#but now i have a job and work weekends

[carouselofswift]

the fact that taylor is doing two shows in detroit and i’m only going to one is ruining me like night one is gonna happen i’m just supposed to accept that i missed the surprise songs that night when i could’ve been there

#when she announced the added show i was like #i’ll just see if like a couple days before there’s a really cheap nosebleed ticket i can get #but now i have a job and work weekends #i don’t want to request that night off when i don’t even know if there will be cheap tickets to get #but what if she plays like #the story of us night one and i miss it #i’ll never get over that

[craacked-splatters]

Brothers am I right? *sobbing noises*

#alright thats the last doodle for now #i work in a few hours #and unfortunately my job takes up most of my day😔 #but with the power of these goobers brotherly love i WILL make it to the weekend #super mario bros #smb #mario and luigi #mario #luigi #splatter scribbles #u guys really liked my peach design huh #i have more unfinished designs 4 the princesses but #it'll be a while till i get to work on them lol #anyways yall ever tear up at the thought of these two🥺 #i do 🥺🥺🥺 #baby bois #baby mario #baby luigi

[luck-of-the-drawings]

"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #cw blood #something something cracking open a boy w the cold ones #IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES I MISSED I SWWWEAR TO JEBEDIAH. IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA DIE IT NEEDS TO BE DONE #ALSO RRRAAAHAHHHGHGH CAN I JUST TAKEA SECOND TO SCREEAAMM ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE SODA AND EMIZEL.. LIKE THERYE SO CUTE.... #THEY ARE HOMIES THAT KISS EACHOTHR GOODNIGHT. THEY CARE SO MUCH FOR EACHOTHER. SODA LOVES SODA AND SODA LOVES YOU #do u guys remember how willing he was to share blood w his vampire bestie. like cmon. remember when emizel memorized sodas Soda Schedule. #LIKE CMON.... they just have eachothers backs so much. ouhhh my god... ANYWAY SO THE ART HUH. I FEEL LIKE I SCRAMBLED W IT FOR A WHILE #DRAWIN IS HARD..... i think i did well in the end tho.. i like the lil heart beat effects. and i hope i made soda look Suffieciently Scared #i ALSO had fun w the teeth. i however did not have fun w the walls. if i had more drugs i mightve done every brick in more detail #but i didnt WANNA!!!! this will suffice.I HOPE IT FLOWS WELL&THAT ITS CLEAR... IVE STARED AT IT SO LONG IT IS NOW VISUAL SOUP. HELP!!! #i want my comics to have more Pauses and Space and Thought and Momence. i feel like normally they go so fast. but THIS time #i think i did good.... huuoouhhhh.... comics are HARD art is HARD but i am HARDER. or something. OH YEAH I HAVE MORE ART THINGS #soda was RLY HARD FOR ME TO DRAW FOR A MINUTE..but i like where his design is now. i wanted his hair to be curly swirly.like soda fizz #i THINK thats all my thoughts for now. if u have thoughts u should spill them in the tags i looooove reading tttaaggsss #have a goodnight i gotta go to work soon. maybe. unless the casinos power goes out AGAIN. OR SEOMTHING... UUGHHH MY SCHEDULE IS IN SHAMBLES #I THOUGHT I WAS WORKIN 3 DAYS INA ROW SO I RENTED A WHOLE DAMN HOTEL BC THE JOB PLACE IS FAR AWAY.. I HAD TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATOn #annd im MMMMAD ABOUT IT!!! like ill get over it ofc BUT IM PEEVED!!!! IM INCONVIENIENCED AND GENTLY AGGRIVATED. BUT OVERALL FINE. #hope yalls weekend goes well. sleep well. if u get the chance to.

