#but that's regular shit for him lol

[deadthehype]

Lil Wayne - Earthquake

#lil wayne #curren$y #currensy #like I said I didn't see this video in years so I didn't know Curren$y was in it #he was getting fits off throughout the video #but that's regular shit for him lol

[kennyomegasweave]

They really had Phop off himself by OD'ing alone in his & his man's busted ass bathroom in their busted ass apartment with his man's screenplay, that no one is ever gonna read, printing and like. But he's just a boy? He's just Nuth's sole reason to live? He's just my most special baby boy? He's just a little boy with braces! He never did a single thing wrong ever in his entire life.*

They didn't need to do my baby like that. They didn't need to do Nuth like that, he's already gonna be in prison for five years. They didn't need to do me like that.

* - okay, yes he killed Nant, but that was one little mistake! Don't sit there and judge him for one tiny mistake caused by jealously and insecurity! Who amongst us is perfect??? Exactly. Check and mate.

#playboyy #playboyy the series #spoilers #nuthphop #I will never emotionally recover from this #he did nothing wrong! #except kill Nant... #but I didn't actually give a shit about Nant sooo... #Nant was the dead/missing wife in every old literary tale #he was never a real character cause we only knew him through other people's eyes #and while his death/disappearance drove the plot #he wasn't someone we actually knew and so I don't care #sorry I'm not sorry #this post is mostly a joke #except I am devastated about Phop #that's not a joke lol #regular clyde

[abigail]

btw besties !!! i did meet my favourite musician and he did write the thing for me that i wanna get as a tattoo :-) yippie !!! ♡ ♡ ♡

#he was so real about it because i said i wanted it as a tattoo and he was like ok i need lined paper . i’m so sorry about my handwriting . #i like his handwriting tho like !! i’ve seen it before on setlist i am a fan hence wanting the tattoo in his writing lol #but yeah wow :-) i was incredibly awkward like my anxiety was so bad yesterday anyway and then meeting him oughhghghhh why am i like this #honestly irl i am SO awkward i never know how to talk to people …. and then on top of regular awkwardness my anxiety ?!?! #he probably thought i was such a freak lol oh wellllll he was lovely and the shoes were sick yaaaaay :-) #omg ALSO he was so nice because the thing i want tattooed is my fave song of his and when i told him this and he knew i had been to #mulitple shows that tour he was like shit i’m sorry we didn’t play it and seemed genuinely like he felt bad abt it bless him #i said they played it last tour so we good hehehe aw #a

[sassy-assassin]

Catching up on new episodes and just screaming bc omg is he straight up confessing to him in this cab!?? WAIT HOLY SHIT ARE THEY MOVING IN TOGETHER??? 😭😭💖💖

#atarashii joushi wa do tennen #my new boss is goofy #i love this show so much #i picked up the manga on a whim while in tokyo last year bc it looked cute and kinda gay #but my japanese is shit so im glad it got made into an anime #also the way he defended him to his former boss like im over here tearing up along with the cab driver #i need this to be canonically bl like they are just so good together #like the way it is so close that even the stores dont know where to categorize it #bc i bought it in the regular manga section but i saw the Kinokuniya in japantown had it in the bl section lol #also i need the manga in english pls

[good-wine-and-cheese]

Gambling Apocalypse Tenma AU

As I rewatch Kaiji I inevitably end up wanting to combine show I like with other show I like and stuffing fav characters into show. So here we are.

This was uh going to be a short summary type thing but I accidentally wrote a novella about it sorry

This AU starts off with a much more depressive Tenma. After Tobio's death, rather than immediately pour his grief into developing a robot version of his son, he recedes into himself, psychologically paralyzed, likely turning to alcohol to drown out his anguish.

His mental state is taken as an opportunity within the Ministry of Science to have him ejected from his position; Tenma was never the most well-liked director, and there were those with ambition to usurp him that would jump at the chance. Not that he especially cares in his state.

