#beforeimdeceased

[beforeimdeceased]

ENTANGLED IN YOU— WHEN WILL MY LIFE BEGIN?

ways to help, daily click, do not support neil

ellie williams x reader

a/n: this actually isn’t the best but i’ll post it now and edit it later :D let me know what you think

tags: @astralnymphh

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once upon a time there was a beautiful princess who lived a castle…

okay maybe it was an abandoned apartment complex, and maybe she wasn’t a princess, but that isn’t the point of our story. our story focuses on how fate is inescapable.

“flower! let me up.” the doctor calls. you look outside of your broken bedroom window and quickly rush to the main room where there is a lever. you then, twist it with all your might. this triggers a series of reactions going downward which opens a space in the wall for the doctor to walk up.

this was a daily routine. doctor would go out and forage for supplies and food while you tidied up your “tower” as you called it. it wasn’t much but it was home and helped protect you from the outside world.

many years ago an outbreak occurred causing a sickness in the people of the world. doctor says it was terrifying to see. disfigured faces as a parasitic virus took over their minds.

but you were special.

you were born a few years later in a hospital doctor had been working in at the time. your mother had been seeing doctor for months and she was finally ready to deliver you. then suddenly, there was a break in. the infected monsters stormed through and bit your mother as you were being born. in a panic, doctor wrapped you up, ran as fast as she could until she found this abandoned building, and promised to always keep you safe.

she waited to see if the affects of the bite were passed onto you, and gratefully reveled in the fact that they did not. she still continued to watch you carefully. just in case. then, one day while cleaning up, she turned her head for a moment and you’d been scratched by an infected that had found its way inside the building.

you wailed and so did she before she realized that you were not turning. days began to pass and you still hadn’t turned. you were completely fine other than a small scratch on the back of your neck.

doctor rapidly got to work. after running various tests she used your blood to create a cure. it’s temporary against the infection, but it helps keep it from doing extensive damage. it gave those who were previously hopeless a reason to be hopeful.

she was excited about the results and prepared to share them with the world.

once she’d gotten in touch with the others in her field, they said in order to make a viable cure for everyone you would have to die, which she did not agree with.

so she rushed back to the tower, closed the doors, and swore to never let you leave out of fear that others would hurt you. even after you’d grown older. even after a cure had been fashioned years later from a mystery flower. even after the apocalypse had been declared over and it was semi safe to leave again. you would never leave. and she was confident that you’d never try to, until…

“are you excited for you birthday tomorrow, flower?” doctor asks as she walks into the lounge area. you were sat in the corner knitting a scarf out of yarn you’d fashioned from leaves. “i am actually. i’m more excited about the possibility of-“

“leaving to see the festival?” she finishes your sentence. you huff. “doctor, please. i look outside of my window and i see people laughing and lights shining just down the mountain. i know that a settlement is out there. have you still not checked it out?”

“no i haven’t checked it out and i’m not going to. i told you it’s probably fires started to control a large population of infected.” her tone is stern. she has checked already, it is a settlement.

you slump down in a chair next to her, hands clasped together. bottom lip sticking out. “please. please! atleast promise you’ll check on your next trip.”

she looks over at your face and smiles. “fine. we’re running out of supplies anyway. i’ll check on my trip tommorow, would that make you happy?”

“very.” you respond, smiling.

♡₊˚ 🦢・₊✧

a loud clanking is heard from underneath the tower followed by a string of curses. “doctor?” you call out. your heart begins to race. what if she’s hurt again and she needs help? or more of the cure? you quickly turn the knob and listen as her footsteps get closer.

then you hear her speak and it is definitely not doctor. you hide behind the entrance, a frying pan in hand as it was the closest thing to you. you watch as the woman steps up and looks around. breathing heavily with dirt all over her. before she can turn around, you knock her hard on her head.

