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sichengssmile · 5 years

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“Time gone by, (1)” chenle

Angst. Fluff.

What felt like an hour, was only really twenty -or-so minutes, the anxiety of waiting for your middleschool crush to arrive to a date that they asked you on, was washing over you in ten fold, self doubt clogging your mind with each minute that goes past, as you wait for Chenle.

When he approached you after school, you immediately doubted his actions; it was too fictional , the guy who you had a crush on since middleschool was now asking you out on a date, you, when he could have almost any girl on campus. That was who he was, well, who he became. In middle school he was the sweetest kid ever, but he was also subjected to some pretty harsh people because of his kind hearted lenience, causing him to be a constant target of peer pressure and bullying. Highschool changed all that, after he left suddenly and went away on exchange for a few months,never letting you know where he was, he came back with a new personality, new haircut and new agenda. He was no longer the boy that you would study with silently and mutually in the library, sharing occasional soft words and glances as you talked about assignments, he also was no longer the boy that taught you how to dance .

He became one of the most popular people on site, everyone immediately idolising him, his change and new persona was loved by all, and it got to his head. He swapped libraries for house parties, class for the skatepark, and you? He swapped you for his group; dreamies. Their name was given by the girls around school, referring to their dream-like attractiveness and social skills, you somehow couldnt let the old chenle out of your mind, as he was one of the only people to spend time with you. But you, you had also changed. The carefree mind you stuck to in middle school was switched for one of anxiousness, your appearence was important to you and you relied on friends. You hadnt spoken to Chenle in years, but had classes with him occasionally, never failing to hear the schoolwide gossip of who his girlfriend was this week.

You made your mind up to understand that he was no longer the boy you cared about, and that you had to move on. But when you stayed back after class, to practice a dance for the up and coming showcase, you bumped into jisung, one of the “dreamies”, a friend of chenles.

“Woah” was all you heard from behind you, before the door to the practice room closed, you immediately stopped dancing and ran over to turn off the music, fiddling with the device bedore the loud music stopped, allowing for the deafening silence to overtake the room. “How come ive never seen you before?” The boy asked, walking over to you quickly, you immediately noticed how tall he was, even though he was the same age as you. “You have” you said softly, reaching for your jacket and putting it on. “Where? How would i forget someone like you?” He chuckled, stepping closer again. “Park Jisung class 4, honour student early entry, beside one other person” you recited diligently. He seemed taken aback slightly. “Who was the other person?” You asked him softly, waiting for him to reply. “Y/L/N, Y/n?” he said almost as a question. You stuck your hand out. “Nice to finally meet you, Park”. It was as if his eyes doubled in size, surprise evident on his face. “So youre..- wait, how come youve never been to dance practice? I thought i skipped class but apparently you havent been to one?” You had been asked this by just about everyone else on the dance team, so you had an answer already thought out easily. “My classes overlap, so i dance after school, and go to my other course during” you smiled, making him nod in understanding. “Soo, like, youre pretty cute” his voice broke the silence. You had to physically stop yourself from rolling your eyes. “Ahah, thankyou” your confidence was crumbling as you didnt know how to act around the boy. “I dont know if you know my reputation, but, id love to take you out sometime?” He smiled, making your brain malfunction, “dude, you just met me” you said confused, making him chuckle, “i can get to know you?” He asked, going to take your hand into his. “Im good, thanks.” You began walking to your bag, stuffing your waterbottle inside before you heard his voice, “Ya jisung? Are you coming?” “Shit” you whispered, not wanting to let the boy know you were even still around, not after his pity or regret of leaving you behind. You have moved on. “Im.. in here?” Jisung seemed to be confused, not expecting to be rejected. “Whats up?” Chenle was in the room and you suddenly felt like you were suffocating. He was so much taller now, and he had a sort of confidence to him. “Nothing-“ jisung almost stuttered, looking toward you, “you sure you dont want to go out with me?” He asked, looking toward you through the mirror, chenles eyes following the youngers, finding your figure. She looks familiar. His mind was racing, trying to find where he knew this girl from. In the moments you went to walk past Chenle, Jisung called out to you, causing Chenle’s eyes to widen, but immediately go back to normal, there are so many people with that name. Hes better than he used to be, he doesnt need y/n anymore.

