#i’ve been having revelations

[ur-mentallyill-wench]

Women when they’re always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god, always an angel never a god,

#always and angel never a god #I don’t know why I am #the way I am #there’s something in the static #i’ve been having revelations #boygenius #lucy dacus #julien baker #phoebe bridgers #I’ll never leave my boygenius era for better or for worse

[theriverbeneaththeriver]

Biblically Accurate Homescreen

#I unlocked perfection in the new iphone homescreen #be not afraid #biblically accurate angel #is living through my phone okay #I’ve been having revelations #always an angel never a god

[whateverisbeautiful]

♥️ Ranking Richonne

#8: Must've Been Something Else Then (S3E16)

I adore this scene to the moon and back. 😍 It's at this moment that Rick officially lets Michonne know she's a part of the family. And of course, he does it with a dash of flirtation. 😋 Truly, this lovely scene feels like the earliest moment of the two hinting that there’s something oh so special between them...

I love the staging of the scene as it opens with Michonne looking up at Rick as he walks down the stairs. And there's just something sweet to me about the way they walk alongside each other in those color-coordinated outfits. 😊

It’s always commendable seeing that Michonne is so understanding of the difficult position Rick was put in with the Governor's deal about her. And it’s great that she directly addresses it rather than tiptoe around it.

Not only is Michonne understanding, but she’s still so completely on Rick's side and it shows how much she has always seen Rick for the good man he is. They trusted each other before they knew they trusted each other, I’ll say it over and over. 😊

And it’s nice that Rick gets to be met with compassion when so many other times characters have not given him this kind of genuine compassion.

Then it’s good to hear Rick give a sincere sorry for how close he came to giving her up. Michonne proceeds to do what she’ll do many times in their relationship and reminds him of the good in him when she tells him “But you didn’t.” She’s confident that giving her up is really not what Rick wanted, and she’s right.

Once they got past their initial sussing-you-out tension, Michonne really did become Rick's bond that flowed with the most ease of all the characters. And she built him back up at every turn, even here in season 3 by affirming he's still a good person.

It’s nice cuz I feel like Rick is a character who can take on a lot of guilt, so it’s great seeing another character so assuredly relieve him of guilt to remind him that he might make controversial choices but he’s not a monster.

(& I have a feeling in TOWL, Rick will again be wrestling with a lot of guilt since he feels like he "failed" at getting home, but fortunately, the one person who can most restore him and relieve his guilt is on her way to save him both literally and emotionally 🤗)

So Rick nods and then I love this silent little lingering look they have. The chemistry. 😏 I always think one of the cutest elements of Richonne's pre-canon days is the way they both so clearly feel this attraction to each other but are trying to keep it at bay - but like that passionate tension between them can’t help but seep out because...

And in this subtle lingering moment, you can feel that while Rick and Michonne are in the early stages of their relationship, something more is absolutely brewing between them underneath. Anytime they look at each other long enough, that becomes clear.

Then Michonne acknowledges she never thanked him which is kind that after everything with the Governor deal, she actually wants to thank Rick. And it's also nice cuz the first thing Michonne ever said to Rick was, 'I didn’t ask for your help.' So it shows she's had some growth since then to now want to thank Rick for the way he helped her. And he significantly helped her by bringing her into this new family.

Rick asks, "For what?" and Michonne says, “For bringing me out there that day. Taking me in.” And I know they’re talking about the initial day he brought her in but “taking me in” also feels like thanking him for the way he slowly brought her into the fold of their family.

I’ve always felt that part of the Clear run with just him and his son was Rick's attempt to really know that he could bring Michonne into the fam like he deep down wanted to. And I think Michonne knows that despite all his talk of sending her away, Rick really did continue to take her in more and more.

Also, I just like the wording of it cuz Rick’s eyes also always seem to be taking her in too, as he does in this very scene. 😋

Rick responds saying, “If you didn’t have that baby formula, I wouldn’t have.” And Michonne and us both know...

