#i still love you Zach!

[gaybearwedding]

hi hi hello i have been gone forever due to various reasons such as “work” and “mental illness” and “having developed a kpop hyperfixation that has been occupying most of my attention recently” but i need everyone to know that i saw off book live twice last week (in philly with a friend and then in nyc with my girlfriend) and it was truly so everything. i didn’t get many pictures but i did get a few and none of them are very good but one of them is of jess’ amazing stool balancing act and that’s all i need really

#flow of the rings a volcano story i love you forever and ever #tryin’ the musical i love you also #also i asked a question during the talkback at the philly show :] #if it gets released as an episode and you hear someone named will asking about the hedgefrog logo that’s me <3 #i want to be active on here more i miss it #i’m thoroughly enjoying being a little unhinged about kpop with my friend bee (the one i saw the philly show with actually) #but it does make a little sad that i haven’t been as fixated on zach and jess lately #they are still everything to me though don’t get it twisted #it’s very much a Special Interest TM so i will probably have other z&j phases #but regardless i do enjoy this silly little corner of tumblr #and i love that pibe has like Actual Fan Content now it’s beautiful #and i AM going to finish and post my malpal fic i PROMISE i just. don’t know when 😭 #accidentally wrote an essay in the tags whoops #anyway i can’t promise i won’t disappear again but i’m gonna try to be more active #mine #off book #play it by ear #pibe #zach reino #jess mckenna

[commsroom]

it is a little funny to me that zach valenti is a vegetarian and seems generally health conscious, considering that doug eiffel is... not that. the opposite of that, even. eiffel would say french fries should count as a vegetable. eiffel thinks ham & pineapple pizza covers all necessary food groups. eiffel has a meat & carbs & grease based diet, sustained by a quick metabolism and an iron stomach. and he is like aggressively american; eiffel is the guy they make novelty fast food items for. there is nothing in this world he wants more than a burger that is also a pizza. doritos® locos tacos and baja blast. that radioactive looking flamin' hot cheetos mac and cheese? he would eat that. no question. that guy loves koolaid flavors that don't even resemble artificial fruit.

#wolf 359 #w359 #doug eiffel #a little while ago horus captain-lovelace said like. 'guy whose favorite flavors are colors' and that made me laugh so much #literally. men will eat nothing but taco bell and bang energy and still ask for a . well you know #eiffel looks like zach to me with a few key differences and one of those differences is that he does NOT take care of himself #triple white chocolate mocha with whipped cream ... disgusting sweet tooth on that man. he loves the slop #anyway i love that in character AMA zach did but some of the answers are so funny because it's like. don't lie to me #that was a zach valenti answer. doug eiffel has never even eaten an artichoke in his LIFE i wouldn't count on him to identify one #eiffel knows good bbq though and has a surprising tolerance for spice i believe this is true. he is not eating vegetables.

[ectonurites]

SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR KEVIN PHILLIPS

#tragically had to skip the 'are you afraid of me' exchange i love at the start bc. this scene is Long #super dark times #josh templeton #zach taylor #sam edits #btw i'm firmly in the 'Josh didn't kill John' camp. bc to me THIS scene is the point that... makes the most sense as Josh's breaking point/ #'villain turn' if that's what you'd want to call it. because this is really when Josh... sort of 'officially' loses Zach. from early on in #the movie it becomes clear how much Zach is like... an anchor for him—the way Josh is just fucking *chanting* his name in distress during #the Daryl accident. The way Josh begs Zach to believe him that it was an accident. The way Josh turns to Zach for answers/clarity/direction #Like even if we want to take a cynical approach and think of it as Josh just latching onto Zach in the Daryl situation because he was There #rather than that being an established thing w/ them... in the aftermath of that same incident Josh is still looking to/depending on him! #Josh self isolates at first... but after they talk & Zach tells him they shouldn't act weird Josh goes back to school. (yes #he lashes out there because He's Dealing With The Crushing Guilt but *all* of 'em are acting off then—Charlie specifically calls attention #to the idea they all probably are) Josh goes to the party just like Zach said they should and is *visibly confused* when Zach seems mad to #see him there. He goes to Zach's house to talk and you can SEE how caught off guard he is by what Zach says. Even though the script version #of this scene is VERY different from the final version I do think this one bit of description from it is... insightful: 'Josh seems sincere #almost vulnerable. But Zach is too focused to see it.' LIKE in this scene Zach is already convinced Josh has lost it! He's trying to act #more neutral about it (claiming they could just 'draw a line') but we saw his phone call with Charlie. Because of his own guilt-fueled #paranoia—something shown pretty clearly through the assorted dream sequences and like tht scene of him walking in the hall hearing people #gossip about Daryl—it seems like everything lines up too well! that '*of course* it's Josh and what if it's *been* Josh all along and well #then the role *I* played in the situation really isn't *my* fault because it was all *Josh* and...' etc. even if that's more subconscious #But like... this scene is really when it hits Josh! from the moment he asks if Zach's afraid of him now like... there's a shift. although #Zach says he isn't... i mean he fucking stumbles on the word 'afraid' (like... he hangs on the 'f' sound a moment too long to sound natural #its very subtle but like Noticeable). But Josh sees right through him. Zach doesn't trust him anymore. Zach thinks he's the bad guy. the #monster. Josh feeling like he lost the last person he had in his corner feels like the most realistic thing to... push him over the #edge. like that's a compelling tragedy to me—the idea that these two poorly coping with the Daryl situation in these separated ways where #they *aren't* talking/communicating ends up CREATING the feedback loop that makes everything get worse and worse. #But for that to be the case... it wouldn't make sense for Josh to have just randomly killed John before this scene. I think it's a more #interesting story if certain things really ARE just coincidences but it's that Zach's paranoia won't let him see that 🤷

[takaraphoenix]

appreciation post for Zatanna Zatara in her wedding dress in Zatanna Vol 2 #6 Married in Vegas (2010)

#Zatanna Zatara #SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL #LOOK AT HER HAIR #I love this art style #and the dress IS TOO #the lil details #Zatanna Vol 2 #DC Comics #Phoe Reading DC #I am in love with her #since the marriage to the soul stealing bastard didn't work out #do you still have the dress? are you free????? #honestly my fave from Vol 2 so far not just for her in that dress #I also loved the Zee Zach team up it was so nice seeing them work together

[shinyelectracey]

okay... if everyone talks about toodles that literally appeared 5 seconds in the series...

why nobody talks about him?:

I mean... just look at him

HE'S BEAUTIFUL

#wild kratts #let the rhinos roll characters #now that I think about it... he looks like rex :0 #well since #I already have another character that I know I will never see again but I still love him 🤙 #zach why do you make zach bots so handsome? #we have to find a name for him #like with toodles #I'm sure they started calling him that just because at the end he said: tootles! #zachbots

[alebrijediscordico]

I FORGOT I HAD DATA,,

#@ MY FRIENDS I MISS YOU I LOVE YOUUUU #im doing well so far but i still fear the horrors to come ;; (plane) #also specifically @ cal n nap im fucking shakin you. thank you for the fics but :devasted: the found family.... my god my heart ;;;; #zach barks

[bitofthisandthat]

Leosami for our little crossover corner of the rpc @reanimatedmuses

#reanimatedmuses #🛠️ASAMI SATO🛠️ #{ MY © ART } #C: Leonardo Hamato #WILL YOU STILL LOVE ME WHEN I GOT NOTHING BUT MY ACHING SOUL? || ASAMI X LEONARDO (reanimatedmuses) #V: STILL HEIRESS; STILL DEBUTANTE; STILL NOT DADDY'S HELPLESS LITTLE GIRL || ASAMI IN NYC ROTTMNT VERSE #rise leo #rise leonardo #{ I won't fill ALL tags because frankly K/or/ra people scare the crap out me and Zach so } #{ Legs are annoying as is proportions when you smoosh people I still think this is p ok for a FAST draw-ring } #{ And when I've NEVER draw rottmnt characters before ever this picture so I NEED PRACTICE. }

[jokerislandgirl32]

Thriller Night: A (Very Small) Wild Kratts Halloween Fic

This is a small fic I threw together last minute, it’s not the best, but it’s been in my head all day, I hope you all enjoy it! It picks up in the part of Creepy Creatures where Paisley gives Zach her paving bill.

