#colors are all over the place sorry fot that

[hellomynudebrain]

Minty Friday (Vxreader)

Hello nurses! This fic it's a colab with @lytholia check her art, and from a special event with @mysme-rbb

Enjoy it!!!

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Another friday afternoon in the spring

The trees has colorful flowers, the weather is getting warmer and the city is crazy as ever; the only place to relax from that riot is the park. And there's you, who is running behind your 99 pounds bobtail dog, because why not, you decided to bought him a new collar which was more fragil than the last one and broke on the middle of the park. So yes, you're running behind him with the most unconfortable pair of shoes and almost out of breath.

"Rosco, stop!" You screamed for all over the park while the people dodge you and Rosco.

Rosco was running as a horse and making to the other dogs bark, making the children scream and some old people cursing you because you can keep him calm.

The race is getting tired, you can't keep with the pace of Rosco and the shoes are killing you. Suddenly, Rosco stop on a bench and jump on the person who is sitting on the bench.

You're so embarrased from the way Rosco is behaving what make you run faster and apologize to the person.

Once near the unknown person, you see Rosco licking the strager's face. You rush to him and taking Rosco off from him and face him.

"I'm really sorry. My dog is not agressive but I hope he didn't hurt you" Blushing for the bad moment you had, you avert your eyes from him a second, however you can see him briefly. A handsome man with fine features, pale skin, mint hair and mint eyes which where cover with a pair of sunglasses, make you fall in love of him at first sight.

" He didn't cause any problem. In fact, he made my day really interesting. I've never seen a dog so cheerful as him" He giggles and caress Rosco.

"Thank you for been comprehensive. I always try to be careful with him but...today...today wasn't the day...Is there a way to repay you for this?"

"Don't mind it. He made my day..." He sigh and get up from the bench. "Anyway, take care of him, it was nice to meet you" He turned his back to you and kneeled in front of a black bag.

You are disappointed, because you wanted to talk with a bit more, nevertheless you take Rosco and turn your back as well. However just a few steps, you hear something fall on the grass. You turn your back and see the mint hair man trying to pick up a camara aquipment from the grass, he looks frustrated and sad, you couldn’t take it and go back to where he is and kneel before him.

"Are you sure you don't need something as repayment for what Rosco did?" You ask while you help him to pick all the camara stuff.

"... No... Well.. .If you can help me with this.. I'll be really greatful..."

"Yes, I'll help you. Just let me tie Rosco. I don't want to more repays to do"

He smile at you and you feel how the love arrow stab in your heart.

You tie Rosco as you can to the bench with the broken collar and help the beautiful stranger to arm his camara equipment with a warm and pleasant silence, like him and you were a couple.

Once you finish, the time to leave comes. You don't want to go, but you don't want bother him, besides he looks like a professional, maybe your talk wouldn't help him to concentrate. You walk through the bench and untie Rosco who was sleeping until you get near. You are hesitating and making more difficult to undo the knot only to gain more time, time to spend just a more with him. Your clumsy way to keep you there was a success, because the mint hair man calls you back.

"... Umh.. If I don't bother you... May you stay a bit more to help me? Just in case I mess up again, of course."

Your eyes fill with sparks and cheerful smile where evidente on your face.

"Yes, of course!"

You sit on the bench and look him work, focusing his camara on the beautiful view of the park.

The silence is present, but again not in an awkard way, but in a confortable one.

The mesmerazing view of him, keep you quite and Rosco calm, however, he decide to talk.

"I apologize for asking you to help me..."

"No, I have to be the one asking for an apology"

"... Hahaha... This is an apology festival."

You giggle, but a doubt comes to your mind and without thinking you talk in a loud voice.

"But if you're a professional, why do want my help?"

"... I'm a photographer... But lately my sight is not how it was... And the last time I came here. I saw this beautiful view and some how I got the need to take a photo of it...before my eyesight can't let me continue"

"Oh god! Is there's a way to help you to revcover it?"

"... Yes, a friend offered me to get a surgery... However, this is a punishment sent by God since I couldn’t keep my promise with an special person..." He turned her back to you and for a moment.

Your heart broke a little when you heard what he said, and it broke a little more when his sunglasses go down and let you see his eyes, a lonsome minty eyes, full of regret, nostalgia and with no hope in life .

How such adorable creature has to suffer like this? Those were your thoughts.

"... I don't know what happened but you should forgive yourself for whatever you did...You have the right to redeem yourself as any other human being!"

He turn his back and face you with a bitter sweet smile, a smile between disconfort and happiness.

"I wonder if I deserve such a thing as reedem. A sinner like me doesn't deserve it, not after I became a beautiful being into a different one"

"But you do!" You screamed and continue after an awkard silence. "You do deserve it! I think it's the better way to pay for your sins If you did something terrible, try to mend things and do good deeds until the day you die. On the contrary, suffering all alone and pity yourself and that person won't change anything!"

He look at you with a surprise look, what makes you regret immediately all you said.

" I'm so sorry...I didn't mean to offend you... But... "

He begins to laugh.

