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charmac · 1 month
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hey seth! i'm just a random guy that's been really into sunny for the past year, and i always love your tweets. you, loren, and anna have been on my fyp a lot the past weekend, and i know a lot of people are being assholes about it, but it's genuinely so heartwarming to see. you three definitely deserve it and are the best kind of people for this to happen to. you always come off as respectful of rcg. hope you can pass the message along to them both too! have a great day
Thank you for the kind message, I really really appreciate it and so do Anna and Loren! Glad you got into the show :)
Honestly I get people are lashing out/shit talking because it does seem kinda weird to witness through a screen how much we’ve been able to interact with them and the interactions we’ve had. I know people are jealous, too (as in have told me they are, and I was certainly jealous last year when Rob didn’t do any events in NYC bc he was sick but did them in Philly a few days later) and I totally get that. Whatever the reason for people being assholes is, I don’t really take it personally. They don’t know the full story of literally anything that happened, they’re just watching through a screen and making their own assumptions of before, after, and in between all these clips they’re seeing, and trying to find something to justify how they feel. The claims that I’ve been ‘stalking’ them or ‘overstepping boundaries’ are genuinely just funny to me when every place we’ve met them has been an event that was publicly posted to Instagram/Facebook well in advance.
(And I’m not gonna talk on Twitter about certain details of this, but I feel like I can probably disclose here that the Four Walls people approached me to tell me/give me things and not the other way around. Their socials dmed me, followed me, Rob followed me, etc. I had literally no sway in them choosing to do those things or introducing themselves to me in person and organically engaging in conversations with me.)
We want to share our interactions with RCG on social media because we think most people appreciate and enjoy their interactions with fans (and also the small amounts of Sunny info we got), and that’s it. I don’t need to share or brag about anything. I would be perfectly content keeping everything that happened this weekend to myself (I very much avoid otherwise sharing my face or voice on social media, so I genuinely have to overcome that insecurity to even be able to share these things), but we know the majority of fans like to see this stuff and that’s why we have been posting everything.
Your message (and others i’ve received) means a lot. I’m glad the majority of people are enjoying our interactions with them and I really appreciate the time you spend to send this ask, really! And I’ll be back to posting regularly scheduled actual Sunny content very shortly :)
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yaminerua · 4 months
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I will do something with Nikolai and my original OC gang eventually. One day. I hope
Maybe if I ever figure out what the rest of their names and designs even are lmfao
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khoipyan · 1 year
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THIS IS BASICALLY ALREADY A CONFESSION!
“I’m going to confess to you on Valentines Day, so wait for me after school.” “Eh?” “You’re free after school, right?” “Mm…” “So wait for me, okay?” “Okay.” “Why is your face all red?” “Because you basically already confessed.” “Ah! Forget I said anything.”
gn!reader (you/your), this unfortunately will not take place on the specific date of Valentine’s (cough cough), you’re the one who (not so) accidentally confessed your evil plan to them lol
notes; yeah i did get inspired by that one tiktok audio, what are YOU gonna do about it? hahaha. >:333
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Oh, he’s either undeniably red, or just really shocked. Why would you tell him your plan? Seriously? Doesn’t that defeat the whole point of a confession? But he can’t stop thinking about if you’re going to confess to him later, considering you practically just told him.
Wait, was this your confession plan all along?!
Riddle Rosehearts, Ruggie Bucchi, Epel Felmier, Azul Ashengrotto, Idia Shroud
He’s so… confused? Hey, it’s okay if it was accidental! He’s not judging you, but.. Wouldn’t you have already known you were confession you were saying you were going to confess to him? Wait, was this on purpose or accidental?!
Were you knowingly toying with him—?
Deuce Spade, Trey Clover, Kalim Al-Asim
Very much amused by your antics, thank you for entertaining him. He would love to say yes, but why not entertain him a bit more? In fact, he’ll even pretend he didn’t hear your entire plan, or maybe he’ll HELP you with your confession scheme. Why not? It’s funny to him.
Jade Leech, Lilia Vanrouge, Rook Hunt
Completely ignoring the fact you basically confessed to him, he lectures gives you advice on how to actually confess; for one, DON’T TELL YOUR CRUSH YOUR PLAN.
Riddle Rosehearts (II), Sebek Zigvolt,
…What are you doing? Why would you do this to him? Are you being for real right now? Mildly disappointed if you are, but that doesn’t necessarily mean he’s going to say no. Of course, do better next time you confess. In fact, confess to him right now, but properly!
Jamil Viper, Vil Schoenheit, Sebek Zigvolt (II)
Laughs at you for it. How dumb could you possibly be (in the most loving way possible)? Of course he’ll accept your confessi— Please stop repeatedly hitting him for laughing at you.
Ace Trappola, Ruggie Bucchi, Floyd Leech (I genuinely don’t know if you would want to hit the tweels though), Jade Leech (II, he’ll laugh at you in a polite way, of course.)
He’s going to chase you around nonstop. Bro doesn’t even care about the fact you accidentally confessed to him, as soon as he hears that you like him he’s gonna try squeezing you so hard until your heart combusts from his love.
LMAO good luck LOSER
The one and only Floyd Leech (II)
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scmg11 · 2 years
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HAILEE STEINFELD x READER
FIRST TIME EATING YOU OUT
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A/N: HELLO HELLO HELLO PEOPLE! I finally finished my longest oneshot (so far lol)! By popular demand, I decided to publish it whole without splitting it in half! So enjoy this long ass chapter!
Let me know what you guys think, it really means a lot ❤️
As always, sending love to everyone of you wherever you are ❤️
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Summary: Y/N and Hailee had been casted on the same movie. When they discovered they had to play a couple on the screen was really hard to keep their feelings at bay. They were told the movie had a lot of sex scenes in it they took it pretty well, but one particular one ignited a lot of questions and uncertainty between the two actresses. They discuss it and find a solution, then the situation escalates quickly.
Warnings: smut, smut, smut. Fluffy smut, but a lot of it.
Word count: 21210 words.
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"Haiz, you won’t believe who just called me." Y/N entered the living room after leaving it to take a call from her manager, and sat back down on her previous spot beside Hailee, smiling warmly when the brunette immediately resumed their cuddling position.
"Tell me!" Hailee urged Y/N on excitedly when the girl stayed quiet with a shit eating grin, wanting to know what put that bright grin on her face.
"It was Kelly, she told me I got accepted for the part I auditioned months ago. Remember when I told you it was all held in a great secretive way and I didn’t even know for what movie I was auditioning for?" Hailee nodded softly, remembering the day Y/N told about this secret project she auditioned for and listened to her concerns about not getting the part since she only had a rough description of the character she was auditioning for. "I got the part!"
"Oh shit! I’m so happy for you Y/N/N! See? You didn’t have to worry about not getting the part, like someone told you. You have an amazing talent, every director would be happy to have you in their movie." Hailee spoke truthfully, placing her hand on the girl’s neck to caress her scalp gently as she gazed into her Y/E/C irises intensely, causing wild butterflies to fly around the Y/H/C girl’s stomach and shivers to invade her whole body.
"Want to know the best part?" Y/N lifted her right eyebrow up in question and Hailee noticed how her expression adorned with a soft grin switched into a smug one with a sly smirk in mere seconds.
With her interest now piqued, the brunette quickly asked, "what?"
"They finally told me the name of the movie I’m now in."
The silence that Y/N let fall between them for good measure what driving Hailee crazy with curiosity, "Y/N!" Hailee whined in fond exasperation, slapping Y/N’s stomach softly much to the girl’s entertainment as she giggled gently, "don’t leave me hanging now!"
"Undercover."
"You’re kidding, right?" When Y/N kept staring at her with her wide smirk and wiggling eyebrows, Hailee erupted into a bunch of squeals as she hugged Y/N tightly in excitement, just now connecting the producers asking Hailee to be secretive about the whole movie, not sharing with her the whole plot with her, just a bunch of general informations about it and about Y/N not even knowing the name of the movie she auditioned for, "HOLY FUCKING SHIT! We’re gonna be in the same movie!"
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"Hey! How are you?" Y/N asked as soon as Hailee entered her car, wearing a pair of ripped jeans and a tank top exposing a bit of her abs and showing up the girl’s amazing shoulders and muscled arms, not to mention a just a tiny bit of her cleavage. Holy shit.
"I’m so excited!" Hailee threw herself into Y/N’s arms and hugged her as tight as the console between them allowed her, the grin she had on getting bigger when they embraced each other. "Our first day at table read! We are finally having more details about our characters!"
"Yes! I’m so excited too! I just hope our characters aren’t gonna be like enemies or something like that, because it would be so hard for me to portray your enemy that hates your character!"
"Ugh don’t make me think about it. Even though I think you would make an hot villain, it would be really difficult to fight against you." Hailee groaned out loud, leaning her body dramatically on the seat as Y/N pulled out of her driveway to head towards their table read location. Y/N tried really hard not to dwell too much on the wobbling of her exposed chest did due to the brunette’s previous movement, she just shallowed silently and gripped the steering wheel hard as her eyes stayed focused on the road for the rest of the ride.
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"Okay, this is a breaking point in this scene. The two agents are fighting over a change of plans in their mission. Y/N’s character is mad about Hailee’s character dismissing that small detail like nothing happened."
After getting to know more about the plot of the movie, an FBI agent partnering up with a CIA agent on a case of a simple wanted criminal, only to expose a few double agents in their organizations using their agencies resources to make money illegally. "Jane for fuck’s sake, you’re not listening to me!"
"Daisy, you’re getting too worked up for a slight change of plans, relax. Everything went smoothly in the end." Hailee read out loud, smiling softly to herself as she imagines having to bicker with Y/N for the scene and knowing they will have so much fun playing this scene together. The brunette was over the moon when the director told them they were going to be the main characters of this movie and were pretty much going to shoot together the whole duration of filming, she couldn’t wait to spend as much time as she could with Y/N and hoping the Y/H/C girl felt the same - she did- .
"You and your stubborn reckless self!" Y/N muttered as the script told her, waiting for Hailee to deliver her line as a small smirk adorned her features.
"What’s the matter? Daisy, it was just a slight change of plans. We’re out of there. We made it."
"BUT I ALMOST LOST YOU!" Y/N raised her voice, not helping but gesturing a lot with her hands as her eyes stayed fixed on the paper, "Don’t you fucking get it?! They captured you! I almost lost you because your hardheaded self couldn’t stay put. I don’t even want to imagine what those assholes would have done to you if I hadn’t came in and saved you."
"Hey, hey! Listen to me, I’m here. Daisy look at me, I’m here. Breathe. There, like that. I’m here, I’m fine. I’m safe thanks to you."
"I can’t lose you Jane, I can’t."
"You won’t." Hailee went to read her next line, but stopped altogether when she read the description on the page. The director jumped into their scene, explaining the rest of it herself.
"And then the two kiss, they express their feelings and all that lovesick stuff. Cliché but really heartwarming." The two girls moved in slow motion at that, their eyes previously glued on the word ‘kiss’ on their papers moved to their director to stare at her in confusion. She didn’t mention a kiss. The two girls thought in gay panic as they eyed Ashley with blank expressions while listening to her, trying to look as calm as possible when inside they were freaking out big time. Noticing the two actresses looking at her slightly lost, the director explained further, "oh yeah, I almost forgot. You are gonna play a couple in the screen. This scene is where their relationship kicks off. This movie is gonna be pretty much full of action, romance, comedy and lots of sex!" The director kept explaining better the scenes other actors had to read but both girls tuned her out as the worlds ‘romance’, ‘couple’ and ‘sex’ resonated throughout the two actresses’ minds like a sweet, torturing loop.
The reason behind their freaking out was not because they were uncomfortable in portraying a gay couple on the screen or the fact that they had to shoot sex scenes, they were totally okay with that. The problem was that both of them nurtured a really deep crush for the other. Being best friends for years, only deepened the feelings they had for the other, but neither of them had the guts to confess how they felt to the other, too much scared of losing their friendship if the feelings were unrequited.
Holy fucking shit. I am going to kiss Hailee. Like, multiple times. And shit did Ashley say something about sex?! Lot of sex! Shit! I’m going to explode from too much gay panic, aren’t I? How can you play cool when you have feelings for your co-star, that is also your best friend? Holy shit, I’m so screwed.
Okay, Hailee. Chill. Relax. Breathe in. Breath out. It’s fine. It’s totally fine. You’re gonna spend the next year kissing Y/N while filming steamy sex scenes with her. If this is a dream, please don’t wake me up.
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The next months were spent with a lot of workout and training with a professional stuntman to learn how to fight in movies. They had to film a lot of scenes where combat skills were required and even though they had their own stuntwomen for the more dangerous scenes, they still had to learn how to move to make the scene more believable. Y/N and Hailee had been spending a lot of more time together to rehearse their lines for their scenes, purposefully avoiding the sex ones. Actually, they avoided talking about having to shoot them at all costs. They didn’t know how to bring up the subject. It’s not like they could just bring it up with something like, ‘hey, I hope it’s okay we have to shoot in a compromising position acting like I’m making you orgasm like never before because I’m totally fine with it. Oh and I want to do it with you for real because I have a big, gay crush on you’, so they dodged the subject as much as they could.
But one night, as they were rehearsing their lines with the new file the director sent them that same day, they came across a new sex scene in a closet of a night club. Y/N wanted at all costs to know how Hailee was feeling about all of this, so with a witty remark she finally addressed the elephant in the room, now wrapped in a slight tense silence, "damn these two are seriously addicted to sex. Are we sure this isn’t a 50 shades of gray or something spin-off?"
Hailee laughed heartily at Y/N’s joke, leaning her head back as she clutched her stomach, "well, Ashley was clear- ‘lots of sex’." Hailee tried her best to imitate their director’s voice as both took a seat on Y/N’s couch.
"I never got to ask it and we’re a week away from filming, so-" Y/N played nervously with her folder as she avoided Hailee’s eyes boring holes into her soul, "are you okay with all of this? I don’t want you to be uncomfortable or-"
"I’m not." Hailee stopped Y/N’s rambling with a reassuring tone right away, her hand reaching over to grasp Y/N’s one to catch the girl’s attention and forcing her to meet her gaze, "actually, I’ve never been so comfortable with the hole kissing, faking sex and all of that stuff to shoot."
"Really?"
"Yeah, because I’m doing it with you. We’ve been best friends for years, I know you would make me comfortable about all of that. The fact that you asked me if it was okay, it’s already a lot. All my former male co-stars just wanted to slip their tongues down my throat, not even bothering to know if it was okay, since the scene didn’t require a steamy kiss."
Y/N blushed furiously at that, her eyes straying away from the intense stare those brown irises had her trapped into to look at her fingers playing absentmindedly with Hailee’s ones. "I just wanted to make sure." Y/N whispered between them, hoping with all her heart that the blush she felt on her cheeks wasn’t too much visible to the brunette.
Hailee then surged forward and hugged Y/N tightly, hearing her gasp silently into her neck at the sudden gesture but reciprocating the embrace right away with a smile, "you are the best Y/N/N."
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"BECAUSE I ALMOST LOST YOU!" It was now about a month later and the filming was in full swing. The two actresses already filmed a lot of scenes full of action, but also having a lot of fun when there had a scene full of jokes or funny lines. They were now in the middle of filming the crucial scene where Jane and Daisy shared their first kiss. Both girls could feel a slight thick tension between them, a sort of electric energy lingering between them as they progressed with the scene. It was almost time to share the first of many, many steamy kisses for their movie and both girls were shaking in both anticipation and anxiety.
What if my breath smells? Relax you eat an entire package of minty gums. Y/N thought anxiously as they waited for the director’s loud ‘action’ to progress with the scene.
What if she thinks I’m bad at kissing? What if I get too carried away and she thinks I’m disgusting from enjoying our kisses? Hailee nibbled on her bottom lip anxiously as she subtly eyed Y/N, leaning her butt on the kitchen counter to prevent herself to faint from too much nervousness and crossing her arms under her chest to look cool and calm when in fact she was not in that moment. The voice of their director was almost tuned out as Hailee kept worrying about kissing Y/N in her mind, too much so that she almost missed Ashley telling them to get into position to start filming their kissing scene.
"And action!"
"I’m too fucking scared of losing you because I fell in love with you, you dumbass!" Y/N acted with her voice slightly raised and trying to move away from the strong embrace Jane, Hailee’s character, trapped her into.
"You did?" Hailee felt the camera move closer to them, her eyes glued on Y/N’s ones as their faces moved closer to close the gap between them.
They followed the script perfectly when they let a few seconds of silence linger in the electrified air between them, before leaning down at the same time to join their lips together. Both girls almost fainted right then and there when their mouths connected in what had to be a slow, sensual kiss as the script indicated, but they kept going. Their minds were running miles a second at the wonderful sensation of finally knowing what it felt like to kiss their crush. Y/N and Hailee spent so much time imagining how it would feel like to kiss the other that it almost felt like they were daydreaming once again. But it was in fact very real. So fucking real. The soft air coming from their nostrils hitting their cheeks, their noses brushing or bumping together when they changed the angle of their languid kiss, their hands gripping their bodies as if they were scared the other would pull away were just proof enough that it was actually happening. Their sensual bubble was popped not too long after, way before the two girls’ likings, when their director yelled enthusiastically from her position on her directing chair, "and cut! That was amazing girls! The raw emotions that you two showed was truly show-stopping!"
Y/N and Hailee moved in a daze as they reluctantly pulled away, noticing how both took their time to disentangle their lips and how their hands stayed glued to their bodies, not moving from their entwined position as they smiled in appreciation at Ashley’s compliments. "Thank you." Y/N was the first to spoke up, her voice an octave lower and sounding out of breath, feeling like she was over the moon that she felt like she was flying. I’m not actually floating, right? Yeah, no. Hailee is hugging me on the ground.
"We will start over in a few hours after lunch break. Get some rest girls."
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"Ugh, I’m so exhausted. That fight scene this morning worn me out." Y/N groaned right before crushing face first on her couch in her trailer, her gesture triggering a soft, adorable giggle from the brunette right behind her.
"Yeah, same. Even though it was pretty badass." Hailee commented, patting the back of Y/N’s left thigh to signal her to turn around and lifting her legs up as soon as she laid properly down on the couch to lay them on her lap when she sat beside her best friend.
"At least we have a few hours off before shooting again in the late afternoon." Y/N sighed contentedly when the singer absentmindedly caressed her shin softly, feeling gentle shivers run down her spine at Hailee’s touch.
"And then we are done for the day. I can’t wait to sleep off this fatigue during our entire day off." Hailee groaned out when she leaned her head on the headrest pillow of the couch and closed her eyes to let her body rest fully for a few moments. The singer opened her eyes in what she hoped was as slowly as she could when she felt Y/N’s warm hand grabbing her free one and laying it on her stomach to start drawing slow, soft and steady circles on its back. In reality, Hailee almost imperceptibly jumped up in surprise at the girl’s touch and quickly lifted her head up with her eyes shooting open wide to stare at the girl beside her. In the last couple of weeks of shooting, the two had been pretty shifty and extra jumpy when one of them initiated any kind of physical contact. Ever since they had their first kiss, they two became more touchy, always grabbing the other’s hand as much as they could, hugging any time the could and cuddling on the couch every night in one of the two’s trailers. After that earth-shattering, passionate kiss, the two had been kissing very often since their movie was pretty much romance-sex centered, but they didn’t start on shooting sex scenes yet and they didn’t know if it was a good or a bad thing. Their director was focused on shooting a lot of fight scenes, interspersed with a few kissing scenes for now. Those scenes went from just a gentle peck to steamy full-on make-out sessions and had been a sweet torture for both girls, always reduced into a puddle of mushy feelings every time their director yelled ‘stop’.
They wanted to talk about those kisses, but neither of them found enough courage to assess that subject yet. "Ugh same. I’m so glad for our day off. Ashley had made us shoot fight scenes all week."
"I have sore muscles that I didn’t even know could be sore." Hailee admitted, giggling alongside Y/N when she laughed at her sentence and shook her head in amusement. Her eyes fell on Y/N’s fingers’ movements on her own hand and bravely turned it around to entwine their fingers together, "I’m in a desperate need for a nap."
"We have two more hours before our next scene. I can put on an alarm, so we can both rest a bit." Y/N suggested, suppressing a yawn with the back of her free hand.
"That sounds amazing." The two reluctantly left the comfort of couch to go into the bedroom area of Y/N’s trailer and settled comfortably on the bed, Y/N opening her arms as an invitation for Hailee to sling there and cuddle after she settled an alarm and placed her phone on the nightstand on the right side of the bed.
"Y’know, this is the best movie I’ve ever been casted in." Y/N spoke up after a few seconds of silence, making small conversation to lull the two of them into a well needed sleep, her hand caressing the singer’s arm gently while Hailee draw idle patterns on the Y/H/C girl’s left hip.
"Really?" Hailee murmured in the crook of her neck, nuzzling her nose there to breathe the girl’s sweet scent of cotton and vanilla, not noticing the goosebumps she elicited by that simple gesture, and humming appreciatively when her senses got engulfed by everything Y/N.
"Yeah, the plot it’s really good and the best part is- I’m doing this with you." Y/N admitted in a soft tone and Hailee was extremely glad that she was hiding her face into Y/N’s neck, the girl now laying comfortably with the singer in her arms with her eyes closed, because it prevented the girl to notice the scorching blush dusting over her cheeks and neck at the actress’ admission.
