#i think ive amde more

[bittwitchy]

its not exact but i did come to a certain realization

nix’s shirt is v v similar to taytays in ikywt lmao

#circle core #i think ive amde more #gifs of nix than most others for friends to get content sO #but i am kinda laughing ngl i havent seen the ikywt video in awhile #n kust skipping thru n saw sb made an edit from it #and its like ‘wIt was that nix’s shirt #twchnjcally this video was like 2012/2013 so…. ig taytay did it first but #if we wanna be really nitpicky im psure its a version of a shirt worn by a 70s rocker so #which wouldnt sjock me tbh anyone who knows taytay knows shes a fan of the emos and shes even made nirv/anna ref sbefore sO LMAO #girls a massive emorock fan #anyways im gonna try to go back to slepe but km also waiting dor srupid apple to call me #’oh we dont think its a bettery issus’ orly. change the battery and we’ll see if ur right #bc I think its a battery issue and as someone whos dealt w yalls shitass battery issues for YEARS. its a battery issue #also: shorts similar not the same. nix’s circle is smaller #but her tops also a tighter crop top version so #not even meant to be a crop top tho u can see the spots its been diced thats arguably uhhh… its not really work caused either #bc thatbwasnt work it was essentially kidnapping but proper terms is offensive to the T app #who like to block my normal posts without reason #and insont wans give them reasons when i finally do amke bew shit

[roguescum]

fully understand you not answering this but what do you headcanon for jimbei's genitalia situation? penis or claspers?

anon im about to say something absolutely fucking unhinged

IF YOU DONT LIKE WEIRD KINK DYNAMICS. DO NOT OPEN THIS ASK. GODSPEED

i dont think about jimbeis dick because i think he is an ace daddy dom. yeah i said it. now you may ask now hang on What in the everliving christ do you mean by that but heres my thoughts:

first of all he does not have Sex or do things with sexual intent per say, but hes a dom in the sense of rank, giving orders, and being the one to issue punishment/praise

his go-to method is praise and positive reinforcement but uses it just sparingly enough that it becomes cocaine to do whatever he says. even nami will occasionally go out of her way for Jimbei Praise. its just that good

that being said he is also the one to deal out punishment for bad behavior, but he only needs to do it Once. zo/san do not fight as much anymore but for two very different reasons

he is the highest ranking dom in the hats. jimbei can dom anyone but No One can get jimbei. "oh but what about--" yues. yes he could. next question

he is the Only dom luff will EVER listen to. luff is otherwise the ranking dom (sorry. he does not take orders from anyone ever) but jimb has seen him when he was most delicate and their dynamic is an extension of that trust/his relying on jimb

again hes not interested in sex or romantic acts, but the Emotional intimacy of being a dominant

when the crew call him "boss" thats daddy. im sorry. but im right.

tldr: jimbei probably has a dick but he doesnt even need to use it

#IF YOU DONT LIKE WEIRD KINK DYNAMICS. DO NOT OPEN THIS ASK #ask #one piece #jimbei #one piece fanart #allhats #i have a feeling unfortunately i will post more about this so ive amde a tag now so it can be blacklisted instantly if desired #you opened pandoras box and now you must peep the horror that is my freaky group kink headcanons #i will not lie i have been thinking about weird kink dynamics for months now. the layers. the hierarchies. the emotional contexts..... #yeah there is radium in our water supply. sorry

[damiemontclair]

Is it ridiculous to think maybe this whole hospital thing and related business has mildly traumatised me? Is it ridiculous that I want to write about it in excruciating detail, just get the experience out on paper, on my blog, somewhere? It feels dumb but I want to write fic about it. I think it'd fix me.

