#but also i cant just throw it away!!

[attachablepenis]

real talk what do yall do with craft items once youre done with them? like embroidery or knitting or coloring pages or like glitter glue pinecone creations

#do yall just... keep em? #because i wanna make preschool appropriate arts n crafts stuff but i absolutely dont want it cluttering up everywhere #but also i cant just throw it away!! #but i dont have anyone to give it to #should i just. #make a box full and then donate all my odds n ends i made to like goodwill #penis meows

[b4kuch1n]

siren

#bakuspecial #cw: nudity #cw: body horror #monster #siren! I think. they're bird to me #I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description #and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings #lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At #(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao) #but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman #but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry #I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human #even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm #...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin #and got startled #its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip #I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man #its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways #now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku #have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat

[pasta-pardner]

spotify | john marston's revenge quest, set to music from 1960s spaghetti westerns.

Fun detail: the opening cutscene for Red Dead Revolver (2004) features an instrumental version of "His Name Is King". The lyrical version is oddly fitting for John, given that it's a song about seeking vengeance for a dead brother.

#red dead #rdr2 #john marston #arthur morgan #pardner playlists #pardner posts #tagging arthur in this bc even tho its a john-centric playlist.. its about the way john grieves arthur #y'all know me !!! im always a sucker for a revenge story!!! #so i cant help but dwell on johns attitude of ~i will throw away my chance at a future because i'm stuck in the past grieving you~ #like thats a banger. thats a good revenge story. the ultimate act of devotion is also an ultimate act of betrayal. #this is admittedly a kind of pulpy playlist and im embracing that. im a fan of 'horse opera' westerns and im attaching that to epilogue joh #anyways. all the songs on this playlist were released btwn 1966 - 1971 so its definitely a vintage vibe. #i tried to match that vintage energy with the graphic design. the cover art is screenshots of rdr2 that i've /heavily/ edited in photoshop #i wanted the images to look like those oil and/or acrylic paintings done for old movie posters #it took a lot of filter adjustments and paint-overs to get to this stage. i spent a lot of time on it. (please clap) #i initially wanted john to be wearing arthur's hat for this but . hdkhjdf ran into some difficulties sourcing usable screenshots. #i refuse to accept unmodded epilogue john as canon. i dont know what you think that thing is but that is not my son etc etc. #its jmrp or bust for me #most of the jmrp screengrabs i could turn into a workable composition featured the john hat so i just went with that. unfortunate but mehh #sidenote. plz click for quality bc a lot of the paint texturing in these covers gets lost in the compression #alight yall. have fun with the playlist !! lmk if u end up giving it a listen. #rdr2 spoilers #🤠 #art

[51ft]

(Bg3 spoilers)

So you know how one of the tenets of Shar’s church is “Love is a lie. Only hate endures.” But Shart is so desperately hopeful that Shar loves her….. then Shar goes on to demand DJ Shart’s “whole heart” …. Shart’s line to a romanced Tav that goes “please don’t call it love” or something or the other. Do you think this is something she demands of every DJ or another god’s favorite princess thing

(Coughs also something something Shar wants Sharts whole heart uhhhh um. Shadow Heart ???) (I am forcefully expelled from the stage)

moment of silence for every single dj in a loveless relationship rip...

I THINK THE IDEA IS LIKE, (imo) their worship of the goddess should supersede any kind of romantic entanglement which makes sense but i think shart is just exceptionally zealous (overcompensating, but for what?? :)c) about her worship and thus is super dramatic about it bc shes gods favourite princess

we have exhibit b nocturne who is So Normal by comparison

#bg3 spoilers #q&a #you cant tell me nocturne is the only normal person trappedi n the cult even if the game doesnt show us #its hard to figure out the deal with the dark justiciars bc the timeline is so wack #youre telling me that the battle for reithwin was fought ~80 yrs ago with an army of dark justiciars #but by the time of the game theyre like #a lost tradition #in a universe where some creatures live for a millenia or more #ALSO WHY IS THERE AN ARMY OF DJS WHEN THEYRE SUPPOSEDLY SHARS RIGHT HAND ELITE WHO WORK ALONE AND IN THE SHADOWS??? #WERE THERE NO OTHER SOLDIERS IN KETHERICS ARMY BESIDES DARK JUSTICIARS #i mean this is fine its just dndisms retroactively silly puttys in the lore #anyways if dark justiciar rly are the small handpicked elite then yeah it would make sense for me that they THROW THEIR HEART AWAY FOR SHAR #its just funny that shadowheart has to take you aside and put it in those words specifically #like she needs you to know she cant love u bc shes bad at lying and despite everything she still cares :''')

[u3pxx]

cleaning up and throwing away things is so difficult for me bc i get attached to even the smallest piece of clutter that i don't need anymore , like girl pls ....... it's a scrap piece of paper ........ throw it away PLEASE ...................