(Also I love that this early pre-canon scene features Rick and Michonne talking about the baby formula for their daughter 😋) 

And again, I love that Michonne doesn’t let Rick run from the good man he is when she looks at him and perfectly delivers the line, “You could’ve just taken the formula” It's true tho. And people like the Governor would have done just that. Michonne knows that in this world, what Rick did for her was a gracious act, and she doesn’t let him downplay it.

And then hearing Michonne say that is truly all it takes for Rick to drop the act and let her know that she’s right. I love how quickly he folds here. 😋 And why this moment makes this list is largely because of what Rick says next.

Cuz those Richonne tones make an appearance as Rick looks at her and just sends my heart soaring when he says, “Well, must’ve been something else then.” 

I hadn't happy danced in these Top 30 posts yet, but this line right here is gonna do it for me every time. 😋 Ahhhh, I adore this response and the delivery of it. This is such a classic line in Richonne's story. 👏🏽

It's so special, especially because after these 5 words, Rick really fully accepts Michonne and is never hostile to her ever again. Richonne's connection has been powerful and magnetic since they first laid eyes on each other, and this is the moment they stop actively resisting that undeniable connection. And from here on out, they never look back. They only grow more and more fond of each other until they fall head over heels in love.

Low key, if I could ask a fictional character from the show something, I’d be Iike, Rick, friend, what exact thoughts were going through your head when you said this line right here? Like...

Because no matter how I look at it, it just feels like it’s a moment of Rick deep down knowing something special draws him to Michonne.

I mean it’s factual to say the man is super attracted to her and, as I've often said, their love story was a slow burn but the attraction was instantaneous - so this line just felt like Rick coming close to telling on himself that he might like her more than he even understands at this early stage.

I love that there’s something flirty about the fact that Rick makes the statement more ambiguous. He’s not showing all his cards just yet, but he’s clearly okay with Michonne knowing at least “something” is there between them. 

I know my Richonne brain is going to see this as so romantic-coded, but even if I were to turn my Richonner side of me off, this still just feels really telling that Rick can sense deep down that Michonne is something special and that he has a unique connection to her.

I'm just looking at Rick in this telling scene like I definitely know you are feeling her, and since it's still early...

So I love the line but then I especially love Rick's reaction after he says it. 😊

To me, Rick's reaction after is almost more telling than the line. Because some would say the "something else" he was referring to was strictly Carl making the call, and that is definitely the larger aspect of it for sure, which is sweet in and of itself - but Rick's look after the line suggests that the "something else" really could have to do with his external and internal attraction to Michonne as well.

First Slick Rick looks down and then not so slickly tries to play off checking her out by looking up and around. Idk, if you ask me, I feel like something in him knows what that look down was about, and that’s why he so quickly tries to play it off by unsubtly looking every which way. Like what was on the ceiling that homeboy needed to look all the way up like this lol??

Y'all, all that looking around was because of "something else" between them, if I do say so myself. 😋

But then, as Rick often did at the beginning of his relationship with Michonne, he tries to play off his own liking of her by letting her know that his son also has grown fond of Michonne.

It's sweet to see Rick give credit to his son Carl, who is also Michonne's future son and bff, for making the call to bring Michonne in.

Rick tells her, "He said you belonged here." And I like how talking about Carl and baby formula for Judith makes this whole moment with Rick and Michonne feel even more familial. #DestinedToBeFamily.

And then I always loved that while Rick lets Michonne know it’s Carl who embraced her and made the call to bring her in, he then says, “You’re one of us.” 

He could have added, 'that’s what Carl said,' or whatever, but instead Rick says it as an outright statement because Carl isn’t the only one who thinks this. Rick knows it’s true that Michonne is one of them, and I love that he tells her this directly as something he also believes.

And, of course, it’s extra great knowing just how true the statement will become as Michonne becomes Mrs. Michonne Grimes, the invaluable and beloved Grimes family matriarch.