“Y/n wait-“

You cringed, not wanting chenle to recognise you, and to your surprise he doesnt. It kind of stung in a way, as you turned away from jisung and head out of the school, not wanting to cry again. He wasnt worth it anymore.

After two weeks of ignoring jisung at any moment, he had gotten mad, how could you reject him like that? Infront of everyone? It was embarrasing honestly. He thought back to every encounter, how chenle was always there to laugh at him, and the soft way you would look at chenle, as if you missed him, or something. Jisungs eyes widened suddenly as he realised something.

“Dude. I need you to help me out with something”

“Sure. Anything” chenles voice sounded over the other side of the phone, as he drank his juice. “I need you to invite y/n out, and stand her up. Make her the laughing stock at school rather than me.”

Chenle froze again, his juice almost slipping out of his hand as he realised what his friend wanted him to do.

“Dude? Dreamies for life right?” Jisung said over the phone.

“Y-yeah, dreamies for life. Ill figure it out” and with that he hung up, sighing to himself. He had to do this, for jisung. You probably forgot him anyway. The thought of that angered and saddened him, making him go through with the plan. You were no longer anything to do with him. He would make that clear.

That brings you to where you are now, waiting out the front of the cafe he stated, for ages. Not wanting to leave incase he turned up. But as the weather got gloomier and time flew by, any hope of talking things out, about how he left, or even him remembering who you were, was shattered. After he built you up, leading you to believe that maybe, just maybe he recognised you, that maybe he felt sorry, sad or missed you too. But no, nothing.

Your phone buzzed with a message, making your hope spike, only to fall once more.

“I remember exactly who you are and thats why I left you there.”

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serraphima · 4 years

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All of them

The meaning behind my url: it sounds cool

A picture of me: look at the end of this entire thing

How many tattoos i have and what they are: currently none

Last time i cried and why: earlier in the week bc my stomach hates me

Piercings i have: 2 in each lobe, industrial, bridge, eyebrow, and nostril

Favorite band: tie between in fear and faith and babymetal

Biggest turn offs: being a republican

Top 5 (insert subject):top 5 games, (in no order) destiny 2, sfv, guilty gear, devil may cry, persona 5

Tattoos i want: i want to get my oath of vengeance i made on my arm, and im thinking a destiny themed sleeve

Biggest turn ons: being a cute person and being funny are two of the big ones

Age: 23

Ideas of a perfect date: just like hanging out with each other, everything else is secondary

Life goal: transition

Piercings i want: i want to get my lip and sternum redone

Relationship status: currently in love with @lunwyr @hey-zozo @digitalis-the-engineer and @gjallarfox

Favorite movie: FUCKIN SPEED RACER FROM LIKE 08 THAT SHIT SLAPS

A fact about my life: im trying to get a job and have been out of work for a while

Phobia: im seriously afraid of the dark and heights

Middle name: felicity

Height: like 5′8

Are you a virgin? nope

What’s your shoe size? i got no clue i havent bought shoes in in a hot minute and idk the difference between men and women shoe sizes

What’s your sexual orientation? homoromantic bisexual

Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs? no

Someone you miss: having a job

What’s one thing you regret? i regret a lot and sadly theyre all escaping my memory

First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive: ricki ortiz

Favorite ice cream? idk, maybe chocolate

One insecurity: im not good enough and wont ever look like a real girl

What my last text message says: have a juri

Have you ever taken a picture naked? yes

Have you ever painted your room? no

Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex? never kissed anyone

Have you ever slept naked? i hate being naked why would i sleep naked

Have you ever danced in front of your mirror? not a fan of how i look

Have you ever had a crush? i currently have many

Have you ever been dumped? yes

Have you ever stole money from a friend? once but he was a transphobic cunt and it was the last time i saw him so im not losing sleep over it

Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? yes

Have you ever been in a fist fight? yup

Have you ever snuck out of your house? almost always did in high school

Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? many times

Have you ever been arrested? nope

Have you ever made out with a stranger? never kissed anyone

Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? i gave a dude i didnt know a blowjob, does that count?