Important things to note: This fic contains my Ziolet ship in a limited format, but they are mostly platonic in this (dancing together and being fluffy and cute is as bad as it gets). The only other tw or cw to note is the song lyrics of Michael Jackson’s song Thriller and the imbedded video for this song, some of them involve themes of death and other spooky scenes (I totally was not inspired after seeing one of my kids dancing to this song today, the little kid was rocking out 😂).

Paisley appeared in front of me, holding a paper out to me with a frown on her face. 

“What’s this?” I asked, snatching the bill out of her hands, squinting my eyes, and bringing it close to my face to read the fine print. 

“My paving bill,” she stated smugly, turning away from me and walking down the steps before she heard my response. 

After seeing the staggering figure, I pulled it away from my face in horror, I dropped my arms by my sides in defeat and crossed my arms, moaning, “awwww…worst Halloween…” I threw my hands by my sides and shouted, “EVER!” 

“How’s it the worst Halloween ever?” A voice whispered behind me. I jumped slightly thinking that maybe the Scary Animal Mansion really was haunted, but I turned to see another small, slightly less annoying, light-haired female standing beside me: my assistant and partner Violet. She was dressed in a vibrant black, blue, purple, and pink flutterby, or was it butterfly, costume, complete with wings and antennas. 

“Oh, it’s you…” I intoned, realizing Violet was the one who’d snuck up behind me. I relaxed for a moment, before I realized she’d snuck up on me and scared me, then I turned to her and screamed, “WHY DID YOU SNEAK UP ON ME?!?!?”

She held up her hands signaling her defeat, “I’m sorry Zach, I didn’t mean to sneak up on you, I’ll leave you alone to stew in your defeat.”

She started walking away from me, but I grabbed her hand, “wait Violet…” 

She tilted her head and looked at me questioningly, I took a deep breath and forced out an apology, no matter how much it pained me to do so, “I’m sorry, I’ve just had a bad Halloween…”

“Well Halloween is not over yet…maybe we can do something to…brighten your mood?” Violet stated as she snapped her fingers, and a Zachbot arrived with my Count Zachula costume neatly displayed on a hanger. 

I smirked upon seeing the costume; I leaned down to face her, “I thought you had to….mend it…”

She blushed and bit her lip pulling the butterfly wings around her arms, “Well, ummm, yeah, I already did while you were out collecting the creepy creatures…”

“Hmmm, well, what do you have in mind?” I raised an eyebrow and stroked her face gently with my index finger.

Violet readjusted her antennas and stood up on her tippy toes to press her forehead to mine, she peered into my eyes and said “hmmm, there is something…special…I had in mind…something I’ve always wanted to do…with you…”

I snapped my fingers and demanded the Zachbots dress me in my Count Zachula costume. Violet squealed in delight and clapped her hands at the transformation. I pulled her to me, taking her left hand in my right and splaying my right hand against the small of her back. I nodded to her, indicating I wanted to dance, and I spun her with me on the porch of the Scary Animal Mansion, “and what is that, my dear?”

“You’re going to think it’s silly…” she murmured, gripping my shoulder and turning her eyes away from mine, a small smile playing on her lips.

“Well, anything is better than the way the night’s gone so far…” I intoned, lowering my face to meet her gaze once again. 