Michonne, who always can communicate so much even without words, just gives Rick a look in response to this, and I love the look.

Michonne is someone who can read people really well so I wouldn’t be surprised if in this exchange she somehow could read that the energy between them here is different.

Her look at Rick before she walks away is low-key giving...

Lol no but being for real, I am not saying Michonne or Rick are yet aware of their deeper feelings for each other at this point. And they’re definitely still in a healing stage from their past traumas that would prevent them from fully realizing that their ultimate love story is right in front of them.

It's just that Michonne's look suggested that somehow she sensed a little something between them, even if not yet cognizant of what exactly that something was.

And I mean, Rick couldn’t really ever hide that she has an effect on him so it's not like he was all that subtle - which I’m always here for whipped-out-loud Rick. 😋

I know Michonne also really appreciates receiving this ultimate seal of approval from Rick that she truly is a member of tf and a very valued member at that. She's officially home. And you just knew Rick and Michonne would remain united through thick and thin after this.

Then Michonne walks away after their lingering look and Rick silently watches her and I love the little entranced spell Michonne seems to always have on him. And the scene ends with Rick following in her direction, as he’ll do many times in their journey going forward. 😊

Y’all, this moment is just top-tier, and the spark between them was evident as early as s3. Like, you can't tell me this scene didn't shine a blinking neon sign that said Richonne’s story is a love story.

Season finales pretty much always ensured we were fed with great Richonne content and this is the first Richonne season finale, setting the tone for all the greatness to come. I love that Rick and Michonne always end each season closer.

This moment, with Michonne showing so much understanding and compassion, and Rick so willingly telling on himself by letting her know that on the kismet day the universe brought them together there was something else, something deeper, that led him to bring her in, is a wonderful contribution to their love story and a glimpse into what they will become to each other.

And I’ll forever be grateful that Rick and Michonne weren’t brought together just to be partners in crime but rather to be something else too - to be soulmates with the best possible love.🥰

#richonne #top 30 #Also I know as we get closer spoilers and leaks get harder to avoid but I wanted to reassure you I won’t put any spoilers in these posts #I’ve been avoiding them too so I don’t really have any spoilers to reference anyway since I want to go into TOWL as fresh-eyed as possible #So unless it’s a reference to something from an officially released TOWL trailer then you don’t have to worry about any spoilers here 👌🏽 #top 10 #number 8 #rick x michonne #reveling in richonne #twd 3.16 #twd towl #the ones who live

[cowardstiel]

black hole opened in the kitchen every clock's a different time it would only take the energy to fix it i don't know why i am the way i am not strong enough to be your man i try i can't stop staring at the ceiling fan and spinning out about things that haven't happened breathing in and out drag racing through the canyon singing boys don't cry do you see us getting scraped up off the pavement i don't know why i am the way i am not strong enough to be your man i lie i am just lowering your expectations half a mind that keeps the other second guessing close my eyes and count always an angel never a god always an angel never a god always an angel never a god always an angel never a god always an angel never a god always an angel never a god always an angel never a god always an angel never a god always an angel never a god always an angel never a god always an angel never a god always an angel never a god i don't know why i am the way i am there's something in the static i think i've been having revelations coming to in the front seat nearly empty skip the exit to our old street and go home go home alone

#i’m on a normal one today it’s fine #woke up at 7:14 with there’s something in the static i think i’ve been having revelations stuck on loop #and yes. castiel supernatural was there #my post #boygenius

[dandelions-fly-in-summer-skies]

hey guys, i’m going to be taking a break from tumblr for my mental health + sleep schedule lmao <33333

#just dandy thoughts #this is has been a long time coming tbh #also i’ve been having revelations which is nice #no idea when i’ll be back probs once i’ve settled into school again so like a couple weeks idk maybe more #also i might still respond to dms and asks <3 #help did i make like two song references without realising above

[running-tweezers]

