#don’t TALK to me all weekend.

[elencr]

#don’t TALK to me all weekend. #AHHHHHH. #i wanted to finish the novel that goes in between fallen order and this but i couldn’t …. #SO ANYWAY. #⌜ ooc ⌟ ✦ * · ˚ wowee. i’m reeing. #mobile.

[charmac]

hey seth! i'm just a random guy that's been really into sunny for the past year, and i always love your tweets. you, loren, and anna have been on my fyp a lot the past weekend, and i know a lot of people are being assholes about it, but it's genuinely so heartwarming to see. you three definitely deserve it and are the best kind of people for this to happen to. you always come off as respectful of rcg. hope you can pass the message along to them both too! have a great day

Thank you for the kind message, I really really appreciate it and so do Anna and Loren! Glad you got into the show :)

Honestly I get people are lashing out/shit talking because it does seem kinda weird to witness through a screen how much we’ve been able to interact with them and the interactions we’ve had. I know people are jealous, too (as in have told me they are, and I was certainly jealous last year when Rob didn’t do any events in NYC bc he was sick but did them in Philly a few days later) and I totally get that. Whatever the reason for people being assholes is, I don’t really take it personally. They don’t know the full story of literally anything that happened, they’re just watching through a screen and making their own assumptions of before, after, and in between all these clips they’re seeing, and trying to find something to justify how they feel. The claims that I’ve been ‘stalking’ them or ‘overstepping boundaries’ are genuinely just funny to me when every place we’ve met them has been an event that was publicly posted to Instagram/Facebook well in advance.

(And I’m not gonna talk on Twitter about certain details of this, but I feel like I can probably disclose here that the Four Walls people approached me to tell me/give me things and not the other way around. Their socials dmed me, followed me, Rob followed me, etc. I had literally no sway in them choosing to do those things or introducing themselves to me in person and organically engaging in conversations with me.)

We want to share our interactions with RCG on social media because we think most people appreciate and enjoy their interactions with fans (and also the small amounts of Sunny info we got), and that’s it. I don’t need to share or brag about anything. I would be perfectly content keeping everything that happened this weekend to myself (I very much avoid otherwise sharing my face or voice on social media, so I genuinely have to overcome that insecurity to even be able to share these things), but we know the majority of fans like to see this stuff and that’s why we have been posting everything.

Your message (and others i’ve received) means a lot. I’m glad the majority of people are enjoying our interactions with them and I really appreciate the time you spend to send this ask, really! And I’ll be back to posting regularly scheduled actual Sunny content very shortly :)

#ask #like how do i explain #charlie literally walked right up to us #and had to be DRAGGED away #bc he didn’t want to stop talking to us #it sounds literally delusional and made up #like i gen wouldn’t believe that if it didn’t happen to me lol #same shit with my phone screen #ppl thinking i forced him to look at macdennis fanart #literally just comical #but i can’t explain the context #it all sounds made up bc it’s surreal it happened #so honestly ? anyone can feel however they want #about interactions and clips. cos yeah i would maybe be sus as well #like literally what is happening #but shittalking on my posts or in my mentions #or sending me weird shit on anonymous #i’m not gonna entertain or accept lol #nameless faceless people who don’t understand 5% of what happened this weekend #trying to tell me what happened to me is just funny #again cos it’s. literally mind boggling to me #so i accept a lot of ppl just. will be pissed cos it makes no sense #these are 47 year old ‘cishet’ men #with a certain public perception #and yeah you bet your ass i was shocked at how they interacted with us #but i know how it went #i know how they feel #and i think most of you do too :)

[wifegideonnav]

tbh when mitski said “you’re my best friend/now i’ve no one to tell/how i lost my best friend”

#my freshman year of college my best friend and I were both a wreck #and on opposite sides of the country #during winter break I made the decision to share certain information with their parents bc I was actively concerned for their safety #they were deeply upset about me betraying their trust like that and asked for a break in our friendship #(a few months later (which happened to be early March 2020. lol) they did shrooms and realized they wanted to talk to me again lmao) #(so we talked and cried and now we’re still best friends almost 4 years later) #and my birthday is in january so it fell right in the middle of the period we weren’t talking #and my friends at school actually put together a really lovely party and it remains to this day the best bday party ive had #(most of my bdays have been sad and shitty lol) #but i just remember being drunk in my friends dorm room with my friends all around me #it was the end of the night people were just kinda chatting in little groups or whatever #and i was lying on my friends bed just miserable bc all I could think about was how my best friend was supposed to be there too #bc my parents were going to fly them out for the weekend as a present #and obviously that just got dropped #and id been talking to my friends about it kind of but all I wanted was my actual best friend #I left them a very embarrassing drunk voicemail that THANK GOD they deleted without listening to #but it’s just. the quiet agony of being angry and sad and hurt because your person doesn’t want to be ur person anymore #and still wanting to talk to them about it. still needing them to comfort you and give you their advice and insights #i don’t want to talk to anyone else about it. they’re not you. #sigh. anyway. ive actually lost several close friends for various reasons ranging from reasonable to bullshit #and it always blindsides me how much I want to talk to THEM about it #so thanks mitski for expressing that so artfully #op