[pictureday2005]

i dont need therapy or medication i need it to be 2007. i need it to be my full time job to learn and explore and be curious about the world around me again

#crayon on envelope #i cant do any of that shit when i gotta have a job #i really miss when all i had to do was go to school #like i didnt realize how good i had it at the time #go in for like six hours and still have time and sunlight to do what i wanted when i got home #weekends off where all your friends Also have it off so you can organize hanging out #the whole summer to yourself #honestly i feel like id be doing so much better psychologically if i could have summer vacation again lol #bc at least then i was working towards something #just gotta get through the year so i can enjoy my summer #now its like. why am i even doing all of this #why is my only goal to suffer till i get a paycheck #and i dont even get to keep most of it #pointless luv litchrally pointless

[spielzeugkaiser]

hey are you okay...?

you havent posted anything in a month...

yeah I know 🥺🥺😭 for someone who did that nearly daily for years it's really, really strange. (But I'm still alive, so I'm answering this, although a little late.)

In news of the trailer!! And our boy!! (and what they have done to his hair, pfpfpp) part of me wants to draw so very, very bad, but my body isn't cooperating, sadly 🥺 Hopefully I'll be able to once S3 truly starts...

#my current state of functioning it's more like riding a clownishly small bike that is on fire and slowly falling apart but alas #I do work a lot right now #lots and lots and lots of weekend shifts too #I want to quit all of my jobs and become a goat farmer 😭 #but then it would also only need a baby goat to kill me #... I wanna draw 🥺🥺 #but maybe it's also good that I don't currently something is wrong with both of my hands I have zero grip strength these days 😔 #and when do I not have a fever - maybe my body is just trying to fry itself for funsies #mixed with the migraines and the things that I still have from covid I am one ill little bean 😅🤦‍♀️ #alas! #this bean will draw once S3 is out or she goes mental 🤸‍♀️

[moregraceful]

i made what was a huge medical decision today that has been received very badly by my family and i feel absolutely nothing but pure freedom and joy about it. the thing i'm really fixated on rn is when should i post this fic i just finished

#i think october 1. for halloween #it was for skelly season but it took such a weird turn in the end that i feel weird about gifting it to someone lol #very short list of people i would subject this particular rarepair agenda to on purpose. maybe just beryl #the medical decision is legitimately life-altering and i should be stressed but i'm just like it's my body. my body horror. and i'm free :) #i'm stressin way more about the fic bro #and like if i don't gift the fic do i then go back and commit to making it even weirder and rarepaired.... #stars future leadership polycule (two guys who are dating and their captain who holds their hand in high stress situations) #what am i even talking about..................... #today my boss was like thank you for your (insane 11 paragraph long) email! i used it as a meeting agenda with my boss :) #i was like oh no now my grandboss knows i use my boss's inbox as my work livejournal #i got to remake my schedule tho now that i'm almost done with my training!! i gave myself a three day weekend... #...so i can go to the therapy i need to deal with this job. was anyone gonna tell me abt secondary trauma or was i #just supposed to find that out on my literal first day of work lol #my therapist was THRILLED she was like oh i have SO many books to recommend we're gonna have SO much fun!! i was like oh no #fridays off and life is good tbh!! except for the fic. i don't know what to do abt the fic #fresno oilers.txt

[natreads]

I got a job as a bookseller!!!

#nat talks #listen. it's not the dream bc I've already worked in a bookstore and it's actually terrible at times #but I only really worked during holidays and people were just so rude #BUT I do have higher hopes for this location #also I tentatively know two people who work there so it will be fun! #it's a sub role and a little unclear if I'll only work during christmas and the book sale in feb or more #it depends on if the people who are on sick leave will return and when #but I can keep freelancing and apply for corporate jobs I want in the meantime #at the very least I can work during december either way and if I end up finding something else maybe I can work weekends during the booksal #so to not let them down too much #I honestly am just looking forward to getting out of the house and meeting people and working with my body more #because my mind is very fried #I have a short shift tomorrow to train #then I'll see when I'll officially start but it will probably be soon! #I've had a very busy few days so I wish I had said I could do my training shift next week #bc they gave the option of this wednesday or next #but I didn't want to turn it into a “thing” by letting too much time pass bc I might get anxious about it #but now I wish I had lmao I'm tired #also forgot I was gonna be home alone with the dog tomorrow #had been looking forward to it tbh #oh wellll #work stuff

[majesticmagics]

ohhhhhhh i get it now. working 40 hours 5 days a week actually destroys you from the inside out, huh?