Hooooooly shit I hope y’all are ready for another Redacted Theater Kid Thursday cuz I just thought of one so good it’s jumping the line

#I have a whole list of ones I want to do #I’ve just been busy since posting that first one #but I had a fucking REVELATION #and it’s HAPPENING #marisa speaks

[incesthemes]

Hi! I read your (excellent) meta about s8-10,l and I would love to chat with you about it. But tumblr etiquette is hard, and I agree with your analysis in part and disagree in part, and the places where I disagree are controversial. So I was wondering if you'd prefer to have me respond on reblog (my thoughts are too long for a tag rant), on a separate post with you tagged, or just link to your post but not tag you? Or uh, maybe something else I havent thought of (like perhaps some thoughts are better left unshared lol)?

Anyway, thanks for the interesting meta!

ohh hi, thank you for reading all that, i know it’s a long one :) i can’t say i really mind what you choose to do with it; honestly i’m so curious about your thoughts i’d be happiest talking to you directly about them through like dms or something (yknow for the gratification of conversation haha). but yeah i don’t care either way, feel free to do as you like

#ask #it’s been a minute since i’ve reread my own essay… i should go back and look it over #see if my opinions have changed any #iirc i think there are some things i’ve changed my mind slightly about #and some revelations i’ve had since i wrote it so therefore aren’t contained in that post #it makes me feel like i should write another post with my updated thoughts #buttttttt my interpretation of 8-10 are extremely different from the popular understanding of these seasons #so even if i put in all that effort i don’t think many people would read it. not exactly worth it #but i love TALKING about 8-9 especially. they’re conceptually two of my favorite seasons #which is hilarious because i also think they suck so bad lmao. this is my eternal torment

[erikkarlsson]

tomas hertl 1 point in 7 playoff games god smiles upon me

#may he never know a day of peace or prosperity while he carries out the devil’s works out there in vegas #and he shall only have a chance at redemption upon his homecoming #its been a long day i’ve only now had the chance to revel in VEGAS FIRST ROUND EXIT LMAOOOOOOOO #THE SPLEEN DRAMATICS AND FOR WHAT…

[kurokmask]

having dorf thoughts feeling unwell

#random excerpts of this rambling conversation i’ve been writing for the past few months #it’s basically a doc i just update everytime i have a new revelation abt him #this probably will be a scene in my ordinary life #in a later chapter #yeah lol #writings #ganondorf #zelda fanfiction

[psychcpomps]

( zendaya, 28, cis-woman, she/her ) ☼ i know it’s a small town, but i run into MALIA JAIDEN every time i go to WIZARD’S TOWER. it’s like they practically live there and not THE CINDER SAP FOREST for THEIR WHOLE LIFE. it must be because they’re ADAPTABLE and COLD. come to think of it, that’s probably why they’re an NURSE too. but i did hear they want to SELL THEIR MOM’S HOUSE, and sometimes they like to TEND TO THEIR SNAKES. rumor has it they also like PANCAKES, but dislike RUBIKS CUBES. what do you think?

full name — malia jaiden nickname(s) — none name meaning — malia: calm and peaceful. jaiden: god will judge, thankful one. age — twenty-eight date of birth — october 25th place of birth — stardew valley star sign — scorpio sun, scorpio moon, virgo rising  current location — stardew valley gender — cis-woman pronouns — she/her sexual orientation — lesbian religion — atheist  occupation — registered nurse  education level — bachelor of science in nursing family — mila jaiden ( deceased ), david harris ( father, estranged ), emma harris ( step-mother, estranged ), avery & celeste harris ( half-sisters, estranged ) finances — getting by  spoken languages — english, spanish

inspos: cristina yang ( greys anatomy ), jo march ( little women ), aragorn ( lord of the rings ), lip gallagher ( shameless ), jonathan byers ( stranger things ), monica geller ( friends ), chidi anagonye ( the good place ), kat stratford ( 10 things i hate about you ), theo crain ( haunting of hill house ), riley flynn ( midnight mass ), jamie ( haunting of bly manor )

tw: mentions of alzheimers, death of a parent, absent father

 “i want to stay with you forever,” malia says, staring up at her mother who reminds her of honey and little specks of everyday magic. she remembers her mother laughing, “forever is a long time. you might get bored.” it’s hard to tell a six year old no, even harder to remind the sixteen year old that once upon a time all she wanted to do was be with her mom. malia had plans after high school. she was going to become someone, except she had no idea what she wanted to do, she just knew that she needed to go. 