" Hahahahahaha... I never thougth that I get to know someone as direct as my best friend... Don't mind it, this is a point of view I've never thougth before, thank you... I'll think about it..."

The rest of the afternoon was calm and you spent a talking with him more, but about stuff not relate with the first conversation.

After a while, you and him say good bye to each other, however, the fairy tale ended, because the silly you, never asked his phone or at least his name.

The next few days, you spent your afternoons to look for him in the park a pathetic intend to meet again with him.

Saturday, you waited on the same bench with the hope he'd come to the same place or find him walking on the road, but your waiting was in vain.

Sunday, you have a family meal and between the talk and the no ending questions of your family, you came too late at the park.

Monday, the weather was against you that day, since it was raining in the city, but that didn't matter to you. You took a cape coat and boots, you cover Rosco, put him a cape coat too, and went out directly to the park, running on the muddy floor, your flustered heart and a Rosco getting fun with the puddles, were hanging to the hope of finally find him, even in the heavy rain, but he wasn't there.

Tuesday, rushing out from your work. Running out of the bulding bumping with each person that walked near you, sweating and running to arrive to your aparment. You take off your heels, fixed your messy hair and make up because of the race you made and grabbing the dog leash and bring Rosco with you. You were sure to arrive at time and find him on the same place and the same hour, but you could only found a cute elders douple fedding some pigeons on the bench. Sad, you took Rosco and walked out of the park.

Wednesday. Your jerky boss, gave you so much work, so much of it, however that doesn't matter to you and with some help of some cups of cofee (six because you need the caffeine), the speed with you finished the work was you personal record, however you finished on time. You did the same you did on sunday, but with the help of the coffee you could swear you arrived faster, just in time to maybe meet him, but God was messing with you. An elder man who was walking in front of you, collapse and had a heart attack. You assited him and some people too. When the paramedics came, it was late, but you hope wasn't broken (you never learn, don't you?) . Runnin again to the same bench, you could only see an empty space.

Thursday. You are tired from work and from the hectic week you had. You feel so frustrated, at this point, look for him was a madness and the logic told you it was, but your lingering feelings fot the boy with sad eyes, the urge to see him, hug him and tell him that everything was fine was stronger, just the enough amount to make you run and look for him. But not today, because you logic won, and you're felling sad while hugging Rosco sitting on the floor of your livingroom. Just today, you logic won and your heart is broken.

Friday. You get up was usual, go to work, get mad on your jerky boss and finish your day as always. You feel discouraged, your hands feel heavy to open the door of you aparment, but somehow you do it. Open the door, throw away your shoes and bag on the entrance, walk in a zombie way, to finally throw youself on the bed. You closed your eyes and hold the tears, but Rosco is not reading the mood, and with a happy tail move and wiht his dog leash on her mouth, he scratchs your hand and lick you face. You only look at him.

"I'm only a chaperon and a food giver to you,Rosco? " He wags his tail and look to you as an answer (Yes, you are human. Now, let's go to the park)

With a really bad mood, you enter in the park. The world didn't change, but you feel like it did. The way you walk is reluctant, only to satisfy Rosco.

You are getting near the same bench you found him, but the hope of finding him is dead. A tear is about to get out from your eye, but Rosco again, won't let you get down, because a squirrel show off on the road, and Rosco loves to chase them.

Yes, you fly when Rosco begins to chase the squirrel, you are running againt your will tryin to stop Rosco but he's stronger. The squirrel run faster as Rosco do. You close your eyes, and from nowhere something stops Rosco from the race.

Your eyes begin to open slowly, only seeing a minty stain in front of you.

"I think we should stop to meet in these circunstances" The man you were lookin all the week is here, in front of you giggle anda playing with Rosco.

Your feelings are all over the overwhelming, the right amount to make you inner voice come out.

"I thought we won't never meet again..." Your mounth spoke while a the tear you were holding finally comes.

The mint hair guy panic and with a really concerned look gets near you.

"Are you ok? Did you get hurt? Where did you feel pain?" His gloomy side disappeard for a second which made you laugh. No matter if the feelings you have creep him, you want to be honest.

"No, I'm fine...I was just... happy to see you again after...I spent most of the week trying to find you, but my tries were in vain, I felt frustrated and sad...but now that you are here...I feel happy, because I like you..."

The silence after you confession is long and you don't dare to look him in the eyes, bu when you do it. You are shocked. The minty man was red as tomato and is covering his face with embarrassment .

He sigh and look you at your eyes.

"...You weren't the only one...After you left I felt funny and the feeling was a bother, because about you said and what made me feel....so....ehem...I decided to look for you and discover why I feel like that...but all the week I have bad luck."

You eyes get bigger with every word he said.

"Saturday, my friend invited me to drink some wine, but he drank more than I thought and when I arrived to the park, you weren't here. On sunday, my camara broke when I was trying to take a photo and I went to the tecnician but he delayed and when finally I could go out, it was really late and park was closed. On monday, I came before the rain got me soaked and got me sick for the last three days. I tried to go out but everytimea bodyguard of my friend got me in bed again."