"Same. I’ve always wanted to be in a movie or a tv show with you." Hailee started to drift off to sleep but she tried to stay focused for a bit more to finish her train of thoughts, "we’ve been best friends for years and we’ve visited each other on set before, but every time I spent some time with you on set, watching you act and fool around with your co-stars and crew members always left me with a need to be in a movie or tv show together."
Y/N felt sleep reaching up to her, Hailee’s soft, deep voice soothing her soul and relaxing her to no end, "I’m warning you, I’ll probably be asleep in the next 30 seconds, but I just wanted to say that I felt the same way when I visited you on set. I always spend time with you, as much as possible, and sometimes it still doesn’t feel real that I get to spend an entire year or so with you thanks to this movie. From now on we’ll only audition for the same movie or tv show, okay?"
Hailee was ready to fall asleep, but she had enough clarity to smile at the girl’s proposal and hum in response, "hm yeah, it seems like a dream."
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"Alright girls, this is our last scene for the day. I know you are exhausted, but we’re almost done. Okay so- the scene that you guys have on your script had been modified just an hour ago. An idea came to me and Vero really worked her ass off in only an hour to deliver what we all think will be the most loved scene in the movie. It’s full of raw, steamy, pent up sexual frustration."
The two girls hid pretty well their appalled expression from everyone in the room at the news their director just told them, their heartbeats already speeding up in anticipation from their still unknown scene. "But we learned different lines for that specific scene."
"I know, but- I’ve seen you guys improvise a lot of lines during these four months. Your chemistry is unbelievable. You make all your scenes always so full of emotions, making it almost look like you’re not acting at all. So I’m just gonna explain the scene and let you have some time read what Vero had been working on for the past hour and we can start shooting it. What do you say?"
Y/N and Hailee shared a look as if asking the other’s silent opinion, their eyes searching desperately for a positive answer as their stomaches fluttered wildly at the prospect of having to shoot their first sex scene together. When the two only found determination into each other’s eyes, they nodded at one another before agreeing with big smiles, much to Ashley’s ecstatic, exciting and giddy happiness. "What’s the scene about?" Y/N found herself asking the question without giving her brain the input to talk and cursing under her breath for appearing too much eager for this. Don’t look so thrilled about having to shoot this wild sex scene, you will scare Hailee away you dummy!
"Oh yeah, here. Take 30 minutes off to read the new script, maybe share a few ideas on your improvisation. I trust you guys on this."
The two actresses were taken aback from the trust Ashely was putting in them, but nonetheless accepted silently the two scripts that were given to them and walked towards Hailee’s trailer to read without interruptions. "How wild do you think this scene will be?"
Y/N stumbled in her steps at the sudden question Hailee directed at her, expecting her best friend to keep quiet on the short walk towards her trailer, but she was wrong. They had to talk about those sex scene eventually, especially now that they are going to shoot one in less than 30 minutes. "Uhm, I don’t know. Honestly I’ve never done this kind of scenes. I’m kinda anxious and scared I will suck. I’m so glad I’m with you." Y/N shared the same amount of bewilderment at her honest answer as the one the singer beside her showed on her features, but thinking about it, what’s the point in lying when it was the truth? She was going to be half-naked with Hailee, pretending to have wild sex with her soon, lying was the last thing on her mind right now. In fact her mind was pretty much occupied in freaking out about the prospect of having an half-naked Hailee under her, making noises to make the audience believe her character was enjoying herself with Y/N’s one, or even better, them in her bedroom, Hailee on top and riding Y/N’s fingers as she moaned out loud from her powerful, building orga- okay Y/N, you definitely can’t go there right now.
"I’ve done it a few times, especially during Dickinson, and even though my friendship with Ella put me at ease, I know with you will be 10 times more comfortable." Hailee admitted with a slight pink hue adorning her cheeks, busying herself with opening her trailer and shielding the Y/H/C girl with her back to prevent her to notice it, before letting her in and walking to her couch, "I know this is your first time shooting a sex scene and even if it may look a bit awkward at first, I’ll try my best to put you at ease. Okay?"
Y/N couldn’t help but throw herself into Hailee’s arms and hug her tightly. She initially wanted to kiss her right then and there at how thoughtful the singer was being, but at the last second she restrained herself from doing that and hugged her instead. "You are the best Haiz." The two then didn’t completely pull away from the hug, they just adjusted themselves to cuddle on the couch with Hailee leaning her back between the armrest and the back cushion of the couch and Y/N laying comfortably on her side. "Okay, let’s see what this scene is all about."
After 5 minutes of silent reading, the two girls’ blushes intensified drastically with every word they took in, as a familiar pressure formed in their lower parts with images of the scene their minds pictured while reading. "That’s- something." Hailee cleared her throat in embarrassment, noticing how her tone got uncharacteristically lower.
Don’t make it awkward. You can just start by cracking a joke then seriously talking about the scene and your improvisation. You can do it, Y/N. "Ashley took the ‘that escalated quickly’ too seriously." The melodic sound of Hailee’s giggle warmed Y/N’s insides and caused a big grin to flit over her features before laughing alongside her.
"Oh shit, that’s so true."
"Do we call it make up sex or-? I mean they are arguing over a few mission details."
"I mean, to some extent, it is make up sex. But not really? You technically have to have a fight with your partner before that."
"Do we need to rehearse something before shooting or just wing it?"
"We pretty much add some of our lines during shooting all the time. This won’t be different." Hailee argued with a small smile, her arm instinctively pulling Y/N close and skidding her fingers up and down the girl’s bicep as they looked into each other eyes with a good amount of space between their faces. They didn’t know if they could control themselves if they were much closer.
After about 15 minutes of just sharing a few ideas for the scene, talking about everything and nothing and making a few more sex jokes, the two got called on set again. "Ready?"
The two actresses nodded gently as their makeup artists touched up their make up and both got ready to shoot. As soon as Ashley yelled ‘action’ the air shifted almost imperceptibly, charging suddenly with a passionate power. "No Daisy, you can’t just go there and expect to just pass through unnoticed. They have a lot of cameras with facial recognition. They will notice you even before you have the time to say ‘hi’ to the doorman."
"What do you suggest then?" Y/N acted like her character was starting to loose patience over their mission details discussion, her right eyebrow arching up angrily as her expression hardened and her tone showed her irritation.
"Let me distract a few guards. That way you can-"
"No way. You’re not going there. Not with your pervert of a boss." Y/N stopped Hailee mid-sentence and shook her head frantically.
"He won’t notice me. He is too busy hitting on every new intern."
"That is out of discussion." Y/N stated resolutely, pointing her hand down on the kitchen island where all their papers about their targets in their corrupted agencies were scattered around.
"But babe, we already did that. And it went smoothly! I can wear that same dress that highlight my ass-"
Y/N slammed her left fist on the counter and groaned a loud ‘no’ to the girl, who jumped up a bit at the sudden outbursts and her face showed her shock at the gesture. "I said no."
Hailee scoffed indignantly and rolled her eyes, "you can’t control me all the fucking time Daisy. You’re not my boss."
"Oh thank god I’m not that disgusting piece of shit who goes around fondling young, innocent interns." Y/N gritted our angrily, standing up from her hovering position on the kitchen island with her hands laying on the counter and started pacing back and forth and acted like her anger was stirring uncontrollably throughout her.
"You know that’s not what I meant. I was just saying that you can’t control everything I do in our missions." Hailee reasoned with a calmer tone, walking towards a fuming Y/N and stood right in front of her to stop her frantic pacing.
"I know, I just- you can’t go there and seduce all the guards to let me in. I would much rather fight each one of them instead of witness them eyeing you up like a fucking piece of meat." Y/N admitted after a long pause where they just stayed silent with Hailee caressing her arms softly and fighting against the goosebumps ready to spread all over her body like a wildfire, sighing out after her sentence instead and straying her eyes away from the intense brown pools staring intently at her.
Hailee let silence took over them again to make it seems like her character was taking Y/N’s character’s words in, before letting her confused face brighten up with a smug grin at the admission, "so- you’re jealous."
Y/N scoffed at the sentence and rolled her eyes for a more dramatic effect, "I am not." The sly expression on Hailee’s face was driving Y/N insane, the urge to kiss her, to really kiss her and not for the scene they were filming was starting to become unbearable, but she kept on acting, focusing on how easy it was for them to just improvise a scene.
"You totally are. You’re so cute. And hot." Hailee wiggled her eyebrows suggestively and bit on her bottom lip teasingly.
"I’m not jealous Jane! I just don’t want those pigs to drool over you and making comments about your beauty." Y/N whined internally at the enthralling sight of Hailee nibbling on her bottom lip, her teeth begging her to replace Hailee’s ones and bit herself on her plump bottom lip but she just cursed her dirty brain under her breath and kept going with the scene.
"I always had to fight with them for those nasty comments, one more time won’t hurt. So if you’re not jealous like you are so strongly affirming, you won’t have problems if I put on that sexy red dress I have in my closet and distract those assholes with my boo-" Hailee yelped when Y/N interrupted her with a low growl as her hands gripped her ass hard to push their bodies together.
"You’re not. I’m not letting those dicks come near you."
The low tone Y/N used to grumble those words triggered wild shivers down Hailee’s spine that merged all between her legs, where a familiar pressure was starting to get itself notice. But the actress willed herself to stay focused on acting and put on with a smug smirk, "just admit you’re jealous babe."
Y/N was starting to get lightheaded from the tension building up between them and what she did next was purely driven by the thirst she had for the brunette standing so close to her lips. The moan that Hailee emitted when Y/N’s hands slipped under her yellow sundress to grasp her ass greedily almost made Y/N’s wobbly legs give out from too much arousal, but she had to stray strong to keep on with their scene. "Yes, I’m fucking jealous. I can’t stand the thought of someone wanting to touch you."
"You are the only one who can touch me, babe." Hailee assured, her hot breath hitting Y/N’s lips deliciously as she pushed her body more into Y/N, her hips involuntarily pushing themselves more into the Y/H/C girl’s greedy hands selling the gesture off like it was done for their scene.
"I know, but I can’t help it."
"Y’know, I find it so fucking hot when you’re jealous." They were almost finished with their improvised lines and they were going to start following the script really soon, both craving the others lips so much it was almost unbearable, using the excuse that it was all for the sake of their scene to kiss each other again.
"Do you want to know what is so much hotter?" Y/N whispered in a sultry voice, bumping their noses together teasingly before satisfying her deep desire and sinking her teeth in Hailee’s bottom lip and basking in the soft whimper the singer emitted, then pulling another loud squeal from her when she gripped Hailee’s ass impossibly hard and lifted her up on the kitchen counter. "You spread out on our lovely kitchen counter."
"Holy fucking shit." Hailee murmured in a lustful haze before acting on her purest desires and grasped Y/N’s neck to join their lips together in an hungry, frenzy kiss. Their tongues immediately slipped into their mouths to start a sensual dance that made their stomaches flutter wildly as their arousals increased conspicuously. They lost themselves in the sensations their lips glued together were creating, but when Y/N felt a cameraman walk closer to them, she sadly got ripped out from her Hailee-induced haze and forced to focus on the next move. She reluctantly detached their lips from Hailee’s addicting ones, meeting Hailee’s now almost black irises before descending down her body. Hailee got a grip of herself when her mind finally remembered where she was and forced her mind to act as the script asked her to and not as her arousal told her to and moved her hands from the girl’s neck to her soft hair as she moved down her body. She almost came right then and there when she felt Y/N lift the hem of her dress up and slip her head under it, stilling her movements for a few seconds to let the camera pan in on them in this position before almost jumping in fright when their director yelled an enthusiastic ‘stop’.
"Girls! That was the most beautiful improvised scene I’ve ever witnessed. Holy shit, I’m speechless." Ashley walked towards them as she clapped her hands enthusiastically, but Hailee was too much focused on replaying in her mind the image of Y/N slipping her head under her dress and fantasizing Y/N slipping her tongue in and fucking her sensel- "what do you say?"
Hailee turned her head towards their director with a lost expression, completely missing what she had been gushing about while lost in her own dirty thoughts. "Yeah, it’s great."
"Okay, just 2 mins of break and we’re rolling again." Y/N eyed Ashley walk back to her chair before aiming her attention to the confused brunette, looking so adorable with her furrowed eyebrows and her face a bit red.
"Hey, are you okay?" Hailee pulled her eyes away from a random spot on the wall ahead of her and settled them on Y/N looking concerned at her.
Hailee’s heart bursted out at the worried question Y/N directed at her and the urge to kiss her was back in full force, "yeah, I was just taking some breath."
"You seemed a bit lost."
"I totally missed what Ash was talking about." Hailee admitted shyly, her blush, that was starting to subside, darkened in an instant but Y/N found that sight so cute she felt her chest warm up.
"It’s okay." Y/N snickered at the admission and grabbed Hailee’s hand instinctively to entwine their fingers together. "She said we just need to reshoot t-the- moment where I-I slip my head under your dress, then we’re done for the day." It was now time for Y/N to flush furiously when her traitorous mind replayed the moment she got under Hailee’s dress and came in contact with her black boy shorts, millions of scenarios then raced through her mind with them not filming, laying on one of their beds and when she got under Hailee’s dress, she got face to face with Hailee’s panties - or, her uncovered, drenched center, as the most of those dirty scenarios Y/N’s mind made up featured.
"Oh great." Hailee hoped with all herself that Y/N didn’t notice her dejected tone at the prospect of having to stop this.
"We’ll resume this shooting tomorrow." Hailee didn’t care if the instant smile that crept up her features gave her enthusiasm for continuing this tomorrow show up, but she was too ecstatic to even care. Little did she know Y/N felt exactly the same.
"Okay girls, we’re almost done. Y/N resume from your kisses and then go down on Hailee."
"Got it." Y/N answered on autopilot, feeling her brain short-circuiting when her Y/E/C pools drowned into Hailee’s brown ones staring deeply back at her while biting her bottom lip, her teeth begging her to lean forward and replacing Hailee’s ones. But she stood frozen on her spot, moving only when Ashley screamed ‘action’ and kissing Hailee passionately again. Her stomach immediately flipped over itself when the singer didn’t even wait for their lips to lean together for her tongue to slip into Y/N’s mouth and lick greedily its every nook and cranny. Y/N swore she could stay like this forever, kissing Hailee with their bodies flushed together as both basked into this amazing sensation, but they had a job so they unwillingly pulled their lips away. Y/N once again skidded down Hailee’s body, feeling a pair of brown irises staring at her intently, then lifted her dress up and slipped her head under it, shuddering wildly as she closed her eyes and let her mind wander again as she waited for their director to stop their scene.
Meanwhile Hailee replaced her hands again into Y/N’s hair right before she disappeared under her dress and leaned her head back as a sigh left her lips. Holy shit, this is so fucking hot. Ugh, she is an amazing kisser. But fuck, when she grabbed my ass I almost came. Pftt, can we talk about her face literally being between my legs? Hold on- shit, do you think she can smell my arousal? Oh shit, it would be so awkward to explain. ‘Oh yes, Y/N/N, I was wet for you. Actually, I almost came right into your face because I’ve liked you for a long time and this is literally a dream come true.’ As Hailee had her internal debate, she luckily was professional enough to keep on acting and opened her mouth in a silent moan to make it look like Y/N was actually eating her out and she was ready to come. Hailee don’t. Do not start imagining Y/N slipping her to-
"AND STOP! We need to cover a few night scenes so we’ll continue this tomorrow. Astonishing performance, as always. Goodnight girls." Ashley waved with a big grin on her face at the two girls before walking out of the makeshift kitchen alongside with the whole crew in a hurry to shoot the last scene of the day before continuing the day after, leaving just a few people to tidy up the place with the two actresses. Y/N stretched her hands over to help Hailee down the island, securing an arm around her waist when Hailee stumbled a bit on her feet and apologized with a scorching blush on her cheeks. "Don’t worry, I’m clumsy all the time." Hailee smiled warmly at the joke Y/N just cracked and snorted in amusement. Yeah, I stumbled because I’m clumsy, not because I am so turned on I can’t even walk.
"Yeah, I can confirm that."
"Hey! You were supposed to say ‘no Y/N, you’re not clumsy’." The Y/E/C girl countered back with her best Hailee voice that elicited a loud laugh that freed the butterflies in her stomach and put a big, dopey smile on her lips.
"My bad. No Y/N, you’re not clumsy." Hailee repeated her best friend’s words to tease her more and reveled in the low grumble leaving Y/N’s mouth at her mocking.
"Wow, I really feel better now. Thanks." Y/N rolled her eyes good-naturedly and shook her head at the giggles leaving the brunette beside her, smiling despite herself at the breathtaking grin adorning Hailee’s face. She would do anything to see that dazzling grin on those addicting lips, even if it meant make fun of herself.
"Anytime." Hailee laid a soft peck on Y/N’s left cheek before pulling her towards the wardrobe trailer to take of their characters’ clothes and head back to Hailee’s trailer to rest. Y/N was grateful Hailee was in front of her as she pulled her towards the exit of the set, because she was trying with all herself, without succeeding of course, to subdue her red blush caused by the brunette’s sweet gesture. You’re so in deep for her Y/N.
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"It was an exhausting day. But in the end the scene was amazing, so it was worth it."
The two were now chewing on the last bits of the dinner the two cooked together - more like Y/N cooked and Hailee watched her in awe at her skills, helping here and there when her best friend tried to include her into their cooking - as they chilled on Hailee’s couch, talking about everything that came into mind and just enjoying their quiet night off. "The scene we filmed this morning was pretty badass too. I was so tired after our sixth take, but I’m sure it’ll be worth it."
"Ugh, same! I’ve been in a few movies and tv shows where combat skills were required, but you never get used to it. You just want to sleep the entire day off to hope the pain will go away."
"Yeah! This is my first time shooting these scenes- well-" Hailee hesitated just a second, silently deciding if she could voice her thoughts or not, but in the end she made the decision to be brave and see how Y/N would react. "This is my first time shooting so many sex scenes too. And the ones I was in weren’t so- forward."
"Same. I only did a few scenes where it was implied, but never showed. But to be honest, I’m kinda liking it. And the fact that I’m doing this with you, it’s comforting."
Hailee’s stomach fluttered at Y/N’s admission, holding off the blush ready to settle on her cheeks with a smile before speaking up. "I- no, forget it."
"What?" Y/N asked curiously, adjusting herself on the couch so she was facing Hailee without straining her neck.
"It’s nothing."
"I’m sure it’s not. I can see it’s troubling you. You can tell me anything, you know that."
Those reassuring, full of affection, words Y/N directed at her made Hailee’s heart swell at her best friend as her stomach knotted over itself. "I wanted to tell you a- a s-secret." Hailee admitted shyly, playing with the hem of one of Y/N’s favorites baggy t-shirts she borrowed from her closet nervously and straying her eyes away from the intense look Y/N was regarding her with.
"Of course you can tell me your secret. I always share everything with you, you can trust me."
"I know I can." Hailee was quick to reassure Y/N after she swore she saw a flash of hurt and uncertainty at her admission, assuming Y/N thought she never shared her secrets with her and it was only one sided, so she promptly eased the girl’s insecurities away, "we’ve been telling each other everything since day 1. I’m just-" Hailee cleared her throat to get rid of the anxious lump in her throat, bravely meeting the girl’s gaze, "I’m just a bit embarrassed to admit it."
"I won’t judge you. If it makes you feel better, I can tell you about that one time that I didn’t see a glass door and crashed into it." Hailee laughed loudly when images of a lost Y/N realized she crashed into the glass door without noticing filled her mind, not knowing Y/N was smiling lovingly at her as her melodious laugh reached her ears.
"I would’ve payed to see it!"
"You could, I have a video. But I’m not gonna show it to you. It’s embarrassing."
"Oh c’mon!" Hailee poked Y/N’s side gently and whined in protest, "I won’t laugh."
"Nope, I know you will laugh. But I’m not showing you anything, not until you tell me what’s bothering you." Y/N steered the conversation back to Hailee’s previous troubled expression and changed her tone into a serious one, conveying some comfort to her best friend.
"Okay, it may sound stupid but- okay- well-" Y/N noticed how Hailee’s face got redder by the second as she stumbled over her words and stammered her sentence. "I have never been eaten out."
Y/N’s smile at the girl’s adorable stuttering instantly fell at Hailee’s admission, her stomach bursted out in wild butterflies as a scorching warmth flitted simultaneously on her cheeks and in her lower stomach. "I’m sorry, what?" Y/N couldn’t believe what she just heard, so she asked the brunette to repeat herself, because there was no way in hell she just admitted that.
"I’ve never been eaten out." Hailee repeated, letting silence linger between them for just a bit more before speaking up again, "I know it may sound weird and totally random, but I couldn’t shake the thought that I won’t act that well if I don’t even know what been eat out is and how does it feel. I was lucky enough, Ashley stopped our scene before I could start acting like I was enjoying you eating me out." Hailee fought against her blush from deepening and held her gaze with Y/N bravely. "I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable- just- let’s just drop this and move on, okay?" Hailee rambled out of control when she noticed the girl didn’t even emit a sound to let her know she at least heard her, instead stared at her with wide eyes for almost 4 minutes straight and Hailee couldn’t stand that deafening silence anymore.