He's eventually dragged out of his stagnation by Ochanomizu - who, inadvertently, becomes the very catalyst pushing Tenma to develop a robot replacement to his child. This was not what he meant by encouraging Tenma to fill the void left by his son.

...But, well, he is no longer the director of the Ministry of Science. His access to limitless government funds and resources for "scientific research" has been cut off, and this is a project he cannot finance on his own. He can't ask Ochanomizu for help, but...interestingly...a representative of a certain shady organization known as the Teiai Corporation reaches out to him, offering to finance and support his project. A sane and well-minded Tenma might think better of it, but grieving and desperate, Tenma accepts their offer and is able to create a robot in the image of his beloved Tobio. For a while, there's joy in his life.

But the bill, as ever, comes due: Tenma must pay up, and the very resources that had been at his disposal will certainly ensure that he will, or else. Of course, he doesn't have the money; instead, he is given a choice. He can relinquish the robot Tobio in order to wipe out his debt - the child is a sophisticated and powerful robot, after all - or he can participate in a certain illicit event hosted by the Teiai Corporation.

It's nothing major...just a four-hour gambling cruise with a collection of desperate, damned souls that were also swept into debt with Teiai. The conditions are simple: Those who choose to participate are given a chance to clear their debts wholesale should they win. And should they lose...?

Well...no one really knows what happens to the losers seized by Teiai. It's said that they labour away their debts under Teiai's watchful eye and are freed once their work has covered their debts, though it's rumoured that most perish before they reclaim freedom.

There's only one answer Tenma can give, of course; he's not willing to lose Tobio again.

Thus is Tenma's debut into the Gambling Apocalypse, where he must become cutthroat in order to survive; if he wants to see his son again, he must make choices that will doom the hapless to miserable servitude, with a nonzero chance it ends in their death.

He survives the cruise, but of course, it was hardly enough to clear his debt; the cruise was never going to be the end of it. Teiai doesn't let go of its victims that easily. He will be called on again: this is a weight that hangs over him, all while he returns to his son Tobio. The same hands that have pushed innocents into hell must now be the hands that can embrace his child.

He wants to protect Tobio from the truth and enjoy what peaceful moments he's allowed with his son, but it's difficult. It's difficult to be the parent of a child who cannot understand the danger that looms ahead; this "happy" home is not to last. Tenma angers quickly and easily. He turns that anger onto Tobio.

As Teiai's games become more and more vicious and unrelenting, as his conscience holds onto the last vestiges of thread that remain, Tenma even threatens, once, to give the boy in: it would all end, then; the debt would be clear and no longer would he have to endure Tobio's childish annoyances, his ungratefulness.

The next time that Tenma is beckoned, Tobio takes matters into his own hands. He does understand, now; and he would have, if only Tenma had bothered to explain sooner. If it's a debt that needs clearing, he will work. He will help his father clear his debts however he can. Of course, it's difficult to find work as a child; but a circus troupe finds amusement in the idea of a child robot, and takes him in. He is whisked into a certainly unpleasant working situation, but he remembers his father, and what he must be enduring. Tobio, also, will endure.

When Tenma returns, Tobio is gone.

All that held Tenma back from becoming something monstrous has disappeared. All that kept him going has disappeared. When he is called upon by Teiai, there is no knowing what sort of person might come out the other end; whether a monster clawing his way to freedom regardless of what actions he must take, or a desolate husk surrendering defeat.

There is still a light, however dim: Found by Professor Ochanomizu and rescued from the circus, Tobio - now Atom - is able to shed light on the situation which Tenma took great pains to keep hidden from his old friend. With time running out, Ochanomizu and Atom must do what they can to save Tenma - from Teiai, and from himself.