throughout her life traveling had always been a thing that her and her mom did when it came to sports that malia played, and for her graduation present they were going to go to europe. then, malia’s mom got sick. 

“i want to stay with you forever,” quickly turned to, “i will stay with you forever,” malia got the acceptance letter to columbia and told her mother that she didn’t get accepted, and by the time it mattered her mom forgot. 

malia took on the caregiving role, and commuted to the nearest school that she could to get her bachelors to become a registered nurse. her mom used to say if she had been smarter she would have been a nurse, and malia remembers braiding her hair and telling her that she could have if she wanted to, but that she was just fit to be a teacher. the first few years were hard, malia realizing the kind of impact her mom had on her community and how much unlike malia was to her mother was startling. where her mom was kindness, malia had a coldness to her. where her mom was gentle, malia pushed people away. it hadn’t always been like this, or maybe all of her bad qualities that had laid dormant came from her dad. 

her mom died about a year ago and she’s been living in her house ever since with the intentions to sell it but being unable to. she wouldn’t know where to go if she did. 

other stuff: 

malia is a vegetarian and has been her whole life

when she was a kid she used to "rescue" snakes ( she would actually snatch them poor things ) and ask her mom if she could keep them. eventually when she was old enough to have a pet her mom bought her a snake. she's had many snakes over the years and is obsessed. her snakes now are mexican black king snake, a corn snake, and a ball python

owns a little black cat named bitty

malia smokes :/// she shouldn't as a nurse but she simply doesn't care

only has had one serious relationship that she ended due to not being able to be there for people emotionally

her mom was probably most if not all of the valley's school teacher lol

malia is a good nurse and is excellent at her job but her patients often tell her that she needs to smile bc she has a permanent sad face asdokfas

knows self defense and taekwondo because her mom thought it was important for her to be able to hold her own in case anything happened

her mom's house is a cottage with a beautiful garden that malia is desperately trying to tend to but she is not a botanist and tries hard to not be home to care for it :/

she needs a hug probably adlfasaslk;f

#dew.intro #━━ ❛❛ // MALIA JAIDEN ! ¦ there’s something in the static i think i’ve been having revelations . 「 about ! 」

[alwaysanangcl]

Hello, hello, hello!

I had therapy this morning and unpacked quite a bit so I am back in my zone! I'll be working on work stuff and drafts in between so I thought I'd throw one of these out here! If you have a particular verse or muse of yours you'd like for me to write up the starter for, please specify!

#⊹ · ooc * . and the congregation said amen #⊹ · open * . i’ve been having revelations

[soft-serve-soymilk]

YOOOO IT’S FREE!!!! 😭🩵🩵🩵

#All the songs… without ads…. finally 🙏 #Now I don’t have to go to yt to listen to your inception and arrow of time 😅 gonna have to get used to that 😂 #Also I now this post outs me as a iphone haver with a *shudders* apple music subscription but consider #I might as well take advantage of it while I live here :> and as long as I can after I leave ;) I’ll show them freeloading #it’s kind of funny timing really. I’ve just recently been able to drag same old story out of the ‘songs ruined by traumatic incidents pile’ #yes I had to inflict cognitive behavioural therapy on myself to stop the flinching and otherwise distress listening to it caused #which is also why I never really listened to it in 4 months ^^; #but it’s been better these days! #just pav things #and for those of you like ‘oh Pav was listening to nachtflugel I’ve never heard of it before what does it sound like’ #go. go listen to it. revel in the joy that is yoko shimomura and jrpg composers~ #I’ve also recently rediscovered unbreakable chains as a banger boss theme I totally forgot existed #go listen to that too~

[melancholeemars]

Nobody would get scared if I started posting furry stuff would they?

