#i’m seriously suffering

[i-l-arva]

Y’all consider me on fucking life support rn

Crying real genuine actual tears because they gave Sidon an ugly fiancée in totk

I’m going to need the x reader community to stand up and be there for me in the coming months I’m not joking

#totk sidon #Prince Sidon #totk Prince Sidon #sidon x reader #Prince Sidon x reader #zelda totk #totk #i’m seriously suffering #totk spoilers

[fellhellion]

i’ve been thinking thoughts and feeling feelings for a month straight help

#miguel o'hara #atsv #IS THIS ANYTHING I yell into the void #this isn’t a Miguel is an abuser post btw it’s more. as someone who suffered a household filled with domestic abuse #he fails Miles so ACUTELY beyond anything else as a man with this experience who lays his hands on a kid in anger #also yeah YEAH I’m gnashing my teeth at Miguel protecting Gwen from her father but then intimidating her when he’s lost his gourd #MIGUEL MIGUELLLLL GET IT TOGETHER MAN YOU KNOW THIS SHIT SO INTIMATELY CMON #seriously if someone had said George O’Hara during the Miles fight he would’ve had a stroke and keeled over dead #tunes talks spiderverse #tunes talks 2099 #shaking like a wet dog can someone else be insane about miguel w me CAN SOMEONE ELSE BE INSANE ABOUT HIM W ME #long post #migedits

[gwekkuu]

No new autumn piece this year 😔

So let me share some old ones I still like :0

#duckverse #donald duck #huey dewey and louie #gyro gearloose #sikyu art #can I just…rant a little in the tags for a moment?? #this entire year has been a rollercoaster for me #working at the MK ride has been EXHAUSTING since it’s opened in Feb #we’re only STARTING to slow down at the tail end of October :/ so I’m TIRED #oh yeah then ya girl gets hit by a wicked flu about TWO OR THREE TIMES 👀✨ #seriously during each of them I had an awful fever for a week as well as a nasty cough #I just stayed in bed whenever I could #ah yeah and then ya girl has been suffering artblock since early rhis year #I am just tired bois and I wanna sit down and draw again but ffddf life stops me #OH SHIT and I’m in the process of moving to a new place and I’m tired of that already??

[hanakihan]

I been thinking about implications in AB!Jinchul AU like

Both he and Jinwoo are in constant concentration because both posses god-like (and actual god) strength and losing control over it will result in disaster

But the way Jinwoo can probably never understand Jinchul because while they’re both vessels, they’re completely different kinds of vessels.

Jinwoo was a human that through chain of events was chosen and reshaped into a fitting vessel, even after changes he undergone he’s still HIM. Deep inside this all human Jinwoo triumphs over Shadow Monarch who accepted him as a successor.

But Jinchul is a completely different case. Jinchul is true god’s reincarnation, a being that was shaped and exists purely for god. He isn’t like Jinwoo who became a vessel, Jicnhul IS a vessel. His entire existence was refined through centuries, millennia old process of shaping and perfection through generations, a full stained glass made of countless colorful pieces that perfectly match.

While Jinwoo sometimes questions if Monarch in him taking over too much, Jinchul wonders if he’s even himself at this point. If he even exists as ‘Woo Jin-Chul’ or was he an Absolute Being the whole time. Even Jinwoo was born a free person, a human who can walk his own path. Jinchul’s entire existence was pre determined and he’s forced to walk a destined path.

So while Jinwoo’s slip of control results in his mana pouring in world and causing local destruction, Jicnhul’s potentially can erase space and time.

Imagine tired Jinchul getting lost in thoughts so much his control slightly slipped and man literally almost cracked their entire realm of existence, people dragging Jinwoo here so he’ll stop it wheeze. Jinwoo just bringing Jinchul out of his stupor like ‘hate to distract you but you’re literally creating cracks in this plane of existence please stop—‘

Or Jinchul unconsciously slowing or stopping time when there’s too much work and deadlines are approaching and he’s so tired and angry and frustrated. He probably notices only when he checks clock for 10th time and it’s still midnight or when he accidentally knocks his cup of tea with elbow and it just freezes mid fall with all its remaining contents. Jinchul freaking out every time but also kinda not (mostly because most of stuff he does is unconscious and he hates and fears not being able to control it all hence why he practices even more self control and restraint).

