#gonna try to nap again

[forcedjuggalofication]

if my body doesn’t decide this insomnia episode is over real soon i am going to eat somebody… like please… at least pass out for more than an hour……. please i am begging u…….. i am delirious and erratic and >:’( ,,,,,,,, pls sleep me soon

#every time i think i might get lucky and pass out for a couple days (or even hours would be nice at this point) #it turns out just to be a 30 minute - 2 hours max light doze #the post insomnia 16+ hour nap is gonna slap so hard whenever it comes i just know it #hope i never have to do an episode like this ever again but i know damn well it’ll happen again next time i move apartments or am under- #unexpected/unfamiliar stress #insomnia is Not Fun - but hey i am definitely way funnier when i’m severely sleep deprived #ya win some ya lose some #gonna try to nap again #50/50 it’ll either be a light doze again or i’ll finally get my ridonkulous 16 hour post imsomnia nap #insomnia

[b4kuch1n]

dip pen ink comm round 3! for one Bakugames, one Mouse, and one Sol

#commission art #bakuspecial #mmmm. the nib is Doing Things this round babeyy #I! dont hate it! but it is definitely not the Delicate Pretty Lines it was doing before lol #idk why. I dont get it. might be the ink again #I'll try and switch back to the old ink to see #if it really is the ink then its gonna suck a bit lol cause I bought that bottle of indian ink while I was in france #gonna be Something to try and get it from where I am now #but. well. once again! result not bad. I dont hate it. its just. a bit more aggressive? just gotta get used to it #ok ok remember!! in around five hours!! if u wanna get one of these for ur own little guy #gonna be reblogging that post too lol #ok now I go and re-grind the freecell streak I had before. I had to clear cache for the airplane ticket thing and lost my freecell score #it was over 1k man. Im a bit mad. but everything can be rebuilt. its like my own timeloop story for me #have a good night lads! I may nap or I may not. but either way it is in fact dark out

[goldensunset]

unfortunate. i had another vivid and weird dream last night but i can’t remember the details. i think riku was there though

#peach rambles #i’m gonna need to nap in between classes again it’s 9:20 am and my head is spinning while i try to eat breakfast

[toytulini]

Okay i have yet to see a post about this that isnt filled with ppl being Annoying as Fuck on it, but,

theyve found wreckage of the submersible, it imploded (thank god, thats better than a drawn out suffocation over the course of several days, implosion means it was pretty much instantaneous) and the us navy have revealed they heard a weird sound on sunday from about where communication with the sub was lost, that was probably the sound of the implosion, [implied that they didnt say anything cos they didnt want to jump to conclusions without evidence of a wreckage, if there was a chance they were still alive.] no idea what the banging sounds were.

I do hope rescue efforts are extended to the migrants off the coast of greece, and am angry and horrified at their mistreatment, and that the media clearly cares less for their fates than that of the billionaires on the sub.

also, while i have you here,

The difference between a submersible and a submarine is not that one is safer. The titan was a submersible that was unsafe, but that is not because it was a submersible.

A submarine (or sub) is a watercraft capable of independent operation underwater.

A submersible is a watercraft designed to operate underwater, usually supported by a nearby surface vessel, platform, shore team or sometimes a larger submarine.

submarines generally dont go as deep as our deepest submersibles, but some can be down there for months at a time bc it is like. a self sufficient Ship. not all submersibles can go crazy deep, but to my knowledge, the only crewed vessels that can go that deep, are submersibles. (Alvin, deepsea challenger, limiting factor, trieste, fendouzhe or "striver").

