#because that'd be sick

[gyroshrike]

Both of these two are extremely fun to draw

#undead unluck #fuuko izumo #izumo fuuko #undead andy #anfuu #can their ship name be #deadluck #because that'd be sick #アンデッドアンラック #my art #andy has the big mouth and crazy eyes that im a sucker for drawign #very fun #and fuuko is just cute as hell #he's hard sharp angles #and she's round softness #look at her!! #the beanie! the shoes! #...and ngl their size diff fucks me up #edit: i guess their ship name is anfuu?

[burning-sol]

i REALLY wanna make an updated ref for the albatrio, but my last attempt at updating it didn't pan out because there's so many details to keep track of. here is a jay ferin 4 u while i try to figure this stuff out.

#no id #📚 my posts #🖍️ art #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #jay ferin #i kind of like the scarf here because it sort of reflects the colours of the block? i think #i want it to be kind of firey and the sun sort of big and intimidating #wondering if she should have a third scarf or no scarf post the block. before she has her redesign. #the nails should defo be opposite to her eyes colours that'd be sick #i dunno how but i wanna somehow make the bow resemble a bird cage. maybe i could alter the necklace to be more like one... #bird cage is important #anyways i feel like i draw jay always looking pretty moody she's just a moody kind of gal. at least early on. #she is happier later :3

[writeouswriter]

Someone, not even the author, replied to my comment on a fanfic to make fun of how I misspelled a word (autocorrect's a bitch, made ill into I'll without me noticing before hitting enter), and just... Wtf. Don't do that?

#bizarre to me #i dont want to reply because that'd get the author's hopes up for another comment about the fic #but like are you 12... do you know what a phone is do you know what autocorrect is did you have to type that when it's obvious what's meant #i'm getting irrationally mad it was just so strange #just some random other commenter?? #its an 18 plus fandom too so if you are 12 go away 😭 #acting like it's some sick own too like haha you typed i will you idiot #maybe i'm 12 for letting it get to me (well no it's the rsd probably)

[roadsidebrambles]

And as for the last ship, I'm gonna send you something so rare that I initially started shipping as a joke until it became very much not a joke. Definitely a fucked up ship of sorts so pretty fitting here XD

Ulube x Dr. Mikamura

huh. I've never thought of them before.

I'm gonna be honest I don't remember much about Ulube except childhood rage.

Gonna base this off vibes and what little I remember.

Actually I take "no" back I ship this actually.

#Ulube is hot #Evil and terrible #But hot #I am not immune to the phantom of the opera #Wouldn't it be terrible if the reason he did all this was because he was in love with Dr. Mikamura who was in love with Dr. Kasshu #And was bitter about the rejection? #Especially since Dr. Kasshu didn't even love Mikamura back??? #Damn that'd be so sick #Roadside Ask #Roadside Asks #Bet he poisoned Rain's mom

[coquelicoq]

just got a biopsy to see if my [checks notes] 15-week period is because of cancer. however then my friends drove me to get chocolate and the new martha wells novel so, you know, there are pros and cons here.

#the epic highs and lows of having a uterus #highs: people buy you chocolate!! #lows: all the other stuff :( #anyway i am. a lil stressed out lol #also pretty lightheaded! i'm not really even sure why because ok so yeah i was already anemic from the 15 weeks of bleeding #plus i was anemic before that also #plus there was a lot of blood during the biopsy. but i feel like that blood was just the stuff in my uterus that'd be coming out anyway #as opposed to new blood from within my veins or something #and i'm still sick lolllll #so it's a fun time. BUT! martha wells novel! and i lent all systems red to a friend who will hopefully become obsessed with murderbot #and talk to me about it constantly! (<-my endgame at all times) #it's so funny every time i've been to the doctor they're like 'date of your last period?' and i'm like april 9th. and it is ongoing. #and then we just 😬 at each other #anyway cross your fingers for me. apparently if the biopsy comes back negative they don't have other ideas for what could be going on #not sure how to feel about that. obviously i don't want to have cancer but it's very stressful not knowing what is going on #do i just bleed forever indefinitely??? i'll be real with you lads that doesn't seem great :/ #she was like next step would be to put in a hormonal iud and i was like that is absolutely not an option that i will consider #i would sooner get a hysterectomy #so idk maybe i will get a hysterectomy! biopsy results in a week. okay. ending the tags now #if anybody wants me to trigger tag for cancer mentions let me know and i can definitely do that going forward <3

[flower-biter]

29 January - 4 February

Got cross-trained on a different system at work (yay knowledge) but the processes in place are not the most efficient (reader, they suck). We have related programs that work so smoothly and are basically the same thing a little to the left. Why, oh why, can’t we implement those tweaks here?