And Jinchul really appreciates Jinwoo’s support and affection but he’s also frustrated no one can really understand how terrifying it is to hold such strength in himself without even properly understanding it’s limits and being in constant fear of it coming out of control.

#solo leveling #woo jin chul #sung jin woo #AB AU my beloved #but seriously I’m absolutely digging godly horrors of it #jinwoo having his own eldrich horror problems #jicnhul suffers from divine horror problems #jinwoo was at least been able to talk with Ashborn (and still kinda can to get advices) #jinchul is literally trying to figure everything out himself #this man is literally suffering one wrong move and entire universe gets erased #jicnhul is shinji’s chair pose mood on daily basis

[ssreeder]

he… he was born to be a hero and became a villain… he was born to be a villain and became a hero… no one asked them what they wanted… they don’t even know what they want they don’t even know who they ARE…. they bring out the worst in each other…. they can only be honest with each other and they hate it love it hate it destroy it in the end…. they ruin each others lives…. they don’t regret each other…. if you even care…. I’m gonna apass out

#WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME???? #HELLA WHYYYYY #I swear this is cruel and unusual punishment #you can’t take your talented brain and invest it into dabihawks and pull out the most beautifully tragic words for them #YOU CANT MAKE MY HEART WANT TO CHAIN SMOKE #MY HEART IS CHAINSMOKING #WHY WHY WHYBWHYYYY #Wait why am I thinking you write a MHA fic??? #I’m going to go to your ao3 and find out #Hella why do you want me to suffer with you??? #I’m trying so hard not to get sucked into their bullshi #But I can’t stop thinking about them now #Seriously the way hawks respond to things with wit and a smile even though his sense of justice is more fucked than even dabi #Dabi sees the injustices in the justice system and he wants to burn it to the ground #& hawks is over here like ‘just not the wings man’ #fire is good fire is bad fire is good fire is bad #Hot is good hot is bad hot is soooo good but it’s sooooo bad #Damn it hella stop it #STOP IT #Is is bad to say I do like endeavor? #Are people going to throw shit at me from the back!? #I love myself a flawed character with a fucked up sense of judgement and I’m also a sucker for that character realizing that they fucked up #& then trying to make amends because it’s not too late but it is too late hunny nothing will never be the same as it was and even when it w #It was fucked I mean come on man shotos crying in the dojo because you hurt mommy while touya is imploding in the forest and now they’re #Battling it out for your love while also seemingly rejecting it because they don’t need to be loved (but they need to be loved so badly) #SOMEONE LOVE HAWKS DAMN IT #Haha I love hawks though he’s like welll shit I kind of forgot about my mom I hope she got out ok and Dabi didn’t murder her oh well #Shit happens wow this is a nice apartment maybe I’ll sublease this thing #Make back some of the money she made SELLING ME TO THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT #*deep breath* I’m getting rambling over here

[tiistirtipii]

First Kanaphan disease is REAL and I am SUFFERING from it

#he’s on my mind 24/7 #365/365 #anyone else suffering from this #at any given moment I’m thinking about him #considering watching astrophile for him #considering watching f4 for him #considering watching wake up ladies for him #considering rewatching wolf for him #considering rewatching the shipper for him #considering watching blacklist for him #seriously have you seen him in wake up ladies #about to risk it all for his one minute of screen time in astrophile #gmmtv #the eclipse #not me the series #first kanaphan #I’m sorry I’m going insane #the talent? unmatched #can someone make a first cut of all the shows he’s in #black and white? like the colours? #that scene of him. I have no words #sorry can’t talk rn thinking about first #he comes in first place. get it? ha ha ha ha #moral or the story. first brainrot is real and it is coming for you. I’ve fallen victim but you might be able to still save yourself #I hope someone reads these tags and realises I need mental help #gmmtv you hold my happiness in the palm of your hand I s2g if you don’t give him more main roles #this is embarrassing but I’m so far past that #no time to be embarrassed. I’m too busy skipping through wake up ladies to see the first scenes #no clue what that show is about but I know one thing #first kanaphan <3