#Still haven't really properly cried tho I am kinda tearing up as I write this #I'm not having a good mental health time rn ngl #The callous way some of the docs treated me; the way their sole focus was on reproduction without a single care for the hormones... #The generally terrible way I deal with surgery/post-surgery #It wasn't. As bad? The last few times? #I think I've also made myself forget a lot from the first 2 times #3rd time was more traumatising. #This last one tho... I never stayed for more than a night at the hospital. I never want to stay at a hospital ever again. #I never want to have surgery again #I swear if I have to do that again I will have my panic attack before they even put me under #It was so painful this time and people weren't listening to me at all when I told them the iv wasn't sitting right anymore #Nurses and doctors kept dismissing my opinions and wishes and needs.... #It was like as a patient you're less than human. #My arm is still bruised from where they fucked up their blood draws... #I'm so tired but I can't seem to rest #I'm so full of emotions but I can't seem to let them go and *cry* #Its like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop #Pls ignore me amd my rambles I'm just. Not doing too hot rn. #damie talks

[dirt-str1der]

Yaoi has poisoned all of your fucking brains !!

#Yakuza HATEblog #i dont want to hear about the new yakuza trailer where kiryu proposed to soemone he wouldnnever do that thats so scary #also they refered to sayama as the cop lady like please show some respect to her she didnt be annoying for you to forget her #ive become homophobic now because i hated seeing a particular post so much like that will never happen you are crazy #like no this isnt how kzmj can win they have never even once considered a future together because kiryus foreplanning ended when he lost #his brother and majima has spent half her life waiting for saejima to come back like they have more important things to worry about #and kiryu is not able to share his kids with anybody he cant simultaneously raise haruka with someone he has to either be a single dad or an #absent dad no in between and sometimes haruka is left parentless in the middle of that mess but its not kiryus problem hes driving cars amd #beating people up .... well he does care sorry for insinuating he doesnt ... he thinks about his kids every day #but i guarantee you he does not think about majima every day i swear it to you he does not care about her that much !!! i have to forever #stress this doesnt mean that he hates majima but it simply means that shes not his priority AND SHE WILL NEVER BE !!! kiryu will never #risk it all just for a suckle on that majiwilly like he doesnt like her that much ... if kiryu didnt even give majima so much as a phonecall #when he was ignoring her the entirety of y3 AFTER tossing her back to the wolves just so he can play house at okinawa.. hes not going to #suddenly realise that he wants to spend the rest of his life with majima hes going to be pondering how miserable he is while beating the #fuck out of people because sorry i didnt actually pay attention to the gaiden stuff is kiryu a hitman now or some sort of mercenary either #way its so hot that hes paralleled by y0 majima because hes so depressed and wants to kill himself and forced to wear a nice suit and do #things he doesnt want to while being kept on a tight leash like hohooho ... have sex with me ...!!! #im going to kill him myself to put him out of his misery if i have to ... just let kiryu run off to america and join the cia im kidding but #wait i just thought of him actually running off and sayama pulling some strings in the force to keep people from looking for him because #shes like a bigshot cop now ... i think she should be able to cradle him gently and keep him like a show cat #a shivering wet penis in the rain and she takes him in and gives him a loving home ... i feel a little embarrassed talking about hetships #but the concept of kiryu just being in her house and living with her is making me laugh like wow ... hes straight now.... like obviously hes #still not going to be like lets get married 🥰 but sayama would want to... i believe that she could forge their documents so kiryu isnt an #illegal immigrant anymore and she gives him an american name so john yakuza can become real ... its like a fake dating au but they really #arent dating theyre just having sex and acting out scenes from a kdrama but eventually kiryu will have to go back because hes so sad #without his kids and he needs to see them one last time to pass away peacefully. sorry i just remembered how much older kiryu was than #sayama like thats a bit funny ... like i still think kiryu should be into older guys or girls but like we cant always have that happen #like how majimas options for getting fucked by creepy old guys are getting lesser year by year because those old geezers keep dying and hes #old now too ... like theyre so old thats fucked. i know ive been saying how kzmj can never win but i do think majima should breastfeed kiryu

[number-one-hog-hater]

I need to see the script for shoots RCG I need it. Why is charlies so insistent on donald being everything mac ever wanted when he had at that point basically said nothing. Something Had to be cut that would have established that joke better.

