#but something clicked yesterday

[james-p-sullivan]

i managed to write about 1.4 k words yesterday and i am over the moon about this

#i know ive been really whiney about it #but seriously having my creative outlet ripped from my hands was really horrific when i needed it the most #but something clicked yesterday #and i was able to bang out a nice little intro #and i actually liked it???? #like i want to go back and add some more things and expand on something I briefly touched #but holy shit you guys i got it down on paper #i cant describe to you how difficult writing is when you don’t recognize letters #and im not someone who is able to use speech to text #I TRIED #i practically go mute any time a recording device is near me #i try to speak so hard but nothing comes out #ive always been like that #i just clam up #BUT ANYWAY #GUYS I WROTE SOMETHING #PLEASE PAT ME ON THE BACK :D #fan fic talk #sulley speaks

[nerdylittleguy]

"we're on opposite sides!"

"we're on our side!"

#good omens 2 spoilers #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens #gabriel #good omens beelzebub #gabriel and beelzebub #gabriel x beelzebub #ineffable bureaucracy #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #I am going insane over the parallels between all the relationships in good omens #When Crowley mentioned Alpha Centuri I think something clicked for Aziraphale ngl #this show is making me go insane /pos #(mostly pos) #What media studies does to a person fr #Apologies for the horrendous photo quality they are screenshots from youtube videos bc I don't have prime on my phone </3 #And apologies if someone already said this #I realised this in the bath yesterday and had a genuine eureka moment

[wojtekaneko]

Matching outfit losers

#something clicked yesterday and now i know #same outfits #they smoke #are absolute losers #crossover it is #mp100 #kekkai sensen #mob psycho 100 #zapp renfro #joseph from the government #leonardo watch #(hes tiny but hes here) #oh right also both got animated by bones #my stuff

[rubixpsyche]

insane urge to play Warframe, the NEED to rip and tear thousands of Grineer, Corpus and Infeested right now to hear. The noises. Need the noises. Chewing on wood right now. Need to see the [x] Mercy animation NOW. let me DONK!! THAT!! GRINEER!! I WANNA HEAR THAT SKULL CAVE IN, WANT THAT CRUNCH

#<- played Warframe less than 24 hours ago #sometimes this game unlocks something unhinged in me #its the ripping and tearing noises it makes me go from •_• to ●_● #AND THE GUNSSS #AND THE ABILITIESSSS #WAAAAAAAA #<- again. played yesterday. acting like its a 2 year withdrawal #the way my brain activates when I see the bloody torn off grineer leg fly off and land on the ground #ykno the one #need that sfx of my spears impaling the corpus. right now. #need to hear my firewalker cook those infested wanna hear them scream #unhinged cube hours #the cube clicks

[torgawl]

qian jin is such a fun character. i love that he just casually wants to commit uxoricide. he's just not someone you can be sympathetic towards, he isn't the villain with secret altruistic or desperate motivations. he not only has no real valid motives but his goal isn't even to save his wife or go back to the life he had where he could have had a kid of his own. he doesn't even care the ammount of lives he has to sacrifice to feel like he's avenging his own suffering. he's just so down in his own fantasy and so down in his own pain that he's just unapologetically a piece of shit. both him and tianchen and xixi's father are representations of the man under the patriarchy. i honestly think it's kind of ironic how the kids escaped their own father just to be brought up by someone who is the embodiment of the things they wanted so bad to get away from as well

#how both blamed their wives of cheating despite it not being true being so consumed with rage their solution is to kill... good parallels #i honestly feel bad for xiao li because it must be kind of sad to see someone you saw as a friend or a colleague just become #someone you don't recognise anymore and not even being able to justify it #okay but i didn't even comment on this yesterday but I WAS SO HAPPY JUAN WANG IS ALIVE AGSJSHSJ #i really thought she was dead 😭 #thank you for saving the pretty woman gay people like <3 #at least something good happened you know #link click

[tunas-spriting]

hey, don't forget your daily click !