#toy txt post #titan submersible #if ppl start being annoying on this post. ill turn off reblogs and block all of you. make your own post. #reblog the other ones where people are already being annoying #yes i hate billionaires. but im glad it was a quick death. it was a horrific situation. hope those migrants are given support and help. #i hope oceangate is fined to hell and back and bankrupted and never gets to put anyone in any sort of vehicle ever again #especially not in the ocean. im a little glad that ceo is dead in his own stupid sub im just frustrated he was able to take other ppl with #him. the fact that he was able to operate that unregulated non safety standard meeting ass vehicle and charge people money to ride in it is #fucking insane and unconcioable however you spell that #and now i need to go shower real quick and try to get like. a little over 3hrs of sleep. which will suck but i did accidentally nap for #like? 2 hrs already so it doesnt suck as bad as it could. goodnight please dont be stupid on this post please please please #if you have a hot take on the situation im begging you to hot take it Some Where Else! thank you! good bye #im not gonna bother linking shit feel free to fact check just fuckin. google titan submersible. James Cameron is tossing his 2 cents in now #saw 2 separate articles on that already. thats fine i guess he has been down there in safer vehicles so i guess he can shit talk how unsafe #it is. anyway. saw someone in the comments of a post say it was a submersible bc it was too unsafe to be a submarine and i wanted to start #screaming. thats not what those fucking words mean! at all! god! #irl death #idk what else to tag #behave. bye

[alsojnpie]

good news: i found a four leaf clover in my yard!

bad news: i did break a bone after all! IT HURTS!!!!

#glad i went in for a follow up #but i won't be able to get a cast before Monday or Tuesday.... :(( I'm kinda scared it's healing in the wrong spot... #it wasn't hurting that much until they straightened out my hand to put it in a temporary cast #hey. but you know what. this is ok #i needed to slow down anyway #my knee was in the middle of overuse and i kept trying to rest but didn't. I'm gonna take these next few weeks to just slooowww dowwwn #and at the end I'll be all healed. it'll be so good. I'll use my hand again and I'll run again. and until then I'll read and draw and nap #it isn't even a hairline fracture. it's like a whole piece of the bone broke off. it's unfortunate that they missed it last week :( #I'm not gonna think about this.... I'm gonna think about....a abut...paprus instead -///-

[mrs-luigi-vargas]

I know I'd decided to only write one more bowuigi fic aside from the one I'd already written but I can't stop thinking about the idea of Bowser repeatedly kidnapping Peach for relationship advice and Peach getting so fed up with him about it that she tricks Luigi into being her body double so that Bowser kidnaps him instead and they can talk like Actual Adults instead of using her as a third party to vent to all the time

#i imagine Luigi also talks to Peach about the same relationship problems #because shes more in tune with romance stuff than his bro is #(whos still low-key trying to wrap his head around his brother dating Bowser of all people) #and theyre not listening to her very reasonable advice of 'just talk to each other about it it'll be fine' #so neither of them are doing anything about the misunderstandings and its driving her mad #anyway it would be funny for Bowser to have a whole conspiracy board #about how Luigi not sending his daily 'buongiorno!' text and shooting down 2 of Bowser's 3 date ideas in less than 5 seconds #means that hes fucked something up irreparably somehow and Luigi's mad at him what do you think Peach how do i fix this #meanwhile Luigi-dressed-as-Peach is standing there tied up like ah. #maybe we should talk about this properly. #(theyre both anxious messes about this fledgling relationship lmao) #meanwhile Peach tells Mario to hold off on the rescue for a day or two so Luigi and Bowser can sort things out #Mario has no problem with this because he too has also been subjected to the ever-shifting conspiracy board #and has no desire to hear about his bro's relationship from Bowser's perspective beyond a surface level ever again #(the conspiracy board goes beyond a surface level) #and Kamek knew from the second Bowser grabbed 'Peach' that it was actually Luigi #but he's also tired of Bowser asking him every 10 minutes if Luigi actually likes him or not instead of paying attention in meetings #so he just leaves and takes a nap instead of letting Bowser know about his mistake #because he sees what Peach is doing and yeah this is the only way this problem's gonna get solved #bowuigi #bowser #luigi #princess peach #yeah so i'm rubbish at writing established relationship stuff so if anyone wants this then please take it away from me thanks #mlv.txt

[ridiculously-over-obsessed]

I swear, this is the last ever New Year that I ring in with people who don't value me or my time and efforts. This is the last year that I spend the holidays etc feeling utterly despondant and miserable. This is the last time I spend the 2 weeks that encompass Christmas, New Years, and my birthday with my cunt of a mother and sister. They have had almost 25 of them in some way or another, and this is their last. I'm done.