[deus-ex-mona]

l e t m e i n ! ! !

#d a m m i t d to the h to the l whyyyyy did you have to increase the shipping cost by 20 bucks the literal day before the preorders shipped— #thanks to that it only shipped today auuuuuuuuuaughdjejdjdjdhd #wdymmmmmmm the package is still in the same place from 4 hours agoooooooo #auauaaaauauaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i want in s o b a d l y #s o bs the only song jp twt is talking about is last stage #i don’t care about last stage (for now) i want m e o t o ! ! ! #s. s o b s. unless a surprise mv drops ig im gonna have to wait till 12am for the midnight release… 7 hours to go… #ig i’ll just skip a few hundred times and do some pushups while i wait… im lich rally bouncing off the walls here i cant even auauauauaaaaaa #this. seriously hasn’t been a good couple of weeks for online purchases for me… #first my local shipment for [insert item] was delayed bc of last week’s oddly rainy weather #and t h e n that item was apparently mislabelled and locked in shipment purgatory for the weekend (sadge) #it only arrived yesterday (sadded) though ig i should be glad it even arrived at all #and nowwwwwww. this happens. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh #idk there’s so many other things i’ve been meaning to do while i wait for the cd but. i just. can’t #this sucks i wanna be marginally more productive too heyyyyyyyyyy #i wonder how long meoto is though… hopefully between 3-5 minutes… #if the song’s like. m. ilgram t2-length im gonna cry #but ymk said that it’s her favourite song on the album so it should be good!!!! right??!!!!!!!! #ausgshhssh he l p i should really go back to. like. cleaning idol sengen pages instead or sth. #see you in a few hours for meoto tl/if they decide to drop a sudden mv or sth idk

[geckothegecko]

Can someone stab me with a knife? Pretty please?

#Ugh I don’t like posting stuff like this on this blog but I have no one to talk to so why not the void #Relating hard to that one vampire weekend lyric #“I don’t want to live like this #But I don’t want to die” #Found out one of my friends actually doesn’t like me #And I feel the depression coming back #And I’m having trouble talking to people again #and i feel like shit #and I’m burnt out #And have art block #And am failing most of my classes #Even though I know I could easily ace them if I tried #But I can’t #for who knows what reason #And I feel so alone #and all in all I’m just tired #I don’t even have time to do things that interest me #It’s a ruthless cycle of how much stress can the universe unload on me #Vent #tw vent

[worstloki]

AU where instead of massacring a village and running off to start a cult Geto declares he’s taking a mental health break and disappears for a while and that’s the basis of his fugitive status (and the kfc breakup when he won’t return properly). He’s treated as a big threat to jujutsu society bc he’s got low attendance

#he hears the ‘in this profession death is normal’ speech one too many times #this is the real reason why no one treats Geto like a proper fugitive #the higher ups took the first excuse available #Gojo wanted to ditch so bad but he has ‘responsibilities’ #every weekend Geto visits and talks about all the regular normal stuff he’s been up to and Gojo mentally anguished about it #Geto: you could get crepes with me. ignore the 3 pending curse cases you have. come eat crepes with me we can go after the curses later!! #Gojo: AUGHGHGHHGH #‘there are no other special grades who can handle this scene’ should’ve thought about that before Geto and Nanami left #in this ​Nanami leaves later to work a casual job but they don’t treat him as a fugitive for some reason #Nanami technically didn’t disappear and is on call or something (he wouldn’t answer if they tried) #jjk #Geto will keep Gojo up all night to make him tired in the day but Gojo just won’t take the day off

[judasisgayriot]

i promise I’m a huge proponent of blocking and curating your experience etc and yet it also seems like I complain all the time sorry asdgjkhkl but this fandom has genuinely made me paranoid about following or reblogging anyone new lest I be blockt n cancelled yet again for the associating w the wrong ppl crimes I seem to have committed several months ago when I got into foblr. which is kinda a bummer

