#i knew this bullshit was gonna happen

[achingly-shy]

mal had to watch two of his closest friends get gunned down and stabbed in front of him, and some of y’all have the audacity to say he’s terrible for being “changed” by that

#mal oretsev #shadow and bone #geo rambles #god i’m back on my bullshit #knew it was gonna happen eventually #three days to go until i have to deal with these people in full again #getting my block finger ready

[todayisafridaynight]

lit cannot stress how much fuckability masato lost after becoming aoki like emo death is real and its so so tragic

#snap chats #sorry but this has been my truth for months its time i speak on it #its true tho i dont think this is a shocking revelation to anyone #s'just like saying grass grows and birds fly #i will not support his prep phase its not happening hes such a dweeb now #rgg knew this fact with him showing off his tit despite that being like. The Worst Place Ever to inject yourself #we already discussed how he wasnt physically able to fuck and that was a nerf it was to humble him and keep him controlled and thats awful #frame one got me lookin at the screen like 👁👁 and then he open his mouth and my eyes get bigger and i sit in dead silence #was crackin jokes and chattin with myself every other second and then 🧍‍♂️ Go On Beautiful Keep Talking Idc What You Sayin #im a man until he starts talking about 'his girl' and then suddenly im feeling some kinda way #tho that might just be cringe cause why does bro talk like how i used to in high school 😭😭😭😭 #thats the funniest part about masato/aoki to me like. there's so much bullshit bout them that reminds me of high school #but thats the thing that was High School like im grown an shit this bro never grew up apparently AND HE STARTS THE GAME AT 23 #wait back to the subject line of this post i be acting like aoki dont got me unwise a total of like. four time either #sorry everyone there was something in the water today and now im ill #its cause i cant draw this weekend so i have to be disgusting some other way #gonna make it everyone else's problem but worse #anyway i have to end this post because the more i t hink about the high school comparison the more i start to cringe

[phoenixiancrystallist]

Month 1, day 9

No snow day tomorrow, but I got some animating done anyway :) I'm switching to animating the front arm and the cloak through to the end before I finish up the back arm, it'll be easier for me to keep everything consistent that way

#the great artscapade of 2024 #art #my art #my animation #Forspoken #Forspoken fan art #Forspoken fan animation #Frey Holland #Forspoken Cuff #I knew I wasn't gonna have a third snow day in a row but I kinda wish it had happened anyway lol #oh well we gotta save those #I might have to call in sometime in the next week depending on when this cold front hits #we're supposed to get to -20°F at some point before windchill and the estimated date for this to hit keeps MOVING #right now it looks like it'll hit on the weekend #which is fine I'll just stay inside and be warm and cozy #but I am NOT taking the bus in that bullshit

[ozcarr]

New years resolution (hitting my insurance copay maximum) is going amazing

#i knew i was gonna meet it this year but i didnt know id be secheduling an upper endoscopy on day 2 my GOD #this isnt even the first time in 8 months thetes been a camera inside of me. im 25 it shouldnt be like this lmaoooo #cursed with the most insane medical bullshit but high pain threshold so its just like #“something horible is happening to me again naturally but im going to sit here so normal abt it” 🧍🏻‍♂️ #ayy im talkin here

[hollypies]

I would not trust your brothers if I were you, and if they try to make you feel bad about being suspicious about anything that leaves their mouths, I want you to do your best to ignore their nasty words because they and they alone brought it on themselves.

If your brothers didn't want you not trusting them, they shouldn't have hidden your game and lied to your face for three years. Let them whine and bitch all they want, because it's their own damn fault. They made their beds, now they have to sleep in them. Make them work to gain back your trust and don't make it easy for them.

If your brothers want you to trust them again, they need to work for it because they do not deserve immediate forgiveness, they do not deserve immediate restored trust. They need to work for your trust and it's entirely up to you whether you want to give it back to them or not.

Don't let your brothers guilt trip or gaslight you into forgiving them, stick to it and make sure they learn they can't just do whatever they want and expect it to be water under the bridge the following day.

Thanks. Im probably not going to forgive them for a while. They don't even seem to think what they've done was wrong and that it hurt me. Kept saying "what could I have done?" And "how would me saying where it was make things better" and WORST of all "You would've just made things worse."

