating the same food everyday & having less free time & hanging out with the same few #people i honestly! don’t even like that much.. zzz i don’t wanna receive my test results either – esp not for math #and i KNOW it gets 100x worse in a college/uni/work environment i think i’m just being a bit of a crybaby but i can’t bring myself to #look forward to anything at all. pass my exams & graduate yay ^__^ -> immediately go back and study some more #then i’ll have to get a job and afhjdkf... maybe i’m thinking too far ahead but it all feels inevitable anyways so does it matter if i am? #i don’t know why i’m struggling so much compared to my peers who don’t see any of this as an issue at all #was i cursed to be sad since primary school #i can’t even talk to anyone about it because my dad [ though he has good intentions ] almost always ends up feeding me a variant of #think about your future Or thats just how student life is. meanwhile my mom will begin a competition of Who Has It Worse?! #my sister has her own stuff going on and my religious aunt will say something along the lines of [ have faith & go with the flow ] #i wish i had someone to confide in but i only ever really have myself i think. it sucks cuz no one seems to get it at all #i know objectively thats probably not true but. ahh i feel so disconnected from everyone #cw negative #cw vent #i didnt intend for this to become a whole thing but i got carried away #💭

[sun-roach]

My headcanon about you is that you have those glow in the dark star stickers on your ceiling.

Awwwwwww I actually had these when I was younger. My room always had some star patterns somewhere and if it didn’t i would have just painted the walls with acrylic paint hehe ✨

#about ness #thxuuu jay🧡 #ask game #maybe i should get those glow in the dark star stickers again #kinda miss them ngl #i just really love the stars #back in school i even had astronomy #but i sucked at the exams because i never studied for it lol