"You didn’t make me uncomfortable Haiz." Y/N was quick to reassure the singers as soon as her brain caught up with everything and took in the defeated, embarrassed, sad expression on the brunette’s face at her lack of response. "I was just processing. It was- unexpected." Y/N laughed under breath at their new subject of their conversation, pulling a gentle giggle from Hailee with her admission.
"I know and I’m sorry if I came off as weird, but I couldn’t shake those thoughts out of my mind."
Y/N hesitated just a few seconds to summon all the courage she had to speak her next sentence before letting out her sentence in one breath, "if it makes you feel any better, I’ve also never been eat out."
Her best friend’s revelation immediately ignited a scorching fire in the pit of her stomach, burning the embers there so delightfully that Hailee felt like she was flying. "Oh."
"Sorry, it sounded less dirty and more sensitive in my mind." Y/N scratched the back of her head in embarrassment as she let out a an awkward giggle.
"It’s okay, it was just- unexpected." Hailee repeated Y/N previous words and grinned reassuringly at the Y/E/C girl, before bursting out in a loud laugh.
"What?" Y/N asked confused, giggling in puzzlement at Hailee’s sudden strange behavior. "Did I say something funny?" Despite her bafflement and wonder on why the girl was laughing so hard, she couldn’t help but smile dumbly and lovingly at her best friend as her stomach knotted over itself at the melodic, heavenly and blissful sound of Hailee’s chuckles.
"I’m sorry! I was just thinking how hilarious it is that we half shot a scene where our characters’ fight ended with Daisy eating Jane out but we’ve never been eat out or eat out someone." Hailee giggled softly, a rosy pink color dusting over her cheeks as she tried to play it cool by laughing at her joke and not cave in her dirty thoughts.
"It should be sad, but I can’t help it." Y/N resisted just a few seconds before bursting out in a loud cackle and joining Hailee with laughing their asses off at the hilarity of the situation. "I just hope I won’t look ridiculous as I go down on you and that I will do a great job in acting like I really know what I’m doing." Y/N let out between soft giggles, immediately adjusting herself and embrace Hailee tighter when she leaned down on her body to cuddle on the couch.
"I would say the same thing for me, but I just need to like lean my head back and open my mouth like I am moaning, something I already did a few times." Hailee shrugged as gently as she could between Y/N’s arms, cursing her cheeks for getting redder by the second as her mind imagined them in the same position they had been a few hours prior on set, but this time in Hailee’s kitchen and without cameras filming them and the movie crew and director staring at them.
"They always make it look like it’s so easy. I bet it’s not that easy." Y/N spoke up absentmindedly after a few seconds of silence, her brain shutting off right after Hailee’s words as it spiraled out of control with images of her going down on Hailee and making her come in her mouth.
"What?" Hailee asked in confusion, not really getting what Y/N just said and not understanding if Y/N was talking about acting or not. Her stomach fluttered hard when a stray thought about Y/N talking about eating out crept into her mind.
"Y’know in movies and- well porn, eating out is always so natural and easy. I bet it’s not." Y/N cursed herself under her breath for talking about eating out with Hailee like she was talking about the weather.
"You’ve watched porn?!" Hailee lifted her head up to look into Y/N’s eyes in shock, only to regret her gesture a second later when she noticed how close their faces were.
"I- yeah, a-a few times." Y/N admitted with a scorching blush on her face and neck, her eyes straying away from Hailee’s intense eyes, only for them to return on them a moment later when they fell on Hailee’s inviting lips. "It was my first time with my boyfriend and I didn’t know how it looked like. I was scared!"
Hailee fought against the hard blush ready to form and the growing jealousy in the pit of her stomach at the mentions of Hailee’s ex-boyfriend, and giggled gently, "ohw, how cute." Hailee poked Y/N’s side softly, making her squirm and squeal in surprise at the tickling sensation. "I’ve never watched porn."
Y/N spent almost a minute to find the courage to ask her next question, her mouth going dry and her heart rate speeding up at the very thought of speaking those words to Hailee, but in the end she opened her mouth to ask away quickly, just like ripping a bandaid, before she could talk herself out from speaking up her thoughts, "do you want to watch a porn?" Y/N mentally closed her eyes and waited for Hailee to burst out in anger and call her a pervert or something like that, but instead she was met with silence.
Hailee was left speechless at that question, her eyes staring intently into Y/N‘s intoxicating Y/E/C irises as she processed everything in her mind. "What? Are you serious?"
"Yeah, I saw how you were curious about me watching porn so why not watching it so we both can learn how eating out is done?"
Y/N’s explanation and reasonings were pretty valid and Hailee knew she should’ve said no to that, because she didn’t know how her body would react being in Y/N’s close proximity while watching porn, but nonetheless she found herself nodding gently at her best friend, "y-yeah."
"Really?" Y/N had to ask to make sure she didn’t made the singer’s answer up in her eager mind, her eyes widening slightly but she tried to make it go unnoticed as she gripped Hailee’s hip gently to ground both of them, noticing the air between them thickening and associated it with them being a bit anxious about watching porn to help them get over their worries over delivering the best performance for the scene and not because they were going to watch porn together, side by side.
"Yeah. If it’s okay with you of course."
"Yeah, yeah. Totally, totally." Y/N grimaced inwardly at the completely not cool tone she used to make it look like she was actually okay with that and she wasn’t freaking out inside. "I’ll go get my laptop."
Y/N reluctantly detached herself away from Hailee to sit up and go get her laptop, walking quickly towards her bedroom to retrieve it, then sitting herself back on the couch. As soon as she settled back down, Hailee flew herself into Y/N’s arms and regained her previous, comfortable position. "So how does it work?" Hailee asked in a small tone, watching as Y/N turned her laptop on and put the password in.
Y/N’s insides melted at the adorable uncertainty clear in Hailee’s voice, so she hugged the singer tighter with her right arm and chuckled softly under her breath. "Y’know it’s so cute you looking all hesitant and eager." Y/N noticed a crimson color dusting over Hailee’s cheeks at her statement and reveled in the craved reaction before focusing on answering her best friend’s previous question and stopping her teasing, "first thing first we need to go on the specific website." Y/N clicked on the link and laughed when she noticed Hailee’s eyes widening at the few videos on the homepage while her blush deepened impossibly. She silently tapped on the search bar and typed out their main topic of interest before speaking up, "it won’t probably matter what we choose, but I have a question."
"Ask away."
"Are you more comfortable watching straight porn or gay one?"
Hailee’s face became beet red at the question, her eyes straying from the laptop’s screen to her wringing fingers before boldly meeting Y/N’s eyes to answer her with another question. "I don’t know, what would you choose?"
Y/N did a double take at that, not really expecting Hailee answering with that particular question. She pondered on her answer for a few, silent moments, before making up her mind and answering truthfully, they were already at that point, so why lie? "I watched a few straight porns to- y’know learn how sex with my ex-boyfriend would be. But then- I started watching a few gay ones with two girls to- hm- get myself off."
Hailee stayed frozen on her spot at Y/N’s revelation as her stomach went crazy at her implication. Does it mean she is gay? Bi, maybe? Shit, could it possibly mean we can be more than friends? Stop it Hailee, only because she watches gay porn and she may be gay or bi doesn’t mean she automatically has feelings for you. I wish. "Oh."
"Yeah." Y/N scratched the back of her head and tried to move her eyes away from Hailee’s intense gaze, but a glint that Y/N couldn’t exactly pinpoint stopped her in her tracks.
Say something you doofus, don’t make it look like you’re disgusted by her admission. "We’re definitely watching gay porn then. Not only because it will help us with our scene, but it definitely allures me more."
Y/N had to make sure she didn’t combust right then and there after hearing Hailee’s sentence leave her lips, forcing her jaw to not slack open and her stomach to stop tangle over itself as she tried to look at least like she wasn’t freaking out. "Well, gay porn it is then." Y/N didn’t know how exactly she found her voice and how she succeeded in not stammering her words, but she was so glad she got a grip on herself because she would have looked even dumber than she felt if she didn’t. She reluctantly moved her eyes away from Hailee’s ones to add the ‘lesbian’ category on the search filter before moving the laptop more towards Hailee to let her see a bit better the screen. "You pick."
"Why? I’m not an expert." Hailee detached her eyes from the laptop to regard Y/N with a confused expression, her eyebrows furrowed together and her eyes showing perplexity.
"Well, it’s your first porn. You should choose what to watch."
Hailee nodded still a bit unconvinced, but the big, encouraging smile Y/N was sending her way was enough to make her look back on the screen and skimming over the videos on the page. She spent a whole minute scrolling through the website and was ready to give up and ask Y/N to choose something to watch when a particular video caught her attention. From the preview photo of the video there were two girls, one brunette and one with Y/N’s Y/H/C hair, making out naked on a couch. Hailee knew with all herself that she wanted to choose that particular video because the two girls from behind looked a lot like them and the location was pretty much similar to theirs right now, but she couldn’t give a damn about her reasons. She looked at Y/N and pointed on the video on the screen, hoping her blush wasn’t as hot as it felt as she talked to Y/N and looking her right in the eyes, "this one."
Y/N stared into Hailee’s brown irises for a few seconds, enthralled by the fierce fire burning behind them before looking at the video Hailee’s finger was placed on the screen and as soon as she noticed the similarities between the two actresses on the screen and them, her brain spiraled out of control. Does it mean something? Can she possibly say something with this? Shut up Y/N, don’t look too much into things. You will only get hurt. I know, but still… I will always hope she feels the same. "Alright, ready?"
"Yup!" Y/N pressing the ‘play’ button and the little wheel appearing on the scree, signaling the video started loading, sent Hailee’s butterflies in her stomach into a frenzy, but she willed herself to calm down when the video started pretty slowly, with the two girls completely clothed sitting at a table with books open on it. Her confusion must’ve been showed on her features because a few seconds later she heard a soft chuckle beside her, causing her to tear her eyes off the screen to meet amused Y/E/C hues. "What?"
"It’s not what you were expecting, isn’t it?"
"Well, I mean- yeah. I assumed the video started with the two girls already fucking." Hailee answered honestly, her confusion clouded a bit by the cute, rosy pink color dusting over Y/N’s cheekbones at her crass words.
"Well, you guessed right. A lot of porns, if not almost all of them start like that. Just endless fucking. But I prefer them with a bit of plot in it. I know it’s barely there, but I just- don’t like it when they just fuck without a reason." Y/N pressed the spacebar to stop the video and explained herself, "I’m not opposed to casual sex or having random sex with your partner. I just need the porn to have a plot so I can- hm- get myself off imagining-" Y/N face burned hot as she stopped mid-rambling, her mouth talking without her permission from her need to explain herself to the brunette, who was now sporting a soft smile on her lips. "Myself with the person that I like. Shit that sounded weird and completely insane." Y/N grimaced awkwardly and covered her blushing face with her hands in embarrassment. Stupid, stupid, stupid. She now thinks you are a fucking creep. Just hope she won’t ever find out she is the person you imagine yourself with in those scenarios as you get off, you dipshit.
"Hey, no no stop." A pair of soft hands pulled Y/N’s ones from her face and smiled warmly at her in reassurance. "It makes totally sense and it’s completely not insane. I’m new to this world, but I would’ve done the same thing. I didn’t ask you if there were porns with a bit of plot just because I didn’t know they existed, so I restrained myself from asking. I’m glad you chose something not too forward, at least not from the beginning." Y/N smiled in appreciation at her words and nodded softly in understanding. Hailee decided to play dumb when she delivered her next sentence, but the need to put Y/N at ease and not making her feel like a creep overcame her, "and thank you for the tip, I now will definitely imagine myself and my crush." Pfft, you were imagining Y/N and yourself way before Y/N ‘gave you a tip’. Shut up brain.
Hailee winked flirtatiously, causing Y/N to pretty much explode. Was that- no it couldn’t possibly be. "Alright then." Y/N covered her aroused state with a small chuckle and pressed play once again, the voices of the two actresses filling the silence in the trailer as the two best friends focused their attention back on the screen.
The video portrayed the student-tutor trope, the plot during literally almost a minute before the two started making out on the table with their books discarded on the floor. Y/N cleared her throat when the Y/H/C girl ripped the brunette’s shirt off of her and lifted her up to lay her on the couch. Hailee shifted on her seat as an uncomfortable pressure started building in her lower areas when the Y/H/C girl started pounding into the brunette with three fingers, lewd moans echoing off their silent room. The two girls stared transfixed at the screen when the brunette slipped her fingers in the Y/H/C one and both moved in synch to take the other over the edge. Y/N bit on her bottom lip hard, desperately trying to stop her brain to imagine herself and Hailee doing that same thing on this couch, not when she had the subject of her dirty thoughts in her arms, innocently staring at the screen.
But Hailee’s own thoughts were far from innocent, her mind completely flooded with everything Y/N as she imagined Y/N taking her in her bed as she moaned loudly without giving a fuck of being heard. She almost came when she watched the Y/H/C girl kissing down the brunette’s body before visibly watching the girl sink her tongue into her core and starting a quick rhythm. Both girls stared with rapt attention as the brunette fell over the edge over and over on her lover’s tongue. "Shit." Hailee let out in a whispered whine when her clit pulsated in a desperate need for some attention, shifting gently to relive some tension, only for her arousal to intensify when she remembered she was still clutched on Y/N’s body and her motion caused their thighs to brush together.
That seemed to pull Y/N away from her foggy, lustful haze and turned her head towards a red faced Hailee. "Everything okay?"
"Can you-" Hailee cleared her throat when she noticed her voice was a lot raspier and an octave lower than normal before continuing, "can you stop it for a bit, please?"
If it wasn’t for her wild aroused state she would’ve awed at the quiet tone Hailee used, but obliged nonetheless. Her eyes turned back onto Hailee’s face after stopping the video, silence filling once again the trailer’s living room while she clicked on the spacebar button, and looking at her in concern, "you okay? It-it didn’t make you uncomfortable, did it? Oh shit, of course it did. I’m so so sorry. We can forget it happened and just go on with our night!"
Y/N talked so fast that Hailee, in her lustful haze, didn’t have time to stop her mid-sentence, "it-it didn’t make me uncomfortable." Hailee admitted, debating with herself if she should continue with her train of thoughts, scared that she would freak Y/N out, but a fresh wave of arousal hitting her when her mind forced a thought of them fucking on this couch after she continued her sentence made her make up her mind, "quite the opposite."
Y/N blinked rapidly to make sure she heard Hailee right and it wasn’t her brain deceiving her, but when her brown, almost black, irises met her equally aroused ones, she realized she didn’t imagine anything. "Oh."
"Did it- did it make you- feel the same?"
"You have no idea." Hailee restrained herself from moaning out loud at the sensual, hoarse tone Y/N used, sticking to just biting her bottom lip to subdue her arousal. "But now we know what eating someone out looks like."
Hailee hummed in agreement, before letting the silence fill the electrified air between them. The singer watched Y/N close her laptop and place it on the coffee table, before settling back on the couch, all the while having Hailee still clutched on her side. "Who did you imagine?" Hailee asked out of nowhere after some time spent staring at Y/N’s laptop and letting their minds making up different scenarios involving the two of them naked and a lot of moans.
"Excuse me what?" Y/N knew what Hailee was talking about, but she hoped that playing dumb would make her drop the subject. But she knew it was to no avail.
"Who did you imagine having sex with while watching that video?"
Y/N sighed out loudly. She knew what she was about to do was completely reckless and stupid, but her core screaming for attention, the intense gaze Hailee’s was regarding her with and the tension clear in the air pushed her to tell the truth. She was tired of hiding her feelings. "The person I’m always imagining. The one who has my heart, who makes me smile with the simplest things and makes me feel better when I’m feeling down… you."
And then the world stopped. Everything felt like ceased moving as Hailee let Y/N’s admission sink in, staring her intensely while Y/N held her breath in anticipation. "I’m sorry, did you really say ‘you’ or my imagination is pulling a prank on me?"
Y/N couldn’t read into Hailee’s question due to her mind being too much of a mess, but by the rosy pink on her cheeks and her chest heaving rapidly told Y/N maybe Hailee felt the same way in the end. To break and ease some of the tension between them she chuckled gently under her breath and nodded, "yeah, I said you."
Hailee stayed silent then, her eyes burning holes into her Y/E/C irises as her face contorted in thought. "It only should be fair to tell you who I was thinking about while watching that porn."
The soft but mischievous smirk wrapping around Hailee’s lips made Y/N gulp loudly, her heart beating fast in her chest and her mouth drying up in anticipation as she found enough force to let herself speak, her voice sounding a bit out of breath. "I mean- you don’t have to. It’s okay if you don’t want to share the person you were thinking about while watching that porn."
"I want to." Hailee clarified, assuring that it was okay for her to share that information. "It was you, you doofus." Hailee was quick to add when she noticed Y/N playing with her fingers gently and not meeting her eyes, a clear sign she was vulnerably insecure about her admission.
Y/N lifted her head up so fast it almost made her dizzy, but she recovered in an instant when she was met with the most bright, sincere and heartwarming smile she ever witnessed. And the fact that it was directed at her made her almost pass out. "I- re- you- ser- what?"
Hailee’s soft giggles echoed around the room at Y/N’s adorable stuttering. "Why do you think I chose that video? For the plot?" Hailee quipped with a teasing smile, watching as realization weighed down on her and her smirk broadened immediately. "I chose it because the two girls looked a lot like us. It was easier to think about fucking you when on the screen seemed like we were actually doing that."
Y/N now was sure she literally exploded after Hailee’s admission. She literally thought the exact same thing but naively assumed Hailee chose it just from that bit of plot - even if she didn’t know existed porns with a plot - or because she felt like it wasn’t that explicit, ever if it was an understatement since it was - well porn, but never in a million years she thought Hailee would’ve admitted to Y/N’s wishful thinking. "Hold on, let me just, recover."
Hailee chuckled at the stunned expression present on Y/N’s now red face, her chest heaving rapidly as her eyes looked anywhere but her. "I know I must’ve looked forward, but I can’t stash what I feel for you any longer. This day had been so full of things I’ve always wanted to do with and to you, and I couldn’t take it anymore."
Y/N’s body was wracked by wild shivers as a particular part of Hailee’s sentence struck her hard. ‘This day had been so full of things I’ve always wanted to do with and to you’. Holy shit. Images of them making out, having sex, going to dates, cooking together and so on flooded her mind, making her almost dizzy from too much feelings. "Fuck Hailee, you can’t say things like that."
"Why not?" The amused and completely not so innocent smirk present on Hailee’s lips flooded Y/N’s body with the sudden urge to close the small gap present between them and kiss her senselessly. But she stayed put. She needed to be 100% sure Hailee wanted that too.
"Because they make me want to kiss you, for real this time, just like I’ve imagined of doing many, many times I lost count a long time ago."
"Who said you couldn’t?" Y/N’s resolve flew out into space when Hailee boldly leaned their faces together and brushed their noses in a teasing manner, their lips ghosting over each other but painfully stayed too far away for both girls’ likings.
And with Hailee’s eyes dropping to Y/N’s lips the last ounce of Y/N’s resolve flew out of the window, but before she could act on her deepest desires and crash their lips together, she came impossibly close and asked in a soft tone. "Can I kiss you?"
"Yes, please." Hailee would’ve scolded herself at the needy tone leaving her throat, but the thought disappeared as soon as Y/N’s soft lips crushed on her own gently.
Both whined pathetically at the yearned contact, sighing into the kiss and sinking deeper into each other. Hailee’s hands grasped the front of Y/N’s t-shirt to pull the girl as much as she could closer to her while Y/N’s left hand stayed secured on Hailee’s right hip while her other hand caressed her neck softly. They didn’t deepen the kiss, just savored the chaste kiss to its fullest before pulling away. "Holy shit." Y/N exclaimed in a dreamy tone, her eyes fluttering open and almost fainted when intense brown irises stared back at her with a mix of affection and lust.
"Come here." Hailee slipped her free hand on the back of Y/N’s neck and crashed their lips together in a deeper kiss. She pushed gently on Y/N’s shoulders to make her leave their not so comfortable sitting position on the couch to lay onto a much more comfortable one on her back, Hailee laying on the Y/E/C girl’s body right after pulling their lips apart for their position change and rejoining their mouths to resume where they left off. Both their bodies where struck with hard shivers when their tongues finally met after Hailee licked the seam of Y/N’s lips to ask for permission to deepen the kiss, Y/N granting her access right away, and the softest of wails fumbled out of their throats at their bodies rubbing over each other. When air became necessary, they reluctantly pulled way, sharing a few more hard pecks before detaching their lips completely. "Holy shit." Hailee repeated the same words Y/N told her not too long ago, causing the Y/H/C girl to smile adoringly at her.
"Yeah." Y/N sighed dreamily while her hand moved on its own and caressed Hailee’s back soothingly, feeling the singer sink deeper into her. "Just- hm- just to clarify, you like me, right? You didn’t kiss me because of the moment?"
Hailee’s loud laugh soothed Y/N’s insides instantly, but the feeling lasted only a few moments before a strong wave of anxiety hit her, scared the singer was laughing at her for her wishful thinking. Little did she know Hailee giggled adorably at her thoughtfulness, vulnerability and shyness. "You’re so cute when you’re coy and hesitant. But to answer your question I need your hand, please."
Y/N furrowed her eyebrows together but nonetheless placed her hand on top of the palm of Hailee’s outstretched hand and watched confused as the brunette moved their hands towards her chest, her eyes widening comically when she felt how frantically the brunette’s heart was racing, matching her own beating heart race. "Holy fuck."
