#ben leaves the house

[benjaminthecoathanger]

okay, because i saw a poll earlier and i thought the choices weren't clear enough and also the answers i saw to it annoyed me and also i'm curious:

NOTES:

I am including having watched gameplay of a game and not having played it as having watched the source material

In this context if you are writing fic/making art and you are not being commissioned to do so. This is purely for funsies

You getting into something because you saw a post/gifset/video about it and then watched the source material does not count. That's just how you get into new things.

Goncharov does not count because it's not real. I'll break kayfabe here I don't care.

#polls #look i got really annoyed by reading the tags of the since-deleted poll of people like 'did you forget goncharov hahaha' like. #that. that's not what was asked. #also like. i'll reblog posts of something ive not seen if i think theyre interesting/funny #but i don't count that as like. 'engaging in fandom" necessarily #bc to me at least fandom requires active engagement? and like im not gonna go hunting for like. leverage posts if ive not seen it #i also don't read fanfic like. at all. so i have no concept of how people read it? #like. i last read fanfic like 2 years ago bc i had just finished disco elysium #so people who read fic bc of the like. tropes or whatever like. i do not get it. im happy for you though #anyway. sorry i went insane i love u all #ben leaves the house #or doesnt. i guess in this case. a very Chronically Online Poll

[emilyredekerart]

Adam Driver Study No. 8

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#adam driver #emilyredekerart #illustration #digital art #artwork #star wars #kylo ren #ben solo #65 #white noise #midnight special #this is where i leave you #ferrari #megalopolis #the last duel #house of gucci #girls #blackkklansman #marriage story #joanne tucker

[aiqingdemeimiao]

wait a minute...

"COMPUTER, ENHANCE!"

hi ben

#ben whishaw #kadiff kirwan #is ben's hair in a lil manbun or is it just slicked back? can't tell from this angle #amazing that i've been working 385738753 hours the past two months and the moment i have free time he leaves the house #thank u benny luv you #he's not even wearing The Shirt™️

[bunnyb34r]

Oh... I think the really thick dark tall patches of grass are where I threw fertilizer down last summer thinking it was grass seed when I bought it. I got it to fix the lawn that the stupid lawn care guy destroyed (they've moved onto greener pastures. Commercial private properties) and it seemed to only make it more bald but I guess it just needed time 😅 welp

#i just hope when the new guy starts this week he doesn't fuck up my lawn #I've given up on my routine on watering the front grass this summer Creepy Ben fucked up that dream ill just water the side grass #i only water bc im VERY afraid of a stray ember or firework hitting a dry patch in our yard and setting my house on fire (grass spreads to #trees and bushes which spread to the house) #i might just run the sprinkler the week before firework holidays in the front idk but i dont wanna be standing out front every day prime for #oogling by a middle aged man who is married and has children younger than me. even if he was attractive i aint a homewrecker so move on dude #like im sure you have a very lovely wife and im sure that theres a reason you married her... maybe you should refind that and leave me alone #marquilla

[paperandpencilsandskips]

My favorite thing about house of leaves is that it inspired a lot of really cool media I like and when I went to read it I can see where everyone got really cool aspects of it

#the slenderverse args are fun #also ben drowned almost has house of leaves vibes

[burnitmyg]

everybody’s so creative-

#i swear i play in the most chaotic save #1. leo being goofy asl like where tf did he get those bottles from #2. i'm trying to find a man that'll look at me the way ben looks at his ice cream #3. jackson coming into my house uninvited just to drink a glass of water and leave #4. ben's nephew being cursed at our wedding #💀 #5. no words for kiyoshi lmfao #6. was just minding my business and he decided to break the fourth wall..

[basingstokemercury]

I'm going to do so much with Adam having designed the house I can feel it

So much potential there especially for angst writing if I kill him off

He's gone, and you live in the house he designed. His aesthetic, his intelligence, his ambition, everywhere you turn in your sanctuary.

He's gone, and the house will last a lifetime, because he built it to.

He's gone, and you cry and receive condolences and have to continue living eventually, all under the roof he put over your heads.

He's gone, and he built his own monument.

#bonanza #pondering the ponderosa #lost in adamiration #should I write an entire Adam-permadeath fic specifically to come from that angle? #to make sure I do all there is to do with it and not shove it aside for plot progression? #honestly if he died I don't know if Ben could continue living in that house #not leave the Ponderosa but there's plenty of room to build another #the boys... I think they might feel like they had to stay however painful #to honour his memory by not letting the house stand empty

[allbeendonebefore]

trying to write dialogue for bert is like herding cats he keeps dragging this comic out and im just trying to pry him off his scratching post it’s not sustainable UGH!!