#this is just for me but #Why would donald be everything mac every wnated #mac doesnt Want a father figure he wants His dad #he wants the dad from his childhood that filmed christmas #the dad that loved his mom #if mac wanted a father figure frank is right there #he doesnt just want a catch he wants his Dad and his dad is a masc dude so that manifests as catch #if luther liked cards mac would want to play cards #Donald is a stranger #donald doesnt even call him mac #even bunny and candy call him mac #that feels so purposeful that mac remmebers bunny n candy but charlies never heard of donald #that feels extremely intentional to show that mac amd donald are Not close and are practically strangers #idk its not about catch or wanting a father figure. it's about wanting your dad to love you #charlie started out with a. father figure then met his dad #and so i think charlie just doesnt grasp the difference esp cause mac started with a dad that was there #and kinda inplied to actually like mrs. mac in sunny Christmas #kinda going nuts about mac and donald and the family of it all and how frank is the gangs dad but more like an uncle for mac #i dont remember half the things ive said in the tags so if this doesnt make any sense thats on me #mac mcdonald #mac macdonald #donald mcdonald #hi its me gron and i like to hide my actual post in the tags

[littlechibs]

Hours later and I think I'm forever changed bc of ryuki

#i dont think ive really every cried the way i did for ryuki for any other thing #like i domt know how to describe it #it was just #i was just boohooing #thats the only word that really fits #i was just so sad over what happened to everyone and sorta? grieving? or something???? #and then we see everyone again and i started crying EVEN MORE #because for some reason seeing everyone again all happy and okay after what happened made me both relieved and EVEN MORE SAD #and i was just crying and crying #and theres this self soothing whine sound i temd to make when im crying simply bc im overwhelmed and upset #amd i was crying like that the whole time

[felagund-fiollaigean]

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#my mom asked me if i wanted to come home this weekend amd i said no cause i had too much to think about and i was chilling and didn't want #to have ti drive seven hours #but i didn't realize that for work this week our crew is driving four hours north for project checks #putting me < 3 hours from home #and suddenly ive never been more homesick in my life

[hollypies]

Artemis is a lapcat now???? Cat experts if you see this why is a cat who used to absolutely despise sitting on someone now trying to sleep on me everytime I sit

Btw there'd been like.. no change at all that would stress her out?? And she's not sick. Maybe she's just getting old and sentimental but she's only five so I don't think so🤔

Only thing I can think of is she had some springtails living on her but I took care of that problem. Not that the springtails were hurting her, they are non parasitic and the only reason they were here is because my dumb bitch of a brother had the thermostat at 78 in the middle of a heat wave. So. It was kinda humid in the house. Which spingtails thrive in!! After I finally turned down the heat they started hiding in my cats fur because warm. But they aren't parasites, so they weren't biting her. She was prolly judt itch !

Sorry for the rambling about bugs . They're judt neat

#holly rambles #cats #cat questions #artemis cat #my bby cat... ouyghh #listen. my first cat was a lap cat 100 percent of time #i really missed habing a cat sleep on me. #but also. im just kinda worried cuz its such a sudden change?? #like! she HATED!! sitting on people! she liked being near but not touching. now shes on me alll the time??? im just concerned #and again! nithing has changed in the household. #anwa. she doesnt have bugs anymore an is still sleeping on me #also dw i vacuumed and cleandd my room very well so theres no more spingtails #people tend to confuse springtails an fleas due to simular size and shape. but fleas are parasites ! amd springtails are not! #springtails are more kf a nuisance then harmful. most of the time when people think its fleas its actually springtails! #springtails come in a variety of color to #ok sorry thats enough bout spingtail. if anyone knles why cats can suddenly turn reallt cusdly and affectionate id lkke tk know #most things ive read are like. either im pregrnat or she is but literally neither of us are capable of having babies . shes been spayed

[daisybell-on-a-carousel]

Agreeing and saying yes to everything N says bc I don't know what he's talking about but I don't want ti hurt his feelings

#moon plays pokémon black #yknow posts ive seen in the far past made it seem that N was already your firemd during the ferris wheel ride #but no youve had like?? #1 and a half conversations with N #anyway i think N is fun like him #comes across. to me. as someone trying to make a friend and not really sure how #i just think he's neat #i would love to give more truthful responses. however. i genuinely amd truly #do not understand what hes talking about #maybe i should stop only playing thiis game. at night

[klonpa]

i sqear to god if i get covid a 3rd time from this stupid fucking job im going to quit the moment i get a positive test

