#had to stop every 5 seconds to just

[voydhund]

YEAHHH!!! THE HYPERFIXATION IS HYPERFIXATING AGAIN!!! WOOO!!

#I was reading a fic #byler fic #and #had to stop every 5 seconds to just #FWIUSGHERSOPRS #because they are #SO IN LOVE #and it SHOWS #and then i watched 1x1 2x2 3x3 and 4x4 again and #GRHBGJSBK #WOHOO #now im going to make 4 new strange things for my strange collection #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler #byler #void's dumb shit #autism

[ambrosykim]

finished trespasser :')

#i will need 3-5 days to recover please respect my privacy in this trying time #whats not shown is me sobbing for 20 minutes THE FUCKING MUSIC. JUST KILL ME WHY DONT U #the last 30 minutes of it was worth the previous 10 hours of me struggling with it bc😭😭🙏🙏 #it was lagging more than usual (around every 30 seconds as if the game just stopped) and my laptop had to be restarted 2x #but. BUT SOLAS.................... #anyways um. i will now make helles twin sister to decompress #nett rambles #nett plays da

[eqan]

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#dewey very much hates being. uh. contained? #i guess?? #he hates his paws being held. hates being put into the harness #so much so that i think he gets way overaroused #he will bite his brothers (pretty. hard) if you hold him by the harness #and just generally. lunge and snarl #combo teenager + overarousal behavior? #these are things dewey Did Not Do until he hit. 5.5 months or so #but it’s driving me. insane #i caught myself grabbing his snout when he was snapping at ryker earlier and had to kinda put him on his back and take a deep breath for #a second cause he was driving me absolutely mad #i ended up sitting on the floor and holding his harness and rewarding him every time his brothers came near. #by the end of that ~5 minute session he was no longer lunging/snapping #and quietly let me remove his harness. #but lately i’m just like. holy hell. who is this puppy #puppy blues #i find myself having to stop and count to 10 a lot lately #or put him in his pen with a kong cause i just. cannot #i’m trying to be calm about it all but when he’s unable to settle #and just jumping and resource guarding and biting #i’m like. is this just him. what if this isn’t his teenage phase and that vet was right and he’s Aggressive #i’m glad we have a trainer already because i feel like im losing my mind 👍🏻

[gibbearish]

I've put this in the tags of a previous reblog but feel like it deserves its own post so PSA to tall people: your short friends likely have shorter legs than you and therefore physically can't walk as fast as you without exerting way more effort, they're not going slow on purpose or exaggerating/joking when they say they're more tired than you after an outing. your casual stroll is a speedwalk for them and doing that for extended periods of time is exhausting. also you will lose them in crowds way less if you make a conscious effort to match their pace rather than just assuming theyll keep up

#ive never fully understood how people accidentally leave walking companions behind without noticing #like even when we're not talking i can still hear you Moving Around next to me and like. want to stay near you? so i automatically #am checking every few seconds that youre still nearby and im not leaving you behind #and idk i guess thats such an ingrained part of me that i just. dont get how other people dont #my bf i get bc hes deaf on one side so he has no directional hearing to track me with #but even then I'm like. bro i am 15 feet behind you and it took me a While to get this far back #he be like tunnel visions thinking about playing city skylines when we get home KWNFLJWBFANFKSJ #thats /lh he only did it for a little while and got way better about compensating for my walkspeed since #i think i only had to point it out maaaaybe 5 times before it stopped coming up

[running-in-the-dark]

I think I mentioned that I was looking into getting a better sewing machine? well, it arrived today 🙈 that happened much faster than planned. I found the model I was looking at at a (relatively) local sewing machine store, for 30% off because it had been in the shop window, so the plastic has yellowed.

I wasn't sure how I felt about that (the website only said it was a floor model or something similar, then someone from the store called and told me the specifics and asked if that was still okay), but honestly? I never ever would have paid the full price, it was just too much, I couldn't justify that. but this reduced price was only a little more than the ones I had been looking at before (that were not great quality and probably wouldn't last very long).

I am very particular about things like this but I'm trying to make myself accept that it really is not that bad. it actually looks kinda cool. I just have to get my brain to accept that it's not a flaw, it's just a completely superficial and insignificant thing that doesn't affect its function at all. it's good that this machine that works perfectly won't end up in a landfill just because it doesn't look brand new.

I only got to try it a little bit today because I wasn't feeling well but damn, the difference to my old machine is huge!! it's so much more fun and easy to use - I love having the needle threader and that it can automatically cut the yarn when you're done. and with the start/stop button it's actually really fun to wind bobbins!! I always hated that on my old machine.