#bunnie can speak? ☆ #ellie williams #・❥・ bun’s sweet ellie #ellie williams x reader #bun’s asks ꕤ #bun’s anons ˖°🦇ִ ࣪𖤐 #ellie williams headcanons #ellie williams imagine #ellie williams fanfiction #ellie williams tlou #ellie williams x you #ellie williams x y/n #wlw fanfic #sapphic #fanfic writing #wlw fantasy #wlw imagine #princess au #beforeimdeceased #© abbysvictim #lesbian fanfic #wlw writing #wlw fiction #tlou au #tlou fanfic #tlou headcanons #ellie williams headcannons #ellie williams the last of us #tlou fic #wlw pining

[slut4els]

here’s me slipping into ur inbox! u don’t have to do this if you don’t want to, but here’s a little request i have!

loser!ellie who’s like the notorious shit-head of your neighborhood. always playing her music too loud, you can tell she’s coming cause you’ll hear her skating, and if she sees you at the park she messes with you and tries to impress you with tricks! (falls on her ass)

ofc ill do this tysm for the req (btw ily and ur writing sm !!)

i got a little carried away but i hope this is atleast somewhat what you were envisioning <33

ellie is lowk kinda stalker ish and theres also some smut so mdni !!

loser!neighbor!ellie who made her presence known shortly after moving in when you were just about to fall asleep on a saturday when you heard and felt the bass of music and the sound of people just two houses away.

loser!neighbor!ellie who when you confront about the obnoxiously loud music and guests apologizes but her next party she makes the music louder on purpose and invites more people 100% out of spite and definitely not in hopes that you’ll scold her again.

loser!neighbor!ellie who keeps apologizing when shes confronted about it but never actually does anything about it so after your third or fourth try you just gave up and invested in some earplugs that barely work

loser!neighbor!ellie that skateboards by your house every morning while your out on your porch checking the mail or watering plants just to have an excuse to see you in your pajamas and wave at you and if shes lucky enough she’ll muster up enough courage to say a quick mornin’ to you

loser!neighbor!ellie who acts super confident but is really terrified to talk to you and thinks you would never go out with her

loser!neighbor!ellie who ‘accidentally’ memorized your daily schedule. not because she watches you leaving for work and getting home or anything she just happens to notice when you leave when you get back what you wear who your with and makes a mental note in her mind of it. shes just a concerned neighbor! who also happens to have a whole section in her journal dedicated to you and your daily activities!

loser!neighbor!ellie who one day gained enough courage to ask for your phone number, for safety purposes of course! so she can make sure your safe and not with anyone else when you dont come home at your usual time and also occasionally invite you to her parties (that you always say no too)

loser!neighbor!ellie who when she passes by your house tries to look as cool as possible by doing tricks on her skateboard that she almost always fails and gets all red and embarrassed especially when you giggle a little bit but you find it kinda cute?

loser!neighbor!ellie who when skating by your house one morning notices you left your curtains open and looks inside to find you running around in just a bra and jeans. you were probably just running late but she stood there for a good minute just shocked watching you before she snapped herself out of it and continued skating back to her house

loser!neighbor!ellie who engraved that memory of you in her brain as best as she could and masturbated to the memory of it even moaning your name as she circled her clit. that night she came the hardest shes ever cum on her own

loser!neighbor!ellie who found your instagram and stalks it daily but one day accidentally liked one of your posts from 6 months ago and a few minutes later received a screenshot of the notification of her liking it from you with a message asking her if that account was her. she said yes and threw her phone across the room cause now you definitely think shes a stalker and will never talk to her again but when she shakily grabs her phone she sees that you’ve followed her and liked her posts going as far back as a year ago!

loser!neighbor!ellie who when skating by your house the next day was stopped by you. she felt her palms get sweaty as she thought of all the things you would say to her. is it about her stalking you on insta? or did you somehow know she saw you in your bra that one morning? or were you a mind reader that somehow knew every disgusting and unholy thought shes ever had of you. she was already planning on where she was going to move to when you finally came up to her but the last thing she expected was to be asked on a date by you. she stood there taken aback for a minute and you thought you were about to be rejected when she finally said yes and nodded her head vigorously

i just love loser ellie sm i cant i need to write her more

#ellie williams #ellie williams fic #ellie williams x reader #ellie x y/n #tlou2 #ellie tlou #ellie williams smut #the last of us #☆ lex ☆ #slut4els #beforeimdeceased

[zahraaziza]

BABY HRU

HII BABY, I AM DOING GREAT, JUST DEALING WITH BACK PAINS YUCK.