#i have this like idea of how to express that there has been a Resolution #but i can't GET THERE because this MAN keeps RUINING MY LIFE ALL THE TIME #i want to write the epilogue SO BADLY but i can't GET THERE #sorry guys i only find the annoying type easy to write i dont do feelings either #back to rolling the boulder up the hill #except i have to leave the house now so i'll just rotate the boulder in my mind at 100 degrees #ben isn't helping because he's allergic to being direct too so #dont understand how they even talk to each other without being forced into the same living space for months on end #hapo rambles

[mabith]

Got a bag at goodwill that turned out to have a bunch of referee stuff in it. Now I keep giving my cat yellow cards.

#she was also getting tired of having a guest because i was leaving the house so much #she was so spicy the last few days just a huge brat #next time the kids are here i can't wait to see their faces when i give Ben a red card for being taller than me

[jockpoetry]

#talkin to myself #sorry adding this to my queue actually because it has made me laugh for days now #the matt damon not wearing his wedding ring leaving ben's house callback got me

[benjaminthecoathanger]

i got inspired by seeing other disco elysium jackets so i painted shivers on my battle jacket! this is the first proper thing i’ve painted and i’m v proud of it!

#i’m pretty sure tumblr user catsanddiscoballs did a shivers jacket and that’s the one that inspired me but i’m not sure it’s them #i think i also saw a similar one on twitter maybe?? either way as a concept this slaps!!! #i also handmade the patches you see here with the safety pins #i didn’t have time to sew them properly lmao #also all the studs i added by hand! using nail scissors lol #shivers is a little janky but hey. look at her go #also shoutout to dea-marte for being so kind about it!! they’re wonderful and you should check him and hee blog out!! #disco elysium #ben leaves the house

[lilgynt]

like its like okay i can be nicer to my mom i do talk to her disrespectfully but then i run the scenario back in my mind and it’s like ideally what mom wants is for me to help and not speak at all. like not ask to lower or mute the tv let alone ask again and if i did to let her yell at me and just do the task while being very polite and nice to her which like okay im gonna lie down in the shower

#personal #like yesterday i had a break down bc it feels like no one in my family really fucks with me #i know they love and care about me but in that we’re a dysfunctional family way where that can be true and they’re also very mean to me at #times way #and god i need a ciggerate i need a ***** and i need to get black out drunk while greening out #ideal mom scenario she spits in my face or kicks me me in the guts and i say sorry for making her do that or thank you #i know we shouldn’t live together but when ben is talking about me getting another credit card for house hold emergencies so we don’t go #homeless on a bill and i know i’m gonna get fucked over it’s like ohhhh okay i’m never leaving #soemthing something gothic horror with my mom forever till one of us dies #which if it’s her scary prospect of what do i do with myself now 🫠

[aiqingdemeimiao]

ben with robert @ london fashion week

#ben whishaw #robert diament #london fashion week #sorry for spamming hopefully this is the last one #he never leaves the house then suddenly there's 387583753 pics in a row

[esyra]

After the hospital bombing, I finally heard back from my grandmother and confirmed that several of my relatives were murdered by Israeli bombing. Seven of them, to be precise. Three are still going, including her. We've been talking constantly ever since.

Asked if it was possible to head south, and was told they did but were also bombed there. So they decided to go back home, in Zeitoun. Their home was bombed and they were pulled out of the rumble, then driven by ambulances to the al-Ahli Arab Hospital. There were people in every corner. Gazans sheltering, sleeping on the floor. Gazans dying on the floor, waiting for beds.

Four were declared dead on arrival, three were in need of surgery and other three were just bandaged. Then, a bomb was dropped in the parking lot that made parts of the ceiling collapse, like Dr. Ghassan Abu Sittah reported in that horrific conference/interview. Those in need of surgery died.

By the way, just in case you didn't know: the Church of Saint Porphyrius, the third oldest in history, bombed by Israel a few days back, was located near the hospital.

When looking for new shelter, they saw schools with signs hanging outside, "We can't take any more families." They met families, sympathetic but already sheltering too many people. They're now staying in an apartment building they found empty. Sleeping in the corner of the living room. If the family comes back, they'll apologize and leave.