#sorry I genuinely feel like I whine all the time and I really do believe in blocking n curating lol #but like I’m a chill nice person I just want to see content of the thing I’m into and I’m getting gradually cut off from a huge chunk of pp #so its just making me feel like a crazy person man!! #Truly I have block me if you want in my bio and I stand by it lol but it feels like it’s never ending and idk man #i maintain my relative innocence here! I’m just here for a good time! how did I end up at the pariah table #sigh thanks chill freaks n weirdos for being chill. promise I’ll shut the hell up now don’t get hurt don’t u get hurt. lol #also sorry if I like reply to your posts n act like I’m your friend but you’re actually like uh stop #talking to me you’re not my friend go away. i just like genuinely want to have friends and I’m awkward as hell #god this is so stupid and long and I feel like a cringefail fool but what can you doooooo #I’ll make some gifs or something this weekend. i like making things I like being in fandom! but man. it’s been a bit of a struggle here #(foblr lol) #anni rambles #I’m not actually sarcastic and cool and disaffected enough to fully be like LOL WHATEVER IDC even though I partially have that spirit #I’m too earnest and soft for the real haters n freaks n too much of a freak for like. the clique I guess lol

[closecore]

#closecore #photography #mallrat #no I didn’t buy any of this shitttt it’s so expensive #hot topic is my mortal nemesis btw I don’t trust ‘scene kids’ who go there #okay poserrrrr #also don’t get your sex toys from Spencer’s #PSA from your local. whatever I am. #if this makes you upset I hope you think about me forever #hey if you want good Alt shit to do start pirating music and loitering #make Kandi even at the shittiest prices its like $40 for all the elastic and beads you could possibly use #and other freaks will notice your wearables and come talk to you #<- there are better prices btw but let’s say you only have department stores n shit #but uh. idk. strong feelings on Alt culture ‘becoming’ what brands and stores we go to #hot topic isn’t even good quality #you can custom make an invader zim shirt I promise #take my hand. I’m hoping to sew star patches into my jeans dis weekend. let’s do it together

[ringneckedpheasant]

either I imagined that my work schedule was changed so that I had to work tomorrow or it got changed back but either way the amt of relief I just experienced after setting all my evil alarms & then double checking my schedule >>>>>>

#was literally talking myself down from a panic attack earlier bc #I was supposed to be off from last thursday til tuesday #coworker walked out on friday & I agreed to take her sat shift #was violently ill in the morning & overextended myself so badly that I slept for 13 hours last night #slept through all my alarms. slept too late to take my adderall & antidepressants #& anyway. I have an exam & a bunch of homework due tuesday night that I thought I could get done over the weekend #& i’ve done exactly none of it. & i’ve already handed in too much stuff late that if I don’t get this exam done in time #the amt deducted from my grade Will make me fail the class

[joenns]

just finished reading fourth wing

#IVE NEVER WANTED TO GOUGE MY BRAIN OUT AND STEP ON IT A BILLION TIMES EVER READING A BOOK MY GODDDDDDDD #it was just so fucking good and i was into it every second of it and i ate that whole book up in two days #staying up until 2am like i didn’t have work before AND 500 PAGES STILL WERENT ENOUGH I WOULDVE READ A THOUSAND #GOOD GODDDDDDD #ive never felt this way abt a book ever and if u told me i’d go this psychotic over a fantasy book i would’ve punched u in the face #i read acotar just before this and i thought it was good but this ….. THIS BOOK MY GOD #all the characters were so well written and the story wasn’t dull and the fantasy part of it was SOOOO GOODDDDD #u really get into the story and it’s not boring and i got invested in these little dragons and just UGHHHHHHHH #i’m gonna have a full psychotic episode by the time the second time is released i wish i could go back to the person i was two days ago #and violet is such a good character feyre in acotar bored me so much i had no connection to her but violet …. she’s my baby #and so is liam he’s so babygirl i love HIMMMM #i don’t even want to talk abt xaden just the thought of him makes me want to rip my hair out and set myself on fire #GOD THIS BOOK WAS SO FUCKING GOOD I WANT MOREEEEEERR #and the ending THE ENDING ???????? #OH MY GODDDDDDD #i’m so glad it’s the weekend and i don’t have work tomorrow bc they would’ve locked me up in the psych ward instantly

[megansplants]

