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ladyimaginarium · 11 months

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plutoswrath · 2 years

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do you know much about composite risings? i have model friends and we have theories that a really great composite rising to have for looking good together is taurus composite rising. but i know only a few certain risings can have it. i’m lucky enough to have cancer asc and people i’m able to look like the ideal duo with are aries, pisces, and sometimes aqua but i only know cap rising models and i accidentally made them jealous while talking about why i think taurus composite rising is a cool mix of people aesthetic wise. i don’t want you to feel obligated but like… for each composite rising(or ones you are most comfortable talking about) what would you say is a vibe they give off? like platonically for looking like hot shit when together? and are there any kpop/celeb duos you immediately think of as woah they look freaking cool together that you can give as examples?

✩ The Composite Ascendant and the vibe you give off together ✩

Hello!

Disclaimer: It's really hard to find legitimate composite chart examples for k-idols, because their birth times are often not officially confirmed, vague or come from unreliable sources, so I hope it’s fine that I didn’t include them as examples. Also, please keep in mind, that the rest of the composite, the synastry and individual natal charts influence the outcome of a vibe two people have together a lot. This is written in general terms, it's also about vibes, not about physical looks, so let's focus on how energy can contribute to how people look/appear together in the eyes of others. Because truthfully, everybody can look good together despite the composite Ascendant, since aesthetics are subjective.

As always: to get a better and more specific look of the vibe you embody together, look at the placement of the composite chart ruler!

✩ Aries: Passionate and energetic, even if it's not visible at first glance and thus only revealed in certain situations, these people unite and are energized by Mars, so they can ooze with that fierce, vital, youthful and lowkey intimidating energy. I feel the latter is especially true for people who're close with each other, there's a natural drive to conqueer the world around them together, might possibly be very defensive over the connection as well - the general more offensive and direct stance with an Aries Ascendant can let the two appear like a force to not be messed with. Can make two people go-getters.

✩ Taurus: Usually very chill/comfortable and in tune with the other, as a Venus ruled Ascendant those two seek to be comfortable around each other, with people who are close I also see them often retreating into their desired comfort zone, they value and enjoy quality time, they also really try to keep the vibes good. It makes sense that they appear very stable and harmonious together and thus can naturally appear 'pleasant' in the eyes of others (similar to Libra Venus), since there's a strong focus on working and cultivating the energy of Venus aka how we unify and harmonize. I personally found people with a Taurus Ascendant to radiate reliability and dependence as well. Solid like a rock. But not like a giant, intimidating cliff, like Capricorn Ascendant, more like a round, smooth rock that perfectly fits in the palm of your hand asdfgh

✩ Gemini: Vibrant and youthful - chatty little busy bees, but unlike the Virgo Ascendant they are more on the expressive and interactive side, less task focused, more focused on actual social interactions and engagement and having fun! With Gemini in the 1st house, there's definitely something mischevious about how they two appear together. Like it can seem like they're talking about you, even if they really don't, lol. Can appear distant/impersonal with each other maybe, but it's because they are all about the mental stimulation and having fun with it. Unless other aspects/placements don't interfer, they just don't seem extremely hyperfocused on the other.

✩ Cancer: I witnessed that this Ascendant can make two people appear 'moody' if they're close, like if they're comfortable in front of you you'll be able to see how they generally operate on emotional responses, hence 'moody'. It's not that they'll show you everything, but expect that they can be comfortable enough to bicker and throw some looks in front of you, as much as they can be happy, angry, affectionate, etc., basically showing the rawness of the connection haha. There's definitely a sensitivity around them. Generally though, it's very tender. They search for emotional comfort, security and stability in another and will try to recreate it around them somehow, so I feel that when it comes down to it very soft and tender. Feels natural and comfortable, at least two people try to make it as comfortable as possible.

✩ Leo: Can definitely give off very strong 'power-duo' vibes, but I feel for people who're actually close it's more in the fun and loving way, very warm! I noticed with people that are close, there is a strong vibe of 'we belong together' and 'you can't shake our ground'. Protective over the other as well! An Ascendant that lets two people appear very vital and vocal when they're together, or at least they can appear more vocal and energized when they are with said person/talk about them, etc.