#shoutout to younger me and their love for boxes they cant throw em away FDFGFDG #like i had some scrap paper earlier i used for some school art stuff from last year #and it pained me to throw it away bc ive already attached sentimental value to it adfdghd #but it was cluttering up my space so i had to shut my brain down when throwing it away lest it gets sentimental again dfghdjkd #theres also just me and my. really bad memory (its the adhd). that i like keeping things bc its like a physical reminder of a memory i + #most likely wont retain and never remember again bc i threw that thing that reminds me of it away. #even if it was trash. #anywasy . psyche issues aside- DFDGHJD

[lemongogo]

question . what do u guys do w ur old sketchbooks

#i dont throw them out bc im a sentimental loser #bjt also the next time i move itll be like 2 tons of paper . so. #like . do u just throw urs away. AUGGG AUUWIOOO <zapped #the thoguht of doing that i cant i cant #i started moving to reams of printer paper so theyre not as bulky #but w the croquis sessions im starting to rack up the bound versions again #sighs.cries. farts. scrolls #im guessing the middle solution is to go through and save what i like and recycle the rest ? #i want 2 be someone w a personal home library but the floor 2 ceiling library is jst all sketchbooks HAJAHAH #floor 2 ceiling bookcase i mean .

[vamppvania]

They're still toxic Yuri btw. They couldn't be together in any universe because their mutual obsession would cause them both to make harmful sacrifices for the other. It wasn't necessarily healthy but it was everything. There's no regrets because what matters is that love was there. It was always there. Everything stays but it's still changing.

#obsessed. #im a little underwhelmed but #like i would have liked to see how simon throwing his life away would have effected marcy! who canonically became his reason to live #they need each other! and simon just dissapeared to chase after what he believes to be his self destructive fate. #but we see them interacting for like a seconf and im like :/ #he apologized to betty but he should also apologize to marcy! and where he cant change his past decisons he can make better ones #with marcy! #idk. sad #again tho. i still love that betty knows they were always doomed because of course the mutual obsession was toxic. but it was mutual. #she didnt loose her autonomy! she made those choices! and she doesnt regret them. #they cant be together anymore. but thats okay. because it mattered. they mattered! #fionna and cake

[marymekpop]

⟢ highlight of the hour: our blooming youth [15/20] ⟣

What is the point of having feelings I cannot speak of? And what is the point of having a gift I cannot give? It is.. over now.

#our blooming youth #korean drama #park hyungsik #jeon sonee #mygif #obyhoth #mmkfav #cp: my heart #me watching him throw away his heart: MY HEART #i am NOT ok #why did i want to cry watching this scene #you just cant do that cp #you were supposed to give that bracelet as a gift to jaeyi damnit! #WE WERE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU (two) #heck i'll even dive into the water and get it back!! #dont play with my heart like this ;___; #cp be like love or work?? love or the country?? love or my responsibilities as a future king?? #cp had like a life crisis in this ep #he just like me fr fr #also whats with this drama and bracelets?? #askdjfd #also there were quite a few good scenes to choose as the hoth #but i went with this one #MY HEART #my heart is crying

[hella1975]