"Yeah. I wanted to kiss you. I’ve wanted that for a very long time." Hailee pecked those lips she was quickly becoming addicted to. "And even though we’ve kissed a few times before for our scenes, that kiss was a million times better. Because we kissed because we wanted to and not because we had to for our job."
"Yeah." Y/N sighed dreamily, boldly doing the same thing the brunette did a few seconds prior and laid a soft chaste kiss on her plump lips, "but y’know I was taking advantage of us kissing for our movie to kiss you, if that makes sense."
"It does makes perfect sense." Hailee nodded in understanding, her stomach fluttering hard knowing now the Y/H/C girl had been doing the exact same thing she had been doing. "I’ve been kissing you just like that too." Hailee blushed furiously at her admission, straying her eyes from the intense staring contest they had been doing and focusing on her free hand not grasping Y/N’s one still on her own chest caressing absentmindedly Y/N’s sternum and left clavicle.
"Shit." Y/N exclaimed in a lustful haze, her Y/E/C irises focusing on every movement Hailee’s mouth did as she talked, building the raging desire to lay her lips again on those intoxicating, inebriating ones. "Can I-."
Y/N’s sentence was cut off short when Hailee crashed their mouths greedily over each other, her tongue sliding between the seam of the girl’s lips to ask again for permission, her movement stopped halfway due to Y/N eagerly opening her mouth and causing her tongue to slip right into Y/N’s mouth. They didn’t know who let out that lewd, loud moan, but they didn’t seem to mind as they were too occupied devouring each other’s mouth to dwell on who actually moaned. "Shit Y/N." Hailee sighed out when they disconnected their lips to take some needed breath, but Y/N’s mouth didn’t want to stay too much away from Hailee, so the Y/H/C girl started peppering open-mouthed kissed on the length of Hailee’s neck, breathing her marvelous scent in and savoring her skin’s taste.
"Feel good?" Y/N murmured into Hailee’s neck, smirking proudly when she felt the singer nod enthusiastically as her fingers combed into her hair to push her more into her as she leaned her head a bit to the side to give her more space to devour her skin.
"Yeah."
Y/N hummed in acknowledgement as she moved her lips up, biting Hailee’s jaw softly before reconnecting their lips once again, the kiss already starting as hungry as they left it off not too long ago. "Fuck."
Hailee smirked proudly at the whispered wail leaving Y/N’s mouth when her tongue skillfully slid over Y/N’s one in a sensual motion, the gesture sending lustful shivers right between their legs. "Shit Y/N/N, you’re so hot."
"Me? Did you see yourself?" Hailee giggled at the incredulous expression on Y/N’s face and shook her head in fond exasperation at the girl’s compliment.
"You’re a dork. Now c’mere and kiss me." And who was Y/N to go against Hailee’s wishes? So she eagerly leaned forward an wrapped her lips around the singer’s ones into a lustful, slow, open-mouthed, deep kiss. Y/N knew her arousal was already quite unbearable due to watching a porn with her best friend and crush and imagining doing the things she was watching in the video with her best friend and also crush, but Hailee’s kisses were increasing the sweet torture that was that delicious pressure between her legs, so she couldn’t control the needy whine tumbling out of her throat at the singer’s kisses. "Fuck Hailee."
Hailee smirked almost imperceptibly into the kiss when she felt Y/N arch her back needily as the singer’s hand got impossibly close to Y/N’s left boob, the side of her hand gracing the underside of that inviting mound only causing Hailee’s center to pulsate more. When that wail of her name left the actress lips, Hailee was pervaded with a need to touch the girl, to touch her everywhere, to hear her moan her name again and again. "Shit Y/N/N, that was so hot."
Y/N hummed into the kiss when Hailee pushed her tongue more into her best friend’s mouth and pushed her hand up just a tiny bit, the tingling in her palm now literally begging her to just skid her hand up and touch Y/N’s boob, but the rational part of her brain that wasn’t completely clouded by lust yet told her to ask her first. "Babe, can I-?" Hailee knew she couldn’t physically finish that sentence without exploding, so she strayed her eyes away from the intense Y/E/C ones staring back at her after they pulled away from the heavy kiss and looked down at her hand under Y/N’s boob.
Y/N’s body temperature rose instantly at that implied question, her back involuntarily arching into Hailee more to silently answer her right before she could do it verbally, "I thought you would never ask." The dazzling smile Hailee sent her way transformed Y/N’s legs into jello as her heart race increased wildly. If Y/N wasn’t seated she would have collapsed on the ground as her sluggish legs would’ve failed her.
Without further delay, Hailee finally inched her hand that tad bit up and grasped Y/N’s breast over her shirt, wailing pitifully onto Y/N’s lips when she delightfully discovered the girl wasn’t wearing a bra when the girl’s nipple stood up at the sudden, but yearned, attention. "Shit-"
"By your awed but lustful expression, I take that you’re really enjoying touching my boob." Y/N teased with a small smirk, basking in the embarrassed pink color covering Hailee’s cheeks before laying a sweet peck there. "You’re so cute."
"Well I’m clearly not the only one affected by my gesture. You’re nipple brushing my palm is an enough evidence." Hailee didn’t know where or how she found the courage and the words to tease Y/N back, too affected by the amazing sensation of groping Y/N and her mocking words to even function, but she was glad she did because watching Y/N’s smirk open into an O shape with her eyes wide open first, clearly not expecting her counter back, and then watching her eyes close as her head arched back with a loud moan leaving her parted mouth at Hailee pinching that said nipple was priceless.
"Holy shit, babe." Hailee was overpowered by the sudden need to hear those whined words over and over again to commit them into her mind forever so she repeated the gesture as she slipped her tongue into Y/N’s parted mouth. Both girls’ arousals increased copiously at the erotic moment they were sharing, stopping their intense kisses, too much gone to do that properly, and just breathing deeply into their mouths as Hailee’s hands alternated between kneading greedily Y/N’s boob and pinching her nipple while Y/N’s left hand gripped the back of the singer’s neck to hold her in place while the other grasped her clothes on her right hip tightly.
"Feel good?" Y/N shivered wildly at the whispered question on her lips, Hailee’s tone, now an octave lower and raspier, set her body on fire as her core pulsated wildly in arousal.
"So so good. Shit-" Y/N couldn’t resist anymore, so she leaned down to push their lips back together as her hand sneaked under Hailee’s shirt and grabbed her right breast eagerly, deepening the kiss to lick hungrily inside Hailee’s mouth at the guttural moan that tumbled out of Hailee’s throat and right into her mouth at her sudden gesture.
"Oh yes, babe! You don’t even know how much I’ve waited for this." The brunette’s hips bucked involuntarily when Y/N’s other hand slipped under her shirt her kneaded her other breast in synch with the other and Y/N wanted nothing more than just rip their clothes off and give into their desires.
"Me too Haiz. These past few weeks spent kissing you were the sweetest agony I’ve ever been put through. And do not let me start with today’s shooting."
They kissed hungrily for a few more seconds before Hailee slowed them down a bit to let them talk just a moment, Y/N’s revelation echoing around her mind as butterflies went crazy in her stomach. "Today was hard for you too?"
"Of course it was." Y/N put a strand of Hailee’s brown hair behind her ear and pecked her lips sweetly, a stark contrast since her hands were still glued on the singer’s boobs under her shirt, "I’ve been fearing having to shoot sex scenes with you since we had to kiss for the first time."
"Why?" Hailee tried to cover up the hurt present in her voice, but she couldn’t help feeling down at her best friend’s admission.
"Hey, no. That came out wrong. It sounded better in my head." Y/N snickered under her breath and shook her head gently, "you got it wrong. I didn’t mean it in a bad way." Y/N laid a gentle peck on Hailee’s lips to reassure her, feeling her relax with a gentle grin as soon as their mouths collided, before continuing with her explanation, "I’ve been fearing shooting sex scenes with you since we kissed because, when we had our first, unofficial, kiss I almost fainted at the sensation of what kissing you felt like. Can you imagine what acting like you fucked me so good into the best orgasm in my life would’ve triggered in me? You have no idea how much of a mess I was while I was under your dress this morning. All I wanted to do was just lean in and-" Y/N stopped herself as an hard shiver wracked her body, lust invading every single one of her cells as she eyed the singer hungrily.
Hailee couldn’t help but whine under her breath and urged the girl on when she noticed she wasn’t going to continue her train of thoughts. "And what?"
The low, growled tone settled right between Y/N’s legs, increasing the pressure present in her core and causing a new wave of arousal to crash into her already ruined panties. "And eat you out and make you feel good like you really deserve."
Hailee growled again on Y/N’s lips as she tightened her grip on the girl’s boob, "I mean, you could have done it. It pretty much was what I was thinking while the camera focused on my orgasm face."
Hailee’s admission set a fire deep within Y/N, spreading quickly like a wildfire and lighting her up so heavenly she felt like she was flying. But she was still seated on Hailee’s couch, in her trailer, with the girl of her dreams close to her looking like she was the only thing that mattered into the world and that thought only made her emotional, tears staring to prickle her eyes softly. "God Hailee, next time warn me when you’re delivering those phrases."
"I was just stating the truth. How about you?"
"What about me?"
"Who were you imagining as you acted like you were eating me out?"
Y/N’s face flushed red at the question as her breath got stuck into her throat, not expecting the singer asking her that, but feeling the urge to answer to her question so she could know the truth, " obviously you, Haiz."
Hailee already knew the answer to that question, Y/N admitted it before but she physically needed to hear her say it. "How about we make our thoughts come true?" Hailee found herself asking without even allowing her mouth to speak, moving already on its own by lust and yearning she was feeling for the Y/H/C girl.
"You don’t need to tell me twice. But- I want to take this to your bed. We will be much more comfortable."
"Yeah, I agree. My back is starting to hurt from the uncomfortable angle we are in." Hailee nodded, accepting Y/N’s proposal and squealed in surprise when, with a quick movement, Y/N lifted her up from the couch and sprinted towards the brunette’s bedroom, before laying her down gently on the bed. Hailee’s legs entwined around the girl’s waist prevented her to pull away once she placed her on the mattress and caused Y/N’s body to fall down on Hailee’s one ungracefully, her movement causing Y/N’s hips to crash into Hailee’s open wide ones and to rub on her aching center delightfully.
"Oh fuck."
"Shit, Y/N." Hailee moaned gravelly at the stimulation and bucked her hips up for some more attention, causing wild shivers to cover Y/N’s entire body.
"Sorry, you pushed me down on you." Y/N reasoned as she caressed Hailee’s face gently, thinking she hurt the girl when she landed ungraciously on her. "Did I hurt you?"
Hailee chuckled under her breath and shook her head at the girl’s adorable worry. "You didn’t hurt me, Y/N/N. Quite the opposite, actually." Hailee wrapped her lips around Y/N’s ones in a sensual, slow kiss and sneaked her hands around her waist to grope her ass hard and flush their clothed cores together. "You made me extremely wet."
"Holy fucking shit." Y/N grumbled between them at Hailee’s admission and at her hips canting up to chase some obviously release. "You’re so hot babe."
"So are you, now please do something or I’m gonna explode." The next minute or so was spent on getting rid of every piece of clothing they had on and that prevented them to properly feel the other completely, all of their garments piling up on the floor as soft giggles and squeaks from the bed filled the room as they maneuvered each other to get completely naked.
"You’re beautiful Hailee, the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen." Y/N whispered lovingly on Hailee’s lips after taking her time to skid her eyes over her naked body, her hands bracketing her face with her thumbs caressing her cheeks tenderly and her body hovering over Hailee’s one.
"You’re the one talking. You’re stunning Y/N. Your beauty is uniquely perfect. You make me feel so lucky to be here with you right now." Hailee’s hands clasped Y/N’s back and gently pushed her down to lay their naked bodies together, immediately igniting wild sparks between them as soon as their hot skin touched. They stayed like that, soaking up into the loving bubble they created, their naked bodies entwined together, staring deeply into each other’s eyes and smiling gently at the other. But the air shifted once again into a more lustful one when a small movement from Y/N caused their nipples to slid over each other and caused a fresh gush of arousal to leave Hailee’s already drenched core. "Babe, I may sound desperate, but please, please touch me. I want to feel you inside me, I want to be deeply connected with you, I want to come on your fi- OH FUCK."
Hailee’s needy rambling was interrupted when Y/N’s hand quickly left Hailee’s face to slip between their bodies and to settle on Hailee’s core, her thumb circling her clit gently but steadily. "Is it good?"
"Oh yes, babe. S-so so g-good!" Hailee slumped her head back on the pillow with her bottom lip trapped between her teeth and moved her hips rhythmically with Y/N’s thumb to ask her to increase her ministrations on her core.
"Fuck, you’re so beautiful like this."
Hailee moaned pitifully at the compliment and instinctively opened her legs wider to give Y/N more access to her center and silently asking for more. When Y/N kept only massaging her clit with her thumb as she watched in awe Hailee’s face contort in pleasure, the singer groaned in frustration and canted up her hips to try to push Y/N’s digits in, "please babe. I want you inside."
"Shit." Y/N shuddered at the brunette’s request, clearly affecting all her senses as she felt her core clench desperately over nothing and her skin cover with goosebumps, but immediately fulfilling it by leaving her clit and slipping her pointer and middle finger in slowly. Their moans mingled together, Hailee for the incredible sensation of finally being filled by Y/N and the Y/H/C girl for experiencing the addicting clenching of the singer’s walls around her fingers.
"Oh yes, babe!"
Y/N started a slow but steady pace, slipping her fingers out and then pushing them right back in, knuckle deep. The moans spilling out of Hailee’s mouth were making Y/N’s head spin out of control, but she tried to stay focused on delivering the pleasure Hailee deserved. "You look so hot spread out for me like this."
"Babe, you feel so good. Please, faster."
Y/N was too much far gone to tease Hailee some more, so she did as the girl asked and increased her rhythm, adding her thumb into the mix to continue her previous circling movements on the brunette’s pulsating clit. Every time Y/N hit a deep spot within her, a loud moan would tumble out of the singer’s throat and her hips would chase her fingers down to bring herself to her yearned release as fast as she could. When Hailee arched her back after a particularly hard thrust, Y/N’s lips moved on their own accord and wrapped around a pebbled nipple screaming for their attention, a gesture that pulled a loud groan of approval from the singer, who arched her chest more into Y/N’s mouth and slipped her fingers into her hair to prevent her to go anywhere but there - as if Y/N was planning to do that - . After a few hard and fast thrusts Y/N felt Hailee’s movements getting sloppier and her walls clenching hard around her fingers, a clear sign the girl was close to the edge, so she simultaneously pulled her fingers out completely before slamming them back into Hailee’s center deeper and harder, her thumb hitting her clit roughly in the process, and bit particularly harshly on her left nipple - not too much to hurt - and that did the trick. Hailee came with a long, deep moan of Y/N’s name, her body going completely stiff as juices dripped out of her core and onto Y/N’s hand and her bed, before slumping back on the mattress completely spent and with a dope smile stretched over her lips. "You okay?" Y/N asked with a small grin when she reluctantly detached her mouth from Hailee’s nipple, peppering soft kisses all over Hailee’s face and nuzzling their noses together lovingly, causing small giggles to leave Hailee’s lips.
"Yeah, just a question though."
"Shoot."
"I’m not really floating, am I?"
Y/N snorted at the question and shook her head gently, "no you dork. You’re not floating."
"Good." Y/N felt her heart swell ten sizes at the cuteness Hailee was showing so she wrapped her lips around hers in a slow, sensual kiss, smiling dumbly on her mouth as they entwined their bodies in a loving embrace. "Now that I’m fully recovered-" Hailee spoke up after detaching herself from the addicting kiss then pecked Y/N’s lips again gently before continuing, "it’s my turn."
Y/N didn’t have enough time to completely understand what Hailee told her that she found herself on her back with Hailee crawling on her naked body seductively, eyeing her up and down with a predator gaze with her bottom lip trapped between her teeth, "oh fuck."
"Mh, I’m planning to do just that right about now." Hailee slipped her tongue into Y/N’s slightly parted mouth and kissed the Y/E/C girl sensually as she started rocking her hips down on Y/N’s ones, creating the perfect pressure on both of their centers that pulled soft wails from both of their throats and that mixed into their mouths as their tongues slid over each other.
"Oh babe, this feels so good." Y/N whimpered in ecstasy as a particular quick rotation of Hailee’s lips, brushed their clits together and increased both their arousals copiously.
"And it’s about to get a lot better in a minute." Hailee whispered sultrily on Y/N’s lips after breaking their umpteenth kiss and sank her teeth on Y/N’s bottom lip harshly before pulling on it and releasing it a moment later, a gesture that drew Y/N insane.
"Please, Haiz, more."
"Are you wet for me baby?" Y/N didn’t know she was into dirty talk during sex, hell she even had never been so vocal during a sexual encounter with one night stands or when she was with her ex-boyfriend to be completely honest, so this was all new to her. Hailee was awaking a new side of her she didn’t know existed but she was willing to figure out with her.
"Yes baby, so so wet for you." Y/N whined in desperation when one of Hailee’s hands strayed down her body and started caressing her lower stomach teasingly, skidding down slowly to where she needed her the most, too slow for Y/N’s likings. Y/N canted her hips up in a silent plea, a gesture that made Hailee smirk teasingly down at the Y/H/C girl as she slid her finger between Y/N’s legs and hovering them above her center but not exactly touching it. "Babe, please."
"Please what babe?"
"Inside. Now!"
"With pleasure." Hailee smirked mischievously down at Y/N and eased two fingers in slowly, enjoying each second her digits inched more and more into the Y/H/C girl’s core and watched in awe her beautiful face contort in ecstasy at the amazing sensation of being filled by the singer. "You’re beautiful."
"Shit- and you feel so good babe. Please faster." Y/N moved her hips erratically along Hailee’s slow motions in her core, showing how desperate she was for her touch and her yearned release.
"Why the rush, baby?" Hailee knew the girl was already so very close to her release, knowing that making her come increased her arousal a lot, but she wanted to enjoy teasing her just a tad bit before having the pleasure (no pun intended) to take the Y/E/C girl to the edge.
"Hailee, don’t." Y/N gritted through her teeth, a loud whine ripping from her throat when she felt the singer slow her movements almost to a stop, "please, watching you come on my fingers made me almost climax. I can’t take it anymore, can you- PLEASE-HOLY SHIT, YES!"
Hailee smirked triumphantly at the screams coming from Y/N at her sudden movement. She slipped three fingers into the girl’s core as deep as she could and picked up her pace immediately, thrusting her digits in and out of Y/N center fast and hard, the movements allowing her palm to hit the girl’s clit in the process and increasing her pleasure. "Look at you, so needy for my fingers."
"Oh yes Haiz, fuck!" Y/N’s moans were out of control now, but she wasn’t exactly caring how loud or how vocal she was being, Hailee fingers were doing heavenly things in her core and she had never felt so good during sex, so she wasn’t exactly in her right state of mind to care about how desperate she may have looked right now.
Hailee on the other hand was overflowed with a mix of pride and satisfaction for pulling such loud sounds from Y/N, as well as love and affection for the girl she had been pining over for a very long time and fresh waves of arousal for the amazing feeling of having her fingers being so blissfully swallowed by Y/N’s core. "Are you close baby?"
"Yes! Keep going babe, you feel so fucking good!"
"I want to watch you come on my fingers, can you do that babe?" Y/N’s body stopped its frantic movements when the girl tipped over the edge, her back arching in pleasure as a long, throaty moan left her lips, while juices spilled out of her center and coated Hailee’s fingers. Hailee’s eyes switched between the mesmerizing sight that was Y/N’s face contorted in pleasure and her fingers being soaked up by Y/N’s release, her brown, now almost black, irises staring intently at both enthralling sights to commit them to memory forever, along with her lewd moans.
"Holy shit. Holy shit Haiz. Fuck." Y/N panted heavily to try to regain her breath, her heart still thumping wildly in her chest and her body starting to feel a bit sore, but Y/N had never felt so good in that moment. "Shit, I’ve never came that hard."
"Really?" Hailee’s face showed a mix of bewilderment and pride at Y/N’s statement, inwardly gloating for making Y/N experience a good, powerful orgasm.
"Yeah, to be honest I’ve never even been that vocal in bed." Y/N shrugged gently, humming lowly when Hailee laid her naked body over Y/N’s one, crossed her arms and laid them on Y/N’s chest, before lying her chin on her folded hands to look up at Y/N’s face. As the Y/H/C girl’s left hand reflexively started caressing Hailee’s back softly, while the other played with a strand of her brunette hair, Y/N couldn’t help but think how adorably cute the singer looked in that moment and snorted in her mind as she wondered how someone could go from incredibly hot to preciously cute in mere seconds.
"Really, ever?" Hailee asked astounded, not really expecting Y/N to confess something like that. She had listened to Y/N talking about her ex-boyfriend when she had shared a few stories about how they met, how in love they were until they simply grew apart and a few funny anecdotes. Oh well, I guess he just wasn’t good in bed. Just like my exes.
"No, just a few strangled sounds as I came, but believe me when I say that the orgasm I just had was mind-blowing and like, fast. It usually took Alan to take me there in like 20 minutes or so and it was just okay, nothing much nor special." Y/N stopped to sigh dreamily as her body shivered at the memory of Hailee’s fingers tipping her over the edge.