It sucks. And I did trust my brothers. A lot. Way more than my parents. But idk now. I dont think I trust any of them. And if they want my trust they're gonna have to understand why I'm so upset . I don't think they care though, it's just a "silly game" to them, but it meant a lot to me .

I'm keeping those games in my room now.

Thanks. I'll try to ignore what they say, it's just going to be hard! I still don't really understand why they did this to me, and messed with me for THREE. YEARS. its judt. Such a long time to keep lying to someone. Over something that, in their words was a "silly game and petty reasons". Like. Damn

#holly answers #anonpaws #ill probably trust them one day. but its gonna be a while. #i think im gonna try to avoid them for now. i know the cold shoulder doesnt do much but . i just cant be around them rn #especially because this morning they acted like nothing even happened. like they didnt just reveal they lied for three years to my face #amd one of them trying to take the credit for “tallking my younger brother into giving the game back”. no. thats bullshit #absolute bullshit. he knew this whole time and he never told me. only to turn around and tell me to mt face #that he got my younger brother to give it back?? thats so so fucking stupid #im just. hhgggrghh. im angry and upset and i feel like crying #sorry for ranting so much

[tasmanianstripes]

Absolutely hate it when language classes aren't split into two groups only because there aren't enough people in class

Literally curb stomping people's education and skill growth for some arbitrary number

#thylacines can talk #ONE person left our classroom and suddenly we had to be put back into one group and english went from one of my favourite classes to #the most boring one we had. fucking ONE person. and advanced group was a lot smaller than the other group anyway and the person that left #wasnt even from our group!! literally what the fuck!!!!!!!!! #we went from fun engaging class to being done with our assigments in the first few minutes and then sitting around doing nothing while the #teacher focused on the other students. which for the record im not mad about. itd be WAY shittier if she focused on us and left the other #students in the dust. what i AM mad about though is the fact they ~had to~ put our groups together because of some idiotic number in the #system when we were literally ONE FUCKIG PERSON SHORT FROM BEING ALLOWED TO SPLIT INTO GROUPS #this is bullshit. just. why in the fuck would you do yhat? even if you had to couldnt you just let classes so close to the minimum #requirement be split up anyways??? im honestly not at all surprised. the school system doesnt give a fuck about its students. #its a good thing our english teacher was normal and reasonable because she COULD focus on the advanced group and let the other students #fend for themselves but she didnt. unlike our math teacher who only focused on the best students and didnt bother to help the others. #a good majority of our class had to get tutors for math. and when my grades went up and i finally started doing work in class because #i finally knew how to the bitch took the credit. 'see what happens when you pay attention in class' GOD I WANTED TO SLAP HER SO BAD AT THAT #MOMENT. she was such a bad teacher and the school didn't do shit about it even when we complained. #this has turned into a general school rant huh #anyway fuck the school system it doesnt give a fuck about its students. doesnt punish horrible teachers and if you have a different style #of learning or any kind of neurodevelopmental or learning disability WELL GOOD FUCKING LUCK THEN coz youre gonna need it #the school system absolutely fucked me over and for a long time i thught that i was just lazy but no i sctually love learning and i do #wonderfully when i get appriopriate accessibility. who would have thought. the fact that the only accessibility feature they give is 5-15 #more minutes on tests is a fucking joke. #man why is it always the math teachers that suck so fucking much #both my middle school and technicial institute (is it what its called in english???) math teachers SUCKED. i always thought i hated math #but after dropping out and doing math in my free time through educational videos and shit i realised on this is actually very fun #provided your teacher doesnt fucking suck

[imwritesometimes]

Can they really not play sports now that she died? Is that real? Like?

This is wild to me cause the president could die the day before the super bowl and they'd still play the game. The announcers and commentators and pre game would be insufferable but no one person is more important than Pepsi's advertising dollars....

