#i need to pass out but im not tired

[absurdumsid]

turns SLIGHTLY evil

horror -> Sour_Apple_Studios

#ermm #mild warning ? #eyestrain #tw eyestrain #eyestrain tw #horror sans #horrortale #undertale au #sans au #sid art #i need to pass out but im not tired #guess ill just. lie down. or smth

[rosesofenvy]

GoldenFutureAU Arc 2 ‘Keep You Safe’ Chapter 4 is posted!

Collab with @sha-biest - exclusive art in the fic! Check out the previous chapters and the #goldenfutureau tag for more content!

#rottmnt #rottmntfanfic #goldenfutureau #goldenfuture #sbrecollab #envy writes #rottmnt mikey #yall im so tired it has been a WEEK #but I was excited to get this Mikey focus chapter posted! #I hope yall enjoy #I need to go pass out now

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

What if Barnaby accidentally cut himself or something and Butterfly Howdy just started to suck on the wound for the blood as Barnaby just stood there and let it happen

i love that but puppets do not have blood <3

#ohhhhh my god im so tired im sorry this is such low quality im #falling asleep at my desk... #but this was too funny in my head to leave until later #It Did Not Translate As Per The Usual Oopsie #but hey... barnaby tried his best.... #scribble salad #yassified howdy <3 #ohhhh ok thats why i like this whole 'butterfly howdy is Full Cryptid and drinks blood thing' #its like. werewolf + vampire in a blender w/ some added Flair thrown in #blood drinking animalistic monster... yeahg..... #ok im exposing myself i need to go Sleep goodbye goodnight #gonna pass out to thoughts of barnaby trying to connect with feral yass!howdy etc etc

[sluckythewizard]

[PUT INTO PLACE, TIED DOWN AND ARRANGED, AND IS NEVER THE SAME, AGAIN.]<-listen to my favorite songs. VAMPIRES ARE WONDERFUL ARENT THEY. THE FLESH IS SO MUCH MORE DURABLE. SO MUCH STRETCHIER THAN HUMANS. THE STRESS DOESNT KILL A VAMPIRE THE SAME WAY IT DOES A HUMAN. YOU CAN TAKE THEM APART THREAD BY THREAD AND LEAVE THEM WIDE AWAKE WITHOUT WORRY OF THE BRAINMATTER SPOILING UNDER VINEGARY AGONY.

#cw gore #WEEEE WHIPPING OUT ALL MY BELOVED PIXEL HORROR GAME SOUNDTRACKS FOR THIS ONE #STILL A WIP #SORTA. FORKSFORKSFORKS INSPIRED ME TO START WORKIN AT IT AGAIN. AND NOW IT LIVES. IT LIIIVEESS!!! #MOSLT.Y ATLEAST. I MIGHT MESS W IT MORE LATER. WE SHALL SEE. ANYWAY GABRIEL MONTEZ HUH. WOW POOR GUY #THERES A FASCINATING FEELING THAT COMES WITH BEING ON A OPERATING TABLE.AND BEING IN IMMENSE PAIN #ONE OF MY FONDEST MEMORIES IS LAYING ON A DENTIST CHAIR. SHAKING AND INVOLUNTARILY CRYING AFTER MANY MANY #NEEDLES TO MY THE MOUTH. I METABOLIZE THE NUMBING STUFF QUICKLY APPARENTLY. THEY NEEDED ALOT OF NUMBING SHOTS #BUT I WASNT AFRAID OR DISTRESSED. THE DENTIST WAS VERYVERY NICE AND ALSO UH. PRETTY. BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT #THE POINT IS. THAT IT WAS FASCINATING TO REALIZE MY PHYSICAL RESPONSE TO PAIN UNDER A CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT #I DIDNT KNOW HOW EASY IT WAS TO SHAKE AND TO CRY PRYVIOUS TO THAT EXPERIENCE.MY DENTAL ADVENTURES CONTINUE #THEY CONTINUE TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE FOR PAIN TO BOIL AWAY THE TIME. TO DISTORT THE PASSING HOURS AND CONSUME EVERY THOUGHT #DO YOU REMEMBER PAIN? THE MOST SEVERE PAIN IN YOUR LIFE? NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE RED LIGHTS? RED LIGHTS AND SHIFTING FIGURES #NOW WILL YOU IMAGINE PAIN UNRELENTING.PAIN WORLD SHATTERING.PAIN IMMORTAL.CAN YOU IMAGINE BEING PULLED APART #THE HUMAN MIND CAN ONLY WITHSTAND SO MUCH PAIN BEFORE IT SHUTS DOWN AND HIDES.IT NEEDS TO PROTECT ITSELF AFTERALL. PAIN CAN ALTER #PAIN SHIFTS THE CHEMISTY OF THE MIND OF THE FLESH OF THE SOUL. FOR HUMANS ATLEAST. BUT YOU ARE NO LONGER HUMAN #YOU CHOSE OTHERWISE DIDNT YOU BOY.BECAUSE YOU WANTED MORE.STATUS.POWER.APPROVAL.SECURITY.SAFET.Y. #OHHH YOU CAN WITHSTAND THE PAIN FOR THAT. FOR ALL THAT. YOU WERENT TOLD THERE WOULD BE PAIN BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WERE PROMISED. #ITS ALL WORTH IT IN THE END. NOW LETS JUST HOPE SOME BLONDE TWERP DOESNT PROVE TO BE STRONGER THAN THE STRONGEST PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE #LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. I LOST MY TRAIN O THOUGHT #anyway dawww poorr gabeee that shit probably huuurrrrtttss but so much time has passed that your body got tired of screaming and squirming #why havnt you passed out yet? maybe you might as well have at this point. like sleeping with your eyes open and your nerves awake #OH HEY FUNFACT ABT THE ART. I FOUGHT W IT ALOT. TOOK A LONG WHILE FOR ME TO BE REMOTELY HAPPY W THIS. #i was thinking abt pixel horror video games when i made it.just as i do with all great things ofc ofc #i love you pixel horror game i love yooouuuuu.i struggled so much w the colors for so LONNGG UHGHGHGH but im finally happy...im finally fre