You laugh again, because it was stupid how many times you wanted to meet but you couldn't. Suddenly, the sadness go away. Suddenly, both of you begin to feel bold and get near to each other. He put his hand on your cheek and caress it while clening your tears from hapiness and sadness.

You feel his breath getting close to you, you body react by itsefl and close the eyes. A little peck on your lips is where you want to focus. Your arms as if they have a mind on their own cross on his neck making the kiss a little bit passionate, and his body is not against it, because his hand pull you face closer to his. The time stops.

Both of you look at each other and with a enchanted gaze and blushed cheeks you manage to open your mouth.

"...What was you name?"

"....hahahaha...Jihyun"

And he kiss you again.

#mystic messenger #mysmerbb #mysme reverse big bang #mystic messenger jihyun

[tomdiddlyumptious]

T.H| Its Freezing

summary: your freezing cold and you decided to take a turn to thomas.

warning: weak fluff, as fuck. You ramble like a bitch, your feet are freezing.

A/n: unedited i made this last night and heres what i said last night "i am sleep, like deadass brain dead. Probably sum miss spelling but you guys love me to much to worry, right?" i am so sorry for this picture.

Tonight you were sleeping in your room, alone, as usual. You and tom have been in a newly found relationship, and of course. Both of you are awkward. Which is weird because thomas is the most talkative human being on this earth, its annoying. But besides that youve both agreed to make that step when you both can actually talk to each other.

you layed in your bed, a oversized nirvana shirt and small grey shorts, of course no socks because thats weird. But tonight its cold, like hella cold. You mightve considered socks.

but one thing you cant stand is being cold, you smacked your lips and rubbed your right eye, using your left foot to scratch your right ankle before getting up. You shivered and rolled your eyes, really aint feelin the breeze in your room before you grabbrd your small Lalaloopsy blanket and exited your room.

you wrapped the blanket around your neck like a scout and walked down the hallway thinking,"he wouldnt mind, its freezing." As you fot finished walking down the hall, you found his room. Looking at his closed door in front of your face before raising your englufed fist to knock-

"oh what the bloody hell! You scared the absolute shit out of me!" Tom whisper yells, jumping and raising his fist in attack mode, but soon calmed dowb and placed his hand over his heart. You giggled and shook your head, a wide smile plastered on your face as you got back into your normal stance.

"its uh, freezing in my room- i just wanted to ask-"

"if you could sleep over? Of co-course darling, you are my girlfriend right, darling?" Your face red but the browness/darkness of your face/hallway helping it not to show, he chuckled abd waited for your response, seeing as you didnt reply he took your hand and pulled you in.

some how thomas has LEDs, you laughed looking at the cute colors and how it reflected the walls, setting either a mood or a vibe in the room.

"what do you not like it?" He asked in all seriousness, you looked at him and shook your head "i love it thomas, just didnt know youd be like this- in a good way!" You cut yourself off, he chuckles and closes the door behind him, still having his hands in yours he pulls you to the bed and sets you down.

"um get comfortable?" he says, more of a question. You nod and lay down, tom putting the blanket over your toes and under your navel. He goes over to his speaker and looks back at you "music?" You nod in agreement, he playes tame impala, borderline of course. Smiling at his choice of music you put one hand behind your head and look up at the ceiling.

he lays down next to you, just watching and smiling as you didnt notice. As you start to look to your left you see him, meeting his eyes, your widen as you turn over to your side, away from him. "Dont make this awkward because if you do then i will- oh no im being awkward arent i? Geez, im such an idio--"

"calm down" he laughs, raising a hand and putting it on your waist, tugging you to lay on your back until he does it again but on the other side. There you both laid, just listening to music boring into each others eyes.

"so uh-"

"what did you do Today?" He interrups, mentally thanking him you answer. "Just went shopping a bit"

"oh really? Are you gonna show me?" "You already know how i dress-" "you dress in like four different ways, it cant hurt to show me, right darling?" You heart skipped a beat, thudding against your chest as your eyes widen, but no cat got your tongue. "I guess so, tommy" he puts his hand on your cheek.

"well, i would share my kiss with you right now but itll be out first, i want it to be special" "anythinng with you is special, Thomas" you bite the corner of your lip as his cheeks heat up, brushing his thumb over your cheek.

he pukks your face closer to his, but instead you bring your whole body. Both of your legs tangle together as he pulls in for a soft and slow kiss, just to pull in for a deeper one.

#Tom hollad x reader #tom holland #tom holland fanfic #tom holland x black!reader #jb writes #tom holland fluff #tom holland imagine

[m4nuell4gh-blog]

2:30am (Namjin)

warnings: Major Character Death

tags: Character Death, Angst, basically there are a lot of deaths lol, please don't read if you're uncomfortable with any of the tags, No Smut, Pure angst tbh, the others members are only mentioned, one of them has only like 1 line though, read it slowly

summary: Seokjin didn't go to school that day. Namjoon calls him, since he never skipped a single day of classes. He shouldn't have done that.

or

The one where Seokjin finds out he has a terminal disease, and Namjoon is there to try and make him happy until his last days.

notes: i wrote this like 3 years ago in Portuguese so this is a kinda ok translation and English isn't my native language so pls don't judge me lol

READ END NOTES!!!!

