#i must lay down now

[tabooiart]

well of course you have a thousand all seeing eyes which one can never escape. and pronouns.

#my art #fanart #starkid #team starkid #nerdy prudes must die #npmd #npmd fanart #blinky #bliklotep #lauren lopez #IM DONE. I DID ALL FIVE OF THE CLOWNS. NOW I CAN FINALLY LAY DOWN AND DIE!!!!! #theyre gonna be my header. put too much time into these portraits for them not to be

[b4kuch1n]

I actually for real feel like my phone's scanning quality has dropped monumentally while I was away on thing so that's a fun thing to figure out now. anyways

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #answering of ''sure'' whenever they ask ''are you gay'' strikes again #gods. genuinely at least on the export the quality of these dropped like to half. whats up with that #sorry if these are impossible to parse #anyways. scribbled these during ''holiday'' ''vacation'' ''getaway''' #sometimes it really is the simple things. hallucinating vividly about the casual life of a pair of teens to survive being in a car for 6hrs #WITH da family #so glad I picked up scribbling on paper again. I actually got stuff to do digitally today and!! literally it feels so much cleaner #like I feel like I relearned a bunch stuff doing traditional ink again for a sec #but yeah. u guys should know by now how much I think about food as a concept #took 3m off last year to write about it in fact. but now Im just microdosing by drawing langa #I'm also actually so insane about reki being a scaredy cat it's so. something. it means so much to me #this of course means koyomi is a jumpscare champion. among siblings that are close in age there must be #the one who sleeps in the lower bunk. and the one who ties a doll to a string by its neck and lower it down to be next to the others face #'why is that so specific' no further question. thank you #gods okay. I need to lay the fuck down it is now my time. to be in bed #Im onto some real exciting stuff rn! and when this piece is done I'll return to ink for a sec #so uh. ink comm maybe not this week. but the next #happy late labor day! seek and destroy. have a good night

[cygnus-is-tired]

Invoking the Names

#I DID IT #NOW I CAN FINALLY LAY DOWN AND DIE #(sleep) #this took way longer than intended #if Wiggly or Blinkys eyes look weird it’s because there actually glued on top on the paper #because I hated the way they originally looked :) #grace chasity #npmd spoilers #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #my art #water color #traditional art

[bylertruther]

not to start psychoanalyzing or anything, but the reason why mike cares so much about el needing him instead of el loving him is because he already knows that love isn't enough. his family loves him, but they don't need him and that's why he's invisible to them (in his pov as the black sheep). he equates being needed to receiving attention, being visible, and thus having value in the eyes of someone else and purpose that he otherwise doesn't have.

#mine #mike #mike analysis #byler #oh my god girl help i can't stop thinking abt michael and the effects of childhood neglect #he takes on the role of the nurturer bc he figures if he can't receive comfort himself then he can at least participate in tht connection #and intimacy by giving it to others. he takes on the role of the leader bc he otherwise feels aimless and it makes him feel Strong and like #he's actually good for something. like he actually has value and is needed by other ppl who are looking to him now. etc etc. hm. #laying down on the ground staring up at my ceiling crying silently like mike must have when will left for california hbu

[100percentdirtball]

maybe it’s because i’m a faggy little writer and not a woman of faith, but i really really thought the point of the story about isaac and abraham was just to make you really live inside a man who spent three days walking with his son knowing that at the end he would die, and waking up every morning for the rest of his life and looking his son in the eyes and knowing that he was willing to kill him. how is this not a horror story.

#like i am being told that maybe the point of the story is #to have faith in god because god has a plan for you #and in his love for you would not induce you to do murder #but i just can't stop thinking about the sorrow in abraham's eyes #how the angel appearing must not have come as any relief #how when the angel says do not lay a hand on your son how abraham must still have felt himself damned #since he knew himself now to be a man that would lie to his son #tell him god will provide a lamb but knowing that god already has #that god has given abraham but a single lamb #an only son who he loved so dearly #i cant stop thinking about the walk back down the mountain towards the land that suddenly the lord has promised to abraham and to isaac #and how cold comfort it must have been

[torgawl]

can i can i kiss the palm of your hand sir

#I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS OFFICIAL SGWNWHWJWUWJIOQOWOJESJWUQKWJEJEH #the first thing i saw when i opened twitter today.... i need him to marry me #i can't believe they let men have tiny waists #this will be the end of me #like why does he give me the urge to take care of him 😭😭😭😭 i need to kiss him softly and hug him and make him feel the most precious #oh aventurine we're really in it now #i didn't think i'd go insane over seeing morning aventurine grasping the sun while laying down but here we are #lucky is the person that wakes up everyday and sees such beauty #which is no one because he isn't real which is like unfair and at the same time understandable no physical man could ever reach his heels #his skin must be so soft #weweeieiueeieowiwpoe crying sobbing

