#anyways. good night

[rpfisfine]

#anyways. good night #alex turner #my poasts

[devilswalkingstick]

I'm bigender but the genders are faggot and dyke

#anyways. good night #virg rambles

[bladesmitten]

gah i am thinking about why ajax would be a paladin pre-bg3

im thinking he would take the oath of vengeance against his father's enemies... but like. idk if that's a good enough lore reason. because he murders anyway, oath or not. so like. now what

#.txt #i dont really know how paladin oaths work if im gonna be honest #i chose vengeance bc it's not an easy oath to break #<- says the person who broke it by freeing sazza #i was gonna live with it but i had to reload the save three hours later. so i just Did Not Do That #and wyll disapproved anyway. so. Ajax Would Not Fucking Do That #anyways. good night #if anyone has any resist!durge paladins id like to hear what they were like pre-bg3 <3 #or anyone who knows about paladins and would like to give me insight or ideas for Mr. Ajax Durge. that would be nice 👍

[cosmicwavelength]

Sometimes I think about some of Castiel’s lines on the show and remember why he goes the hardest.

I mean an angel saying that free will is a rope to hang your self with??? on top of that the only character that arguably had true free will and that the fans brought back time and time again. Literally breaking the fourth wall. Neither God or the writers could touch him. Read this post again.

#castiel #gosh the character of it all #cw suicide #anyways. good night

[shinkaishoujo103]

Dont you just hate it when you have a million of amazing ideas in that little brain of yours but dont have enough of Everything Else to make anything out of it

#no because thats me with like. pretty much literally all my aus ever #the Everything else is free to interpret btw #personally its neither being enough of a writer nor an artist but also not having enough energy nor time and also just simply Forgetting #sometimes (always) i miss younger me who was cringe but at least free. how did i do to create so much just so. easily. #what was your secret past me. #saku rambles #anyways. good night

[gale-in-space]

I've been turning over the idea of evolving Elliot's story into a piece of original fiction ever since I started playing my space campaign with him, but I have nary an idea of how I'd even go about slaying that particular dragon. More thoughts under the cut, because I don't want this clogging up anyone's dash.

It's been nearly a DECADE since I've ventured into original fiction territories, and I've never been so ambitious as to write more than a few pages of prose during that time. I was an idiot teenager who thought I'd major in creative writing, which is multifactorial in its hilarity, but mostly because I got distracted by shiny new projects every other week and couldn't be assed to read books.

You know, books? The things writers make? Yeah. Couldn't be bothered.

So why am I going back to this? What has possessed me into thinking that I could actually cobble together an honest-to-god story for him? It doesn't make any sense. I can't even shit out my own academic paper for funsies (cue flashbacks to my project that I abandoned after like three pages of scarcely-cited ramblings; it was on voxel-based morphometry so the 'fun' aspect is debatable, but you know. Whatever).

Sighs. Writing is just so... intimidating. No, not the kind of writing I'm doing right now, the other kind! The kind that matters. The kind where you weave together stories that people WANT to read, where words are plucked fresh from the blossoming tree branch of unmyelinated neurons that are doing their job and not worrying "hmm does this sound good, or am I kidding myself?"

I'd love to write a book. But as with most things I've never done before, I don't quite know where to begin.

Maybe I should start by reading one.

#oh my god i am. falling asleep #anyways. whatever #words #wish i had the courage that some of you do to send neil gaiman an ask about this #'dear mr. gaiman. how do you write books. how do you write in general actually. signed a random internet stranger' #but i won't bother him with that. he seems like a busy guy #anyways #... #actually coincidentally the book 'neverwhere' is what got me reading again for a spell #that's one of my favorite books tbh. oh yeah. love that one. #anyways. good night

[bonivers]

stefan is the princess diana of the tvd universe. send post

#stefan😭😭😭😭😭 #anyways. good night #allana rants

[flowered-mp3]

no one ask me who my skz bias is because i don't know and i don't think that i'll ever know

#anyways. good night #e.txt

[a-tiny-sloth]

i think i should be able to turn off my brain after 9 pm. as a treat

#i love night time but also it's the time of day where the bad thoughtsTM occur #it's like there's a little gremlin talking shit about me and my life inside my brain but it's mostly nocturnal #anyways. good night #noah's stuff

[aiura-stan]

ive been haphazardly frankensteining lyrics from my kuusuke playlist into a poem of sorts and most of it doesn’t make enough sense to post (and is kind of cringe) but there’s a few good excerpts:

But here I am, at a loss, finding weakness in myself again

(you might think that you can hurt me

but the damage has been done)

Ah, how does it feel to be happy?