✩ Virgo: Even though these two can function like a well oiled machine together, they can still appear distant with each other to others at times, but this is mainly because they set priorities on getting things done first. I believe the more time they spend together the more one will feel how familiar and deeply intuitive these two can be with each other, even though they might not appear overly affectionate with the other all the time. Though they do have their moments were they can look cold, generally they appear very approachable and helpful/friendly (they do tend to assist and help everyone around them out and often people approach them to ask for guidance/help, if they don't do it themselves). Can also be slightly intimidating when they teamp up and decide channel their witty and clever side.

✩ Libra: Very in sync! Also harmonious like Taurus, but these two might possibly mirror the other a lot unintentionally and adapt each others individual quirks. I feel with this Ascendant you just get that they belong together even if they don't speak. It's that weird merging of feelings and thoughts, that they feel like one at times. There's definitely something pleasant about these two together due to the harmony,probably because they just like being together as a pair and doing things together, so they mash and merge their individual perceptions and impression a lot, that even if they look like the complete opposite people will find they look alike! They can also appear lowkey intimidating to others because they can come off like a strong team.

✩ Scorpio: Strong, inseperatable, for people who're close together they can seem almost glued together - not physically, but people have the feeling they will never be able to get in between the two, and often they also don't dare. Very protective over each other, thus this Ascendant can naturally give one a lowkey aggressive vibe. Like don't mess with us/don't mess with my friend/partner/etc., no matter how smiley/chill they are. The energy of these two can cut others like a knife, especially if they're fighting/have unresolved issues asdfgh

✩ Sagittarius: Can appear very cool/chill and/or (simultaniously) wild and untamed, there's a rawness to them. To be fair, they can also act like two misfits/rebels, there is an 'idgaf' attitude to them, as long as they have themselves. Generally though, these two seek a good time and like to just ride on their own wavelength even if it means excluding others from it (possibly they don't even notice it). Can be really loud together or at least can be very vocal, there's something hopeful about them, probably because we look at two free spirits that choose to discover life together.

✩ Capricorn: There's something grounding and deep here, also can easily give off family-like vibes. Calm, yet powerful, but in subtle ways. Can demand respect from others, similar to Scorpio rising also carries the 'don't mess with us' vibes. Appear strong together, but not in a demonstrative or even pretentious way, it just comes very naturally. Again, the rock metaphor, when Taurus Ascendant appears like a smooth rock, Capricorn Ascendant is like a cliff (kinda intimidating). Another Ascendant that can make two appear cool/brash at times. I also feel like with people who are close with each other there is a strong, unspoken vibe of loyalty with this Ascendant. Usually very straight forward with each other (and others).

✩ Aquarius: Cool vibes, lots comes down to a respect and acceptance for each other's individuality, so no matter what the connection might look like there can be an air of detachment around these two, they value giving each other, but also the connection itself, enough room to breath. Another composite Ascendant that can make two appear approachable for others, though with Uranus as the chart ruler not all might agree with the way they handle and approach their connection, so chances are there can be something off-putting about them (at first).

✩ Pisces: Unreachable, in their own little world. Not to play into stereotypes but there really is something mysterious and serene about these two sometimes. It can feel very hard to read the dynamic and love language of these two, regardless the energy feels sweet, but also kind of untouchable. Of course, fully in Pisces nature, people might read into them a lot and therefore project their own ideas onto them. Can appear secretive even if they don't want to come across like that. An almost strangely emotionally charged atmosphere can be around this duo.

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anecdotal-b · 2 years

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These are just a handful of questions I often get asked when telling people my background.

"Why are you good at socialization, when you are introverted?"

I was always that one kid that was never appeased with any form of communication with others. Whether it be sports, games, or study groups. All of it felt empty to me, leaving me with some free time on my hands. What do I do with free time? I learn. I learn how to talk woth others, thinking that it might help my interactions feel complete (it didn't, and only made things more empty). I learned how people work through their social interactions. I learned by watching the actions and reactions. Simulating different conversations on different circumstances in my head, giving me an acceptable enough facade when talking with others. Am I as good as a jock when it comes to talking? No, but I am good enough.

"Why do you have so many friends when you claim to prefer your alone time rather than talking with others?"

I do not truly see people as 'friends'. It sounds very sociopathic, but hear me out. The only reason I hold compassion is because they don't know me. They're practically strangers, only being friends with the guy I'm pretending to be. If someone were to know who I actually am, maybe I would hold a higher respect towards them, but even then, that's a maybe

"What's the point of having friends if you don't enjoy their company?"