I HOPE YOU ARE DOING GREAT!! <3

#bun bun my shnookums #beforeimdeceased #[♡ᵎ] 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬

[s-4pphics]

that chapter was jaw droppingly good. i cried i gasped i drooled. FINGER LICKING GOOD. the way abby and reader ate ellie up like…me personally idk if i’d let that slide. she need to get her shit together or else

LMMMMFAOAOAOOA THANK U BABY :3

#beforeimdeceased #fratadjacent!ellie

[elliesbelle]

happy birthday darling!

thank you sweetie pie!! 🥰

#sorry for responding late oopsie hehe #bun ♡︎ #beforeimdeceased #belle answers

[starologist]

ur picrews r so adorable!

thank u!! I love ur picrews sm too, the hair is perfect<3

also I just wanted to say how much I adore u and ur writing, I absolutely love the toxic!series💗💗

#and ur theme is everything !! i love it #beforeimdeceased

[cowgirlcherrie]

hiiii! sorry if this makes uncomfy, i couldn’t sleep and couldn’t stop thinking about rockstar ellie & abby so i made a lil mood board for hey there! all star 🏃🏽‍♀️

Omg baby !!! don’t apologize, I love having you here and I promise I am not uncomfy :) my anon box is always open, especially for you sweetie ♡♡♡

FIRST OF ALLLLLL I LOVE THIS, like I want to tattoo this on MY FOREHEAD, you nailed it to a T. Like this was everything I envisioned and you got it so perfectly my heart is warm

— ESPECIALLY for Abby’s highlights…perfect that was exactly what I was talking about and you got it absolutely right !!! This makes me sooooo freeking happy like I’m cheesing at my phone rn!! I’m glad to know that my descriptions were well to where others can see it too, tickles my brain just right

BUT I LOVE THIS SO MUCH KISSES KISSES FOR YOU AMAZINGLY DONE BABY

#💭ᜊ cher thinks #cherry writes 🤍 #cher 💌 answers #MY BABY #THIS IS SO CUTE #OBSESSED #AND ITS PERFECT #♡beforeimdeceased

[astralnymphh]

liz viscous icon!!!

i don't think it's exactly her BUTT maybe an inspired look!! might change it tho im indecisive (most normal aestr moment 💔)

#⤹𓍢ִ໋aestras asks #⋆ .beforeimdeceased

[seattlesellie]

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8FPBTJf/

i HAD to show u this

the beginning actually sounds real i’m djsjjdjs she’s a certified munch !!!!!!! ice spice lover ellie 💕💗😭

#ੈ♡˳ beforeimdeceased

[ellieslittlewh0re]

HI I LOVE YOUR FICS

OMG HI!! I LOVE YOU????

marry me perhaps ??

#@/beforeimdeceased #shelbyasksꨄ

[serevena]

another madison beer fan on tlou tumblr? hi!!!! what’s ur fav on life support mine is follow the white rabbit 🐇

i LOVE Madison Beer with every fiber of my being omg..and obv tlou..Hellaur bae!!!

Homesick is my #1 and I will die on that hill !!

#castasplla #beforeImdeceased <3 #madison beer

[beforeimdeceased]

CHAOTIC ROOMMATES CAMPING/ROAD TRIP HEADCANONS 🪵🏕️🥞

read this!

‧₊˚🌿✩ ₊˚🪵⊹♡ ellie never fails to forget something important on the trips. she’s always leaving her bug spray, sunscreen, water canister, etc at home somewhere and having to borrow from you or abby.

𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 abby and ellie argue half the ride. “your music sucks let me play something.” “shut up you’re breathing too loud.” “if you don’t stop this car right now i’m gonna piss in a cup and pour it on you.” (they’re so fun to be around)

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ abby burns every s’mores she tries to make. it’s actually hilarious because she’ll eat it anyway swearing up and down that the marshmallow is supposed to be charred black.

₊‧ 𖧧 ellie will run off chasing squirrels with a bag of nuts if you don’t watch her closely. “i’m trying to fucking feed you asshole.”

ִ ࣪𖦹 everything is a bear to abby. twig snaps? bear. howling sound from farther away? bear. laughter in the distance? bear. bear. bear. “guys i think there’s a bear.” “go to sleep abby you’re the only bear out here.” — comically loud thwack followed by a yelp.

₊ ⊹₊ ⊹ on roadtrips you all always share a bed, no matter what. you got a room with two beds once and woke up to ellie and abby snuggled in with you, abandoning their other bed.

𖤣𖥧⋆˚˖° ellie is leaving with something. a little souvenir or trinket never hurt anybody. shit gets serious at rest stops and gift shops.

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆ abby packs books to read while she poops and ellie makes fun of her for it. (ellie has hidden comic books for the exact same reason)

❀*ੈ✩‧₊˚ when you take over driving, ellie and abby play road trip games like they’re olympic sports. abby has a keen eye for license plates but ellie will holler and moo the second she catches a black a white figure in her peripheral. “look abby it’s your cousin!” extremely loud laughter, followed by commotion. you do not take over driving often.

⁺˚⋆ that feeling of being back home after is satisfying. ellie tosses her shit on the living room floor and jumps onto the couch. then she promptly falls asleep 21 seconds later. (how the fuck is that possible?) abby fusses about ellie’s shit being everywhere but ultimately ignores it because her being knocked out gives you guys a chance to enjoy a nice warm bath together.

#bunnie can speak? ☆ #ellie williams #・❥・ bun’s sweet ellie #ellie williams x reader #bun’s asks ꕤ #bun’s anons ˖°🦇ִ ࣪𖤐 #abby anderson #ellie williams headcanons #bun’s precious abby ✧.* #ellie williams imagine #abby x you #abby tlou #tlou headcanons #tlou fanfic #tlou au #chaotic roommates au #chaotic roommates #modern abby #ellie x abby #wlw imagine #wlw writing #wlw fanfic #abby x ellie #beforeimdeceased #abbysvictim #lesbian fanfic #ellie williams fanfiction #abby anderson fanfic #ellie headcanons #abby anderson tlou

[princesspookieforevs]

UR GORGEOUS

RAHHH TYSM BABY ILYY🤍

#beforeimdeceased❦︎ #jessi's asks🦢 #𝒋𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊'𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒃𝒐𝒙🦢

[zahraaziza]

hi pretty girl! slipping into your inbox with a lil q&a question, you don’t have to answer if you don’t wanna!

what’s the best part of writing for you?

love ya! wishing u luck with ur writers block <3

hello my love!! no worries, of course i'd love to answer your question!!

the best part about writing for me is i get to unload all the stuff, that's on my mind. and i let myself do so in what some of you would probably call a poetic way.

i also love the recognition and support i receive on ever piece i upload. that even when i think of it as low value, you guys are always there to hype the shit out of my writing and spread it like wildfire.

i love the little audience i've got here and that i can bring joy to your day by posting my works.

love you very much bun!! your lovely questions are always welcome here!! <3

#bun bun my shnookums #beforeimdeceased #[♡ᵎ] 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬

[s-4pphics]

this is so dealer!ellie

HEART FLUTTERS

#beforeimdeceased

[elliesbelle]

hii popping in to say i love u lots like polka dots! i hope you’re doing well! kisses n hugs

thank you angel, i’m trying 🖤

#it’s been… a really rough week lol #but i’m seeing two of my fave people in the world in a little bit #so i’m quite excited #beforeimdeceased #belle answers