I skimmed through the manual earlier (and put page markers in it so that I can easily find anything later) - it did seem somewhat overwhelming at first. I've never used or even seen (irl) a computerised sewing machine, so of course it did! but it already felt much more familiar after just using it a little bit today. I love it 🥰

(also, I think the fact that it doesn't look perfect and brand new actually helps - I'm not afraid to use it in case I 'ruin' it!)

#I really hope I'll use it a lot #I didn't use my old one much because it was just such a hassle. #mainly little things that didn't work right #and something as simple as the way you have to thread it not being labeled clearly on the machine itself #I've got memory issues and found that very annoying (and in the end I drew the instructions on with sharpie because it got so frustrating) #I've also bought a.. probably stupid amount of little sewing things that I've wanted for years. #and an iron (got the old one second hand for 5€ and it will not stop dripping). and a set of thread (I only had thread that was old and/or #really bad quality. I can only get about 5 colours locally AND it's pretty expensive. so a set made sense... 😬) #it's the same thing every time. I get (more) into a hobby. I buy every fucking thing. I do it all day every day until it stops being the #most interesting thing on earth. and then I pick it up again like once a year but always feel guilty for not doing it enough #annnnyway #I'm very excited about all of it right now #I'm hoping it'll last a while #I mean. I've been interested in sewing for over a decade. I just never had enough money to really get into it the way I'd like #so. I don't think it'll ever completely go away at least #I've bought a bunch of vintage sewing patterns on ebay and I'm really excited to try them #I'm thinking I'll do some baby clothes first - I don't know any babies at the moment but baby clothes are small and also very adorable #so even if I mess up they'd still look cute 😂 #and I wouldn't have wasted too much fabric haha #personal

[yardsards]

adulthood is just visiting ur friends, saying "damn bitch, you live like this?" (affectionate) and aggressively helping them clean up while they politely tell you that you don't have to do that. and then having friends do that to you when they visit your apartment.

#eliot posts #one of my friends often does not make his bed and sleeps on a bare-ass mattress so i INSIST on at least putting a fitted sheet on #(and then normally just fully make the bed too bc might as well) #i tell him to ''stop rawdogging the mattress''/''put some protection on that nasty thang'' #bc i of course must use the most cursed language available #it only takes like 5 minutes to do and is very worth it #and then i have this second friend who takes this to a whole nother level #he does my dishes every time he visits and lemme tell you. the dish situation around here gets DIRE. #he did like 4 sinkfulls when he was here last #and motivated me to clean the rest of the kitchen while he did that #it took like an hour and we ran out of hot water #but WAY faster than if i had tried to handle that shit alone #and we had fun and jammed to 80s music #another person i'm only loose friends with but i helped her clean a ton of trash from her dorm last time i visited #bc she was on the tail end of a depressive episode and i KNOW how that is #this only works w certain kinds of cleaning tho. you can't tidy up/organize other ppl's shit‚ for example #bc you don't know where anything is supposed to go and you'll likely make things more difficult in the end #amd it just requires you to handle all their personal belongings and open their drawers and shit #and there's a 90% chance that'll make them uncomfortable and like you're violating their space #but shit like dishes is generally very much fair game and won't make them uncomfortable #tho sometimes you gotta ask if there's a specific way they like their dishes washed bc some ppl are picky abt that #ANYWAY #is it obvious my love language* is acts of service? #*(tho the 5 love languages thing is a VAST over-simplification and things are not actually clear cut like that)

[shanedoesdoodles]

The Boxmanfication process continues to progress, filling me with dread.

#Context: Cackled the other day and realized that it sounded familiar. And then it hit me and I had to take a second to recover #Also I have to practice doing a boxman impression for one of my dnd characters so that's fun! #I've got a whole lot more of these fun little coincidences that are slowly driving down my sanity #These are just the most recent! #Every month or so I'll go through all 5 stages of grief whenever I remember one or a new one comes up #Also if you remember that cryptobox thing I scrapped from a while back that was actually about this topic! #I just really hated drawing them out so I stopped it

[mrs-kelly]

When I look back on when I first watched aIways sunny and my attitude about Charlie from the beginning it’s like. Rly funny to me ahdjfl bc I was immediately on Charlie’s side, like from the first moment. Dennis and Mac were being suspicious of him and mean and I remember immediately being like “hey what the hell :( be niceys to this man” even tho I only knew him for like. A minute maybe ahdjfl