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UHHH and that's a wrap!!!! I couldn't quite decide which way Tenma would go after hitting Rock Bottom in this AU, and tbh it would really depend on the kind of mental state he's in at the time. On the one hand I like the narrative of Ochanomizu and Tobio racing to prevent Tenma from crossing a line (actual outright murder probably) - or having to pull him back into humanity (and yknow, his ensuing penance)

But on the other hand having him get sent to Teiai Evil Hell Prison would be interesting because a) there's a lot of narrative potential having Tenma faced with what Teiai is doing with the people that lose the games and b) need him to decimate the foreman at chinchirorin Kaiji style

Tenma's whole character is definitely a much different guy in this AU, he starts off pretty sympathetic, the guy you wanna root for, he just ends up having an inverse character arc where he gets worse instead of better. His conflict with "Tobio" is also kind of reversed, less about being unsatisfied with Tobio as a son and more not being able to handle the fact that he probably has intense PTSD now and isnt capable of coping with it in a way conducive to being a parent (or like, coping at all)

Anyway that's gambling apocalypse tenma!!!

#umataro tenma #long post #well that became a novel. sorry lmao #in my mind teiai's evil hell prison in astro boy verse would probably be quite a bit different than regular kaiji #like. fuckin. weapons manufacturing for teiai or something like that. or scary bad danger robots. horrifying concept #Tenma would be a valuable asset to them whether by giving up Atom or by losing in death game hell and being forced to work for em #and if he dies? they can just take atom #get him out of there. #I'm also thinkin of who Teiai would be represented by.....the snakey loan sharks u could easily put skunk in there. #but who is an evil fucked up sadist billionaire. theres probably someone who could be fucked up enough I just dont know offhand #and im allergic to mischaracterizing in AUs lol im not gonna make a slightly bad guy into an evil freakguy. so. Hyoudou is just himself. #if you squint this could be considered an 80s astro boy AU..has a cruise arc & not actually giving atom away #but man. that tenma LEAST of all deserves this fate lmao #do I want to write fic of this? yes. will I? not likely! #I can just smell it dude this would be some crazy fuckoff 100k shit I am not ready brother #also it would just be soooooo so so so so so edgy. I dont really enjoy writing intensely grim stuff w/ little to no respite #also tbh. I am too stupid. LOL. I cannot write clever gambles alas

[turbolainen]

once again there is not a single promotional night in the nhl where players opt out of participating except for pride night and it says a lot about how inclusive the league really is

#and like this is a regular thing! its not even just the fly*rs #is nice to see pride tape/jerseys but at the end of the day were being marketed to and its good not to forget it #and to play him after? lol #coaches r like refusing to participate in a team pride night: i sleep - missing team breakfast: real shit #shut up rose

[werebutch]

WSBH chara q’s: (you don’t have to answer all the numbers, just whatever you want to 𖢘)

16/35/51 for Scotch

1/6/55 for Atlas

I LOVE YOU

16. What kinds of people do they have arguments with in their head?

okay i truly think scotch argues with seraph in his head all the time. ALL the time. scotch largely ignores them, and vice versa, because he dislikes them and they know it. seraph is very conflict avoidant lol, and as long as hes not a "threat" they dont care to talk to him about their problems. he probably argues with atlas and jacob (his older brother) too, atlas about more stupid small stuff, and jacob about childhood and life stuff :p

im trying to think of more general groups he would argue with but i cant come up with anything BAHAH. hes not exactly conflict avoidant in the annoying libra way that seraph is, he more just ignores conflict for his friends’ (mostly atlas’) sake. idk if that makes sense LOL

35. What is the smallest, morally questionable choice they’ve made?

hmmm.. smallest? i mean scotch strings eloise along for most of the time pre timeskip. its not a main focus but its definitely important in order to understand scotch as a whole. she and scotch go out for a while, and mid way through that he realizes hes GAY gay. lol. and obviously lying to her about that is pretty questionable after a while. especially since he and atlas have been 👉👌 like the whole time. but she kind of knows. well

something a little bigger would be him encouraging or otherwise turning a blind eye to all the weird stuff atlas is up to. he doesn't know what it's like to be a werewolf, he can't say anything, right? lol.... murder is okay if its a talking dog doing it. scotch enabler supreme. actually when seraph is introduced, he and atlas have a 'joke' (kind of starts being real) about luring seraph somewhere to kill them. obviously doesnt happen and gets abandoned. but i think its important to know about their dynamic LOL