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There he was, wandering the streets late at night, heading to where he used to live when he was little. The walking was slow, he couldn't even hear the sounds of the city anymore. He didn't remember the last days, couldn't remember waking up at 5 in the morning everyday to go to work. He didn't pay attention to anything he had done.

It had been about two weeks, it was still a fresh memory. He couldn't believe it, he kept thinking it was a nightmare, but a nightmare he couldn't wake up from. He had walked for about two miles, face and neck dripping from the tears he recently had rolling down his cheeks, wetting his clothes and dropping on the ground. It was still a long road ahead, even though he was shaking and his hands freezing because of the cold. He loved the cold. Every time he felt it, it reminded him of the warm and cozy hugs his lover used to give him, and it made him smile.

He simply gave up. It was sad thinking that everyday from now on, it would be the same, over and over again. On his earphones, there was random music playing, on the loudest setting available. The probability of this resulting in health problems didn't even scare him anymore. He didn't care.

He stopped in front of a white colored building, that wasn't even that visible because of the bad lighting. He stood still, frozen, unable to reason for a few minutes. It was his home, back in the school days.

He used to live with his parents, and still remembered their routine, to this day. Oh, school... He missed waking up with a purpose, going out there to acquire knowledge. He loved learning. Having to pack everything before he left, his backpack weighting more and more as the year flew by. He got at school and was welcomed by his friends, not even thinking that one day, this would all be over.

What he didn't know is that he would be in this situation. Everything changed so drastically, in so little time. It seemed like everything would end soon - and he wouldn't be able to enjoy any of his final times. Every second matters, and Namjoon knew this now, better than anyone else.

He walked away from that street, heading directly to the city. But now, with a different destiny. After about twenty minutes, he sat on the grass, still wet from the afternoon rain, and kept looking around that place. The only light source was the moon, hence why he could only read what was well pronounced. Tears kept flowing by, now faster than ever, it was his first time coming back in two whole weeks. Even though he didn't want to, he remembered an episode that happened on that school patio. He wouldn't be able to forget that, ever.

It was one of the coldest mornings of 2014. The boy always went out feeling cold, his fingers cold, even though he was wearing two hoodies and a heavy jacket on top of them. The long period of time he spent in that place was always worth it. It was before class that he saw Seokjin, the one who, besides being two years older than him, never got old. The one who kept him safe when he got scared, warm when he got cold or even for no reason at all, always kept close. Jin was his home, and it seemed that, putting all limits aside, when they were together, was the only one that made everything turn infinite. To him, Jin was, and will always be, the only one. There was no other option besides loving him, and only him.

He never felt like it really was real. Until it was August 5th, and he left his house without feeling cold. He found it weird, but decided to ignore it. After a 15-minute walk, he got to school, and waited for Seokjin, but he wasn't there. Odd, he thought, since they always waited fot he bells to ring there, together. He waited for a few more minutes, hoping someone would come. He felt lonely. Nobody came.

The bell rang, He got to class and stayed there, until the last period ended. Before he got home, he checked the rest of the school to see if they were making a prank on him. They weren't.

He got back home, ran to his room and locked the door. His heart was beating abnormally fast, his breathing failing and then, decided to call Jin. After 5 missed calls, the phone stopped ringing, and he let out a sigh, waiting to hear a "hello" coming from the elder. He didn't hear anything.

"Hyung?"

"Namjoon..." - his voice was shaking, almost like a whisper.

"Hyung, where are you? Why didn't you come to school today?"

"I'm sorry, Namjoon..." as soon as he heard that, his heart skipped a beat - he could hear Seokjin crying on the other side of the line. "But I'm at the hospital, I was in a lot of pain early in the morning today, so I called the boys to keep me company, but my phone was out of service. I'm hospitalized, Namjoon-ah..."

Hearing that was the last thing he did before hanging up and rushing to the car, completely ignoring the fact that he still wasn't allowed to drive"

"Room 138"

These words were enough for him to sprint through the hospital, running over a few nurses, so he could finally open the door and see five people sitting around the bed, staring right back at him. Not even in his wildest dreams, he thought he'd have the image of Seokjin lying on a hospital bed, looking almost lifeless, skin as pale as the walls around him, connected to breathing machines.

The face of fear the youngest made mixed together with his want to cry. Tears already formed on the corners of his eyes. It was Jin who was laying there. His face, once happy and always smiling, now expressed purely the feeling of angst, in a way that was never seen before. He looked terrible. His eyes, that always smiled before his mouth, were now showing sadness. His full lips, that always had a smile on them, looked dry and chapped. Jin never let his feeling out loud. He only let the good and positive ones show through, so that he could make the others happy, lift up everyone's moods, and mask his own bad ones.