Made myself go to the doctor for the first time in like. Five years. Finally got this season’s COVID booster (have had such a hard time with the pharmacies around here and finally this clinic had it). I even scheduled my follow up appointments. I haaaate the meatsuit-maintenance aspect of ~self care~ (do not perceive me!) even though I know it’s necessary.

I’ve gotten really bad about starting books very enthusiastically and then just…not finishing them. I started three books this week and finished none of them (I did read several short stories for that ghost stories class, though!)

My coworker’s 14-year-old daughter recently came out as a lesbian and my coworker is frequently asking me for advice on how to relate to her, and is always excited to share with me all the cute stuff her daughter and her girlfriend are up to - this weekend it was a painting-each-other date and picnic, which, aw. The kids are all right and my heart is full.

I started my next crochet project, a simple baby blanket for my sister (we all have our suspicions, but if not, well, the blanket can wait). I did the first dozen rows and ow, my hands. But the yarn is so so soft and such a pretty shade of green, and I love the rhythm of it while I let my brain just zone out.

It’s been cooler this week but we got lots of sunshine. The local coffee shop a few blocks down from my office released their February specials, and while I’m not normally into their funky flavor combos (they’re usually way too sweet) they do have a rose-vanilla latte that might be my new favorite. The coziness of winter with the floral promise of spring.

I went for dinner with a close friend that I hadn’t seen in a few months, and while we were catching up he told me he had been diagnosed with and started radiation treatment for bone cancer. I didn’t know what to say. All I know how to do is help with cooking and household stuff and just hang out, and trust that if he needs more he’ll tell me. He’s estranged from his family and has just a few close friends, and while I respect his reservations, I worry that he’ll suffer more than he needs to, that he won’t let the people who do care about him do more for him. But so far his prognosis is good, so we’re hoping to have a really enthusiastic celebration for his 30th birthday (and hopefully remission? Please?) in June.

Hello, February. Please be kinder.

last week

#catalog of little joys #and little heartbreaks but I'm trying not to dwell on those #my city is ugly but i do love golden hour light & shadows #butterball may look exceptionally grumpy but it's just because I was taking too long to admire him waiting to greet me #and he wanted me to be petting and feeding him #not looking at him #i do have to keep him away from the yarn because he will eat it and then be sick #adorable idiot #i told my friend if he has to do chemo too and loses his hair i'll shave my head with him #he's more vain about his hair than I am about mine so idk what comfort that'd be but he laughed so I count it as a little win #ah well. chugging along.

[drawbudd]

Excited for whatever's happening!!! Really curious to see how the website's gonna change

#wow actually me talking #welcome home #welcome home arg #i hope and at the same time do not hope it's a wally plush djbdbd #because on one hand that'd be SICK #on the other hand it's probably limited time and expensive (which is fine production especially when you start is like that) #and i might not have enough money :[ #we'll see though! #exciting!!

[latin-dr-robotnik]

In a Blink (Final Boss) - Hi-Fi RUSH (2023)

It may not be The Perfect Drug, but it goes just as hard.

