#i fell right back asleep

[deadlynigh-t]

I hate nightmares so fucking much.

#its not even time for me to wake up #that was absolutely awful #i fell right back asleep #i dont remember posting this #was pretty shit though

[ispyspookymansion]

transmasc butches and transfem butches are not at odds with each other, in fact theyre – no….thats private….i shant say

#posts i thought of right before i fell asleep laat night that came back to me while in line at the post office. and i feel it should be said #les tag #kora.txt

[icewindandboringhorror]

... why he sit like this

#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little #rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo #cats #It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually #getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol #Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime #I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad. #Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering #all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty #e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time #that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense #that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh #I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol #which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything #I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still #recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually #slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.' #ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever #reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished #any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky #and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly #going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et #etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make #stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin #.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care #and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists. #take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc #ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it #82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol...... #ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol

[mattodore]

height differences between the cast of echthroi

tagged by @void-imp! trying to pick out avatars was hard but i had fun so ty olly <3! tagging @wldestluv-rs @raiiny-bay @veone @omgkayplays @rottengurlz @levinbolts @pralinesims um… has anyone else with ocs not done this… if not consider yourself tagged too <3

#I FELL ASLEEP………….. well 🫶 here’s this one #river dipping #oc extras #echthroi #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #...............i'm not tagging all of them rn dfghdfgh #did i mention that i’ve changed mattodore’s heights? not sure but it’s only an extra 3cm so i have an easier time pose making #also theo's silhouette is literally the exact outfit he had on in those edits of him at thirty.......... like even the cropped slacks 😭 #anyway matthias’s people are on the left and theo’s are on the right #i really need to make everett (name will change probably) and jackson in ts4… zzzzzz tho #also need to update all of the other echthroi characters’ sims… but again zzzzz tho #i’d say more but i’m tired 🧍 #i woke up just bc i had to give my cat his medicine 😭 i’m getting my ass back to sleep ‼️

[todayisafridaynight]

tattoo truth prequel lmao

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #jo sawashiro #masumi arakawa #snap sketches #this is just a silly unserious comic but i couldve made it serious if i thought hard about it probably #wait what was i saying i forget #oh wait i remember. anyway this is my truth from henceforth until rgg gives me the confirmation i want #its funnier this way.. lol #OH WAIT BUT I WAS SO ENGROSSED DOODLNG THIS I DIDNT DISCLOSE MY TERRIBLE MORNING #so i had a class at 8am right. thats what i and twenty other students thought #i was gonna say kids but... we're all in our twenties..... im gonna throw up ANYWAY #so firstly i accidentally fell back asleep after my morning routine so i woke up at 7:30 and like . i had to speedrun a shower right #and i didnt have time to eat and im just like 'oh god im gonna be late its so bad' and im running to the building #and this building sucks i always get lost in it but i turn the corner and i just see. A Hallway Of Students just waiting #and so i join them and like ten minutes pass so i just start rewatching WotH until by like 8:30 some genius is like #'hey it says the professor's not on campus....' SO WE ALL JUST LEAVE. LIKE THANKS FOR THE NOTICE ASSHOLE i cant wait to drop your class #oh but the best part my id card still doesnt work so as im getting back to my building i see the door like. 25% on its way to closing #so MY unnecessary ass runs across the street to grab the door right before it closes and then i just gotta awkwardly look at the door woman #like <:) hi i live here i promise the universe is just out to get me <:) #anyway.. i have one more class like three hours from now. its spanish so hopefully no biggie #and then after that... i hope my id card works and then ill prob call the bank..... great.... #after that... who knows... maybe ill explode.. ok im done bye LMAO I JUST REALLY WANTED TO TALK BOUT MY DAY #thats the real reason why i mustered the will to finish this sketch i hoarded for weeks. i needed to rant LMAO OK BYE

[theloveinc]

I feel like Bakugo tells you he voluntarily doesn’t go on his friend group’s winter vacation for the same reasons he usually complains about them…. But then u find out that actually he’s not allowed to because the cold makes him way too grumpy to tolerate and he hardly ends up leaving the house anyway.

It’s the first time in five years that they agree to him coming because you’re gonna be with and hopefully that will calm him down😭

#Bakugo #yall I had the coldest f*cking night last night #it was SO PAINFULLY COLD #I wasn’t warm until I woke up #meaning I fell asleep COLD #and I got up to go to the bathroom at some point and I got back in bed and it was COLD AGAIN #when I showered too I had to run back to my room like a banshee it was nuts #anyway it just got me thinking about Bakugo and how he’s right about the cold being TERRIBLE #I was so mad when I woke up #shii posts #gen