I really don't remember

my opinion? Our culture can treat a loss like it’s a win

But I feel like my heart is caving in

-

I tried so hard to let you go

but some kind of madness is swallowing me whole 

Black holes and revelations,

our hopes and expectations

yeah, I’m endlessly caving in

and turning inside out

-

I’m working harder than I need to be

because you won’t allow my life to be easy

you will be the death of me 

and our time is running out

(I think of all the dying, and dying, and decomposing)

you are out of my mind,

you aren’t seeing my side, 

we go to battle, but we’re doing alright

‘cause were both still standing here side by side 

Kind of like blackout poetry but it’s made out of song lyric excerpts

it’s at least a fun exercise if you’re stuck and can’t write

#bonus points if anyone knows the songs lol #I think you can google just about any song lyric nowadays and figure it out. which is crazy to me #anyways. good night

[clerichs-xi]

feeling insatiably lonely and anxious tonight!! i want to reach out and forge relationships but i feel clingy and desperate while doing it 😞 must be time to sleep then!! honk shuuuu honk shuuuu

#hong.txt #ahaha what insecurities do to a mf #anyways. good night

[astrocassette]

i don't really give a shit abt stranger thangs (esp cause i didn't super like where season 4 went) and i also never really participated in the fandom, but anyways

st*ddie has over 10k more fics on ao3 than harr*ngrove and i am going to be smug about that for years. simpsons "ha-ha" soundbyte

#i've found the latter repulsive since s3 came out #like bro are you fucking kidding me? one half of them is an abusive bigot. dude. come on #people just lost their minds cause he happened to be hot #and it was EVERYWHERE when s3 ended. bane of my fucking existence #EDDIE HOWEVER. kind. funny. literally dies for his friends bc of how much he cares for them. plays d&d. #excellent choice. he even flirts with steve #as opposed to shithead billy whose canon interactions with steve are posturing and beating the shit out of him #i am so sorry to my followers who don't give a shit but hearing my thoughts is a part of following me #ANYWAYS. good night #spoken from the stars

[thursdayg1rl]

ok will try to go to sleep now..

#icl i didnt do my usual winding down routine bc im so shocked i got an offer #why did i even apply to lancaster.. i should have done lse i would have gotten in too #anyways. good night

[valleyyofthemoonnn]

i have this revelation like every month so i’m going to write it down this time

this world is so very unjust and unkind to me, and i will simply not receive the love and support that i need 99% of the time. that is just how it was, how it is, and how it will continue to be. until it stops. and who knows when that will be but Until then, i cannot deny the world the greatest thing i can do, and that is loving. i need to learn how to love knowing that i will most definitely not see any of it returned back to me. i need to learn how to love on days i feel the most unloved. instead of thinking about how i would love to receive affection , i should just go and give that affection to someone else. i need to learn how to annoy the people i adore. i need to learn how to love so disgustingly much. i need to learn how to love so much i feel Gross about it. it will be so hard on some days and i know that well. on some days i will believe that the greatest most selfless act i can do is just Dying. but the truth is that the greatest most selfless act i can do is loving somebody. the greatest and most selfless act i can do is sending a funny image or a beautiful piece of art or just a god awful meme to someone i love. the greatest and most selfless thing i can do is tell someone i love them. that’s the greatest thing i can do on any given day. i need to learn how to love!! i need to learn how to love !!!!!!!!!!

#rambles of a mad man #it’s very very hard sometimes and on some days i look back on things i say like this and just get upset at myself #not to sound Angsty but it is genuinely something i am still not used to #despite knowing my best friends for years now #i need to learn ! #anyways. good night

[hpdgirlfriend]

in other news i was jealous of thistle again today, as usual,

#anyways. good night

[allysketches]

in his primadonna girl* era 😌✨

(*playing the damsel in distress and getting locked in a tower in the middle of the french revolution so his boyfriend can rescue him from being beheaded 😏)

#good omens #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #good omens fanart #my art #neil gaiman #what is this... me?? posting on a regular time and not in the dead of night???? no way #anyway he is the best #in his sassiest era #also can you tell I can't draw the complex ruffle design or whatever it's called to save my life?? lol #hope it came across as an artistic choice #not incompetence (which it is)