#going mental brb

[nelliebachesneg]

About Wash's recovery after the Epsilon incident and his character arc from there through season 10:

It’s the refusing to accept your thoughts as your own. It’s the disconnect between what you’re doing and who you want yourself to be. It’s the fight for control when trying to tighten your grip only makes it slip. It’s the bargaining and little mental rules and walls and lines in the sand. It the recognizing that the neural pathways are there and there’s not much you can do but try to replace them one electrical signal at a time. It’s the coming to terms with yourself - who your actions, thoughts, and feelings have made you, both despite and because of the circumstances. It’s the knowing who you are, wondering why you’re here, and knowing that the why matters less than the what are you going to do about it. It’s the spite for the devil responsible that turns you cold. It’s the determination to live for something that gives you hope. It’s the belief that your life and death have to mean something that keeps you going. Its the turning into something you never thought you would be in the name of justice, in the name of revenge, in the name of healing, only to realize that it all meant nothing – or at least, it wouldn’t mean anything, if it weren’t for love. And it's about realizing that that’s where the healing truly begins. 

#rvb #red vs blue #agent washington #wash rvb #i have so many feelings #about him #hoo boy #its like someone said hey lets take Nellie's mental and emotional journey and copy paste it onto a character she'll latch onto like a magnet #*internal screaming* #brb gonna go stare at a wall for three hours

[wonusite]

hello nalani!!! well… honestly im in brain rot of bad boy!shua and i need your thoughts about him, please speak into the mic 🎤

hi lovely!! LWHEBKDKSJ NOT SPEAK INTO THE MIC 🤣

but bad boy!shua will stay coming home injured but still the type to want to fuck. so ever since he taught you how to ride him, that’s all you do, carefully caressing his patched up chest as you bounce yourself on his leaking cock. he’ll want to roughly fuck up into you, but you reprimand him bc there’s a reason you’re on top since he literally winces every time he moves.

also he loves fucking you on the hood of his cool car. esp if you’re wearing a cute little skirt or a dress bc access to your sweet cunt is so easy. bad boy!shua is literally obsessed with the sight of your mixed releases dripping on the hood of his car like he loves it sm he does it so often.

also he would be so into cockwarming. like he just loves you sm and loves to be near you that if you two stargaze or watch a move he’ll have you cockwarm him bc he’s obsessed with how your tight pussy feels around his cock.

#whoever sent this in has no consideration for my mental health #this has awakened something in me #fuck #brb gonna go work on that fic #nonny #nalani.thotz

[autistic-britta-perry]

werewolf fiona apple and vampire olivia rodrigo were both songs that I listened and was like this would ONLY be celltw if instead of mending their relationship and cellbit being kind to Pac, Cellbit was an asshole to him and Pac had to deal with everyone liking him and not knowing what he did to him BUT NOW. THEY DO FIT. HE REALLY DID THAT TO HIM 😭

#celltw #q!pactw #brb going to watch that one hiram x archie vampire fanvid and mentally imagine a celltw version of it

[sandinthepipes]

Does the flag REALLY means death once again? Can’t it mean something else for just once? Why is the flag denied a fairytale ending even this time?

#I’m grieving guys #I mean today my mental health wasn’t strong to begin with #this was the nail in the coffin #bye I’m gonna go drown myself in herbal tea and no comfort show because I don’t have one anymore #I’m not coping well friends #I come from 10 days of high where nothing bad was happening and all the while I was dreading the happiness #becasue well you’re all as mentally ill as I am you know the dread of feeling happy #here we are folks depression’s holidays are over she’s back at work and she takes it very seriously #also my trust issues are being triggered by a stupid fucking show #I need a break and I’d like it to last longer than 10 days every 5 years #I digressed into a monologue of self pity brb I need to call my therapist #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd s2 #our flag means death s2

[smol-soop-spoon]

i just watched "the boy, the mole, the fox and the horse" and I'm violently sobbing now holy shit that felt so viscerally comforting

#i'm crying people #this is everything i've ever needed to hear #i feel healed yet very raw #i want to tattoo this movie onto my brain #brb im going to recommend this to all my mentally ill and emotionally neglected friends this is for us #in all seriousness it was actually so good please watch it

[robinsnest2111]

sorry for the Sweet spam but

this album cover???? one of my favourite photos of them!!!!! going insane!!!!! gender envy!!!!! etc.!!!