It could be any of them: Taehyung, Jeongguk, Yoongi and even Hoseok lying there, and Namjoon wouldn't ever feel as bad as he felt now. He cared too much.

"What... What happened?" He softly asked, frozen at the sight of his love on that bed, hearing one of the boys, probably Jimin, standing up and pulling him inside the room.

"I..." The elder started, already feeling his chest burn and the tears making their way down his face. "I'm sick, Namjoon-ah..." At each word he heard, Namjoon could feel his legs tremble, so much that it got to a point when he couldn't hold himself up any longer. "I have cancer."

Ever since that day, Jin fought at all times. Namjoon, each passing day, got worse and worse at hiding his own pain. His health framework got worse each and every second of the day. Everyone knew that it was coming to an end, even Seokjin himself. What they never knew is that it could happen this soon.

Time was never healing to the youngest. Because of it, he was never able to have his first kiss with the man he always wanted. He wasn't able to travel to his dream place with the one he loved. Nothing occurred the same way Namjoon planned out, it almost seemed that, each passing day, he was getting closer and closer to the end. To him, time went by too quickly, so slowly. Time was like a weapon, but automatic. You start the fire, wait a couple seconds and, soon after, the bullet flies through quickly. Depending on the gun, it damages a little, or ends up destroying it all. This time around, it wasn't the former.

Kim SeokJin, 12.04.1992-08.09.2016

It was then and there that, after everything that happened, the only thing he could do was smile. There was wind blowing on his hair, his body going back and forth, he could feel butterflies on his stomach. Jin really was the only one for Namjoon. He really, really was.

It was two days later, that the turn to read the name was the other ones'. Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, Jungkook. There they were, for the second time that same year. This time, there was a new name added beside their eldest hyung's.

Kim Namjoon, 09.12.1994-08.23.2016

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notes: im sorry jksdjhbc

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[buckinviteseddie]

Buddie Week, Day 4: "Are you flirting with me?" "You finally noticed?" + love

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The next day when he left work, Eddie went straight to the gym. He was excited, as it had been almost a month since he just had the routine of going to work and returning home. He had no friends in L.A. and didn't know much about the city. Eddie was always the kind of introvert person and had a hard time making friends. The few he had in El Paso were people he trusted extremely and knew he could count on whenever he needed to. And who knows, maybe he would make friends with someone nice at the gym.

It was not too full when it arrived. Henrietta, who worked at the gym reception, greeted him with a huge smile. “Good evening, Mr. Diaz. Ready for your first day?"

"Good night. In fact, you can just call me Eddie and yes, I'm really excited ”. Eddie smiled shyly at her and then went through the turnstile when he was cleared to go. “What do I need to do if I need help from a personal trainer? ”.

"This is not a problem". Henrietta pressed a button on the table and seconds later a tall, blond boy appeared.

Of course, Eddie was attracted to men, but he never felt anything like what he was feeling when he saw the guy in front of him. He was very handsome and had blue eyes the color of the sea. The guy was more muscular than he was, that was more than remarkable, but nothing disproportionate. He was attractive and charming and not only for his muscles, but also for the way he smiled. Eddie couldn't help himself at the moment.

“Hey dude, how can I help you?" The guy asked.

“Uh, so, I'm new here and it's my first day. Could you show me how I do my exercise series? ” He lifted the paper in his hand with the exercises and then smiled awkwardly that made him want to punch himself.

He was looking like a teenager when was in front of some crush and didn't know how to act. Eddie was an adult man, he should have known how he behaves in situations like this, but it was kind of hard when he had a fucking man who was almost two meters tall and hot as hell in front of him.

“Sure, I'm here for that. Don't worry, I will help you ”. The guy winked at him and it was too much for him. “By the way, I'm Evan, but you can call me Buck. Everyone calls me that here ”.

Eddie shook the blonde's hand when he offered it. “I'm Eddie. I don't remember being introduced to you. Bob and Athena introduced me to all the personal trainers here yesterday when I came to enroll ”.

"Oh, it's because I was off yesterday." Evan took him to the first equipment where he was going to start the series and put his hand on his shoulder before going. “I will be close by. When you're done here, just go and call me okay, Eddie? ”.

He shook his head in confirmation. "OK. Thank you, Buck ”.

It was a slightly peculiar nickname, but Eddie didn't care. The rest of his training went smoothly. He asked Buck for help from time to time and he even touched him to show him how to do the exercise properly. It was excruciating and Eddie was asking the gods not to have any erection with those touches, as his shorts were a little tight and he would definitely be caught red handed and he would certainly never come back there. He was not at all good at dealing with awkward situations.

Buck was a fucking Greek god and Eddie couldn't help the looks he gave once in a while when the boy was around. Once in a while Buck caught him in the act making him blush, but Eddie just smiled shyly and pretended he didn't know what he was doing. He didn't really know what was going on. Eddie was never so attracted to a man. Yes, he knew very well that he was bisexual. And yes, he was a little reserved about it, but he wasn't being a bit reserved by the crush he was having on his personal trainer.