"Now that we’re being honest, my exes weren’t also that good. Most of the time I had to bring myself off the edge after I faked coming with them."
"Haiz, that’s so sad on so many levels." Y/N lifted her hand up so she could caress her face gently, laying a soft peck on her lips before pulling back, "I promise that with me you won’t ever need to fake an orgasm."
"I would never babe. Only watching you come made me almost come with you." Haile admitted before what Y/N told her sank in and a smirk appeared on her face. "Hold on, are you suggesting this is not a one time thing?" Hailee teased mischievously, but inwardly hoping this was the start of a romantic relationship. She had pined over the girl for too long and now that she had a taste, she won’t let her go. She wanted more.
"W-well y-you see-" Y/N sputtered nervously, her eyes widening comically as a red hue dusted over her cheekbones at her implied suggestion, "I-I was t-thinking about that m-maybe we c-could, I don’t know, d-do it a-again, maybe go on some d-d-dates too." Y/N cursed under breath for stumbling over her words, but the intense gaze Hailee was staring at her with and that dazzling, sly grin etched on her totally not distracting lips were hard to deal with when you try to put your feelings on a silver plate to the girl you’re in love with.
Hailee giggled softly on Y/N’s lips and shook her head amused. "Hey, hey babe, relax. I was teasing you." Hailee leaned down to wrap her lips around Y/N still a bit bruised ones in a languid kiss, both sighing into each other mouths as they kept wrapping their heads around everything that just occurred between them. "I would love nothing more than to go on a date with you. I’ve been wishing to be your girlfriend for a really long time."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"Shit." Y/N shuddered visibly at the admission, her eyes pricking with happy tears, her heart swelling ten sizes and a familiar pressure making it’s presence known down her lower stomach, all the while staring intently at the amazing girl that was gazing at her with a mix of fondness and love that was making her head spin out of control, "you don’t even know how many times I’ve dreamed about you saying those words. They did something to me- ugh."
"Things like what?" All the love and tenderness in the room was immediately replaced by lust as Hailee let her question linger between them, her tone raspy and sultry.
"Like- I’m literally drenched right now." Hailee whined lewdly at that, her hips rubbing involuntary over Y/N’s ones as fresh arousal dripped from her pulsating core. "Are you turned on too baby?"
"Yes." Hailee shivered hard when Y/N slipped her tongue past her parted lips and licked hungrily every nook and cranny of her mouth, causing her arousal to grow profusely.
"I was thinking about something, but I want to ask you if you’re okay with it first." Hailee lifted her right eyebrow up in a silent question and nodded at Y/N to signal her to continue. "I want to taste you."
The world stopped for a second then as Hailee took in Y/N’s words and tried to understand if she imagined everything, but when she noticed Y/N’s lustful, sincere expression she couldn’t help but let out a long, throaty moan. "D-do you really want that?"
"Of course babe. I’ve never done something like that, but I want to try it, with you. If you’re okay with that."
"Are you kidding me? Of course I want that!" Hailee laid an hard peck on Y/N’s lips and smiled sweetly down at her after she pulled back, "it’s the only thing I’ve been thinking since we shoot that scene."
"Really?" Y/N asked in a shaky voice, her insides squirming with lust and endearment for the honest admission whispered between them, a smile making its presence known on her features before Y/N could even control it.
"Yeah, the image of your head disappearing under my dress has been playing in my mind over and over."
"Ugh, you don’t even know how much self control I had to summon to physically stop myself from just diving right between your legs right then and there." Y/N groaned as images of the wonderful sight that was Hailee’s center covered by black boy shorts invaded her mind and created a fresh new wave of arousal that pooled right between her legs.
"Fuck, I would have came right away if you had done it." Hailee cursed under her breath when she felt her core clench needily on nothing, wailing pitifully when she felt Y/N’s pointer and middle fingers tease her entrance.
"I can make up for the missed opportunity now." Y/N swallowed the murmured ‘fuck’ Hailee let out by slipping her tongue past the singer’s lips and kissing her deeply. She skillfully switched their positions without disconnecting their mouths and kept an unrelenting slow teasing on Hailee’s center, feeling the arousal already there increase massively as it soaked her fingers delightfully. "Can I?" Y/N asked again to be completely sure Hailee was okay with it, slowing their fervent kiss and pulling away to look into her eyes and waiting for her response.
Hailee groaned out loud as her insides melted at the girl’s thoughtfulness for consent and nodded enthusiastically. "Yes baby. I know it’s our first time doing it but I trust you with all my heart."
"Me too. Tell me how does it feel so I know what to do and not do."
Hailee smiled sweetly at Y/N, her heart swelling at the girl’s cuteness, "you’re so fucking adorable."
The two resumed their kissing, their languid kiss becoming heated in mere seconds as Y/N picked her movements with her fingers, pinching the girl’s clit gently and shuddering in pleasure when Hailee interrupted their kiss to moan lewdly into her mouth. She then descended down the brunette’s neck, kissing, biting and licking carefully on her pulse point and leaving a small hickey that would fade away in a few hours, she then lowered her kisses on her chest, taking her time on savoring each of Hailee’s wonderful tits, all the while basking in the sounds coming from the singer, as her body writhed at the amazing sensations Y/N’s mouth was triggering. Y/N smiled slyly when she felt Hailee’s hands, wrapped around her locks, push her head down to where she needed her the most and obeyed at the silent request, peppering light kisses down her stomach and hips before licking the arousal that collected on her inner thighs and moaning out loud at the enticing taste. "Holy shit babe, you taste amazing."
"Y/N/N please, I want to feel your mouth on me." Y/N left one last peck on Hailee’s inner thigh before powering her mouth on Hailee’s core, her body wrecked by powerful shudders at the new sensation while Hailee moaned loudly at the stimulation. "Shit, fuck. This feels amazing."
Y/N started moving her tongue slowly, positioning the tip on the lower part of her labia and licking tentatively all the way up, stopping when she hit gently on the pulsating clit. That gesture pulled the loudest moan so far from Hailee, who bucked her hips up to ask for more as her hands gripped the Y/E/C girl’s hair in pleasure. Y/N repeated the motion again, more firmly this time, then wrapping her lips around the girl’s clit and sucked it eagerly into her mouth. "Fuck babe, this is wonderful."
Hailee nodded frantically in agreement at the statement, her back arching in pleasure when Y/N licked her core again, this time slipping just the tip of her tongue in, before drawing idle patterns on her clit and labia, a gesture that made her move her hips along her ministrations to chase her building orgasm. "Oh yes, babe like that." Y/N gloated internally at the good job she was doing, Hailee’s sounds boosting her confidence and making her lick Hailee with more determination. "Wait, do that thing again." Y/N flattened her tongue again on Hailee’s center before moving it all the way up, repeating the gesture with an increasing pace, receiving mewls and whimpers of pleasure from the brunette. "Holy fuck, yes!"
Y/N continued her ministrations for about a minute before slipping her tongue into Hailee’s center and stilling her movements, ripping a loud moan of appreciation from Hailee, before slipping out and asking with a soft voice, "is it okay?"
"Are you fucking kidding me?! That was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen and felt!" Hailee almost screamed, her mind too hazy to function properly, "inside, please."
Y/N smiled up at Hailee and slipped her tongue back in, watching in awe as her eyes rolled back and her head fell on the pillow as her mouth opened to let out a loud groan of pleasure, only increasing in volume when Y/N started a gentle, but firm pace. She slipped her tongue in and out of Hailee’s enthralling center, her jaw starting to sting a bit, but she worked past the pain to give Hailee the pleasure she deserved. She lifted her left hand to stop Hailee’s hips’ frantic and sloppy movements while the other joined her mouth on the girl’s center and with her thumb massaged her clit rhythmically with her tongue pace to increase her pleasure. "Fuck." Y/N whined in a muffled moan due to her tongue still buried into Hailee’s core when Hailee’s hands pushed her more between her legs, the vibrations reverberating throughout Hailee’s body and shockingly tipping her over the edge. Y/N wailed again into Hailee’s core when she felt her juices flood her mouth and she promptly swallowed them whole, licking the singer clean as she prolonged her orgasm’s wave as much as she could. When she felt Hailee’s body slump back on the bed, she slid up Hailee’s body and came right back face to face with the singer.
"Shit, you have my juices all over your chin and lips." Hailee murmured in a low tone, eyeing the hot sight of Y/N’s face glistening with her orgasm, getting turned on all over again by just that hypnotizing view.
"Wait, let me clean i-" Y/N didn’t have time to finish her sentence because Hailee leaned over and licked her chin clean before skidding it over her lips and then slipping her tongue in her mouth and sliding it over Y/N’s one, tasting herself more on a bit of her release still lingering on her wet muscle and making Y/N taste her more with the juices now present on her tongue. They moaned lewdly into each other’s mouths at the erotic gesture before pulling away to take some needed breath. "Holy shit, that was so fucking hot Haiz."
They shared a few more slow kisses, enjoying the silence around them before Hailee broke it a few minutes later, "now it’s my turn to taste you baby."
Y/N had just enough time to comprehend what Hailee told her before she found herself on her back all over again and staring at the dizzying sight that was Hailee, completely naked, sitting astride on her hips and eyeing her with hooded, aroused eyes. "You’re the most beautiful girl I had ever seen."
Hailee sent Y/N a big, bright grin before leaning down and taking a pebbled nipple into her mouth while her left one massages the neglected boob greedily. She smiled proudly when she felt Y/N arch her chest more into her mouth as a mix of profanities and her name exited her mouth, along with breathy moans of approval and loud whines. After savoring her time with Y/N’s tits, Hailee slid down her body to reach her yearned destination, stopping at her hips and peppering them with small, sweet kisses, her nose already picking up the musky scent of Y/N’s arousal, causing her senses to short-circuit for a second before focusing on the task at hand. Eat Y/N out. Hailee tentatively laid her tongue flat on Y/N’s core and reveled in the indecent whine leaving Y/N’s lips, before mirroring Y/N’s movements from before and licked from the bottom to the top of Y/N’s labia. She did that movement again a few more times before wrapping her lips around Y/N’s clit and sucking harshly on it, shivering wildly when she felt a gush of arousal hit her chin.
"Babe please, inside." Hailee immediately satisfied Y/N’s request and slipped her tongue in, stopping just a second to let her soak up in the slow movement and the sensation that was Y/N’s walls clenching down on her tongue as her taste invaded every cell of her body. She started a steady rhythm, slipping her tongue all the way out before pushing it right back in, the motion causing her her lips to glue on Y/N’s labia and increasing Y/N’s pleasure. "Shit, you feel amazing. Oh yes, do that again. YES! Yes baby, like that." Y/N’s loud moans of approval were everything to Hailee as she fought against the tiredness she started to feel on her jaw, wanting at all costs to see Y/N come on her tongue as she moaned her name aloud.
Hailee sped up her movements just a bit, as much as her aching jaw allowed her to do it, using her thumb and index finger to pinch on her clit gently a few times before pulling her tongue out of Y/N’s core, her lips hovering just on her labia, away enough to ask in a murmured voice, her lips brushing over Y/N’s center with each spoken word, a gesture that caused Y/N’s body to writhe in pleasure and whines to leave her lips, "I want to see you come. So fucking much." And Y/N did, with a loud moan of Hailee’s name as her hips canted up to ride her powerful orgasm as soon as Hailee reattached her lips on her core and slammed her tongue in as deep as she could, while rolling her clit with her thumb. Hailee moaned when Y/N’s release hit her tongue, her flavor invading her senses as she licked her clean, not missing a drop of her juices. Only when Y/N whined at the overstimulation on her center, Hailee detached herself from the Y/E/C girl’s core and peppered small, loving kisses up her body, hearing Y/N giggle softly at the sweet gesture before pulling the singer into a languid but powerful kiss as soon as they were face to face.
"That was- mind-blowing Haiz." Y/N said out of breath, grinning at Hailee as they brushed their noses lovingly.
"It was the hottest sight I’ve ever witnessed." Hailee admitted as she laid her body on Y/N’s one and shivered when the girl’s arms circled her body and hugged her closer, a level of intimacy that neither of them had ever felt with any of their previous lovers. "I don’t know about you, but holy shit I’ve been missing out big time."
Y/N chuckled when Hailee interrupted the silence that wrapped around them and nodded in agreement, "same. But I think that it would not have been the same if my ex-boyfriend eat me out. I’m 100% sure it was that amazing because you eat me out. And let me tell you, holy fuck you have one hell of a skilled tongue."
Hailee flushed furiously at the compliment, feeling her arousal starting to build again between her legs and cursed herself under her breath for being so needy for the girl under her, "you’re the one talking. That tongue, shit. It made me see stars." Hailee stared with a longing gaze at Y/N’s lips, licking her own as images of that tongue buried deep in her core clouded her brain, "but yeah, you’re right. I think that it was that powerful and special because you went down on me. I don’t want anyone else between my legs but you baby."
"Mh, I’m not opposed to that." Y/N murmured in a low, raspy tone before slipping her tongue in Hailee’s mouth stretched over a smile and kissing her deeply, feeling more than hearing her moan when her hand slipped down from her muscular back to her supple ass to fondle with it as they kissed. After a few minutes, Y/N smirked onto Hailee’s lips when she felt her hips staring grinding down on the leg that slipped between her thighs, her arousal coating the skin there. "Someone is eager."
Hailee purposefully ignored Y/N’s mocking tone and whined needily into her mouth, "babe, please, touch me. Making me come again."
"With pleasure babe."
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"Alright girls! I hope you had an amazing day off-" Y/N and Hailee shared a look of understanding and mischief at this and smirked imperceptibly as their director kept talking, not even listening her as they stared longingly at the other. Their day off was spent on the bed, the couch, the shower and every other forniture Hailee’s trailer had to offer as they indulged into their deepest desires, taking a small break to cook something (they got distracted at some point and almost burned the trailer down to make out), their bodies so spent and worn out that at the end of the day they had a cozy night in, cuddling naked on the bed as they bing-watched The Good Place. "-and then we will shoot in the late afternoon. You guys ready?"
They got pulled out from their intense staring contest by their director and sheepishly smiled at her, completely missing everything she said, and nodding gingerly at her. "Yes boss." Y/N chuckled when Ashley rolled her eyes in fond exasperation at the nickname.
"Get in position you goofus." When they settled back on their positions they were two days prior, Hailee sitting on the kitchen counter and Y/N standing between her open legs, they just looked at each other with soft blush on their cheeks as Ashley gave instruction to the crew around them.
"You look beautiful." Y/N whispered so no one could hear what she was saying, even if they all were pretty busy getting everything ready to eavesdrop their private conversation.
"So you do babe."
"Mh I can wait to be between your legs again." Y/N teased in a hoarse voice, watching the girl shudder visibly as her eyes darkened in an instant.
"An hour ago in the shower wasn’t enough?" Hailee countered back with a wide smirk, arching her back imperceptibly but enough to make their breasts brush teasingly over each other.
"It’s never enough with you babe. I can’t wait to treat you to a date." Y/N’s lips tingled and begged Y/N to connect them to Hailee’s ones but she stayed put, licking them softly before squeezing Hailee’s knees softly instead, making it look like they were rehearsing a few things before the scene and not sharing an intimate moment.
"Me too babe. Tonight. We’ll cook something and just spend our time together." Hailee smiled shyly at her as butterflies went crazy in her stomach at the prospect of having their first very date tonight.
"Everyone’s ready?" Y/N turned around to nod at Ashley, Hailee doing the same over Y/N’s shoulder, and both smiled in anticipation, "alright! ACTION!" Y/N and Hailee met halfway into a deep, sensual kiss, their bodies’ temperature already rising up while their hands grasped greedily their clothes. Y/N pulled away a few moments later to start her journey down Hailee’s body and as looked at Hailee mischievously just a millisecond before slipping her head under the singer’s dress and stilling her movements like she did the day prior, hearing Hailee moan loudly above her, sounds that created a familiar pressure between her legs as images of Hailee letting out those same moans while Y/N was knuckle deep into her, spread out on the small kitchen table in her trailer. Just when Y/N was replaying over in her head the moment Hailee screamed her name when she started using her hips to thrust her fingers into the brunette faster and deeper, she got ripped out of her dirty thoughts by Hailee canting her hips up and causing her right cheek to bump on her thigh. A wicked idea passed through her head and acted on it before she could talk herself out of it, inching her face more between Hailee’s legs, not too much to prevent everyone to know her real intentions, and kissed Hailee’s center over her boy shorts, pleasurably surprised to find a wet patch there and smirked knowingly. Her gesture pulled a loud moan from Hailee, who almost broke out of character and moaned Y/N’s name instead, but recovered at the last second and moaned ‘Daisy’ instead. Y/N was ready to use her tongue to probe at Hailee’s entrance through her boy shorts, but Hailee’s right hand pulling on her hair prevented to do that, silently telling her that she didn’t want to come in front of a dozen of people, it was a sight that was only for Y/N’s eyes to witness. So Y/N decided to behave and waited patiently for Hailee as she continued with her acting till their director yelled loudly a few minutes later, "AND STOP! That was amazing. Girls your chemistry is unmatchable!"
Y/N slowly pulled herself out from Hailee’s dress and winked at the girl, who had a pink hue on her cheeks and was slightly out of breath. "Thank you." A sweet, shy grin rolled over Hailee’s lips as she spoke to their director, a sight that made Y/N’s head spin.
"Okay, I’ll see you guys in a few hours, like I told you before shooting." The two actresses bid their director goodbye as they walked side by side towards Y/N’s trailer, their hands brushing between them but never entwining, fearing they would bump into a crew member, while silence wrapped around them in the short walk.
Y/N opened her trailer’s door and stepped aside to let Hailee go in first, thanking her on her way in with a big grin. As soon as Y/N closed and locked the door, Hailee slammed her on it and kissed her fervently, her hands grasping her jaw hard as her tongue slipped past her lips when the girl let out a gasp of surprise at the sudden, but completely welcomed gesture. "As much as I loved your cheeky act back there-" Hailee stopped to leave open-mouthed kisses on Y/N‘s neck before biting down on her pulse point making sure to not leave a visible mark - neck and chest were off limits for now since they were visible and would force their makeup artists to cover them up with a few curious questions, but they went wild with leaving a bunch of hickey all over their abs, hips and thighs during these couple of days - , licking the bruised skin gently right after and reveling in the loud moan ripping out of Y/N’s throat as her hips bucked up in pleasure, "you shouldn’t have done that. I almost came on the spot."
"That would have been very hot." Y/N rasped out, her hands moving around from Hailee’s hips to grip her butt hard and flush their bodies together, both whining softly on their hovering lips.
"I almost moaned your name. Shit babe-" Hailee’s mind lost track of her train of thoughts when one of Y/N’s hands slipped under her dress and past her boy shorts to tease her entrance.
"You’re so fucking wet."
"That’s what you did to me. Now fuck me, make me moan your name so loudly everyone will know who fucks me so so good." Y/N growled under her breath and quickly pulled her hand out of Hailee’s panties, slipping them down her legs, helping the singer getting out of them, before grasping her ass and hoisting her up and slamming her on the nearest wall, then slipping two fingers in and pumping them hard and fast into her cunt with the help of her hips. "Oh, fuck! Yes, Y/N like tHAT! Yes, yes, yes, oh fuck YES!" Hailee chanted loudly with each hard thrust of Y/N’s hips, the motions causing wet sounds to echo around the room mixed with the soft thud of her back hitting the wall repeatedly.
"Holy fuck, I love how you moan my name."
"Y/N! Shit, you feel so good baby. Harder please."
"I can feel your walls squeeze my fingers. Are you already close?" Y/N shuddered when Hailee nodded her head furiously as a bunch of profanities left her mouth when she picked up her pace and thrusted her fingers in impossibly hard. "Are you that desperate to come on my fingers?"
"YES! I want to cum so fucking much, please."
Y/N shuddered wildly at the girl’s crass words as she added a third finger in the mix and increased her speed, causing her fingers to slam deliciously into Hailee’s core and hitting her clit in the process. "Come on my fingers babe."
Just a few more hard thrusts and Hailee came with a loud, long, guttural moan of Y/N’s name as her center spurted out her release and drenched Y/N’s fingers in an intoxicating way. When the brunette stopped her writhing, Y/N slipped her fingers out, Hailee whining at the loss of contact, and placed Hailee gently back on the ground, laying her body over hers to help her up when her legs gave out, still a bit soggy from her powerful orgasm, and without breaking eye contact, Y/N pushed her fingers glistening with Hailee’s release in her mouth and licked them clean slowly. Hailee stared intently at Y/N’s mouth, her lips parted and her chest heaving as a familiar pressure built back again between her legs, and as soon as Y/N pulled her fingers out of her mouth with a loud pop and a satisfied smirk for pulling the desired reaction out of the singer, Hailee grasped the Y/H/C girl’s neck and kissed her hard, slipping her tongue in to taste herself on Y/N’s tongue, both moaning lewdly into the kiss as their wet muscles danced over each other.
"Now, it’s my turn to fuck your brains out." Hailee rasped out before diving right back in and kissing Y/N fervently, pushing herself off the wall and pushing Y/N towards the direction of her bed, pulling off their clothes on the way there and creating a sensual path up to Y/N’s bedroom threshold.