[todayisafridaynight]

matrophobia

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masumi arakawa #masato arakawa #snap sketches #oh my god im going to pass out but my tag ramble is necessary. like especially this time #i was just gonna draw his Actual mom but then i wanted to get saucy with it. also i miss drawing wolves but theres a purpose i promise #ive loved wolves since i was a kid since theyre like. family-oriented and shit. of course a lonely loser ass kid gonna think thats cool #when i think of wolves i think of family- which is what you should think of with your mom right #but a lot of people know wolves are monsters so. ysee where im goin with this one #the flowers and thorns arent Just Random i Double Promise: i snagged inspo from her flower shirt #i originally had the roses be purple to highlight that buuut i didnt want any more color aside from red #did i have anymore notes..... i dont think so. thats all i had to explain :) this is mid ik i just needed it done tho im TIRED #OH HER MULTIPLE EYES its supposed to be inspired by her necklace :) the third eye has a purpose im too tired to explain rn tho #the jo alternative was more depressing since i wanted to put emphasis on his feelings of inadequacy in that #BUT i figured hey. let me have a /lil/ happiness today right. i can do that at least let me draw that at least #ignore the fact i got more bad news while drawing this and almost abandoned it as a result but we push through :) #in any case. im subjecting arakawa to more horrors tomorrow i guess sorry king youve had it good too long. i GUESS #to round this off. Obligatory Vent Portion because myyyyy GOD. i have nightmares about my mom every night #its been that way since like. february- ive always had nightmares bout her but theyve ramped up since The Event #and for the most part i just wake up tired and despondent but sometimes the nightmares just make me wake up gasping for air #like i was TRULY just fighting for my life then and itd been a while since i had a nightmare like that #and just. coupled with how trash my months been. and now that im comm free.(dm me;) ) i figured id express the soul a bit #alright NOW im done. im pretty sure. goodnight everyone come back for part ii of. whatever this was #IM ALL OUT OF TAGS NOW LMAO THATS EPIC ok bye fr

[lupismaris]

Sometimes self care is having a very stern talking to with the wounded scared parts of yourself that don't want to do the hard and difficult things and reminding them that nothing will get better if the hard and difficult things aren't even attempted

And then as a reward you promise to buy those wounded parts of yourself an entirely hot pink/pastel pink practice set if they agree to do the work required, as a little treat

