#i watch shit and yell into the void

[kindlythevoid]

One of the best parts of Fellowship of the Ring is finding out about Aragorn and Bilbo’s friendship. Like I’ve seen people talk about how they collaborated on the song together, but I have yet to see people talk about this:

“[Bilbo] turned to Strider. ‘Where have you been, my friend? Why weren’t you at the feast? The Lady Arwen was there.’”

Bilbo Baggins, The Fellowship of the Ring pg. 261

Like. Bilbo was definitely one of Aragorn/Arwen’s chief shippers and no one can change my mind about that.

#Help I forgot their ship name #aragorn x arwen #but anyway Bilbo and Aragorn is an underrated friendship that needs to be brought up more #Especially since Bilbo is actually one of the closest in age to Aragorn in Rivendell #only like 40 years apart #As compared to the couple thousand years of Elladan and Elrohir #you can’t tell me those two didn’t bond over the crazy shit in the last ~hundred years they lived through #or that Bilbo didn’t use “well I’m older” at least once in conversation with him #because Bilbo’s a little shit and has to remind Aragorn that he’s the youngest guy there before the Fellowship and the Council #just imagine Bilbo watching Aragorn and Arwen skirt around each other for 17 years bc they have to wait until Aragorn’s king to get married #kiki re-re-re-reads the lord of the rings #just yelling into the void #the lord of the rings #aragorn #bilbo baggins #arwen undomiel #the fellowship of the ring #tolkien quotes #quotes

[actual-changeling]

writing shit in the middle of the night is GREAT because i will read it four hours later and not remember a single word.

#alex yells at the void #i also have the rare skill of being able to rewatch shit i have already watched #and have it be pretty much like the very first time

[outofmymindbebacklater]

i love all the happy gay shows that are coming out (pun intended) recently, but when are we gonna get lesbians? and not as side characters to the gay shows?

I want middle aged women just living their best life and falling in love in some fantasy show about pirates or dragons or sth

#i know it's not gonna happen because the demand rn is for gay men and gay men are watched by the straight community but #but lesbians would be seen as just for lesbians bc straight girls can obsess over gay men and it not be gay but straight girls obsessing #over lesbians would be #and also you'd never see hollywood allowing middle aged women who aren't beautiful to be romanticized #because fucking patriarchy and sexism #but GAUD i wish it could happen #and i know there are lesbian shows but theyre so damn dramatic #i dont want drama i want funky lesbians doing cool shit having a good time #shera and the princesses of power #was the greatest for this #they were cool lesbians and bi girls living their life in a fantasy world and then they fell in love #rant: over #heartstopper #spop #ofmd #gentlebeard #good omens #yelling into the void

[tenderpoc]

the way people were talking about the baymax period clip are literally missing the point of the whole entire short of a young girl coming to terms with getting her period, how a lack of access to sanitary items forces a lot of people who menstruate to stop attending school/class and how people link periods to becoming a ~~woman~~ and project that onto young kids. but sure. a transman handing a personal care assistant robot a box of pads is PERVERSE HUH 

#like this baymax show is so fucking wholesome #if i have kids who get periods this is the kind of shit id want them to watch #yelling into the void

[anachronistic-falsehood]

anyway. am i allowed to say that yes aimsey is a good role player and they make really cool stories and i’m very excited for her being in purgatory, but i’ve always been kinda meh on them ever since they threw a little shitfit over the existence of bisexual lesbians a few months ago?? like it was kinda hypocritical that he was pissed over bisexual women who may also identify as lesbians, which is an identity that breaks the typical definitions of both of those labels, while also being nonbinary and a lesbian, which is also an identity that breaks the typical definition of both of those labels. ik it was a while ago, they did apologize and explain their reasoning, but it’s just left a bad taste in my mouth ever since

#whiskey yelling into the void #SORRY it’s just bothered me for a while #like people are going to yell at you for having an identity they don’t understand #and you’re going to turn around and do the exact same thing to people with identities you don’t understand #like you can’t exist as one identity people will be confused about while also pushing down other confusing identities #because we’re all weird degenerates at the end of the day in the eyes of homophobes #and i’d rather support people with contradictory identities than stand by gays who think i’m weird for identifying as a butch trans man #support weird labels they’re just WORDS who gives a shit we all die anyway and infighting is DUMB #i do think they’re a good person and they meant well it was just something that put me off for a while #and i can’t rly push past it and watch them again yk???? #if u still watch aimsey that’s cool tho!!! i’m not pissed about them having a fanbase i don’t want to like. cancel them or w/e #idk this is just me ranting i’m not trying to start shit and i’m very happy for u if ur excited for qaimsey!! i do like their rp characters

[kideternity]

A side effect of getting into digimon is that it’s like. Really made me appreciate Mechas more and robot designs? Combined as well with reading comics like Atomic Robo and then last week watching bang brave bang Bravern. For years my interactions with mecha media was like, Trying to force myself to enjoy transformers, and unfortunately I just don’t think it’s a media franchise for me and it really stifled my ability to enjoy mecha as a genre because of trying to pigeonhole into that. I suppose this is a very roundabout way to say that if anyone has any mecha recommendations hit an ant up about this. And that I've also started getting into gunpla/mecha model kit building- I've made two so far (: and I have another kit I'd like to make soon. If you wanna see pics send me an ask and ill dm them