#i cant bc i have bills to pay but jesus CHRIST #i dont think i have covid but interacted with a customer who was dubiously sick amd nobody here fucking masks 💥💔💥💔💥💔💥💥💔💥💔 #idk ive been coughing slighrly more oftej lately but this is probably moreso due to a suspected mold problem than anythijg else #Get Me Out Of Here #mine

[salemoleander]

The problem with watching twitch streams is there's a little switch that flips on in my head and suddenly I have to be G-d's Specialest Little Comedian in the chat

#amd the worst part is im good at it! i have a very high hit rate of ppl reading my comments #youd think this is good and indeed it does give me dopamine #but it just encourages that part of my brain to preen and go oh i am super funny. more attention please #i do not want to suffer from main character syndrome!! #anyways. i wrote 'they say hell is other people but ive been there for five hours and definitely haven't seen any people' #about joe hills wandering the nether roof #and he read it out and laughed a bunch #and im smug about that and i really wish i wasnt! actually! #salem chatter

[dirt-str1der]

Self shipping is always the morally correct thing to do

#Listen to my problems #sometimes self shipping includes the slow and painful process of getting killed over amd over by your f/o thats okay youll get him #eventually. orrr herrrrr (motivational speaker voice). #let me think hm theres been three guys ive loved enough to be this crazy over. self shipping is always correct #if youre not self shipping thats okay but if you want to you should you should draw yourself vivisecting him while hes squealin and giggling #you should write about the two of you biting eavh other until you hit bone you should literally kill him with a knife and them cry over the #body and then bring him back to life and do it again just so you can cry over the body again #you have to grip him by the shoulders and spit in his fave and use all the things he trusted you with against him and you have to make him #hate you you have to make him unable to forgive you then you have to make him forgive you then you have to apologise to him #and then. ohh and then you hit him with all that shit again but make sure you quick save before that because he might not forgive you again #you need to make him swallow pennies before getting into the mri machine and you need yo tell him that itll be okay smd you both know hes #going to explode but he does it anyway because he knows youre going to bring him back and he fucking loves it he wants to do it #oh he doesnt just love it hes addicted to it he wants it to happen and youll make it happen for him youll force it to happen even if hes #begging you not to do it again you can make him do anything you want. you can make him hate you if you want. if thats what he likes. you can #do it for him and you can do it for yourself and you can do it even if you both dont want it to happen you can make him get on his knees and #beg and then you can do it anyway and you can make him so angry that he hurts you right back and you can let him end it and after that you #can do it all over again if you really wanted to ... anyway you self ship to scratch an itch i self ship to scratch an itch everybody wants #different things out of the fiction they consume .. we should get more character reacts when you say youre pregnant but kiryu would be like #um. (blushes) wait is it mine ? <- and you can tell him anything and he’d have to believe it #god i need to go to bed ... wish i was playing yakuza rn ......

[delusional-mishaps]

got enough primos for a single pull after finishing the archon quest and went to wish, said out loud "please give me faruzan" then got wanderer c1 😭😭 63 pity too...

#PLEAAAASE #FARUZAN IS THE ONLY 4 STAR I DONT HAVE #GIVE HER TO ME!!! #IVE PUT WELL OVER 100 WISHES INTO THIS BANNER JUST GOR HER AMD SHE REFUSES TO COME HOME!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!! #YOULL GIVE ME C1 WANDERER AND NOT THE FOUR STAR CHARACTER????? #ive got three five star characters on this banner already please 😭 #i think its really funny that i got him in a single pull after naming his cross LMFAO #'hehe im naming you cross bcs you have the same story arcs as him' #'thats so cool tell me more *comes home AGAIN*' #LEAVE ME ALONE #im genuinely upset abt it too i didnt care for c1 scara i wanted faruzan.... #man 😭😭 #jesters ramblings #genshin #genshin impact #scaramouche #wanderer

[niceandbluept2]

no one besides me understands the acclaimed horror vampire series for 9 year olds cirque du freak the saga of darren shan by darren shan like i do . u all want to fuck mr crepsley but he is canonically ugly. u dont get it like i do like yes its funny vampire series but also its deeply devastating on so many levels and only i understand for why