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Hi! I don't know if you accept requests or not (it's cool if you don't!) But do you have any hc about Aaron discovering he has a daughter? Lol. And what would be Miles reaction. Okay, thank you. Bye :D
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Hi Anon👋, I’m not really taking requests but I had to jump on this one. However I can't promise all future requests being answered quickly because I've got studies to focus on but I will try and do as best as I can. I feel like this request was made based on the headcannon I had made up. Absolutely love love love it and I'm happy to write it. Now let's get on with it shall we.
Oh and btw, He would be a Girl dad right. I can't see it any other way.
"Girl if you don't call this man now, I will track him myself."
"Ok I heard you, I'll call. Just in my own time. I promise I will call."
"Fine. Gotta go now but he's got to know now ok. You can't do this alone."
I mutter under my breath something she can't hear. "Psh yes I can."
Homegirl leaves and I'm stuck here with a phone number struggling to call it. It's been long. Will he even remember me? Why I am scared? I'm a grown woman for goodness sake, just do it.
"Fuck it."
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Aaron arrives at his place at the early hours of a new day. However he just wants to collapse in bed and forget about yet another near death experience. All gear on the floor only left in boxers and bandages and dried up blood. He escaped gunshots but not the sharp end of the blade. A non life threatening gash on his arm and the side of his abdomen. Chugged a few pills and was ready to get knocked into sleep.
Not even five minutes into sleep, his phone vibrates on his night stand. Great another thing to do. He semi consciously picked the phone and answered without looking at the name id. Not that there was one.
"Hello," he answers. Not a word back. If these scam callers where trying him he was going to find whoever they were and end it there.
He kisses his teeth and no longer wanting to entertain whoever disrupted his not so deep sleep.
"Is this Aaron?" Hearing his name got him into defensive mode but relaxed a bit when it was from a feminine voice.
"Who'er you?"
The woman tells her name and it rings a faint bell in Aarons head. He's heard the name before. Where though?
"Do I know you?"
She seemed a bit hesitant to tell but she spit it out anyway after taking a deep breath. "We've hooked up a few times many months ago."
In his head he's thinking it's another chick wanting to see him again or wanting to move things further by being in a relationship with him. Makes it clear to them from the start that it's not like that at all then blocks them. It boosts his ego a little.
"Look, I thought I had made it clear that it was a two-three time thing then we don't talk anymore. I'm not looking for relationship or sum," he said immediately to clear any confusion.
"What? That's not it. I have something very important to tell you," she says.
Nothing could have prepared him for what she had to say next. She sounded nervous before she took a breath to speak.
"Well...... I ended up pregnant. I gave birth to a healthy baby. I found your number and called to let you know. Listen and listen carefully. If you want nothing to do with the baby, that is fine. I just thought you should know. I didn't say anything while I was pregnant because I was focusing on me and my baby and in case something might have happened. And I didn’t have it in me to get an abortion," she said so clearly and calmly.
He heard right? Oh he heard right. Was he too tired and drugged up to believe it or was this for real. She gives him the time to process the news. Once all her words were digested he asks…
“You sure it’s mine? How do you know it ain’t anyone else’s?” He asks confidently.
She takes some air in quickly as if being accused of whoring around. She wasn’t gonna let that slide.
“You’re that last person I slept with. Even then I wasn’t hoe. Never was, never will be ok. Look we were both careless. We didn’t use condoms but I was on birth control which ultimately proved that it’s not as effective as I thought it would be. I’m giving you the choice to come see the baby or to leave the matter completely.”
She was serious in her tone. So believable. Maybe it was the tiredness causing him not to think straight but…..
“Send me your address.”
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I could not sit still. Walking back and forth trying to find something to do to distract me. It's still early morning, slight heavy rain falling and sliding from the top to the bottom of the window. The baby was ok, asleep in the bouncer, slowly rocking. I try to sit on the sofa but my leg just keeps bouncing, with the tv on but not my attention on it.
That dreaded call ended about an hour ago and by the sound of his voice, he was serious.
I flinch at the sound of the buzzer. “Hello?”
“It’s Aaron.”
With not many words I buzz him in. Now in a few moments things could go right or left. This is right, right? I gave him options. That's a good thing right? I definitely didn't want to be one of those women who don't let fathers see their child for no reason. Thoughts stop swirling when there is finally a knock on the door. No more time for hesitation but the doorway felt so far.
Aaron POV
I'm soaked from the rain. It took me being inside the apartment complex to realise. All this time it wasn't on my mind that it was pouring outside. There's an elevator but the stairs seem quicker. I skip a step each time until I'm in front of her door. No time to hesitate. I put my fist against the door to knock.
The door opens with her standing behind it. I most definitely remember now. I’ve been with her more times than I’d like to admit honestly. Can’t lie it was the best, not that I’d admit it to her face. Now seeing her, she has a glow that I hadn't seen before.
"Hi"
"Hi umm sorry bout being soaked, its raining like shit outside."
She gives a small laugh and tells me to come in. I remember I've been here before a couple times. Her place always smelt nice and looked clean. I take my jacket off and hang it by the door. I follow her down the short corridor to the living area. We both turn to the living room.
"Well. Here she is."
In the corner of the room, a baby swing with the smallest human possible as cute as can be a sleep, protected from world. I sit on the sofa before my legs give out. She said 'she'. A girl. I have a daughter. I hold my head in my hands. She sits next to me and put a hand on my leg to calm me down.
"I know it's a lot to process. Believe me. I had the same reaction when I found out I was pregnant. All the worries left when I first held her. It was instant love. Sorry I kept it from you."
"Nah I get it. Whats her name?"
"Her name is Tiana."
"Its a beautiful name."
I don't know what came over me but the need to protect her came out of nowhere. Protect her from every evil out there. It's crazy to think she is a part of me. But what about me? It on dawns me that I hold the role of prowler. Am I good enough for her? Am I strong enough to protect her? Am I man enough to be her father. Am I going to end up abandoning her like my father did? All these thoughts consuming me all at once.
"Would you like to hold her?"
I look at her and she has a reassuring smile encouraging me to hold her. "I don't know how."
"Neither did I but I learned."
She stands and walks over to this sleeping angel. She picks her up and walks up to me. I hadn't met Miles until he was a couple months old, so I have no experience in holding a newborn. I sit up and back and open my hands. She's so small. I don't think I've seen something so precious in my life. My hands are almost the same size as her.
"Don't be scared. Here, move your arm to support her neck and then your other hand holds the side."
She helps me hold her comfortably. With all this fuss she moves around waking from her sleep. Shit here it comes. Big brown eyes stare at me with a twinkle in them. We are both strangers to each other but she has to have trust in me and I never would dream of breaking that trust. A grown man like shouldn't be feeling emotional but here I am. She was right. It was love at first sight.
"She's so beautiful."
"I know right. Big eyes, a cute nose and a head full of hair. She got that part from me."
We both break out into a short laugh.
I hesitate to ask the following questing seeing as we are not together. "What's her last name?"
"I put mine and your last name together hyphenated. If you don't mind."
"It's nice."
We spend the rest of the day just talking, actually getting to know each other. She works as a nurse at a hospital, I told her I do engineering which isn't a lie. I use it as a cover up from what I do other times.
"I have a nephew, my older brothers son. His names Miles. He probably would wanna meet Tiana. Is that cool."
"I don't mind, it's cool she has cousin."
We met at a diner, we talked and it seemed like we were both after the same thing. No relationship but a stress relief. Semi strangers with benefits kinda thing. No personal questions and no feelings.
Looking at it now, that might change now that she had birthed my daughter. Speaking of her she starts stirring in my arms and looks like she's about to cry. Her lips quiver and starts crying. It's hasn't even been ten minutes and I've failed.
"She's probably just hungry. Let me feed her."
I slowly had her over to mom. All of a sudden she lifts the side of top and puts a boob in her mouth. This looks private so I look away to the whatever was playing to the tv. She starts laughing at me though.
"What? It's not like you've never seen them before."
True. I can't look at breasts the same. All this time they were just sexual thing to me but its not even like that. It's a personal connection between mother and child. I change the subject. I ask her how old Tiana is and she tells me only four days old.
"So you're fresh out the hospital then? Was it not hard?"
"It was hard. I couldn't drive because I was still sore from giving birth, so my friend drove me back home. She's been such a help these past few days. Cooking and cleaning for me but she does have a job and her own family to take care of."
"Hold on. Don't you only get a few weeks off work before you have to go back."
"Yeah. Around twelve weeks and then I have to go back to work. Some weeks are even unpaid."
"Well that's stupid."
"Tell me about it but hey, I didn't build the system. Here burp her."
She hands her to me then leaves.
"Where you goin. I don't know how to do this."
"Relax I'm just getting her cloth so she doesn't throw up on you"
She can back as fast as she left, put a pink cloth on my shoulder and move her to my shoulder.
"Just pat her back until she burps."
She gets up to leave and looks like she's heading into the kitchen.
"What you bout to do now."
"I'm a bout to cook. You've got her so I have the time to."
"Nah order some food. Get some rest."
Took some time going back and forth but she sat down. Same time as Tiana finally burps. I move to get my wallet and hand it over to her.
"You know you have a lot of faith in a stranger."
"Same stranger that birth our baby."
"Hilarious."
She orders some food. Time goes by and it eventually comes. We ate, talked. Looking outside, I realise time has gone by fast. Looks like it time me to leave. I get to lay her down back to sleep in her swing.
"Looks like I gotta go now."
"Oh umm thanks for stopping by and seeing her. You make a great father you know."
Her words struck me to my heart. I want to be the best dad to her. Better than my father ever was to me and Jeff.
"Come by anytime. Oh here's your card."
"You hold on to that."
I grab my jacket, say my last goodbyes to both of them but man I so don't wanna leave. I might come back tomorrow. I grab my phone and start calling.
"Hello?"
"Jeff. I need to talk to you."
"Talk."
"I have a daughter."
"That poor woman."
"Ay now ain't the time for games. Me and her we cool. Yeah we were irresponsible but I stepped up. Think about it, you're an uncle now."
"I've been an uncle. Rio has siblings that have children."
"On our side stupid. Anyway can I take Miles to see her tomorrow?"
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*The next day*
Jeff has allowed Miles to come with me to see Tiana. But he doesn't know that. I'm trying to surprise his since he wanna keep asking questions talking bout 'how come I don't have a cousin on your side?'.
"So what spot are we painting today."
"We're not doing that."
"We've been walking for so long. Where are we going?"
"You'll see man, just be a little patient. Don't wanna ruin the surprise."
"Surprise!?"
We arrive at apartment complex. I ring up and I'm let inside. The confused looks on his face makes me just wanna laugh but I can't give it away. We get to the door, knock on it and wait.
"Hi guys, come in."
Miles walks shyly behind me until we turn the living room.
"Miles meet your baby cousin, Tiana."
The look on his face is just priceless. Ain't never seen him so confused. He looks at me then at her mother then at Tiana again.
"You have a daughter. Wait does that make you my auntie?"
"Umm well..."
"Yes it does. See I told you. All those questions bout 'how come I don't have an auntie'. Well you got one now."
"It's nice to meet you Miles. Your uncle has told me a lot about you."
He breaks into a nervous laugh. "Unfortunately I haven't heard about you but it's nice to meet you. So uhh how you guys meet?"
Silence
"That's not important. Here come hold her."
Needless to say besides Miles being so puzzled, he was so happy that he has a little cousin. Since then Miles had come to visit and see her many times after school and during the weekend and has seen her grow. Rio and Jeff came later on with gifts. Rio was beyond excited. Jeff was just as surprised as Miles.
"Your family is really nice, I like them a lot."
"Yeah. I've got a present for you too."
I take her down stair to the parking area. Her eyes could have popped out their sockets. Her mouth open so wide, you'd thing her jaw dislocated. In front of us a white Range with a bow.
"Oh my gosh Aaron wha- what's this?"
I dangle the keys infant of her and drop them in her hands.
"People call it a 'push present' if I'm correct. Oh and that card, spend it on our daughter."
"You are spoiling her to the core and she doesn't even know what money is."
"Only the best for my baby girl. Besides I wanna try this mom and dad thing. That's if you want to?"
"We could do that."
A/N - Honestly, I'm not to sure I did a really good job on this one I can't lie. I might have to reread it again like ten times and make tweaks to it. But let me know in the comments.
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rachelsfav-queer · 3 days
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Can you imagine the vampravenwolf babies playing with Wednesday’s little Raven???
Ughhhhh I miss the babies!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺
This is yet another ask from December lmaoooo. I will get through all my asks eventually lol
Baby Wiwi (Wednesday) is laying on her tummy and playing with Little Raven, giggling now and then as the plushie makes little jokes purely for the little’s entertainment. Baby Eenie (Enid) is on the other side of the room playing with her Duplo Legos, happily making multicolored towers out of the blocks.
Eenie looks over at her girlfriend and watches her play with the plushie. She doesn’t have any proof and she hasn’t actually heard it at any point, but the little wolf swears that she’s seen the tiny seer have full, back and forth conversations with her stuffed bird. She knows there has to be something with Little Raven. But again, she has no proof. And Wiwi seems happy with Little Raven, so she’s not gonna do anything to take that away from her.
As Eenie watches Wiwi, she starts getting antsy, wanting to play with her girlfriend and Little Raven too! Eventually, Eenie’s social nature takes over and she anxiously crawls over to the tiny seer. She pulls out her paci and asks, “Wiwi?”
The shorter woman turns over onto her back clumsily to look at the werewolf, “Wes Eenie? Somefing wong?” (Yes Eenie? Something wrong?)
“Um no! I just wanna…” Eenie hesitates for a moment, knowing how protective Wiwi is over the raven plushie, “Can I holds Wittle Raven? Just for a second?”
Wiwi’s gut reaction is to say no right away and hold Little Raven close to her chest, but Little Raven whispers in her head before that.
C’mon Wednesday, you can let Enid hold me for a little bit, right? It’ll only be a second and you’ll be able to see me the whole time! And I’ll be with you the whole time too, I’ll stick around in your head while she holds me, so you won’t be alone for even a second! So can Enid hold me, Wednesday?
Wiwi considers for a moment, she trusts both Little Raven and Eenie. She knows neither of them would lie to her or break her trust. Eventually, Wiwi makes up her mind. She slowly sits up and looks the blonde little in the eyes, “Just… don’t huwt Wittle Waven, otay Eenie?”
“I pwomise, Wiwi,” Eenie nods seriously, taking her oath to not harm Little Raven more seriously than she’s ever taken anything in her life. And so, Wiwi carefully hands the plushie over to her girlfriend and Eenie handles her delicately, as if the plushie was made of delicate fine china, instead of cotton and polyester fabric. She pulls Little Raven close to her face, looking at her with deep fascination, and whispers, “Hi, Wittle Raven. I’m Eenie.”
Meanwhile, Daddy Yoko is watching everything from the baby monitor in the corner of the room and she laughs softly at the intense concentration on Enid’s face as she greets herself to the plush raven. She also is finding herself cooing almost nonstop at this absolutely adorable presentation of trust and love between her littles.
Back in the little’s bedroom/playroom, Wiwi starts getting a bit anxious not having Little Raven in her hands. Eenie notices, as does Little Raven, and so the wolf gives her back the plushie. Wiwi immediately grabs it and clutches Little Raven close to her chest. Eenie feels a little bad about keeping Wiwi from her best friend for so long, even though it was barely even a minute, and starts anxiously stimming, picking at her fingers.
Wiwi also notices and holds an arm out in open invitation, which Eenie accepts without any hesitation. And so Little Raven is caught, happily, in a tight hug between the littles. Eenie smiles warmly and whispers, “Thank you, Wiwi. I wuvs you.”
Wiwi burrows herself deeper in Eenie and whispers back, “Wuvs ou too, Eenie.” (Loves you too, Eenie.)
End <3
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reikamasama · 10 days
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Heya!! I've noticed you've had your reqs open for a while now, so I hope you don't mind writing my idea for me!! Lol
Soo.. could I get some general hcs for the hazbin hotel cast (whomever and however many you feel like doing) with a Cerberus!reader? Preferably sticking to a more platonic theme
No pressure, ofc!!
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Thank you for the request when! I’m not to educated on Cerberus but i tried my best to make some general head canons for the main hazbin crew although its not proofread i hope its to your liking !!
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Alastor
Cerberus!reader grabbed Alastor’s attention right as they joined the hotel, the concept of having 3 heads with all different emotions and feelings was odd to him. He had many questions but the gentleman he was, was not going to stress you with so many question’s until he got closer to you. As he decides to build up his relationship with you he would drop questions here and there �� this way he learns more about you.
When he gets to know you, he would grow to enjoy asking your opinion on things, three opinions will always be better than one! (Unless it hurts his ego somehow, but that was a rare occasion)
He would cook a lot of food and use you as the taste subject. He makes you sit in the kitchen as you watch his process listening to some jazz while having a chit-chat with him is a weekly routine at this point and he’d be confused if you weren’t in the kitchen by Sunday afternoons to try his cooking. He will ask you multiple times if you would want human meat in your food, if you refuse he will defeatedly accept the loss — but he won’t stop asking you just because you said no (and if you say yes he will happily purchase the best kind of meats he knows and sometimes bring you along to purchase them! You also get introduced to Rosie this way)
Since Alastor has taken a liking to you he would randomly pat your heads as well as purchase gifts for the three of you. He made sure they were always tailored to your liking.  He would also ask you to join him on his walks sometimes, and if anybody made you uncomfortable he would reassure you that you’re safe with him.
“So, what do you think?” 
He stands in front of you expectantly, as your tastebuds get filled with a tasty dish you’ve never tried before, you are not quite sure what kind of dish it is — you only that it’s some kind of steak. You take a long second really thinking before the three of you in sync say;
“This is spicy.. is it supposed to be like that?”
“I’d like to have some more flavor just simple things like salt and pepper would do well!
“I like it, it’s perfect!”
The three of you glance at each other and then at Alastor who stands there with a slightly concerned grin.
“Uh huh you don’t say.”
And after that he made sure to tailor the food to the each of you! He thinks of it like a puzzle in some sort of a way, if the three of you are satisfied then he finished it 
Husker
At first husker didn’t really care for Cerberus!reader, they were probably gonna be like any sinner anyway, someone trying to be better — only to drink their sorrows away.
When he realizes that none of you drink alcohol he changes his opinions on the three of you!(if you do drink alcohol… Nuh uh :3) He tries to actually entertain you whenever you enlighten him with random visit at the bar, chatting about topics the three of you’ve been thinking about lately. 
He would definitely grow a bit protective of you and would use nicknames like kid, champ, bud to address you and would give you thumbs ups to quietly show you he’s proud of you.
He would allow you to touch his ears and his tail if you’re curious about them, and in return he gets permission to pat your head whenever he pleases.
He would show you multiple card tricks and would always wear a smug expression on his face whenever he saw the three heads getting fascinated with his simple tricks — that definite made him more confident as you praised his tricks!
His deck quickly mixes together with the flick of a wrist, you watch in amusement as the cards go back and forward in a very mesmerizing pattern. Husk clears his throat before he starts;
“And now, watch as the cards mix..”
The three of you have your eyes fixated on the cards spinning round and round. Until he stops and then spreads it out in a half circle before picking up a card making sure its back is facing you. The three look at you in anticipation waiting for him to show the card she chose.
“Was this your cards?”
He flips the cards and show them to you; two of you look in excitement as he shows them their cards they had chosen earlier, they bombard husk with questions but then the third head speaks up;
“Wait, those are only two cards! Where’s mine?”
Husks chuckles before he grabs something from the back of the third heads ear,
“Oh sorry! Forgot i left the card here!”
Niffty 
Niffty takes a quick liking to you, and as soon as she gets a moment alone with you she will show you her bug collection and give you a bug that in her words “matches your fur and compliments all of the eyes you have”. 
She would sew you some small accessories.. yes they might have had sticks and bugs used in the materials but it’s the thought that counts! Besides it doesn’t even look bad, she would normally place them behind your ears or somewhere on your head. 
If you can’t find niffty? Expect her to be messing with one of your heads, she loves to climb up on them and just sit there, following you in your daily life as you’re out and about. (She is an automatic free-escape pass from Valentin[hoe]!)
“I was thinking!! What if you join me for cleaning duty tomorrow! I’ll even pay you… three queen roaches!”
She says this with starts in her eyes as if it’s the best offer she could ever give you, and who are you to say no? You can easily spot dirt and dust with the help of your other heads and you can help Niffty reach tight spots
“Why not!”
Charlie
When Cerberus!Reader first joined the hotel she was very chipper just like she is with any other guest, but the fact that you had a very intimating look but still acted better than half of the sinners inside the hotel was something she was extra excited about!
She bombards you with questions and asks a lot about how the three-head thing works, did she need to fix the room so it fitted all of your standards? If you all ate same food or not? When you guys decide outfits, do to often disagree with what your going to wear. Etc.
Would try to have therapy sessions with you! I believe one of your heads would be.. not so pleased with this whilst another one would vent their heart out. (Also Charlie would definitely try having karaoke sessions with all of you and would adore the way the three of you are able to harmonize even if you don’t always get along)
Her pen taps along a board before she looks at the three of you;
“So you have a problem getting along.. mm have you tried telling each other why you are annoyed?”
“Well these loudmouths are nothing but trouble! They can’t keep their mouth shut even if the world was ending!
“Wha— says you! It’s not my time you keep being a buzzkill”
“You both are annoying! Just shut the fuck up before i start fighting yall.”
After that the bickering grows and Charlie has to step in to help calm the three of you down.