[enchanting-grom-fright]

did u know

#i don’t know when i but i’m taller it must be something in the water #i grew up here til it all went up in flames except the notches in the door frame #my recurring dream i’m at the movies i don’t remember what i’m seeing the screen turns into a tidal wave #when the speed kicks in i go to the store for nothing #the house where u lived with snow white i wonder if she ever though the storybook tiles on the roof were too much #the drugstores r open all night the only real reason i moved to the east side #and here everyone knows ur the way to my heart hear so many stories of u at the bar #either i’m careless or i wanna get caught #i can’t open and forget how to talk bcs even if i could wouldn’t know where to start wouldn’t know where to stop #close my eyes fantisize three clicks and i’m home #when i get back i’ll lay around then i’ll get up and lay back down #i know i know i know #like a wave that crashed and melted on the shore not even the burnouts r out here anymore #either way we’re not alone i’ll find a new place to be from a haunted house with a picket fence to float around and ghost my #friends no i’m not afraid to disappear the billboard said the end is here i turned around there was nothing there yea ig the end is here #and now my feet can’t touch the bottom of u #of somebody who loves u more #so i will wait for the next time u want me like a dog with a bird at ur door #and there’s something i’m supposed to say but i can’t remember what it is #and if and if i could give u the moon i would give u the moon #u r sick and ur married and u might be dying #i would do anything for u i would do anything i will do anything #laying down on the lawn i’m tired of trying to get in the house i’m thinking out loud #i’ve been playing dead my whole life #i hate ur mom i hate it when she opens her mouth it’s amazing to me how much u can say when u don’t know what ur talking abt #i feel something when i see u #bcs i don’t know what i want until a fuck it up #i’ll climb through the window again but rn it feels good not to stand #day off in kyoto got bored at the temple looked around at the 711 the band took the speed train to the arcade i wanted to go but i didnt #called me from a pay phone they still got pay phones it cost a dollar a minute

[thiamblogger]

i have not yet read the book, but i did just watch the movie and i think it was perfect. apparently other's don't agree...

#rwrb #the movie was everything. #they are just- i can't- #😭😭 #i cried. #i laughed. #now i must lay down and die.

[actualbird]

// spoilers for dreams of childhood event story and also my thoughts

guess who finally finished the story? me!!! and my verdict?

ooOOOHHHHHKAY THIS WAS A GOOD ONE....I REALLY LIKED THIS EVENT STORY...

of course ever since the beginning i was like "okay stellan stone is absolutely already dead" but the reveal at the end on how and why he passed away rlly tugged at my heart strings because of how close/similar it is to what luke experiences. the protector in the shadows, the unsung hero....of course luke didnt fess the truth right away, aside from the reason explicitly stated in the story, this whole thing also hit close to him

sidenote: there it is again, the staple of event stories where the one the team is supposedly helping has already been gone from the start. and while it's a bittersweet concept, memory and hope matters.

im a sucker for this theme, im never gonna stop loving it, because it's an active rebuttal against the cynicism of "what's the point of helping now?" the point is bringing happiness and closure to the people who are still here, the point is that even if theres things stuck in the past that cannot be changed or undone, theres still joys to be had in the present and future. im emotional abt this, can u tell?

and ooOOAOOAOAOOUGGHH, THE TEAM CARING ABOUT EACH OTHERRR YES YESSSSSSSS //clapping w tears in my eyes

this is what im TALKIN ABOUT, PEOPLE!!!! no matter how much the team bickers or squabbles, at the end of the day, they are all good people. and good people care. and theyre always gonna have each other's backs...

im REALLY emotional about this, cAN U TELL.........

okay last thing for me to be emotional about: their wishes for children

i am quite sure somebody else has pointed this out before, but all their wishes connect so well with their own experiences...

luke who lost his biological parents at a young age

marius who had to deal with the unfair accountability of being blamed for his mom's death and also many more von hagen worries

vyn who was so frigging lonely growing up and did not have a good example of love and good hearts in his early life to look up to

artem's took me a second but then i remember his connects well to the plotline of his 2nd bday card story (which we dont have on global yet) but SPOILERS: somebody he looked up to became corrupt and he had to take that person down

just in case it wasnt clear the first two times i said it: IM REALLY EMOTIONAL ABOUT ALL OF THIS......

I WISH THAT TOO, MC.... GOD......

#tears of themis #okay now i must lay down and collect myself. grief narratives intertwined w hope always get to me... #apologies my thoughts r all over the place this time around. life busy brain hurts...but this was a nice reprieve from life stresses #tot spoilers

[willowser]

i miss bakugou

#i hate it here #why is he asleep on his birthday #i know it's not his birthday anymore but i'm sad NOOWWWW #laying face down in a puddle dni #today is also the last day of my mini vacation 😭 #and i must return to the shadow realm 😭 #now I HAVE TO GO INTO THE BOX 😭 #gonna answer asks today sorry for the flood LOL #✿ shut up willow

[rosicheeks]

hi Princess

i hope you are doing well

please tell us a little about your new job with the doggies!