51. What’s a phrase they say a lot?

this guy is kind of goofy. i cant think of phrases rn but he has a specific way of speaking.. you could watch pretty much any old pop punk band interview and kind of get the idea. HAHAH

1. What’s the lie your character says most often?

atlas is a big fan of saying 'its fine' for all situations ever. family in mortal danger? its fine. completely splitting? its fine. arthritis excruciating? its fine. hes one of those people that dont like to deal with the fawning of others unless hes feeling real special. Ends up putting people in more danger a lot of the time. i think eloise is the only fan of communication in this friend group to be honest. i should have made her the main character

he tends to make promises he cant keep as well, but thats more general..

6. What’s their favorite [insert anything] that they’ve never recommended to anyone before?

i have NO idea. i feel like atlas would be a music snob, so maybe his favorite 'super underground' bands. otherwise he'd probably never recommend raw human meat to another human (no matter how much scotch asks -__-).. (he would chicken out anyway)

55. What’s something they’re expected to enjoy based on their hobbies / profession that they actually dislike / hate?

um. so atlas hates working out. he especially hates running, you know, the thing that wolves are known for doing a lot of? unfortunately the lycanthropy came with a side effect of pretty bad arthritis, so that doesnt exactly encourage him. he DOES exercise, a lot since hes pretty much required for his ermm "side job", but he hates it 😸 besides the arthritis it’s mostly because I think it’s silly that he hates it. yay

#ummm a lot of what i talk about with my ocs are the character relationships but thats why i write. i like gossip. its fun. LMFAO #im actually having trouble deciding whether i want atlas to be a killer or not. like regularly killing i mean. hes definitely killed SOMEON #im really inspired by ginger snaps and scream. i dont even like scream that much but it reminds me of how they are. lol #scotch and atlas are pretty different but theres two things i see as themes. they both hate communication (and that causes conflict; so mor #avoiding). and the fact that scotch lives vicariously through atlas. atlas is doing #what scotch thinks is interesting. for pretty much the entire time; scotch likes to beg atlas to turn him. i think scotch sees the lack of #control he has over his life and sees lycanthropy as power. arguably thats why scotch is so attracted to atlas. lol #idk. thats not canon. im just thinking out loud here. #and yk it is power but not freedom. atlas would much rather just be a regular wolf. hunting and shit. but hes got these damn people here lo #but he sees what his life is like being a lycanthrope and hes kinda like. no. im not bringing that onto you. you dont know what youre askin #YOU KNOW? its goofy. i know. but its fun. LOL #if you (a general audience you but it can be you too grins) want to talk about scotch's confusion about his attraction to eloise we'd be #here all day. i think scotch is an egg. i dont know. i truly think theres some vicarious living (again) through her femininity. #and el is trans so he doesnt see her femininity as unattainable to him. you know? i hope that makes sense lol and im kind of projecting on #to him wif dat. to be honest. but obviously in the other direction. BWAHAH #asks #eucyon #thank u for da ask jesse this is so fun ^__^ and exciting that someone remembers their names HAH #after all this talking in the tags what I meant to say is that scotch and atlas both have sick intentions. it’s just that scotch doesn’t #act on them. and atlas does. so. living vicariously. ok

[clambuoyance]

im afraid to post or talk about superboy on my main instagram bc a lot of irls and different comic ppl follow me and i also get people who know him from different adaptations so i’d rather just gatekeep him than have to explain that this is my interpretation of superboy based on these comics/adaptations vs this adaptation etc. and also im so cringe about him it’s embarrassing like i dont need the instagram audience to know all that about me