#dinu yells into the void #dinu yells in the void #tbh honestly at this point this isnt even a comic book blog no more. this is just like. ants general im doing whatever the fuck i want blog #i should really redo my card to reflect that lol 😭😭 #but im lazy as hell #anyways. i think ive always genuinely liked robots #like i really love 853rd hourman whose like an android #i liked watching ghost in the shell #but i dont think i was ever properly hyperfixated on them or wanted to try and draw them like This Year #thanks to digimon #again no hate at all to transformers but trying to force myself to be a transformers guy really fucked with my relationship with mechas #or general robot media #i just cant make myself get invested in the lore for tf ) : im sorry #tf is like my lovely long distance friend that ppl i know are rly into but who i only know in passing and thats fine with me #im trying to rebuild my relationship w mech stuff hence the mecha model kit building. i literally just bought that shit on a whim tbh after #remembering gundam kits exist when going to comic con #but it was honestly really fun to do since ive also been trying to repair my relationship with sculpture crafts #via trying to make my own puppets and more abstract forms of sculpture #idk any of the lore for like gundams or mecha kits #so far my like buying philosophy has been getting the kits under 20 euros that just look really cute to me #maybe one day ill get into gundam for real. im open to any media suggestions! #anyways byeee i gotta get ready for the day

[monkeymindscream]

DO NOT LEAVE YOUR ENEMIES ALIVE TO PROVE AN ABSTRACT POINT!! KILL THE BITCH WHEN YOU HAVE THE CHANCE!! THE PLOT WILL NOT OFFER THE SAME FORGIVENESS/MERCY/WHATEVER BULLSHIT YOU ARE TRYING TO PEDDLE BACK TO YOU!! AND I SPECIFICALLY WILL BE ANNOYED!!

#this has been a public service announcement!! #NO I will not be giving context at this time!! #just know that when I'm yelling ''kill them!! stop being stupid KILL THEM!!'' at my screen #only to watch them be allowed to live and then IMMEDIATELY go on to stir up yet more shit #I begin yelling inarticulately!! #muttering at the void

[victastuffblog]

Holly shit. I'm so not ready for the new season of the witcher. Like. At all.

I was really thinking in not watching it, ignoring it fully to avoid making it Canon in my head. But it sounds like it's good?? I'm afraid???

Please lord let it be good. I'm so tired of having to ignore big chunks of the Canon just to get some joy of fandoms anymore.

#im yelling to the void here #like. i had to see so many spoilers to trust this part of the season to start thinking on watching it #but i wont do it untik the next part releases to see if it gets worse or noy #*not #im so not ready for henry to leave!! his geralt was so special #im honestly losing my shit rn

[shoeshineyboy]

‘;pisuaydoujkl;vvvvdfissssssssssxu8 0af

#i miss my friend lads #i was meant to go see him abroad but now i can't because i live in this shithole hell country that i can't afford to leave #so it's like!!!! i had something to look forward to while we're not rlly able to talk!!! and now i do Not have that!!! #i have a week off that i really wanna cancel instead!!! #yelling into the void that i am terrified things are gonna be irreparable because even though Nothing Bad Happened #i am unfortunately fucking insane and am catastrophising #the good news is i think i can fit botox in with my travel budget #and yes. it is a running theme with me that i consider cosmetic surgery when i'm emotionally distressed #this is insane. i am aware. i also remembered that i need to text my therapist back #ultimately. the issue is. i wasn't born rich. like 100% #i have had to work for everything i've got and that's basically nothing #maybe i am fucking sick of working for everything while other people get everything handed to them #i never watched gravity falls but that 'cheating at life' quote i saw on here earlier. yeah #sometimes i wonder why the fuck i work at all. i'm not working to get good things for myself i'm working to stay alive #and lads i am pretty fucking neutral with regards to that right now so WHAT is the point #shitting fuck #to clarify: that is related to living here right now #it's nearly half a tank of fuel to get to my parents' house #i have to fill up once a week that's almost £400 per MONTH #i fucking hate this country i hate how expensive everything is i hate how no one gives enough of a shit to act #i would LOVE to protest. but you can get arrested for that. and if i don't work i can't pay rent. i need my job #and rich people don't give a shit. we're just NPCs to them #and yes to clarify i live somewhere where peaceful protest is basically illegal :) #they passed that a few months back. police and fucking whatever bill

[glass-clown]

i open the monsterfucker tag

i see characters from the new avatar movie

i close the monsterfucker tag

#watching the movie is already cringe but thirsting over the characters? mega cringe fail. disgusting‚ even. #if ur gonna infest the tags with ur bullshit the least u could do is tag the shit correctly so i can blacklist it #clown yells into the void

[local-magpie]

gonna be streaming Mass Effect 3 tonight at 7pm ET, I think I left off on the last Quarian story mission so we're getting close to the end (minus obligatory side questing) - if you want to either get notified when I go live OR help me reach affiliate you can follow me on Twitch here. I'm only 5 followers away so I would be very grateful sgdjdkd

