#but she's asked me 3 times now if i'm depressed for [redacted] reason
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not my mum telling me to just look for a new job girl i physically do not have the energy for that when i’m this depressed
#in an ideal world i would just be able to quit my job and take a break from working for a while#i feel like my mum sometimes holds me up to neurotypical standards when she really shouldn't idk if that makes any sense#i've told her that i'm partly depressed for no reason and partly bc of work#but she's asked me 3 times now if i'm depressed for [redacted] reason#i have told you 3 times now that that is not why!! why would i lie about that!!#and even if i was lying then it would clearly mean i don't want to talk about that particular topic with you#i snapped at her a bit after that and i feel bad now but god. i'm just so drained#anyway sorry that probably should've gone in a journal but here we are
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Love from a dream - 1
Stuff happens to me that one could only classify as "Unusual". This is the part that I like the most about life. This is the salt and pepper, it is the onion and sausage of a tremendous stew in process.
First of all I have to tell you about my dreams. In times past I have already told people I know about this very subject; About that time I went on a date and got depressed for a week IRL because I couldn't cope. Or the time I got kissed with the Art Attack theme playing in the background. I like the ones where I just sorta walk through my city the most though. Ahh, such nostalgia.
Regardless, what's happening to me now is kind of... it makes it hard to think every time it happens.
When I went to middle school here in my neighborhood I was a completely different person, if I could go back in time I would give myself a strong kick in the ribs, but that is another topic. In that interval of 3 years I had the pleasure of meeting many girls, whom I could now give out endless praise towards. The key word there is "Now".
I never accomplished anything interesting with anyone, since my socialization stats were at rock bottom at the time. However, those memories of what could have been are difficult to erase.
Enter [Redacted], a soul so simple, so sweet, so... someone, that I couldn't count on two hands the number of guys who secretly liked her. I was not one of those people, I should clarify.
The only being worthy of my attention at that moment was myself. Not for lack of reasons, it should be clarified again, she simply was not up to my standards of intellect (cringe) and there were no shortage of rumors that she was unfaithful to her current partner. Anyway, during that academic time I only took her as "Acquaintance" at most. We worked together at times but that's about it.
Years passed and now I had evolved, I was 17, almost 18, with all the usual confidence of an idiot my age. There was a particular winter day in which I met her again in the small park outside the school. I never thought about it, but yes, she lived very close to me, funny how that works.
That day until 9 at night we talked in the plaza, until the cold got unbearable, until we were the only two left, until I hadn't much else to ask. I can't explain to you how little I actually knew about her, and I'm not going to explain to you how little I know even to this day.
This is when one would say "That's where I fell in love for real~", but no, I'm not like that. Some months later I lost contact with her, she slowly just kinda disappeared. It would have been rude of me to pry on her own business of course, so I didn't go look for her. Sometimes people just leave, y'know. It happens.
I never truly liked liked her and I will never do for personal reasons. Although... right now it's getting a little complicated so to speak.
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Intro post! Welcome to our little place!! <3
[plan text: "Intro post! Welcome to our little place!! <3"]
Hello! Welcome to our agere blog! We've recently started using it more often after one of our hosts (Mox which is me!!) started to age regress involuntarily. Afterwards more of us joined in and started to use it to cope with trauma, stress, depression, and a few other things! We're both involuntary, and voluntary regressers!
We may not like posts but just reblog them here, as we don't consider our main blog (@alastor-assists) hugely kid friendly due to the show it focuses on. The blog itself NSFW though, and we even post agere stimboards there sometimes!
Please please please use tone tags with us! We're autistic and have a very hard time with tone. And preferably use the full tag (like /sarcastic /joking /serious etc).
Our DNI here is NSFW or discourse main blogs (side blogs are alright though!), and anybody that harasses anybody for any reason. Also terfs, cop supporters, and others we're just uncomfortable with will be blocked on sight!
If you recognize us from another account then shhh no you don't :). You can interact though.
More info under cut!
We personally don't tend to use baby talk as it's hard for us to write, but don't mind others using it while talking to us! We do tend to make typos more frequently though, but try to fix them before posting probably due to masking.