[myfriendtheghost]

had a dream last night that GVF put on a Christmas concert in Nashville

naturally, they opened with Built By Nations

#even in my dream I was like … what 😭 #but then they started covering What’s This from Nightmare Before Christmas ??? #and then some girl blocked my view filming a TikTok during it rip #and then Greta left the stage entirely and brought out one of the members of another one of my fav bands (and his wife) #and they played some songs from the Journey to Bethlehem movie because they were both in it #and I was like “THERE IS NO WAY I AM SEEING JOEL SMALLBONE AT A GVF CONCERT RIGHT NOW” #like when I tell u dream me was FREAKING OUT because I absolutely love him . I am literally getting his handwriting tattooed on me on Monday #I think that detail came in because my friend who lives in Nashville was talking about seeing them (Joel and his wife) at a coffee shop lol #anyways then my dog woke me up and I fell back asleep and dreamt I was at a Taylor Swift concert #and my surprise songs were Labyrinth and Sparks Fly #and I sobbed over Sparks Fly 😌 #anywho….. good morning LMAO 💀💀💀

[liquidstar]

a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops. #and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can! #and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here: #barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time. #barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done. #and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies. #and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them) #and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances'' #from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

[loaflovesdoodling]

would you mind if i asked you to explain your metadad to us (tumblr doesn't let me use question marks in asks) 👀

Sure! Did that a couple months ago in the AMA, and I'm gonna do it again! >:D

So, starlings, right, their bloodline's outcome is always up in the air. There's no real way to tell which baby belongs to which parent other than their genetical corredor, their DNA can get really messy during development and you know at this point the only trustable source might aswell be the starling's instincts.

Now, as I said in my previous AU rambles, Kirby is only partially Meta's biological son due to Meta's genes getting fucked up by Nightmare's game of Magic the Gathering, but all that happened way before Kirby was born, so how did he turn out to be his child, even if not fully biological?

Let's break this down:

As I said earlier, "their bloodline's outcome is always up in the air.", meaning that not even the parent knows when, or even IF their child will come to be, as they are formed in their own Starship when the time comes. Somewhere, when Meta was at his lowest, a star fragment shone on the ground, and, upon picking it up, he saw it fade away in his palms. That simple gesture was enough to determine Kirby's arrival, and so, he did. Except that, somehow, his genetical corredor was the same as his father's before the corruption. Theorists speculate that the stardust would copy your DNA and purify it for a slight amount of time, but it's still uncertain.

#HELP I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY I ACCIDENTALLY FELL ASLEEP WHILE WRITING 😭😭😭😭😭 #either way #this might aswell be the weirdest #most inconsistent thing I've ever wrote #:') #but TYSFM FOR LETTING ME RAMBLE ANYWAY WAAAHHHH SORRY IF IT DIDN'T TURN OUT DECENT ENOUGH 😭😭😭😭😭💕💕 #kirby right back at ya #hoshi no kaabii #meta knight #sir meta knight #krbay #kirby au #metadad

[quokkabite]

a few more boops for uuu before bed hehehe

#fall out boy was right 😔 #‘Sometimes before it gets better the darkness gets bigger // The person that you'd take a bullet for is behind the trigger’ #i’m sorry i fell asleep early 😭 #ty for the boops #i’ll forever cherish them #booping you back for old times sakes 🐾💥 #lake 🍓

[cardboard-aliens]

Tfw when Sophia Lamb is a better villain then protag who goes through an arc, towards the end she starts to get tired of everything whereas Comstock remains racist Col. Sanders all the way through.

Also Elizabeth following from Deltas example was much more interesting then Elizabeth being one note vending machine.

There’s more consistency and presence in Lamb than there is in (all of infinite) Comstock. I wouldn’t say she got tired, the last few hours of the game show more commitment to her goal; between torturing Sinclair and blowing up the whole building. Comstock just kind of… dies. Going “haha I won!” but I have no clue why he even thought he was going to get what he wanted at that point.

Not helped by the fact he’s absent most of the game, which I’m not saying he has to be physically present, but I would forget about him going through infinite. His presence didn’t feel like an inescapable pressure the way Lamb (AND Ryan/Fontaine) did. He didn’t feel nearly as influential on most of the events despite being the main antagonist and catalyst behind the city.

But yeah Delta & Eleanor is much more compelling vs Booker Elizabeth. Eleanor feels like she’s growing up, becoming her own person, learning to make her own decisions and get what she wants. Elizabeth’s is more nihilistic, no one has free will no one makes their own choices we’re tied to destiny and things are always going to be the same no matter what blah blah blah cycle of abuse blah blah blah I’m going to burn a child in a vent for no reason. The “naive girl gets hardened by a gruff man” is a trope I’m tired of. There’s more love and hope with Delta & Eleanor while Booker & Elizabeth are both just unenjoyable characters.

