#did you burn yourself

[sugarandlemonbuns]

HELLO AGAIN IM THE SEUNGIN ANON I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW I GOT SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS I THREW MY COFFEE ALL OVER MYSELF

HELP ME LMAO ARE U ALRIGHT

#did you burn yourself #are you alright like srsly um

[ride-a-dromedary]

I think Halsin would benefit from a good cry.

#BG3 Musing #Halsin Posting #doesn't have to be with or around others - i just think there's a lot of pressure in there #that might just need the valve released #he just needs a place he feels safe enough to do so - where he doesn't feel like people are looking to him #to be the strong one #he needs to be able to be the little elfling crying for his mother #just for a moment #(i think he did middle of the woods after he ran until his lungs burned from the underdark and he just.... #collapsed and everything caught up at once) #me @ halsin - allow yourself catharsis big guy #because you obviously need it

[preseriesdean]

And I get what I've been doing lately, you know, what with the yelling and the acting like a prison guard. It's just, that's not me. You tell yourself you're not gonna be something, you know?

#spnedit #corespnedit #deanedit #supernatural #dean winchester #* #happy birthday birthday boy <3 #love of my life forever #love you and the anger and violence that burns within you <3 #i apologize if this is kind of a weird birthday post haha #dean #*fav #you tell yourself you're not gonna be something #i did it for the sheer pleasure

[post-it-notes7]

You said that Arthur and Nonsurat created the GSA, and then Dragato and Falspar joined as generals. Is there a timeline you have in mind for how the GSA formed and worked until it fell?

I've got a loose timeline that I stick to regarding it, though it would probably be a little too convoluted to present all at once, so for now here's some related fun facts! (not necessarily in chronological order)

Arthur (and Nonsurat) created the latest iteration of the GSA, arguably both the most successful and most tragic one the galaxy has seen emerge.

The GSA Arthur lead was very small at first; he began to build it up by traveling around in search of other star warriors and making connections with those who were sympathetic enough to lend help. He had an extensive list of locations he would go out scouting on his own as the army began to grow. Because of this, the GSA had many smaller, make-shift bases hidden on planets, designed to serve as both safe houses and the foundations for larger bases if they ever needed to rapidly move locations. (The majority of these were destroyed in Nightmare's ambush)

Garlude was a longtime member of the GSA, and had fighting experience prior to joining. She initially served as a young trainer for new recruits, through which she met Falspar and Dragato.

Nonsurat was in charge of the GSA's archives, a collection of all their gathered information that included known star warrior abilities, monster catalogues, and even old fables Nightmare had tried to vanish from the galaxy's collective knowledge. (It was considered destroyed in the final ambush.)

Arthur was initially against appointing more generals, preferring to keep everything on his plate to assure the best effort possible was being put into leading the army at all times. The larger the GSA grew however, the more impossible that became, and he eventually caved and began seeking those who might fit the position.

Nonsurat has always been Arthur's first general, while Falspar was officially appointed the second. Soon after, Dragato was chosen as the third.

Garlude was offered the position prior to both of them, but turned it down, wishing to remain closer to the other star warriors and more active out in the field.

Meta Knight joined the GSA in what would be considered its later years, though he both fought during, and greatly contributed to its peak years when the glimmers of a potential victory began to appear in what had long since been a doomed war from the start.

From the very start, even before the GSA, Arthur sought the Star Rod.

That's all for now, thanks for the ask anon!

#post's rambles #kirby right back at ya #galaxy soldier army #what did I tell you? the insanity never ends #Arthur is on his slow burn path to the lesson of 'you either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain' #he needs a vacation

[hand-face-chan]

I'm only halfway though Hbomberguy's new video and I dont know if this is a universal experience but my main horrified takeaway from hbomb's plagiarism video so far is that one of my highschools TAUGHT AN ENTIRE CLASS OF 13 YEAR OLDS TO PLAGIARISE. LIKE, ON PURPOSE.

I ended up moving to a much better highschool, but my first highschool essentially taught us to "write" essays by reading what someone else had written and then write what they said again but putting it "into your own words". Which in practice was teaching us to change, for example, "the works of Shakespeare were regarded by many as the first popular art form" to "Shakespeare's plays have been said by some to be the first example of popular media". One teacher actually told us that the process of writing an essay was "saying what the people you've researched have said, in a way where it sounds like you said it".

