#i dotn like you kevin

[elegyofthemoon]

reading springfest now after everything in nagazora is making me crave more fu hua and mei interactions. i feel like thus far in my go through, i've never actually seen them interact, but it's kinda fun that the person who made the recommended reading order put springfest after nagazora (though of course this is probably in preparation for whatevers going on with senti/fu hua rn in ch 19)

but the way that the empyrea isolates herself so she doesn't have any attachment to those who she will outlive and how she winds up becoming lonely as a result threw me back to mei isolating herself in world serpent so that she can protect kiana and just... idk..... i think the two talk about that isolation would be interesting

also. i love fu hua. she's still at the top of my list for best character so i'm just a happy little guy getting more fu hua content now in the story :> yippee fu hua

#idk who to ramble to about honkai so hi #avil plays hi3 #ill probably liveblog my thoughts as i read through springfest and UH #blade of the empyrean! #but im excited :> then after that i gotta go through the 7 blades visual novel ^7^ that one has sushang!! i havent met her in the game yet #but i do have her !!! #its kinda interesting though because sushangs ultimate in hi3 is yanqing's ultimate in hsr. or i guess yanqing as a boss??? #idk. so im like HMMMMMMMM WHATS UP THERE WHATS GOING ON #i wonder if theres a character sorter for hi3 actually #if i had to say who my top 5 are atm for honkai #its probably like fu hua mei kiana kevin and sakura ??? #kiana is so easy. like if i loved oz vessalius how could i NOT love kiana we sure love vessel characters LJSHDFLASKDHFLAKSH #maybe its also recency effect though for mei but also. characters who isolate thinking that its the best htey could do to protect #like NO YOU IDIOT GET LOVED!!!!! GET L O V E D #they kinda get me #AND WELT I FORGOT WELT HOW COULD I DO THAT...... #i feel like welt over kevin tbh #but thats super hard to say on my end alkdjfha #YOU KNOW i wouldve also said rita because i think rita is so fun #but i still dotn know enough about her #but personality wise i think shes so funny in a very stereotypical anime villain esque way LOL #also she is so catty too like what was she doing picking a fight with natasha LKAJHDLAFKJSDFH #OH I ALSO LOVE RITA AND NATASHA... #tbh i havent run into a character that i absolutely Hate in honkai yet.... #at least not that i remember #if i hated them i probably forgot about them LMAOOOOO #like even durandal? i love durandal in the manga. she doesnt really stand out to me MUCH yet in the game but i loved her a lot in the manga #but for me durandal is low on the list for now. but that doesnt mean i dislike her i think shes cool but just hasnt done anything in #particular that caught my attention yet alskjdfahl #rambling WHOOPS ASLKJDFA

[andrews-left-nipple]

neil: do you ever get the urge to just hit someone like a whack a mole

kevin: no-

andrew: whack

kevin: that’s-

andrew: whack

kevin: weird

andrew: WHACK

kevin: STOP HITTING ME ANDREW

andrew: WHACK

#you can read this however way you want #actually i’m telling you the 2 options #either andrew screaming whack repeatedly at kevin OR i present to you my favourite option #andrew grabbing his exy stick and whacking kevin across the head every time #kevin is just hurt #boohoo poor kevin #if only i gave a fuck #i dotn like you kevin #andrew and neil lives in an arcade #kevin is just their whack a mole that gain sentience #neil josten #andrew minyard #kevin day #kevin day slander #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #the kings men #the raven king #tkm #trk #the palmetto state foxes

[dancerkj-blog1]

Noah is a coward

To meyouwant things your wayyetI think the only time Isaw the person I saw inJan 2014 was telling me not to write the letetr to your manager at lush when you told me got fired an I knew you loved the job an d I wrote a letter thatwas like amazing to shopw who Isaw. To me letscut the crap and if you actually took the time to be honest with me gave me the chance and treatedme with respect we wouldnt be here. But you made choices and to me if Iwas told by you last chance allow you access to my scoail media accounts and I screw up done I would but the thing is you would find away around that claim I never agreed or said anything. But like javier said put your cards on the table with Noah cause nce i destroy the evidence presnted in the inunction and evidence i have leid with disney it is not goign to be great. BUT I can probably say you know we both made mistakes but it is 2018 and we need to focus on now and where we go from here. Minus my PTSD with the drama you brign to my life if you could be 100 percent hnest and give me a chance you will see the new kevin and to me not havedrama and maybe be apart of my life and be there supporting me during my dancing career andmaybe be close and not a sugar daddy but a friend who has been there for you and do anything. The question is what would you do for me? Now lets cut thecrap with the court, lawyers and etc and talk and you know this could be worked out but yur hiding behind what you did as a coward and not honest. I could accept n apology and forgive the laons an under 2014 2015 that agreed on facebook email and text so I got a signature under the law but ou know be there and help you out and be honest..... I dont think you can as sam said you like to live off people takeadvnatge and when it is not abaout you forget it . .. Alllost boys grow up. But when there dressed as peter pan jumping off a high spot with harness for the set it is freakin awesome. NOW I HAVE CHANGED ... Have you ? Show me AN maybe the damage you did with your lies can be fixed and maybe move forward ... . Call me andbe Honest no lies or BS ..I am on location inmiami but you can call me you stalked my number before it is the same Be a man show me the Noah I met in January who I thought wasmy soul mate and really pushed me. I wouldnt want to do dance but I am pushing and learning and a spain ankle and back injury and I need to prep for my audtion. Javier even said I care about you and knows I wouldnt hurt you cause I care the fact Iwanted tomake you feel like I wanetd you in my life and wanteed you to trust me says alot ..ys I wasthe secondto report you for disney but you cant make a statement andthink it is not going to bite you in the ass DONT LIE on HIV and dont think this will count against you in makes you even lower lying about MK. I canbet when I waschecking my messages and if I had a signal was viewed as a photos being taken But my tablet can be made available NO photos of you on it.....the person who made the claim will be made stupid but you know what I dotn mind talking to the one person who can bring out the worst in me and bring out the best. Maybe you just should not have lied to me. But if you want to give me a chance and talk with no set expectations be a man grow a set of balsl and get a gut cause i have changed and I want to show it Do I want you in a relationship no I enjoy being singel So show nme soemthing or it means nothing . . ..It is 2018 and show me something. I can gurnatee I have changed Have you call me what are you afraid of??