Vaggie
When Cerberus! Reader joins the hotel Vaggie is very cautious, three heads— three problems! She will keep her distance and give you some glances but never actively act rude towards you since you haven’t actually bothered her. 
If you give her time to get used to you and get to know you she will grow to trust you more and more, and she would give you words of advice when your not sure on what to do to show her appreciation towards you. But when the three of you argue with each other she will give all of you a bonk on the head.
Would train the three of you to become better fighters and when you fight against heaven you’re a real pro, she’s very proud of you even if she dosent show it to well!
Her angelic sphere pointed to one of your three necks as you lay on the ground defenceless; she has just beaten you guys in a fight once again, 
“If you guys were better at working with this body, maybe we’d win?”
One of the heads scoff
“Pff, as if! If you would follow my lead? It would’ve been as easy as pie!”
“We havnt even baked before how could you say it’s as easy as pie..”
Vaggie sighs as the bonks each of your heads talking about how the three of you needs to learn on how to get along.
Angel dust
When Cerberus!Reader joins the hotel he will quickly point out the uneven fur and would quickly take the role as a ‘big brother’  to the reader. He would bully the three of you multiple times but only in a friendly teasing way.
He would have sleepovers with you, he enjoyed gossiping with the three of you as he would give you a ‘makeover’ mostly by brushing your fur and giving one of your faces makeup as he would recommend you shampoos and conditioners to keep your fur looking more fresh.
Would ask your opinions on outfits even if they are revealing, since he is like a brother to you it’s not that strange. He would most definitely not throw any sexual comments towards you and if anybody else does so, they get a beating.
Will randomly come into your room to check up on you,( and borrow some of your clothes) he most definitely steals a lot of your stuff and whenever you have a sleepover he would just put it of as if it was nothing. Will also multiple times tell you not to drink and go down the path he went.
“Ow! Be careful you dunce!”
One of your heads mutter as angel dust tries to brush through your matted fur struggling with every brush stroke he makes.
“Well maybe if you’d be more careful i wouldn’t have to fix it so damn often!”
It all comes from a place of love though!
Sir pentious 
When Cerberus!Reader join the hotel, Sir pentious gets a good feeling about having you around right away, your demon form has three heads and he is very snake — like with makes him feel less out-of-place with the rest of the crew.
If you joined around when he joined he never made any plans to kill you with his weapons (in episode 3) instead he would order angelic weapons from Carmilla and then try to teach the three of you how you could make weapons! As long as one of you learn the most simple of things he will feel super achieved and want to teach you more and more things as you slowly get better and better. 
Would make weapons for you and give you a tour in his evil lair (/his ship). 
His egg boys would absolutely adore you and frank would normally hang around the three of you the most, even calling you boss in front of Pentious — he woudnt even mind!
“Sso you ssee, if you take these parts together.. and then place them like that.. it will create a blasst-gun, but if you move thiss piece it will create a bomb weapon, do you get it?”
“Yeah not to hard to remember”
“Uhm.. wich piece did you move again?”
“Nope no! I’m completely lost right now!”
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thesparklingwriter · 1 year
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lunch is served!
“If only you were as good a cook as your outfit would suggest,”
tags: pet names, fem!reader, established relationship, they have a daughter, and reader still can’t cook (sorry)
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Hi I’m back, I did not forget about this I swear!!! Anyway I’m gonna go in with the usual spiel, requests for this are always open, and leave a comment if you want to be added to a taglist :) I’ll sort out links iab because mobile is being mean to me lol
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When little Jingmei is fast asleep on her father’s lap after succumbing to a nap she’ll later deny the existence of, you often try to find topics to entertain Zhongli with as he waits patiently for his daughter to wake up. When you’re not around, he’ll pick up a book, or take a nap himself, but he takes great pleasure in talking to you like this.
When you open your mouth to start a new topic, he pats the space next to him on the sofa, gesturing for you to join him. And you do, nuzzling yourself into his chest, and pretending that you don’t notice the subtle sigh of content he lets out.
“Li,” you start, relaxing into him fully. “Why did you fall in love with me?”
Zhongli chuckles. “I am almost certain that this is some kind of trick.”
“It is not.” You scowl. “Am I not allowed to ask why my husband loves me?”
“You are, provided you don’t start a row when I give you my answer.” Zhongli’s hand trails up to your hair, gently massaging circles in your scalp.
If Zhongli really had to think about why he loves you, he’d probably struggle to quantify it. He’s been in love before, of course, but the way he feels with you is somewhat different. Perhaps it was initially your determination that drew him to you, or it could be your positivity, or the fact you brightened the days of all who were near you. But more than anything, it’s the fact that being with you feels like home. You’re his treasure—a gem he’s spent millennia searching for, and now he has you and he knows you love him as much as he does, he’s at peace. But expressing that in a few simple words will only lend itself to misunderstandings and you accusing him of using filler and metaphors to get away with not answering his question.
“I know my question wasn’t that hard.” You tease, prodding him slightly. His body is somewhat firmer when he’s in his half dragon form, yet at the same time, his touch envelops you in warmth and comfort. He tilts his head to look at you, his lips quirking into a smile.
“It was, my dear. How do you expect me to translate years of affection into one sentence?”
“I expect you to do it with enthusiasm.” You joke lightly. Jingmei stirs ever so slightly, muttering to herself as she adjusts herself, her tiny rounded horns digging into your thigh. “If I asked her why she loved me, she would answer immediately.”
“Jingmei would say it’s because you feed her.”
“And that is a perfectly valid and acceptable answer.”
“For an infant. I know you well enough to know you would not accept that from me.”
It’s true, you would not accept that from him. You expect his millennia on Teyvat to grant him the vocabulary necessary to express his love. But at the same time, seated the way you are, you can feel that he cares. It’s in the way he cradles you head to his chest, the way he strokes Jingmei’s hair with contented pride, the way his breathing slows as he savours the moment he’s sharing with you. Yes, you’d love for him to bullet point everything that's led him to this moment, but what’s to point in that?
“I changed my mind. Don’t say anything.”
“And why is that?”
“You’ll probably just make me cry, and then Jingmei will wake up.”
“Don’t be ridiculous, my love.” He chuckles. His laugh almost rumbles through him, stirring your daughter slightly. You pout, as if to complain, but in all honesty, you wouldn’t want her waking up any other way. But then her head drops and she falls back asleep again, whispering softly to herself.
“I do wonder what she dreams about,” Zhongli marvels.
“Probably food. On that note, I’ll make lunch.” As you stand to leave, Zhongli’s hand wraps around yours.
“Don’t go.”
“Why not?”
“Pretending your cooking is edible is an arduous affair. Let’s wait for Jingmei to wake up and then we can make something together.”
“You insult me.”
Despite the fact that your honour has been attacked, you wait for your daughter to wake up before tackling the matter of making lunch. At the mere mention of making food, Jingmei disappears up to her room, decking herself out in a chef’s outfit she’d gotten from Xiangling for her birthday.
“If only you were as good a cook as your outfit would suggest,” Zhongli jokes, helping her onto her stool so she can reach the kitchen counter.
“I am a good cook, Daddy. Promise.” She shoots back, crossing her arms petulantly.
“I believe you. Your father is just a big meanie.” You pull her into a hug, smothering her face and cheeks with kisses until she’s falling apart with giggles. “We should leave him here to make the food and play with your toys instead as punishment.”
“Let’s go!” Jingmei turns away from the counters and grabs your hand as she runs upstairs.
“You two are such cheats.” Zhongli complains quietly as he turns to the stove. His words fall on deaf ears as you’re already too far away to hear him.
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hay1ock · 9 months
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So it’s been pretty much a week now and having rewatched the first episode of Only Friends a couple of times, and before the next episode drops Saturday I wanted to ramble and put down some thoughts I can look back on about how much I love this show so far. (I know it’s only been 1 episode but fuck it.)
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Firstly, I want to compliment the aesthetics of the show. The styling of sets and the characters are striking. Lighting, soundtrack, the colouring of the scenes. I’m no film student or anything, but for me it’s a good looking show. And I love the vibes. It has an edge beyond that of the BL tag in my mind. It’s got those QAF and Skins vibes as well as other shows about young adults we had here in the UK that I watched growing up, and I love it.
The sex stuff (+mature/toxic behaviour). I’m aware there are various opinions and comparisons. Too little, too much. This show vs that show/movie. There’s space for all kinds of shows/stories. You want fluffy sure, second turn on the right. Want trauma inducing and everybody dies, keep heading straight at the crossroads. You have the right to not watch and let others enjoy what they enjoy. Regardless of gender/sexuality humans are flawed. They screw up their own lives and other peoples, and they fuck (except those who don’t). Personally, I consume anything that’s entertaining and god damn Only Friends is entertaining.
Anyway, personally, I thought the sex fit in nicely to the story. And I say story because I’m not really one to just want to watch or read about people shagging for the sake of it. Actually, I once submitted a story to a publisher and (feeling like Up’s character in Lovely Writer here) they wanted me to up the heat and add more sex. For me, I need a purpose, even if the sex is the purpose. For example Boston in this episode. Fucking was the reason. It was part of his character. The scene was for his gratification not the viewers. I loved it being all rushed and frantic and there being only one goal - to come. And mixing it with Nick wanking and them climaxing at the same time. Genius scene to be honest. And to follow that up later with them actually getting together and the classic fade to black. We know what’s gonna go down - Nick’s hand down Boston’s pants that’s what 😃
Then we have Top and Mew, a very different scene - slower, more intimate. These characters have very different intentions. Top chasing the goal of Mew’s virginity. To succeed he needs to go steady, lull Mew in by making him feel good. And then Mew who’s maybe pushing his limits as to what he’s comfortable with. As a once virgin myself, I can’t argue with him wanting a little attention, some kisses, and some chest groping lol. But in the end, he cant go all the way, at least not with a one night stand, so the scene shifts. Top maybe pushes it, but I’m glad he ended up being a decent guy (at least in this moment) and accepted Mew wasn’t ready.
So characters.
No point in me hiding it but I’m here because of Khaotung, Neo and First. Khao has had my heart since 2gether. Neo got added to that list after TonhonChonlatee (sorry Tonhon but Na was where it was at lol) and then the trinity was completed with The Eclipse with First. So, high on my Eclipse feels I’m hit with the Only Friends trailer and it was an immediate ‘sign me up’. Since then, Mark did get my interest, loved him in MSP and MLC, and I’ve also got to know Book and Force more since A Boss and a Babe (sorry if any Enchante lovers see this - at the time I only watched ep 1 and it didn’t grab me so have yet to finish it - maybe one day lol).
The fact Khaotung is playing him is a big bonus but have to say RAY is currently my favourite character. I have a soft spot for the characters who seem to be dealing with baggage and I would assume binge drinking, and considering himself ‘unimportant’ are likely signs (along with other bits seen from the trailer). He seems like a dickhead but is actually a squishy baby who needs love and protection (mainly from himself). At least my take so far. I am worried about him and his lack of self preservation, he’s lucky Sand was a stand up guy because handing your phone, car and yourself over to a stranger is a terrible idea. He was passed out and defenceless and if Sand was looking to take advantage in some way, he could have been in real trouble. (Thinks about the sobbing scene in the trailer) I hope nothing bad has or will happen to him if he’s in such a drunken state again. It’s sad he would have just accepted Sand and him had had sex because Sand was hot.
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Moving on to SAND. Though a bit aggressive in a ‘I’m so done with everybody’ kind of way, he seems to be a decent guy who just wanted to take a piss in peace lol. We didn’t get too much of him. He gave me mature and big bro vibes and was rubbing Ray’s back when he was retching over the loo - wonder if he’s done that for anyone else in his life? He was a bit standoffish to start (rightly so at some points) but seemed to soften up a bit when Ray was genuinely apologising and saying thanks to him. Also, the slight look/hesitation when Ray asked him if he knew him in the bathrooms. Does he? Even if from a distance? Can’t wait to see where these two go from here.
Next. BOSTON. Well, he certainly likes to get his end away. I don’t dislike him (yet). Screwing around doesn’t make you a bad person. Chasing after red wristbands might make you a little bit of a dick, but I’m generally less against the ‘third party’ and more judging the one who has a partner who is doing the cheating (though here it was more an open, we enjoy a threesome relationship he was getting entangled in). Anyway, I enjoyed Boston and his facial expressions, and his ‘hunting’. Will reevaluate when he starts breaking hearts.
And first in line to get his heart broken, NICK. Not sure our boy will be getting employee of the month snooping through customer phones and jerking off to their half naked selfies lol. He seems a nice enough guy, and as with all the characters it was a decent intro to him. I enjoyed the tension between him and Boston. He recognised him from uni it seems so maybe had his eye on him and finally got a chance to interact, which they certainly did. The preview already showed him getting attached so I’m ready for him to be heartbroken 💔
MEW. A seemingly precious baby who just wants to read his books and save his virginity for something more meaningful than a one night stand. Haven’t much to say about him at the moment as taking him at face value for now. But interested to see how he gets to the point of yeeting Boston into the pool in the trailer lol.
TOP. *narrows eyes* I have no idea if I trust him. He clearly had one mission at the start, but then based on his and Mew’s conversation over ice cream, and how it seems others only view him as the top of the top, a prize to hook up with, I did feel like he was genuinely surprised and intrigued by Mew stopping the hookup before sex. In his scene with Boston, he also said he wanted to date Mew, but because he found him interesting. I don’t know if it’s still a bit of a challenge to him to get Mew to date him because it’d be fun, so whether his goal is still to try and get laid and then he’d dump Mew and move on… We’ll see I guess *side eyes trailer*
(NAM?)CHEUM. Not too much of her but she fits in well as the fourth member on the main friend group. Would be interesting to see how they know each other and for how long. Guess we’ll have to wait and see if she gets a storyline of her own or if, as she had a red wristband on, it’ll be happy lesbian shenanigans now and again to contrast everyone else’s drama and her being there observing her friends self destruct.
Thinky thoughts going into the next episodes.
1. Please tell me the guy Yo is with in the intro is called Lo.
2. I’m wondering if Papang is playing Nick’s boss. Can’t remember the trailer scene setting well other than a laptop in front of them. Maybe he catches Nick and Boston on the cctv.
3. Top & Boston scene in the trailer. Could it be a flashback? Didn’t feel like a flashback but who knows. Assuming it’s not, I wonder what gets Top to a point where he can’t wait for Mew anymore and bangs Boston? Did they have a fight? Were they ‘on a break’? Did Mew pick Ray or something else over him? (I’ve seen the outfit analysing lol)
4. I’m gonna repeat here that I’m worried Ray will get himself in some real trouble getting blackout drunk. He has his arm in a sling in one scene in the trailer so there could be an accident or a fight. But he’s also a sobbing mess and Mew comforting him and well… I hope he stays safe.
5. Interested to see who and how Title’s character will tie into what’s going on. Pilot trailer implied he’s a friend/worked at the bar with Sand.
6. Nick already got them heart eyes. Poor boy’s gonna suffer. But props for the bold move of sending Boston that photo.
7. Oh yeah, Drake! I’d gone with it maybe being Papang out of the cast we knew about from the trailer. Well done to the people who were like ‘that’s Drake’ lol. I had joked about hoping they just brought in a whole bunch of the gmmtv boys to play one night stands or drunken kisses on the dance floor so I’m one for one for boys and episode so far lol.
8. Mew hiding behind and pushing Cheum towards a vomiting Ray in the first scenes was everything lol.
9. Ray’s outfits 😍
10. They did pretty well covering up The 1975’s poster in Sand’s apartment as had to go see when I saw someone point it out (I can’t imagine trying to edit around moving, talking characters)
11. I feel sad that Ray cared more about his belongings than himself.
12. Sand’s ‘I am so done’ face. Especially when Top ‘borrowed’ his mic.
13. And about that. Public propositions like that are a hell no from me. I’d hate to be cornered like that. I mean it’s okay if you’re going to say yes I suppose. But what if it’s not a yes? Like what do you do in front of everyone. Say no and look like the asshole?
14. Top washed his hands after going to the bathroom. Top tier indeed.
15. That intro sequence going from one character to the next - very cool. Also the days of the week montage.
16. Dear Ray, please don’t throw up again. *lowers volume a little bit* 🤢
17. Props to the friends wanting to turn the theory business plan of a hostel into the real thing. I think I’d be Boston in the group and just be dragged along and agree to whatever lol.
18. That intro is definitely a non-skip. Everybody be looking damn fine!
19. Watching everyone’s expression regarding Ray, Mew and Top. Boston knows Ray likes Mew and damn if he doesn’t seem to enjoy poking at him. Also at one point I started to wonder if there was anything else beyond jealousy between Ray and Top. Probably just Ray having had some drinks so reacting in no way subtly lol. And then Mew’s expressions when Ray leaves both times. Does he know? Is he just concerned his friend is storming off and drinking? Hmm.
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20. Let Ray and Boston kiss you cowards lol
Bring on episode 2.
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sinfuloatmeal0 · 9 months
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So, Surf and Turf Wars pt. 2 just dropped, and I’d like to do a mini-review again, just like I did for the first part.
I try to be as unbiased as possible when it comes to reviewing these, as I don’t want to have an “old good, new bad” mindset. I like legacy, and it’s quite different from the classic era. So I try to give everything a fair chance.
and now for the actual review:
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5.5/10
Yeah, once again, like my first review…it’s just alright. The whole “lobster monster Matt” wasn’t really to my taste comedy-wise. The whole “big monster does big monster stuff” isn’t really funny to me.
And I feel like this eddisode suffered from separating the guys. I feel like the way Tom and Edd are written in beyond isn’t entertaining enough to carry long scenes where it’s just them. (Which *might* be kind of controversial? Maybe. Because I know a lot of people liked their scenes together in part 1.) But, even so, the two of them are sidelined HARD in this and I’m not even sure why.
Also…I’m not a fan of how many jokes are relegated to random one-off characters. Like, I’m here for the guys. Not randoms. And yes, I know that both past eras of eddsworld had jokes with one-off characters. But they were using pretty sparingly, and never felt like it took away from the comedy.
Not to mention that both of the ongoing plots: the Matt plot, and the Tom and Edd plot…were both a bit stale. Both plots didn’t really end in any satisfying way. It’s was pretty anticlimactic. If it were up to me, I would’ve just had Matt be with Edd and Tom on the beach doing the competitions. The eddsworld guys work great when they’re all together. Plus…lobster Matt doesn’t even interact with Edd and Tom?? What’s the point then?
And all the jokes were very…meh. I’m just gonna accept at this point that Matt’s writing style isn’t my cup of tea.
OKAY. I know I just tore into this eddisode pretty harshly, but there are some nice positives and improvements that I noticed.
-Better pacing. The first part, imo, had really strange and awkward pacing. Like it was so sluggish at points, but also moved too fast sometimes. But that’s been remedied somewhat in the second part, and I like that.
-Less awkward: By “less awkward”, I mean there’s more music. Something thats bugged me about the beyond eps is that they felt awkward and quiet due to lack of music. But there’s more music now, yay.
-Montage. I liked the montage scene. Very eddsworld.
-Sonic popsicle on the ice cream truck. Because I’m massive sonic trash.
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SO…yeah. That’s the review. Sorry if this is formatted shittily, I did it on my phone in a hurry, lol. And if you happen to have different opinions on this eddisode, totally cool.
Kinda sucks that pretty much all of beyond hasn’t been what I’d hoped. Everyone else is enjoying it though, and I can’t help but feel like squidward looking out the window in that one meme. 😭 I wanna like it so bad, but I just can’t. Beaster bunny, and the surf and turf pt. 1 and 2 have both just been misses for me.
…Also, Matt doesn’t like icecream. What’s up with that?
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lemonhemlock · 1 year
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Ugh, you’re so brave for saying that you don’t agree with the Madonna/Whore complex. I agree, it feels dismissive to me.
The way I rationalize Criston’s berserker moments are: 1) lazy writing ofc 2) almost like a trauma response? When he lashes out he seems to do so in response to an affront on his character. Joffrey’s whole deal comes off as blackmail when you look at it from his perspective, and Beesbury, I’m gonna need to expand on his relationship with Alicent for a bit: 
Criston has spent nearly 20 years watching as she tries to adhere to her values and duty while Viserys (who she ends up taking care of) and co. abuse and humiliate her. 
Like Alicent (and Aemond and Otto), I’m sure he’s tired of watching the Targs they have to serve get away with things that would get them killed. And still they’re held to a higher standard than the Targaryens who rule and use them. So when Beesbury accuses her of regicide, he sees it as his duty to protect her and the sacrifices she’s had to make. 
 I feel like they validate each other and the people they want to be. It must be exhausting being surrounded by people who do what they want for pleasure over duty. Their bond makes them feel less lonely and maybe even less stupid/naive: “I have to believe, that in the end, honor and decency will prevail. We need to hew to that and to each other.” (That’s why their scene in the Godswood took place during a wedding, they’re practically married imo 🙊 it’s a play on the nuclear family.)
Sorry for the essay lol, my reblog function is nonexistent on my phone idk why and I clearly had a lot to say. You’re the best for entertaining this tangent 💚.
Ugh, you’re so brave for saying that you don’t agree with the Madonna/Whore complex. I agree, it feels dismissive to me.