#my doctor hasnt cleared me for the pitch yet so I haven't been practicing or playing yet this season and it sucks #i went to nola to support the team and did so! but i still felt out of place and forgotten about because i wasnt playing #i was rooming with players and the majority of them were very self involved (semi derogatory) which i wouldn't fault them for #if it hadnt been so deeply exhausting and so constant even after the tourney. but it is what it is i was there for them #im just tired of always feeling like the forgotten 'oh right and the other james' and feeling unwanted which isnt true #i have a place with the ferals even with my illness its my wounded ego causing issue. just cause the rfc coach was passively a dick #doesnt mean i need to pass up a wonderful opportunity for play time and friendship. ill have a chance to play with the guys #in time and ill have time to socialize with them as well in time #but i shouldn't squander an opportunity just because im wounded and bitter because of old traumas #besides more time to get fundamentals ironed out #so im ignoring my doctor somewhat and km gonna start practicing this week #lightly. just light stuff you know. cardio and working with the ball maybe since i shouldn't be on the heavy bag yet #and then next week ill buy my practice set and customize it as a Bribe to myself

[ra-vio]

semester is almost over. im dying

#my oc #rune #mori #i have a project due tomorrow and its finally scared me back into drawing #even though i should be working on this project but im SO SO SO TIRED #i went on an outing like 2 weeks ago the same week that i walked everywhere cause i was desperately #trying to get my taxes done but thats a different story but the point is i was walking a lot and i went on an outing where i stood all day #and then i had to go to class the very next day thinking i was fine but i wasnt. #and that same day after i walked across the city because i absolutely had to pick a thing up. i think the same week i met up with my mom #a couple of times but i was walking the whole way there. my point is that for 2 weeks straight i have been rigorously walking everywhere #and on my feet all the time with little breaks in between and my feet fucking hurt man #i need this semester to be OVER i need to sleep for a MONTH #but i cant because i have to scrape together SOME of this project and finals are next week #this class this project is for fucking sucks. all semester ive been teetering the line between pass and fail #and its not even my fucking fault. im so burnt out so i dont want to do this project. but i might fail if i dont #i need to at least demo it but i have like. one thing done and i dunno what to tell my TA about i #how do i tell my TA and prof that everything is too much for me so i absolutely could work on this project #my laptop is broken so im afraid to use it. the server kept going down last month so i was afraid to use that #so many stupid little things keep piling up and i'd sound really weird trying to explain why i cant do my work #because my desk is on the floor and it makes me really sad so no i cant do my hw. my fave candy has red40 in it so i had to stop eating it #but now i cant do my work because i was using it to help me focus on my hw. LIFE SUCKS BRO #anyway whatever happens. i cant wait to play video games again

[acaesic]

is it just me or is feb 23 is taking years and years to get here. its so close but so far away

#THIS IS HELL. IM IN HELL #seriously though i cant believe it. it was october a month ago wdym the whole album is coming out officially in 12 days.. #uaahahghhhhh #im excited but also this SUCKS THE DAYS NEED TO PASS FASTER MOTHER OF GOD #UUUHHHAGGHYHHHUHGHHH #I JUST WANT IT TO BE OUT SO I CAN HEAR THE SONGS AND SO MY VINYLS CAN FINALLY START TO SHIP AND I GET TO USE THE DECODER THINGAMAJIG #AND I CAN DANCE TO IT AND HUG MY SIGNED VINYL COPY AND HOLD IT IN MY ARMS FOREVER AND EVER #IM JUST SO TIRED OF WAITING MAN😞 #sadness aside #im SO excited for us to all spend the night spamming the dash and flooding each others inboxes with keyboard smashes and panic and joy #there is nothing worse than the days leading up to an exciting event i will tell you that much #idkhow #chase said something alright

[jikangairodo]

as expected of a mature, adult nanami rp-er I have opted out of boops because I don't like to have any fun

#[ooc] #im calling myself out #for being a killjoy #while boop shaming everyone/j #i signed up for 2 more events #i need to be taken out #like in an assassination way #not the cute date way #i aint playing around #how could i pass up #higuruma week tho #im already so tired #jdgshdgsffsg #tbd

[neonpigeons]

the worst part of the year has arrived. allergy season 😑

#im already so tired and out of it and the allergies just ramp it up x100 #just passed out nearly dead for 6 hours. at 9 pm. what the fuck #and please I don't need advice. im already on medication. I've heard everything. god just hates me #ari speaks #my fockin sinuses....