#also…the fact i draw him fruity and not white 😭😭😭 #im just so used to headcanoning the shit out of characters in any fandom that i forget that big fanbases like dc have ppl that dont like it #like i see it as like…fancasting idk also dc has so many ppl w the same base design outside of the costume so its fun to add headcanons #also interesting with dc is that theres already such an ingrained perception of the big characters like batman and superman #like supermans babygirl to me that i forget mainstream ppl see him as a basic god or whatever #anyways. when i draw them its in the DCCU (dc clambuoyance universe) #its just like when i was a kid when me and my brother would take his action figures and my barbies and make them #fight to the death. actually no we had very complex lore. #we had the Lego universe then the regular general Toy universe and then every video game we would make our own lore #like w the lego batman games lol #anyways. sorry for the rambling #and being inactive lately im in a funky mood #byeee

[16-jarrah]

i get why people would opt to say walter was a terrible person since the beginning, but i think that's like, the most boring takeaway you can get about his character. he was already insecure and prideful from the start, and it's what would hurt him and keep hurting him. but like, being insecure and prideful are regular traits any regular person can have. the actions that he makes because of these traits, which in turn keep fueling his ego more and more, are what makes him an interesting character. and he was already pretty capable of hurting other people, but he wasn't doing it out of malice, but more because of careless selfishness at first. what makes walter terrifying is that the more he does it, the more he becomes aware of what he's doing, and the more he keeps going and keeps being more and more meticulous and deliberate about what he does that hurts people and even to the point when it was specifically to hurt people.

i think the traits were there in walter from the beginning—the pilot did a pretty good job of establishing how powerless he's felt all his life and just how susceptible he is to letting this newfound perceived power get to his head so easily. he even says this explicitly in 5x06 "Buyout" when he tells jesse "i'm not in the money business, i'm in the empire business". but saying he was this monster from the start kind of implies he didn't undergo through a character arc throughout the show when it's quite literally what he did. he got worse. so much worse. through mostly the fault of his own fragility.

#idk if i put it into words right but i'm just musing #was walter a good person when brba started? up in the air. but his family genuinely adored him. despite feeling like a loser teacher #some of his coworkers actually really liked and respected him. he was just as much of a regular person as anyone else was tbh #you know it's interesting that he and gale basically have the same motivations. why jump to meth of all things. why go from 0 to 100 when #it sounds COMPLETELY ridiculous. but they were both very passionate about chemistry who felt like their potentials were wasted and felt #like they were finally putting their skills to good use again. getting to flex their muscles and shit. whenever they cook better purer meth #than most other people. i think it's a really genius idea to have this premise for the show lol #cz as much as walter is motivated by him feeling like he desperately has to take control of his own life he also is a scientist at heart #who desperately needs to apply his knowledge and skills somewhere where it would feel gratifying #seriously dude you could've tried to get a paper published or two or something. djhdidhd #but the academe has its own Politics and whatnot. so one could only speculate why walt didn't get to pursue that any more #(aside from the whole grey matter industries thing) #anyway uhhh i hope i get the post across lol not to sound cheesy cliche but brba is a corruption slash character deterioration arc #quite literally the whole point is that he Didn't Start Off Like This And He Gets Worse #again. he already had some of his bad tendencies and traits but it's like. we all do that's not necessarily inherently make or break #it's what he DOES and KEEPS DOING. CONSCIOUSLY that turns him into the horrifying man he is by the end of it all #so i just think if your biggest takeaway is Walter Was Always A Monster then you're just missing the whole damn point #op #brbaposting

[xamaxenta]

Hhsjofjply holy shit HOLY shit the five elders full forms

#sabo continues to dominate as one pees most wanted and most sexy for this #now that we get to see the fucking monsters he saw #holy shit #sabo stonks continue to skyrocket #dude stood in the same room same pressure that exploded heads #and saw all five of these monsters plus wtf ever imu is #and just kinda went oh a regular monday for me #and then booked it after throwing a punch lol i love him

[gifti3]