It's very hard to get through life not having any companions. It's very hard to support that weight all with your own strength. So, because of this observation I hold people close. People who I know are able to catch me when I collapse, instead of just telling me, "I don't know what to tell you, man". I am very picky when it comes to people I keep close. If they are not benefitial to me at all, probably best to cut them lose. They are distractions that slow you down from work.

"What do you consider to be 'benefitial'?"

People who are able to help me when in a tough position. Wherther they be strong, smart, or good for cover and an excuse, everyone should play a role in covering my ass when shit hits the fan.

"Do you at least care about the people you pretend to be friends with?"

No. I do not care about those people's problems. If anything, I'd get annoyed if any of them were to run to me with their problems. Hypocritical? Yes, yes it is, but I manage, to keep their trust that I am who I am saying I am.

"What do you do in your free time if you dislike human interaction?"

I have fun doing my work and minding my business, along with just playing chess against computers. People are not mandatory to have a good time, and if anything they bitter the feeling of having fun. Video games used to be a passion of mine until I just lost that rush of dopamine. Majority of video games are considerably boring, in my opinion.

"What is the reason you get through the day, and what do you want from life that you are yer to recieve?"

I am not quite sure what I want. Success is a broad term, but something that I want would be respect. I am not the tallest, strongest, or fastest. Not the funniest, or anything. What I am though, is smart. I am generally on a pretty grounded area physically, but mentally is a different story. I am always looking for the next compliment about my intelligence. If I really wanted, I could boost my physique, and be more average when it comes to mental capacity, but that is more easy in my opinion. Everyone knows how to get muscle. Through time, work, and effort. To be smart though? Not everyone can make it through Hemingway's, The old man & the sea through dedication alone. Some people just cannot do it, and the people who compliment me are oftenly those people. You don't compliment someone for being able to achieve something you can also do, unless you are just being petty and condescending. Meaning that the people who compliment you are the people who're impressed.

"Do you ever have your bad days, and say that your motivation of life isn't something you can actually achieve and is something you cannot live happy with?"

Everyone gets sad. I, being a very closed off person, do not run to people with my problems. I am very aware, that my need to be complimented is not a goal you can just finish and move on from. My goal keeps on getting fed, never full. Sometimes I want to make 'real' friends as a goal. Most people who are 'like me (misanthrpoists, anti-social disordered, INTP'S) always have at least one person they can be themselves with. I, on the other hand don't. I find it no coincedence that people who are similar all have that person they can just be with and not think. I want that. Those people often end up being INFJ's. I know a female INFJ, but I fear fucking it up. Opening myself, and they don't reciprocate. My head constantly spins, thinking about every single way everything with this girl could break if I took one shot. Never will I test the odds. I have broke expectations when all was agaisnt me, but I was not emotionally vulneravble those times. If I failed, it was typically little shit I could walk off and just try again later. If I fail talking to her (which I likely would) that was one shot thrown away. She could make fun of the real me. The actual me. The guy I have shown nobody, and she makes fun of him. Unñike other times I get shit on, I don't get offended, because I know what they aee saying about me is false. They don't know I am pretending to be someone. Why care when I hold power over them and they are truly just ignorant? If something inherently true were to be mocked, I would be crushed. I can't invalidate them, because they're correct. It is fact. I can't give someone that power over me just to maybe have a real friend. I just deal with my thoughts and hold it in, safety is better than high risking for something as small as a friend.

"Do self harm and sucide often enter your thougts? Have you ever complied?"

Self harm and suicide is something everyone has thought about. So in a way, yes I have thought about the two things. Compliance to the thoughts, though? Hell no. I would never comply with such non-benefitial factors that only seem like they'd be good when self disciplining yourself. Otherwise, it's pointless. No. Just no. Self harm compliance is not normal.

"Have you been diagnosed with sociopathy or anti-social disorder by therapists?"

No. I tend to stay independent when it comes to emotions, making a therepist a pointless factor and a waste of money. I am also afraid of the possibility that I'm not normal. I like to think everyone is as emotionless and emotionally rational as me. Hearing that I am different from a normal person would not surprise me, yet despite that, it'd be something I'd fear.

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