#max rambles a lot #pissed off exhausted and ready to go to bed now tbh #i worked really hard to try and make the most of the fact that i'm stuck with them #i bought us some fun card games for xmas to try and give us something to do together #and they just half heartedly sulked through it and then pissed off upstairs again less than an hour later #i'm done trying and i'm done caring #if i'm ringing in the new year by myself then so be it #seems a fitting end to this crap shoot of a year tbh #like it would be one thing if i was choosing to spend it by myself #but yeah i've put a lot of effort into trying to make the best out of this and they just both fucked off #mums watching whatever bs tv show she like this week and furthering her emotional affair with a married man #my sister who said she was tired and wanted a nap is actually on a discord call and yelling and laughing and screaming with her friends #so yeah fuck em i'm done making an effort to make things nice or easy or whatever #fuck 2023 tbh what an absolute cunter of a year #gonna make myself a drink and see if i can write anymore of this current chapter of tmwyh(icfit) #might get it out in the first couple of days of 2024 who knows #anyway happy new year ig

[reiketsui]

cold as hell in this apartment

#《 ooc. 》 #trying to mf write when your hands are freezing #im gonna nap again and try to get out of this mental slump #very strong in the “no one really likes you they just barely tolerate you” state of mind

[cxpperhead]

Copperhead takes time to warm up to people. In his experience, most people cannot see past his appearance and treat him differently, be it with thinking he's creepy or worse, thinking him an animal due to his serpentine looks. Copperhead is okay with the latter; people who assume his intelligence is low or that he doesn't 'experience feelings' like a human only makes it all the easier to take them by surprise when they underestimate him so badly.

#🐍 || musings #🐍 || headcanons #He experiences this a lot #Moreso people finding him 'creepy' which is fine by him #He doesn't trust people easily and is fine with whatever they think so long as they pay him for his services #Those who try to play him or give them less than what he agreed to will pay for it another way #It's funny because he will be so quiet and let them assume he's not as intelligent as he actually is #When really he's taking everything in and judging the fuck out of them #One of the few things he's thankful for in having a hard time expressing himself facially is that he can feel rage but look calm af #Which is another thing that's creepy about him because he just can't make the same facial expressions ordinary humans do #And a lot of people naturally assume that because he can't show it then he can't feel it #No eyebrows to indicate surprise or incredulousness #No ability to blink so can avoid any tells that excessive blinking would indicate #No blushing because scales #Can't really blame people for finding him uncanny but it is what it is #I'm feeling a bit better again but I have the hospital in a few hours so gonna catch a quick nap #I have two days off but otherwise I'm working damn near every day until New Year so maybe I can eke out something #Thank you all for being so wonderfully patient with my stupid ass #And thank you to new followers also I promise I am not ignoring you I'm just having a tough time lately #Bless you Chrome for inspiring this thought #I needed distractions tonight x

[jrueships]