Told me she was saving her phone battery for when the bombing stopped, and she had to ask for help to rebuilt the neighborhood. But she doesn't think it's gonna stop anymore. The ones still with her are mute most of the time, like they're saving energy, but she feels lonely and wanted to talk. There's no internet and to connect to WhatsApp, people are buying "a card from the supermarket, there's a password and username." Not sure what she meant. Still, the internet is inconsistent and won't load neither videos or images nor pages, so she doesn't know what's happening on the outside world.

Told her there were a lot of people protesting to stop the genocide, she replied, "The bombings are getting worse by the day." The bombing yesterday was the worst she ever witnessed. The entire neighborhood is infested with the smell of death, of decomposing bodies. Bodies are piling up in the streets and she's not sure if it's because they ran out of places to store them, but most of them are in bags. The smoke of the bombings hide the blue sky—she hasn't seen the clouds for a while.

Asked if I could share their pictures, names and dreams with people and was told, of which I partly agree, "they're not entertainment." If anyone genuinely cared, they would be alive—I'd argue there are people who do care, but I'm not gonna lecture her pain. And they don't deserve to be used to fulfill someone's sick fantasy. Told me to remember what some Israelis do with pictures of dead Palestinians. And I do.

For those of you who are not familiar, many times before settlers got together to celebrate the murder of Palestinians. For one, in 2015, Israeli settlers set a house in Duma, West Bank on fire. An 18-month old baby, Ali Dawbsheh, was burnt alive. Both parents later died of wounds and only a 5-year-old, Ahmad, survived, although severely injured.

Two celebrations of their murder are widely known, one at a wedding and others outside the court in which two were indicted for the terrorist attack. In the wedding, guests stabbed a photo of the toddler, Ali, while others waved guns, knives and Molotov cocktails. Israel's Minister of National Security, Itamar Ben-Gvir, was present.

That's what happens in an apartheid. Palestinians are so abused by authorities that their "innocent civilians" come to accept the brutality as necessary or are desensitized by our suffering. After all, it's been 75 years—get used to it!

So I won't risk the image of my loved ones, in fear they are used in these kinds of depravity. I will say, though, the world lost a young footballer. Lost a female writer and an aspiring ballerina. Lost a kind father, who was also a great cook, and a loving mother that enjoyed sewing and other types of handicraft art. Lost a math teacher and a child that wanted to become one.

People think Israel is testing new weapons on them. There's civilians arriving at the hospital with severe burns, which they thought was from white phosphorus, but apparently the pattern is different from the one caused by white phosphorus. It's widely believed Israel tests weapons in Palestinians.

Jeff Halper, author of War Against the People, a book on Israel's arms and surveillance technology industries, said: "Israel has kept the occupation because it's a laboratory for weapons."

They've ran out of drinkable water and the "aid" Biden sent was only for the South of Gaza and no fuel, for hospitals, was allowed in. Many shelves in the supermarket are empty. She said many are convinced that if they don't die from the bombing, they'll die from starvation or dehydration, or whatever disease will develop from the dirty water they're drinking.

Told me all people do now is pray, cry and die. Told me she hopes West Bank is spared. Told her Israel bombed a mosque in West Bank and dozens of Palestinians in West Bank are being murdered by settlers, so she bided me goodbye.

#palestine #free palestine #gaza #free gaza #may allah protect them #may almighty allah see our pain #hopefully she'll message me tomorrow

[theblabarmy]

current mood

#ben blabs #ranting in tags bc i can #SO IM TRYNA BE NICE BE A GOOD FRIEND BE HOSPITABLE #but UM #THEY WONT FUCKING LEAVE #MY AUTISTIC ASS ALREADY HATED THE CHANGE IN ROUTINE FROM HAVING SOMEONE AT MY HOUSE ON MY ONE FUCKING DAY OFF #BUT HOLY SHIT I AM DRAINEDDDDDDDDDDDD #I AM ON THE VERGE OF TEARS #GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HOUSE #im sorryi was promised this person would leave 2 fucking hours ago #guess who is still right fucking across from me #holy SHITTTTT i am tired #also my ass hurts :(

[challenge-ant]

everyone’s been talking about them being secretly in love again, the hollywood ant & dec afaic. just found this screenshot from ages ago lolol

#necklaces .. bracelets .. #that headline that’s like ‘ben affl*ck seen leaving matt d*mon’s house without his wedding ring on again which could mean nothing’ #gsjhsvsvsv