#huge fan of her and her illness

[arundolyn]

today i bring you aba stimming. tomorrow? who knows

#aba #paracelsus #guilty gear #guilty gear strive #crow.gif #guilty gif #i love her so bad. fucked up silly little girlthing #huge fan of her and her illness #just hanging around. being sillay #took way too long to notice her shirt is pants it made me giggle. just chopped up some shorts and went Yeah thats a shirt #50 notes in under 20 minutes. i see were all not okay here JFJSJJFX

[sbeana]

kristen lowkey implying that tracker had sold out for her religion is bad but also tracker had so much help with her religion. it was already a pretty established religion with followers she could draw from and then getting immense financial support while also working in a country that's already pretty spiritual and religious compared to solace that tends to have more atheistic patterns is sooooo... tracker making kristen feel like she didn't work hard enough to get her religion off the ground when kristen basically had nothing and no one in comparison to tracker is sooooo.... and then nara being described as kristen but with money is soooo... mean. having someone you really cared about and relied on move on to someone just like you but rich because your ex was struggling deeply and couldn't provide as much support as she wanted to and then saying that that was a flaw of hers? to have major problems mostly out of her control? it doesn't look really great. tracker had every right to leave kristen and move on but man oh man. ohhh man

#fantasy high #guys ill be honest im not a tracker fan #in sy when she got mad at kristen for not telling her about garthy and sandra lynn immediately when fabian and adaine were in huge danger?? #it pissed me off so bad like girl yes its important but there are genuinely more important things

[muninnhuginn]

li tianxi blaming herself for her parents not divorcing and because they don't things escalate past boiling point. blaming herself in the first place for the tensions between them because she has needs and not everyone is willing to try and meet her with them. li tianxi choosing to look away and not say what she sees anymore so this won't repeat. but in the process just ending up enabling tianchen as he spirals down and down.

li tianchen blaming himself because he wanted to fix things for his mum and do what she couldn't but instead he gets her dead. and tianchen just wants to protect tianxi like he failed to protect his mum but he doesn't try to actually *understand* her. so instead his efforts eventually drive her away because there's only so much she's willing to take. she didn't want to be 'protected' like this.

they've both lost their parents and tianxi doesn't want anyone to suffer as she has whilst tianchen wants everyone else to suffer as he has. everyone except tianxi.

wanting to protect someone but not giving them the agency in the decision. in whether they even want to be 'protected' in this way.

#me as always linking it back to the shiguang dynamic with that last sentence huh #link click #link click spoilers #sth again about cycles of abuse. tianxi the eternal victim. tianchen the victim at first but needing the control to never be a victim again #calling it 'hunter' bc that's what he's been told and it's what he clings to bc if not he's just another wild hurt beast #I don't know how much is intentional but the way that the twins' roles are gendered is kinda interesting? #not totally sure if I'm a fan (esp w/ what happened to ltx) but I can see what I think it's getting at #when they had ltc refusing the phone call bc 'no one in the family is mentally ill' + qj's arc having those toxic masculinity vibes #qj taking the role that li fan originally held so even when the twins escape they never actually do. they're held in these roles. #also. it's interesting that ltx was always considered disabled before anything else happened. + then the mutism was the trauma response. #like. her very existence she felt was the cause of tension and she had that knowledge but wanted them to stay as this happy family #that probably never even existed. + like I said not a huge fan of how her chara was treated but she represented hope for a reason #she had that hope within her back then and held onto it until now. it could only die with her. and that's why tianchen lets go. #shiguang daili ren spoilers

[commanderpigg]

I was Aerith this Halloween! (FF7 Remake version)

it's incredible how quickly she rose to the top ranks of my favorite characters list 😚

I posted the final pics on my Twitter but here's some unedited ~Tumblr Exclusives~

#idk if the alt text works or not but i put additional comments in there #anways this was for ikebukuro halloween which is basically a huge cosplay fair #a bit hectic but i had fun hanging out with friends!! #the highlight was a couple of girls coming up to me to say what huge fans of aerith they were #and how i looked just like her 😭😭😭 #my day-of eye makeup could have been better but thats cuz i tried messing with false lashes 😬 #anyways maybe ill try to get like an actual photoshoot of this one day 😉 #it me #my cosplay

[plsleafmelon]

kay seems like all the 5th (or is it 4.5... idr anymore hais) anniv stuff on cn is out and zuo les kit looks sick as hell (or smth id use at least) man will have a very pretty place in my roster. shu on the other hand... man suiknights is expensive bro dont do this to me

