#but ARGHHHH

[myceliumgarden]

ah lrb reminds me i really need to catch up on my reading.....i finished akutagawa's hell screen earlier this year (really good fucking read) and im trying to finish the king in yellow but ive been too busy to read anything that isnt on fucking pubmed

#dialogue #the pubmed scrolls r fun ngl. #and some (esp metaanalysis/lit reviews function similarly to a...catalogue? of sorts? and im fond of it) #but arghhhh

[eternal-brainrot]

godddd why is making mvs soooo hard arghhhh. was like "i have this idea for a xiyao animatic but itll be quicker to edit clips from cql instead and would probs look better stylisticly" GRAVE MISTAKE THIS IS HARDER

#like dont get me wrong i knew a LOT of work goes into making mvs and that it takes a LOT of skill fof people to do them so well #but arghhhh #I HAVE A VISION AND I NEED TO BE ABLE TO SEE IT BUT I DONT KNOW IF I HAVE THE ABILITY OR PATIENCE FOR THIS #also i forgot the version of the song i want to use doesnt have one of the verses in it but i had a vision for that verse arghhhh #but the non-piano version doesnt have the same vibes :')))) #GETTING THE RIGHT CLIPS AND MAKING THEM THE RIGHT LENGTH AND TIME AND MATCH THR MUSIC IS SO FUCKING DIFFICULT

[fenixburned]

guys am literally about to apply for jobs in another country i'm- *screams & cries*

#tbd #ok it's austria it's not THAT big of a deal #but ARGHHHH #this was not on my 2024 bingo card but??? why not??

[lotusillustration]

one of these days I will,,,,finally draw my azem,,,but today is not that day

#mine #I know what she looks like in my head #I just need to actually draw her gdi #I'm not sure abt her convocation mask either #but arghhhh #also her name is persephone. but instead od marrying hades she sets him up with hyth

[mimicteruyo]

In case you ever needed proof that Mimic’s attempts at plotting usually result in snatching even more defeat from the jaws of defeat:

Multichapter fic 1: fixed massive story-breaking problem by completely re-tooling the second half of the fic (including throwing away heaps of already written material, my big fave). Felt like a genius writing the new plans down, now feeling insecure about them and regretting every characterisation choice that led to this.

Multichapter fic 2: resolved the issue with the major elephant in the room in a thematically fitting way! Still lacking all the critical details required to make the plot functional!

One-shot fic 1: finally managed to give the present day narrative a point beyond meandering aimlessness. On the other hand, the structure is still an unmitigated mess, and I still have no idea how to handle the transition between the present day narrative and the flashbacks.

Multichapter fic 3: im ded

#i'll get these done eventually #maybe #but arghhhh #at least ship week prep is going well #i'll probably write three fics for it but i'll try to squeeze in a fourth #teruyo talk #(in defence of the one-shot the aimlessness of the present day stuff was thematically appropriate) #(but also who would wanna read that?!)

[averydrawssupposedly]

New challenge: stop talking to my mom about the things that interest me. Just...for my personal well being

#i love my mom i swear #but arghhhh #i know its petty but why is it that if its not about school or sexism (which is ironic cause this woman is misogynistic af) you don't care- #about what i have to say? Like can't i talk about the things i like without you calling it stupid or making it obvious that you don't care?

[louishoney]

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#why is writing so hard #it never used to be this difficult to get words down #i think I'm just too fixated on my writing being good #which i know it doesn't need to be on the first draft #but arghhhh #every time i come up with a fic idea that im in love with #i can never get the words down to do the idea justise #***justice #and i HATE THAT #rambles

[highlysocialingfuntiopath]

I shrieked after reading about the net neutrality vote, and someone came out of their room to check and make sure no one was being murdered

#i want to keep screaming honestly #but its finals week #and i have been accused of being a banshee #so i won't #but arghhhh #jesse things

[tlovestaylor]

The only thing that would make my life better is ATT TO RELEASE THE DAMN BETER MAN AND THIS IS WHAT YOU CAME FOR VIDEOS GODDAMNIT

#i know they probably don't have proper copyrights #but arghhhh #it's all i wanttttt

[agentsokka]

attempting to teach myself Arabic is having mixed results when my chicken scratch scrawl utterly butchers its beautiful script

#I AM SHIT AT CURSIVE #idk if I'll actually be able to do this #I want to #but arGHHHH

[surfroof]

I need a new insult to replace the word "pussy," that is equally or more derogatory but not associated with gender. Fuck it, in relationships, I love gender roles, and I would be happy to let the guy be in charge. But goddammit, I am so sick of cowardly, weak willed that I find myself more reliable than they are. I have no idea how many times I've come across guys who have no idea how to do simple hardware fix tasks to being too meek to call a goddammit bar tender over and they expect that I be the one to do something as simple as make a bed. Why is it everytime I find myself in a situation where I have to be the one to assert myself in a group, he gets told to keep me under control. Why can't they tell him to stand up for himself. Ugh!!

#rant #Yeah I realise a lot of this hypocritical #But ARGHHHH

[shinobi93]

what a fucking week. flatmates moving out, now rent’s going up, so looks like I’m flat hunting again. exhausted from work and the bar team are about to get barista trained for the new bar so tomorrow I get to learn how to coffee.

#my best friend is just like #pointing out she'll be here soon and she'll buy me dinner and we're doing bakkhai and our families' holidays #and then next year we can try and move to the same northern city once we've both done the masters thing #but arghhhh