#2023 and 2024 have been years where I’ve realized cringe is dead and I’ve dropped some mental barriers and been honest with myself #and one of the revelations was that I’m very likely therian #so with this in mind I think I’m finally able to draw a sona that accurately reflects how I feel inside #I guess I’m not really asking but rather allowing a notification — I’d still be posting fandom stuff! but just also fursona too

[knightcallie]

POV: You’re waiting for your date at the bar and they finally show up lookin’ like this, what do you do?

I’m blaming Joker from the Dark Prince Charming issue for this, he had NO right looking that good. 1st version was for infamous if as a ‘“Temerity deCour showing up fashionably late to the date and greets RO”. 2nd one, I just had to do his og version, it’s only right

#dnd #infamous oc #infamous if #infamous game #infamous mc #dnd tiefling #tiefling #temerity #my brain has been rotating a dc au with tembeachei ever since this discovery #I’ve been having revelations I s2g PFPFT #first bubbline reminding me of temeichei #I’ve made the connections of Weichei and Batman 😭 #fucking batjokes can be temeichei too #beau as Clark Kent/Superman fit well #tbh Beau’s personality could fit well for Batman but #I strongly associate Weichei with bats so 😔 #my art #dnd art #also I swear I think Mer’s horns got longer #and thinner too hm #knightcalliearts

[kitkatsudon]

Things I wanted to do this summer: write

Things I’ve actually been doing this summer: painstakingly making a note of every tiny detail in tkem as I rewatch this show, so I can construct an accurate timeline while also noting down any interesting/important details. Like birthdays. Which I got completely wrong before.

Anyway, so far I’ve finished six episodes of this, and while I’m planning to construct some kind of big master-post when I’m done, I thought I’d share some of my favourite details now because I have covid and I’m bored and I need some instant gratification

The palace has a name. It’s called Haeungung (해운궁) Palace. This is first on the list because I’m still proud of myself for spotting this detail on a sIGN IN THE BACKGROUND

The main timeline of the show starts on Tuesday 10th September 2019, which also just so happens to be Yeong and Eunseob’s 28th birthday. Do with that information what you will.

Gon doesn’t and has never liked beans and spinach

Yeong has an uncle that works in the Royal Public Affairs Office with Seungah - and his actor is only 7 years older than wdh, so again, do with that information what you will

and perhaps my favourite piece of information, which has been living rent-free in my head since I learnt this:

The Corean royal estate (so basically Gon) owns SIX QUINTILLION US DOLLARS worth of rare earth elements. I’m going to say that again. SIX QUINTILLION UNITED STATES DOLLARS. 6,000,000,000,000,000,000 USD.

more to follow potentially if i find anything else worth sharing

#tkem #the king: eternal monarch #six quintillion dollars #i will never be over it #i can’t pretend to really understand how money works but why has he not solved world poverty yet #i’ve been sitting on this revelation for too long i couldn’t wait any longer to share it with the world #i’m not convinced there even is that much money in the world #what the hell lee gon #SIX QUINTILLION DOLLARS #so whoever you ship gon with #this is your sign to have him go crazy with buying extravagant gifts for his love #because whatever it is he can definitely afford it #kitkat’s tkem deep dives

[impossible-rat-babies]

love the wild west of outside the curated space on here because I feel like a widow standing on her porch with a rifle, picking off anyone who steps on my lawn

#i do block randos for being annoying #I have blocked so many like ych m*revel fic writers because I just wanna look at silly tags in piece for 2 seconds #I’ve been real bad about blocking randos sharing my posts around like I ain’t fucking around go away #owen talks