Some of us are only agere, some of us are primarily caregivers and rarely regress, and some of us flip regularly!
We would love friends! Caregivers, flips, or age regressers! We probably won't be a great caregiver to those outside the system though.
Please do not (pretend or any way else) tickle us.
Collective things
[plan text: "Collective things"]
Bodily age: [redacted for personal reasons]
Regressed age: no idea honestly!
Primary names: Alastor, Cursed, and a lot of others.
Names when regressed: Pikachu, Kitty, Starfire, Moon, Bubble(s). Alastor is not preferred, but okay during regression. Plz don't call us Cursed when regressed though!
Primary pronouns: it/gore/any (gore/gores/goreself)
Pronouns when regressed: any cat ones! Also pika/pika/pikas/pikas/pikaself or other pikachu themed ones! Aux are she/he. No gore/gores, it/its are okay.
Favorite things when regressed: Bluey (although we haven't seen much and it's been a bit since we've seen it at all), FNAF sundrop, music, cats, pokemon (we also haven't seen it for a bit lol), halloween, more!!
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The main sysmates you'll probably see here for now are:
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Name: Mox/Moxxie (Mox preferred) + Baby boy when little (in a purely sfw way).
Pronouns: they/it/he pronouns. Plz use they more then it/he!
Age: 26 probably when big, unknown when little.
Gender: Nonbinary!
Sexuality: Bi/panromantic, and on the acespec!
Source (if wish to say): Helluva Boss Moxxie fictive!
Roles: Co-host, plus jack of all trades.
Regresser, flip, or caregiver: Only age regresses, does not do caregiving except rarely for Al and Spigg when nobody else is around.
Favorite things: reading and age regressing tbh.
Boundaries: touch is probably okay but might be good to ask first. Source talk is alright but preferably not when little. Doubles and sourcemates are welcome! Pet names are alright when little, but i don't like them that much when big. I prefer neutral terms but i'm alright with any! I'm also okay with human and nonhuman terms.
Other: Probably the main regresser. Both involuntary, and voluntary agere. Also Alastor is lowkey my dad.
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Name: Alastor/Al
Pronouns: He/it/death/undead/kill/sin/meat/blood/🩸/🥩 (ask if you need any pronouns explained!)
Age: 30's roughly, unknown when little.
Gender: cis but also queer man
Sexuality: aroace and repulsed
Source: Alastor the radio demon from the Hazbin Hotel
Roles: host, new sysmate greeter, protector + intimidator, face of the system.
Regresser, flip, or caregiver: flip
Favorite things: swimming, singing, our main blog.
Boundaries:
Touch: no
Source talk: yes
Doubles and sourcemates: yes and yes
Pet names and nicknames: no for pet, and yes for nick
Term type: masc and either
Don't use any sexual terms with dead.
Other: adopted Mox and their main caregiver. I'm fine with my primary name and pronouns when regressed.
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Name: Spigg/Spiff (David only if close) + Astral is okay.
Pronouns: He/him
Age: Adult when big, unknown little age but probably a bit older like 10 - 12,
Gender: trans man.
Sexuality: heteroflexible/maybe straight.
Source (if wish to say): AstralSpiff (youtuber/streamer)
Roles: i kinda just fill whatever role needs done, also lowkey a co-host i guess.
Regresser, flip, or caregiver: caregiver sometimes, primarily keeping those regressed from getting hurt. Sometimes i regress involuntarily myself.
Favorite things: shopping (i'm banned from it though due having spending issues i have 😔), halloween, and bats.
Boundaries: do NOT tell my source that i exist. As for more basic ones like Mox's. I don't care if sourcemates or doubles exist, if you touch me, pet names are used, and i prefer masc and human terms. Also no nicknames preferably. I guess i can talk about source things.
Other: i don't have anything to add here.
#age regression#sfw agere#sfw interaction only#sfw little community#sfw only#agere#agere blog#age regressor#agere sfw#agere community#age re blog#age re safe space#sorry for tag spam#it's kinda become a habit since we started our stim blog lol
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