Like. The tactics that actual plagiarists use to hide the fact that they were stealing. An actual teacher tried to teach me to do that.

#hbomberguy #im so glad i left that school early the next year. it definitely would have gotten worse. #i literally didnt learn what a bibliography was until grade 9 because of how shit my first highschool was. #at the same time if a student wrote a paper that was 'too good' even if it was orginal theyd accuse them of stealing without proof #like i wrote a completely original paper and got the note 'this is very good - did you write it all yourself?' #fuck you man. yes i did. despite you trying to teach me to do the opposite #they accused me of getting my parents to write it for me. i had to show them everything i researched and my dad lost it at them #this was also the same school where they took every kid with a disability out of maths regardless of if they were good at maths or not #and taught them shapes like they were fucking three years old #i remember hanging out in the maths with all the other autistic kids and prentending to have never seen a triangle before for a joke #and while thats really bad and abelist. the non-disabled kids were still being taught addition and division like they were 8 and not 12 #the whole thing was a massive fuck up shit fest. it took the year 7 maths teacher leaving for us to all get the same maths class #and we STILL werent being taught to an age appropriate level because we missed so much grade 7 maths it had to be caught up in grade 8 #i would burn it down but its not a highschool anymore lol

[thirdtimed]

he was only ever meant to watch

#he was never meant to be here in the first place it was a fluke in the system a mistake... #glass wall train ride timeline oblivion you were only ever meant to observe to read to watch-- not to touch. never to touch! #but you did and you damned us all because you loved this world too much and got too close and it burned and now its all gone wrong!!!!!!!!! #this world is doomed and its all your fault!!!!!!!!!! #becoming something monstrous something beyond yourself something horrible and it was all only ever because #you loved this world and its people so much you could throw up. you only ever wanted to be a part of it #to touch the grass to see its people to feel the sun to walk amongst everyone else #all a watcher ever wants is to become someone else to become someone real to become something that can be loved #the god of this world isnt the one who created it but rather the one who can manage to keep their eyes trained on it #to see every single birth and death and triumph and mistake to witness it all in its ugly bare faced truth and not look away #as the most powerless existence in the world..!!! #a storyteller confined to the whims of the story #you loved them so much youve damned them all to their deaths and theres nothing you can do #but watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #dfssdf .df #or . df df . SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER #HAVE YOU GUYS HEARDOT THE LIFE SERIES #HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD OF OMNISICENT READERS VIEWPOINT #I. HAVE. TO . DRAW. GROKJA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[roseworth]

ive been thinking about drowning recently (not like. considering drowning ive just been thinking about the concept of drowning) and i think about the thing where you have to hold your breath until you pass out so you dont feel the water entering your lungs before you die then i start holding my breath to see if i could do it then i realize that the only thing ill accomplish if i do it now is passing out so then i breathe again. ive done this like at least 5 times in the last week.

#i honestly dont think i could do it #but i hopefully will never find out #if i die by drowning someone grab a ouija board and ill lyk if i did it #im scared of like. slow deaths where you can feel yourself dying #like i think getting burned alive would be the worst way to die bc it doesnt happen instantly so you just have to. wait. #um anyways. im a normal girl with normal thoughts. #whats YOUR worst way of dying! 😁🫵 #tw death mention

[epicsauce]

when i was younger i used to be able to spew paragraphs of support and love to comfort people who were crying and going through a lot, which i deeply miss because now whenever someone's sad and comes to me i cant think of ANYTHING to say. i literally just told my sister "Im Sorry You Are Affected By These Things." and she stopped sobbing and looked at me like this

#hahshshahzhahah fuck meee where did my empathy go i swear i had some earlier it all just. vanished #this is what happens when you play therapist for years and emotionally burn yourself out on it i guess

[eggwishing]

little peek at somethjing i am cooking up ...