She rolled her eyes and sighed, chewing on her lip in contemplation, “Okay, okay, I’ll tell you, but you have to promise not to laugh. And…we’re going to need the Zachbots…”

“What are you planning…” I wondered aloud. 

“‘I'm gonna thrill you tonight...’” Violet sang quietly under her breath. 

My jaw dropped in surprise, I knew what she wanted to do….

“Ohhhhh,” I breathed, “what are we waiting for? Let’s do it…”

VvvvvvvVvvvvvvvV

The Wild Kratts Crew and Wild Kratts Kids ran out of the Tourtuga after hearing the sound of creepy music coming from the Scary Animal Mansion. 

“What’s Zach up to now?” Chris asked the rest of the crew.

“I don’t know bro, but we better check it out, we can’t have the villains causing any more trouble on Halloween!” Martin replied. 

The group ran to the Scary Animal Mansion and saw the door sitting wide open. They looked at each other suspiciously and the adults walked into the mansion first. 

“Wait…” Aviva announced as they entered the mansion, “that music, it sounds really familiar….it sounds like…” 

“Thriller!” The adults said in unison. 

Upon entering the mansion they were drawn to the room Zach had previously used that evening, and they saw none other than Zach, his partner Violet, and at least a dozen Zachbots….

“Dancing?” Everyone asked aloud, and in response Violet looked directly at the group and smiled, she motioned for them to join her, Zach, and the Zachbots. 

She nodded and sang, 

“‘'Cause this is thriller, thriller night

And no one's gonna save you from the beast about to strike

You know it's thriller, thriller night

You're fighting for your life inside a killer, thriller tonight…’”

“Well, I guess we should join them?” Martin asked the group, and in response he and everyone except Chris ran in front of him and started dancing with what they had dubbed the Varmitech Crew. 

Chris stood watching the scene. All the member of the Wild Kratts crew were laughing and dancing alongside the Zachbots. Violet was singing the lyrics of the song, and she and Zach were in the middle of the group decked out in costumes. Violet, Jimmy, and Koki were showing the Wild Kratts kids the dance moves, and even Zach seemed to be enjoying himself. Well, he kept pulling Violet closer to him, and he smiled when she was at a distance he liked. Chris shook his head in astonishment, “Who would have thought we would have ended our Halloween dancing with Zach?”

Violet left the group momentarily to come up to Chris and grab his arm, “well, you very well can’t end your Halloween standing there, come on and dance with us Chris, we all can go back to being rivals tomorrow.” 

#wild kratts #wild kratts fanfic #wild kratts au #wild violet au #zach varmitech #wild kratts zach #wild kratts martin #wild kratts chris #aviva corcovado #koki wild kratts #jimmy z #paisley paver #violet varmitech #Ziolet #love zach varmitech #halloween #halloween fic #it’s still Halloween y’all #i hope you enjoy #i’m going to bed now #lol #it was a day #michael jackson #triller #Youtube

[undeniablycandycane]

When Zach said "I couldn't trust that I could be good on my own, that I could be loved on my own, and so I needed art to create value for me" I felt that in my bones

#listen man you can't do that you can't just call me out like that #my respect for zach is still growing #zach i love you so much #thats like one of my biggest issues to try and get over. its why i cry and freak out over writing and shit #time to be vulnerable i guess #i still do it to this day though it's not as bad #but sometimes I fear the longer I go without being productive the less people like me or care about me #and i will eventually fade into obscurity and my worth is gone! #haha funny little brain thing /sarcasm #zach kornfeld #the try guys #zach has gone through so much and I hope one day he is able to see himself as wholly valuable regardless of productivity #and i hope that for me too #the try guys documentary #the try guys legends of the internet #behind the try

[ambertpdpmasochistrun]

#CRACK #IT'S OKAY ZACH I STILL LOVE YOU #I'M JUST LIKE #SAD LAUGHING

[headbandsandflats]

just watched a full episode of grey’s for the first time in ...i think literally 15 years (bc zach gilford obvs) and it was such a bizarre experience. it was kind of like hanging out with a super dramatic friend i haven’t seen in ages - like, did i really used to hang out with you every week? on purpose? even though it left me feeling drained and bummed? and i did that for like three years?!