Have you ever left your house without telling your parents? many times

Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor? a bit

Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun? yeah for a concert

Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? nope

Have you ever seen someone die? nope

Have you ever been on a plane? yeah

Have you ever kissed a picture? nah

Have you ever slept in until 3? i slept a whole day before

Have you ever loved someone or miss someone right now? i miss my partners

Have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yeah

Have you ever made a snow angel? snow is a lie made up by hollywood to make people feel good about it being cold

Have you ever played dress up? yes

Have you ever cheated while playing a game? nope

Have you ever been lonely? always

Have you ever fallen asleep at work/school? yup

Have you ever been to a club? dont like crowds

Have you ever felt an earthquake? no

Have you ever touched a snake? yes, good noodly snek

Have you ever ran a red light? yeah

Have you ever been suspended from school? for real and a fake one

Have you ever had detention? yup

Have you ever been in a car accident? two

Have you ever hated the way you look? i hate how i look like 97% of the time

Have you ever witnessed a crime? not to my knowledge

Have you ever pole danced? no

Have you ever been lost? almost anytime i leave the house

Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country? no

Have you ever felt like dying? yes

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? yes

Have you ever sang karaoke? no

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? told myself i wouldnt have sex with a stranger but i did that

Have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? not to my knowledge but probably when i was a wee lass

Have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger? he was like 10 year older than me i think?

Have you ever kissed in the rain? never kissed

Have you ever sang in the shower? a bit

Have you ever made out in a park? never kissed

Have you ever dream that you married someone? yes

Have you ever glued your hand to something? yeah

Have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? nope

Have you ever gone to school partially naked? no

Have you ever been a cheerleader? i wanted to be one in high school but i didnt have the confidence to try out

Have you ever sat on a roof top? no

Have you ever brushed your teeth? yes what kind of dumb question is that

Have you ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? always but i do anyways

Have you ever played chicken? no

Have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes

Have you ever been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? yeah

Have you ever broken a bone? no, which means i either dont have bones or im insanely strong

Have you ever been easily amused? yes

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? yeah

Have you ever mooned/flashed someone? nope

Have you ever cheated on a test? no

Have you ever forgotten someone’s name? buddy i forget my own name a lot and i forget names easily

Have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real? uh sajam and justin wong

Give us one thing about you that no one knows. my eyes are black (or dark blue?? honestly i cant tell and i dont think anyone can agree on what color my eyes are)

#userwordandpassname

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coffeecrusadeclub · 5 years

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Too late? -a tyrus fic pt 1/2

*this is super loosely inspired by that scene from Love, Simon* *note its like time jumped so there no underage stuff going on* *TW tho theres a lot of drinking*

TJs POV

It took about 2 hours of debate but I decided to go to Cyrus's party. I've also decided that I was finally going to tell him how Ive felt, Ive waited just about 5 years to tell him and I think its time. I picked out my nicest tshirt and matched it with black jeans and made my way over.

I got there and was greeted at the door by a bubbly and excited Cyrus

"Hey TJ glad u could make it. Come on"

He ushered me in and I smiled at him, i contemplated telling him in that moment but decided I needed to work up the nerve since there was way more people here than i expectdd. I walked over to the kitchen and grabbed myself a beer from the cooler.

About 2 hours and 6 beers later i finally decided to tell Cyrus. I looked around and couldn't find him so I decided to ask buffy

"Hey have you seen Cyrus?"

"Uh yeah I think he went upstairs Why?"

"I need to talk to him"

"Finally telling him about your crush?"

"I-i dont know what youre talking about"

"Its okay TJ its cute, go talk to ya mans"

I shoved her playfully laughing. And turned to go upstairs I made my way to Cyrus's room rather quickly i wasn't looking up and opened the door slowly stepping in

"Hey Cyrus I really need to talk to-"

I looked up and see Cyrus sitting in the lap of some guy without a shirt making out, I felt my heart sink

"I-Im so sorry I d-didnt know"

I ran out the room not stopping even though i heard Cyrus call out for me I ran past Buffy who stopped me by grabbing hold of my arm

"What happened?"