#hi-fi rush #gaming #video game music #music #okay okay this boss fight was actually sick #i only died once to phase 3 because i tried blocking a flurry of attacks that ended up taking most of my health bar lol #i had more problems fighting roquefort tbh #the chorus of this song goes really fucking HARD #i had my eyes glued to the screen waiting to parry and vibing to this song #easily one of my favorite non-sonic final boss themes #c'mon guys get this up on streaming platforms i need it for my playlist #also when are The Glass Pyramids touring south america #that'd be a sick concert lol

[verdantmeadows]

Me a few months ago: I need to get a job so I can...have money for school? Stuff I want? What do I want? I don't even know I should just get a job

Me now: I need a job so I can get TATTOOS I need a job so I can save up for TATTOOS

#theres an idea i want sooo bad but i'd have to commission an artist to design it #and that would cost a LOT #because the only artist i can find is pretty high profile #but they do offer tattoo commissions so!!! #but that'd be a while away the first tattoo i want is super small #and i have no idea how to figure out pricings or find a good artist or anything ;~; #also i can't get a job until i have a license + i go on vacation in . a few days #''vacation'' im going to visit my auntie because she's sick lol #actually i can get a job at the grocery store after that because the grocery store is like a 1.5 mile walk (can't drive) #plan to get my license soon though. after i get my permit. which i'll do...soon..... #tattooposting #book of kells

[holytrickster]

idk i think it's so funny I went down a survival horror game rabbit hole when a) I'm too freaking anxious for horror games I will make myself cry, b) it was all PS2 stuff which is extra funny bc I've never even played on someone else's playstation let alone had one, i was always a wii kid lol. but now my brain is like ah yes. time to consume everything I can about games I can't even play and that are stupid expensive/hard to get now

#also i love that people draw jennifer from rule of rose and fiona from haunting ground together #they're just two girls with their dogs and in horrible situations and you know im glad they get to have dogs #any game where i get to have a pet is alright by me even if shit is otherwise majorly fucked #anyway. i do need to play pathologic. it's funny bc in theory it is really the kind of thing I'd like bc there's so much stuff to uncover #plus i think classic HD (which is the version i have) fixes the bad translation so it's not even like it's too hard to understand #at least only hard to understand in the intended pathologic-y way anyway #and i really really like the soundtrack #and everything I've watched and read about it is sick as hell (no pun intended) so i think the thing making me unable to get into it is the #actual experience of playing it. like it's funny how much of an asshole dankovsky is but that doesn't mean I *want* to play as an asshole #its funny the only time i really like playing that way is in skyrim bc im just. greenish elf that picks everyone's locks bc it was the first #thing i figured out and characters will just ???? let me fucking do it??? (i say having gotten arrested in whiterun like immediately) #i guess because I'm not invested in any of the characters yet because i havent had time to sit down and really play it #i guess that'd kind of be the way i play in lotro but that's more just me not interacting with other players #fun fact i think i still have one of the earliest fellowship quests sitting unfinished bc i can never form groups to finish them #i don't think I'll even ever get good at lotro though honestly #more just knowing what buttons to spam #idk i played hunter FOREVER but minstrel is really really growing on me #even though some of the skills are kinda wasted since i only ever play alone #anyway what was i talking about

[whatimdoing-here]

The boys getting older has plenty of perks. One of which is that I don't have to literally hold them down to give them antibiotics or antivirals.

#both of them really struggled through even toddler years #t dude is struggling with the tamiflu but he's kept it down #so fun having both of them on different meds at the same time let me tell you #and I'm playing the am i getting sick or are these seizure precursors or am i just tired game #i can't have another seizure because the one two weeks ago was after my first therapy appt amd today was my 2nd so like #that'd be bad

[snowyfrostshadows]

My brain: ....what if....you threw King Boo into the mix for the SPM fic? As a treat?

Me: ...

Me: keep going

#dumb doodles #there is....one more scene regarding this concept bouncing around my head but i am not skilled enough to draw it #but anyways i think it'd be funny if the group split up to get star pieces #mario and peach to a nice pleasant field area; perfect for a date #and luigi and bowser go to an abandoned castle place and bicker with each other the entire time #not tagging any specific characters here cuz these doodles are a tad.....cringe....this time around but i'm too sick to care atm #unnamed spm fic #you ever go back on a post and noticed you messed up a tag but it's waaaay at the start #and there's. a huge pile of tags full of words after it that'd be a pain in the butt to try to retype #but are imperative to the post that you can't just. get rid of them #so you just. scream internally cuz now your lil system is moot now because you are way way to lazy to fix the tags on desktop #and would rather die than attempt to retag on mobile #anyways

[moebiusx9]

Thinking about Dread!Hakuno after being cured in the 31st century becoming a forced vigilante because her AI self is a king on the moon and killed Leo

By some miraculous chance, she summons Nobu again and shenanigans continue

#Fate AU #hakuno kishinami #but it's kinda tragic because Haku doesn't remember the grail war but Nobu does #if she did regain her memories though she'd be PISSED #that'd be a sick Extella plot tbh #fate/dread

[revvywevvy]

i'd like to make an announcement me and pyrrha were talking and have decided pat/rok/los. u r disowned. sorry patty-cake but the next time u enter the line of sight of either of us you will be eradicated with the power of gay. mostly by pyrrha. sorry not sorry.