(side note, worth it I guess bc he was v cute and sweet and polite and burdened and with family issues bc this is the only part he ever gets cast in and he is v good at it)

#it’s also so funny bc this was prob like idk 4 generations of casts ago and it’s still got people I hadn’t gotten up to #i stopped watching just before BURKE left for reference #so roughly a billion years ago #anyway i def DID love it in the beginning #and will never forget the season 2 finale airing my freshman year of college and how you could HEAR everyone reacting in real time to it #anyway put zach in things i want to watch 2023 challenge #grey’s anatomy #greys anatomy #zach gilford

[spookyboywhump]

I miss PSA’s you don’t really see very many PSA’s these days

#maybe it’s just cuz I don’t watch tv and don’t get ads on YouTube anymore #I miss a good old fashioned PSA #the last ones I remember seeing were some anti smoking ones when I was still in school #the kind that made you go. why did you show me that. I am trying to watch my daily fnaf let’s play episode. #I did not want to see that. #but I watch Zach R on YouTube he does PSA icebergs and stuff like that I love it #I love people with niche interests like that they keep the world turning

[smolbeandrabbles]

Linzi’s 2022 Thank You Post

How did this come around so fast? I still remember making last years!!

So, in true New Year spirit this blog will once again be changing around in 2023... I’ve already started changing my layouts but there’s some other stuff coming 😁✌ Just gonna take me a while to figure things out! (No URL / pfp changes though, so - I’ll still be me!)

And uh, hopefully I might post some actual writing in 2023, because this year I posted exactly 2.

Gotta say thank you to The Band Camino. It’s always an incredible feeling to find a band that can articulate what you cannot whether you’re at your best or your worst, and this year they helped me through some difficult months... And to Starset, once again topping my most played artists, as they should! 😁

Anyways, enough about me! I would as ever like to say thank you to everyone for still being here! 

And especially to those of you that have put up with me over the course of the year through jumping around fandoms and all my DMs 😉

@mandy23b @sufferthesea @sagitariusrising - Thank you so much for everything in 2022 - for getting me through the lows and for being so many of my highs! Looking forward to where 2023 takes us already! ❤💜💙

Ahhh... we couldn’t close this out without doing what I did last year so, I present... my 2022 Men Of The Year! Yes, most of the characters I wrote for, no I didn’t post any so mayyybe in ‘23 you’ll see them?

#Pause on Adam again for NY but also some of his characters are here so... I do still be giving you some! #DISCLAIMER: Connor I didn't necessarily fall in love with - but development of his story + OC (and the fic I wrote!) mean he has to be here! #Not pictured: Charlie. Who despite qualifying with Fic Idea + Playlist came way too late to make the list. Maybe next year! Sorry buddy...! #Also not pictured: Modric and Corluka because I just couldn't make yet more rows. Godin is your sole World Cup 22 representation #BUT Croatia (and those two in particular!) were very important to me! #Godin also is here to represent all 5 Uruguayan players from 2010 who just completed their 4th and last World Cup. I will miss them SO much! #Some of them have reprised from last year! (or years ago!) which is always nice to see! #But tbh I also don't think my F1 men will change any time soon! #Fassy is here because Le Mans but honestly you can add Zach and Matt and anyone to do with Car 93 my beloved there! #I was NOT about to leave out Aston Wise ;)

[missavira]

I’m laughing to myself at everyone I follow blogging about Dark Road while I, a fellow and avid KH fan, have been in a Genshin Impact brainrot recently and haven’t even watched the DR cutscenes yet lol, I feel like such a fake XD

I’m just so obsessed with Genshin rn...

