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palialaina · 3 months
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Okay, uh... where do I start... Do I start with the tree falling on me, or do I go back a bit?
I say as though anyone else reads this.
But you know what, I'm still proud of this thing, as silly as it is.
Anyways, renovations! Or, well, I had too many shop medals, and I kind of went on a Spending Spree~
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Reth also gave me a cooking plaque, and Tish gave me one for furniture making~ The cooking one is in the kitchen, the furniture one is in the workshope near the mujiin head. (Where did that mounted sernuk head go anyways? I could've sworn...)
Tish though the blusprints were a nice touch, and it was kinda fun to plaster them to the wall like that. I did have to move Einar's net, but it looks good where it is not, so, not a big deal.
And that rock display. Hodari went a little bit overboard, yanno? I just wanted something I could maybe display a really nice starstone in, not... that.
Cute though.
Flow groves are still the best thing ever, even when they spawn in weird place. I've found a couple now inside the Flooded Fortress, which really threw me for a bit, but you know what else I found in there?
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This lil shit~
It's so pretty. I couldn't bear to sell it, so now it's in the guest house~
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Seriously though, sitting in a flow grove and waiting for other people is surprisingly relaxing. Look at how pretty that is... I kinda wanna drag Hodari or Hassian with me to see one. (Jel would come in a heatbeat if I showed him this picture, I know.)
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Bahari is so wonderfully picturesque. Maybe I should talk to Tish or Zeki about getting picture frames so I can hang something like this in them?
Also, who has two thumbs, a concussion, and a new portrait?
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This girl.
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I had to rearrange the pictures a bit, move the fish off to the other side. I wanted all of them side by side, but well...
Okay, so... leading up to the tree things, uh... Hodari popped by my house and asked me what my favorite flower is. Which, objectively I don't have one, I just love the flowers I find, but since I know how hard it is to find most of the flowers around here, I told him a crystal lake lotus. He hummed, and left pretty quick, which... well, it's Hodari, he's like that?
And then I turn around and nearly clobber Najuma as she scrambled out of the bushes and scares half my life off me. Jeez child!
Sweet kid though. She told me he was struggling with making a pin for me, and that I should sort of force his hand so he'd stop being all indecisive. So it was off to Sifuu after forever, and man. She teased me fierce.
Though she said she understood how I'd won over Hodari, considering I won over Hassian. Which. Was sweet. And yeah, I guess I am kinda the Grump Whisperer, aren't I?
So when I talked to Hodari about it, pin in hand, he said he had about twenty pins in progress, but since I'd given him one, he had to stop worrying about perfection.
He's adorable. That's adorable.
He said he'd get it to me quick, so I went to Bahari, because I had other things to get. Like, more tree seeds.
And that's how I dropped a tree on myself.
Look, in my defense, I really wanted to know what the pin would be like!
Tau found me, then went and got Hassian and Najuma. Najuma considered blowing part of the tree up until I pointed out that I'm no more explosion proof than the tree. FOrtunately, no one got blown up or exploded, but they did have to get Hodari to help move the tree, and everyone's telling me I'm lucky it isn't worse.
Also, I got my pin from Hodari. He's really sweet when he puts his mind to it. And... I'm glad he's willing to take a chance on us. I really am.
Jina's threatening to take away my book, so I guess I should probably stop now. They're all going to be ridiculous before Chayne gives me a clean bill of health, I just know it.
...it's sweet. I'm glad I woke up here.
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shushtaouk · 5 years
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Lol being pro-life must be so easy. Embryos don’t complain. Fetuses won’t say you are being insensitive, racist or sexist in your advocacy. In fact, they won’t have any opinion about what you are or are not saying or doing because they are an idea, a concept for you to shape into your perfect moral crusade. You don’t have to apologize to them when you mess up. You don’t have to challenge yourself in any shape or form when you claim you are speaking for them. You can get on your moral high horse and feel good about yourself even while you’re expressing deeply misogynistic ideas (in fact some people are applauding you for it.) You even get to express the desire to strip bodily autonomy, and therefore personhood, from a woman in the name of religious correctness — even though you are basically playing at God, getting high on it, getting away with it — and then you can go right back at not giving a flying fuck about people in general just as the federal government is yet again forcibly separating another child from their parents at the border
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lamajaoscura · 5 years
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I have absolutely no idea how to start this or even where to start, but I need to get some of these feelings off of my chest. First off, I’m completely jealous of how skinny/thin everyone else in my life is compared to me. It’s just gotta horribly worse now with having my boyfriend being exponentially thinner than I am; it’s made the competitive jealousy reach an all time high. And I can’t even be honest with him in that aspect since he detests his physical appearance although I know he wants me to be completely open with him which I try to be. However this just isn’t something I feel like I can talk to him about because he wouldn’t get it. Like he truly doesn’t fathom that if I could trade my body with his I would in a heatbeat/no regrets. Secondly, I feel so isolated anymore. Even more so than what I had been when living with my mother and sisters (as I now live with my boyfriend) and I just feel so out of the loop in everyone’s lives. Like I’m literally the last person to know anything where I was the first in the know in most cases. It’s not even something that should bother me but it truly does. For my third point, I just feel so lost with how to navigate in a relationship especially one where the other person has so many trust issues due to past exs cheating/lying. Don’t get me wrong I can completely understand how debilitating a person doing such things to you can wreak your sense of self worth and even your trust in the opposite gender (or same gender) but there has to come a point in time where you have to try and let it go right? Holding onto those thoughts and feelings only deteriorate your ability to put forth the effort, affection, and trust in any new relationship right? I just don’t understand how someone can accuse another of cheating repeatedly with no evidence other than what an overthinking brain is trying to convince you of...I really don’t. I want to be able to help my boyfriend with this but I just seriously don’t know how to and it’s coming to the point of exhaustion. Anyone have any advice or experienced something similar? Lastly, financial troubles have been on the rise with me losing my job recently and bills are starting to pile up quickly. Had an interview a couple of days ago but completely bombed the drug test due to not being fully thc free so hopefully I can start work at this other job that I just did the onboarding training for. Fingers crossed 🤞🏻 However much I hate to do this and thank you so much for reading this far, but if anyone is willing to help out with a couple dollars here or there I would greatly appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. I’ll link my paypal down below. Again if you’ve read all the way through this my entire gratitude is yours indefinitely as it means more to me than I can even describe in words. I hope you all have a lovely rest of your night/or day depending on where you are from and stay safe and blessed out in this crazy time that we are in. Xoxoxo 💜
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shattteredvisage · 5 years
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I've been watching Barry for a few days because I adore Bill and knew that everyone said it was amazing. The first 6 episodes were definitely enjoyable but I was still feeling like something hadn't clicked with me yet so I could really sink my teeth into the show, if that makes any sense. But, goddamn, the cliffhanger at the end of episode 6 followed by the gut punching realization that Barry was going to have to kill one of his friends to keep his mouth shut (and the incredible performances during that scene) have had me sobbing for the past half hour and I can safely say that I would now give my life for this show in a heatbeat.
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ltlredx · 6 years
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