#i barely have all the siblings to trigger her talent #idh nian so its like gang gang hao 3 sui sibs #everyones complaining that its expensive and ya they r so right i hope i get a free sui sib (cope) #the skins are surprisingly neat tho #new skin brand drop: devotion (for vday) #harmonie now has huge badabonkandokoners and arene looks like a toxic yaoi ml #100% building arene just so i can use that skin cos its so pretty #chongyues skin looking kinda eh tho not a fan rly #lin cant see too well so ig ill just wait till the sprite drops ig #so hyped for zuo le ngl i wish i cld get him too..... #gotta wait for that 6 months again

[lovely-v]

dude i knew x-men was a gay allegory but like. watching these movies. how could anyone read this as anything OTHER than a gay allegory they really pulled no punches with some of this dialogue

and then this too of course:

#veesaysthings #oh AND the scene where Jean's father calls her mutation her 'illness' #x men #quickly becoming a huge x men fan. dont worry im not going all mcu though.

[atthebell]

head is full of mucus again will not be saying anything smart

#bell.txt #im so tiredddddd i want to not be ill and also not get bad news literally every single day #like i cannot stress enough all this stuff sucks but also my personal life its like oh okay another thing has hit the fan #like bro my sister broke her back AGAIN!!!! i should be worrying about that!!!! not this shit!!!!! #tbc she's as fine as she can be its a compression fracture and she has pain meds and everything but still. bro. #thats like one amongst a huge list of terrible fucking things that have happened literally in just the last week. for me personally. #like are you shitting me

[widevibratobitch]

on the train rewatching [redacted] outlander scenes on my phone. literally what are the odds of the girl sitting next to me suddenly taking out her laptop and opening a wikipedia page on ted bundy 💀

#my rapist is better than yours girl bye #anyway not a huge fan of girlies obsessed with real life serial killers but she's apparently doing a powerpoint presentation on him #so ill give her the benefit of the doubt that its for academic purposes and not a PP Presentations About Our Blorbos Night with her friends

[sanchoyo]

interview in an hour send good vibes besties 🥺

#🧿….. #🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀…. #actually a little less than an hour aaaaa I’ll leave in like 20 mins I’ve been waiting All Day impatiently #I want it to be over 💀 #listen even if it doesn’t work for whatever reason. I am trying very hard to consider it practice for other interviews like even if it’s #not The Job it can be A Good Practice Run #nervous. also physically ill rn 😭 im going anyway but I feel like im gonna faint or puke can anxiety stoppp I am trying my best and I look #so cute in my little slacks. im wearing my binder too idk idk the compression feels like a comforting hug rn I need it 😭 #idk what im gonna say if it’s a place that actually asks my pronouns like the only place that ever did that was walmart actually #shit place to work but their more recent inclusivity stuff is better than other local places at least #sucks they’re shit pay and shit abt unions etc etc etc #but u could put whatever the fuck u wanted on ur name tag which was awesome there was a lady called granny and no one knew her real name #and gotta say I was a huge fan of that she ruled #sanchoyorambles #on the other hand what if they don’t hire me bc of my blue hair and pronouns (my hair is actually blue so this is even better . I mean #it would suck but the jokes I could make lol)

[rosykims]

what if. hypothetically. i didnt sacrifice the chargers in demands of the qun :(

#k im abt to go on a huge tag rant sorry #tay plays dai #oc: ashara #THIS HAS BEEN ASHARAS CANON FOR SOOOOO LONGGGGGG #BUT I HATE IT #and the more i think about the more im like GOD. #the thing abt that choice is that ill die on the hill that it can be ethical even if the game wants it to be taken as the cruel choice #ashara saves the dreadnought bc she theorizes there are more people on the ship. and she would be actively betraying them if she didnt help #SHE made a deal and she holds true to her deals. #the people in the dreadnought are someones friends and family and lovers like...... they dont mean any less than the chargers do #and also just like.... she respects the qun in theory and has an interest in it altho shes not like. a fan lol. and she wont force bull #into betraying his people and losing his culture over her own weakness yknow. bc she knows he'll be tal vashoth and hunted #and she wants to protect him from that #and it turns out misguided obviously by the end of tresspasser #hhhhhhh #i also think the idea of her being betrayed by blackwall solas AND iron bull is a good foundation for her losing all trust in everything #post tresspasser #BUT. IDK. #I HATE THE IDEA THAT SHE WOULD SACRIFICE HER PEOPLE. BC FUCK THAT NO SHE WOULDNT !!! #she can be ruthless but to her ENEMIES !!! never intentionally to the people shes in charge of protecting !!! #and i dont like the parallel that reinforces to solas yknow. his snide 'what abt ur friend the iron bull' line makes me see red JFGKJFGKJFG #idk #this is so difficult. mostly its the solas thing tho he does NOT deserve that W to hold over her yknow :(