Speaking of which: new icon! Tighnari is my new favorite boy and I love him so much!!! ^.^ It’s interesting though, I feel like my love for him is different in a way I don’t remember feeling before. I feel like I usually pick my favorite characters. Of course there is still a subconscious attraction to them, but I mean that I will see a character and be like “you are going to be my favorite.” Meanwhile with Tighnari, it feels like he chose me instead. I didn’t have that immediate definite ultimatum. And yet, he has quickly become my favorite comfort character 😊 You know that meme of the hamster singing baby u r my ANGELLLLLL? Yeah that’s me with Tighnari ❤️

More rambles under the cut because nobody asked for this monologue lol

When I first saw his character reveal I did think he was kind of cool but I also wasn’t entirely sold on his design, and I knew he was a botanist/forest watcher but didn’t have any other insight into his character. Then I learned that he uses a bow and I am not very good at bow users lol. So yeah, I didn’t see him and immediately know I would love him or if I even wanted to pull for him. And yet there was a Tighnari tiny voice in my head that kept making me think about him and yeah the more I thought the more I realized I liked him and now here we are!

Now I think he is adorable and love his design (the only changes I would make would be to make his skin a bit darker and have his ears come out more at an angle like the fennec fox). It brings me a lot of pride and joy to have one of the only two dendro characters in the game rn (minus traveler) (I also have Collei but that’s not the point here). I actually love that he uses a bow because before I got him I didn’t really have a main for a bow. I have been using Amber only because she was my highest level archer, but now (even though I have him on the field already) when I need to use the bow I’m like “Tighnari you’re up! :)” and he's actually really fun to play! I like that his skill taunts opponents so I have time to aim lol and then there are extra arrows that auto aim which is so nice omg. he has a really quick cooldown and energy recharge too so I can almost just spam his specials *sigh* he is amazing! I also really love the dendro reactions, they are so fun and powerful!

In terms of personality, I love his balance between being sweet/caring and snarky. I just love that he is genuine and honest in whichever form that takes haha. Also I thought he was going to be more focused on just botany research, which he still does, but he actually seems more driven by ecosystems and conservation, which is something that is very important to me and being in the animal/conversation field, I can relate to him in that way. But also his feelings toward academia - that it is an important contribution to science but one he personally wishes not to dedicate himself to and even gets a little frustrated when it feels like that’s everyone’s only priority and wishes others could understand his ambition of instead doing active hands-on work in the field - is SO extremely me and I respect him for that. And he’s also a leader which is admirable. But the thing is that he’s not a leader because he has to be (like a military captain or something) or because he wants to be. Instead he is a leader because just by being himself and doing what he would naturally do, he inspires others and they look to him for guidance. A true role model. And despite not asking for or working towards that leadership, he has the knowledge and capabilities to be worthy of the role, steps into the role graciously and confidently, and does his best to do his best at the responsibilities associated with it, which to me is what is truly admirable. As someone who struggles with self confidence, nerves, doubting my abilities and feeling underqualified (esp when put in a leadership or presentation role), Tighnari is truly inspiring to me and I wish I can be confident and qualified like him someday.

I decided to pull for him before Sumeru was released so I saved my primos for him, which was a good thing because he took 80 pulls -.- but there was never a doubt in my mind that he wouldn’t come home. I mean, he asked me to come home. It just took a little while for him to be ready haha, but once he was home I immediately grinded for materials to level up/ascend and put him in my teapot and set him up with decent the best artifacts I have and just made sure he was comfortable and loved and appreciated 😊 and everything just feels right in the world that he is home.