[khihi]

they should make it so girls who spend a whole night crying over period pain get free plane and concert tickets forever and ever

#anyway. #i need to vent into the void for a second #and then hopefully peace out and pass out bc im so tired #havent had period pain this bad in a lonngg while i hate it here #you know what the pain itself would be fine but the nausea #the nausea is the worst part because i Cannot take any painkillers #im improving now but fuccckk. pain bad enough to get you googling appendicitus symptoms #fuck this so much good night #or yknow. good morning #/personal #/vent

[janiedean]

i got to this age without becoming an hypochondriac i’d appreciate not starting now

#bleh #its one 24 am im fucking wide awake with anxiety on fifteen different fronts #and i need to get a thing checked that is giving me major hypocondria vibes that’s yeah good #/s #it’s not even mid march can we fucking NOT #personal for ts #exactly what i needed to not give myself more reasons tobe tired #not that i did anything to cause the thing but eh #i just hope when i pass out i pass the fuck out until tomorrow #b l e h #just utter bleh

[bunnihearted]

🤧🐀🌧️🌊

#need to clear my head; #im in such a bad mood. my face is in a perpetual angry state. im just so so bitter nd pessimistic rn #trying not to get stuck in negative chaos thought spirals nd to just take it as it come #nd be patient bc recovery takes time i know. but i havent been able to feel healthy or functional for 7 months nd i am so tired #i cant help but worry abt my health nd what kinda diet i can have nd how to work all of that out. #like the removal of the gallbladder dont ensure a good digestive system. they remove it bc it can irrepairably hurt u #also im so so stressed out abt school nd my courses. i already had to drop one last week. nd it isnt looking like i'll be able to pass my #eng class.. it just isnt looking like it's realistic at all :/ i personally dont mind if i fail. but i can get issues w my wellfare hmm #bc like im still feeling rough nd u only get sick leave for one week after surgery.. so i have to go on thursday nd friday but im gnna #be in pain plus be so hungry nd be unable to concentrate idk #idk idk!! im already willing to take out loans to finish my upper secondary school.. but i have to make it work w timing nd stuff so im not #sitting here unable to pay rent or the bills or food lmao. so idk have to fix it somehow #nd the pressure of this country rapidly declining state is stressing me tf out!! having nazi conservative rightists in the ruling is just #dreadful!!!! for many reasons but atm idek if i can do distance classes like i wanted to :// #i just.. wanna be able to go for my long walks. go to the gym. eat normally. have coffee. study nd finish highschool. #then apply for whatever program i can nd move to another calmer city. prob eventually find a path to move to another country. like norway.. #im thinking too much but my thoughts are spinning nd killing me like i cant stop it im so scared nd anxious lmao 💀 #im also trying to be brave and write to the psych clinic for personality disorders nd be upset nd 'beg' them for help ksksksks. #but like... the thing abt having avpd is that i kinda dont wanna bc im scared of the possibility of them helping me lol #im just in a low place nd bad headspace and it's just getring worse nd im getting more nd more tired #i dont have much more energy to keep it together nd pretend like im ok or like i have hope lmaoooo idk what to do #anyway... idk idk guess i just gotta .. keep crawling forward anyway i can

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

i like how lighthearted im saying that as if it isn't something that fucks with me constantly lol

#me when i cant think so i cant contribute anything meaningful to what im doing or whatever #i just #i know its 9pm rn so like obviously but im so tired. constantly. #i feel so empty like someone poked a hole in my head and squeezed all of me out like a juicebox #and like i wish i could think and have ideas and just say anything mildly interesting or even correct #but all i can do is just point at shit and hope someone else picks it up for me #and like god i know being a teenager just sucks and this too shall pass #but does it have to fucking go on so long #swearing cw #cw vent #aethers rants #personal posts and stuff idk #sorry im normal now i probably just need some sleep

[ghostbonetv]

That generation really did loose huh?

#ranboo #ranboolive #generation loss #genloss #genloss spoilers #art #my art #its 1 am help im so tired fuck i need water and like sleep #i am very proud of this and happy with how it turned out #ok im gonna pass out now

[butchdykekondraki]

i like how you can kind of tell when my sleep meds start kicking in because i just start fucking. going crazy about scp. and kondraki specifically

#[ren] #going to be totally hoenst i have NO clue if its ren speaking right now. and i havent for like 30 minutes #just like. taaking a wild guess that its ren. she was in front last but whooooooo fuckign knows. #oh god im so fuckign tired jesus fffucking christ. i need to pass out for many hours