#like...... I knew they had all these rules about like shutting shit down that's gonna be a nightmare anyway #but like lol no sports? no comedy on tv? is this really like?? what happens?? what????? #in addition to the like bread and circuses funeral and coronation bullshit they're gonna pull???? #erin explains it all

[picavecalyx]

  seraphim pacifista model silva au seraphim pacifistic model silva au seraphi-

#ooc ;; pterodolphin has no devil fruit #LITERALLY JSUT THE VERSE WHERE SHE GETS CAUGHT BY THE WORLD GOVERNMENT BUT NOW I HAVE A NAME FOR IT #ODA IS FEEDING ME THE GOOD CONTENT I'M GOING CRAZYZYGHRGRGHRGHR #jk i am oda and i knew this was gonna happen from the beginning #THESE CHAPTERS ARE REALLY ENABLING MY BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!! #I NEED TO SEE THE SCAN I NEEED TO

[ivegoneturbo]

ough

#hey siri how do i tell my boyfriend i am feeling the way i am #even after i told him i was feeling this way but i didn’t want to go in depth until i knew i had his full attention #and it’s been almost a month and he hasn’t brought it up again or made time for me #and i’m just so frustrated but i also know that he is autistic and does not understand unless i tell him #but telling him the first time was such a fucking hurdle for me because of my own confrontation issues #and i’m reaching my limit on how much bullshit i’m willing to tolerate #and basically everyone in my life is telling me to break up with him #but idk if i want to cause i do like him i just wish he would fix the issue and make me feel important #but i also think one of the reasons holding me back from just ending it is my fear of being alone #cause it took 5 years of trying to actually find someone that i liked that back #and i just want to be loved by someone whole heartedly #but it’s so fucking hard to find someone that idk how long it would take for it to happen again #but i also don’t want to settle because im worth more than this #but i’m so scared of being alone again but i basically am anyway because he’s barely around #it’s been nearly 5 months that we started dating and he said he loved the drive and was gonna do it often #but we haven’t seen each other since he left and he never wants to talk about it or plan something #i know what i have to do for my own sanity but FUCK is it hard #sorry for the rant to my followers and moots who see this #i just wanted to scream into a void

[returntotheground]

also being stressed is some bullshit like

stress -> less sleep -> stress from lack of sleep -> worse immune system -> sick -> less sleep from sickness -> stress from illness and lack of sleep -> get sicker -> more stress

it just never fucking ends huh

#like ENOUGH for the love of god ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!! #honestly just fuck 2024 like i knew this year was gonna be the worst when it started with the death of the only healthy parental figure #that i ever had. like that wasn't even a sign that was a breaking down the walls like the koolaid man entrance #then all the regressing i've done as a result of trying to actually work through my childhood bullshit in therapy it's just #god damn. it's too much. i guess it's a surprise this hadn't happened sooner but jesus christ. i need to run off into the woods #personal shit

[daeluin]

chanting we are gonna get through this. we always get through. we survived the '90s. we lived through 2001. and 2009. ni el gato nos pudo. siempre costó y salimos peor pero salimos. tenemos un pueblo muy rico y resiliente vamos a salir

#fuck knew this was gonna happen #ughhhhhhhhhhh i don't wanna think about this anymore it's bad for my depression #i can feel myself spiraling worrying about mom and dad and i hate hate hate this #fuck how am i supposed to explain to my boss that as soon as this announcement gets implemented im going to be spending around 20% of my #salary just in public transport to and from work?? #like that's insane. that's an insane amount of money to be losing monthly what the fuck ever #ugh this is making me so bad im logging into wow i need to get my mind off of things for a while #im sorry i said i wasn't gonna post about arg on my dumb fandom tumblr but ughhhhhhhh i hate this we don't deserve this bullshit #we've been dealing with this mess for two hundred years can't we have a time of peace for once???? #hashtag third world problems

[goblinbugthing]

my nan fucking died

#text #vent #cw vent #cw death #buggie’s rambles #lovely start to my saturday morning #i mean. i knew it was gonna happen soon. i knew she wouldnt survive. #but i was hoping id at least be home to say goodbye before she went #welp. time to do hyperfixation bullshit until i dont feel anything!

[thecherrygod]