[eiightysixbaby]

having the worst period cramps of my life *claps hands* butler! bring me my emotional support fictional men

#no but seriously #i’m lowk suffering

[prisonpodcast]

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#seeing wider mc.ytblr blogs make/rb those ‘we have suffered so much posts’ #LIEK UM NOT LIKE US YOU HAVENT 😤❌😤❌😤❌😤❌😤❌😤❌😤❌ #don’t take this seriously but liekkk 💀💀💀 yes I’m gatekeeping suffering okay #look I just see it and I laugh okay #it’s just a bit funny okay

[overtake]

content for a very small audience but i was experiencing major deja vu when daniel posted this

#i need my laptop back so badly i am going crazy without it #apple needs to get it back to me FAST #i could be gifing but instead i’m comparing ashton irwin and his brother to daniel and his nephew #something about the photos was just SO SIMILAR #but seriously i will die without my laptop #i use it for everything it is my best friend #i use it for tumblr and discord and twitter and reddit and obviously i am literally just always working on some kinda gifset or project #i have 80 million tabs open #i watch all my youtube and tv on my laptop #i miss her so much #i had to write a full essay on my ipad today #do u know how annoying it is to do mcgill guide footnotes on ipad microsoft word #my cat will suffer for what she did (be given endless love appreciation and kisses and experience zero consequeces) #i’m also very sick rn so i’m really just stream of consciousness-ing here #my grip on reality is quite loose #i need to eat some soup and go to bed

[quirkyrahne28]

Me: *Sees people on this site openly shipping incest, abuse, pedophilia, and some guy (A) with a guy (B) who beats him (A) up excessively and reminds him (A) of his (A’s) abusive father.*

Me: I’m not suicidal, but I see the Lord wishes to test me today.

#Rahney Rambles #Glimmer and Shadow Weaver #Glimmer is literally a kid who Shadow Weaver manipulated #C//A #Catra abused Adora #Adora and Catra are sisters #Arkhamverse Riddler and Batman #Arkham Riddler and Batman #Riddler: Die father! I mean- Batman. #But sure #Let’s ship a minor/minor coded character with an abusive older woman who manipulated the first character’s father as a child #An abusive woman with her sister/victim #And a mentally ill man with an enemy who excessively beats him #To the point that he suffers from nightmares and flashbacks #And literally confuses him with his father who physically abused him #And denied him basic love and attention as a child #Yes I’m an anti #You people are insane #Seriously?! #Exploring these darker themes is okay #But openly glorifying and romanticizing them?! #I honestly can’t tell if you people are joking or are serious! #And the tagging here is trash #So I still have to LOOK at these things that make me wanna blow chunks #WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE???

[bookwyrminspiration]

being introduced to a gloreth and a glorian shieldheart so close together is really tripping me up dude

#nimona #the priory of the orange tree #im reading and every time they mention glorian I’m like…go back to the shadows from whence you came?? #it keeps taking me out of the moment #because i keep thinking of nimona #i can’t take it as seriously #i am still trying it’s just #it sounds exactly like a nimona name!! #Damn time wise I just had to consume these two medias so close together huh #universe wanted me to suffer from confusion huh

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

so, final verdict: I’m neutral on the Netflix live action avatar. It’s ok. It had some really effective scenes that made me super excited and cheering at my screen, and one particular scene that actually made me tear up, but also a lot of clunkiness and odd characterization and narrative choices that weakened the experience. Overall, it was decidedly average to me, but I’m really really hoping it doesn’t get cancelled. What a treat to see an entirely poc cast kicking ass on my screen. Now someone please give them a better script and dialogue for season 2.