looooool lololololol

#sorry im pondering over the thought of diggs/allen afters*x sorry #they have very much opposite actions after doing it #josh loves his naps and his cuddles so he will want to call it an early night night after one handjobbie even #unless hes angry or frustrated. then diggs is gonna be on for a long. aching haul #but stef could go literally 700 rounds in the same night and still try to get up and wobble around the house doing whatever #his strange mind is set to #even with *** still dripping out his *** #obvs hes gonna clean it soon or just lick some of it off like hes a dirty h*e but hes not a dirty h*e u know #but when u have to make sure the singleperson chair is tilted just enough to capture ur good angle when u lay down like a cat in it #u have to make sure t(im not rewriting all that. i forgor) #u know!! #and ok maybe some of the wandering stems from diggs hating to display uncontrollable neediness/beauty in front of the people he cares about #MAYBE HE GETS A LITTLE EMBARRASSED ABT THE WAY HIS THIGHS TREMBLE AND THE MUSCLE JIGGLES THEN TENSES FROM CONSTANT CHANGE #MAYBE HE HATES THAT HE LOVES HOW HE HATES THE WAY HE LOVES WHEN ALLEN'S STUPIDLY BEAUTIFUL BROWN EYES ARE OVERTAKEN BY BLACK #FROM HIS PUPILS BLOWING AND HIS LIPS PARTING IN NOTHING BUT ADORATION AND ADMIRATION OVER HIS WR #and the bliss he's been put in OKAY MAYBE ! MAYBE !! #AND MAYBE BY GETTING AWAY FOR A BIT LIKE AN APATHETIC BLACK CAT SLINKING AWAY INTO THE NIGHT HELPS #KEEP STEF FROM COMPLIMENTING JOSH OVERANDOVERANDOVERAND- AGAIN. BCS HES JUST SO. UGHH. AND HE GETS SO. uGh #when stef compliments him and stef LOVES complimenting him bcs stef LOVES speaking the truth and what he says IS the truth #and josh LOVES hearing it and . UGHHH it's so MUSHY it's GROSS!!!!!!!@! grosser than the *** still in his *** #... even grosser than the fact that stef will sometimes hold off on cleaning up while walking away bcs he knows josh #as tired as he is.. will make the bed heave a great strain of spring and coils from the owner's devoted departure #following stef with blankets towels some freshly brewed tea and wrapping him into a big hug #as he breaks the singleperson couch from trying to cuddle like a giant dog that doesnt know it's a giant dog #MAYBE THEYRE GROSS AND SICK AND STUPID AND DOMESTIC OR WHATEVER! AND MAYBE DIGGS HATESLOVESHATESLOVESLOVES IT??? #THATS THEIR BUSINESS !! AND IM UP PONDERIN IT 🗣‼️‼️ SORRY #ted sus #diggs/allen #ted redacted #it's late so ihope noone sees this LOL it's embarrassingfr 😭😭 IHATELOVE

[scionshtola]

kinda funny that my doctors kept asking me if i felt better with my thyroid medication and i was like well. i didn’t really feel bad before. but then i kept forgetting to pick up my refill and have done very little besides nap. so maybe it is helping lmao

#i mean i know it is bc my labs say it is but i didn’t /know/ until i just woke up again agdhsjs #i need a text post tag #also hello…i’m gonna try to catch up on y’all’s posts this week. if i can stop napping

[yuukimiyas]

( •̤ᴗ•̤ ) good morning!! this morning we said goodbye to the beach :< but i had a v good time!! now its 9+ hrs in the car back home!!

#we did it!! ₍₍◝(°꒳°*)◜₎ woo!! im not ready for real life again sigh #but i took tmrw off too so i can have an extra day to decompress & get my ducks in a row :3 #but its 5 am here & ya girl is so so sleepy so i’m gonna try & nap a lil bit or mayhaps read a lil bit!! my bff bought me a new book here! #im payin him back for it but HE DIDNT HAVE TO DO THAT ໒꒰ྀིஇ﹏இ`꒱ྀི১ he is so NICE!!! #anywho we’re not gonna talk ab the day i spent crying on the phone to my dad….that didn’t happen…૮ ̷ ̷ ̷・ﻌ・ ა lmaowjjsjs #ILYASM!!! i’ll be poppin in every now & again on the road <333 mwah!! #ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!