#shapes.txt #i wanted to maybe do things today but i can't even do anything besides chilling and eating and watching youtube right now #i've only ever worked part time retail before #and now i'm working in a call center full time #like i'm getting trained now which is good #and now i'm getting paid above minimum wage #but like #my god #i have no free time now #the free time that i technically have is spent recovering from work or thinking about work #and it's going to continue like this #i'm not going to last #i don't think that i can physically handle working full time #ok ok ok ok ok plan: i suffer through hell and get lotsa money #but not for too long #and then once i'm no longer working here #i'll slowly try and find a nice trade job or apprenticeship #idk though!!!!! #i've enjoyed it so far it's just now on the weekend that i'm like ''ugh'' #i think it's because we (the new starters) got an actual taste for it on friday with all the accreditation stuff

[butchcharliee]

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#so i work part time and only been working for about 4 months now #but ive been trying to get sundays permanently off #but my scheduling manager tells me i can't get a weekend off bc im part time and veen working for 4 months #is this okay? #i literally have no control over my scheduling and there's nothing i czn do about it #she said if i have to get one of the weekend days off #i can only request it off but i cant request those days off permanently #my scheduling makes me so anxious bc it's all over the place #i also work nights which makes me anxious but again i have no control over my schedule #i cant even make one tiny decision over it #is this okay? :( #its my first job so idk #i just want sundays off 😭

[candyredterezii]

got an email reply about a hotel front desk job i applied to

#candyredtext #its an evening position #3-11 PM which is gr8 n fine cus i work 2-10 rn anyway every weekend #also the pay starts at 16 an houir and like my current job.... its only a 15 min driv #tho i have to take the freeway instead of just driving down a couple roads but STILL #thats a 25 cent raise from what i make now

[twinprime]

my interview for a new position at work is tomorrow and i’m stressing tf outtttt omg. i’ve never had to do an actual legit career interview before bc i was a direct hire based on my resume and application for the position i’m in now…. i don’t know how to do a real interview 😭

#every interview i’ve done until now is ‘can you close and can you work weekends’ #but this is like. an office job… i have an office job interview in under 16 hours…. #strq.txt

[steelycunt]

hello good morning beautiful friends!

#another day! what are we all planning on doing with it! what is everyone reading right now! having finished gios room yesterday i #am currently not reading anything except um. hex hall. with ren. because i love ren. but a second hand book site had a sale going #on so i got 4 secondhand books for 13.30 and they're arriving this weekend :-) today i am planning to. carry on looking for jobs which #is miserable especially considering my cv is underwhelming and looks like i dont have much meaningful experience because i was #unable to find a delicate way of mentioning that on top of my old job i also did my managers' job starting from the ripe old age of 16 #because they decided to just stop putting managers on most of the shifts i used to work so all the stuff that the manager was responsible #for was left to me and was not reflected in my pay...not that im bitter about that or anything...ANYWAY. also today i plan to #make some genuine progress with planning [noisy train passes by] and also get my paints down and sort through them to find which #ones havent dried up..maybe paint something..like a pigeon although i dont know how to draw or paint pigeons i just love pigeons and sheep. #(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again

[leqclerc]

#idk how accurate the source is [formu1a__uno] bc ive heard conflicting opinions about them and their reliability #but either way that's just really fucking disrespectful if true? #like this isn't even xavi had to go because bono was available to be charles's engineer #you just axed a man that worked with your driver for almost 5 years and gave the job to a guy who's afaik never been a race engineer before #without consulting said driver or yknow even making him aware before/during the miami weekend #so he could have some closure and say goodbye to his long-time race engineer and trusted confidant in whatever way he saw fit #which would've like. the bare minimum decent thing to do just on like a human level??? #and you're telling me with your whole chest this is an upgrade. um. pass 🙅🏻‍♀️ #and if it was xavi's decision (hearing this i highly doubt it was tbh) then i dont see why he wouldn't have told charles beforehand? #this is so messy #i love how when the news was made public so many people defended & justified it #saying this was something either charles wanted himself or at least was consulted about and approved of #lmao tell me you don't know how ferrari moves without telling me #just like they praised binotto for as long as they could until it became obvious that his relationship w charles is strained #and then suddenly people started noticing that oh maybe he's not actually fit for the tp job after all... #like im sorry but if we heard that charles fought to keep xavi as his RE when binotto wanted him gone #and now fred's basically done exactly that without taking it up w charles or letting him know in advance #then uh. :) #xavi marcos #ferrari