Thank you! Like, I have no illusions that the showrunners might feel the madonna-whore/incel thing is appealing to the audience, so they're milking it, but even so, it doesn't vibe with what ended up on the damn screen. I never understood the incel allegations for Ser Criston either. Incel describes a person who can't access sex/romance, no matter how hard they try. Whereas Criston could absolutely get it??? Even Rhaenyra is willing to keep fucking him? 😑
These modern labels get so stupid sometimes, for real. Imagine calling a medieval queen a tradwife. JFC. As opposed to what? A fourth-wave intersectional feminist? An independent self-supporting woman working her way up the corporate ladder by the skin of her teeth? 🙄
The way I rationalize Criston’s berserker moments are: 1) lazy writing ofc
Well, kind of, yeah. In the text, Criston kills Joffrey during a tourney, so there's more ambiguity on whether it was accidental or not. And makes much more sense (it happens during a socially-acceptable framework for ending someone's life), because now, for the show, they have to invent a far-fetched reason as to why this person is allowed to indiscriminately kill people at a wedding without facing any consequences. Not exactly something you could do 100% organically and seamlessly - you have to pull some ridiculous explanation out of your arse.
2) almost like a trauma response? When he lashes out he seems to do so in response to an affront on his character. Joffrey’s whole deal comes off as blackmail when you look at it from his perspective
In the show, this is the most likely explanation for his actions, yeah. He's been on a rollercoaster of emotions, from renouncing his vows, convincing himself he is in love or that Rhaenyra loves him, contemplating a radical life change (i.e. fleeing to Essos), rapid disillusionment, fearing for his life to being forgiven by the Queen and thinking he has a second chance to being threatened/blackmailed while in a vulnerable state. In a social situation where he has to watch the woman he cared for willingly marry another, after carelessly disregarding him.
and Beesbury, I’m gonna need to expand on his relationship with Alicent for a bit:  Criston has spent nearly 20 years watching as she tries to adhere to her values and duty while Viserys (who she ends up taking care of) and co. abuse and humiliate her.  Like Alicent (and Aemond and Otto), I’m sure he’s tired of watching the Targs they have to serve get away with things that would get them killed. And still they’re held to a higher standard than the Targaryens who rule and use them. So when Beesbury accuses her of regicide, he sees it as his duty to protect her and the sacrifices she’s had to make. 
Beesbury's death is presently differently in the text, too. Grand Maester Orwyle, who was present, claims he was arrested and died of a chill in the black cells. Although this can still be interpreted as lack of care, it's more reasonable than outright murder. Septon Eustace, who was NOT present, claims Ser Criston slit Beesbury's throat, so you know. 🤷‍♀️ At least for this action, they had something to go on. I think that in the show he is trying to make him sit back down and ~accidentally~ uses too much force on him.
What I find interesting is that Orwyle is supposed to give an account that is more biased towards Rhaenyra and he claims that Beesbury was arrested, whereas Eustace is supposed to be more biased in favour of Aegon and he claims Beesbury was killed on the spot.
Though I do have to mention the ridiculousness of HOSUE BEESBURY OF HONEYHOLT, A REACH HOUSE, SIDING WITH RHAENYRA. 😐
 I feel like they validate each other and the people they want to be. It must be exhausting being surrounded by people who do what they want for pleasure over duty. Their bond makes them feel less lonely and maybe even less stupid/naive: “I have to believe, that in the end, honor and decency will prevail. We need to hew to that and to each other.” (That’s why their scene in the Godswood took place during a wedding, they’re practically married imo 🙊 it’s a play on the nuclear family.)
Yes! It is telling that Alicent's interruption of Criston's planned suicide takes place under a weirwood tree (considered sacred) and the frames are interposed with imagery from Rhaenyra's wedding! She's also filmed a little in the distance and has to walk towards him off-screen - kind of like walking towards the altar (i.e. weirwood) to her groom, whose new life begins with her by his side. They're cute. 💚
Sorry for the essay lol, my reblog function is nonexistent on my phone idk why and I clearly had a lot to say. You’re the best for entertaining this tangent 💚.
No worries! You're very welcome, lol. I'm glad to see a fellow fanon revisionist. 😅
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deathbydarkelves · 8 days
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Asking you this on anon, because I'm too nervous to ask otherwise.
Do you think night elves express their sexuality through art? I mean like, Blizzard is obviously not going to give us anything concrete or creative about this sort of thing. Their night elves are eternally monogamous.
But so many cultures in the world, even the ones we like to think of as stoic, or chivalrous, were, and are, incredibly horny lol. Like, there are swathes of surviving manuscripts, pottery, and paintings depicting sex acts. We have examples of this from the Greeks, to Medieval Europe, to Japan.
I'm so sorry, this ask sort of away from me. In short, all of the Warcraft races probably have their unique art forms, and I was just curious if, and how, you would think night elves would express this sort of stuff?
My immediate verbal response upon reading this was “Oh, abso-fucking-lutely”. As you demonstrated with your irl examples, horny is universal <3
You’ll find that indulged in every art form. Paintings, pottery, poetry, carvings, statues, and so on. If people can create an image or use words to describe something, they’re gonna use that power to depict sex. That’s just how it goes lmao
Some more specific thoughts though:
1.) Elven poems and ballads are rivaled in length only by those of the dwarves. And yes, many are sexually-charged in at least some aspect. Sometimes that’s the whole point, sometimes it’s a key plot moment, sometimes it’s a “key” “plot” “moment”, sometimes it’s just for comedic effect.
2.) I recently took a trip to Europe which involved a stop in Vienna, and I had a fantastic time strolling through such a beautiful (walkable!) city with statues of bare-chested women on almost every corner. Both because it was a wonderful feeling being somewhere that didn’t treat my body as taboo, and, well, because I’m lesbian. What can I say. Anyway, I decided almost immediately that’s what it’s like in the bigger night elf cities. The body is a work of nature and Elune’s art, and is something to be celebrated. That goes for all bodies, but there is a general bias towards depictions of female bodies because, well, matriarchal society. Most of the statues in those cities are simply artistic nudity, but it doesn’t take long to find one that goes beyond that. ((btw I highly recommend a visit to Vienna. Get a Sacher-Torte from Café Sacher.))
3.) Tangentially related, but (ethical) brothels are more commonplace and fairly easy to find because of the societal acceptance of polygamy/amory. Casual sex is just not really a taboo, because there’s no pressure to be monogamous. Historical immunity to disease and current resistance to it means there isn’t as much risk involved either. It’s still a dick move if you don’t tell your partner(s), of course.
4.) All of this creates quite the culture shock for those coming from more “conservative” places. No one on Azeroth is catholic about it, but I have a hard time imagining the high and mighty Kingdom of Stormwind being that open about sexuality, for example.
5.) Because of the impression that ^ creates, there's a common joke/stereotype in many other nations that the Sentinel Army has a... hook-up problem. Never mind that's true to some degree for all armies lol
6.) Cathala’s adventuring journal she keeps notes in is also fucking filled with erotic art and writing. A woman’s gotta entertain herself somehow!!!
As a little note, though, there's no weirdness around ace and/or aro people. They're not any hornier than any other group of people, they're just more open about it. So they don't try to, like, force it onto people who happen to not be into that.
Anyway... I'll be the first to admit this is where I lean the hardest into wish fulfillment/escapism with my AU. Oh to live in a world where sex and sexuality and the female body are treated normally V_V
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juneviews · 5 months
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I’m so glad you summoned us to your ask box bc I agree that watching cooking crush is so lonely. I am constantly lurking in the tag and its so depressing compared to the energy ‘not me’ got every sunday. I am so happy that offgun are doing a romcom. I know that you like angsty offgun but I desperately needed an offgun show that is lighthearted and cc is serving. Gun is shining in this show and I love that he lives with his grandma and sister. I have always found that Gun bounces off of actresses really well, especially older women, and he makes dynamics with them seem really natural and comforting. And holy moly is Off Jumpol blessing my eyeballs. I find myself swooning every time he comes on screen and this character feels so soft. I love how gentle Ten is with Prem. The way he quietly accepted that Prem was willing to teach him despite Prem screwing with him earlier in the episode. And then reassuring Prem that he is a good cook. Ugh I am so living for this dynamic and can’t wait to see what offgun do with it further.
But gmmtv and I will have words about them not releasing the full versions on youtube. Like what more can they do to inhibit offgun?
yeah to be fair I never expected the fandom experience for cc to be anywhere near not me bc that kind of collective watching experience can never be matched, but I'm glad many people have taken up my open call to discuss cooking crush lol bc it was getting lonely!
honestly, while I do love my angst & deeper topics, I've been glad that cooking crush is a silly romcom since the first trailer dropped. as I said in my gmmtv 2022 reaction video, I think we do need a breather after how intense & life-changing not me was, and also offgun are just SO GOOD at romcoms bruh, it's the perfect genre for them (even though they've slayed every genre they've been in too!) also I have this theory that cooking crush was chosen for offgun specifically to bring them back to their "bankable" image that they lost due to not me being too political & half of the entertainment kinda blacklisting them, which while not me being censored is bullshit, I am glad that it's not gonna affect offgun's careers long term & they're now back to getting more events & ads together!
you're so right about gun bouncing off actresses & especially older ones very well, I 100% agree! prem's ama is my fave I love her, she's such a good supportive force in prem's life :))) as for ten being super gentle & soft, YES!!! I was told before the show aired that novel!ten is like the softest man in existence, yet off still managed to exceed my expectations! especially after sean who was his roughest character to date hahaha! ten just feels like a big teddy bear, every time he appears on screen I wanna squish his cheeks 🥺 ten is really as forgiving as sean was hahaha, whoops I think I found another favorite character! the tenprem dynamic is literal perfection, though. they match each other so well I think I might pass away once they get together 😭
gmmtv is so fucking weird, like they still stand behind offgun & give them shows & fanmeets, etc. but at the same time they often do a terrible job promoting them. here what upsets me the most is that gmmtv actually was promoting cooking crush pretty damn well, but they set up cooking crush with their contract with wetv. it's nice that wetv seems to have given cc a lot of funds, which is why it was their headlining thai show of the year at their event in september, but I think in exchange they refused to have gmmtv post the full uncut eps to make it a wetv exclusive, which is bullshit. while gmmtv couldn't do much against it, they couldn't have discussed other ways, like they've done for other shows. it just really sucks bc the uncut version is the only great way to watch the show, but I wanna support the show on gmmtv's channel too :(
xxx
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lovebvni · 6 months
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hey!! shiv here!! you’re so spot on it’s scary really!! i feel like you tapped into my brain for the reading. Let’s break this down!!
1. just be is my motto. When everything fails, i just fall back to this. Nothing to get, nothing to do. Just be. Never fails me. So i’m happy to know i’m on the right path🥹
2. i want my void to be pink in colour🤭 and i have been feeling really good while doing pysch-k?? helps me accept the fact entirely that i’ll enter/wake up in the void.
3. I keep myself entertained lol!!! before i attempt to tap in the void i listen to a bunch of songs to feel light and brush off the nerves and thoughts! sometimes i even like to imagine myself safe cuddled up in bed lol (can u tell i’m deprived of physical touch lol)
4. I’m really shocked how you could see the childhood aspect too cause my earliest memory of my life is my parents fighting and my mom being really upset and i remember the helpless feeling lingering on (cause she’d just look at me and cry when i’d ask her what’s wrong) when i enter the void, i’m not saying i want the perfect parents but just parents that are sort of easy to be around. I really am not my actual self around them. I’m always holding my breath around them. I have accepted the fact that i’m not gonna be one of those kids that have a close and emotionally safe connection w their parents. It’s okay. I just don’t want to feel the need like i’m constantly walking on eggshells around them and my mom to be more independent. These are the tweaks i think you were referring to? i wasn’t thinking about this aspect a lot but i guess during the day, i still have this thought at the back of my mind and maybe that’s why you picked it up?
ALSO TRIGGER WARNING: SA!!
idk if it was this but i was assaulted as a child by one of the family members and i was in two minds if i should revise it! i was bitter for soooo long. Hated men, i even stopped listening to male artists for a while. (it’s so weird but the aftermath of what happened to me as a child is showing up now as an adult) but i am done w all of that. I have made my peace with it and as much as i hate how cliche this is gonna sound but the kind of person i have turned out to be, i wouldn’t want to change it just to be “perfect” so i won’t be revising it. I’m sorry if this upset you or anyone.
I hope i can enter the void soon and share my success story with you (please send good energy my way lol, it’s just the thought that counts really🤭🫶🏼)
Big big love to anyone and everyone reading this and going through just about anything in life. If it’s great then i only hope it’s greater for you and if it’s going absolutely shite then i hope it gets less shittier by the second.
and lastly, i think you are really really good! i would love to support your work (when i can afford it) for real! i have never had such a crazy accurate reading before. So thank you🥹 Hope you’re doing good!!!
hii shiv!!! i’m soooo happy ur reading was accurate n resonated a lot!!
when i first typed the word ‘void’ i saw it as a purple colour, vende why it’s purple in ur reading, then as i went on, the more i thought, he more pink it became. i’m pretty sure i got a visual of it too — it’s so pretty <3 like seriously, if u see me in ur void, im just looking!!!
and with ur sa, there may be something you’re still holding onto with that, or some cleansing that should to be done in ur sacral chakra. as someone who went through something similar, literally js imagining good sexual experiences with someone u love helps…. like a lot 😭😭
and i’m always sending positive energy to everyone i get readings too!! i trust n believe u will enter the void soon and it’s gonna be HELLA fun for u <3 i love u sm!!! have fun!! <3
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saivii · 11 days
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gonna just. post these minoru/ryo teacher au headcanon things here: (part 1 bc the whole thing goes over the character limit lol)
teacher au:
minoru is probably a gym teacher (if not i think he’d teach science) and i can’t decide if ryo is art or english or math lolol
or maybe ryo teaches home ec
minoru is the fun one who tries to keep the class entertained
ryo is a bit stern and strict at times but he’s passionate about what he teaches and he cares a lot about his students (even if he’s not super obvious at showing it)
minoru will sometimes just briefly come in ryo’s classroom while he’s teaching and do something to mess with him like flickering the lights or saying something silly
ryo will scoff and try scolding him whenever he does but minoru runs out the door while laughing
minoru probably ruffles ryo’s hair or gives him a noogie at some point and ryo fumes at him for fucking up his hair
if minoru doesn’t mess with him for a while, he’ll secretly miss it or be worried about him
maybe he’ll even check to see if minoru is okay and accidentally show minoru that he’s worried bc of the lack of shenanigans, which minoru will tease him about
then minoru will go back to messing with him, ryo will act annoyed but secretly feel relieved, and his students will notice his fond exasperation and tease him about it
maybe one time ryo exasperatedly asks him if he’d like to teach the class and minoru accepts, makes it fun, and gets ryo involved and gets ryo to smile
and minoru makes it his mission to get ryo to smile/laugh
after that the students tease ryo even more about how minoru made him smile lol
ryo definitely starts making excuses to see minoru. shit like “oh you left your pencil in my class” (even if he didn’t and it’s literally a random pencil) or “xyz student wanted ___/wanted to let you know ____” (or maybe one of the other teachers like takuma told him to tell minoru that bc he Knows how minoru and ryo are feeling and wants them both to be happy)
if takuma told ryo to tell minoru smth minoru would smirk and say “takuma’s my friend, why wouldn’t he just tell me himself” and ryo’s like “idk man i’m not a psychic!!!” 
also minoru would just tease him like “i think you’re here bc deep down you like me” and ryo gets flustered and grumbles smth to the effect of “don’t flatter yourself”
and he doesn’t know why he’s like this now and is annoyed at himself for wanting to do all this
the answer is probably bc he likes minoru’s playfulness and smile, and bc seeing him over and over again has made him get more attached to him (yay for the mere exposure effect)
minoru starts playfully teasing him/bantering with him more often, like at lunch or in the break room
he also feels happy when ryo starts bantering back
then there’d be a moment where ryo is struggling bc smth reminds him of his fear that nobody actually likes him and ppl think he’s a burden, and minoru can see that ryo’s acting different. he sees that ryo is quieter than usual and that he looks sad rather than slightly grumpy and snarky like he usually is, and that ryo isn’t responding to minoru’s playful teasing or joking. 
ryo also avoids minoru, which hurts and confuses minoru and minoru starts to wonder if he did or said something that was seriously hurtful to ryo. 
so at some point he manages to talk to ryo one on one and he sheepishly says that if he went too far with any of his teasing, he’s sorry. ryo is confused and quietly says that minoru’s teasing isn’t the issue. 
minoru asks what the actual issue is, ryo tries to pretend like nothing is wrong, and minoru gets frustrated and starts arguing with ryo until ryo finally admits that he feels unlikeable and that he envies how minoru seems to be liked by everyone and be so confident and happy all the time.
minoru’s shocked and a little sad that ryo feels that way. he didn’t think ryo really cared about what other ppl think and he still can’t help but wonder if he might have accidentally said something that made ryo feel so insecure
ryo continues by saying that his students seem to like minoru and that they’d probably rather be taught by minoru 
minoru says that the students still really like ryo but they just act differently around ryo bc his personality is different (which ryo doesn’t believe and thinks minoru is just trying to sugarcoat the truth)
minoru also hesitantly adds that he’s not happy all the time and that he feels like being funny is one of the only things he’s good at
then ryo is surprised but asks why minoru would think that when so many ppl like him. 
minoru points out that ppl like ryo too, and ryo says “oh yeah? name one person who actually likes me,” and minoru pauses before quietly admitting, “i like you…”
and ofc ryo’s like “why?? half the time i’m roasting you” and is genuinely confused as to why minoru likes him. minoru bashfully explains that he doesn’t tease anyone else nearly as much as he teases ryo and that he feels like he can just have fun when they’re together and that he likes their banter (he’s not ready to admit the part about liking ryo’s smile and laugh yet lmao)
that makes ryo really happy and he can’t stop himself from smiling before sheepishly admitting that he returned minoru’s pencil and told minoru what the students wanted to say to him just to give him an excuse to talk to minoru
then minoru smirks and says “so you do like me deep down” and when ryo doesn’t deny it, minoru teasingly says “aww, ryo has a heart” and then they’re back to bantering and laughing like they usually do
maybe minoru even convinces the students to do something thoughtful for ryo like writing him thank you notes and when ryo sees it, he swears he’s not tearing up and that the sun is just bright. he’s surprised but touched when he realizes it was minoru’s idea and awkwardly thanks him at some point
the students tease tf out of BOTH of them for this, especially minoru
“aww, you’re worried about him and wanna make him feel better” or smth idk
ryo and minoru get a lot closer after that whole conversation and spend a lot more time together bc of it. they also start spending time together outside of school and gradually become more vulnerable with each other.
their bantering starts to seem a lot more flirtatious, with a lot more smiling and laughing and touches (like playful nudging)
speaking of which, they find more excuses to give each other lil touches, like minoru throwing an arm around ryo’s shoulders or ryo trying to get an eyelash off minoru’s cheek or fix his hair or fix his tie
they start looking at each other more fondly. ryo has unintentionally looked at minoru like a lovesick teenager when minoru is rambling excitedly about something, and minoru has given ryo several yearning looks when ryo isn’t looking
they start getting more attached to each other and think about how fun and easy it is for them to be around each other. ofc they have other friends but none of them have the same dynamic that they have with each other. they start thinking about each other more often and random things start reminding them of each other more often. 
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swordmaid · 2 months
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considering that raphael was familiar with durge’s handiwork and tells them that when they first meet, can’t help but think of the potential that mizora is familiar with durge too or at the very least has heard their name mentioned in her circles. and in a wyll romance context, imagine mizora being vaguely familiar of durge meanwhile he doesn’t know anything about her past, so it’s a surprise for her at first when she realises that the oh so gallant blades of frontiers is falling for someone that’s such a sinner. then the realisation that he doesn’t know anything abt them and they’re also not telling him anything ..??? that’s too entertaining for her maybe she’ll stick around and wait to see what happens. mizora whispering in his ear telling wyll that durge isn’t what they seem, and he’s gonna be so sooo disappointed later on when he finds out the truth about their sweet little love and because she’s such a generous and wonderful patron she can tell him the truth for the very small price of adding more shit in his contract - nothing is for free after all. like mizora giving him small warnings early on so she can say I told you so! later, and when he’s not budging she’ll just remind him that he sold his soul to a devil anyway so maybe they really are perfect together. like just the concept of mizora meddling in wyll’s business and being so so annoying in the romance (which doesn’t even have to be durge romance tbh but I’m thinking of it in the wyves (wyll/yves) context lol) is such a missed opportunity imo. like she literally has a tracker on him she’s very aware of what’s going on and I refuse to accept that she won’t at least try to ruin the moment when there’s something romantic happening between wyll and durge.
and then you have wyll who chooses to believe their partner than to listen to the devil buzzing in his ear, the slow dread when he realises what mizora was hinting about durge was true when the act 3 reveal happens, and how proud he would have felt when he watched them deny bhaal and reclaim their own freedom because mizora had been so wrong about them.
also just because wyll is in a constant surveillance 24/7 imagine how uncomfortable it would’ve been for him trying to show his affections towards his partner when there’s a voice planting doubts in his ear whether it’s about his partner or himself. it’s an active effort from him to block her voice out and sometimes it won’t always work. so his affection comes out a bit restrained sometimes, a little held back, but then he doesn’t want his partner to worry so he puts a bit more performance but it pains him bc he knows that they deserved to be loved better than what he’s showing right now and he wants to love them better but he just can’t in that moment …
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