I have so many favorite characters and I’d say quite a few of them are comfort characters to an extent. For female characters they are often those who I wish I could be or who I hope I am. For male characters they are often those, and I'm embarrassed to admit it even though I know I’m not the only one (I mean that’s the whole point of otome games isn’t it), but who I am drawn to romantically and have looks/personality characteristics I admire irl. And they help me feel valued, loved, and appreciated in the void that is my irl love life lol. But Tighnari is different. Not that he doesn't have those qualities, I just mean... Despite relating to him in a few ways, he isn’t a character I 100% self-identify with, and I don’t swoon for him yet probably. I just love who he is. He is so precious and makes me very happy and I want to protect him at all costs. Out of all my faves, he feels the most comforting of the comfort characters. He is THE comfort character. He is my new best friend. He is everything ❤️

#avi's thoughts #personal #did not mean to get that deep into my thoughts but there you go lol #the tighnari confession nobody asked for 😅 #just wanted to write my thoughts down for myself mostly #the fact that I even wrote all this is proof of everything I said because... #I don't think I've ever written something like this or this long for any other character #tighnari my beloved #I love you #baby u r my angel #Update: Honestly the VA drama was really upsetting and hard for me and accepting/get used to a new voice was a challenge #But zach has done an amazing job and I'm glad he has been brought back to life with a new voice #And now its like 'we worked through it together and are even stronger/closer because of it' 😊 #so yes I still very much love my boy 💚

[ary11y]

Y baila lento, flor morada...

Que me recuerdas a mi amada.

#“and dance slowly purple flower #'cause you remind me of my loved one“ #idk why this reminds me of chris #maybe considering that he lost his sister #(HELP I'M SO USED TO CALLING MY SISTA SISTA THAT I ALMOST WROTE SISTA INSTEAD OF SISTER) #anyways i am now relating “purple flower” to zach because his main color is purple and because he tries his best to help chris once he- #-realizes what's going on #and yknow #his sister always was there for him when she was still alive #also she comforted chris similar to how zach comforts him (zach is just more harsh with his comfortingness #comforting people isn't his thing ok) #anyways taggy time #bugambilia nasa histoires #songs that are rotating in Ari's head

[hecksupremechips]

Rebecca gales has bpd she told me herself

#rebecca gales #the letter #the letter visual novel #listen im new here im not exactly a knowledgeable cookie here about bpd but the more i learn the more im like. inch resting #cuz for starters its like idk if it all applies to me but i find a lot of it very relatable #but when i think about rebecca i think it definitely applies and makes a lot of sense just like the way she feels emotions #shes got so much complex feelings about the people she loves shes very caring and loving #to the point where they feel its too much to handle alsjks like i love how cute she is with isabella when shes worried #she squishes belles face to check for injuries and she pulls isabella into her lap and pets her hair and sings for her #and always gets her food and worries herself into the ground to make sure isabella takes care of herself #and then with ashton hes definitely her favorite person she sees him like a prince charming and remembers everything about their #relationship like her way of showing love is definitely by remembering things and paying attention to how people feel and what they want #and then zach even though they arent as close she still helped him with his movie and she defends him when his movie gets hate #like in such an angry way he tries to brush it off but shes like NO NOBODY GETS TO TALK TO YOU LIKE THAT #and same when luke is shitty to him and tries to steal his camera rebecca lets that guy have it #and with luke even though she does hate him shes the only character who makes him see the good in himself #and she lets him know that hes fully capable of changing and being a good father and person #shes just so loving but at the same time so easily has a split where she cant stand anyone either #she thinks isabella is obnoxiously immature and is jealous as fuck of her and she is very quick to fight with ash #because he just doesnt show his love for her like she does for him and thats just such a problem like #that feeling that youll always love someone way more than anyone will ever love you and it makes her really upset #and like sometimes her feelings just get bitter so quick and at inappropriate times like when shes mad at isabella while shes fucking #in a literal coma because ashton is in love with her and not rebecca and shes just so like wrapped up in her own feelings there that she #completely disregards the entire situation and ashtons grief because she cant think about anything else she just cant help it #so yeah i think its just the way she feels emotions very strongly and switches between them very quickly that makes me think hm maybe #something is going on here 🤨 and i just love it i love her i love how shes just a character whos just like #got all these complicated feelings but shes still loved and gets to slay penis and simply exist as a complex person