[sharkieboi]

had a talk with my boss today that was basically “hey this recent bout of covid has put the writing on the wall for me and I can’t do the physical aspect of this job sustainably anymore, can you help me figure out something else, hopefully here at the aquarium cause I don’t want to have to move again and I like working here, or at least can you point me to the person who can help me figure that out” and fingers crossed but here’s hoping I can just land a desk job and still be able to see my birds from time to time

#shhh sharkie #I’m preemptively so upset about this but the reality is I can’t. #I can’t be on my feet all day and I can’t scrub and clean and I don’t trust myself on ladders or with a knife #I can try I know it’s early but even if I get back up to what is my new 100% I can’t do this anymore it’s not gonna work out. #and I’ll be more of a burden than an asset to the team if i’m constantly having to need help to do the basic routine #but i love this team and this aquarium and i don’t want to have to move again so soon #or change workplaces and lose the convenience of my apartment’s location to my workplace #but like truly I can get through about an hour of standing and working on my feet and then i’m exhausted and have to sit down #like I legit took a nap in the office today and boy howdy did I need it #i’m just really sad. I don’t want this to have to end. #I always (jokingly) said that i’ll do animal care until my body tells me I can’t #and my body is telling me I can’t. #fuck this shit. I finally get a decent job and a good role and have some consistency and then wham bam fuck you.

[yardsards]

so i have a form of delayed sleep phase disorder wherein my circadian rhythm naturally chooses sunrise as my bedtime if i do not make a constant effort to uphold a "normal" sleep schedule (and even the smallest thing can fuck this up and make me nocturnal again. imagine if a normal person had to get themself into the routine of going to bed in the afternoon, basically)

and the usually recommended tactics of "limit blue light" just do not work for me AT ALL (and w how far back my circadian rhythm is shifted, i'd have to start completely cutting out light hours before the actual sun sets)

so anyway i'm currently experimenting with using one of those seasonal depression sunlight lamps to trick my brain into thinking it's sunrise and... i actually AM starting to feel drowsy??? if this ends up being a viable solution for my dspd i will be very happy but also laugh a whole lot because this is the EXACT OPPOSITE of what ppl usually recommend ppl w our issue to do

#eliot posts #tho tonight's a weird situation bc like #last night i fell asleep at like 4am ish and slept til 1pm ish #and tonight i got tired at like 8pm and fell asleep then (i was tired from all the excitement of having a friend over lol) #but only slept til 11 #bc my brain processed that as a nap not as a sleep #it is currently almost 5 am #sun rises at 7:30 #it IS after the time i fell asleep at last night #but last night was early for me actually #and i wasn't feeling drowsy at all before i turned on the light #update: hour and a half later i still cannot sleep #i was kinda drowsy for a bit there tho #hm #new update: was gonna try this again but i BROKE THE FUCKING SUNLAMP #i touched the bulb and it. fucking shattered??????

[dylanconrique]

tim "let me take you home" bradford bringing lucy back to his house, instead of dropping her off at her apartment after an especially long shift.

#*and this is icarly! #i posted this a little while back and it flopped lol so we're gonna try again #i'm just picturing this precious girl waking up after a quick little cat nap in tim's ruck after he pulls into his driveway #adorably confused like 'i thought you said you were taking me home' #and he smiles softly at her like 'i did. we're home.' #he let's her lean her exhausted body into his as he guides her back to his bedroom to be tucked in #gimmie gimmie gimmie #the rookie #s5 wishlist #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well

[strangefable]

i suspect i come off as cringe, try-hard, over-the-top, or even fake, but i assure you i am absolutely this effusive and excitable and it's entirely genuine. i've accepted that i'm just a weird old lady who overthinks and rambles too much, oversharing my thoughts, and heaping praises on people. some might think it's excessive, but it's just who i am, and i always mean it with a good, pure, and honest heart

#having stupid excessive thoughts and just putting it out there #i won't change any minds i know if you think i'm cringe or too much then that's fine i long ago learned to accept that #but just in case anyone doubts my compliments to them i really do mean what i say #overthinking is all i do i guess and makes me too much #anyway i'm exhausted so i'm going to try to take a nap #will get back to tackling tags as soon as i'm coherent again #apologies for falling down about it but oof my brain is a mess #i love you all <3 #(is it nearly 11pm? yeah. did i just say nap? yeah. welcome to insomnia hell. this is fiiiiiinnneeee #gonna flop over like my cat who is making good arguments right now #fable rants and rambles