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#I feel a little like I’m losing my passion for plants #not that I don’t still LOVE my plants #but like I don’t need to spend hours on the weekends messing with them anymore #I have so many other things I’m doing that make me happy #I don’t have a hole in my life to fill with plants #there isn’t as much NEED there anymore #and I kind of….. don’t mind #Bridger and I are happy and I love my job #we love to hang out together and basically spend all day on the weekends and all evening every day talking #and playing games and snuggling and having fun and listening to records #I feel so much more fulfilled than I did when I was lonely in school #like I’m so much more ‘well then fuck you too!’ when people say stupid shit when I give advice on social media #I used to feel the need to explain everything and I spent a lot of time moderating the plant group #and i really wanted my book to become a huge thing #but now it’s kind of like….. I tinker around with stuff when I feel like it #I will get on the plant group once every few weeks instead of every few hours #I’m just living life man

[byanyan]

crazy how much better talking to someone can make u feel

#was actually having a terrible night but finally opening up to my mom helped sm #idk sometimes I forget how much genuinely straight up talking can help afkgskg #.........ok actually alcohol helped but like. that's bc it took me drinking to build up the courage to talk #which is a me issue more than anything but ahfkgkshsgj #yeah. idk. sorry I'm still sucking at keeping up w things buttttttttt #I'm kinda a dumbass for hoping I might get anything done tonight lmaoooooo #I need to get better at accepting my own limitations I think #........anyway. sorry for still not doing stuff I'll get back to things eventually but rn I need to be chill with what I can & can't manage #u know? if I need to take the weekend to properly fucking FINALLY let my brain relax I will #and if I'm chill enough to vibe w writing while I'm relaxing?? that's great!!!! #but I'm not gonna pressure myself I'm all vibes for the next few days bc that's what I fuckin need #that said.... I do love y'all 💜💜 ty for ur patience bc I need it so badly rn #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

[tomatoluvr69]

**** and ****** and I all got invited to birthday party #1 tonight. Then each of them got invited to an additional birthday party, #2-3. so now I am being made to go party hopping with them. to parties of ppl I’ve only met in passing. and if that weren’t bad enough a friend of ours but mostly theirs is opening for [mid but confusingly well known DJ in our town who thinks playing starships by Nicki Minaj makes her all that even tho *** is better!] tonight and so now we’re gonna try to go to four things. Woeeeee is literally meeeeeeee I want 2 stay home and pirate ebooks and listen to sufjan stevens but unfortunately if I refused to go it’d be a whole big thing even though I literally only ever agreed to go to party #1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Scream. Ugh whatever I’m going to drink a matcha latte with raspberries and a shot of espresso at 4-5 pm and hopefully I will not pass away </3 Urgh this is fine this is good for me I’m young blah blah blah I have to enjoy this era it’s fleeting whatever blah blah blah I have the rest of my life to drink herbal tea all alone plan my garden and force myself to read a joan Didion book I am not enjoying. Blah blah blah but I don’t have to LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh AND I have to go fucking secondhand clothes shopping* beforehand this is like when Gabriella and Troy from High School Musical had big game, scholastic decathalon, and callback auditions all at the same time

*it’ll be FINE I guess hdhebfndjjejejdjdj

#ughhhhhhh #why don’t you skip it? you might ask. great question!! #it is because I have managed to seriously fuck up the dynamic between me and one of these friends to where it will make things worse if I #appear to be further avoidant! #so why not COMMUNICATE?? #yeah I am asking myself the same thing! but it is COMPLICATED! #ahghgghhgh whatever maybe there’ll be MDMA at some point then it will be fun ugh #journal #sorry venting #I wonder if brunch tomorrow at ours with ****** *** and ********* got canceled. if not then that 22222 erghhhhhh #and then fucking yoga and dumplings tomorrow night #literally why am I complaining it’s nice to be included and wanted etc #I think it’s just the imbalance between stretches of loneliness and isolation and like…bam seven events in one weekend #last night I accepted the joint as it got passed around and instantly got so weird no one could tell what I was talking about. #which is what everyone always thinks but actually no one could tell for real this time so I just got in a blanket and thought about faraway #things #i should stop smoking weed the thing is it’s never like unbearable just like low grade kind of sad #update and now they want to take MY car??? all the way to fucking Fairview???????? #when I don’t even know *****????