my mum picking me up this morning: you're not as hungover as i thought you'd be

me, just yacked in an alleyway: yeah haha

#it's 3pm now and i still cant believe that happened that was. an experience #basically my mate's 21st coincided with her sister's 30th so they both had this big joint Event last night #where they literally rented out a farm house and the field nearby and set up a whole campsite and barbeque and everything #it was really random but also really good esp bc ive been friends with this girl since we were super young #and our mums were friends so ive just got. lots of connections to her family and it was nice seeing them all again #but there was fully like 60 people at this thing and i DID drink more than i meant to but i wasn't paralytic which is good #and my hangover ISNT that bad in terms of how bad my hangovers can get #it's just that my mate's dad picked us both up at 9am this morning which was already going to be... rough #and then proceeded to do the bumpiest drive down the country lanes ive ever experienced #i was literally grinding my teeth like i am NOT about to throw up in this man's car please if there is a god do not let me throw up #and i didn't! my mum picked me up from this (thankfully very quiet) road that has this rickety old alley coming off it #and i had the very humbling moment of 'im actually going to be sick aren't i' and had to WAIT FOR AN OLD WOMAN #TO FUCKING MEANDER OUT OF THE ALLEY AND WALK FAR AWAY ENOUGH FOR ME TO AT LEAST HAVE A SHRED OF DIGNITY #and proceeded to throw up. in a public alleyway. at 9:30am on a sunday. so of course i needed to tell you guys about it #im now force feeding myself garlic bread. im going to manchester tomorrow. i have a flight at the crack of dawn on tuesday #what is even going on anymore #also fully did just do nos last night with some 30 year olds. i cannot express how fucking odd a thing that is for me to do #actually no i can express it bc youse know that im funny about drugs so for me to not even be that drunk #and get offered a fucking balloon of all things and be like 'yeah why not!' is.... odd #i know i inhaled wrong though bc it didn't do a thing which honestly im happy about <3 #hella goes home

[wulfhalls]

.

#i miss my dumbass idiot cat so much i feel like im dyingggggg licherally that is my little baby guy i want my little baby boy back wtf #i cant deal with this shit i genuinely wish i was dead so bad #im having a worse day with it than usual and my usual was this bitch on suicide watch fr #I feel like its really starting to hit me that hes gone. and it kills me what do u mean hes never coming back thats my angel my baby i need #him #all i do is weep wish for death weep weep some more death wish again sometimes im granted complete numbness for up to several hours #i love totally dead inside time its the only time i can look at pictures of him without being 3 seconds away from throwing up #then its back to weeping on the floor. if i cant boop his little tiny nosey in the next 5 minutes im ending it all im not kidding #not to be dramatic but i feel like a part of my soul died with him lol #anyway. i hope i die #also everyone ignore me no one say anything i just needed to type this out #bb baby #txt.me

[melto]

my birthday week is like a fight for my fucking life.

#like i dont like my birthday bc i dont like attention and also bc the fact i am still alive when i never planned to be is so heavy #which makes it feel like all of a sudden i have a timer and i need to kiilllmyself #but mostly. The biggest issue is i think of my exbest friend bc it was our week always even if they treated me horrible #and i would just go along with whatever they wanted even if i hated it and i just think about them think about them think about them #and i dont want them in my life but i will talk myself into missing them #and feel guilty like its my fault like i deserved everything they did to me like i should never be allowed to move past it #and then i get so embarassed over how i let them rule my life and ruin so much for me and made me break away from people i care about #but then its like im so lonely at least they were always there even if they hated me #even if they wanted me to be so miserable even if they just wanted to know they would always have someone to push around #And i still have trouble when it comes to food im still scared of opening up to people im still scared of my friends of buying new clothes #somehow everything they said to and about me was true even though none of it is and it hurt me and ruined so much #but i must have deserved it. they were supposed to know me best. and i never have known myself #so everything they had said about me has been true for so long. #every time i have the thought that i miss them i think i need to crash my car #every year it gets better every week it is easier but its been so bad recently its been so bad i feel like pieces of me are falling apart #i dont want to manifest this year it being bad bc its just starting to get easier after my total depressive state but god #im looking at are they made for me years ago and i want to rip it apart but i cant every time i try i almost throw up. #i think im going to throw up right now. #deeply pathetic. #news with isaac

[bluekingpiece]

I feel like everythings too fast. Everything is moving way to fast. I think thats my problem.

#... #Just... I should be happy for Flo—and I am! Just. I dont know. #I cant just throw away the past that easily. it still hurts. #Those were the worst years of my life and. Yeah I know she apologized. which is a miracle of itself #but... I cant fully accept it still. but god. #Im glad Flo and Anton seem to be having fun. im glad. But i feel like everyones brushing off everything thats happened so quickly #Am i selfish to think like that??? #I probably am. just... god. i dont know. #Its a weird state. Im happy shes my best friend again. Im happy shes doing better. Im happy shes happy #But then also. I cant forgive completely what she did to me. what she did to Anatoly. #Jesus. feels like such a selfish way to think. huh. #Whatever. I should be focusing on whats good.