#harkat mulds is my own personal blorbo #cdf #cirque du freak #my post #i mostly say this jokingly but also ive always felt a disconnect with the small fandom this series has had in the last ten years #maybe most of them read the manga before the og books or smth and that altered their perception #but smth abt the like . fanart and personification of the characters never sits correctly w me #like as someone who's been obsessed with it for 12 years amd revisits them frequently in my adult life i get smth out of it every skngle #time i reread it #it rly benefits from rereads tbh like esp as am adult bc u see so much that u missed as a kid that's disturbing abt them #like pjo is more popular and u know how we thought 12 yo saving the world was fine when we were at that age but as adults were horrified #like theyre babies. #i also think that in the like 20 years the series spans darren despite being physically still a kid v mich turns into an adult #like it almost reads more adult the further u go which is maybe intentional from darren the author seeing as he also writes adult fiction #anyway. im almost done w this reread and im mostly just like wtf i read this when i was 10 and steves out here murdering children like. #this shit altered my brain chemistry im sorry for the novel

[timeisacephalopod]

I was going through my old fics and ungifting them from someone I wish I never even met and I really do hate that she decided to integrate herself into my life SO HARD that two years after she decided to end our friendship over fucking text while informing me she didn't even like me the last 3 years she knew me I'm STILL prying her out of my life like a disgusting sticky thread that forcibly embedded itself there just to be a reminder of how much that person meant to me and how little I ultimately meant to her.

Anyway I like to hope two years later she's doing the same thing, except when she finds the sticky remains of me in her life she's at least got the benefit of knowing she chose that fate- I wasn't so lucky, and she wasn't the one who found out the last several years of that friendship was a sham either. Like yeah upon reflection Sarah reminded me more and more of her mother in A Bad Way and ultimately was loud and annoying and maybe not someone I liked all that much either, but I at least looked past that on account of I assumed she actually gave a shit about me 🙄. Will probably get Starbucks to sooth my Sad Feelings.

#winters ramblings #every time i think ive scrubbed my life clean of sarahs bullshit i find some other thing left to clean up #fucking typical she was a messy disgusting slob OBVIOUSLY itd take me years to scrub her disgustingness from my life #at least meaghan was like a 6 week Massive Purge and that dumb fuck was Perminantly Removed #sarah amd reminders of her are like fucked lil cockroaches who found all sorts of nasty little hiding places i keep finding #i thought i ungifted all that shit already but i did not so i ungifted whst i found #probably like 12 fics too like glad i liked you enough to gift you thousands of words and you gifted me lifelong trauma #amd even more abandonment and trust issues fucking awesome sarah hope you feel like dogshit about that for the rest of your life #the LEAST you deserve is the amount of pain you out me through

[groupwest]

Man this sucks. I am disappearing

#so my poppy had a heart attack he is in hospital and will either have to have a triple bypass surgery or more stints put in #I don’t know what to do :~( #I haven’t even seen him yet. everyone else has but I have to stay home and mind the dogs #I’m so worried so scared #and just #I can’t get anything for myself done. ever #everyday things get worse for everyone else and I feel like I’m disappearing. dissipating #like I’m invisible like I’m a ghost like my life is absolutely nothing #I can’t get diagnosed I can’t even go to the drs to get this implant taken out. my entire life means nothing and revolves around everyone’s #schedule but my own. I’m nothing #amd I know people care but not enough to offer help. even though all I do is help them. do I just exist to be used lol #like it feels like I have nothing inside of me no personality no will no autonomy. hardly even discernible feelings. #i don’t know what I want all I know is that I can give others what they want. I don’t know how to explain it it just feels so fucked up #anything I do want is impossible. I’ve given up on everything already. I don’t think I ever had a chance cuz Ive had no hope since childhood #I just want my family to help me again :~( did I use it all up? use all their caring up when I was a teenager. even tho I have nothing to sh #show for it. god I miss my mum so much #I miss my life so much #I miss every friendship I’ve wrecked and every person that’s left me behind. I rly hate myself and I rly want to change. #I just feel like such a ghost and I don’t know what to do #ok sorry lol. it’s fine #I just wish life would be kinder to us all