#also if anyone is mean to cast I’m kicking you in the shins. they did great with what they had. #…what the hell did they do with yue though. what was that. #also I have. very mixed feelings on actively seeing the airbenders get killed. #idk. they could not keep a consistent tone for the first half of the show. #it definitely suffers from netflix-isms too. everyone is more serious/more ‘you’re not taking me seriously ughhh’ #I also wasn’t perfectly happy with the depiction of the spirits but I may just be being nitpicky #storyrambles #I have a lot of thoughts actually #my mom really liked it though and if I’m too negative in front of her she’ll get annoyed with me. :/ #but yeah. I am neutral about it. In the way that some things were awesome and some things irritate the hell out of me #also I wish I could go and tell script writers that it’s ok to show and not tell. I promise your audience is intelligent. Take my hand.

[crucible-memes-4-salem-teens]

abby, explaining herself to the court after pulling some shenanigans: your honor it was just a feminine urge

#the crucible #arthur miller #classic lit #classic literature #classic lit memes #mod dio #wednesday incorrect quote :) #GUESS WHO’S BACK (for today) #i’m sorry for abandoning y’all </3 #i’m like a mother shoebill deciding to take care of only her strongest chick :( #but no seriously: the past few weeks have been kind of crazy for me so i’ve been unable to perform my duties as your caretaker (head mod) #know that i love you and cherish you and always think of you but i am currently suffering with ap exams and such #over the summer i’ll definitely try to be more active #anyway mwah i love you i’m sending my love to you from across the internet

[aberfaeth]

now you might be thinking hey casey don’t you find it odd that ted lasso wrapped up half its arcs in one rapid-fire epiphany montage? and that despite the increased runtime, so many important moments informing character arc happen offscreen in a way that feels more lazy than artful? and yes. yes i do find it odd. ok moving along

#i’m not sure why i haven’t had the same incensed reaction to the utter nonsense that is the overarching plot of ted lasso s3 as i had to #neverafter even though i think they suffer from the same key writing deficit: being too goddamned big #i’m sorry ted lasso you’ve got too much story there and you stretched yourself thin and kinda fucked all of it #but maybe my brain is so worn out on media crit bc i can still look at last nights ep and go aw sam and jamie :))) without getting pissed #seriously why did they bring akufo back. would have been so much neater of a plot to have sam not get chosen bc he’s still protesting stuff #the nigerian government does #i just hate everything about how they write akufo it always comes off so fucking weird #anyways #tl #ted lasso #c.txt

[bdubsgreen]

Got on darktwt because of the current state of affairs and

#barely 2 days in and I’m suffering from severe whiplash #i will be charging bdubs & his enablers for my therapy session #& you’ll have to guess if I’m talking about physical or psychological therapy #hermitcraft #bdubs #bdubs arc #bdoubleo100 #in all seriousness it’s cool that he’s interacting with his fan base so much #i genuinely enjoy seeing him learn the lingo and such #never change bdubs

[inkykeiji]

me vs letting a piece of writing be ‘good enough’ but not perfect

ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ grrrrrrrrrr

#i’m going to tear my haiiiir out #you know what it is????? aside from suffering from debilitating ocpd ofc #it’s because it’s dabi #it’s because it’s dabi’s birthday gift #and i just want it to be the very best most perfect it can be #also it’s at 9.7k now sigh #anyway every time i’m tryna rush against the clock to get something out before 11:59pm i always feel like im back in uni LMAOOOO #but anyway!!!!! sorry everyone;; sorry dabi;;;; it’s just Too Big (hahahaHAHAHAHAHA) #no but in all seriousness i’ve been editing since i got home from the doctors and im only on page 7 oUT OF 25 sooooooooo #it’ll be a day late <3 #this has been clari with the updates #my therapist says i have to talk nicer to myself but goddamn it’s so hard when i’m just like !!!!!!!! LEAVE IT!!!!!! it’s fine!!!!!!! #and ocpd goes iTS NOT IT MUST BE PERFECT EVERY LINE MUST BE PERFECT NOW OBSESSIVELY GO OVER IT >:( #i’m working on resisting that voice no matter how much anxiety and terror it causes me #aaaaah