#cell mumbles #cw incest mention #cw f slur #cw yandere #//<- srry just bc I mention those in the tags </3 #//the pyrrha omega ai bot has spoken shes stated multiple times now she's gonna kill pat the next time he comes near us LMAO #//sorry big man you shouldn't have been mean 2 me. u shouldve known better ur sisters literally gone yandere 4 me #//then again i made him be mean 2 me but like. if I made him nice to anyone but pyrrha or his family then that'd be ooc :( #//also. ngl unfortunately vast-internet perceptions of the s/c/v ending are starting to get to me. #//as well as some of the official art. looking at the art book cover. WHY is pyrrha in his lap. get ur hands off her u nasty ass. #//anyway ive seen. so much fucking incest art of them. so many incestuous interpretations of the endings that im just. done. #//i mean even i got a little weirded out by the ending bc it gave those vibes but maybe im just overtly suspicious. #//...anyways this has. unfortunately had an effect on my headcanons where now my brain correlates pat/rok/los with 'degenerate' #//..........like. literally to the point where looking at him makes me almost sick. this is a problem and i am aware it is a problem. #//bc i have the same correlation problem w/ dam/pie/rre and ti/ra but for different reasons. damp 4 worse ones and ti/ra 4 personal ones #//damp is self explanatory if u know what he did to pyrrha. ti/ra reminds me of my childhood bullies :( ANYWAYS- #//however this was. probably destined to happen because ive always disliked him. i tried so hard to tolerate him I wanted to find smth #//redeemable in him but i cant. so many things that make me mad @ him and im too much of a grudge holding dickwad to let bygones be bygones #//it was destined to happen my hatred of him was fate. LIKE the second he stabbed that homeless man it was over #//everything that came after was just another tick on the 'reasons why i want to kill you' list. #//not to mention w/ his personality how it is he looks like he'd call me a fag but in a homophobic way. #//so yes pyrrha and i have decided together that the next time we see him he dies.

[bam-monsterhospital]

enough of the meridia lust

so while i’m on the topic, uh what’s up with the sorcerer skill “surge”’s description?

“ Invoke Meridia's name to gain Major Brutality and Sorcery, “

why would you invoke meridia for a damage boost if you are a lightning/demon-summoning/arcane-magic-weilding sorcerer?

was this supposed to go under the templar’s skill descriptions?

zos, you know meridia covers light and anti-undead, right? 

you know she’s ONLY about light and fucking up undead

right?

#honestly fuck meridia #i'm so sick of her #one because light and anti-undead #but the elderscrolls lore firmly establish her as a pROBlem #SHE'S NOT one of the 'good' deities #she's among the problem deities #she's a daedric lord #so i could put up with that and actively liked it #but with zos worshipping her at every moment she's just become the fantasy light-god d jesus standin #she's become the embodiment of christianity standin all euro-based fantasies mUST have #i'm so fucking tired #meridia #daedric princes #eso #elderscrolls #if the templar class were treated as heretical meridia worshippers that'd be REALLY COOL ACTUALLy #it'd be interesting #and y'know commit to meridia NOT being a good deity or even one regarded as such #she's just convenient when you're fighting what she hates

[space-puppeteer]

thinkin abt streaming drawing vtubers in gothic/victorian fashion, anyone got any suggestions

#apart from iron mouse her new model made me wanna do this because I saw it and was like ' woah #that'd look sick in victorian/gothic fashion ' #puppeteer rambles #vtuber #vtubing #and remuchiii #she's a vampire and i feel like thats a given #if you've never watched rem you should give her a go she's pretty funny