Fics where asmo goes from being somewhat passive aggressive/ignoring mcs existence to slowly wanting their attention

Peak

#like yea sure it happens in canon #but i like it more in the fics #cause its usually because the mc is buddying it up with his brothers #and u can tell hes becoming curious #i cant remember #if it happened like this in canon #maybe off screen #but asmo becomes friendly after the helene thing #i prefer that slow burn #cause its amusing watching him wanting the attention of a (seemingly) regular smegular human lol #i haven't read asmo fics properly in a long while #but when i did #MWAH #loved that #if yall know heart attack by chuu #literally the beginning of the music video shows exactly the type of shit i love #the whole song reminds me of asmo but yea #for this specific post... #the first like 1st minute kinda just shows what im talking about #I WILL NEVE SHUTUP ABOUT HEART ATTACK #god dont make me pull out the loona obey me post i made all those months ago.... #obey me asmodeus

[kennyomegasweave]

I know we're all like what the hell Jim? about the preview, but, as much as Jim being a homophobic gay tickles me cause I'm ain't shit, I don't think that's what's happening here.

We know he doesn't wants Li Ming to be poor. We know he wants him to be successful and well off. And we also know being gay could hinder that. This isn't America with our legal protections (that aren't even in every state). This is Thailand. I'm fairly confident Li Ming being an out gay could affect him, especially cause he comes from a poor family to begin with. And Li Ming being an out gay with a boyfriend from a powerful and rich family that, Jim and I are guessing, wouldn't be chill with it? Yeah.

And then there's the family aspect too. Jim's sister is homophobic. I don't think we know if that's Li Ming's mom or not, but if you're asking why a homophobe would send their kid to live with their gay sibling, that's the kind of cognizant dissonance homophobes employ simply because I'm guessing she doesn't want/can't afford her son. And even if the homophobic sister isn't Li Ming's mom, we don't know if the rest of their family shares her hate. I'm kinda guessing they do since Jim doesn't seem to see them. So you have Jim, an out gay man who was MARRIED to a man, basically raising his nephew. Who also turns out to be gay. That's a nightmare for someone with a homophobic family because they most certainly are gonna say Jim turned Li Ming gay.

I'm not excusing what looks like Jim yelling at Li Ming, especially for being gay which he can't control, and which Jim certainly knows. Just saying that I understand that Jim is under tremendous pressure, for a kid that isn't his (Li Ming is basically his son but Jim did not have him, Jim did not make him, Jim did not plan for him) in addition to his life going through an upheaval with Wen and I get why he could lash out. Yeah he's 40, but he would have been born around 1983. That's not old. He is doing the best he can. It's not good enough, it's not, but that's not really any one's fault. Li Ming can be mad at him, fans can be mad at him, but I feel for him because he is trying his best in a situation he shouldn't even be in.

He's not perfect. No one's perfect on this show I'm realizing. It's realistic as hell and realism is rarely cute, neat, or logical.

#moonlight chicken #I'm not quite Chris Crocker leave him alone levels #but I am getting there #Jim's ex he clearly still had feelings for died in the middle of a fight #and now I will NEVER EVER hear a single bad word against him #I know Jim because I am Jim #Jim is the homie #Jim is my best friend #Jim is doing the best he can with a kid that isn't his #it's not good enough but Li Ming isn't his #he's just the one that stepped up #and he is trying his hardest and I will never hate him or be mad #I will however laugh at all the ain't shit homophobic gay Jim posts lol #regular clyde

[corneille-moisie]

Also Gemma is cute, she's nice and all, but why is she the the principal option for marrying ?