"He was up there with some half naked guy"

"He what!? Why would he do that hes like in love with you

"Obviously not." I turned back to see a messy haired Cyrus running toward me

"I got to go" i grumbled to Buffy before quickly making an exit. As unathletic as he says he is, Cyrus can run fast when he wants he caught me outside as I was getting off the porch

"TJ please wait its not what you think"

"It looked pretty clear"

"Its not like that I swear"

"What am I supposed to think, if I didnt walk in you werent going to get in bed with that guy" I felt jealousy run through me my tone a lot more harsh than I meant.

"TJ whats this about why are you so mad?"

"It doesnt matter anymore its too late I know the truth"

"TJ please I swear-"

"Whatever Cyrus I have to go"

"TJ-"

I ignored his call and kept walking home. When I went home I realized nobody was home and just screamed into the darkness of the house I punched the wall

"IM SO STUPID" I yelled into the darkness as I slid down the wall crying. I pulled my phone out and stared at pictures of me and Cyrus. My phone was blowing up. Cyrus wanted to explain himself, Buffy wanted to know if Im okay, and Amber wanted to know where I was. I texted back Amber to let her know I walked home, and told Buffy I was fine but ignored Cyrus. I drank a few more beers that I had in the fridge before I went to bed and cried myself to sleep. I was woke up by Amber who sat at the edge of my bed with water and an asprin.

"I dont know how much you drank last night but I thought youd want this" she handed it to me and I groaned in response to sitting up and smiled at her thankfully as i took the aspirin.

"TJ what happened last night"

My heart sunk as I remembered the sequence of events last night. I looked down at my hand which was bruised and cut up from hitting the wall. I never cleaned it so there was still some dried blood on my knuckles.

"Is this what happened to the wall?"

I looked down at the glass of water I held in my lap a tear rolling down my eyes

"TJ come on talk to me what happened?"

"I was too late I missed my chance"

"What do you mean"

"I finally decided to tell Cyrus the truth. Buffy told me he was up in his room so I went to find him.."

"Oh no what was he doing?"

"He was sitting in the lap of some half naked guy who was probably more attractive that me"

"Did you see who it was?"

"No Cyrus's head was blocking the guys face."

"TJ im so sorry. Did Cyrus say anything?"

"He followed me outside and tried to say it wasn't what it looked like. I snapped at him I just- I couldnt even look at him. Hes been texting me all night I think i have a load of missed calls and texts from him"

"Whatd he say?"

"He wants to talk about what happened"

"TJ you should really talk to him tell him the truth"

"Theres no point I was too late if he was ever into me, hes not now"

"You dont know that. Come on tell me you havent hooked up with at least one guy because you were drunk off your high horse"

I looked down at my hands to avoid her gaze.

"Thats what I thought. Text him back"

She walked out of my room and closed the door softly. I looked down at my phone and read Cyrus's texts.

TJ im so sorry you saw that

TJ I swear its not what you think

TJ! Answer my texts what are you doing stop ignoring me!

I stared at my phone and contemplated just erasing his number entirely. But I couldnt bring myself to hit erase. I stared at the picture Id chosen as his icon and smiled. I felt tears rolling down my cheek. And texted him back

It sure looked like what I thought Cyrus. Whats there to talk about

He replied almost immediately, as if he was staring at his phone waiting for me to respond

Tj please I swear its not like that. I didn't even know that guys last name

Oh because that makes it so much better. I think Im better off just not texting you. See you around

TJ stop please text me back

TJ call me

Dammit TJ if you dont respond Im going to just show up at your house

I read his last text and sighed

Theres nothing to talk about

Fine then Whatever I'll see you in about half an hour then

Don't come over Cyrus I dont want to see you.

He didn't respond and I wondered if he was really coming over. I made my way downstairs to the kitchen and opened the fridge. I didnt pay any attention to Amber who was sitting at the counter, who I knew was staring at me. I reached toward the back of the fridge and grabbed a beer. Before i could even pick it up I heard Amber's voice behind me

"You dont need that"

"Mind your own damn buisness"

"TJ idk how much you drank at the party but you drank an entire six pack here."