When he got home, Eddie didn't think twice about taking off his clothes and running for a shower. And he didn't really think twice about to touch himself thinking about Buck. He had held on for the duration of the training, but he really needed to release that energy. He was so attracted to the blonde and didn't care at all that it had only been a day since they had met. Nor did he care whether Buck was straight or not, not least because he wouldn't call him for a date or anything. Eddie was always the type of guy who didn't know how to act with girls or even guys. He was terrible at flirting and even call someone fot a date. Shannon, his ex-wife, had been an exception since they met in college and he had received help from his campus colleagues to get her to go out. They had a good time and stayed together for a long time until the marriage cooled and then decided to split up. And since then Eddie has hooked up with few people. He knew he was attractive and handsome, but he was not the type of person who meets someone by app and has sex on the first date. Of course, he didn't judge who did it, but it wasn't for him. So, deep down he knew that this crush on Buck wasn't going anywhere and he was already happy if he could just admire him every day when he went to the gym.

The week passed and each day he interacted even more with Buck. He was a nice guy and if it weren't for the fact that Eddie was having a crush on him, they might even be great friends.

Eddie couldn't confirm it, but he thought Lena, one of the gym's personal trainers, was flirting with him. But he really wasn't interested at all. She was cool and they even talked about wrestling from time to time since Eddie participated in some championships in El Paso and she in L.A., but he wasn't interested in her. As much as the gym was full of beautiful people and considered by society "the standard of beauty", none of them were Eddie's type. Buck was the only one in the place who really messed with him in a way he never thought possible.

One day while he was staring at Buck while he was helping a young guy on one of the machines and Eddie admired the way his biceps flexed and his shirt was even tighter on his arms and his shorts marked his thighs, he saw Bob watching him and catching him.

"Hey Eddie, I can see you're enjoying it here, right." Bob said when he approached and greeted him.

Eddie swallowed and forced a smile as he wiped the sweat from his forehead as he was struggling to do the exercises and not because he was caught in the act while admiring Buck. "Yes, of course. Here is a great gym with great professionals ”.

"Yes. I know, huh". Bob snorted. "Well, enjoy your training."

"Thanks, Bob."

Damn, did Bob know he had a crush on Buck? Well, he was just watching the boy teach the correct way to use the machine, that's all.

He was leaving when the elevator door was about to close, but it was locked by one hand and immediately revealed a Buck in front of him.

The blonde got into the elevator and stood right next to him with arms almost brushing each other. “Did you leave without saying goodbye to me?" Buck crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows as he faced Eddie.

“I'm sorry, dude. I didn't find you anywhere after I took a shower and got dressed, so I decided to leave”.

"I was in the employees' locker room taking a shower". Buck smiled. “By the way. Are you flirting with me? I could have sworn I saw you flirting with me earlier. ”

If Eddie knew how to breathe, now he just didn't know how to do it and the burning that went up all over his body was real. "Eh, uh, no". He shrugged. “Why would I be flirting with you? Eddie tried his best not to face Buck. He was clearly ashamed of the situation, and the fact that Buck was laughing like a fool only proved it.

“Well, because I was also flirting with you. In fact, I’m doing this all week". Buck snorted.

Eddie looked at the boy in surprise and then faced him too so he could analyze the situation well. "Excuse me? I never realized that ”.

“Well, since the first day I met you, I found you attractive and I watched you while you practiced your exercises. At first I thought it was a little wrong, since I work here and everything. But I saw you watching me and so I was curious. Flirting with customers is wrong. Not that Chimney doesn't do that to some women, but I think it's completely wrong". Buck shrugged.

"I'm a flirting disaster, sorry". Eddie admitted. "But you are really beautiful so I couldn't help looking."

“You finally noticed?". Buck joked aiming for the whole body. "Just kidding, I'm not that kind of guy who keeps showing off".

When the elevator door finally opened, Eddie thanked God or he was going to grab Buck right there and God only knows how it was going to end. “So, see you tomorrow?"

"Tomorrow is my day off". Buck was leaving, but he came back on the same shelf. “But how about we go out, what do you think?".

“Like a date? Eddie asked.

“Yes, like a date. What do you suggest for our first date?".

Eddie smiled like a fool at the guy's response. "I don't know much about the city, so I leave it to you."

“Okay then, I'll take you to a nice place and you'll love it. See you tomorrow, Eds ”. Buck winked and left when Eddie said goodbye to him.

Damn, he wasn't believing it was happening at all. He was going to have a date with Evan Buckley, the guy he had been crushing for weeks. Eddie was laughing like an idiot on the way home. He was feeling like a teenager again when he had his first high school crush or something, but he really didn't care. He was feeling so good, and Eddie hadn't felt that way in years. He spent quite disturbing moments after the divorce with Shannon and when he returned to the home of his parents who were disturbing his head saying that he was wrong to divorce Shannon and that he would never be happy again, but finally he was feeling good again. Eddie didn't know what the end of this would be like. If they would only have this date and then everything would come back as it was before or if something else would happen, but he didn't care, at least not at the moment. He just wanted to be able to enjoy that feeling and be able to enjoy the moment with Buck.