#here are a few pictures from today 🥰🫶 #I have SO many pictures now it’s crazy #I should probably go through them cause I’m sure a lot of them are blurry but some are gems I must say #my favorite parts are probably when my yard is quiet and calm for a little bit (usually at night) and I sit down #and usually a bunch of them come rushing over to sit next to me #I can’t tell you how much I love it when a puppy lays on me or sits on my lap #it’s the best 🥰 #there are definitely a few challenges to the job but I’m sure I’ll be able to deal #the hard part is it doesn’t give me enough hours and I don’t think it’ll be enough $$ either #so I’m gonna have to find another job which really really sucks #I’m already so exhausted with this one idk how I’m gonna juggle another one on top of it #but I need to figure out a way to get my own car and move out of my parents place #I love my parents so much but why can’t they just let me be me? #my friend literally said it sounds like they’re putting me on a leash and that’s EXACTLY what it feels like #not gonna get into it but it’s been rough lately #life hasn’t been the best so I’m sorry I’ve been so quiet lately #haven’t replied to anyone in awhile #but thankfully work has been good and I’ve been able to meet some amazing angels 🫶🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️ #I just wish it paid better #also gotta figure out a way to wear my headset so it doesn’t trigger my migraines cause that’s been a struggle #really really REALLY hope one day I’m able to get my own puppy but at least for now I get to take care of other dogs 🥰🥰🥰🥰 #ask #thanks for asking 🫶

[transmascmaryjanewatson]

if i see one more mike wheeler hate club joke/mike wheeler hate club adjacent meme, tiktok or post in general, i’m going to start swinging. i cannot take this shit anymore!

especially on tiktok. i’m a mike wheeler defender time and time again. STOP THIS MADNESS! i’m sick of it still continuing! it’s infuriating.

#i will lay my LIFE down for mike wheeler if i must #i never found the jokes funny. i just found them mildly irritating at first. now i can’t stand them at all #i would go to bat for mike and will no matter what #byler #mike wheeler #st #richie and his stupid little posts #no stranger to these things #crazy together right <3

[reginrokkr]

Me: contemplates to turn Skirk's blog into a multi so I can try my hand at HSR muses and add a certain character

Also me: 💀

#◟༺✦༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊ #shakes fist real loud #why must it be like this #why djfhjg #I guess this is H.SR telling me to sit down for now huh

[nimue-hidden-lake]

No. Don't look at me like that... Don't look at me like that! I'm not blushing I'm not! No! Totally not!

I lied. I have actually melted.

#Nimue's Beloved #Sweet Words #Also why must Gentaro look good in anything he wears!? This hits different! In a good way! #Augh! This is making me weak! I'm on my knees! Do not smile at me like that! #It's as if he invites me to lay down with him on the grass... And he knows I'd give in and join him! #Sorry I just... Squealing... I go back playing my games for now! #f/o community #fictional other community #self ship community #selfship community #self shipping community #selfshipping community #yumeposting #f/o gush

[possumkingluca]

finally listened to will wood's explanation of tomcat disposables after just... not doing that (i don't have an excuse i listened to it multiple times just never actually went and got the full story) and uh yeah i get it now sorry for being late to the sob fest guys WHAT THE FUCK i am never going to recover from this actually

#william woodiam why do you hurt me this way :( #:((((( #“Is there cheese in the great beyond? Rinds of parmesan” ???? #“Not one bite smaller or lesser than yours” ???????? #“Do I belong in right and wrong? Nature I guess” ???? #“My dreams were finally reality My struggles had a happy ending They must want to be friends” ???? #“My stomach starts to turn With thirst why does it hurt?” ???? #“So I stumble back to bed Something's not quite right Guess I'll just go rest my head” ???? #“Now as I lay me down to sleep I expect no dreams And no sweet goodbye to me” ??? #“Flatline in the morning light I held on so tight For so long it's just not right” ???? #SIR...... #I am going to VOMIT......... #i didn't know the story behind it and I didn't understand why people were crying over it............... but now........ NOW........ #i've yet to cry over a song but god damn this might be the one that breaks me #“Is there cheese in the great beyond? Rinds of parmesan” and “They must want to be friends” hurt me the most i think actually #will wood #in case i make it #tomcat disposables #possum rambles

[soupernatural]

cas theseus, crowley pirithous, dean heracles

#crowley testing cas and instead falling for him. dean rescues cas and leaves crowley behind. theres so much #i've theseus posted before but i was wrong then i'm right now #• #a short intermission on this the day of my mary’s birthday #the real way to do this is crowley hears deans tales of cas and is like. this guy is nothing. he’s nothing. watch i’ll prove it. #and he challenges him and they fight and it’s just a metaphor for gay sex and they lay down their weapons and form a Bond Forever #we could also make dean helen but that’s. a whole separate issue. bc then we couldn’t do this : #cas and crowley imprisoned and dean sent to save them but can only free cas and his Purity and must leave Crowley behind #it’s soooooooooo compelling #zo.txt