Incredibly fucking insane how well the Wit fits as an allegory for queerness. Burrich's harsh rejection of Fitz and Swift for it, the simultaneous automatic learned reaction of disgust and the fear at learning he has a child who could face real danger because of it, the multitude of ways he misunderstands and refuses to understand the way the Wit functions in order to keep his views. His "I've tried many years to purge it from myself. Still, it lingers. But if it cannot be purged from a man, he can nevertheless be taught to refuse it. Just as a man must learn to refuse all other sorts of vices." The damage to his relationship with first Fitz because of his inability to accept thar Fitz not only has but continues to use the Wit. The way Fitz eventually embraces his Wit but is always careful, so so careful and so worried for people like Swift, who flaunt it. Web's "there are other types of neglect and deprivation. To deny what unfolds in someone...to say to a child 'you must not be what you are.' That is wrong." It's just!! All over the fucking place!!!
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(Really long ask ahead i’m sorry!) I think your thoughts on dick and his similarities vs differences to bruce are so interesting! Personally i’m wondering how much of NTT played an influence on this kind of characterization bc i’ve never fully finished ntt but i read like nearly all the pre-80s batman 1940 issues lol and dick very much was portrayed as more idealistic than bruce in some ways while more no-nonsense (? For lack of better word) in other ways, like when it comes to batman easing up a little on selina for romance reasons LOL. Though ofc dick totally turns into - well, a dick - in team books, as i grow older i find myself far more compelled by a potential story of an 18 yr old who seemed to have the whole weight of the world on his shoulders (by his own perception) and breaking under his own impractically strong sense of duty and sky-high expectations for others, then realizing as he grows older that it doesn’t have to be that way esp after seeing the perspectives of characters like kory, wally, joey, roy, etc. Like personally as someone who never really had a huge interest in NTT anyway, i’m surprised at how desperately people want to hold on to the characterization of dick when he was 18-19 and never letting him grow past that, like it’s so difficult for me to believe that at age 25 he would be the same uptight controlling kid that he was at 19. Maybe i’m biased though bc i was like one of those insufferable INTJ internet stereotypes as a teenager, and while that worldview did bring me achievements i’m proud of like the fact that i’m in med school rn studying what i love, i still know that at age 22 i have changed SO much from when i was 18 and i can’t imagine any reasonably mature or normally-functioning person (let alone someone high-functioning like dick) not doing the same lol. Especially since dick is the kind of person who would literally die if he’s not constantly growing and evolving past his faults bc of his insufferable perfectionism, idk how he’d be willfully blind to the negative effects of his worldview in early NTT and refuse to grow from there. He even has a quote that’s like “i’ve spent years as a student of my own behavior” which i always found highly encouraging bc i know he really does want to improve himself even at his worst. It reminds me of that Marcus Aurelius quote: “if someone can prove me wrong and show me my mistake in any thought or action, i shall gladly change. I seek the truth, which never harmed anyone; the harm is to persist in one’s own self-deception and ignorance.” But what are your thoughts? (Thank you for reading all this 🥹)
oh i absolutely agree! i cannot tell you how many times i think about the person i was a couple years ago and who i am now like i cringe so much omg.. maturity is an ever persistent process even if we don't recognize its effects immediately and it absolutely is crazy to think that anyone would remain in such a static state of mind for several years on end. esp when like you said dick is someone who wants to be better! so despite his several hypocrisies it is nonetheless in his best interests to look internally and analyze and evolve. and i feel like that very much could have happened had there been any actual segue between dick's breakup with kory and his re-entry into the batfam. i don't think there was much of a connection between these two sets of writers at all and so what you got is what felt like two very distinct parts of dick's life that didn't necessarily reveal a bridge point. so it's not entirely unrealistic that dick may grow to be the person (at least to some extent) that bat canon portrayed him to be in the years that followed but i certainly think as it stands it felt unearned and like all of his issues explored in ntt were conveniently swept to the side without any semblance of closure (albeit i do think some of these issues are addressed in outsiders '03 but in that dickheaded way that winick explores things generally. so i'm not sure it's the kind of closure people actually want). it's very sad and ig that's what people cling to more than anything. it's not that they're opposed to him growing to be a better person but that they're opposed to a version of dick who feels like he sprung out of nothing
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agreed to do the early shift instead of my usual late tomorrow so have some fic that my brain has decided to write now that it knows i have to get up at 4am:
"Then-" Joshua pauses, looking at him, before he smiles. It's too small, shaky and grief stricken. It's a shadow of his brother's smile.