[rox-of-iu]

me + mayhem going on a stupid silly hike for my stupid silly mental health

touched grass and i am normal again (lying)

#i will get back to drawing soon let me just sleep for a few years shdjhkfds #anyway photo credit to mayhem again i cant take pictures to save my life lol #btw the caption is obvs reference to that one hike video tiktok i think so credit to that also its not my joke #anywqay it was nice did help me a little bit #been feeling a bit down due to some personal problems ykno #and also due to not being accepted into a med uni I rly wanted to (but didn't put enough effort I'll confess) and that almost no one getsin #but i was only missing one point o(-( i was the first in line outside the capacity limit hasjkdhsahd #even tho my brain is rly small for it lets be real hfjsdfhksd but like hhsdjhshdjkhd those biches at physiotherapy baited me hdsjd #mqf i have failed you lol #also i have accidentaly gotten back into one piece as I do for like two weeks periodically every few months or so dhjsdhk #so im revisiting my olde blorbo trafalgar which is just reminding me of a fact that this was one of the fuckers my itty bitty young self - #- wanted to pursue medicine beacause of lmaoooo #bad timing one piece fixation!! bad bad!! sdhhdjshdjakshd #whatevrrr whatevr whatevr io dotn care! enough of that hahhskj #but hey as some of u may remeber im czech so haa whats up with the mountains right since we are very cute and 'down to earth' state hahaha #its cuz its actually from austria :)) #we went hiking there since theyre co by kamenem dohodil as they say #fuck english has the exactly same saying im moron that ruins my whole thing hjdsk 'a stone's throw away' whatever ignore that ig hahhah #so yeah very beautiful very powerful go touch some grass lads #also they are not stones throw away i was lying but close enough- #also random czechs stop jumpscaring me in other countries challenge why was there so many of us horrible horrible horrible

[randygrim]

Birdies :]

#sorry the picture is a bit shit. they dont like me being close to them w/o treats / if its not bed time #if i dont have them out for 3 hours a day minimum then they throw many tantrums #also bedtime isnt strictly when its like 7pm. just whenever they start getting tired (usually after 4 hours of being out) #they start like hunkering down around the 5 hour mark #so i gots to put them away around 5 hrs so they dont fall asleep outside their cages #if they do fall asleep then they get scared as shit when i try to wake them #they live in seperate cages cuz they get super pissed at eachother at night #and one of them has a bad foot so he cant just hopp to another spot in the cage real fast #so yeah! seperate cages for sleepy times but they hang out a ton otherwise #i love me bords :] #i think this is the second time ive talked abt them but they are my little adorable demons #randy rambles

[hauntedtrait]

would y’all be mad if i played the globetrotter challenge before finishing the bachelor challenge

#i played the bc a bit today but im just not feeling it #and i keep getting one billion animation errors and its really annoying #its not generating any exceptions but they cant eat food or throw away trash #and im just so excited for the globetrotter challenge #but i feel like with the bc people are expecting it #but that just makes me feel pressured and makes me wanna play even less ugh #but i also dont wanna disappoint or upset anyone #but also i already let it go on hiatus for so long #i know i should be doing what i wanna do and what i know im gonna enjoy #i wish i hadnt updated the game honestly #my game was working so well now its not 😭 #im terrified of opening my legacy save if theres issues with it im gonna cry #so i also wanna start a fresh new save for a big #bit* #idk sorry for the rambling #i just dk what to do lol

[skenpiel]

i fucking hhaaaaaaaate brushing my hairrrrr it takes so fucking longggg god god god god. i dont know how i went from "yeah im thinking about cutting my hair within the next year maybe but not yet" to "if i dont get this hair off of me RIGHT NOW im gonna start murdering people" in legitimately a day. but its driving me CRAZYYYYYYY

#YES my hair is so shiny and thick and lusterous and beautiful and of incredible quality and doesnt get dirty or greasy ever etc etc #but i cant STAND ITTTT im NOT a long hair person i just wanted to try it out for once in my life #but its not my heart. its unnatural im not supposed to have long hair its atcually almost genuinely freaking me out a bit #it feels so WRONG..........!!!!!! get this shit OFFA ME!!!!!!!!GRAARGH!!!!!!!!! #and also gimme about 100 bucks for it preferably more since its so beautiful. u know #but if i cant find someone to sell it to before my birthday im just gonna chop it off and let people scramble to pick it up off the floor #like that part in spirited away when no face throws gold at the bathhouse employees. thatll be me at the hairdressers with my gorgeous hair