When the next day came, Eddie was very nervous. It had been so long since he had done that kind of thing and he didn’t know how to act, but he decided to stop by a flower shop and buy a pretty bouquet of flowers for Buck before meeting the guy on the pier that was the place where they had agreed .

Once there, Buck was waiting for him. He was so beautiful, with a pink shirt that valued his biceps and tight jeans that valued his thighs well and a dress shoe. Eddie sighed deeply and went to meet him. He would do well.

"Hey handsome". Buck greeted him as he looked him up and down. “You look beautiful, and those pants really valued your butt. Oh sorry. I forgot that you are shy guy and everything ”. He hurried as soon as he saw Eddie start to blush.

"Thank you". Eddie frowned, but smiled. " This is for you". He handed the bouquet to Buck and smiled again when the guy sniffed deeply at the red roses in his hand. “And by the way, you look beautiful. These pants gave your legs a good boost ”.

"Hey, I thought I was playing games here". Buck slapped him lightly on the shoulder.

"Well, apparently not". Eddie shrugged and Buck just snorted.

"Come on, let's go for a walk and then eat something". Buck pulled Eddie's hands together and Eddie didn't question at any time.

He was feeling pretty good next to Buck. It was as if all the day-to-day tiredness was gone.

They spent the night enjoying themselves at the amusement park on the pier. Buck was the guide for the night and took Eddie up and down the park toys with a smile on his face that made Eddie just want to look at him. Before taking a break to eat, they decided to go on the ferris wheel. Eddie was a little afraid of heights, but he didn't care at all, maybe a little when the toy started to rise and the city started to expand around them. Buck's eyes were even more beautiful in the moonlight and the landscape behind them was the slice of the cake to make it even better.

"Can I ask you something?". Eddie started.

Buck shook his head. "Yes, sure".

"Can I kiss you? ”.

Without even giving an answer, Buck narrowed the space between them and then kissed him. It was a slow, good kiss. It was as if their lips fit perfectly and had been made for each other. Just feeling Buck's hot tongue against hers made all the hairs on his body stand on end and the sensation was very good and he didn't want to stop. After a few minutes, they only stopped to breathe.

“Wow!" Eddie smiled against Buck's lips.

“That was good, huh? ”.

"A lot".

They then kissed again and only stopped when they finally came down the ferris wheel.

"I want this more often". Buck said at last.

"Me too".

Eddie's eyes shone like the stars right above them and he was feeling so good that he didn't want it to end.

"Come, let's eat something". Buck led him to a restaurant.

The rest of the night was between kissing and fondling. People occasionally looked at them, but they didn't care at all. All that mattered was each other's company.

When they left, they kissed again and then they hugged for a while.

"Thanks Buck, for this amazing night." Eddie said in an almost muffled voice on the boy's shoulder.

Buck pushed him away just to look at him. “Hey, you have nothing to thank me for. We made this night incredible. You are wonderful, Eddie Diaz ”. Buck kissed him lightly and then smiled at him. "If it weren't so strange, I would invite you to sleep with me tonight". He raised his index finger and raised his eyebrows. "Just to sleep".

Eddie snorted. "It is a tempting proposal, but I have a lot of things to do tomorrow".

"No problem, we will have many other opportunities".

“Are you already thinking that we will have other dates?" Eddie frowned.

“Of course, I do. Or you do not want? ”.

“Yes, I do and a lot. But is that ... ”. Eddie smiled. “I'm not devaluing myself or anything. But you are such a handsome guy, maybe you want to go out with other people ”.

“Eddie, I've been flirting with you for over a week. And besides, I kind of passed that stage of hanging out with a lot of other people. I want something more solid and I really enjoyed being with you and I want to get to know you better ”.

"Well, if you didn't notice I'm kind of a disaster at that, so I hope you have patience." He scratched the back of his neck and was a little uncomfortable.

Eddie was a fucking total disaster when it came to relationships. But since Buck was willing to risk it. He was more than ready to step out of his comfort zone and try to improve in that regard.

“We have all the time in the world, Eds. I'm not going anywhere".

Buck pulled him into a tight hug and kissed the back of his neck. If someone saw them from the outside, they would think they were a couple of lovers who had been dating for months, but little did they know that this was their first date.

But Eddie was feeling so good next to Buck that he didn't even care to show it and be caring. He never did that to anyone and as much as it was new to him, Eddie was more than comfortable.

“See you tomorrow at the gym?" He asked before saying goodbye to Buck.

"Yes, sir". The blonde saluted and Eddie just laughed.

When he got home, he threw himself on the couch and remembered the moments of the night. It was all so perfect it looked like a cliché romantic movie. He laughed at the thought, Eddie hated cliché films. But if his life from that moment on became a real cliché, he wouldn't care about that.

The next day when he arrived at the gym, Buck greeted him with a huge smile on his face. Of course, they kept everything as it was before, so no one would suspect anything, especially because whether or not that was Buck's place of work, but deep down Eddie knew that the blonde had told Hen about their night since they were best friends. Because when Eddie greeted her, she gave him a knowing look and a sly smile on her face. Well, he could live with that.