I sighed did I really drink that much last night? I looked at Amber, who mustve sensed my disbelief,as she motioned towards the counter. 6 empty beer bottles sat there

"Those were all you TJ. Youre worrying me, youve never drink this much. You never day drink either"

I didnt respond and put the beer on the counter. I walked over to the empty bottles and grabbed them shoving them into the recycling box before grabbing my full one and walking away.

"TJ.."

"Im fine Amber" I snapped at her and instantly felt kind of bad, I sighed.

"Its just one beer"

"Yeah right now but how do I know its not going to turn to 3 then 5 and so on."

"I just need to not remember Amber I need to forget" I replied harshly

"Thats not the right way" Amber sounded like she was going to cry and I sighed, opening the beer anyway. Defeated, Amber sighed and went upstairs to her room. I opened the fridge and grabbed a full six pack and took it up to my room. About 25 minutes later I heard Amber open the door. I assumed she was going out. I heard it click shut and heard her talking to someone. I sighed and looked around I already finished off the one beer and then three more from the six pack. The empty bottles sprawled across my bed, I was half way through my 5th beer two more in the six pack. I wiped tears away from my face, I didnt realize I was crying. I heard a knock on my door and sighed

"Im not in the mood Amber"

My door creaked open and I looked up to see Cyrus poking his head in the room. He looked at my surroundings and sighed. I guess Amber told him her worries. He stepped inside and shut the door behind him.

"You showed up" I said taking a drink

"TJ youre drinking too much you need to slow down"

Cyrus motioned towards the beer bottles on my bed and I scoffed.

"Look I dont know what Amber told you but shes delusional"

"Show me your hand"

"Why"

"Just show me"

I put my hand out, I still havent cleaned it so it looked a lot worse than it felt. Cyrus sighed and walked into the bathroom, he came out with a washcloth and some bandages.

"Youre going to get an infection if you leave it like this"

I watched as he cleaned and bandaged my hand "I dont know why you care so much dont you have Mr. No-Name to catch up with?"

"TJ why are you acting like this? I told you Im not into him. Either way you have no right to be all jealous"

"Im not jealous"

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angrymuffin16 · 7 years

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all the questions? only if you want to lol