#tuna.txt #been wanting to post something about paIestine ive just been very busy and havent been able to spend much time in general on this acc #i know daily click is a little thing ive mostly been talking about paIestine on my personal twitter but its free and every little bit count #if you know what happened in atlanta yesterday. it struck quite a cord with me. #also i know not everyone reads my dni and shit and i dont check every blog that follows me but if youre a z1onist please fuck off :)

[kuuwo]

Nerevar knows Voryn likes him. It hurts him to see Voryn turning down himself to Nerevar

#nerevar knows Voryn is in love with him through letter or something #then everything clicks in😔 #random idea before I went to sleep yesterday #👉👈I don’t know how to draw this out #I’ll think harder and draw it out maybe

[oh-gh0st]

#ghosts rambles #ghost's doodles #half convinced im a todo kinnie....... ummm #anyways....... we aren't gonna talk about it much :] #I MEAN ive genuinely thought about it......... but it wasn't ever serious until yesterday #LIKE I COULD FEEL SOMETHING IN MY BRAIN CLICK WHEN I WAS SITTING THERE. I WAS LIKE. NO FUCKING WAY........... #BUT IT MAKES SENNNSEEEEE URGGHHH #i was screaming my ass off after i realized btw.... there's no way...

[sevengeese]

i need the self-control to not click filtered posts...

#i did it this time! i did not click! for now.... #but i keep clicking posts that are filtered for 'flashing' #bc flashing images trigger my tics #and it should be very easy because that is a commonly tagged trigger because it can be much worse for people with like epilepsy #and i am lucky it is something much more comparatively mild my tics hurt after a while but they are no danger to me #it should be so easy though all i have to do is not click it. and yet. look at me yesterday clicking it... #i need more discipline DO NOT CLICK THE THING THAT HURTS YOU #i'm just like “ooh i wonder what is under there :)” and then it is. exactly what it said it was

[mxalmighty]

euphoric

#packer and the new binder just came in and i went shopping yesterday for some better clothes #and i feel very very lucky to have had the chance to do this #i didn't realize exactly how nice this was gonna feel??? #i still don't know how i feel identity-wise? but seeing myself in the mirror rn feels good #and i was never #or at least i didn't think i was #ever Dysphoric about myself? #but something clicked today #just feels nice #gonna soak in this state for as long as i can i think #shoutout to gendergear.ca for being affordable and decent quality #now if you'll excuse me i'm gonna indulge in some good vibes #may you too have good vibes today or at least very soon bless

[on-my-way-to-the-woods]

I'm so fucking tired.

Yesterday: *left for work early (I already leave before 6am) so I could do Important Emails before setting up for our big staff Halloween event *had my typical long commute *did the Important Emails *did event set up *participated in the event (lots of fun, but also lots of people & my regular workday is usually just me & maybe one other person in my shared office + a small meeting) *helped with event take down *left work early with a few others that have long commutes to try to avoid the snow storm *someone promptly drove into my car before I made it to the interstate 😭 (ironically, it wasn't snowing at that point) *had the typical exchange of info dance while other cars squeezed around us (thank you to the random passerby that made it clear he saw that the other guy was at fault & got the guy that hit my car to chill out) *called my insurance *drove home through the snow 🙃 *made it home just in time for F to use my phone's hotspot for her important video conference (my phone has better service) *set up for trick-or-treaters (we actually had some come by! I haven't lived in a place where kids trick-or-treat since... 2006 or so? Give or take a few years) *went off to dog training class (leaving my phone with F for wifi) *got locked out of the house because the screen door broke *broke into my house (so as to not disturb F)

I don't think there's enough caffeine in the world to get me to do anything more brain-intensive than sorting emails today.