[voiceshearingyouloud]

Turns out my mum wants to divorce my dad except actually she doesn’t so I have to keep it a secret and she hasn’t thought to apologise for freaking me out like that because I’m her therapist and she doesn’t care about how I feel :)))))

#this sure is a post. #I don’t usually like when people post stuff that’s clearly baiting for a pity like/reply but I don’t know who else to talk about this with #because my interim therapist is terrible and my appointment is next week #I don’t want to burden my partner by continually talking about it because I always burden them and they’re stressed right now too #my best friend’s parents just got divorced and it traumatised her so I can’t talk about it with her #my brother needs me to be his big sister and not talk about my own problems with it #and for obvious reasons I can’t talk to my dad #anne speaks #I might consider talking to another friend if my brain doesn’t start behaving but I don’t want to randomly treat her like my therapist lol #we don’t talk all that much when we’re not seeing each other in our friend group #but if I’m really going insane then I will #I guess I have my psychiatrist on Monday and she knows about my family insanity #and I can stay with my best friend over the weekend (she’s offered) even if I don’t tell her why

[lesbianlenas]

i have this one friend where whenever we walk out of class when we make eye contact we look at each other like this

#michelle speaks #it’s so funny…….we r both haters that’s for sure 😭 #my other friends are all like isn’t this great :) and stay on campus for HRS after class & go on the weekends 😭 #she isn’t friends w my other friends lol we have different friends but r friends w each other #and the second we start talking we r always just like that made me want to die so badly lmfao 😭 #it was soooo funny bc my friends were like isn’t it great how our property professor facilitates discussion :) #& i was thinking to myself actually i HATE how he takes 5 mins 2 answer every question by asking that person 10 questions that don’t matter #and then after we had class i was talking to this friend and she was like i HATE property and i was like SAME 😭😭😭😭😭 #we both get so annoyed by the questions ppl ask if u were there u would understand…… #ppl either ask questions that r inane or they want like a tutoring session in the middle of class. go to office hrs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #it’s even funnier bc in our writing class we sit next to each other & during the presentation we will like make eye contact w that face 😭

[pepprs]

update i have to apply for my own job for the SECOND time in two years by wednesday and im taking my learners permit test on friday which means i have to finish absorbing the drivers manual by then. the way i am LONGING to walk into traffic.

#the driving thing is just extra stress but the applying for my own job AGAIN thing is making me absofuckingLUTELY insane. this process was #so psychically damaging for me to go through a year ago and the fact that exactly a year later i am doing it again and have to jump thru all #the same hoops and write a new cover letter and find new references and INTERVIEW with my colleagues and all that… like i appreciate this so #much bc basically what is happening is im getting a raise and will be converted to a regular employee (im contractual rn bc that’s all they #could do when i graduated). but like the fact that i am once again under the MORTIFYING psychic stress of my colleagues being the search #committee and me being u able to talk to them abt this or get reassurance and them having to treat me like they don’t know me and this not #being guaranteed and other people potentially applying and me having to compete with them… it is too much fucking stress for me to go #through. it’s just too fucking much. i am so mentally and emotionally exhausted and now i have to walk through fire AGAIN⁉️⁉️⁉️ i wanna KMS #like it’s fine. but also the existential dreaddddd the way i cannot bear to live through this one more time but i have to and im going to. 😍 #purrs #delete later #like i get it and i know it’s to make it fair and equitable. but whyyyyy do they have to put me through this again have i not proven myself #time and time again is this job not QUITE LITERALLY designed for me to be in it. and it’s not merely an annoyance it’s like… actively a #stressor that is taking years off my life just like it did last year and the timeline is even more accelerated bc last year i had two weeks #to apply and this time i have FIVE DAYS!!!!! and i have to reach out to references and i can’t do that until monday bc it’s the weekend 😭😭😭😭 #like LMFOAHDHSKDHSODHAJJB of course this is happening to meeeeee im going fucking insane. also i might have to do this a THIRD time someday #and i would have to get a masters degree for that too. so basically the only path forward is CEASELESS suffering and psychic agony. there is #no hope for women. fuck my stupid baka life. but also this is a good thing and also i have it sooooo good which is soooo unfair to everyone #else for example possibly wasting everyone else’s time who applies for this job. but also fuck my stupid baka life. #technically im applying for this job for the second time in 365 days. like it’s not even two years it’s that i did this a year ago and now a #year later im doing it again. LESS than a year later. it hasn’t even been a full year yet. help 😻👍 #if february 9 2022 me fucking knew what HORRORS awaited her 24 hours from then and 3 months from then and 5 months from then and 15 months f #from then. she would have imploded LMFAOOOOOOOO