[puppygirldanhowell]

hi babe what's a bones

AAAHHH HI!!! its a show about a (severely autistic might i add, though it might not be on purpose) forensic anthropologist and her fbi partner and they solve murders together. i PROMISE it's better than it sounds ASLKXBSJDHC

#its suchhhh a comfort show its one of the first ''adult'' shows of my moms that me and her bonded over #not to mention huge fan of fictional death murder also bisexual and most of them r pretty fine #DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON ZACK #he is soooo autistic and i would marry his ass on the first date #bones #seriously i love it soooo much it's like if supernatural was good /lh #there is some copganda just bc one of the mcs is fbi BUT if you can look past that #and some of the jokes that reflect more ill now than they did almost two decades ago #its pretty great #asks!!! #rowan tag<3 #ash is mentally ill

[fishshapedbun]

i described the Spy x Family plot to my mom and now she wants to watch it WE DID IT BOYS

#ive never been able to get her into an animated show before #so if she enjoys this one ill be rly happy #we like to watch stuff together and shes a huge fan of series in general #but its always live action #spy x family #kiri doing the talk thing #my whole personality is built around animation so its important to me that people close to me enjoy it at least a bit yeah

[gayrika]

i-am-a-fish fans behave like gaud fans ngl

#saw someone blaze one of fishs post and all the comments were like 'omgg fish youre back!!!!!' or 'forgive me fish ill never do it again' #autoposting #TO BE CLEAR #idk shit abt fish i am not like comparing them to gaud bc gauds a huge piece of shit just that- #-her fans are weird

[hydrasango]

a wip

the reason it is still a wip :/

#that AND the fact that i am cleaning my room ofc #u see my room is messy and im sorry im actually working onit ^^ #ill finish it!! i rlly wanna its going so well #i just got ninjago city gardens for christmas…and u know i love love love lego #like im actually a huge lego fan irl not just ninjago #well im a big lego fan….but also broke so my collection of sets is quite small! #who wants to hire me to gelp me fund my addiction to plastic #i need to become a youtuber once i get my gaming pc ill play games for u guys <3 #I DIDNT TELL U GUYS MY PC BROKE #U CAN STILL SEE THE MONITOR ON MH DESK <\\\\3 #she broke….im so devistated axtually she was the family computer #i might just let her rest shes had her time :( #its like losing a family pet if you even care /j #BUT YEA!! im not gonna tag this with the like media #this is for my friendsies and my mutuals <3 #sorry for rambling im so exited and genuinely so so happy #seeing my friendsies tomorow #so very exited #ALSO sorry sbt my desk i be drawing on it #and painting on it too its been theough hell and bcack

[sword-dad-fukuzawa]

i watch a lot of anime with political themes but lycoreco has some i have not seen like. ever. not even sure if it really delivers on its conceit either but hey the yuri was cute

#aurie liveblogs #dunno if ill write a whole meta bc generally i don't write anime meta on anime i'm not a huge fan of #but i will say that kurumi is my beloved and i want to squish her

[kirishwima]

im at the night shift bedroom and. i keep checking every corner for possible insects like a maniac

#the fan is super creaky and i keep thinking thats some huge bug #ive been scarred from my last workplace where id find spiders and cockroaches all the time 😭😭 #this one seems cleaner at least plus the room has its own pc and tv #im not going to sleep yet ofc lmao #but im just chilling here and playing some animal crossing till the nurses make their night rounds #and when they give me the all clear that everythings ok ill go to bed orz #i dont know anyone and the friendliest guy just finished his shift #and i dont rly feel like meeting ppl #i know like one nurse and i did say hi to her #but idk when the appropriate time to go to the oncall room is #i dont rly care tho lol #its not busy rn so its the perfect chance to sit and chill #ill do another ward round in an hour then go to bed and watch some anime #burrito talks #not fandom related #delete later