#soemthing about him immediately charmed me like I came out of that episode thinking he had so much beauty and love in his heart and no one- #appreciated it #it was like I saw him and immediately clicked into blorbo mode like. I rly liked him ahdjffl #I was just unsure abt focusing on him bc. people in aIways sunny can be so shitty shfjfl #so I decided I’d wait to rly pursue anything with him until I’d seen a lot more of him #until I could see if my perception of him was right #and it’s like. idk why it took me 5 years to do that. idk why it took me that long to decide to watch the show #and even when I decided to watch it I was telling myself that I *wouldnt* fall for him #bc what I’d learned abt aIways sunny since then was. even worse ahdjfl #so I thought he must’ve been that bad #and Charlie’s not perfect like. don’t get me wrong. he does some bad things #but as I watched. I realized my idea of him was right from the beginning #and the more I saw of him the more I loved him #I remember making a post abt him when he was a secret crush and saying that I was freaking out bc the more I saw of him the more I liked #and I wasn’t gonna be able to stop myself from falling in love with him #and I was right. and it’s still true. the more I see of him the more I love him #every day I spend with him I love him more and more #and it’s like. I always kinda thought that would happen. but I was afraid I’d be wrong #and so I waited so long!! and for what ahdjfkfl #I knew from the first second that we had a connection man. and I doubted it #but I guess there’s no way I could’ve known it would be like this. even with the immediate familiarity I felt. the immediate care #it’s just funny to remember that I did feel something different. I did see he was special #it just. took awhile for the right time to come around I guess #ren speaks #renlie

[anoteofcalcium]

imagine being British AND a South Park enjoyer...

#Text Post #Mine #Yucky. #I keep YouTube autoplaying on in the background when I'm on ''''manager'''' duty #because it's not something I care to listen to too deeply #but it's enough noise to stimulate me to focus for 8 hours lol #and it took me into the movie review sphere #And no less then 3 of the YouTube were unironic South Park fans with British accents #which not only kills my concentration but #is just a bad look lol #I had to physically stop the two of the reviews because the dudes just straight up stopped the reviews every five seconds #to spout right-leaning ideological rants irrelevant to the actual subject matter lol #what a surprise these types of people would be right leaning! who could have guessed!! #Edit: Raising the number to 5 of them...

[struggling-to-find-home]

Sometimes I remember the fact that one time during camp me & four other girls got sent to live in a cabin meant for 25+ people by ourselves and during the three weeks we spent there had the biggest amounts of horror experiences I've ever experienced in a single camp trip and I just think to myself, what the fuck

#oh also there was a creepy sixth girl who wasn't from the camp but just. occasionally stayed in our room #we had a counselor living with us because you can't let 5 (6?) 10-11 year olds live by themselves & it did little to stop the shenanigans #mostly because it's much less stressful for her to be dealing with 5 (6?) kids than managing a whole ass 25 of them so she was more lax #I think what led to it is that the cabin was VERY isolated‚ the windows we had only opening to this forest of pine trees #so you had this creepy ass atmosphere + the solitude + the lack of internet access + the fact that all of us where into creepy stuff #but like. Either all of us had collective phycosis or there really WAS something up with the cabin because unexplained things did happen #istg I have been there four times and every single one the amount of shenanigans happening was obnoxious #first time we had a mixed age group so there was like a five year difference between the oldest and youngest in the group #second time was this creepy shit‚ third time I managed to accidentally aquire a harem of 5 dudes at age 12‚ and fourth was my gay awakening #I've got more core memories related to that camp than to my last school lmao

[vrisik]

the fnaf movie really is just taking the basic lore and changing the rest lmao

#it still will probably be great! #that’s not a problem lol #the books did the same #just watching that trailer i had to stop every 5 seconds and be like that’s not game lore accurate lmao #i still hope it’s good though #also!!! springbonnie/springtrap!!!! #they’re probably gonna call him springtrap which that definitely looked more like him #but if william isn’t dead yet then technically that’s not

[revvywevvy]

me while drawing blissfully (my tablet is dying): <:D

me when my tablet dies (I knew it was dying and did nothing about it): D:<

#cell screams #//mind u my tablet will probably be done charging soon and luckily i had to make dinner so. time not wasted i suppose #//i still get angy every time even when I see it coming LOL #//drawings gonna be harder tho now bc i. somehow started a fire. making pastaroni. i turn away for 5 seconds to pour canned green beans #//into a bowl and I just hear 'SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS' and im just like. fuk. #//im shaking so bad now. like it just startled me for a second and i stopped the fire immediately but im still. shaking. #//hopefully my lines dont become noticeably shakier when i go back to drawing >_>;;