It is the most beautiful thing he has seen in days.
Clive smiles back at him. Their father is dead, their home in ruins, their mother a traitor who wishes them both dead. They are on the run, barely surviving, and his chest aches so much it hurts to breathe and he- He smiles back at him, believing for the first time that they have a chance.
"It's not lying, Clive," his brother says and this is why the Phoenix chose him, this is why he's heir to the Duchy. Joshua inspires everyone he meets. "It's acting." His brother pauses and his smile widens, his eyes bright with innocent laughter. "You like acting."
He chokes on his own tongue.
Joshua giggles at him and his cheeks are burning but the Blessing of the Phoenix hums with warm joy between them. "Acting?" He grins, dropping into the most dramatic bow Uncle Byron had taught him, just to hear his brother laugh more. "I do like acting."
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dante being a cool badass guy who canonically loves strawberry sundaes and doesnt smoke cigarettes is like so awesome do you understand how awesome this is
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Now we just have to wait for the Primal video game to fix this bullshit like we did with Samurai Jack.
i actually had no idea they retconned the samjack ending with the game, so I just watched it and have pretty mixed feelings about it
don’t get me wrong, it’s nice the samjack end was fixed regarding Ashi! absolutely better than what we got at the end of s5
buuuuut wrt Primal specifically, I think I’d rather he just leave it alone, personally. he had the chance for a satisfying ending and he blew it. i don’t think a retcon can undo the special form of bizarre disappointment S2 Ep10 gave, there’s no element of surprise or shock left even for the story elements that could have been done well. i’ll be going into it with bitterness, basically, so a retcon will only have everything going against it from the getgo.
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the fandom image of hawkfrost being this sleek and stream lined flamboyant villain is entirely made up because in canon he was just a boring loser (and i say that so nicely he has his fun moments i guess) and thats not to say the fanon version of him is bad bc i actually like it but it makes sense that the official merch for him does not reflect headcanons
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https://beatingheart-bride.tumblr.com/post/684303850275995648/beatingheart-bride-theheadlessgroom
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Still seeing that she was worried, Randall desperately wanted to reach out and take her hands in his, to hold them, give them a comforting squeeze, to warm them as he soothed her worried mind and nervous thoughts...
…but he remembered how uncomfortably cold and clammy his hands were, how bony and spidery they were, and how they would do no good when it came to comforting Emily, and so he kept them to himself, instead leaning forward to speak, once again donning the soothing, certain voice of an angelic teacher:
“Please, do not fret about opening night, Emily,” he insisted gently, keeping his tone even and encouraging. “Your casting will not be a fluke in the eyes of the public, I am certain of it. Whatever doubts they may have will vanish as soon as you are on-stage as Elissa, and they will absolutely adore you, and for good reason. You are not only a marvelous singer, but an exceptional dancer and a talented actress, and they will see that. As soon as you take your place on that stage, La Constance will be the furthest thing from their minds.”
Did he believe some of the audience would be disgruntled to know their diva would not be performing that evening? Sure. Did he believe they would completely forget all about said diva upon seeing Emily? Absolutely. He had every confidence in her and her ability to sweep the audience off their feet, and any uncertainties they may have about this mysterious newcomer would be washed away in a heartbeat.
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