#me3 #streaming #yelling at the void #i promise my streams are fun #sunday dishonored might be more fun tbh #just bc me3's exploration is kinda boring to watch? #ill be switching to inquisition once i finish me3 tho #at which point its going to me jumping off of cliffs and doing stupid shit #when i play inquisition at home i whisper 'my name is alex and welcome to jackass' at least once every hour or so #if that gives you an idea of what im like #ANYWAYS #I HAVE VODS AND CLIPS UP IF YOU WANT A PREVIEW #im going to shut up now

[teaboot]

Feels weird leaving an ask, like I’m walking up to a sage on a mountain and asking advice but that sage is likely just some guy in his pj’s eating cheese. Anyway any advice for how to be okay with being perceived? It’s hard to not feel like everything I do whilst in someone eyeline is embarrassing

I'm actually eating Pierogi in the bathtub right now so this is perfect

Okay first off, currently working my way out of the wet paper bag that is Social Anxiety that once had me agoraphobic and melting down on my way to buy groceries, just so you know what you're working with

Care about how you dress, but not in like, a fashion way. Just a "I like how I feel in this shirt" sort of way. And not so much, "I look good in these pants so I will wear them to be perceived Correctly", as, "I feel great in these house slippers and when I feel good I'm confident and when I'm confident I give less of a shit what the haters might think". Wear what feels good. Cut your hair and do your face and nails whatever way feels good. Appearance is secondary to vibes.

Lean into the funny. I waited 10 minutes in line for a coffee order that had already been set out for me this morning, and when the barista noticed, we both had a good laugh. Five years ago that would have killed me. Now I'm glad these poor workers will have a funny story over their bland ass shift. When I was in retail that would have been adorable and hilarious! And so, my goofemup is a gift. I am full of blessings

Get louder and watch as nothing bad happens. Take up more space and watch as nobody yells at you. Wear brighter or skimpier or janglier outfits and bask I the glory that is "Nobody gives a shit except the nice strangers who give me compliments". Marvel at how far you can push the envelope before anyone so much as comments on it. This will free you.

Say yes to terrifying opportunities to be Seen. Karaoke, dance, improv. And if you can't do it sincerely, embody a caricature of yourself. It's terrifying and it sucks eternally and forever and ever and ever like hellfire until suddenly it doesn't. Then have fun.

Be honest. Not unkind, but blunt if you need to. "I'm having a bad time". "This kinda sucks for me". "I know you hate this song but you can deal with these last 30 seconds because I need it to live". Mostly people will think it's a joke but respect it anyway. God bless

Please keep in mind that I am flying by the seat of my pants here and this is just stuff that's worked for me. I am still a nervous disaster crying into the void. Good luck space cowboy

#Teaboot advice

[alissabyss]

#wow is it hard af to sleep alone and mostly sober #mostly sober because as much as I want to be full I’m scared of detoxing without medical supervision #but trying to use only as much to make me not sick #and yet the voices™ persist #love that tumblr is a place I can yell into a void about my shit #gonna try to get some sleepovers planned or something because I would like to sleep #and eat #idk what I’m watching I just wanted a light show to fall asleep to #been a hot minute I’ve had to use nightlights and tv to sleep

[anachronistic-falsehood]

THIS IS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE!!!!!

#tokyo ghoul #whiskey yelling into the void #I LOVE HIM I LOVE DERANGED MEN WHO BITE THROUGH SOLID METAL I LOVE MEN WITH COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF ISSUES <3 #could literally watch this clip like a thousand times oh kaneki ken i have missed u #if i saw this in middle/high school i would have flown off the handle #done an acrobatic fucking pirouette off the handle and won a medal or some shit

[kideternity]

Slowly trudging along on Frontiers. Have started watching it on x2 speed to speedrun the show. Most of my feelings are pretty /negative right now but I do find the way the digital world to be written to be compelling at least

#dinu yells into the void #dinu yells in the void #dinu watches digimon #digimon #sorry frontier heads. #but i am not getting anything out of this #outside of how the digital world + digimon themselves are written #ive been liveblogging all my hating instead on discord bc i dont want to make ppl feel bad 😭 #like im fine wirh liveblogging my criticism but id feel bad just straight up going This Shit Sucks Ass in main tags so ive been avoiding #doing so #maybe hopefully as i keep watching itll get better……? #idk. again i like how the digi world is structured at least #i really really like seeing like. actual society and communities and towns etc #with like shops and restaurants and even schools set up #a whole ass railway system even

[ambiguousgrass]

Omg the next mcc is so soon I am very excited ^___^

#grass yells into the void #block men #may have to vod watch because I'm a busy boy but still !! woo!! #cannot wait to watch tubbo win because he will win like actually #<- manifesting #now that I think about it idk if I want to watch tubbo pov or smajor grian philza wilbursoot team. hmmmmm #Idk might just have em on in the background while working :shrug: depends on how much shit I have to get done #grass cubito tag