#I'm fine BTW #the car just has scrapes; a dent; and the driver's door loudly clicks whenever I shut it #also that was just yesterday. Over the weekend I drove out of state to pick up a dishwasher; dug a garden bed hoping maybe we'll finally #plant something this year (though it's late even for kale); and aggressively cleaned several rooms; among other things #*sigh*

[storfulsten]

oooh my gloomybear corpse collab shirt arrived today aaand a new corpse song dropped fuck yeah today was a good day <3

#it's not even my birthday yet I feel so blessed heck yea #saying today as if it's not almost 6 in the morning the day after for me but still #I haven't slept yet since getting the shirt yesterday afternoon so still counts as same day shh it makes sense don't worry #anyhow #new music heck yesss #speaking of the song my fav part: the last few seconds #just listen to it and you'll know yessir #one of my fav sounds ever and uhhh ngl the simp is strong atm and I apologize #he just has a really nice laugh though simp or no it's an undeniable fact ok you're lying if you disagree tbh #but realtalk the whole song is good af and will be on repeat for the rest of the week at least #~if pain is beauty I'm a pretty bitchhh~ #that line just tickles my brain for some reason I love it ha #anyways enough rambling #will try to motivate myself to draw something soon hopefully fingers crossed #something bombeep related hopefully or maybe more corpse who knows we'll see I guess ha #stream 'CODE MISTAKE' on spotify bc dope af music and also the giggle bc ye serotonin #and or click the youtube link heck yea music #anyways laters bye

[bumblingbabooshka]

He’s autistic your honor

#if you think that Spock and T'Pol can be/are autistic but NOT Tuvok??? Like if you can't imagine that he specifically is??? #I'm running at you full speed. I'm gonna toss you like-a da pizza pie. #I saw a response to a post once that was like 'Spock and T'Pol 100% but I don't see how Tuvok is autistic :/' #Open your eyes mon ami!! The light...the light is brilliant!!! #I cannot explain how strongly I believe in this #Tuvok #Tuvok art #st voyager #st voyager art #MUST emphasize that these are just traits I personally see in Tuvok and not anything other than that #Janeway: Tuvok do you want to interact with people and try something new? #Tuvok: I'd honestly rather die but if you insist I'll do it. It'll kill me though. You're killing me. #autistic Tuvok #I had a somewhat overwhelming day yesterday but spending the second half of it doodling a bunch of Tuvoks really improved it #bea art tag #please click on these images to enlarge them~! I'd imagine it's like impossible to read otherwise #I love Tuvok....and teen Tuvok in that one series of flashbacks we saw him in changed so much about my interpretation of him #thank you so much teen tuvok!! As a reward you get some hair to distinguish you from adult Tuvok #this is so self indulgent but cringe is dead cringe is dead (said while shaking - through clenched teeth) #top ten Tuvok moments (number 10 will shock you!)

[adhd-merlin]

"Maybe when the horrors are over I could...No, I shan't say this."

Shall not say what? That you stop shipping merwen/merwenthur when "the horrors" are over?

no, the opposite?? when the horrors of corporate work are over I might have time to write merwen smut. I thought it was pretty clear

#what's not clicking #the horrors are never over 😔 #but they've been particularly bad lately #also I ship everything btw #well kind of. within reason #but lately (yesterday) I've been thinking... merlin and sefa #you know #the cute flirting scene #one could make something of it #if one were so inclined #asks

[eternal-reverie]

I just had my notes app open, and Spotify playing in the background and Firefox open with some 10 tabs of just text pages and my computer decided to freeze for a good 10 minutes to shut off to then restart itself.

#haha I hate this #*vibrating* must update computer yesterday #arghhhhh now I can’t afford it #I’m just considering getting something else and not my dream computer but ehhh #click clack

[angelsarrm]

am i crazy for having a dream ab seeing a fob concert in a sports stadium and then suddenly my stars align for me being able to go see the iheartradio fest. like is the universe trying to tell me something. i dont even live out west i live in the fuckinf... north... midwest...

#like i didnt not gaf about that fest #cuz obvs theyre gonna go crazy like tourdust #but yesterday something like clicked #and two days ago i had such a vivid drean #i think im actually going batshit insane over fob i need to fr touch grass #**not go crazy like tourdust uhg