#this is rlly rough but rn im just blocking everything out #i have like 6.5 pages sketched so far this is already going faster than last time i think..^_^ #im having a blast also #im tryna rewire my brain . every time i think Blehhh i hate drawing i just want to see it done i gotta stop n correct myself #like Hey wait you actually love drawing why are you telling yourself this The process is frustrating sometimes but that comes with art #i had to redraw this one page like 4 separate times and i still didn't feel like giving up #like yeah i was feeling pressed but at the same time i was being patient with myself #like this is part of improving Stop laying on the floor and wondering why you're even doin this you've always loved it #only drawing when u know it's gonna turn out good defeats the whole purpose of learning #also i added cal last minute to this comic and im gladi did he's so creeepy #im very excited to get this done Not impatient like i was before #im impatient for people to see it yeah lol but not w myself #and im not gonna be all like “yeah we'll see how long this lasts lol” bc i think that's already setting myself up for burning out #i have hope that i can keep enjoying art like this I just need to change the way i think #and accept the messy n ugly. the perfect is the enemy of the good #aaron blaise really inspires me. he sincerely loves what he does and i want to be like that #this is also gonna be more comic-like Panelwise i think #scott pilgrim n my bro inspired me #also the way cal's face cuts off on the right makes sense in context he's peekin from behind a chair

[badnew2005]

the way bitey fixed tomshiv i think it could fix macden

#post north dakota macden i am always thinking of you . There Is a Hole That Can’t Be Filled #trying to just go back to the way it was BUT WE CANT !!!! we can never go back to before north dakota #because it’s not Just north dakota . it’s mac coming out. it’s mac being recognised as gay more frequently by the gang . it’s blatant and #you can’t ignore it . and if mac’s called gay then dennis will be too. if you just stay as you were #but you miss it. subtle static domesticity. everything was nothing and it didn’t matter #but you’re getting old. people are expecting you to Be Someone . there’s less and less excuses #BUT. bitey . it could unlock you #reminiscent of that physical closeness that wouldn’t mark you as cursed #the way it does now #express your deep viscious passionate hatred and all it’s faces #what’s behind the hate. who he really is . who you are. together and separate #mend the bridge. that you once stood on while it was still alight. hoping he could catch alight but all you did was burn yourself #there’s no coming back from north dakota #but maybe bitey will be the unspoken tools to mend your home

[faebriel]

today thinking about my favourite headcanon: wilbur Definitely smoked as a stress release during l'manberg and niki absolutely didn't know a bar of it until pogtopia

#it's about. the concealment. it's about. wanting to be seen as your best self (your best self who doesn't exist and maybe never did) #it's about. my strong 'cniki is not a fantastic mental health understander' agenda #it's about endless packets of mints and junk and passing on spending time in the bakery if he hasn't washed his hair or his coat recently #(and he never has) #it's about thinking everything is okay and not realising until so much later that the cracks started long before you noticed them #it's about giving up on pretenses because you're about to burn yourself down anyway! it's about clinging to the thought that your friend #changed because the alternative is you didn't know him enough in the first place. could you have saved him? god when would you even start #weren't you good enough? even then when you were safe and happy and coated in sugar and flour? weren't you good enough to save him? #AND SO ON.

[forgetme-eternally-blissfully]

Sorry Cale you’ve still got 121 chapters left before the book ends and I Do Not have hope for you

#every time #EVERY. TIME #Cale says that he’s going to relax. he doesn’t get to. #it was funny to see everyone flustered at how Cale wakes up from comas left and right before getting back to work immediately #but. it’s. sad. now. #give my boy a break #where’s my comfort??? alberu pls talk to my boy like you did a hundred chapters ago #joke around. call sekka crazy #stop making me think about how OG!Cale is happy now that he’s got a second chance with different people #and how he’s secretly grateful towards OG!krs #everyone is so absolutely grateful for og!les but also only want the best for him and yet he still has to push himself sofar past his limits #*og!krs #my BOY you can’t even see how much you’re suffering!! you’ve been in survival mode for years before you even entered Cales body!!! #youre still living a life where you survive one encounter and burn yourself through the next!!! #this isn’t even a weekly thing!!!! daily!!!!!!! hourly!!!!!!!! my boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #and I saw the foreshadowing I KNOW that this is only the beginning before the plot breaks the roof and reaches the clouds #the author has proven that they have no limit to what they can and will put our poor Cale through #tcf #lcf #not a reblog #trash of the count’s family #lout of the count’s family #cale henituse