#i wanna absorb their style essence into my being like #i wanna be like this!!!!! the vibes!!!!! the vibes!!!!!! #idk how to be coherent about it all BUT #this is what i wanna embody!!!!! mentally spiritually i got their vibes!!!!!! this is what i strive for!!!!!!!! #idk just. going totally unhinged brb

[magnoliamyrrh]

I think about this 1000 times a day being here except this is no longer a white-black thing exclusively its a liberal thing. except they dont call themselves libs anymore. the fox has become more deceitful, camouflaged, and dangerous than ever, for it speaks out of the mouth of those whom youd truly think would understand, the fox speaks in the language of decolonization, of marxism, of postmodernism, of feminism, of abolition, of solidarity

#oh malcolm. were really in it now #brb going on another binge of his speeches to regain my mental sanity

[hungerpunch]

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#my therapist just said the sentence 'parentified children don't get anyone's attention they just get everyone's problems' to me #the theme of my life perhaps #brb going to crawl under my blankets and stay there until i die #driveby post #mental health

[abysslll]

GUYD. UGYS WHAT IF STORMBRINGER DOESNT GET ADAPTED THIS SEASON. I KNOW THATS OVERALL THE BEST THNGI THAT COULD HAPEPN BUT I WILL ACTUALLY CRY

#bsd tag #UGHfzghnDGHHN #I KNOWWWW THEY SHOULD DO IT AS A MOVIE #OR MOVIE SERIES #BUT I AM GOING TO BE SO MENTALLY ILL IF I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL SEASON 6 #LIKE UYGDS #GUYSSSSSSSSSSS #going to throw up brb /j

[graunblida]

just want to wish the dash a happy tuesday! y’all are the bees knees and i love that we get to be creative and inspire each other! 

#iii. brb. ascending » ooc. #been thinking about how i've had such a huge lack of creativity the past year or so #have felt stuck. lost. unmotivated a ton and just overall (death metal vocalist vc:) blERGH #i know that has a lot to do with what's been going on in the world recently but also my own mental health as well #been a lot of good change and not so good but i'm learning to adapt and keep going #having the chance to write here and with you all has helped me get through a lot of the funk. doom and gloom so here's to y'all <3

[betawooper]

rewrite genya being explicitly bi is so personal to me

#just feels like after going through so much and forced to grow up #he still gets flustered around people like the hormonal teenager he is #sappy literary significance aside i do think he knew he liked girls way before he knew he liked boys #and the guy that made him realize the latter was probably tanjirou in swordsmith village #bc thats when tanjirou starts looking less cute and more handsome #(and more mentally tired but thats beside the point) #then that kickstarted me into thinking about the potential sen and genya dynamic #maybe genya would think shes kinda cute #they are narrative parallels #actually i should make like a list of what he thinks of the extended kmbk gang in an rb brb #kny plot rewrite

[goldensunset]

IT’S FINALLY RAINING????

#we haven’t gotten rain at ALL this fall #ok i think there has been one other time but. #legitimately i knew something was missing but i had forgotten it #love how i couldn’t hear or see it bc i’m looking at my computer screen & i have headphones in but i could just SMELL it that’s how i knew #brb i gotta go run outside and frolic for a bit. for my mental health #peach rambles

[ohlawsons]

finally finished cyberpunk with dumbass sword arms v and yall i'm having Feelings over it

#brooke plays cyberpunk 2077 #dumbass sword arms v #literally have not cried that hard over the player character ending since alyssa in me3 #(which tbh says more about my mental state atm than the game but! still!) #the ending was PERFECT for her. the epilogue was shit but the ending itself?? 👌 #(also brb gotta go make a big ol list of fic i'm gonna maybe write at some point)

[aceofbooks]

You know your anti-depressant has been working when you start catastrophizing, and you realize that you forgot what it feels like.

#ace of books exists #mental health #it's been two years since my last major panic attack so progress i guess #brb freaking out about my shower a week before Thanksgiving #dysthymia #i'd like to go back to the *chosen* apathy please #i'm hiding in my tags #don't acknowledge me pls

[headingalaxys-spicy]

My brain out of nowhere:

SOOOOOO EPISODE 23.5

Me: The f*ck? That fanfiction/creepy pasta was supposed to stay in my repressed memories.

No but if ya’ll want some dark/kinda gory Ancient History of the fandom there you go.

#hetalia #hetalia fandom #it’s cursed #why is my brain like this #headingalaxys speaks from the void #what the hell brain #if you need me I’m about to go have a mental breakdown and grab some booze brb #aph hetalia #hetalia japan #aph japan #aph italy #hetalia italy #it’s fanfiction #aph germany #hetalia germany

[tiredassmage]

Return of the King, the Old Guard’s back together, the boys are back in town, etc etc etc, I’M SO FUCKIN FRAGILE Rishi class quests my beloved. Dad’s back dad’s back dad’s back

#not pictured is the mental image of tyr careening back like a golden retriever with a jingly bell on its collar #'anything for you mr president (dad)' style #bitch he's glad you're ALIVE old man #best case scenario of unknown caller id lmao #ch: tyr #swtor #imperial agent #how are they literally both so fucking gentle in this convo #the 'glad you're alive' really mutual there #brb having a breakdown over tyr's protectiveness reflecting his relationship here #half-truths and veiled promises and 'this is what i can do with what is in my hands' #and so help him he is going to pull it off somehow #they're everything to me ur honor #want to complete quest vs if i do i will lose my squad again #hhhhh [distress] #swtor screenshots #anyway i am fine i guess #it's fine sir it's not like you were his pseudo mentor or anything and thanks will never say enough i'm sure it's fine #[narrator voice] she was not in fact fine about any of this