#bioshock 2 #bioshock infinite #infinite salt #subject delta #eleanor lamb #sofia lamb #zachary comstock #booker dewitt #elizabeth comstock #cardboard cutouts #SORRY ANON i think woke up in the middle of the night read this ask and then fell right back asleep and forgot HDUIFHDSIUF

[skyward-floored]

Learn from my mistakes and do not wake up at 2 am and think about the aliens in majora’s mask

#some strange part of my mind mixed the game with real life and I woke up like right at 2 am #and thought I needed to stop the aliens #then I freaked myself out and thought I was going to get abducted #...then i woke up enough to go ‘wait that’s ridiculous’ and promptly fell back asleep #yeah #rambles from the Floor #majora’s mask

[lavenderedhoney]

She fucked me so good last night that she put me in a coma 😭 FAST the fuck asleep by 9pm!!!

#i woke up when she came to bed around 11:30 and we talked for a while which was nice 🥰 #she apologized for talking so much but it was CUTE i love talking to my girl #i fell back asleep around 1:30 and woke up right before 10 #sex + sleep for dinner on valentines day lmao #text #baby 💖

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Oh my god. You know it’s getting bad when you start doing things you don’t even want to do to procrastinate on something you really do want to do.

It would be one thing if it were something like a hobby; but the thing I want to do is also extremely necessary to my life.

#Hhhhhhngh #for three weeks I’ve been doing this #I’ve had all the time in the world #and I have a sneaking suspicion that I’m doing this out of a subconscious desire to prove to myself that I’m actually fucked up in the head #Which is already proof enough that I have that desire in the first place; but I keep going because it’s not enough #I only ever feel like I need care when I’m at my absolute worst #And suddenly after being so exhausted that I fell asleep at 7:00 some days; I’m staying up until 2:30 AM and waking up at 8:00??? #and I feel fine and perfectly awake; but still can’t manage to get myself out of bed until 10:00 because Comfy #I sit and I read for an hour; then I go on my phone and emerge at 5:00 PM #If I go in the bathroom it takes forever to get back out because I end up talking to myself in the mirror about god knows what #I feel like I need some kind of… idk… very strong stimulant in me so I can actually care about things #not that stimulants work like that; but I need to have some kind of catastrophic life event… to get beaten up or something #something to put pure fear and concern in my veins #It is summer and there is almost no chance of me getting kicked or catching a football in the wrong place #and I don’t have to run right now either #I could do something #I know how #But even that is a damned if you do damned if you don’t situation; because that ALSO makes me not want to do things #At least then I’d have a palpable (literally) excuse but uh…. I’m still kind of getting over the last time #I am on my phone all day and I recognize that’s bad; but the thing I need to do is to send an email… which is on my phone; so there’s that #hypocritical #idk there’s something about using limited supplies to deal with a problem that needs more and hoping for the best #it excites me #Makes me feel like a big boy who can handle serious situations #But if I create the problem then it means nothing except that I cannot handle problems at all #I should not have all the responsibilities I do because I am not entirely in my right mind #I am thinking about it though #It’s tempting #get behind me satan

[stabbystiletto]

💐💐💐🎶🎶🎶💐💐💐

🎵Salice d'amor delizia!

Ombra pietosa appresta,

di mie sciagure immemore🎵

#the phantom of the opera #opera ghost #erik #eris #genderbend #rule 63 #IT FINALLY DONE HELL YEEEEA 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎 #this took #so much longer than it was supposed to lololololol 🤣🤣🤣 #on an unrelated note apparently the copy of the phantom of the opera that i used to read back in high school #is apparently well known for being a shitty translation??? #maybe not so much 'shitty' exactly but apparently it left a bunch of stuff out?? #like this bit #in the copy i had it just said he played the harp and christine fell asleep #but apparently in the original it even says specifically the song he played?? #desdemona's willow song from rossini's otello look it up it's gorgeous I've been listening to it solidly for like 2 months now lolololol 😆 #trying to find the lyrics for it is tricky though so hopefully i got those right lol 😅 #also there's no harp emoji i feel like that should count as a crime idk lol 😐😐😐 #anyways referencing this song in the book was a genius move by leroux lol #i know it might sound a lil lame lol but I'm just so grateful that such a beautiful piece of music is connected to such an amazing story 🙏 #especially in the context lol 😏😏😏 #it's really a dark context if you think about it lol christine is like 'lemme go or I'll hate you forever' and phantom like #'sure sure sure here's how to get back oh by the way--' and then deliberately starts playing this beautiful music knowing full well #that she'll stay to hear it lololol what a manipulation 🤣🤣🤣 #gotta love it lololol~🖤🖤🖤😉😉😉 #woops tags got a lil long lol oh well lololol 🤣🤣🤣😅😅😅 #stabbyscribbles

[thedevilsdom]

Thinking about cuddling with a boy and he starts having a wet dream and wakes up mid orgasm, clinging to you and whimpering ❤️

#I have a little online boy toy I talk to n this happened to him yesterday fjsnxjak #He woke up #Then told me about it #And then fell back asleep right after vksbkxbajzba