[hauntingblue]

Yabushige count your fucking days. I am so mad

#the fucking flash forward. insane #toranaga in the fucking forest... ALL YOU HAVE LEFT IS THAT FUCKING EAGLE!!!!! NO SON NO FRIENDS!!!! #ishido blaming toranaga...... you should seppuku yourself...... shameless.... #so all out war now??? no toranaga invasion???? mmm..... #yabushige has lost it.... all that for nothing... oof #oshiba and her kid finishing marikoa poem..... i think i huave covid #HIS SHIP?????? #toranaga did this to keep him here knowing he wont stay now that mariko is dead.... i know it #the christians???? mariko???? to keep him here too?? #omg fuji......... #toranagas baby is so big ajdhaksj 'i have more sons thanks to you' hello???? #OSHIBA TURNED!!! ISHIDO ITS SO OVER!!!! #NO!!! LEAVE FUJI ALONE LET HER BECOME A NUN!!! ANJIN YOU ARE ON THIN ICE #toranaga is sucha bad bitch #i feel like anjin really felt ashamed about his first intent to arrive to japan and that mixed with marikos death... he said fuck it #and then toranaga turns it around and says nah... I am using YOU!! get your pussy up!! get your ships up!!! #'que la muerte le sea leve' thats what me and my friends say when we say goodbye to go to class ajshajanaakak i love this guy #favourite secondary character #this shot is so pretty... with the tree and the sea... the framing.... #SEE how toranaga burned his ship!!!! bc he wants to keep him!!! thats his foreign pet!! #he makes him laugh and distracts his enemies ajdhajdjsj.... his jester... #beef squashed with my girlfriends husband 🤝🏻 now we hold respect for each other #that was so good #i said yabushige better count his days and here we are.... #i post about someone and they die. 3/3 sobfar #if i reach far enough shogun is about a daimyo and the psychosexual relationship between him and his foreign pet... #he makes me laugh... and the last scene is the anjin laughing while looking at him... okay..... #talking tag #watching shogun #also!!! toranaga wanting to be shogun!!! this man is so complex!!! i hate him!!!

[eebie]

why do peopelt alk about personality types like that

#What if we were all just people!! #cos all that mbti stuff And the extent of a someone's persoanlioty is impossible 2capture #based on a 20 question online test That offers no context/reasoning behind the situations and answers it gives you #it just assumes why you chose those things u did and gives you a generalization that might be wildly inaccurate !!!!!!!!!!!!!! #but just because something is a whole load of baloney doesnt mean it cant be fun ^_^ heehee #it's silly sometimes. 2 see people describing The result i got like.. Ooooh .. they're cold unfeeling Machines... they're Evil genuis.. #and all coprrect Btw but not in the right way!!!!!!!!!!! #im an unfeeling machine the way im always on my grind and dont give a shit! And im an evilgenuis because im sexy and awesome basically #also thats all super minor stuff Personalitytypes shouldnt be 4 letters it should be about 4986534262357e^10 Letters #cos theres so much shit n overlap and basically its pointless To try n fit that into something as simple as that #Thtas like trying 2 put every color paint from every gradient from every hue and shade onto a single palette #simply impossible n you'll get paint all over yourself trying!!!! and the colors will all smudge together #and then you'll ahve to burn your clothes #but NOT if you have fun with it ^_^ #you don't wear a tuxedo while you're painting You wear that silly shit of which itdoesn't matter if it gets paint on it!! a colorful apron #basically trying to put anything in2 a binary In Sincerity is a waste of TIME but it can be fun !!! #NAYWAYS THIS IS STUFF PPL HAVE ALREADY TALKED ABOU IM SURE i just got carried away #*rubs the back of my head *Well.. heh #fuck how do u #do that thing anime boys do #where they do that. that thing i just tried to roleplay as #i forgot how #anyways this is not me being a hater Do whatever the hell u want ^_^ all tha power to u + i love u