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: March 22

"Too Sweet" by Hozier

#song of the day #new Hozier songs!! absolutely adore this one. listen to that bass line!! #and as much as I also take my bed at three--or later. since it's after six now. whoops--the chorus isn't my very favorite part #'I aim low / I aim true and the ground's where I go #I work late where I'm free from the phone / and the job gets done / but you worry some I know' #love the build there #I still haven't had the bad talk with my boss. she had to have another meeting with another person disappointing her and mine got delayed #hooray? gonna cause more problems later but it got me a reprieve for now so hooray I guess! #it's raining now and it'll be freezing later so I haven't gotten out to the garden yet either #it looks like the weather will be better for it on Monday which is also when my meeting got rescheduled for #so I'll get to garden as my reward for being a big girl and doing my job even when it suuuucks #also tentative plans to play Stardew with my siblings this weekend!! very excited to see the updates #I want one of those blue farms so bad #and then /next/ week we'll go around to the pet stores and scout the stuff for Duncan's frog tank #we got the filter matting that's going to make up the lowest layer of 'land' in his paludarium today and it's neat-weird squishy

[born-to-lose]

FIRST SHIFT AT THE BAR NEXT FRIDAY SHE'S REPORTING ME TO THE ACCOUNTANCY FIRM TOMORROW

#it's the night after the h.e.a.t concert so that could be a bit stressful but i already had to push it a week further away #she originally would have liked me to start this friday because she would be alone or with only one other bartender i don't remember exactly #BUT I PRETTY MUCH GOT THE JOB IN THE BAG HELL YEAH NEXT WEEKEND I'M OFFICIALLY POURING DRINKS AT FUCKING PAUNCHY CATS #AND GETTING INTO CONCERTS FOR FREE IF I DON'T WORK THE SHIFT ON THOSE NIGHTS ANYWAY AND GETTING DRINKS ON THE HOUSE #MEETING ALL THOSE COOL BANDS AND PARTYING WITH THEM AND HAVING A FUN JOB #now my mom is a annoyed/mad at me because i'll have to use her car or need someone to pick me up but idk i think it's doable after a while #and in case i can't get home afterwards because of the weather or nobody can pick me up again after driving me there or i'm sick #the boss offered me to sleep at her place next door or at her son's second house he's partially offering to the bands to sleep #which i hope i won't need but how sweet is that 🥺🥺🥺 #well actually her son is the boss but she does the administrative stuff and all and works as a bartender too #when i came in she said i look fancy and before i left she hugged me and repeated over and over that she'd be happy to have me in the team #mel talks

[ranger-kellyn]

oh it's over for y'all i did it. i cracked the code. i FINALLY. after all these years of making them my favorite accessory pairing, i FINALLY>>> have an idea for a full airplaneshipping fic where they are the main focus

#THANK U shower after a jog #for YEARS.....YEARS I TELL YOU Y E A R S #WANTED TO WRITE A PROPER AIRPLANE FIC AND NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #it's nothing ground breaking or earth shattering but like #something along the lines of: #elesa is having to take a small break from being a gym leader due to some sort of fashion gig that has her traveling all over the world #away from unova for at least a year or so #elesa and skyla had been tiptoeing a little painfully around their romantic feelings for years at that point #and the separation is putting a strain on that #elesa had internally been hoping skyla would ask her to not go through with it - but she didn't #(bc skyla is never going to let herself be the thing that gets in the way of elesa's career) #and then skyla gets in her head about figuring it's her own fault for not saying anything if elesa finds a real partner while she's away #and then maybe skyla takes a small break of her own from the gym to line up a flight job to one of the cities elesa has a show in #and maybe elesa's manager is cool and skyla works with her to more or less make it a surprise for elesa #and it's just...The Best weekend #and turns into skyla taking more and more time away from the gym to meet with elesa around the regions of the world #i want yearning!!!!!!!!!!! i want longing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i want the tension to build and build and build until it!!!!!!!! snaps!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #writing tag