Hm

#my posts #look yes i keep making at least one post like this a day and it will continue but its either letting it out or i have no idea #also in my defense y believe most of my mutuals arent up so it is peak time to post about feeling like shit #my plan isnt for someone to read these its for the bullshit to get out and try to not get to the point shit hits the fan #anyways man teen me would be so fucking disappointed by so many things the mere fact we are still alive would make them livid #and alive and living like this? #probably if they knew it was gonna be like this it would have happened lmao #they would just think we are a coward and a dumbass who can't do anything right tbh but they did know then too it's not knew #if it was new we wouldn't be here wouldn't we. why am i referring to is in plural it's just two dif timed mes #but yeah they are probably like 'hey of you are gonna keep living at least you could do it in a way no one regrets it' but alas we do #and we will keep regretting it bc our death won't be our choice. the deadline for it was extended until we were 20 and it's long closed #.... things are getting worse tho they put true but like. that isn't an option anymore lmao it sucks tbh #... i don't have anything else to say that isn't repeating it #i. do wish it was still an option idek why it isn't anymore it's some stupid arbitrary rule #i hate this. it's like. i really don't do a single thing that could make any version of me proud of myself #not teen me not child me not current me. none of us is okay with whatever the fuck i have going on and yet! #.man. I've spent all day tired and wanting to cry for nothing particular but also for literally everything so like #that would fix me. i don't know how to make it happen #... I'm gonna go to sleep #i need my phone to finish charging but that'll be over soon #so yeah I'll. go to sleep soon

[evilminji]

The more I learn about John Constantine? The more I am certain you COULD just... dump Danny on him.

Like... literally.

Full on, sack of unconscious potatoes, "here ya go, deal with it, here's an unconscious royal teenager!", Dumped in his arms/lap at some shitty hole in the wall bar, by Suspicious Supernatural Forces, DUMPED on him. Like? Yep. It's a Tuesday. Guess he's NOT getting to finish this beer.

And you know what?

Knowing the crowd Danny runs with? They'd at least... SORTA try and explain what's happening? Instead of play the fun ol "HOT POTATO! Think fast, Constantine! Figure it out!" And run shpeal that he normally deals with. Thoughtful, really.

Don't get him wrong. It's still BULLSHIT. But at least he has a vague idea of WHY he's holding an unconscious, heavily bleeding, half-divine-but-not-really half human, teenager.

Fuckers left a few sticky notes.

THANKS.

He just LOVES patching up actively radioactive wounds while trying to translate... what is this? Mesopotamian? Who writes out their emojis in Mesopotamian?! "Smiling face emotional picture" my ASS. Still...

Kid in way over their head, hunted by damn never everyone for trying to do the right thing, AND grappling with their recent lose of a decent chunk of their own humanity? Oh and now he's KING of a whole spankin new Realm!

Fuck "Realms". Nothing ever good comes out of "Realms".

And APPARENTLY? His VIP returning customers spot under the Bus has been reserved! Because he's the kid's "Gaurdian". Why? So the nice Goverment stooges in suits will come knocking on HIS door first, of course.

......he'd be more pissed about that one if he wasn't REAL interested in what those bastards had to say for themselves. Meddling with forces they shouldn't be touching. Provoking God only knows what. He fucking KNEW those storms weren't natural.

Just? John getting handed a Suspect Youth. Press X for doubt and Sus. Okay... then give him back. No! Fuck you, says local Laughing Magician, I don't trust you EITHER.

Danny wakes up to the... VERY? Ngl? Intense(tm) stare down of... holy shit, are you an Actual Angel? (Yes. He is. Better hope you're not secretly evil or he's gonna bring The Smiting) Then the world's ACTUAL greatest Detective, who is a chimpanzee, offers him expertly made tea and the cheap take-out John brought with him.

He is in Space.

It's still not the weirdest morning he's ever had. But it's getting there.

@the-witchhunter @hdgnj @hypewinter @nerdpoe @lolottes @babbling-babull

#dpxdc #dp x dc #dc x dp #dcxdp #minji's writing #john constantine

[killinfate]

Dating Mike and Vanessa comes by the house but Mike never told her about reader and never told reader about Vanessa. Jealous reader and mine has to reassure her that there’s nothing between him and Vanessa.

AHHH YES!

JEALOUSY.

i’m gonna end up reusing gifs cuz im struggling sm to find high quality mike gifs

MIKE SCHMIDT X READER

— NATURALLY MIKE DIDN’T WANT YOU ANYWHERE NEAR THE PIZZERIA WHEN HE WENT TO SAVE ABBY. HE HADN’T EVEN TOLD YOU ABOUT ALL THAT WAS HAPPENING UNTIL HE GOT BACK WITH ABBY.

At first you didn’t believe him, but he seemed completely sincere. Who were you to doubt him?

“Vanessa’s out of hospital now, I’ve invited her over for dinner.” Mike says casually one night, crawling into bed beside you. He draped his arm lazily over your waist, ready to get some rest as his eyes close.