The weeks went by and things between them grew every day. Eddie finally accepted Buck's invitation to sleep with him, and yes they only slept close to each other right after a delicious dinner Buck made for him. They were in no hurry and sex would be a consequence. Of course Eddie really wanted to have Buck all over, but he would be able to wait.

They had two, three and it was on the fourth date that Buck asked Eddie to be his boyfriend while they were on the balcony of a chic French restaurant in town.

"Yes. Of course, I want to be your boyfriend, Buck." Eddie replied.

“C’est parfait. Tu es parfait ”. Buck replied and then kissed him.

"I have no idea what it means, but I agree".

Buck snorted as Eddie took his hand. "You know, a few months ago I came from El Paso and I really had no idea what would happen to me in this big city, but meeting you was the most perfect thing that ever happened to me, Evan".

Buck sighed and smiled. “Wow, that was awesome. And yes, I can say the same. Getting to know you was the most perfect thing that happened in my life, Eddie Diaz. And I really don't want that good feeling that I'm feeling to ever end ”.

"Me too".

Eddie kissed Buck with all the desire he was feeling and that was an oath that he was more than ready to open his heart to someone and being in love with Buck only gave him the certainty that he was on the right track and that his parentsm they were wrong. He was capable of being happy and was capable of being loved.

#prompt fic #day 4 #fanfic #buddie #love #911 #alternative universe

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this is my plate

this is my daughter’s plate

Actually I made some rib eye steak last night and it was outrageously good.  It Was very nice thick and juicy.  I went to my zabhiha halal butcher for this piece. New York strip and even t bone can be used too as well. The potatoes that I recommend highly is none other then Idaho brown russet potatoes.

It is 3 to 6  steaks and 6 or more of potatoes. This depends on how many people you have to feed.   They can be cooked in the oven, stovetop or microwave. I cook the steaks on stovetop and oven only. Preheat oven to 400F to 200C  for baking. Start the grill outside for grilling, broiler for broiling and stovetop start in a grill pan and finish cooking in a skillet so it can cook completely.

The methods for the potatoes are the same oven temp and wrap each one in aluminum foil then place them on the oven rack to cook for  30 minutes or until done.  They can also go in to the microwave in a microwave safe steamer for 10 minutes. This depends on your microwave.  Steak is cooked in a cast iron skillet in oven and place  aluminum foil over the top.  Cook the steak for 10 minutes on each side while turning each time or until done.  Or you can finish cooking the meat on the stove or oven or stovetop after you grilled it outside  or on a grill pan or simply broil it.  If baking or  cooking on stovetop please reserve the juice  for later.

The seasoning ingredients are  and this is all optional because not everyone wants to eat their steak the same way.  They are either 3 shakes each of seasoned salt, vegtea seasoning, pink salt or  lemon pepper,  2 to 5 cloves of garlic crushed and smeared all over the steaks,  the condiments like  1 drop of hot chili sauce fot that extra kick,  3 dashes each of either worcestershire sauce, balsamic vinegar or maggi or knorr aroma,  mixed Italian herbs and 1 pinch of black peppercorns ground in to a coarse powder. The Italian mixed herbs are 1 pinch each of thyme rosemary, marjoram, basil and oregano.

My youngest daughter loves lemon pepper on hers and I made her steak first.  Then for Mr. Riaz’s and my steaks I added the lemon pepper, wocestershire sauce, balsamic vinegar, the aroma and black pepper I had crushed.

Since it was so hot I chose to cook on so it can get all of those lovely grill marks on the steak then I finished cooking them on low  heat  and turning frequently the entire time that I have been cooking them. I made the baked potatoes in the microwave.  I sprayed the grill pan  with cooking spray  before I added my steak that I had seasoned.  You can add  4 tbs of olive oil too if you wish but I went ahead with the cooking spray because my youngest is not fond of olive oil. Also if you wish you can add 3 pats of butter too. 

The trimmings part and mushroom gravy:

The steak had quite a bit of juice  left over  from me cooking it that I added just 1 onion and cut it in half moon slices ad let it turn brown I removed it  and set it aside because my daughter wanted some with her steak. I had a package of mushrooms.  You can use any type that you prefer.  For me I was in a mood for  portobello mushrooms.  I have broken it in to tiny pieces. I sauted them until they were soft and starting to change color.

What I meant is that they get a little darker.   I added  tsbs of corn starch in to 2 cups of water to make a slurry then I added it to the mushrooms and stirred. I Readded the onions back to the skillet with the mushroom mixture and added another 2 cups of water and cooked it until it got thick.  Cook this on low heat.

I added this gravy to my steak and baked potato as you see from the picture.  Mr. Riaz just had steak and salad.  Sorry he was very hungry and couldn’t wait for me to take a picture of his plate because he was starving.

Enjoy.

Steak Baked Potatoes And All Of The Trimmings Actually I made some rib eye steak last night and it was outrageously good. It Was very nice thick and juicy.