Fuck yeah! Thanks so much!!!1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?The only person I ever wanted to have sex with actually lol2. You talked to an ex today, correct?Don't have any ex's lol3. Have you taken someones virginity?Nope4. Is trust a big issue for you?Oh yeah definitely. It's hard for me to open up, because I think that people won't love me5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?Just saw my bf yesterday6. What are you excited for?Currently... moving in with my boyfriend, which will probably be next month. 7. What happened tonight?I napped after work, ate snacks and hung out with my family a bit, texted my bf and talking about things with him, but he went to bed, so I'm just on tumblr and listening to music now, lol not much obviously.8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?Eh idk no, just people getting wasted in general probably lol9. Is confidence cute?Sometimes, yeah I guess. 10. What is the last beverage you had?A monster11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?Like maybe 4? My bf and a couple family members probably.12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?That's like all I own lmao13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?I have a work meeting thing ugh14. What are you going to spend money on next?I need some new clothes, so probably that I guess.15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?Indeed. I'm going out with the only person I've ever kissed.16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?Yeah probably. I hope to be a bit more mature and taking better care of myself and more independent17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?My boyfriend18. The last time you felt broken?Lol yesterday and today probably 19. Have you had sex today?No lol20. Are you starting to realize anything?Starting to realize that I'm terrible to myself and it affects people important and close to me.21. Are you in a good mood?Not really.. no22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?... No. I'm afraid of large bodies of water anyway lol23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?No. My dad's are brown and mine are kinda hazel 24. What do you want right this second?A break from work and people... and just to sleep and be with my bf. Also, money... But I always want that25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?Honestly I'd be so heartbroken I couldn't function. Actually it'd be worse than that probably. 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?Yeah, but with highlights27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?No definitely not. I'm mostly attracted to someone's sense of humor, so I honestly couldn't date someone who couldn't make me laugh. 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?Idk probably something odd my brother said lmao29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?My boyfriend. And especially since he keeps going to sleep before me, I get all lonely and miss him more cuz we usually text and call each other more at night.30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?Ehh... Idk probably not31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?Not at all 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?Yep lol33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?HAHAHA. No. I live off of soda at this point34. Listening to?Danganronpa 3: Despair opening35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?No I really don't like pencils36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?Yeah lol. Unfortunately he's not with me though37. Do you believe in love at first sight?Eh.. yeah probably38. Who did you last call?My doctor's office lol39. Who was the last person you danced with?Can't say that I've danced with anyone40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?Cuz I love him41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?Honestly can't remember42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?Nope43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?Yeah lol. I especially embarrass myself in front of my bf of course44. Do you tan in the nude?Uh.. I don't tan in general lmao45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?No46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?Nope47. Who was the last person to call you?My boyfriend48. Do you sing in the shower?Sometimes yeah lol49. Do you dance in the car?Yeah probably lol50. Ever used a bow and arrow?Probably? I can't really remember51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?Idk.. I hate pictures of me being taken52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?Yeah usually not my thing53. Is Christmas stressful?Incredibly. I stress so much over Christmas. I never know if what I'm getting people is enough or if they'll like it and if I'm being fair to everyone. And then the stores are fucking insane and people are fucking rude as hell and everything pisses me off lol.54. Ever eat a pierogi?PIEROGIS ARE FUCKING FANTASTIC OMFG55. Favorite type of fruit pie?Not a big fan of fruit in dessert, personally. But I guess I'll say apple56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?A vet as a young kid. And then ever since I was like 12 I've wanted to be like a detective or some kinda crime job57. Do you believe in ghosts?Yeah kinda. I'm pretty superstitious lol58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?Yeah kinda often actually, it's very odd. Sometimes I have moments where I'm like "did this happen before?? Or maybe I dreamt this? Wtf"59. Take a vitamin daily?I have to take prescription vitamins to live, so yes lol60. Wear slippers?No61. Wear a bath robe?No62. What do you wear to bed?Hmm it depends on the temperature. Sometimes I wear pajama pants and a t shirt cuz I'm fucking cold. Usually if I'm sleeping with my bf, then just big t shirt and no pants, cuz I'll probably be really hot. Just depends on how cold I am usually lol63. First concert?A Panic! At the Disco concert. That was almost 4 years ago64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?Fucking Target man! I love target65. Nike or Adidas?Neither lol66. Cheetos Or Fritos?Hmm cheetos probably. Well my favorite is cheddar jalapeno cheetos. And if not those kind, then I'd say fritos67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?Neither, no thanks!68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?I don't listen Taylor Swift lol69. Ever take dance lessons?No70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?Not really71. Can you curl your tongue?Yep lol72. Ever won a spelling bee?Lmao no73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?Yes. Happened many times. The times I can definitely think of is when my boyfriend told me he had a crush on me, or when he first told me he loves me 74. What is your favorite book?The Perks of Being a Wallflower is still important to me75. Do you study better with or without music?With definitely76. Regularly burn incense?No77. Ever been in love?Currently in love! Lol78. Who would you like to see in concert?Linkin Park and Caravan Palace are two that I'd love to see.79. What was the last concert you saw?Panic! At the Disco, almost 3 years ago80. Hot tea or cold tea?I prefer cold usually81. Tea or coffee?Tea. I don't like actual coffee flavor, but I love cappuccinos and such. But coffee and the creamer hurts my stomach, so I prefer tea82. Favorite type of cookie?Chocolate chip83. Can you swim well?Not really. Havent gotten in the water in probably 6 or 7 years.84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?Yes85. Are you patient?Not at all.86. DJ or band, at a wedding?Hmmmm... I dunno. Probably band?87. Ever won a contest?I don't think so?88. Ever have plastic surgery?Nah89. Which are better black or green olives?Jesus Christ no olives at all, thanks.90. Opinions on sex before marriage?I have no issue with it91. Best room for a fireplace?Living room 92. Do you want to get married?I didn't used to want to, but I think I'd like to someday

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