Im sorry, i did not spend 100+ hours on an adventure with 6 interesting people and my grandpa just to marry the hometown girl we see like 3 times in the story 🤷🏻‍♀️

#tbh if you gotta keep it straight Veronica would make the most sense BUT ONLY if she gets back to her regular size #otherwise Erik makes the most sense imo #i married Sylvando in my first playthrough but now im headcanoning him with Hendrik lol. #but shit even marrying Jade would make more sense than marrying Gemma #i cant care for Gemma sorry #dragon quest 11 #dq11

[dykekakashi]

ugh had to take kenobi to the vet bc of the chronic GI issues. i ... am unfortunately fairly certain that it's a parasite. this is terrifying to me but also probably better than the other possibilities i.e. protein intolerance or some other chronic disease, since parasite can be easily resolved with medication.

#i'm just like terrified it's smthn he could have transmitted to me #protein sensitivity would be super pricey so i'm also hoping it's not that #$102 for a 17lb bag ........ LOL! #wait actually. shit that's cheaper than the shit i'm giving him wait wtf #his regular food is $27 for 2.5lbs #wait .... what the fuck

[thingswhatareawesome]

i hate you stellar warp, i hate you i hate you i hate you i fucking HATE you

#YELLS WITH FRUSTRATION #now up to 70 pity #271/300 so 29 more pulls until choosing #just...all i've gotten from this fucking warp the ENTIRE time i've played this game is a bronya himeko and one 5* lc #i want other peoples' luck SO BADLY i want to cry #like all i got from the starter warp was bronya and then those 3 things from regular/stellar and like #why am i so fucking unlucky why is my rng so bad #every time it's the same thing just one shitty 4* thing and that's it #and yet there's people who're like wow i got two 5* and three 4* and i got it at 35 pity lol #like here's the spots for gepard and bailu or even welt or yanqing or clara in my roster IF I EVER FUCKING WON THIS WARP #/sigh #all i wanted for fucking month after month after month for what 3/4 of a year has been gepard (or now him or bailu) #and nothing just jack shit nothing #and none of the other 5*s either like there's fucking seven of them i've gotten two there are FIVE others it could give #but it never does #if i finally win one to pity and it's a duplicate himeko or bronya i am going to literally learn chinese to yell at their entire staff #now to wait another 3-4 weeks until i can scrape together another 10 passes to see how it screws me over next time #please ignore my sr bs

[hua-fei-hua]

HAPPY! BIRTHDAY! part2 bc i realized its also wipwednesday :3c you should post a snippet for old times sake

HI HIIII THANK YOU STAR!!!! i honestly thought you were finally gonna deliver on that promise to ask abt the yaoi metanarrative so that i could have a reason to rant about it to people but like mark my worms that will be up on the neocities anyway soon enough

also EXCUSE U. we did six sentence sundays not wip wednesdays smh

fortunately For You i have Actually Written.... 197 words today (so far) so there is indeed something new for you to see hehehe

this is so hard none of them feel particularly good out of context. here's something i wrote on a car ride in my talk-to-self discord channel that has no context whatsoever:

will it ever be used for anything?? idk!! it'll probably be worked into something, if i remember it hehe

#asks #stardust-make-a-wish #today at work the kids started playing pretend n called it 'a regular day in minecraft: day x' #and it turned into the story of a thief on a server who stole all the diamonds after dying in lava n losing his everything #and then in the end he became king but then his advisor (younger brother lol) came in n killed him #n the kid was like 'and so the king has fallen' and so when we went back inside i showed them fuckin. #'fallen kingdom'. as in the minecraft parody of viva la vida LOL #but the funny thing is that they were actually glued to the video!! and asking questions abt the story happening!!! #and i quickly realized 'OH SHIT THEY'RE ENGAGING WITH THIS STORY I *NEED* TO TEACH THEM GOOD MEDIA ANALYSIS SKILLS NOW' #(they are in third and first grade.) anyway 'fallen kingdom' by captainsparklez is actually really good visual storytelling! #bc i could not understand a single fucking lyric being sung lmao #ALSO i have a strawberry hokkaido cake from le local asian bakery for me cake hehe #also also. i need to make xv kiss. for MY birthday. i might have failed xiao for HIS bday but on god they will kiss for MY bday #(so hopefully update tonight lol)