You opened your eyes and your brows immediately furrowed.

Who the fuck was Vanessa?

“You haven’t mentioned her before.” You mumble, your voice barely audible. Mike opened his eyes and looked over your shoulder slightly to see your face.

“Hm?” He asked, not having had heard you correctly.

“You haven’t mentioned Vanessa before.” You say clearly. There’s a moment of silence.

“Haven’t I?” His voice was tired.

No, you haven’t Mike.

“She saved Abby back at the pizzeria, she’s been in hospital for a while since it and I thought it’d be nice to invite her over.” Mike says and you grow silent.

“I just thought you’d be okay with it.” He replies simply. Despite your apparent confusion you look up. You were okay with it.

“I’m okay with it.” You reply and Mike smiles, kissing your forehead and holding you closer. However you did stay up a while that night, thinking upon what he’d said.

The next evening you finally meet Vanessa. She’s so beautiful that it’s threatening. Mike greets her warmly and you begin to realise you’re taking note of every gesture and word he says yet you don’t stop yourself. It’s bad; you’re aware.

You, Abby, Mike and Vanessa begin to eat dinner, discussing typical topics about how life was treating them.

At some point, you slowly began to hold Mike’s hand, your thumb tracing over t o back of his hand. Mike looks over to you, giving you a confused glance as his eyes flicker between your hands intertwined and you. You’d never done that before at dinner. This was new.

Vanessa was friendly, she was nice. Yet you were still defensive. You’d tried to follow the same attitude but whenever you laughed or smiled it all seemed…fake, not genuine.

She caught on, and there would usually be an awkward silence to follow any conversation you had with her.

When the evening was over you’d began to get ready for bed. You were in the bathroom, washing your face when you looked up in the mirror and saw Mike walking to the bathroom.

He got in and shut the door, leaning against it so Abby couldn’t listen in. Mike didn’t look particularly happy. “What was that?” He asked his eyes searching yours. You looked to him and laughed a little.

“What was what?” You asked, your voice holding confusion but you knew exactly what he was talking about.

“Why were you being like that at dinner?” Mike questioned. He had no clue what could’ve brought on your behaviour yet.

“Nothing was wrong with me at dinner.” You assured him. He scoffed a little, looking away for a moment.

“Vanessa saved mine and Abby’s life. The least you can do is be friendly.” Mike told you.

“I was being friendly, I was talking and I was—“ he cut you off.

“Don’t bullshit me I saw that, you never grab my hand like that at dinner, ever.” Mike told you, his voice holding a hint of anger at your obliviousness.

You noticed his change in tone and your face dropped a little, your facade falling. Mike’s eyes softened at your face and he sighed.

“Look c’mere. I’m sorry. ” He told you, pulling you into his arms. You wrapped your arms around him and closed your eyes, feeling his hand caressing the back of your head comfortingly.

It took him a moment to put the pieces together. The fake laughing, smiling, holding his hand, how you looked at Vanessa.

Mike kissed the top of your head before moving away slightly so he could see your face. “Were you jealous?” Mike says with a smile, his voice holding a teasing tone.

“I— no I wasn’t. I wasn’t.” You were quick to deny; you completely were.

“Oh okay, okay.” He said, his voice suggesting he didn’t believe you at all.

You run a hand over your face. “I wasn’t that’s..stupid I’m not like that.” You told him quickly but he could see right through you no, his hand moving to caress your cheeks.

“You were, I saw you. You were.” He told you, laughing slightly. You weren’t though and remained doubtful.

He was quick to notice this and pressed his lips to your forehead. “Hey, she’s a friend. That’s it. I promise.” Mike assures you, his thumbs gently stroking your cheeks.

“Yeah?” You said quietly, looking up. “Yeah I promise.” Mike replies, pressing an affectionate kiss to your lips. You relaxed immediately from your tense state and kissed back before Mike pulled away, a smile on his face. “I love you.”

“I’ve never seen you like that before it was weird.” He says with a laugh and you roll your eyes.

“I was hardly jealous alright.” You mumbled, making Mike move so you could leave the bathroom. He stepped aside, a laugh still leaving his lips as you opened the door and walked out.

“Alright, tell yourself that.” You hear him say as you walked down the hallway.

#mike schmidt imagine #five nights at freddy’s movie #fnaf movie #mike schmidt #mike schmidt x reader #80s